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Contact me through your dreams to order.
#nothing is actually for sale haha#just a silly!#unless you really wanted one i suppose#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminal spaces#aesthetic#2000s aesthetic#the backrooms#liminalcore#oddcore#liminal reality#nostalgiacore
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are there any others out there who also see the potential for ais and mhin (or ais and anyone/everyone)...... is it just me...
#ais touchstarved#mhin touchstarved#touchstarved fanart#touchstarved#ais x mhin#aismhin#help. ship tags. help#ais#mhin#i swear out of everyone in that game ais screams the most to me like he'd fall in love with any of them#just the way he talks about the others#he acts like he just wishes mhin wouldn't hate him so bad. like he's exhausted every attempt on his part already#why do you want their acceptance so bad? you have other friends#other people who like you or at least don't hate you outright#but you want the certified monster killer to like you?#idk idk idk i'm not normal about them#i feel crazy i'm not really one to ship characters in media unless it's blatant they're supposed to be together#my art#fanart
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i’m so glad you brought up that bit in excalibur where magneto’s ideal prison is him getting to be a husband and father again, because it’s so relevant to the idea that the house of m reality isn’t actually everyone’s ideal life, but just wanda’s idea of what everyone’s ideal life would be. all the time i see x-fans condemn magneto for house of m because his ideal world is him becoming exactly like his oppressors, but house of m isn’t actually the life magnus wants! any time magnus gets to become a political leader, he hates it. he hated ruling genosha. he hated ruling krakoa. deep down, he doesn’t want to be superior. he just wants to live in peace with the family he lost.
also, shoutout to magda and anya, who never get to be anything other than magneto’s women in refrigerators. i wish they got to be more important than that. i love it every time we see them in comics, but it’s so rare. and shoutout to magda in particular since she’s been almost completely erased from the narrative by the maximoff retcon. really hope we get a reveal that natalya maximoff was magda all along when we inevitably make wanda and pietro magneto’s mutant children again.
i honestly didnt know excalibur was a predecessor to HoM when i heard about both runs so when i saw that set of panels for the first time it really had me reconsider HoM and the 'ideal reality' bit, im surprised i dont see it mentioned more often
i really wish there were more appearances of mags, magda, and anya; if there are stories focused on them i barely see them talked about... ive heard magda is mags' best-written partner from some but i also very rarely see stories that feature her directly named, so i never get to see her beyond the few fleeting instances i just so happen to catch her. id very much like to see more of her and mags' domestic life....
i think if we find out that natalya was magda all along i'll howl: this family really Can get more complicated contrary to popular belief 💀
#snap chats#that's what makes me upset about HoM: it has potential in its concept somewhat and really couldve delved on mags' psyche i think#like the whole 'wanda's ideal reality for magneto is entirely different from his true ideal world'#and how that's like. a starting point on how 'isolated' mags is as a person and how that isolation is self-imposed#similar to charles he acts more as a symbol and is always Of Action- he doesnt really divulge his feelings#not unless his feelings can be used to push his efforts of course- like to Really be vulnerable especially with his kids#i cant even fault wanda and pietro for thinking HoM is what mags really wants when it's all that he's talked bout with them#since the brotherhood days he's constantly reminded them that Humans Are the Oppressors so naturally his ideal reality is The Inverse#i dont know i think i just wish we got more of mags' perspective during HoM instead of him just being a part of the set piece yk#we kind of get that in the 2015 run buuuutt idk..... it's not my favorite#that run makes it sound like he delights in war over peace when According To What We Suspect it should be the inverse#idk.. maybe there was an inkling of something with 2015- i could probably wiggle it around to find something to what im looking for#also another panel i really like is the very last panel from Civil War#after a minor fight breaks out with the magnus family wanda asks/reminds magneto that HoM is what he'd spent his whole life fighting for#yet the way the panel is presented it doesnt feel. Right: mags and wanda are completely blacked out and left in this empty white void#under the impression that HoM ISNT mags' perfect reality it exemplifies this feeling#maybe its just because pietro and polaris just got done being pissed with him but still.... good panel for this thesis..#that if this IS his Ideal Reality why does it feel so empty- unfulfilling#the gold being the only prominent color- perhaps to accentuate the 'glitz' of this supposed Perfect Reality#but thats all it really is Just For Show: it's not of any real value but In Presentation .... perhaps im overthinking it vjELKAKJJ#but idk im just kinda rambling i suppose... maybe one day ill sit and do a proper analysis#i have notes of my thoughts but those were just my first impressions.. i could just be talkin a load'a nothin lol...#i have a lot of thoughts- more thoughts than HoM deserves really VJELKEJKLAJ but yeah....#im glad you appreciated my observation anon and im so happy you've pointed it out as well !!!#again HoM is A Run and im just disappointed at what it could've done i guess. also wanda deserved so much better#that'll always be my main criticism with HoM i feel so bad for wanda
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i finally finished all of the frames for the drawings i'm working on after a combined ~10 hours of work! now i just have to draw *checks notes* everything else!
