#uni has been killing me :’)

[juuuulez]

🔥 | bearblr promptober #7: orgasm control, carmen berzatto.

okay i had enough self control to finally do a dom carmy fic because literally ALL of them so far have been subby tehehehe

i’ll be so honest i haven’t had time to be writing new ones to pump out…i fear when i run out of the ones i’ve already done……..

-> prompt/kinktober masterlist <-

“carmy, carmy, carmy..”

it was a repetitive whine, a high octave in your throat. he wasn’t relenting, tongue flattened against your bare pussy, moulded to the shape of every ridge and fold.

“shh, you can do it.” he soothes, face sticky with you, the words only adding to the heat in your core as he whispers them against your cunt.

it’s been like this for the better part of an hour, with carmy vehemently eating you out. he kept you right on that edge, refusing to add any fingers, let alone his cock, which you ached for. it felt simultaneously like too much and not enough all at the same time.

his lips suck at your clit in a rhythmic motion, pulsing, only getting faster and faster until you’re right on that edge. your hand clenches in his curls, fingers grasping for something to hold onto, something to ground yourself.

the whining only gets worse when he pulls back, resting his face on your thigh, kissing the soft skin there. it leaves behind a mixture of slick and spit, all in imprints of carmy’s lips.

“i know, i know,” he continues to soothe, “one more for me, okay? please? love having you like this, my good girl.”

whatever comes out is garbled, so strung tight that it’s painful, your head thrown back against the cushions and eyes squeezed shut.

“look at me, okay? please?” he pleads with you.

and you do, eyes watering as they glance down at carmy, looking so sweet and perfect against your thigh. a pout pulls at your lips, but you’re unable to resist, moving your hand to find his own.

“good girl.” carmy kisses your knuckles, knowing that you’re a little too far gone to get anything coherent out.

he dips back down, leaving sloppy, open mouthed kisses over your pussy. “perfect. such a good listener.” he whispers, practically lost in his own world, tongue already finding your dripping entrance.

it doesn’t take very long to find that edge again, either. and as promised, carmy lets you have it, because he knows that you’ve been good, that you’d do anything for him.

even wait over an hour to cum, which was an achievement in itself.

[toomanycares]

think i’ll go as a vampire for halloween because law school has sucked the life out of me and now i’m an empty soulless shell with a thirst for blood (i.e. strong black coffee)

[gazingvenus]

I can't believe I missed yesterday's drawing 😭

[finnickodaiir]

I need to start reading fics again

[shkika]

exactly where u belong

[theotherbuckley]

bucktommy thoughts pt 7/?

[inazuma-rpg-au]

NOOO TELL ME SATA HOW YOU MAKE THEM 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[SATA]: Oh you're still on that? Stranger, I'm sorry but I can't tell you that

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[vryfmi]

me back

[fallout-fucker]

He moisturises.

[nem0-nee]

Haha... 🫠

The devil you know is better than the devil you don't... But gawdamn it's been three years since I was gone 😭

[further personal context to whoever wants to read it asnsjshsj]

So my recent rise in fortune is attributed to me going to the Philippines for college. Though, it kinda shakes me a bit? Like here, my struggle was that I never really fit in American society considering I've lived in the PH for a good chunk of my life. But now, what if that happens again, but rather I'm too American for Filipino society. Sounds whack I know, but I swear that paranoia is valid-

But hey, every day is a new learning experience!? I'm sure I'll be fine, I'll just be wildly culture shocked yet again 😭

[wayfayrr]

I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself

Thanks mate <3

stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped

just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp

[bxtchfxck]

hey your dad's kinda weird.

[amourcheol]

hi fia!! so i just finished rereading great war...i dont know if you remember my tags from my first read but i did cry again i am so sorry im just the biggest cry baby despite knowing what coming anyways i again was reading without having any power in my house i seriously do not know what is about me reading your fic that the universe makes my house lose power but i don't care i'll do whatever it takes to reread it a million times!! i just wanted to stop by again to tell you how much i absolutely adore your writing and to give you your flowers for the rest of time, you seriously have such a gift and tremendous talent i hope it takes you far and wide in your life because seriously everyone deserves to witness at least a snippet of your writing a little blurb if you will :) i know i said i wasn't really someone that leaned to the side of historical fics but you really put you're all into this storyline that it makes you fall into a rabbit hole and you make it so interesting (even though it already is, you add a bit more!!) i'm sure you know but the countless messages and notes/tags left on your post that your fic is very loved, it is by me that's for sure :') your jeonghan fic is next on my list and i can't wait! again i want to just say thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful fic its forever engrained in my head!! i hope you take care :) 🫂

OH MY GODDDDDDD I DO REMEMBER YOU !! u best believe i reread ur comments on reading the Great War when ur power went out I CACKLED 😭😭

WTF U CRIED ?:£:!:!:!:!: no because that is a COMPLIMENTTT PLSSS and don’t even sweat it im such a crybaby too 😭😭 but wtf i feel like a Disney villain cackling w pride over making u cry 💀 thank u for feeling my fic as much as i feel writing it !! ur power going out again as u reread it pls this is too funny 😭

user chaerbears ur the sweetest thing ever 😞😞 thank you so much for coming here again and giving me such praise like??? The time it takes to read the Great War too is so long and still u REREAD it 😞😞nothing makes me happier than to have someone who doesn’t necessarily read historical writings enjoy my history works like !! thank u for giving it a chance 🥹 i hope u enjoy the jeonghan fic just as much, but again no pressure since that one is even longer than the cheol fic 💀 fia shut up challenge FAILED ‼️

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

[bunkernine]

society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.

[mechieonu]

idk if this problematic in some way but i keep hope for a free palestine alive by being mad