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"How much blood will you shed to stay alive?"
\/\/ An All For The Game SAW AU \/\/
#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#aftg fanart#andreil#the foxhole court#tfc#saw 2004#aftg saw au#happy halloween#fig art#mailob#my first version of this was very different and i almost finished it and then the file corrupted and was unrecoverable so i gave up and the#immediately ungave up and redid a whole different version#also i have a few ideas for this au#i can't believe i had spent like 60 hours on a photoshop file only for all that shit to delete it was evil as fuck
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Ah, childhood memories (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Gaster#Having such clear external-view memories of what happened when they were young would probably give Sans a lot of ammunition lol#Not that they'd know any different - their poor memories honestly :( - but having such clear memories in places would have to be weird#Most people have childhood amnesia to an extent! Tho it's hard to say when that would've applied to them anyway with their sped-up growth#Not to mention the trauma#And it's possible that doesn't apply to Monsters to begin with lol - but it's all a moot point anyway since these are their only memories!#It's sad to think of how much of themselves are missing forever since Gaster didn't experience them :(#This is what happens when you get behind on your work >:0#I really wonder what their lack of memories/restoration of memories would do for their like/dislike of certain things!#Like how Papyrus says that sitting with Sans in his lap makes a lot of sense as to why it was so familiar and comforting#But also that knowing makes it sad as well :( Knowing recolours their understanding and interpretation!#Knowing Why makes things make sense but does it actually Help? It's a tough question - certainly it hurts in the moment#The little things Gaster has infected for them and for himself ♥ Like taking notes! Like chess and sweets and spaghetti and lab coats#And dark sweaters and cigarette smoke and hugs and intelligence - how many pieces of all of them have A Feeling attached#How many more have A Memory - and even more than that A Memory Lost and unrecoverable ughhh ♥#But the little things they can hold on to hehe <3 Like pinging Gaster for what they all know and remember#Why does he even keep coming over if he knows the reception he'll get? Lol#Feels particularly self-loathing and goes to get bullied as penance pfft
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iceman + his concern for maverick post-hop 31
#icemav#top gun edit#ice is a FASCINATING one to watch post-hop 31 imo because while yes‚ obviously‚ the focus is on maverick and his grief and devastation#ice is there the whole time in the background‚ watching. and he's visibly disturbed by what he's seeing. because yeah -#he and mav had a rivalry going and yeah he called maverick dangerous and reckless to his face and he stands by that - he does.#but the problem is that this time - this one fluke freak accident of a time - it wasn't maverick's fault at all.#an unrecoverable flat spin brought on by a compressor stall from ice's jetwash isn't something that maverick could've outflown#by sticking to textbook maneuvers. it was just shit luck and shitty circumstances aligning to create a tragic mishap.#but now - now ice can see the way maverick is unraveling in the aftermath#and i'd bet that on some level it terrifies him to see that.#he's used to seeing maverick with all that brash cocky confidence with the moves to back it up.#he's maybe even had a bit of fun jockeying against that. not that he'd admit that out loud. (yet)#but maverick's spiraling now - a hollowed out shell of his former self - leaking grief and self-doubt and despair everywhere he goes#and it actually hurts to look at for ice‚ seeing maverick like this. seeing how much maverick really REALLY fucking cared under that facade#and wondering if maverick is finally taking the stuff ice said to him to heart‚ but applying it all wrong.#so he watches maverick and eventually that concern builds to a point where he tries to offer an olive branch in the locker room#you can SEE how carefully he gathers himself - how much he's holding back - he doesn't want to say the wrong thing to maverick NOW#he doesn't want to make this worse than it already is. so it comes out stilted. it's earnest - but restrained. he can't find his footing.#he doesn't know where he and maverick stand now but he's sorry - that goose is gone‚ that maverick's going through this‚#that he doesn't know how to help or what to say‚ and - crucially - for his own part in this.#but he wants mav to stick around and push through this. even though he's dangerous. even though he's reckless. ice wants him to beat this.#so when maverick shows up to graduation‚ ice is encouraged. and he's a little warmer. maverick really might pull through.#but then‚ all too soon‚ it's ice's life on the line in maverick's hands. and it scares the shit out of him because maverick's not ready#and now ice - and slider - are going to have to pay the price for that.#and then‚ against all odds‚ maverick pushes through. he comes back for them. he comes back for ice.#and after that...well.#after that‚ ice does know what to say: a vow.#my amvs#linds original
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I'm not gonna lie, I think I would become Homophobic™ if I had to coexist in real life with one of MXTX's couples.
No, but seriously, what do you mean you don't like anyone but your partner. What do you mean you're also powerful enough to destroy the world. Keep your love drama and excellency out of my salad, I can't even afford to buy groceries in this bitch. insufferable.