#i was originally going to use different accent colors for each one#but then i used gold as the accent color for roman and logan's and just figured i might as well do that for all of them#that does mean that janus doesn't have an accent color though cause it's just all yellow#remus's probably should've been silver but i didn't want to do silver for the other ones and it'd be weird if that was the only silver one#virgil's ended up being very halloween-y but i don't hate it#sanders sides#tss#sasi#sanders sides fanart#sanders sides fairytale au#i worry these look a bit too renaissance and not medieval enough#i still like them though#it's actually a very common habit of mine to get too carried away drawing frames#i can't put frames around school art projects cause if i do i just spend all my time on the frame and ignore everything else#i just love drawing pretty frames#i feel like you can't really tell the green one is supposed to be for remus unless it's with the other 5#idk why#maybe it's the gold#or cause i just based the design off roman's frame instead of coming up with a new one just for him#patton and logan's also aren't super obvious#but remus's looks like it's for ella ashmore#i just made these all up on the spot. i didn't really think about it at all#my art
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I really wish the non-english speakers used the translator more especially when they're talking one on one because I can see them struggling with English and man. Especially the Spanish speaking ones because the translator works really well for them!!
#qsmp#i think the older members in particular qhould use it more#bc i see some newcomers really struggling to communicate and it feels like they think they need to conform to the norm on the server#which is english unless you're only with people who speak your language#and that's sad :/#especially when you have a big group of people who share a language and one (1) who doesn't qo everyone qwitches to english#it's nice bc they want everyone to be included but MAN THAT'S WHAT THE TRANSLATOR IS SUPPOSED TO DO
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One of the interesting bits of trying to resume working on the game after so long is looking back at my ancient Draft Placeholder versions of an image from 4 yrs ago trying to remember what the hell I meant back then, to hopefully interpret it into some more final (ish..) form of the same thing .. making slow progress lol
#At this point I've decided it's just a consistent design decision to have the sketchy slightly wonky sort of art ghbjj#I simply don't have the digital art skills/tools/patience (mostly that) to do 100% digital things and have a Clean Polished Professional#Neat Looking Perfect Crisp Lines sort of thing like one would see in most games. I'm drawing everything in pencil half decently (not strict#ly making sure every line is straight or that the perspective even makes sense) and then scanning it in and coloring it on the computer#and that's about it. In another world I could hire an artist or two to do professional backgrounds and charcter art or etc. - but as I am#a mere penniless peasant hermit with functioning issues who has to do every aspect of everything themselves - I'm just going to do#what is possible within the time frame/my ability/etc. and then just be like ''ah you see! actually this is intentional~ it has a homemade#crafty hand drawn sort of charm about it - yes? this was the direction all along!!'' LOL#Which for the record I'm not like complaining that it's necssarily Bad or anything - more just I suppose not the Professional Polished#style you Typically see in a lot of things - again the like - sketchy unclean lines of it all.#(like I think usually people use some sort of symmetry tool to make sure that all sides of a box are neat and clean and have that#Professional Game Art type of feel about them - rather than 'this is a scan of scraggily pencil lines in which I did not even bother to use#a ruler or try to get them all that even' lol). So it's not that it's BAD really.#just I think.. perhaps ''unconventional'' compared to the examples of other#games I've looked at. BUT. the point is to convey an idea. I think your art has failed if you do not convey a concept properly. But so#long as it meets your purposes and is not SOO cluttered/scribbly that nobody can even tell what's going on (unless that IS your intention)#then like.. I think it's fine. You can tell a house is a house even if it's not polished. No worries. (<convincing myself)#ANYWAY.. also 'Nanyevimi Market Quest' is still SUCH a placeholder name but I genuinely can never think of anything else so#I've just been going with it for now ToT... There's no distinct actual throughline story/plot so there's no 'theme' to base a title#around. Kind of like how 'The Sims' is just called the sims because naming it like 'Sims: Downfall Of Pleasantview' (one of the#towns in TS2 i think) would be a weird misname since what happens in the game totally depends on what you choose to do with it#So you can't really name it anything THAT specific (a player might not even choose to have a house in Pleasantview. what then? etc).