#unsent words

[sugarysapphics]

you are the one person from my past i wish genuine happiness for. thank you for the memories and i wish you nothing but the best.

[14dayswithyou]

no way you dropped the biggest river lore in the tags and moved on like it was nothing 😭 can i ask if this is still your intentions with him? bc it sounds like you changed your mind halfway 🤔

im ngl though i really enjoy how ren and river are similar and different to each other, but does that mean river would hurt his angel but leave our friends alone the same way ren would never hurt his angel but would unalive all of our friends? since they're suppose to be each other opposites. i really hope this makes sense 😬 my final question is what is ren doing on thursday? i want to go on a cute pier date again 🩷🌸

@secretkoa asked: and can i hear more about what unsent memory is suppose to be about or is that off limits? idk if i asked this in my previous question so ignore me if i did! thank yuo and remember to drink lots of water 🐸🌱

⌞♥⌝ For those who haven't seen the original post, I want to quickly clarify once more that while River was originally my OC, he's since been picked up and revamped by my friend Jesse/@unsentmemory!!

However, now that Jesse has stepped away from the yandere community, River's fate (and da fate of Unsent Memories) has kinda been put on the sidelines for the foreseeable future.

‼️ Massive Unsent Memories and River spoilers under the cut ‼️ CW for: mentions of gore, torture, mutilation, self-harm, etc.

With all of that being said, yes, Jesse's original intention for River was for him to be your standard "serial killer-turned-yandere once he accidentally catches feelings for his latest victim (Bunny)". The only main difference is that I originally planned for River to be a generic murderer first, whereas Jesse had him become a yandere right off the bat.

You also asked to know more about Unsent Memories, and I think giving a general synopsis(?) would be fine?? ^^ But basically... After getting involved in a car accident, Bunny wakes up with amnesia and gets tricked into thinking that this random guy — whom they've never met before — is their loving, supportive boyfriend named River. In turn, he convinces Bunny that staying in their shared home would be more beneficial than staying in the hospital as it might rekindle some old memories, he'd be able to take care of them, and it would be easier for them to recover at their own pace. But surprise!! River is actually a frequent patron at the Murderer Motel™ and now has trapped Bunny in his Torture Basement®!!! <3 He also maaaay or may not've been the one who hit them with Ren's car as well... ^^ Oopsie daisy hehe

And yeah!! Similar to what you've said, River was also supposed to share (somewhat of) a narrative foil with Ren!! I personally wanted them both to have similar, complimenting vibes with each other — all while having completely different/separate motives and incentives when it comes to the object of their affection. I'm glad to see it was conveyed well enough; even after Jesse's additions to River's characterisation :3 I know I already shared some examples in the previous tags, but I can share a few more:

Where Ren puts Angel's feelings and opinions above his own, River purposefully ignores Bunny's and does everything for his own personal benefit. Essentially, "I'm doing this for you" vs "I'm doing this for me".

While Ren would never dream about harming Angel in any capacity, he's perfectly happy to kidnap, extort, torture, and kill everyone else... In contrast to River, who's accustomed to torturing and brutalising others for his own twisted enjoyment and sees it as a way to show his interest in Bunny.

Kinda silly how Ren claims to be a freelance programmer (but is actually a hacker) and how River claims to work at a music shop (it's a coverup for his second torture chamber lmaoooo).

[CW: implications of SH] Ren is willing to go as far as mentally and physically hurting himself if Angel asks him to, whereas River is willing to physically mutilate Bunny if it means keeping them by his side. [end CW]

With that being said, you can assume that Ren is easily swayed by Angel's words, opinions, and emotions, whereas River can easily sway and manipulate Bunny due to his own feelings and emotions.

This is something I've actually mentioned before, but Ren always prefers things to be tidy, so he often cleans himself up after disposing of his victims. Compared to River, who casually wears the bloodstains with pride and blames it on getting a bit rough with someone else during a boxing match.

It's no secret that Ren is willing to change every aspect of himself to earn Angel's love, and River is willing to change his serial killer ways to return Bunny's love. Da power of friendship and repressed childhood memories gksdgjh T_T /silly

Ren pretends to be a Normal Guy© with tons of empathy to spare, whereas River pretends to be a Regular Person℗ with the heart of a himbo.