#i would sell them to satan for one corn chip#if it weren't for the fact that one of them is usually some form of ye olde ancient chinese satan already#mdzs#tgcf#svsss#to be clear the insufferability of fictional romance couples in real life applies to het/het passing and wlw couples too#but i've been on a danmei reading kick lately#jc if i had to watch my brother be Like That i'd be a hater too#that's an unrecoverable level of cringe to witness#wangxian#hualian#bingqiu
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#this had way fewer likes/rts than i thought it did#there was a real risk of it becoming unrecoverable
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me when the consequences of my own actions
#spent all day calling and texting costumer service to basically find out my paypal account is unrecoverable 🙃#and honestly its my own damn fault#but because its unrecoverable i cannot close it meaning that i cant make a new one either <33#kill meeee#barking
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forgot how hot and badass vivienne’s intro is. Unfortunately i immediately maxed out her disapproval within about 3 dialogue choices upon speaking to her at haven
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Girls (Eugene Sledge) hate (love) for their brooding (listless pining) to be interrupted in the family cemetery (outside the military gala) by their estranged childhood companion (war buddy). Question mark
#GIRLS HATE TO BE FOLLOWED TO NOLA BY MEN WHO LOVE AND CHERISH THEM#Girls love to pursue an unrecoverable memory and abandon the present#eugene sledge#sid phillips#sledgehammer#the pacific#hbo war#personal
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The only known captures of hide's live.co.jp website as found on the hide 1998 COMPLETE WORKS CD-Rom
#hide#hideto matsumoto#hide with spread beaver#x japan#vkei#denno scans#the real unfortunate thing here is that as far as I can find ; his website was never archived properly#therefore we'll never really know the full extent of what it was like#unrecoverable lost media? I think so.
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"...gods can bring about unlikely or otherwise impossible births. Usually to ‘mold’ Chosen or prepare backup future host bodies. However, it’s VERY rarely done because it costs (permanently lost) a small amount of divine power, and because unless the deity wants to just waste that power, the rearing of a "godborn" takes a lot of time, attention, and effort. And any godborn is a juicy target for rival deities. So it's done only as part of "long game" elaborate strategies, not out of Zeus-like lust."
Hmm.
#“Backup future host bodies”#HMM.#As somebody who's of the opinion Bhaal was aiming at something like the Iyachtu Xvim route: HMM I say#Also the fact that the divine power is unrecoverable to the deity unless#say#the god is actually reborn in that child as a host body...#I'm assuming that's different from producing demigods the carnal Time of Troubles way. As “permanently lost” was not the aim.#On the other hand:#“Average deity very rarely produces godspawn: Bhaal who produced hundreds of the damn things is an outlier and should not be counted”#/durge#babbling
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these new cobra kai spoilers make me feel like there is a real chance that demetri is gonna die
#ck spoilers#this would be unrecoverable for me. but also kinda hilarious to die at 18 at a karate tournament#demetri alexopoulos
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on growing even when everything around you hurts
@hel7l7 | edna st. vincent millay | unknown | @minmocat | alex dimitrov | margaret atwood | hanif abdurraqib | @foxfaer | rebecca solnit | fady joudah
#im doing my best and it is actively tearing me apart#but not trying pulls me apart even quicker#there is no fighting against gravity#only falling#sm.web#unrecoverable#on growing#on growth#web weaving
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pulled off another absolutely fucking shnasty heal lb3 in the 7.1 ex lads
#the one thing i will always say im good at in this game#is recovery#its my biggest strength as a raider#im not the smartest with numbers or turbo optimising but i WILL recover the unrecoverable#ffxiv#rumprabbiting#7.1 spoilers#7.0 spoilers
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just lost the entire file of this two page comic.... genuinely wtf
#photoshop randomly duplicated another file on top of the comic and overwrote the ENTIRE THING it seems#apparently unrecoverable
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The Heroes' Guild is down
I know that I don't post about it that often, but for those of you who care, my web serial, with over 200,000 words of my original fiction, has become inaccessible for all. So if you were planning to read my shit, you can't.
And now that my routine's fucked, I'm definitely not winning Camp NaNo this year.
And we were heading for some turning points too.
#I'm having a bad time#in case you haven't guessed#If worse comes to worse and the site unrecoverable#I do still have the original documents with everything#so I can reupload#but for now I am just suffering#apologies in advance to my D&D group because I will be dealing with anger in the chat tonight#but I'll try not to take too much of it out on y'all
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post-game bus ride back home (feat. andrew's mp3, whose contents i'd pay good money to access)
#andreil#andrew minyard#neil josten#all for the game#aftg#tfc#the foxhole court#my mind? lost. my dignity? unrecoverable. my scream? scrumpt#these books it turns out hit hard when you're a teenager and they hit hard when you're 26#the mid 00s setting gives me brain worms especially#my art
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