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i-did · 4 months ago

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"How much blood will you shed to stay alive?"

\/\/ An All For The Game SAW AU \/\/

#aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #aftg fanart #andreil #the foxhole court #tfc #saw 2004 #aftg saw au #happy halloween #fig art #mailob #my first version of this was very different and i almost finished it and then the file corrupted and was unrecoverable so i gave up and the #immediately ungave up and redid a whole different version #also i have a few ideas for this au #i can't believe i had spent like 60 hours on a photoshop file only for all that shit to delete it was evil as fuck

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Ah, childhood memories (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Sans #Gaster #Having such clear external-view memories of what happened when they were young would probably give Sans a lot of ammunition lol #Not that they'd know any different - their poor memories honestly :( - but having such clear memories in places would have to be weird #Most people have childhood amnesia to an extent! Tho it's hard to say when that would've applied to them anyway with their sped-up growth #Not to mention the trauma #And it's possible that doesn't apply to Monsters to begin with lol - but it's all a moot point anyway since these are their only memories!#It's sad to think of how much of themselves are missing forever since Gaster didn't experience them :(#This is what happens when you get behind on your work >:0 #I really wonder what their lack of memories/restoration of memories would do for their like/dislike of certain things!#Like how Papyrus says that sitting with Sans in his lap makes a lot of sense as to why it was so familiar and comforting #But also that knowing makes it sad as well :( Knowing recolours their understanding and interpretation!#Knowing Why makes things make sense but does it actually Help? It's a tough question - certainly it hurts in the moment #The little things Gaster has infected for them and for himself ♥ Like taking notes! Like chess and sweets and spaghetti and lab coats #And dark sweaters and cigarette smoke and hugs and intelligence - how many pieces of all of them have A Feeling attached #How many more have A Memory - and even more than that A Memory Lost and unrecoverable ughhh ♥#But the little things they can hold on to hehe <3 Like pinging Gaster for what they all know and remember #Why does he even keep coming over if he knows the reception he'll get? Lol #Feels particularly self-loathing and goes to get bullied as penance pfft

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lleclerc · 8 months ago

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iceman + his concern for maverick post-hop 31

#icemav #top gun edit #ice is a FASCINATING one to watch post-hop 31 imo because while yes‚ obviously‚ the focus is on maverick and his grief and devastation #ice is there the whole time in the background‚ watching. and he's visibly disturbed by what he's seeing. because yeah -#he and mav had a rivalry going and yeah he called maverick dangerous and reckless to his face and he stands by that - he does.#but the problem is that this time - this one fluke freak accident of a time - it wasn't maverick's fault at all.#an unrecoverable flat spin brought on by a compressor stall from ice's jetwash isn't something that maverick could've outflown #by sticking to textbook maneuvers. it was just shit luck and shitty circumstances aligning to create a tragic mishap.#but now - now ice can see the way maverick is unraveling in the aftermath #and i'd bet that on some level it terrifies him to see that.#he's used to seeing maverick with all that brash cocky confidence with the moves to back it up.#he's maybe even had a bit of fun jockeying against that. not that he'd admit that out loud. (yet)#but maverick's spiraling now - a hollowed out shell of his former self - leaking grief and self-doubt and despair everywhere he goes #and it actually hurts to look at for ice‚ seeing maverick like this. seeing how much maverick really REALLY fucking cared under that facade #and wondering if maverick is finally taking the stuff ice said to him to heart‚ but applying it all wrong.#so he watches maverick and eventually that concern builds to a point where he tries to offer an olive branch in the locker room #you can SEE how carefully he gathers himself - how much he's holding back - he doesn't want to say the wrong thing to maverick NOW #he doesn't want to make this worse than it already is. so it comes out stilted. it's earnest - but restrained. he can't find his footing.#he doesn't know where he and maverick stand now but he's sorry - that goose is gone‚ that maverick's going through this‚#that he doesn't know how to help or what to say‚ and - crucially - for his own part in this.#but he wants mav to stick around and push through this. even though he's dangerous. even though he's reckless. ice wants him to beat this.#so when maverick shows up to graduation‚ ice is encouraged. and he's a little warmer. maverick really might pull through.#but then‚ all too soon‚ it's ice's life on the line in maverick's hands. and it scares the shit out of him because maverick's not ready #and now ice - and slider - are going to have to pay the price for that.#and then‚ against all odds‚ maverick pushes through. he comes back for them. he comes back for ice.#and after that...well.#after that‚ ice does know what to say: a vow.#my amvs #linds original

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the-music-maniac · 4 months ago

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I'm not gonna lie, I think I would become Homophobic™ if I had to coexist in real life with one of MXTX's couples.

No, but seriously, what do you mean you don't like anyone but your partner. What do you mean you're also powerful enough to destroy the world. Keep your love drama and excellency out of my salad, I can't even afford to buy groceries in this bitch. insufferable.