I could go on but you get da point lol

So, yeah!! This is essentially the vibes we had planned for River (and Unsent Memories) before Jesse stepped down /pos ^^ I feel like talking vaguely about UM is fine since River only has a small cameo in 14DWY — and I'm sure that if Jesse ever returns from war (/silly), they'll give River muuuuch more justice than I possibly can :3c

[kieranculkingirl]

no love is wasted

a poem made of unsent messages from the unsent project.

[my-unsent-thoughts]

In this silence, I still think of you. I’m still here, even if you don’t see me.

[alwayshaveandialwayswill]

“we don’t talk. i still dream about you.”

[kitty-gray]

Cassandra is making a point with all these unsent letters, to represent how much Kit still wants to be friends with Ty, but that he fights against that want with everything he has (because of shame, pride, anger and all those things this post isn't about) It shows he puts as much physical distance as he can because if he let Ty in, it would be impossible to suppress his feelings anymore. That if he let Ty into his life, he won't be able to push him out again.

[writes4my]

I have been a little off balance since the day I met you . This is because I had never known what it is like to be perfectly aligned

- Courtney Peppernell

[duchesswhitepeony]

It's so loud. I can't hear myself miss you.

[sheisintherainnn]

Can't fill the voidness of your absence,

Can't be brave enough to face your presence,

[bloominginsilence]

Save your soul

(Let go).

[shelovesskiez]

I love to love. It's so beautiful when two people who had no connection suddenly get intertwined by fate, love each other at the same time, and fall deeper every day. Who would've imagined this fairytale? It was just a coincidence to some, but the ones living that coincidence felt like characters in a fairy tale; for them, it was a miracle. You see stars in their eyes; your heart hurts when they're sad; their smile is worth more than anything for which you'd do everything. For some it's cringe; for you it's the cutest thing, because the one who's doing it is your love. Love will be different every day, but love will stay; you can't unlove that person, and you don't have to do so. It might hurt, but it also heals. If you feel the love, then stay and continue to feel the most beautiful feeling with the most beautiful one. In the process of loving don't forget to love yourself too and don't lose yourself.

©-shelovesskiez

[sakura-hayashii]

dear person reading this,

i just want you to know... if you think about it… the sun rises and the sun sets… every single day… but they both have a different amount of time that they presently exist in… just like life… you have to go through your own sunrises and sunsets… life will always have its time of light and darkness… there are feelings and phases… and events in our life are somewhat like seasons… sometimes the darkness will far outweigh the light… but other times the light will predominate the darkness… everyone goes through those moments of feeling like we’re the only person who exists in this world… left all alone… this feeling of loneliness… and never being able to explain it… and tired of trying to because people dont seem to understand… so youre left feeling empty and alone... but youre not… you have people around you who have been through similar… often trying to find someone who can listen and understand them just like you are… there are people who are willing to sit and listen… willing to stand by your side… willing to just be there and support you as you grow… youre the only one who can change yourself… but there are always people who are willing to help and cheer you on… you just gotta find them… being dependent on yourself is good… but you eventually start craving things… like having a good conversation with someone and connecting on passions… or the intimacy of literally just a hug… or even trying new things… i wanna do everything on my own but i cant… thats not how the world works… cause no matter what… there will always be at least one person waiting for you to come to them and ask for help… YOU ARE WORTHY AND LOVED AND THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOURE GOING THROUGH… sometimes reaching out for help or just a conversation also helps the other person… you never know… you just might change their life… and they might change yours.

- S.H.

[allielleaf]

Scary.

It's cruel, isn't it? How accurate this could've been. It sounds just like you — the style of typing, the nickname, the message, and that damn color you assigned me.

Then reality hits. I suddenly remember that you couldn't be this thoughtful, this purposeful. Because you're painfully not. As much as I want to believe that you can, you've just never proved it. You have the ideas — the plans, but for some reason.. you never act on them. Was there a reason? Or did you simply just not feel like it? After declaring your love over and over for years, did you grow tired? That when you finally had me, you just didn't have the energy to be sure you kept me? Was that all it took? To have me?

Never has the color yellow made me feel this dull and in pain.

🥀

[my-unsent-thoughts]

This silence is too loud.

[theloulouge]