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🔥 | bearblr promptober #7: orgasm control, carmen berzatto.
okay i had enough self control to finally do a dom carmy fic because literally ALL of them so far have been subby tehehehe
i’ll be so honest i haven’t had time to be writing new ones to pump out…i fear when i run out of the ones i’ve already done……..
-> prompt/kinktober masterlist <-
“carmy, carmy, carmy..”
it was a repetitive whine, a high octave in your throat. he wasn’t relenting, tongue flattened against your bare pussy, moulded to the shape of every ridge and fold.
“shh, you can do it.” he soothes, face sticky with you, the words only adding to the heat in your core as he whispers them against your cunt.
it’s been like this for the better part of an hour, with carmy vehemently eating you out. he kept you right on that edge, refusing to add any fingers, let alone his cock, which you ached for. it felt simultaneously like too much and not enough all at the same time.
his lips suck at your clit in a rhythmic motion, pulsing, only getting faster and faster until you’re right on that edge. your hand clenches in his curls, fingers grasping for something to hold onto, something to ground yourself.
the whining only gets worse when he pulls back, resting his face on your thigh, kissing the soft skin there. it leaves behind a mixture of slick and spit, all in imprints of carmy’s lips.
“i know, i know,” he continues to soothe, “one more for me, okay? please? love having you like this, my good girl.”
whatever comes out is garbled, so strung tight that it’s painful, your head thrown back against the cushions and eyes squeezed shut.
“look at me, okay? please?” he pleads with you.
and you do, eyes watering as they glance down at carmy, looking so sweet and perfect against your thigh. a pout pulls at your lips, but you’re unable to resist, moving your hand to find his own.
“good girl.” carmy kisses your knuckles, knowing that you’re a little too far gone to get anything coherent out.
he dips back down, leaving sloppy, open mouthed kisses over your pussy. “perfect. such a good listener.” he whispers, practically lost in his own world, tongue already finding your dripping entrance.
it doesn’t take very long to find that edge again, either. and as promised, carmy lets you have it, because he knows that you’ve been good, that you’d do anything for him.
even wait over an hour to cum, which was an achievement in itself.
#uni has been killing me#end of semester vibe#carmen berzatto x you#carmen berzatto x reader#the bear fx#carmen berzatto smut#carmy berzatto smut
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think i’ll go as a vampire for halloween because law school has sucked the life out of me and now i’m an empty soulless shell with a thirst for blood (i.e. strong black coffee)
#halloween#october#vampire#vampires#coffee#dark academia#chaotic academia#student#law student#law school#studying#currently dying#uni has been killing me
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I can't believe I missed yesterday's drawing 😭
#uni has been killing me#i have seven tests for next week#i only go 4 days wtf how did this happened#not including the clinicals#nursing school is hard#venus rant
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I need to start reading fics again
#uni has been killing me#haven't opened ao3 in so long that when i opened the other day to save the link of a fic... it logged me out#i dont remember the password so need to check on my laptop
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exactly where u belong
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#w1 ultrakill#v1#v2#w1#v4v#y2r1#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill comic#my art#I AM SO EXCITED I AM DOOOONE WITH THIS MONSTER#ik its messy but i think its understandable after the coloring#aaughhhh ive been SPINNING THIS IN MY HEAD#for a g es#i have so many thoughts#ALSO i was supposed to post this last week but uni killed me im so sorry!!#thank you everyone in the meantime who has showed me love for this bug!! it means so much to me
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bucktommy thoughts pt 7/?