#i would sell them to satan for one corn chip #if it weren't for the fact that one of them is usually some form of ye olde ancient chinese satan already #mdzs #tgcf #svsss #to be clear the insufferability of fictional romance couples in real life applies to het/het passing and wlw couples too #but i've been on a danmei reading kick lately #jc if i had to watch my brother be Like That i'd be a hater too #that's an unrecoverable level of cringe to witness #wangxian #hualian #bingqiu

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kacievvbbbb · 26 days ago

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Okay new take on the angst.

Neither Shanks nor Mihawk die (yay!) but Yoru shatters instead and Mihawk wishes it was him instead.

In a nice parallel to how Mihawk shattered Zoro’s two nameless swords like it was nothing Zoro uses these three great and kind of cursed swords to slowly and painstakingly chip by chip shatter the greatest blade in existence and even tho he’s still breathing Mihawk dies right along side it.

Honestly I don’t see a future where Zoro breaks mihawks sword and lets him live he has to much honor for that has to much respect for Mihawk both as a great swordsman and as a mentor figure. Knows what it means to die proudly with your blade in your hands so I think he’d think it quite cruel to shatter Yoru and then not give Mihawk the honor of death. So like even if he did I think it would be kind of on accident (like he wasn’t deliberately making precise blows to shatter the sword it just kind of happens) and Zoro has spent to much time with Luffy and shanks to kill Mihawk, has spent to much time with Mihawk has witnessed the boredorm and discontent he faces and it’s all complicated. So he Gives him the same lesson Mihawk gave him three scars down the chest from shoulder to hip tells him to come challenge him again.

Either way Mihawk is here scars down his chest for everyone to see and no sword and he has never been more scared or more empty in his life. But shanks is just glad that he’s here and that makes it so much worse.

Because now he feels like he’s just another thing Shanks has to protect. He’s weak and Mihawk hasn’t felt weak in a long time can’t remember a time when he felt there was a challenge that he couldn’t face. But living life after this might be the hardest challenge he has ever faced. There wasn’t supposed to be an after this was supposed to be it. His escape from the monotony a way to go out as honorable to the life that he had lived as he can be. And yet, here he is…..with Shanks, and he has nothing to offer him.

Mihawk is not a good man, not in the way Shanks and Luffy and even Zoro are. He’s selfish, capricious, haughty, callous, casually cruel and all these other adjectives that have never mattered to him before because he was also strong. His strength was all he had to offer and he has never felt as weak as he does now. Why would shanks want that? Why would shanks trade in an equal, a rival someone who could meet him at the top, why would he trade thay in for just another person to worry about. Mihawk wouldn’t (doesn’t think he would but he doesn’t know anymore) Mihawk left him at his lowest moment because of strength and he expects, demands, that shanks do the same.

Unlike Shanks he has nothing else to offer there is no deeper than this but Shanks is just glad that he’s here and what does it mean that he is still here?

Also this is very shanks to Mihawk coded because shanks has always know that this is exactly who Mihawk was there was no deeper (and maybe there where certain things he hoped he could learn) but Shanks has always known and has always accepted him for exactly who he is. There is no question in his mind that Mihawk will pick up a sword and get stronger again (maybe never as strong as he was but that’s okay too) not because that’s what Shanks expects but because that’s who Mihawk is

#mishanks #living past your expiration date will never not be an amazing concept for a character when done well #mihawks sword is this very real physical part of him and I wanted to kind of explore what he would feel like if he had to part with her #but still have to live on #I just kind of like the idea of Mihawk suddenly gaining all this self doubt and self consciousness #still on my journey to make my self sad as possible about these two middle aged men #all these things that he’s never really felt before because he’s always had his strength always been confident in it #and now he’s just floundering #he’s never cared if he was good enough for shanks because strength was all that mattered they matched strengths they were equals #but now the balance is all over the place Mihawk doesn’t have his sword doesn’t know who he is and now he’s scared that shanks will realize #he’s not good and he will have nothing else to offer him #and god watch me dig my own grave #also Yoru is Mihawk’s soul made physical form pretty sure he no longer knows who he is without the great blade #would actually be unrecoverable if something happened to her. Mihawk insane with grief #shanks of course is absolutely gutted as Mihawks very warped and confused ideas of love are all layed bare #but it does make alot of things and left arm gate make much more sense in hindsight #one piece #dracule mihawk #throwing thoughts to the void #op #hawkeye mihawk #akagami no shanks #shanks #red haired shanks #akataka #red hair shanks #roronoa zoro #zoro one piece #one piece meta #mihawk x shanks

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clawheld · 8 months ago

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#this had way fewer likes/rts than i thought it did #there was a real risk of it becoming unrecoverable

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sidecast-text · 4 months ago

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me when the consequences of my own actions