#So it's just like..uh well...GENERALLY speaking.. everyone is uh.. on a personal quest..vaguely.. which takes place in a Market street full#of shops.. and you are mostly talking to shopkeepers... BUT it's not just a Market Quest since it's also in a fantasy world.. so we need to#give the fantasy world name.. and that's about it. I'm just at a loss for anything else. Maybe the like 2 and a half playtesters I#manage to scrounge up will have better ideas ghhh.. 'Nanyevimi Quest: Get To Know Some Shopkeepers' 'Find A Job In Fantasy World' you could#say 'Market Adventure' but some would argue just having a bunch of conversations and wandering around is not much of a real adventure.#don't want to set people up for thinking there's any drama or combat or anything. 'Do Menial Errands For Mentally Ill Elves Simulator' ghjg#(also sidenote: the '''chibi'' style versions of the characters on the menu screen....EVIL.. that style is SOOO hard for me to draw in for#some reason.. I just can't get the proportions right/have trouble fully ''simplifying'' the design.. took me HOURS lol... aUGHh)
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#it's really weird watching This One Person crash tf out because people aren't interacting with their posts In The Way They Want People To#which‚ at this point‚ is...idek anymore really#like yeah. okay. the shit you've been through is terrible.#the shit you're going through now is terrible. i sympathize. truly‚ i do.#but if you're so very adamant about people interacting with your posts In An Exact Certain Way then at that point#you might as well hyper curate your followers/followed count#ala Mx. “I Block People Who Follow Me Unless I Follow You First”#because for the vast majority of people on this webbed site 1. Your Experiences Are Not Universal#(and thank FUCK they're not given what you've been through)#and 2. Death Of The Author applies to tumblr posts‚ Unfortunately#i suppose i'll just Quietly Like Your Posts because it's the least offensive way i can interact with them. i guess. fuck it we ball.#rant#vagueposting#dd.png
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oh i apologize if this is a weird question but i was wondering if you got my (really long) dickhelena ask from a few days ago? no need to respond to it!! i just wanted to make sure my asks are getting sent because in the past tumblr has glitched for me and the receiver never got my questions in their inbox :/ but again no pressure to reply to it ahaha, thank you!
I did receive it! My problem is that I'll either see stuff in my inbox at like 4 in the morning and then I completely forget about it as I go about my day, or I start to respond to a post, draft it, and then it leaves my mind entirely bc it's not directly in front of me anymore.
But no yeah definitely received it! It made me want to read the book you took the excerpts from so I could respond in a more thorough manner, but again, just completely forgot about it.
#i always find it curious when blogs say that they never received an ask and that tumblr ate it#i feel like they're simply lying lmao#bc i don't think i've ever had that happen to me (other than maybe one time like a month ago... that person never got back to me)#which--i mean--just bc it's never happened to me doesn't mean it hasn't happened to other people i suppose#but i definitely side-eye people who say that bc i'm like hmm did it really get eaten or are you just lying bc you didn't want to answer#alskdja sorry side rant#but anyway yeah i'll try to revisit your ask in the next few days (unless i forget in which case i'm so sorry asldkja)#anon
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If you still play Circle of the Moon, try this;
Use the Skeleton transformation to perform a bone float.
Combine "Imp Familiar" with "Quick Draw" . Make sure to use Quick Draw first while in Midair.
(It is best to use the code "FIREBALL" to get all the cards first)
Congrats, you are now a walking nuclear blast. Make sure to immediately use the Whip Spin after using the Whip so the Nuke doesn't go away
Gosh it's been so long (and Nathan was driving me insane) is there some place to input a code? I may have to bookmark this until I have the time and patience for that title and see what I can manage. ^^;
Nevertheless, thank you very much for your advice!
