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I wish I had a hypnotist friend IRL bc I wanna be touched while going into trance. Just caressed someone telling me it will all be ok.
#my mother not trying to control all aspects of my life would help#unfortunately she does rn#literally wont let me get a drivers license#literally just lonely af rn#hypnosis#hypno fantasy#random thoughts
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Scaramouche: what's your dog's name? Dottore: Spartacus. Scaramouche, yelling to Arlecchino: TRY SPARTACUS! Arlecchino, on the computer: DIDN'T WORK! Dottore: Scaramouche: What's your favorite number?
#Scaramouche#Dottore#Arlecchino#they‘re tryna get his computer password#It‘s really unfortunate we didnt get to hear Arlecchino‘s thoughts on Scaramouche#I think it would have been very interesting#does she dislike him for working with Dottore? Does she pity him? Does she know about his relationship to his mother?#Also would have LOVED to hear all the playable Harbingers opinions on Crucabena#I feel like Scara would have HATED her#posting a few things rn cus I forgot to post any yesterday xD
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Do I,,, post this at nearly 11 pm,,, I think yes I’m too excited anyway have kiyazan cuddle hours (which are always) @cashweasel I was good and kept it after the last time I showed u lolll it was really harD bc LOOK AT THEM
#triumphantt art#my art#kiyazan#oc: Kiara#yazan hadidi#certified blorbo in law#original characters#one is not mine tho is besties b#anyway#y’all want some kiyazan lore in the tags fdsfsdfsf#the stuffed lil raccoon is one of 2 (the other is his) they won them in a lil claw machine as teenagers LOL#the guitar on the wall is a gift and then it being hung up is a product of yazan finally putting up the wall mounts Kiara bought for her#guitars that she never put up <3#also giving yazan his freckles is like a reward#Kiara is like#entirely decked out in his clothes XD#this photo is actually all she could ask for she is incredibly content rn#nothing better than being mooshed#ugh#they adore each other and I love them sm#i cannot DEAl#w it#also the plushie is unfortunately never a part of the cuddles FSDFFDSf Kiara does not want obstacles in cuddle time#rip in peace to him
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Assuming, of course, that any spoilering is done with your friend's permission.
#i am not in this situation rn but i DO have a friend who is ambivalently halfway through GTN#unfortunately i think the answer to 'my friend doesn't like GTN' is just 'TLT is probably not the right series for them'#but if she DOES get through to HTN i think she will need encouragement in some form#harrow the ninth spoilers#the locked tomb spoilers#harrow the ninth#the locked tomb#nonasbirthday#poll
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Day 158 | id in alt
The hater streak returns, your honor.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#inumaki toge#NO BEAR KUGISAKI RN BECAUSE I WAS THINKING TOO HARD AND THE BRAIN WASN'T BRAINING#but yeah like Kugisaki will always hold that fuckass grudge and she should!!!#She will purposely say shit and look absolutely disgusted or pissed at the mention of yuta and i think it's fun#i am slowly giving Inumaki more lore like a freak you cant even stop me#i watched some insane wordplay and was like “omg Kugisaki would.”#(Kugisaki voice) Top ten smelliest smellers to unfortunately inhabit this planet with: First place is Okkotsu Yuta#oomf does not know that sometimes i draw entire things of Kugisaki in different poses in expressions that i never post#ITS ABSOLUTELY FUNNY#because sometimes i just finish something and just start doodlin nothin but Kugisaki#shes very fun to draw honestly idk how at the beginning i thought she was gonna be awful to draw(I thought her hair was gonna kill me)
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the thing about sabrina carpenter is that while i'll never say no to more girl on girl action, those lesbians on the podcast are STILL RIGHT she is still the straightest woman on earth. her entire thing is being for the male gaze. all of her songs are about dick even the one where she and jenna ortega made out was about a man. i might not be better than a man when i see two hot women kissing but let's use our brains for 1 second
#it's queerbaiting because i watched all of it bc i thought she made out with jenna ortega for more than .001 seconds... ending was nice tho#but still she's playing a character in a music video at the end of the day. LET'S BE SO SERIOUS RN#unfortunately this one song and music video are a banger. this does NOT EXCUSE THAT MY EX SAID SKINNY DIPPING REMINDED HER OF ME#skinny dipping might be the worst song i've ever heard in my life. my on and off straight ex girlfriend loved sabrina carpenter#she actually needs to pay and repent for releasing that song + bad for business (the other song ''dedicated'' to me) they're ATROCIOUS
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Doodle of my boy
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#fydd <3333333333#he is my bestie I need to get over my fear of drawing him so bad#grips bathroom sink I Will get better at drawing for fun and letting my art be messy and being proud of it anyways#but yeah look at him he is so cute and is so silly and he’s never gone through any traumatic events ever I would never#<- lying lier who lies and loves tormenting it’s ocs#but yeah he’s half alien half human but was raised entirely by his human mom#his alien mom is alas stuck in the cult the two met at rip#fydd doesn’t know abt any of that tho he just knows that he has another mom that his mom doesn’t like talking abt#he loves playing games of all kind but especially loves video games and will play them for hours#not that he has much else to do since he’s spent pretty much his entire life living by a garbage dump in the middle of nowhere#and he’s not allowed to go fuck around in the dump much since his mom doesn’t want him to be seen so he’s stuck at home most of the time#thankfully now he has an adopted sister to play with but he still has viddy game autism#his mom has done her best to introduce him to the various cultures she and his other mom came from but she struggles with it#she was quite disconnected from her own culture growing up and she knows limited amount about her girlfriends home planet#fydd doesn’t mind much rn cause he’s 12 but a certain other older fydd might care a smidge more#fydd does like 60% know both