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5x18 Point of no Return // 15x18 Despair
The journey from I happened to him to I’ve got you
#the way they only allowed this kind of closeness when the world was ending or one of them was dying#unwell as usual#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#destiel#castiel#misha collins#deancas#jensen ackles#spn crack#spn 5x18#5x18#spn 15x18#15x18#profound bond
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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just. the way that everyone wrote lilia off as some harmless unserious weirdo in the way so many older women get written off. when in fact she was an incredible brilliant badass
#these are not stories we usually get about women!!!#lilia calderu#agatha all along#i am unwell#agatha all along spoilers
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#d20 spoilers#fantasy high#ribbittrobbit#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#spoilers#figueroth faeth#fig faeth#ankarna#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#not to be utterly insane but i feel like the original drawing was missing something and now i fucking get it#and i feel like these are oracular visions and im insane now#brb gonna 3d model a temple and then paint both layers of frescos#jfc im unwell about these fictional teens#also yeah i draw pretty fast bec i can't sit still and watch actual play i usually work on animation shit#but man oh man has this one got me in a fucking chokehold#its literally 4:19 am guys
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it's you!
I don't know bingbong, let's ask the destroyed roomba
#bonnet binghe im OBSESSED WITH YOUUUUUU#his hair is messy in the first but i tried to convey it more straight than usual....#so that when he transmigrates sy tries to revive his curls </3333333 he buys a diffuser and everythinf#god im unwell. sick and twisted.#binggeyuan#luo binghe#luo bingge#shen yuan#scum villian self saving system#svsss#the trend already died but im late to everything so its fine
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12 Months of 12 - September
#Bit late this month because I was Quite Unwell#I was going to skip September but I thought no. I've come this far#and now I'm glad I didn't because I think this is my strongest month of 12 Months of 12 so far#doctor who fanart#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#whouffaldi#doctor who series 9#twelveclara#dont want to talk about the light source#I thought this up while listening to Bahama Mama by Alphonso Johnson#I usually think of them when I listen to it#also the Gallifreyan on the monitor is a scaled down version of my banner#it says 'do you think I care for you so little betraying me would make a difference'#at least it does if I did it right#i slaved away for hours on this now tell me you like it
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What do you mean Neve x Bellara isn't a thing in Veilguard. There is a jagged detective who keeps fighting against corruption to protect the neighboorhoud she cares so much about. There is this brillant engineer who works with the lost technology of her people to make sure it doesn't hurt anyone and to help their culture. Neve Gallus' cases are so famous that there are multiple fictions inspired from them, of which Bellara is a great fan of. When they met Bellara totally has a hero crush on Neve, one she must get past because Neve is indulgent and think it's cute, but she is also uncomfortable with how famous her and her cases are and they will work together. Still, Neve keep spending some of her no doubt precious time chasing the serials that Bellara loves so much just to see her happy. Neve paints herself as a cynic and says that after all she had seen the only conclusion is that all her work never seems to matter in the long run, yet she can't help but care and have hope that even the tiniest gesture of kindness could help someone. Bellara appears optimistic and is adamant on believing on happy endings to the point that one could consider her naive, yet she is that way because inwardly she is so, so full of guilt and devoured by the anxiety that things will go wrong and people will die if she doesn't do everything just right. They are both brillant women who have so many things in their heads that they must think about, because they both find meaning in resolving things. They both struggle to think clearly from time to time, struggle to sleep because of it even. Bellara ends up writing her own fictions (or fanfictions?) and I can see her struggling to decide whether it's fair to Neve to be inspired by her because 'oh no she doesn't like it but she is so courageous and intelligent and strong and beautiful...' Also. Neve has a horrible diet and one of the first thing Bellara does to get to know her better is to cook one of her favourite food.
