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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices
#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later#this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress#i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense#HOWEVER#i do not care#i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au#the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok#anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG#it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel#because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care#plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah#and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring#also very much not fitting#you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons#in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but#in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3#(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway#that's it for my rambles#i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails#so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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I’m here to say that you may absolutely express negativity about veilguard to me as long as it’s not stupid. hate on it for real reasons, of which there are plenty, most of which I’m ignoring because of the hype but would be glad to discuss in a civilized manner. no forced positivity in this zone this is a safe space. unless your criticism is dumb as fuck then I will point and laugh
#sorry people have been posting about how bad the ~discourse~ is#about everything under the sun#and I’m starting to think that people are really just classifying like#‘oh this guy has a different opinion than me’ as discourse#like. hm. here’s an example from the latest and greatest#some people think a certain ending for Astarion is better than the others#they are entitled to that opinion! you are entitled to dksageee!#nobody is attacking you for your preference#even if someone says on their blog ‘oh if you don’t put blorbo bleebus through the bingly bop ritual you’re not a real fan’ that’s still#not a personal attack! that’s just someone Having Thoughts on their own blog#sorry I’m just. sigh#you can’t post any analysis of the actual climactic event in dragon age 2 anymore without it being labeled discourse#and I think. here’s my contribution to the discourse#you all are so obsessed with Avoiding Discourse that you’re not letting yourself feel the joy of getting stupidly invested in media#anyway. aren’t you tired of being nice. don’t you wanna go apeshit#ugh sigh DISCLAIMER because this is tumblr and you have to over explain lest someone take you in the worst possible faith#I am WELL AWARE of people who do actually like attack people and make online space hell for the differing opinions#tis why I specified people talking about their takes *on their own blog*#I am also WELL AWARE of pervasive issues in fandom. namely racism. I’m talking about racism and looking directly at the way bg3 fandom#treats and talks about wyll. and the way they treat black fans who rightfully call that shit out#racism isn’t discourse. it’s racism#talking about racism isn’t discourse. don’t devalue the conversation like that#disclaimers over. I stand by what I said#this is a safe space to have opinions. even if I disagree. unless what you’re saying is really stupid#don’t fish for reasons to be a hater. haterism should come naturally or not at all#this has been a post
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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I'm starting to think the reason I'm not as good of a writer as I want to be is because I like writing more than I like reading.
#which isnt to say i dont like to read#but i find it so difficult to get interested in new fiction#why would i bother reading stories other people wrote when i could just write mine?#i don't have this issue reading nonfiction ive been so into nonfiction#and i feel like THAT has helped me write better just by teaching me about more things so i can make worlds make more sense#but one time i told somebody i was writing a story that's kind of a zombie apocalypse but for plants and they said#'oh that's exactly like this other book' (i forget the name) 'you should read that one!'#and it made me unreasonably angry#i don't care abt someone else's story with a vaguely similar concept. i care abt mine.#and i know this makes me seem like an asshole and i probably am for this specific thing#but i read every book i could get my hands on as a child#and then as soon as i was able to write my own stories that stopped being the case#like all that reading was just training me to do what i can do now#and i think if i could just get over my disinterest in other ppl's fiction books and start practicing deconstructing what makes a good stor#i would start improving my writing more#and short stories! fuck. i hate reading other ppl's short stories unless they're written by friends#but as im starting to submit my short stories to publishing magazines n stuff#im realizing i'll have a better chance of getting published if i read the other stuff those mags have posted before#and write what they want to have submitted. but then it's not necessarily what *i* want to write. u know?#i don't know how to fix this fundamental problem of me preferring writing over reading#(and this applies to fanfic too btw. i hardly ever seek out fic to read unless a friend sends it to me. and often i like it when they do!#but not as much as i like writing or reading my own writing.)#just why would i READ when i could be WRITING and writing is so much more FUN
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Oh. well. shit. I guess my "short little snippet" that was supposed to be like. a page at most, with Narvi discovering Sauron's plans and then getting mind-whammied with doubt enough to doom them all has uh...
Has turned into a full-on fic of Annatar endeavouring to seduce Narvi to the Dark Side as a co-conspirator in the whole Evil Rings Scheme he's working on.