#spent all day calling and texting costumer service to basically find out my paypal account is unrecoverable 🙃#and honestly its my own damn fault #but because its unrecoverable i cannot close it meaning that i cant make a new one either <33 #kill meeee #barking

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alistairkisser · 8 months ago

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forgot how hot and badass vivienne’s intro is. Unfortunately i immediately maxed out her disapproval within about 3 dialogue choices upon speaking to her at haven

#mine #and it is UNRECOVERABLE

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terriblesolomons · 6 months ago

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Girls (Eugene Sledge) hate (love) for their brooding (listless pining) to be interrupted in the family cemetery (outside the military gala) by their estranged childhood companion (war buddy). Question mark

#GIRLS HATE TO BE FOLLOWED TO NOLA BY MEN WHO LOVE AND CHERISH THEM #Girls love to pursue an unrecoverable memory and abandon the present #eugene sledge #sid phillips #sledgehammer #the pacific #hbo war #personal

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naradreamt · 10 months ago

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The only known captures of hide's live.co.jp website as found on the hide 1998 COMPLETE WORKS CD-Rom

#hide #hideto matsumoto #hide with spread beaver #x japan #vkei #denno scans #the real unfortunate thing here is that as far as I can find ; his website was never archived properly #therefore we'll never really know the full extent of what it was like #unrecoverable lost media? I think so.

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y-rhywbeth2 · 10 months ago

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"...gods can bring about unlikely or otherwise impossible births. Usually to ‘mold’ Chosen or prepare backup future host bodies. However, it’s VERY rarely done because it costs (permanently lost) a small amount of divine power, and because unless the deity wants to just waste that power, the rearing of a "godborn" takes a lot of time, attention, and effort. And any godborn is a juicy target for rival deities. So it's done only as part of "long game" elaborate strategies, not out of Zeus-like lust."

Hmm.

#“Backup future host bodies”#HMM.#As somebody who's of the opinion Bhaal was aiming at something like the Iyachtu Xvim route: HMM I say #Also the fact that the divine power is unrecoverable to the deity unless #say #the god is actually reborn in that child as a host body...#I'm assuming that's different from producing demigods the carnal Time of Troubles way. As “permanently lost” was not the aim.#On the other hand:#“Average deity very rarely produces godspawn: Bhaal who produced hundreds of the damn things is an outlier and should not be counted”#/durge #babbling

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akkivee · 2 months ago

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hypster fc has been hosting a q&a for the characters for a while now and we finally got kuukou’s lol, and it was cool; we got some good life advice from him and he even told us about his morning routine lol

but bc i’m not allowed to just vibe with some nice kuukou info lmao, he was asked to talk about something that made him happy recently and he told us someone he once looked after came to see him recently!!! the guy told him about how good he was living and that in turn made kuukou happy it’s just that kuukou 😭😭😭 said he had forgotten about him 😭😭😭

and the bat dt made sure to point out like three 3️⃣ times that kuukou had forgotten who the guy who was terrorising bat lmao like this is still a recurring character beat and i hate feeling this worried about his mind bro 😭😭😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #the side effects of the true hypnosis mic round two lol 😭😭😭😭😭#why would they keep showing us kuukou is forgetful if it wasn’t something to be discussed lol #like okay so if this is an actual thing can we track this for other characters is my question #say kuukou has unrecoverable holes in his memory now as a true hypnosis mic victim #what about nemu and sasara????#sasara could maaaaaaaaybe be headaches bc of his new piercings #but nemu???? nemu???? what about nemu lol????#if i had to say??? ig it’d be personality changes????#i don’t think we’ve seen the scope of it yet like with sasara but nemu went up against rio’s commander #who was acting very different from the last time we saw him lol his values had drastically changed i think #and like why wouldn’t they have like he was tortured under chuuoku bro he should want them gone #which is why i don’t want to say his personality changed bc of the mic he has a good reason lol #but him going up against nemu in the mtc track was symbolic of both the principles they’re struggling with #so nemu’s open penchance for violence is a thing brought forth as a side effect of the true hypnosis mic is that train of thought lol #but i hate that narrative lol i rather believe it’s just that nemu now has power and is struggling to be responsible with it lol #like i want iojaku and nemu to be struggling bc the reality they’ve been dealt isn’t easy and are just human lol #kuukou is maybe the only one then and for the purpose of introducing the effects within the divisions lol #like niitaro also is missing his memory and i think we are to assume it’s the true hypnosis mic #but like with iojaku it’s the experimental true hypnosis mic that chuuoku was working on in secret #to further tie in that every single aspect of fp were created by chuuoku lol #THIS IS A LOT IM SORRY I WAS PROCESSING OUT LOUD AGAIN LOL 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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beatcroc · 2 months ago

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i will post 100000000 updates on this every day. look at my site boy

97% of the formatting is either broke or not in place yet but the layouts are there, everything that exists is navigable, and i've made decent headway getting all the header images down+starting the galleries.