#i need yall to be as unwell about these two as you usually are about men. do you get what i mean.#they deserve so many fanarts and fanfics on ao3#need to write something about them#dragon age#dav#datv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#bellara#bellara lutare#neve gallus#bellara x neve#neve x bellara#what's the ship name?#wave posts
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Recognition
#I worked on this for too long and now I can't really be satisfied with it but I can accept the fact that it is 3am and I should sleep#Okay time to ramble about monsterhaul. So obviously its something of an atypical form which means it isn't included in fan content too much#but when it is usually Nemoto's (for lack of a more eloquent term) fusion gets the spotlight which is fair and cool I love it too#However there is definitely something to be explored in the fact that Rikiya represents the violation of abstinence from err. contact#Which makes him interesting to be mushed together with the very literally and symbolically touch-averse character that is Chisaki.#And when placed before Kurono there's appeal in putting two characters normally so laden with inhibitions into a#situation where those are somewhat repealed by existing inherent filth and the dispositions of a third party.#Good concept. Anyways there's also the secondary factor I got caught up thinking about in this piece pertaining to#the escalation of Chisaki's severity in action and Hari's continued support in spite of the other's ever-decreasing resemblance to#the kid he met years ago as Chisaki abandons internal and external standards#In short I'm unwell#Going to ignore this for a while now so I don't scold myself for the anatomy#chronohaul#kurono hari#hari kurono#kai chisaki#chisaki kai#orb draws#mha#bnha#my hero academia
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“you said we’re not together so now when we kiss i have anger issues…. i know baby no attachments…” CHAPPEL WHAT! KLANCE WHAT! WHAT?!
#bruh#boooooo#screams and throws up and slides down a wall#voltron#klance#keith kogane#vld#lance mcclain#voltron legendary defender#vld fanart#klance fanart#voltron legendary disappointment#guys if you make out with ur homie you’re very in love with while drunk is it gay?#genuinely unwell about them#i don’t usually draw people kissing this was weird#oh whelp
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👁️👄👁️
#the heart killers#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#kantbison#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#i am: UNWELL.#nong joong doing the lords work as usual#what would we do without his god tier bts content#not to be that bitch but he could stab me with that cue 🤷🏼♀️
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“He was— He was my ‘buttercup’,” she sobbed out, and his hand gripped her far shoulder, “And I— I never even— I never got to tell him how much he m-meant to me— not even th-the stupid sun thing—”
“Oh… Marinette…” he whispered, his nose brushing against her hair, “The sun thing wasn’t stupid.”
this scene from chapter 6 of drowning (in plain sight) by @buggachat has PLAGUED me since i read it i am deeply unwell
#my art#ml#ml fic rec#miraculous ladybug#ladynoir#ladybug#chat noir#is it monday yet. is it monday yet.#ugh this fic makes me SICK#it hurts so much i’m sooo unwell#buggachat just. creates scenarios which wrench all my guts in such a specific way#thank you for your service queen. i’m doing so bad#would really really really like for things to get better soon#or keep making them suffer. i will absolutely be reading either way#also i colored this in sort of a different way than usual and it was fun#okay goodnight.
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i was thinking all day yesterday about utena and how lonely she is and how she's never felt wanted anywhere and how all she's ever really wanted was a place to belong. her parents are dead, obviously, leaving her lost with nowhere to go but the coffin. if she has any extended family at all, it seems none of them wanted to bother taking her in, choosing instead to send her off to boarding schools and make her someone else's problem (not strictly canon, as we don't know what utena's life before ohtori is like, but i think a complete lack of any parental figure is the only way for the themes and her character arc to make sense). at ohtori she feels out of place too (you know how it is with being a gender nonconforming lesbian teenager). there are people who admire and are infatuated with her, but none of them know her. she doesn't have any close friends beside wakaba and later anthy, and as much as she loves them, for a long time neither of them are people she feels like she can really open up to.
akio is the one person to offer her this thing she's been longing for for most of her life, a place in his home and in his family. a place to belong. and of course this makes her happy. it's what she's always wanted. a family, and i think especially their family. but, aside from the obvious of it all being a way to earn her trust and make her feel indebted to him so he can groom and abuse her, does she ever truly feel like she belongs there? i think she wants to. i think she often convinces herself she does. but i think it is also absolutely akio's intention to still make her feel like an outsider. to make her feel deeply insecure in her position there, while still feeling like she owes him for it. utena knows that he could throw her out if he wanted to, that everything he gave her is something he could take away again. she doesn't want to believe he would do that to her of course, because she trusts him, but she knows, the way all children know, implicitly, that the adult is the one with the power, even if they haven't seen it abused yet. so she tries to make herself appealing to him. tries to make herself fit into what she thinks he wants her to be. tries to do what she thinks she needs to to be deserving of his love. because it isn't unconditional, the way we're always told family is supposed to be.
