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🔥 | bearblr promptober #7: orgasm control, carmen berzatto.
okay i had enough self control to finally do a dom carmy fic because literally ALL of them so far have been subby tehehehe
i’ll be so honest i haven’t had time to be writing new ones to pump out…i fear when i run out of the ones i’ve already done……..
-> prompt/kinktober masterlist <-
“carmy, carmy, carmy..”
it was a repetitive whine, a high octave in your throat. he wasn’t relenting, tongue flattened against your bare pussy, moulded to the shape of every ridge and fold.
“shh, you can do it.” he soothes, face sticky with you, the words only adding to the heat in your core as he whispers them against your cunt.
it’s been like this for the better part of an hour, with carmy vehemently eating you out. he kept you right on that edge, refusing to add any fingers, let alone his cock, which you ached for. it felt simultaneously like too much and not enough all at the same time.
his lips suck at your clit in a rhythmic motion, pulsing, only getting faster and faster until you’re right on that edge. your hand clenches in his curls, fingers grasping for something to hold onto, something to ground yourself.
the whining only gets worse when he pulls back, resting his face on your thigh, kissing the soft skin there. it leaves behind a mixture of slick and spit, all in imprints of carmy’s lips.
“i know, i know,” he continues to soothe, “one more for me, okay? please? love having you like this, my good girl.”
whatever comes out is garbled, so strung tight that it’s painful, your head thrown back against the cushions and eyes squeezed shut.
“look at me, okay? please?” he pleads with you.
and you do, eyes watering as they glance down at carmy, looking so sweet and perfect against your thigh. a pout pulls at your lips, but you’re unable to resist, moving your hand to find his own.
“good girl.” carmy kisses your knuckles, knowing that you’re a little too far gone to get anything coherent out.
he dips back down, leaving sloppy, open mouthed kisses over your pussy. “perfect. such a good listener.” he whispers, practically lost in his own world, tongue already finding your dripping entrance.
it doesn’t take very long to find that edge again, either. and as promised, carmy lets you have it, because he knows that you’ve been good, that you’d do anything for him.
even wait over an hour to cum, which was an achievement in itself.
#uni has been killing me#end of semester vibe#carmen berzatto x you#carmen berzatto x reader#the bear fx#carmen berzatto smut#carmy berzatto smut
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think i’ll go as a vampire for halloween because law school has sucked the life out of me and now i’m an empty soulless shell with a thirst for blood (i.e. strong black coffee)
#halloween#october#vampire#vampires#coffee#dark academia#chaotic academia#student#law student#law school#studying#currently dying#uni has been killing me
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I can't believe I missed yesterday's drawing 😭
#uni has been killing me#i have seven tests for next week#i only go 4 days wtf how did this happened#not including the clinicals#nursing school is hard#venus rant
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exactly where u belong
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#w1 ultrakill#v1#v2#w1#v4v#y2r1#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill comic#my art#I AM SO EXCITED I AM DOOOONE WITH THIS MONSTER#ik its messy but i think its understandable after the coloring#aaughhhh ive been SPINNING THIS IN MY HEAD#for a g es#i have so many thoughts#ALSO i was supposed to post this last week but uni killed me im so sorry!!#thank you everyone in the meantime who has showed me love for this bug!! it means so much to me
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I need to start reading fics again
#uni has been killing me#haven't opened ao3 in so long that when i opened the other day to save the link of a fic... it logged me out#i dont remember the password so need to check on my laptop
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bucktommy thoughts pt 7/?
#sorry this took so long uni has been KILLING me#anyways they're all dorks and i love them#bucktommy#911 abc#911 fandom#911 spoilers#evan buck buckley#evan buckley#tommy kinard#eddie diaz#purple edit#bucktommy thoughts#911 video#911 show#911 bucktommy#911 meme#911 humour#911 gif#911 edit
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It’s a Knife When
Kafka, Letters to Milena // Killing Eve, S1E5 // Phoebe Bridgers, Killer // Agatha All Along, S1E1 // Florence and the Machine, Mermaids // House of the Dragon, S1E7 // Taylor Swift, My Tears Ricochet // Hozier, Who We Are // Florence and The Machine, A Kiss With A Fist // Ethel Cain, Crush // Hozier, Cherry Wine // Daughter, Landfill // Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet // Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla // Killing Eve, S4E8 // Unloved, I’ve been thinking about her
#i am a little bit late for this but uni has been so mean to me lately#word weaving#word web#web weaving#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#killing eve#villanelle#villaneve#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#rhaenicent#hozier#florence and the machine#wlw post#wlw ship#wlw love#poems and quotes#song quotes#book quotes#quotes
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OKAY SO my uni term is over so i can be more active now (for the most part) expect some posts sometime soon <3 but LET’S TALK i miss you all lots
#uni has been killing me off tbh#like#it’s taking the life out of me#but whatever i won’t get into it!#let the horniness commence
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average minecraft gameplay of elementary school kids (+the og doodle of it I did like. months ago)
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#my art#i must inmediately make clear to you that i believe shunsuke would absolutely loot villages in minecraft like. TOTALLY#he has that sillyness he would see like. an oven and steal it he would break the wood of houses for the sake of it#the thing that distinguishes him and yuu from it is that yuu just has to commit arson and just has to put the villagers on fire#i think the first thing yuu would do the second he enters a village is to inmediately go kill the iron golem#the iron gained from it is a bonus its more so to see the chaos that ensues without the protection of a golem#and that would be if the gamemode was survival but im gonna be so real i dont see yuu being a survival player#im 100% believer that he would be a creative player through and through#destroying villages would be sillier just place a ton of dynamite and see it go kaboom#i think i should have made shunsuke a little less confused over going to a village in this he has chaos in his heart#thing is ive been working on this very on and off for a while so i. i forgor my headcanons briefly turn brain off just . confusion💔#on that note i will be free soon i will be free to draw a lot this semester is finally ending soon oh my god😭#this semester uni has been a lot and fibro has been kickin me for no reason but ILL BE FREE🔥🔥SOON🔥🔥#id like to let you know that to make this piece i had to pray the dios te salve maria prayer thrice#my computer finds ways to get worst and that prayer is the most efficient way for it to let me do basic tasks it sounds insane but its fr😭#it doesnt like it if i pray anything else for some reason it just really seems to like this prayer#anyway ive had a whole discussion on how the rekinder cast would play minecraft but. theres a 30 tag limit#so💔 we gon save that for another day when im having a good day in terms of my fibromyalgia i need to lay down SJWIDNAKD😭😭#i should do the dios te salve maria prayer when i do my finals atp god save my cells
