Sometimes my dad jokes that if he ever got into politics he gonna to mention he nonbinary daughter to gain votes from the left. His nonbinary daughter. I love my life.
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Phillis Miles
Phillis Miles laid flat on their back in the middle of their California king bed. The pressure of their sleeping girlfriend on top of them, kept Phillis physically anchored to the earth, while their mind floated off into space.
Somewhere, right now, their RED camera was being prepared to be shipped, and that thought alone was enough to keep Phillis wide awake.
Since they were a child, a…
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so sorry the graduation went worse than expected (which is honestly a little impressive cuz you were already anticipating it being bad). i hope things have calmed down for you in the days since, and that they will soon if they haven’t <3
ugh babe. My sister actually had a great time. So like mission accomplished on that one. I however hadn't been able to sleep properly from overworking myself for weeks leading up to the graduation, plus chronic pain. Then I spent three days sleeping on the floor.
Because despite me literally working my ass off to make both homes as clean as possible for the family my parents decided we absolutely couldn't sleep at our own house (A ten minute drive away). Because we needed to stay with the rest of our family. I got less than three hours sleep all three days, Which led to me going autisticly nonverbal. My mother decided that I was being a bitch and ignoring everyone since I literally just sat down in a chair and stared at the wall unless i was directly spoken to.
She threw a whole fit and accused me of being a bitch, in front of everyone. So I went to the store with my dad and bought the strongest over the counter melatonin I could find. Knocked myself out for eight hours then asked if I could go back home to sleep at night SINCE MY MOTHER WAS ALREADY DOING SO BC SHE HAD WORK THE NEXT MORNING.
They said no. I got frustrated. they asked what my problem was. I said "it's literally you. I plan everything. I take care of everything, then you change shit last minute to my detriment. then treat me like a bitch."
They I got screamed at and accused of being unsupportive/spoiled/ect.
But it got better from there because I just waited for my mom to leave then tattled to my grandmothers. Immature sure but i was sleep deprived and struggling. Both said they didn't want to see my mother again for the rest of the trip and I ended up staying in the empty house for a week after they left enjoying the pool and doing fuck all for anyone else. (except cleaning the house)
So yeah. My mother hates me rn. that won't be getting better anytime soon.
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thinking about the years ive wasted putting medical/legal transition on hold in hopes my parents would come around to be there and support me for it just to not even be able to feel comfortable telling my dad im changing my name legally (soon!!!) and for my mum to say shes not gonna try to stop me but isnt actively supporting me. i waited for nothing and i dont think they'll ever change so i wish i didnt live with them but at the same time i dont have a job or a lot of friends so theyre kind of my only connections in life rn. something about your parents becoming weapons against you the moment you become something they werent hoping for.
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Dudeee I was terrified to come out to my extended family as trans but they're all so nice about it? Particularly the grandparents I'm seeing for the first time since I told them in April,, I was worried but they are SO nice 😭♥️ I can talk about my experiences with it, my choice of name, the epic highs and lows of high school football transness. And they're trying with my name and I just ♥️♥️♥️
also my grandpa figured I named myself after Oscar Wilde and included two quotes from him in a letter he wrote me about this whole thing <3 I didn't actually name myself after anyone in particular but hell yeah Oscar Wilde I'm glad my name carries his legacy
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My dad was happy that i was doing more traditional art lately and when i asked him why he was like "oh because all you ever draw digitally is angry girls doing violence" and i had to break it to him that i draw the angry girls traditionally too and at that point he simply told me i should do a judith and holofernes painting
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brought up the SVU episode in which a teenage trans girl is found out to be apart of an underground hrt ring tonight at the bar expecting this group of queer people to remember what i was talking about but the utterly puzzled looks upon my friends' faces will haunt me for the rest of my life
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