#unless that “code” is what you're supposed to put as a name (right now I'm not really bothering to google this so I apologize)#then I'm not sure I'd want to start back at square one that game took a lot out of me than I had expected OTL#still again thank you for your considerations I certainly have not beaten the game yet uweghh#Asks#Ask Mew#glass-teeth01
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Actually I think it's a bit unfair that I can't be an astrophysicist and a historian and a game developer and a marine biologist and an archaeologist and an author and a seamstress at the same time
#I think I have a quarter-life crisis /hj#like I want to make space discoveries but I also want to analyse ww2 battles and I want to-#study the behaviour of whales and I want to create fictional worlds and I want to sew costumes and and and#there's so much knowledge out there to be learned and things to try out how are you supposed to do this all in one lifetime?#when you're expected to start working a fulltime job and stay in that line for the rest of your life??#though my problem isn't necessarily that I don't wanna be doing that job - it's more that I don't *only* wanna be doing that job#I just wish I could just try different job fields and see what they're like for like 2-3 years before trying out something else#but since they're all so different I'd have to start from the bottom again every time which probably also means worse payment etc#and I just don't have the time for that because I'd also like to build a stable life and maybe have a family later on#plus some of these jobs are just don't pay very well to begin with#I swear if I was rich and didn't have to worry about regular income I'd probably just be a forever student and study a whole bunch of stuff#just because I want to#unless I win the lottery I'll probably just start working fulltime though once I hopefully finish my master's#however I've already been thinking about signing up for studying history afterwards regardless - just for fun without pressure#I love the topic and then I wouldn't have the pressure of *needing* to find a job in the field afterwards#bc it's hard to find something unless you go for the teacher (or maybe professor) route plus pay seems kinda meh either way#but we'll see#I don't even know what this post is supposed to be. like not really a vent but. still complaining? idk#I don't know how to tag this#selnia talks
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my one lunch break is my one break and this is the coworker that was "helping" me in my class yesterday. And by help I mean she sat and a chair and left me to do everything by myself
#on the plus side my director said my classroom management skills were getting better#which is true but because I have to do everything alone#yes I'm using my one lunch break to bitch but I love bitching#I live to bitch and bitch to live#introverts y'all have spent the last 30 years or so bragging about how you don't like to socialize#WE GET IT! MESSAGE RECIEVED! NO ONE ASKS YOU TO DO ANYTHING WITH THEM BECAUSE YOU MADE A PERSONALITY OUT OF NOT WANTING TO DO THINGS!#today's not my day to begin with#I got my paycheck and got my money orders to pay my rent come to find out my landlord won't take my money unless I pay him a $75 late fee#girl I have $16 left in my bank account and that $16 is supposed to somehow feed me for two weeks#this can't be the same paycheck my coworkers is raising multiple kids with#are their partners secretly doctors or oilmen and they don't want flex in my face#what is going on#now I got to text my sister and ask her for $75 and hope she have it#and imma have to pay June's rent late but at least I'll have my teacher supplement payment on that check so I'll be alright#but times are hard and I hate asking for money on here in general#but I really hate asking when I'm whining about my bullshit and people are trying to escape a literal genocide
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if one more person tries to talk to me about college, i swear on everything i love, i will explode
#“so what colleges are you thinking of applyi-” SHUT THE FUCK UP#DAMN#like dude#i get so stressed about college and im signed up for way too much shit that im not even interested in because it looks good on college apps#*cough cough* debate.... *cough cough*#like at this point it's like my life isn't even about finding the stuff that i enjoy and the community i want to surround myself with#it's all college college college#everything is about fucking college#and yk maybe if college was a little less “eternal debt unless you get a crazy good scholarship that's only given to 6.0 valedictorians”#and a little more like the AUs then maybe i'd actually want to go to college lmao#but at this rate#it's not even something i want to do#i'm just setting my life up for it because like what the fuck else am i supposed to do??#skilled trade seems nice but i dunno#like ugh#any time i consider a program or anything that demands my time the one thing at the forefront of my mind is#whether it looks good on a resume or college application#and lowkey#i do it so often that i didn't even realize i did it until i was chatting with this one guy at the bus stop and he was talking abt this one#rlly good internship offer#and i said smth along the lines of “i'm sure that looks really good on college applications” for like the third time that conversation#and he responded saying smth along the lines of how#college applications shouldn't be the main reason u choose to put ur time into something#and internally i was just kinda like “oh yeah...”#i have so much to say about this fucking fuckass topic but this is already turning into too much of a vent#my posts#cw vent
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I just wanted to apologize to my classic whotuals for all the dead boy detectives spamming, but it's also important to me that you guys know two things:
a) I've become aware that a lot of what appeals to me about dead boy detectives is, on a kind of conceptual/thematic level, the same stuff that I love about my favorite eras of dr who, and 6b in particular
And I tell you this not as an advertising tactic but as a genuine PSA for anyone following me because:
b) Being me & having realized this, I know I'm definitely gonna wind up posting some unnecessarily long-winded analysis/comparison, pop it in the main tags for the sake of organization on my own blog, and subsequently confuse a hell of a lot of people there who either have no idea what I'm talking about or simply don't view either piece of media in the same light as I do to begin with
So I just wanted to reassure everyone that at least you're not suffering alone, as I will soon be inflicting the reverse bait-and-switch upon others!