So that's um...yeah that's not going to be finished in time for today's whumptober entry then, I guess XD
#my writing#whumptober#silverdoorsgifting#yeah i've decided they need a ship name and that's the best i could come up with so sue me#gonna have to go back and add that to my previous posts with them i guess#unless someone else has a better name for them but tbh i doubt that's a popular enough thruple to have acquired a name yet alas...#celebrimbor x narvi#silvergifting#annatar#narvi#celebrimbor#lotr
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I would like to congratulate Klavier Gavin for both the worst aa name and also being the first prosecuter with pretty much no dirt on him. I am impressed and will be adding him to my (slightly) sad boy collection.
also klapollo is better than writghworth
althought the ship name is terrible and i hate it
#ace attorney#miles will forever remain ace in my heart#and larry will forever remain his anime self cause they really did him dirty in the games#anyway yeah congrats klavier#you did what godot couldn't#unless you also for some reason turn out to be a douchebag in the later games#but i doubt that usually we know what someone's about by the end of the game#that's not to say that no other prosecuters are good#edgeworth has a very special place in my heart#and franziska made me feel a lot better about my own name#but let's face it when they show up for the first time they're kinda garbage people#cause they're dumped in trauma!#but they also do very much do crime for bad reasons then#anyway this isn't actually a moral judgement for a silly court game#i don't care about that#i just think it's funny that klavier is the first guy who is pretty much just what he says he is#he is hiding something but as far as he really knows he didn't do anything wrong#he was lied as much as everyone else#also unrelated i think trucy and kay should hang out and terrorize the country
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Spanish Jackie fists Izzy with her wooden hand and leaves splinters. He likes it
#that's why he has so many gastrointestinal issues#actually wait is that even canon or did we just collectively make that up#i'm not kinkshaming i'm kink celebrating#good for them#our flag means death#ofmd#izzy hands#spanish jackie#manos#(unless someone has a better ship name)#shitpost#nsft
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More White Fang Leader Blake (or whatever the name is) ladybug AU?
Ruby winced as she pulled on her hair to make sure it was still dyed. It had been a couple weeks since she started working with Blake and still hadnt made any progress to figure out what Adam was up to. As far as she could tell, all he had was a bad attitude and seemed to hate her, nothing that was out of the ordinary. Though, from the way the training sessions went, she thought he might have an idea of what she’s up to. A knock on the door sounded and she let out a sigh. “Come in.”
“Adam wants to see you,” Ilia said as she walked into the room. “He thinks you need a bit of extra training.”
Ruby sighed and brushed out her hair as she pulled it back. “Didnt he give me enough of a beating already today?”
“Are you really going to question a superior?”
“No, not at all.”
“Then follow me.”
Ruby nodded and tied her hair back as she followed Ilia away from the barracks and into the training yard. Without any torches lit, the training yard was dark enough that it was hard to see, though the full moon provided enough light for Ruby to get by without too much issue, something she was thankful for. It was hard enough to keep from getting figured out during the day, the last thing she needed was a slipup at night.
Ilia stopped with a grin. “Your training will start here.”
Ruby paused and looked around. “I thought you said Adam would-” the words she had wanted to say caught in her throat as she felt Ilia’s whip-like blade stab into her and sent electricity through her body, muscles tightening up as she dropped to the ground like a rock. Small grunts left her lips as she watched Ilia walk around her.
“Adam did want to see you, but there’s just one little problem with that.” Ilia pushed Ruby with her foot and rolled her over. “I know you’re not one of us. At least, not really. Adam has had me spy on you for the last few days and let me tell you, I’m a little surprised that Blake has a human helping her.”
Ruby’s eyes widened a bit as she tried to get up, a grunt leaving her lips as she was forcefully pinned to the ground by Ilia once again.
“And Adam wont know. At least, not yet. I’m still going to take you to Adam, but as long as you do what I say, I wont let him know about you and he wont have to kill you. Got it?”
Ruby slowly nodded, her voice hoarse as her muscles started to let her move again. “And… what exactly… do I have to do?”
“Leave Blake alone.” Ilia took her foot off Ruby and took a few steps back to let her get up. “That means no more talking to her, no more helping her, and leaving.”
“Right…” Ruby slowly stood up and winced as she held where she was stabbed. “And Blake wont get hurt?”
“Blake wont get hurt, and no one will know you’re a human. Do you understand?”
