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🔥 | bearblr promptober #7: orgasm control, carmen berzatto.
okay i had enough self control to finally do a dom carmy fic because literally ALL of them so far have been subby tehehehe
i’ll be so honest i haven’t had time to be writing new ones to pump out…i fear when i run out of the ones i’ve already done……..
-> prompt/kinktober masterlist <-
“carmy, carmy, carmy..”
it was a repetitive whine, a high octave in your throat. he wasn’t relenting, tongue flattened against your bare pussy, moulded to the shape of every ridge and fold.
“shh, you can do it.” he soothes, face sticky with you, the words only adding to the heat in your core as he whispers them against your cunt.
it’s been like this for the better part of an hour, with carmy vehemently eating you out. he kept you right on that edge, refusing to add any fingers, let alone his cock, which you ached for. it felt simultaneously like too much and not enough all at the same time.
his lips suck at your clit in a rhythmic motion, pulsing, only getting faster and faster until you’re right on that edge. your hand clenches in his curls, fingers grasping for something to hold onto, something to ground yourself.
the whining only gets worse when he pulls back, resting his face on your thigh, kissing the soft skin there. it leaves behind a mixture of slick and spit, all in imprints of carmy’s lips.
“i know, i know,” he continues to soothe, “one more for me, okay? please? love having you like this, my good girl.”
whatever comes out is garbled, so strung tight that it’s painful, your head thrown back against the cushions and eyes squeezed shut.
“look at me, okay? please?” he pleads with you.
and you do, eyes watering as they glance down at carmy, looking so sweet and perfect against your thigh. a pout pulls at your lips, but you’re unable to resist, moving your hand to find his own.
“good girl.” carmy kisses your knuckles, knowing that you’re a little too far gone to get anything coherent out.
he dips back down, leaving sloppy, open mouthed kisses over your pussy. “perfect. such a good listener.” he whispers, practically lost in his own world, tongue already finding your dripping entrance.
it doesn’t take very long to find that edge again, either. and as promised, carmy lets you have it, because he knows that you’ve been good, that you’d do anything for him.
even wait over an hour to cum, which was an achievement in itself.
#uni has been killing me#end of semester vibe#carmen berzatto x you#carmen berzatto x reader#the bear fx#carmen berzatto smut#carmy berzatto smut
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Quick Doodles of a Stanley Parable AU for no reason other than the fact I played the game for the first time yesterday. Based on the Wife ending and the Zen ending.
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#takuto maruki#my art#so much third semester vibes out of zen ending#killing yourself over and over again so you wont be in the 'happy basement' forever
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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Does anyone know how to maneuver a relationship where they are interested in dating you but you were fine being old school acquaintances who don’t speak to each other
#tgdposts#personal#aroace#actually aroace#aromantic#asexual#ace#aro#asexuality#aromanticism#we’re hanging out at an undetermined point which I’m fine with I love hanging out but I can tell he’s into me and I feel neutral about it#good new is I’ve clearly grown since last time this scenario happened because I think I’m being less of a leading on asshole about it#also ideologically I’m not about assuming they want to date instead of be friends so I don’t want to assume anything#but based on how he’s talking to me I think he likes me which I obviously do not reciprocate#fond of me as the Brits say#he’s asked how my day/weekend was for the second time in all too short a timespan which I find telling#not that it irritates me but it’s obvious he wants to pursue SOMETHING#anyway just bc I said okay to hang for coffee does not mean I want to participate in this kind of online conversation he’s initiating#his eagerness to talk is telling and I already lowkey had vibes from him after the fall semester when he asked how my winter vacay was#I was like yeah I’m SUPER BUSY with family stuff and studying for my makeup exam#tbh thought that was the end of it until recently#this is mainly a vent post I guess if anyone has opinions feel free to share#I guess my broad struggle is that I’m learning how to be aroace and assume the best of a situation without leading people on#also I feel this kind of situation is almost inevitable if I want to make friends with guys even though having them want to date me#is not the most ideal start to a friendship with someone#ok to rb although idk why you’d want to
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Salty Alec makes a return 🧂
My bestie sent me a photo of them so I turned it into Alec XD