That's all! continue w ur scrolling <3
#i hope this is clear but im REALLY not trying to be like coy or intriguing here#this post is not remotely intended to convince anyone to watch dead boy detectives on the grounds that it's similar to 60s who#in ways which i've conveniently failed to elaborate upon & so you'll just HAVE to go see for yourself#(firstly bc when i want to sing something's praises i will upfront & unapologetically)#(& secondly bc im not super into telling people to watch things in general unless they're actively seeking a rec)#honestly this (now very overhyped) future post of mine is going to be more about like#me recognizing i have A Type when it comes to stories/underpinning narrative backdrops in fiction (if thats not too pretentious)#and much less of a 'well if you like x then you'll definitely love y bc i do & we all enjoy things in the same way & for the same reasons'#and i find it funny that nobody will care - bc it'll incomprehensible to all but about 5 people who have the full context#& half of those 5 will probably still disagree w my perspective/interpretation of one or both -#but im gonna do it anyway bc what else am i supposed to do w these thoughts! keep them to myself??? dont be absurd#that said though if you are debating watching dbd and would like to chat about it to push yourself in one direction or another#im happy to do so! especially if you have questions about it in relation to some other shared interest you actually did follow me for lol#im always game for that sort of thing & yes i am of the opinion that its a good & fun & rich show all on its own
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@witch-of-the-world
Here’s what I think the characters from LMK would order
*Mk- Mango dragon fruit, lemonade, peach, with 2 pumps of honey (no inclusions) 7/10
*Mei- Matcha latte with 2 pumps of white mocha, dragonfruit inclusions, with strawberry cold foam
*Redson- Pink drink with two pumps of peppermint, light ice, and cinnamon caramel cold foam
*Wukong- Mango dragon fruit refresher with extra peach, light ice, blended, with vanilla, no inclusions
*Macaque- Mango dragon fruit lemonade, light peach, inclusions, and strawberry purée
Sandy- Regular Medicine ball
*Tang- Apple brown sugar iced latte, oatmilk, chai, and pumpkin spice cold foam with cinnamon on top 10/10
Pigsy- Plain nitro cold brew
*PIF- Peach Lemonade with strawberry purée on top (10/10)
DBK- Mocha latte with oatmilk (hot)
*Mo- Pup cup with cookie bits and caramel drizzle (11/10)
Yin- A mocha cookie crumble frap
Jin- A double java chip creme frap
#ignore that i’m using very specific terms#also. don’t order the weird ones unless you want to make enemies#i labeled the weird ones with ‘*’#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#speck rambles#Tomorrow i’m going to hopefully try Mei’s drink#i don’t really like matcha tho so. let’s see :>!#also. i’m not supposed to be awake so shhhhh#if someone orders these. please let me know what you think.#also. in my head these all are medium sized drinks
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#i was going to make a post that was like#'do NOT fall in love with someone you inevitably have to leave one day WORST DECISION OF MY LIFE!!'#but it's not even. like i don't regret a second of my current relationship#and i don't really talk about it on here but i'm so in love it feels very precious and delicate#in a way that feels different to anything else#but also there's the fact that there's a (supposed idk) expiration date#unless i can/want to stay in this country#which is extremely difficult so LOL#i try not to think about it much but i do#it feels like pre-emptive mourning
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my fatal flaw is that i love notebooks and i love taking notes and i love reorganizing files and love to rewrite things and so i am constantly fielding the impulse to do nothing but rewrite the same notes in new configurations in different notebooks all day long
#N posts stuff#the binder was working really well for us for a while but now i'm like#'oh what if i copied a bunch of the notes from the binder into a different notebook for better readability/organization'#the notebook in question being a book i made myself by cannibalizing empty pages from an old notebook that i wanted to throw away#but it's smaller and more portable than the big binder is; since all the notes i want to retake are ones from Shows it's not like#portability is a major issue - i'm not ever going to go out in public to watch stuff to take additional notes - but my vision is WEIRD and#sometimes printer paper size pages are like. Too Big for my eyes to want to focus on (no idk how much sense this makes to me either)#but mostly i just like to rewrite things like i'm not Feeling Good and so it's like. idk. reassuring/soothing to just rewrite the same shit#as a kid i was like 'damn. i Fully do not understand why writing lines is supposed to be a punishment it is like Enrichment to me'#technically this fatal flaw is not a sin unless you have the subconscious internalized belief that it's Bad to not be Actively creating#and so feel guilt about rehashing comforting things as opposed to using the time to push yourself to write brand new things#so on one hand i DO have that on my shoulder but on the other like.. . pray tell WHO will stop me?
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