of course, the truth is, even though it isn't simple or easy, utena did have somewhere she felt she belonged all along: with anthy
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how did i as a gallagher lover miss this oh god oh my god o
#do YOU SEE HIS SHIRT STRETCHING im going to explode#they know gallagher is my secret fave im insane over and were like “u know what? he doesnt post abt him we should change that”#IM SO LATE SEEING THIS AHHHGHHH IM SORRY BABYGIRL#YES HES ONE OF MY FAVES IM RLLY INTO BUT DIDNT FIND TIME YET TO DRAW ANYTHING AS USUAL#im feeling unwell aughh#<3333333#babbles#hsr tag#tbd
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got bodied by clytemnestra in sophocles' electra coolly arguing that agamemnon must have had an easy time sacrificing iphigenia, because as her father "he felt less pain when he begot her than I did when I bore her". just like how aeschylus writes her, she's both so savage and so clinical; she has a way of brazenly introducing sexual themes into a conversation, plus she forces both me and electra to envision agamemnon cumming. who does it like her. honestly
#yeah so i'm reading electra now#i usually try to space out house of atreus stuff because i get UNWELL whenever i think about them too much#but i've been listening to the vandiver lectures on greek tragedies and i want to keep up#first impressions tag#clytemnestra
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I am always thinking TimJay thoughts related to the fact that they have matching scars from getting their throats slit, and not only that, but Jason slit Tim's throat first in an attempt to threaten Bruce, where Tim was nothing more than a pawn for Jason to use to emotionally manipulate Bruce.
batman (1940) #618
And then, just a little while later when Jason is trying to confront Bruce and do his whole dramatic moment with Joker in UTRH, and Bruce slits Jason's throat to stop Jason from killing the Joker.
batman (1940) #650
It makes me so Unwell. They have literal matching scars. When do you think Jason realizes it? When do you think, while running his fingers over the scar he has to always remind himself that Bruce was willing to jeopardize Jason's own life just to save the Joker, Jason realized it was the same scar *he* gave Tim? And does it click for him too, that he and Tim are a lot alike? Being used as pawns in Bruce's game? And for the first time he maybe understands Tim Drake, just another kid trying to get Bruce's attention and approval? And Jason did to Tim exactly what Bruce did to Jason? And that's part of what spurns on Jason's obsession with Tim, trying to "save" Tim from Bruce's ideology?
When they finally get together does it make Jason even more possessive? He put that mark on Tim and now he has his own to match. It's the closest to being understood and loved he's ever felt when Tim runs his fingers over Jason's scar at the same time Jason touches Tim's. Mirrors of each other, in a fun, fucked up little way.
#jaytim#timjay#batcest#tim drake x jason todd#jason todd x tim drake#necrotic festerings#i would've included the proper panel where the batarang slits jasons throat but i've gotta be so honest with you#i can't fucking take that panel seriously. the art is *so* bad. why does jason's face look like that.#it ruins what should be one of the most important moments in jason and bruce's history. everytime i look at it i either laugh or cry#anyway it makes me unwell that jason scars tim first bc i usually see ppl mix this moment up with the titans tower moment#which would make it post-utrh#but no it's from batman: hush which comes first which is so much more fun for me when it comes to jason coping#like first you have to handle knowing the man you saw as a father bataranged your throat to save the guy who killed you#and then you realized he incidently gave you a scar that now matches the scar you gave the replacement you fucking hate?#i'd also be so unwell about it i'd go beat tim's ass at titans tower.#in my timjay little mind this is the true state of jason's complicated weird feelings about tim#the realization they have the same scar forces him to reevaluate his gut reaction to tim's existence#and thus his spiral into obsession and testing tim then trying to recruit tim begins.#i did in fact post this instead of writing fanfic don't mind it. i'm having a time. i'm also avoiding doing dishes.#i like ships besides timjay i SWEAR they're just on the mind as of recent
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