Ruby sighed. “I… understand.”
“Good.” Ilia started to walk off. “Get back to your quarters and tell no one about this. I cannot guarantee your safety if you do.”
Ruby stood in the dark as clouds started to cover the light of the moon, one of her contacts fell out as a silver eye reflected the light. As rain started to pour from the sky above, she slowly made her way back to her quarters, no longer sure about the arrangement she had.
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#rwby#ruby rose#rwby ruby rose#ilia amitola#drabbles#still have no idea what to call this one#maybe I will call it White Fang Leader au#unless someone has a better name for it#angsty drabbles#angst
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should i have spelled ochaco as ochako
#etd#this doesn’t mean anything unless you’ve read my fic but#i saw a tiktok of someone saying one of their pet peeves#was when you spelled uraraka’s name as ochaco#with a c#instead of a k#and now i’m like#well shit#did i spell it wrong#should i like…#go back and edit it with a k#i know fic readers can b picky#no shade#because i too am picky#but i couldn’t remember if it was a c or a k and it just looked so round with a c#and uraraka feels very round to me#if that even makes any sense#but then again uraraka has a k in it#so maybe a k would suit the name better#i’m obsessing too much over this#i’ll probably delete this#eventually
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I always struggle with saying too many times the name of the person im writing about or their pronouns when writing in english bc in catalan you just... dont need a subject you can just skip it whoever is reading will know who youre talking about you dont need to say john did this or he did this you just say did this and it makes sense and in conclusion my life is better when i write on catalan
#rambling#writing#srsly its so hard to find ways to put the subject why cant i just skip it#in spanish is the same btw if youre learning spanish just know that you can just... skip saying the person youre talking abot#its called sujeto elidido in spanish (thats the name that sounds better to me there are more)#but literally i would not be alive if i had to use a subject in every single sentence#or it also looks ugly when writing in first person I did this I jumped I I I I I I#in catalan you never use the I unless you wanna mark the I like if someone says i play football you will use the i to say i play basketball#idk it feels weird to write in english so many things feel useless and then grammarly has the audacity to tell me my something is useless#like shut up leave me alone aaaaa#lol whatever xd#mine
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i'm attached to the baby now, btw
#so. i might draw more for this au#probably#her name is aggie for now#unless someone has a better suggestion
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The thing about the ultra religious greek orthodoxs i used to know is that they pose themselves and the entire orthodox christian establishment as the guardians of culture and tradition, but that is true ONLY IF the tradition is directly linked with orthodox christianism. Even some very benign traditions - like wearing a Marti bracelet as to not "get burned by the spring sun", is seen as dumb, God-defying, silly little thing that christians definitely shouldn't do, instead of a symbol of, just, spring finally coming back. A simple bracelet made out of two red and white strings wrapped together, usually made by grandma for the entire family, that you're supposed to wear until easter or until you see the first swallow of the year.
#evelyn stuff#dont even get me started on the carnival#'why are you posing as someone else. thats lying. plus people get drunk during these things. they steal and mock'#'how can you follow a tradition derived from dionysus and the orgies in his name' be real.#unless it's directly tied with orthodox christianity then it's deemed unworthy#if it is tied with the ancient Greeks in any way then it is probably bad also#funny how you try to claim superiority due to ancient Greece but you dismiss a big part of its culture#anyway this has been a rant. i feel that if these people put their energy being less paranoid about everything they'd be better people#and better christians#but what do i know. just a lesbian who used to frequent these places#religion tw
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#vent post once again#usual disclaimer don't read further unless you're up for that#uhhh probably self harm probably suicidal thoughts in there#not sure yet just gonna. Kinda pretty it flow but#good chance of it so. Stop here if you're not up to reading that#genuinely no shame in it please take care of yourself#....anyway#...vented in a discord server a little but. nothing feels good anymore#this week has been 50 steps back after clawing my way 20 steps forward#depression and self hatred and low self esteem#gone from this awful pit of feeling like I'll never find someone who wants me the way [redacted] wants [redacted]#(actually like 4 people. but they all follow me and I'm not risking a fucking name drop here this is my problem not theirs)#anyway gone from that to feeling like it wouldn't matter anyway#cuz I'm not. worth it#Not worth anything#just a burden. just someone who takes and takes and takes and gives nothing back.#world would be better off without me kinda shit#.......struggling not to self harm. want to use my fingernail again just scratch the fuck out of Kessel#Myself* fuck you autocorrect#it barely even counts as self harm no matter what anybody says#doesn't even draw blood#................i dunno#.....i miss her. and I miss the idea of her. And I miss them. And I want it so badly#.....4 seperate people there#........ugh#.....i need to stop talking.#....sorry for putting this on your dash mystery person reading this