#sorry this took so long uni has been KILLING me#anyways they're all dorks and i love them#bucktommy#911 abc#911 fandom#911 spoilers#evan buck buckley#evan buckley#tommy kinard#eddie diaz#purple edit#bucktommy thoughts#911 video#911 show#911 bucktommy#911 meme#911 humour#911 gif#911 edit
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It’s a Knife When
Kafka, Letters to Milena // Killing Eve, S1E5 // Phoebe Bridgers, Killer // Agatha All Along, S1E1 // Florence and the Machine, Mermaids // House of the Dragon, S1E7 // Taylor Swift, My Tears Ricochet // Hozier, Who We Are // Florence and The Machine, A Kiss With A Fist // Ethel Cain, Crush // Hozier, Cherry Wine // Daughter, Landfill // Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet // Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla // Killing Eve, S4E8 // Unloved, I’ve been thinking about her
#i am a little bit late for this but uni has been so mean to me lately#word weaving#word web#web weaving#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#killing eve#villanelle#villaneve#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#rhaenicent#hozier#florence and the machine#wlw post#wlw ship#wlw love#poems and quotes#song quotes#book quotes#quotes
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NOOO TELL ME SATA HOW YOU MAKE THEM 🥺🥺🥺🥺
[SATA]: Oh you're still on that? Stranger, I'm sorry but I can't tell you that
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TO THE START || PREVIOUS || NEXT
#ie rpg au#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#sata tosamaru#MOD: sorry for no posts last week! uni has been killing me haha#MOD: as an apology have a semi-shaded drawing
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me back
#hi mutuals and regulars i missed you im gonna spam reblog now#to anon that sent me ask im sorry i didnt answer it sooner but it's all good and im well#uni has killed me but i survived#now im dying in unpayed 8h per day internship send help#also some stuff has been cooking that im excited to share#blogposting
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He moisturises.
#You knew I'd say something#I'm sorry I've been dead to the world#Uni has been killing me. I just moved country#Smash.#He's hot what can I say#Fallout#Fallout Show#How we feeling so far? I'm hoping for the best but Idk it's a money grab so I'm worried lowkey
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Haha... 🫠
The devil you know is better than the devil you don't... But gawdamn it's been three years since I was gone 😭
[further personal context to whoever wants to read it asnsjshsj]
So my recent rise in fortune is attributed to me going to the Philippines for college. Though, it kinda shakes me a bit? Like here, my struggle was that I never really fit in American society considering I've lived in the PH for a good chunk of my life. But now, what if that happens again, but rather I'm too American for Filipino society. Sounds whack I know, but I swear that paranoia is valid-
But hey, every day is a new learning experience!? I'm sure I'll be fine, I'll just be wildly culture shocked yet again 😭
#random rambling#my art heh#LIKE-- okay so idk how crazy shit has been in the PH but 💀#super stoked to be back#uni is going to kill me...considering im going as an architecture major ahsjsjsjsks#sorry for the lack of twst content life just got real weird
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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself
Thanks mate <3
stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped
just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp
#vent in the tags - so warning ig#got home from uni#have been in fight/flight mode since#turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast#accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though#she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now#so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh#processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her#like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit#so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out#and now I've been on off crying for a week#feeling fragile as shit#but Improving#somehow#I think#*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly#last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster#then when I manage to get back up#put myself back together#have a little breather#get immediatly broken back down#I just want a fucking hug man#and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something#I don't know#nothing really feels all that good to me anymore#but I'm holding on through it#there's light at the end of the tunnel
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do you know what its something that i hate. teachers that are pieces of shit and take a big part of your grade because the person you had to work with didnt do their part and because of that you said hey. ill do all myself!!! just gotta add that they didnt work!!!! and the teacher says fuck you get a 70 this is what you get for not doing every single possible way of communication with your partner to get them to write one (1) one thing in this paper
#mind you i had been sending emails over and over and over AND OVER to this person and they just. ignored it.#<- i study online#<- we are in fucking university come ON MAN JUST READ THE EMAILS#i even asked on the whatsapp group if they had their number!!! no one had it!!!#and then in the class!!! the piece of shit says!!!! sorry i didnt see the activity but eh we got a 70 right? KILL YOURSE#studyblr#uniblr#uni life#even more of a piece of shit of a teacher bcs ???? what the fuck???? so alllllll my research gets me less of a grade of what i deserve#but this fucker gets a 70 FOR FREEE#and my teacher has the audacity to send ME an email saying well you shouldve tried to yknow. get them to work!#HOW????? HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO GET THEM TO WORK IF IM JUST YELLING AT A VOID WITHOUT GETTING AN ANSWER???????#I EVEN ADDED ON THE ACTIVITY THAT I WASNT ABLE TO CONTACT THEM BEFORJANkdsfdsmahf#hipster looking ass teacher when you go to the barber shop your hair WILL get fucked#you WILL have a ugly fade and your glasses will crack#I hate this teacher so much this isnt even all that he has done and its been only 4 weeks#i need this man to be struck down by zeus rays and for him to never wake up again#college#university#study#<- study mentioned but i feel my will to study go bye bye thanks to this man
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hey your dad's kinda weird.