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hello i am thinking about the scene with the twins after their parents' funeral again because it makes me so damn sad, and because that moment really just set them up to develop into the horribly maladjusted adults they are today
like we definitely see how that affected ai throughout her childhood and well into adulthood--it's the first time she ever experiences her grandma favoring oom over her, and that's reinforced by the very real differences in how grandma raised her vs how she raised oom. it's no wonder she ends up developing an inferiority complex about her sister and a strong negative self-concept
but for oom, i think she saw that moment as ai letting go of her hand, rather than her (oom) pulling away/grandma pulling her away. it makes me think of ai's voiceover we hear in episode 2 ("i always made it my goal to take the best care of my little sister, until the day we let go of our hands") and how it fits into oom's perspective too. not only is her older sister, who she loved and looked up to so much, now letting go of her, she's also pulling away right after she hears other people insinuate that oom was the reason their parents died. it's why she's still bringing that up as an adult (episode 11) and why she needs ai to choose her so desperately--her guilt over their parents' death and her feeling like a burden because of her illness is completely wrapped up in her belief that ai doesn't love her anymore/hasn't loved her for awhile. for ai to choose her would be like absolution
and the most tragic thing of all is that oom did reach back out for her when they were kids--ai just wasn't looking. and doesn't that just sum up their entire relationship
#SO DAMN TRAGIC.#sorry i just cannot stop thinking about oaboom like that is masterful character building right there#it does kill me a little bit in ep 11 how oom was like sorry i killed our parents and ai's just like eyyy don't say that. like ik it's just#her personality but could she have not been a little more heartfelt mmfjalsf. i get her tho bc me too#ai's self deprecation over her perceived “stupidity” breaks my heart too esp bc it's so incredibly untrue????#i think the show also tries to tell us this like she gets into one of the better unis in thailand and clearly has enough appreciation and#grasp of language to be a writer. even that scene in ep 1 where the teacher praises her for remembering pluto#it's less prevalent on here but it drives me bonkers the way fandom on twitter are constantly calling her stupid#ai you're not stupid you're just a humanities girlie in a stem world. if anything you're just a little naive#pluto the series#aioon ingsamak#oaboom ingsamak#meta
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NOOO TELL ME SATA HOW YOU MAKE THEM 🥺🥺🥺🥺
[SATA]: Oh you're still on that? Stranger, I'm sorry but I can't tell you that
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TO THE START || PREVIOUS || NEXT
#ie rpg au#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#sata tosamaru#MOD: sorry for no posts last week! uni has been killing me haha#MOD: as an apology have a semi-shaded drawing
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me back
#hi mutuals and regulars i missed you im gonna spam reblog now#to anon that sent me ask im sorry i didnt answer it sooner but it's all good and im well#uni has killed me but i survived#now im dying in unpayed 8h per day internship send help#also some stuff has been cooking that im excited to share#blogposting
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He moisturises.
#You knew I'd say something#I'm sorry I've been dead to the world#Uni has been killing me. I just moved country#Smash.#He's hot what can I say#Fallout#Fallout Show#How we feeling so far? I'm hoping for the best but Idk it's a money grab so I'm worried lowkey
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Haha... 🫠
The devil you know is better than the devil you don't... But gawdamn it's been three years since I was gone 😭
[further personal context to whoever wants to read it asnsjshsj]
So my recent rise in fortune is attributed to me going to the Philippines for college. Though, it kinda shakes me a bit? Like here, my struggle was that I never really fit in American society considering I've lived in the PH for a good chunk of my life. But now, what if that happens again, but rather I'm too American for Filipino society. Sounds whack I know, but I swear that paranoia is valid-
But hey, every day is a new learning experience!? I'm sure I'll be fine, I'll just be wildly culture shocked yet again 😭
#random rambling#my art heh#LIKE-- okay so idk how crazy shit has been in the PH but 💀#super stoked to be back#uni is going to kill me...considering im going as an architecture major ahsjsjsjsks#sorry for the lack of twst content life just got real weird
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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself
Thanks mate <3
stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped
just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp
#vent in the tags - so warning ig#got home from uni#have been in fight/flight mode since#turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast#accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though#she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now#so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh#processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her#like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit#so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out#and now I've been on off crying for a week#feeling fragile as shit#but Improving#somehow#I think#*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly#last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster#then when I manage to get back up#put myself back together#have a little breather#get immediatly broken back down#I just want a fucking hug man#and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something#I don't know#nothing really feels all that good to me anymore#but I'm holding on through it#there's light at the end of the tunnel
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I'm gonna rb some old art methinks
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