#unresolved problems

[crmsnmth]

Formaldehyde and Weed

I think somebody may have laced the weed Because my reflection is now talking to me Or maybe I'm just gonna go a little crazy Maybe it's the aluminum in the can that we poked safety pin holes in once again that might be what's making things so hazy

Where do I go when all the fun is gone And like always I'm the last one still awake. Everyone else has overslept but I just lay here on the floor I'm not sure how to act when everyone else leaves Being alone right now is the worst thing to be Let's do this all again tomorrow, we both want something more Premonition brought on to ease the guilt We'll just burn down the house we built Looking out, or looking in either way it's what's in store

I think that bar was just a press I took the whole thing while overdressed And then I woke up eighteen hours later A phone that is all regret I can't remember anything yet I should just jump ship, stop being a traitor

Where am I supposed to be when all I see Is bloody streets and atomics buy me sleep and buy me comics

I love you written on notes on the table How can I possibly able see the end, when I'm so in love with you

[granonine]

What a Month!

Good morning! Long time since I wrote anything here, and I won’t write much today. Hoping to get back on track over the weekend. It’s been a difficult month on several fronts. I won’t bore you with the details. Just saying there have been several difficulties that are still unresolved, and I’m seriously considering throwing all my electronics out the second-story window. I won’t. But the itch is…

[lazylittledragon]

y'know what. sometimes there is something wrong with you. and i don't mean in a "you are broken and that makes you unworthy" way, just in the "your brain/body does not work the way it's expected to and that's why things are so hard" way

like as someone who grew up constantly being told there was nothing wrong with me and i just had to try harder to clean/socialise/work, knowing i had ADHD earlier would've saved me a LOT of guilt. knowing i have IBS would've prevented a lot of pain/embarrassment from not being able to manage it yet. i wish someone had told me there was a reason i couldn't do things instead of just telling me i was fine. people reassuring me i didn't have any issues to spare me the shame of being "different" only made me feel worse about not being able to function like everyone else!!!

idk sometimes i just wish i knew there was something different about me sooner bc then i would've had an explanation and a way to get better instead of just a lot of self loathing

[lunarharp]

whiskers on brushbugs and whiskers on orufrey

[b0nelessdoodles]

some future bits of creme uni where sm grabs two of pv's patients and makes them start fighting for reasons that he does not explain to his husband beforehand and he will get his head ripped off about (literally)

as always more details in the tags

(non-text version 'cause its fuckin' funny)

[redbean-nom]

pilot boba au in which he ends up working for fenn rau instead of lenovar and actually gets to have a mostly-legal mostly-intact life

he's one of the Protector pilots in rau's squadron and lives with sintas and ailyn on the old fett farm. he takes over as leader of the protectors/pilot squadron after rau gets kidnapped. after the empire obliterates most of the protector camp, he and the surviving members of his squad reunite with rau and join the rebellion.

he and rau accompany luke on the first trench run. rau engages vader (both of their ships get destroyed/disabled and they end up fighting beskad-vs-lightsaber style while floating in space until han shows up to rescue rau). boba goes with luke as the backup - if luke misses, they won't have time to get anyone else in the trench, so his plan is basically to go up to the vent and detonate the slave 1s entire arsenal. it would kill him and probably luke, but at least one of the explosives would definitely hit the reactor.

sometime around rotj, he runs into omega (who is also a rebellion pilot). he hasn't really worked out his issues with jedi and other clones, and proceeds to have A Lot Of Emotions about the surprise twin sister. this happens directly in the background of the luke and leia twin reveal. there are a lot of long-lost twins in the rebellion, apparently.

he, hera, and han have a somewhat-friendly competition for Best *Non Force Sensitive* Pilot Of The Generation. sometime before/around the mandalore arc, he finds out that sabine got sort-of-exiled for being Not Death Watch. he and sintas send her a crate of specialized explosives for her birthday.

during the battle of endor, sintas and ailyn go with the death star generator team and boba goes with the reactor-bombing team.

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

I hate that you broke me, I hate that I have trust issues because of you, I hate that I hurt people, but most of all, I hate that I'm still not able to hate you.

[sapphorror]

Y'know... A lot of ZaDr fics have them either gradually drifting into a less contentious status quo or establishing a deeply bizarre multilayered dynamic that is nonetheless very consistent and beholden to its own rules—which works, to be clear, because slavish adherence to the rhythm of their endless 'game' is already their canon baseline.