#alec with his emo bangs#prob stole those sunglasses from magnus#end of the semester vibes be like#alec lightwood#alec lightwood bane#alec lightwood fanart#alec lightwood is wild as hell#alec lightwood is a mood#alexander lightwood#shadowhunters#shadowhunters fanart#the mortal instruments#sketch#my art
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the scary thing is that i don't even need to fail to fail out of school. i just need to do poorly enough that i lose my financial aid and then bam i'm out
school is my thing, it always has been. i've been told it over and over again. i practically don't have anything else. so why do i feel like i just can't do it now
i need more time than i could ever find, to recuperate from some nebulous thing that i can't even identify
i'm disappointing my entire family and doing worse than i ever have before, and i want so desperately to have the gumption to care about what i'm trying to study and learn and to make myself do it, but all i want is for it to stop. i hate that i can't appreciate or find enjoyment in where i am, because i wanted it so bad and because i know that just having this opportunity is a privilege in itself, but i just feel like i'm constantly spiraling and all i really want is a break. i just want a hug and for someone to tell me it's ok
#vent#sorry#it's just#i'm just like#not vibing atm#i wish i could#stop#for a year#and then come back to where i am#i just feel like there's no way out of this#of anything#i don't see myself ending up anywhere really#i can't think past this semester#i can't even think past tonight to tomorrow morning#i'm seriously fucked for tomorrow morning#i'm so behind#i'm doing worse academically than literally anyone else i know#i don't have like friends i can go to#and really everything shitty that keeps happening is my own fault#it's my own irresponsibility and lack of motion and direction and commitment#i'm selfish#and useless#i just don't get where this is going#i don't know where i go now#i don't know how i get anywhere else#i don't know how to get through the next seven hours to tomorrow#i'm sorry#and i'm probably going to delete this#if i post it at all#y'all did not sign up for me being a self involved asshole like this
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this is how your (mini) birthday celebaration looks like when you're still stucked on your uni because you're still have another one exam left for tomorrow 🙃🙃🙃
#yeah i'm still at my uni rn until this friday night since i have system design exam for tomorrow which is my last paper for my semester#and yet i give myself a bit of a self-treat somehow because i didn't have time to celebrate with my friends here#idk but if they decide to do some kind of end of semester potluck tomorrow maybe i can celebrate it tho#but anyways....i've already gave up with my revision (yup guess that i will answering tomorrow's exam for the vibe tho lmaoooooo)#since what i'm thinking rn is bayern's ucl matchday today 🫠🫠🫠#iz being too random#iz and maroon uni life#me being 21 today 💜💜💜#tw food
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i think an ATTDC update is in order 😄
#my semester ends today along with finals szn#the weather is beautiful#dua lipa’s album came out and is a vibe#ATTDC is coming back to me !!!!!#band of brothers#bob fic#attdc#and then the dawn came
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Ngl curious as to why DC decided when bringing Gotham Academy cast back, to have Olive mysteriously leave the academy, especially when Olive was the focus of Gotham Academy, with Maps only taking over sometimes as the focus with Batman and Robin stuff. Like, are they going to continue the Calamity plot and that's why Olive had to leave or...
#cause ngl the ending with calamity in gotham academy second semester gave rushed vibes#so are they going to fix it or...#really hope they bring olive back soon#she was one of my favorite characters in the series
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The day I decided to try any clothing style was the day I chose to try happiness
#like one day im a 12yo boy that's going thru an emo phase the next one im a 23yo girl getting ready for a party#then im a detective from a small town in europe after that im just a young girl with an aesthetic and cute outfit#then im a student running on three cups of coffee and anxiety at the end of the semester#i just love it i just to figure out how im vibing some days
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yes I know damn well that I won’t be able to really write anytime soon but slashers x final girls/final boys 👀
#( tell me to shut up ; ooc. )#thinking about fucking slashers / horror movie vibes#hm … I desperately want to write this but the end of the semester is killing me#indie rp#indie bi rp#indie smut rp#indie kink rp
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just realized my shuake relationship timeline playlist on spotify has 3 saves? I know one of them is my irl friend because i made this playlist for her, but where did the other 2 come from???