#i was torn between wanting to post the doodles of plas v the drawings of his kids so im killing two birds with one stone here.#all doodles are born equal but some are better than others.....#um. dont mind the changeling plas#i have a whole reference of him tbh if anyones interested.#anyway like. i know i missed phantom girl i just couldn't get her to look right both times i drew his kids .#uni has been killing me so like. this is all i have :(#dc#plastic man#eel o'brian#elongated man#ralph dibny#<- he's there like twice ok.#im tagging him i love him.#im not tagging his kids though.#sorry pado sorry edwina sorry luke
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hi fia!! so i just finished rereading great war...i dont know if you remember my tags from my first read but i did cry again i am so sorry im just the biggest cry baby despite knowing what coming anyways i again was reading without having any power in my house i seriously do not know what is about me reading your fic that the universe makes my house lose power but i don't care i'll do whatever it takes to reread it a million times!! i just wanted to stop by again to tell you how much i absolutely adore your writing and to give you your flowers for the rest of time, you seriously have such a gift and tremendous talent i hope it takes you far and wide in your life because seriously everyone deserves to witness at least a snippet of your writing a little blurb if you will :) i know i said i wasn't really someone that leaned to the side of historical fics but you really put you're all into this storyline that it makes you fall into a rabbit hole and you make it so interesting (even though it already is, you add a bit more!!) i'm sure you know but the countless messages and notes/tags left on your post that your fic is very loved, it is by me that's for sure :') your jeonghan fic is next on my list and i can't wait! again i want to just say thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful fic its forever engrained in my head!! i hope you take care :) 🫂
OH MY GODDDDDDD I DO REMEMBER YOU !! u best believe i reread ur comments on reading the Great War when ur power went out I CACKLED 😭😭
WTF U CRIED ?:£:!:!:!:!: no because that is a COMPLIMENTTT PLSSS and don’t even sweat it im such a crybaby too 😭😭 but wtf i feel like a Disney villain cackling w pride over making u cry 💀 thank u for feeling my fic as much as i feel writing it !! ur power going out again as u reread it pls this is too funny 😭
user chaerbears ur the sweetest thing ever 😞😞 thank you so much for coming here again and giving me such praise like??? The time it takes to read the Great War too is so long and still u REREAD it 😞😞nothing makes me happier than to have someone who doesn’t necessarily read historical writings enjoy my history works like !! thank u for giving it a chance 🥹 i hope u enjoy the jeonghan fic just as much, but again no pressure since that one is even longer than the cheol fic 💀 fia shut up challenge FAILED ‼️
#asks#chaerbears asks#the great war tings#im so sorry First of all for replying so late 😭😭 uni has been kicking my ASSSSS#BIG TIMEEEEE#secondly pls do know that i have never ever forgotten ur feedback i always reread it cause the power outage kills me#I hope ur having the most wonderful day sweetie 🥹💖💖#thank u for giving the Great War so much love 😞💖💖
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i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh
#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it#she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin#all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's#all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood#and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here#and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does#so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff#when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die#and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates#cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter#grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni#she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t#so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too#and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress#when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk#i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz#cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all#grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done#unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess#it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help#like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi#and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous#and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree#at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar#without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since#we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by#i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear#its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage
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