WITH THAT BEING SAID. I think it would be very funny to depict a ZaDr dynamic in which they're like, on-again off-again nemeses. As they get older theyre gradually forced to acknowledge the true depth of their mutual attachment, but instead of actually improving themselves in any lasting way or compromising the conflicting elements into an ill-definable state of contentious codependence, they just start oscillating wildly between periods of obscenely clingy allyship and devotedly murderous enmity. There's never an in between. They'll dedicate all their energy to trying to horrifically torture each other to death, until one of them gets uncomfortably close to actually dying or an external crisis pushes them together or they just get bored—at which point, they become obnoxiously glued at the hip until one of them relapses into anxiety about their ambitions or an argument escalates past the the point of no return or they just get bored. And every time they both Really Mean It, They're Not Gonna Do This Anymore, before naturally going ahead and doing it again

[andro-dino]

uhhh how about kenta in 3D?

this is a VERY Kenta expression for me. poor guys got too many problems for a 12 year old

[malwaredykes]

theres rly something abt caesar/arcade i mean its unethical to say the least and arcade hates it there so bad he straight up kills himself but thats what makes it... it. he fucked that old man and felt pathetic and hateful and dog-like the whole time. you see, its that arcade [psychological maelstrom so complicated and messy it resembles a hieronymous bosch painting]. it was crazy even eddie was like by mars i couldve died

[marijuanaragdoll]

I hope the brelly acad cast know we’re not mad at them, they were fantastic as always.

[crows-of-buckets]

It always makes me really sad whenever people call diluc "boring" or say he's just not an interesting character like Bro. After he had to kill his father because Crepus was in so much pain from delusion backfire, he returns home to find his brother is a spy. THEN he goes to sneznyha and spends around three years killing fatui soldiers, who by the way, have probably been raised to be soldiers since they were children. An angry 18 year old with a delusion caused such a stir that A HARBINGER HAD TO STEP IN??? Like. You don't have to like Diluc as a character that's fine, we all have different tastes i get it. But he's not just boring like?? Idk diluc in lore is fucking STRONG. He was a knight by like 11 and was calvary captain at 14. Had he not left the knights he would have been acting grand master instead of jean I don't doubt it. Idk man just give him a bit of credit he's not boring y'all just don't read character stories 💀

[crimeronan]

Just occurred to me Eda’s dad seems great, but Eda’s still probably hardcore projecting her feelings of having permanently maimed her father onto Luz killing Belos. Bonding over violence and murder #goals

i swear to god before you even sent this ask i had JUST drafted a bit where eda and raine are talking & eda says something about how she Knows something happened to luz that luz thinks broke her permanently & raine is like how can you be so sure?? & eda is like because SOMETIMES things happen to people that break them permanently. and then you're just broken and that's it. this just happens. cest la vie

n raine is like.

......ok. do either of us even Remotely have the emotional intelligence to, like..... talk..... about how you're 100% talking about us.

[tabledsalt]

mugman angst please

im glad i actually managed to do this today (crowd clapping and cheering)

[journey-to-the-attic]

Or more in the spirit of couples for pride, in which au were Solomon and Mephisto holding hands? Multiple? And was it before or after being separated by a morality crisis?

(I’m pretty sure it’s morality crisis or identity loss via cave leading to morality crisis just about every time.)(cave = ground opening = pit since I think the stuck in cave was wizard mirror scan turned real au and 7th circle pit is basically a cave)

they do it in every universe but that chain of events was in reference to them in jtta! this is how that timeline goes:

sonno names diavolo acting ruler and goes to sleep in the archaic pit, leaving mephisto displaced in a devildom that doesn't really need him anymore

mephisto leaves the devildom in search of something to do and meets solomon, who is currently in isolation with his magic study/experimentation in a cabin in uninhabited corner of the world

both being lonely, mephisto having nowhere in particular to be, and solomon being interested in pacts and demonic magic, mephisto lives with him for a while

this could last for anywhere from six months to like a century, given their lifespans, but this is where the hand-holding (and pact-making) occurs (this is also where an anon was asking if they had fucked)

mephisto grows restless, having been a servant for an eternity, and abruptly leaves, seeking purpose - but intending to come back

he returns to the devildom, briefly befriends levi, and uses the HoL's underground tomb as a route down to the seventh circle, where he attempts to seek sonno, fucks up, and falls into the pit

mephisto gets, for lack of a better word, destroyed by the pit's security measures, and his pact with solomon is severed in the process

in the human world, solomon feels the pact break and assumes that he has been abandoned for good

mephisto later crawls back to the devildom, is found an inch from death and rescued by astaroth, and is too ashamed upon recovery to return to solomon

(i have no idea what wizard mirror au you're referring to though - is it the rpg au? where solomon's past life's memories were sealed in a mirror?)

[bumblingbabooshka]

On the topic of Harry and Kes being proteges to Janeway and Tuvok respectively - both of them developing mommy/daddy issues despite having perfectly normal and healthy relationships with their parents.