#welcome strangers i hope u enjoy the brainrot with me#but the most devastating thing is that the playlist is arranged chronologically#(like its arranged starting in june when they first met until the third semester and some post-canon)#so the first 1/3 of it is all happy falling-in-love stuff and then the end is heavy angst and cant-stop-missing-him vibes#with some murdery angry deranged stuff in between#and i have a detailed explanation for why every song is included which i monologue to my irl friend every time i add something#because again i made this for her#these random internet strangers will never know the painstaking in-depth thought process that went into curating this playlist :'))#my post
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love being nd and have the tism wolf Inside me be so drastically uncomfortable with uncertainty that i physically cannot think about school and having to deal w the unknown of that whole situation without losing 5lbs in 2 days
#the club ppl are meeting abt stuff for when school starts and just the reminder of school starting is enough to make me lose all appetite#i had to text a friend and ask him if he could help be there for me when i move in bc of how the situation stresses me out lmao#asked another friend if i can go to their place if i can't take it at the start of the semester#they are so sweet to me 😭😭😭 they haven't moved yet but they told me if they have an extra copy they'll give me their spare keys#but i genuinely go blank in the mind and go catatonic when i think abt. living situations next year bc i gen don't know what the vibe is#it's like probably not gonna be so bad and ik i have the capability to deal w all the scenarios but not knowing what to expect. kills me.#I'd genuinely be okay if i have to pretend i don't live there and i don't exist and get ignored!! i just need to know that now Thanks!!!#but tryin my best to not be reminded i have to deal w this in 2 months but my supervisor mentioned the campus today and now i can't eat lma#he was like u don't even need to go back to campus and im holding everything back to not be like. just take me as a full time worker.#i love school actually. i love learning. i just. thinking abt my living situation and not knowing what to expect when i have to inevitably#. face. my ex. makes me want to shrivel up and die. like icb i have to do this. like really my ex is the most harmless person ever but stil#how do you ever really. look your ex in the eyes ever again anyway. no matter the circumstances of it ending like it's gonna be so awkward?#and it's the avoidant in me and the avoidants I've dated but. I've never had a normal relationship w/ an ex afterwards lmao#but Each time I've ended things they ended at a spot where i didn't have to ever run into them ever again. so. i am not equipped for this.#And I Missed The Room Swap Date and The Regret is Eating me Up like i ugh i can't do this i don't i don't#It might be pessimistic of me but i don't think whatever will ever be resolved i don't think she'll ever want to talk abt it#and if Those are the starting conditions god forgive me if all i want is to get out of here like#if we're never gonna address or resolve anything then at least just let me have it out of sight out of mind#and I'll pretend it'llnevercome up ever again!! I'll rewrite my memories and just run the fuck away!!#my friend is going thru a more severe case of anger n self blame n how could i let them do this to me and im glad i don't feel it that bad#all i have is debilitating fear lmao so I'm just! trying not to think about anything!! i have so much fun and I'm so busy so why do i still#ugh anyway i hate nightmares and autism i really dgi i can deal with any situation so why do i still dread#delete later
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#continuing my nightly tradition of complaining about something until I get tired of it. feel free to not read.#sucks sometimes that campus queer life is so small and insular bc while it is not fair of me to wish to never see#an ex friend from last year ever again . I run into her on a not infrequent basis.#and it SUCKS bc while my group dropped her as soon as the semester ended bc she was awful to them#she’s now friends w a bunch of ppl from my other friend groups. No escape.#and on some level I do feel bad abt it bc it was a dick thing to do. She also was just so cruel to some of my friends. Idk.#it’s j worse bc I was closest to her and I feel the most guilt abt it. And the most social anxiety if I see her ever.#idk !! not rlly a big deal i can probably just ignore it forever right <— knows it will blow up in their face probably#also vibes in the apt were soooo bad today <33 maybe I was right to not change my flight idk.#I did finish the raven king tho. One more book to go before tsc.#lee’s bullshit
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I come back to see y’all having posted bangers while I was away
Anyways still on that minecraft server watching fr, like so deep that I’m volunteering on a wiki for em 😅
#rod vibes#working on the wiki is literally so much fun fr I swear lol#I might be playing ds/dst soon just depends on how desperate I get to rekindle the flame before this semester of uni ends pffft
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When will I be free (has to write a college paper and finish a project instead of thinking about My Blorbos)
#sorry guys end of semester vibes kicking in and I am literally a few days from my break#and even then I still have a week in my online class#I want to draw!!! I want to put my guys in scenarios!!! I want to go to sleep and dream entire stories!!! let me outta here!!!#mod rants
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