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#idk who i am#did notes there's a new splinter#she existed like last year but i didn't know it was her i always confuse her with blythe but yeah idk#there's like.... okay so spark has personality issues honest rarepair ppl don't usually believe me but dds#super saiyan will or fuckin bobolio........ is comparable but pretty much completely different in basis#bo FUFCK originated from like having to grow up really fucking quick in some real ass situations just like ultimate adult figure except not#not in a protector way its like he exists similarly to patrick like social type except he isnt social hes been through some shit same as edw#fuckin smiley#right im specifically jus differentiating between bo and idk blythe pt2 and ive been keeping it secret cause she fucking sucks like not as m#not as much as cassie lol jk but fr like idk one of my tattoos is named dahlia maybe thats when she originated who knows i feel like shes#existed within me for a while i can always tell when dahlia is fronting in serious situations cause its like. literally not caring abt#literally not caring about others as a defense mechanism and entirely investing in myself in the situation and getting myself into a vetter#a better situation whether that be me alone somewhere or elsewhere i guess#ive been working on getting closer to spark but shit sucks cause like idk how to like idk interact like literally idk how to#basically you just talk to him i guess#but yeah its like idc thats the whole thing like in whatever situation its like focus on you dont engage plan your way out of this negativit#there are perks and downfalls to having whatever disorder#the dissociative part is axtually not a bad thing as long as u have someone there in brr robot mode to#function at high capacity while dissociated#cause while dissociation can come with airheadedness or distance it doesnt usually do that unless someone with some strong ass expectations#thinks that dissociation means ur like not in ur brain#thats honestly different theres an absense aspect as well as a dissociative aspect#you gotta jus be there in thefuckin background for whenever you dissociate#mfs be telling parts of me to go to sleep UGH and it fuckignnsucks cause its so annoying and it makes me tired as fuck like no im not sleepi#ng in my brain theres dormancy or jus#like sitting behind myself or within or something#sleeping within yourself isnt a very good thing for me cause its like. im always tired yknow like damn i wish i could do that#thats regular depression#thats another thing reasoning kind of like everything feels really far away physically so going anywhere is such a slog its like..#reading a book thats kind of boring and youre like oiay next chapter is like 10 pages away and then its hard to pay attention to what youre
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Sirena and Tobias pet names
@jezifster made this a tag game and I had to do it with these losers
Things that Sirena calls Tobias
-Tobias (affectionate)
-My Heart (both sweet and hilariously literal considering the dark magic they did to swap their hearts)
-Dumbass (worried)
-Love (rare)
Things that Tobias calls Sirena
-Sirena (affectionate)
-Captain (professional)
-Captain (horny)
-My Heart (sweet and literal lol)
-Idiot (worried)
-Rena (childhood nickname, very rarely used except in super vulnerable moments where she needs grounding)
-Darling (rare)
-Daddy (literally only happened once and neither liked it) (no, for real, I laughed so hard to myself when I decided that it's off-screen canon that one time while they were fucking Tobias called Sirena Daddy and they both just...Stopped for a moment, neither a fan of what had just happened)
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Open tag! If you see this and then do it, pls tag me! <3
#space pirates#felix speaks#sirena and tobias#sex ment#cw incest#I don't always trigger tag that one for these two specifically unless the post explicitly mentions that they're siblings I just assume you#have the 'space pirates' tag blocked but I figured better safe than sorry on this one since I do straight up mention them having sex#strange violence#almost forgot that I want to tag their shit with the actual name of the story now also lmao#writeblr tag games#tag game#I'm working on the 2nd draft of Tobias and Sirena's half of this story and writing them as teens again is so fun#I recently wrote the scene where Sirena returns from having killed someone for the first tiime and has breaks down about it and Tobias#calls her 'Rena' to gently get her to focus on him and I love these fucked up lil blorbos from my brain you guys
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