japanese and spanish tho so that’s pretty cool#his mom tried to do regular lessons when he was younger but wasn’t able to keep them up consistently and eventually gave up#mostly because she wasn’t anywhere near fluent in either herself and she had a hard time keeping up with how fast fydd would pick up on it#they still have some books from back then laying around that fydd will pick up and read aloud when he’s bored sometimes#he gets bored of speaking english all the time as his brain is built to pick apart different sounds and assign them linguistic meaning#so reading and speaking different languages is good enrichment for him#his mom doesn’t know this unfortunately otherwise she totally would have gotten him more stuff in different languages to chew on#he does get to learn the language the stalien cast speaks tho he has a lot of fun with that#he alas can’t properly experience most stalien video games though rip#I should rly get to redesigning his human mom again at some point she needs it sooo bad#I mean her whole squad needs it but she’s my favorite so like
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I hate when side characters get more attention that main characters in batfam specifically when it’s vs poc like it’s so sick how dukes place is constantly questioned by like. Anarchy fans or whatever or cass is consistently mischaracterized by ppl who go the extra mile to get Helena’s backstory straight - not to say these characters suck or whatever like I enjoy them but the double standards is crazy and until it’s fixed a part of me just cant love ppl like Harper row - what? How do I feel about Terry McGinnis? Well. Uhm. Well. UR DODGING THE FUCKING POINT
#og tangent was a bit too long and detailed bc I genuinely feel that way#Tho i think it’s soo interesting that characters like Harper and Carrie get like. pity invites and love#notice the common denominator? yeah#and tbh I genuinely do like carrie a lot sorry she’s fun I need a teamup with her and tiff rn#but yeah Terry….that’s my son. Dana and max are my daughters#like. they don’t count. ignore them.#but unfortunately#he does fall into the category of him having more attention or like. not attention but I’d say care when he is given attention than Duke or#steph#and to be fair it is easier to get into a show#but to be actually fair#When u read all of RR to find proof that Ra’s is pedophilic and Bruce hates tim#i think u Can read war. I think u can read the og gotham war#forgot the name but Stephs debut#like It’s not hard to catch up to cass when u scour the comics for every way Jack and Janet are actually abusive and hate their son#and if u can take things from bbeyond and expand on it enough to like#merge it with this timeline#i don’t believe Duke is too hard or obscure for u to get#like Matt is my son but he’s realistically the same as jarro to me sorry#No that’s not true I fucking hate jarro
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Sasuke is Out! Sasuke is Doing things! What will Sasuke do?! I have no idea!!! I've never gotten this far in the story before, so I have no idea how things are going from here!!!! But Sasuke is Loose!!!!!!
Quoting this post to myself as I see Sasuke walking around and doing things. I haven't seen this guy do anything in like a hundred episodes. It's so exciting
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#it's so sweet seeing Suigetsu and Jugo trying to find Sasuke again#meanwhile Karin is under lock and key. yet shes playing with their expectations to her advantage#her pretending to be just the stupid sasuke obsessed girl to make them not pay attention to her#to let her keep the picture that actually contains some fucking lockpicks. crafty af#and her GLASSES??? the arm of her glasses is hiding a little secret knife?!?!! thats so cool karin wtf#i love when shes shown to be capable like this. like her sasuke fangirling was real. before.#but idk about now after he tried to kill her. he does Not deserve to keep her affections after that for Sure.#but shes still using the act. making people underestimate her. so crafty. like fuck yeah you go you funky little outlaw#i do love that shes genuinely a bitch. i hated her when i was younger bc i hated sasuke#and the fangirling still does annoy me. but shes also more than the fangirling.#shes so COOL when shes not obsessing over sasuke. i wanna see more of her!!!!!#unfortunately now i have to go back to this shit ass kage fight. really boring to me. now that sasuke's out i dont caaaaaare#it's just a bunch of OP ninja throwing rocks and shit at each other. madara literally dropped Two giant fucking meteors on the battlefield#like it was just one and it was a huge deal but tsuchikage and gaara stopped it. yay!!#but then it was such a Gradeschooler One Upping You moment where madara was like. Heh. well actually. theres Two.#and the 2nd one falls on the first and kills a bunch of people etc etc like come onnnn this isnt even fun anymore#we're just committing massive ecological damage all around#also killer bee literally PURPOSEFULLY clearing a massive section of forest for the sake of visibility#NONE of these ninja care about the environment!!!!! those poor trees and creatures!!!!!!#anytime theres some kind of poison something and they show it off by having birds or whatever die like#STOP!!!! youre killing the environment!!!!! stop it!!!!!!!!!#anyways what a show. the more ridiculously massive the fight gets the less fun it is to watch.#why should i care about guys throwing boulders at each other. Boringggg show me some people punching the shit outta each other.#THE TAIJUTSU!!!! WHERES THE TAIJUTSU!!!!! STOP WITH UR OP NINJA MAGIC SHOW ME TAIJUTSU!!!!!!!!#i also really want to see itachi. where is he. sasuke's loose now i know he teams up with itachi Where Is He....#LETS GET SOME UCHIHA UP IN THIS BITCH!!!! madara get ur pasty ass out of here and tobi stick your head in a toilet#only the uchiha BROTHERS here get those old guys OUTTA HEREEEEEEE#anywyas i actually folded some laundry while watching. wild. having fun rn
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not my online friend trying to have the "not all zionists" conversation with me rn
#we've talked about palestine before and she always takes the most centrist version of israel's side she possibly can lmao#i try very hard to never discuss politics with her but she is literally always the one bringing it up and it throws all my affection for he#out the window. like babe.... i'm jewish... you're not.... why are we even having this conversation besides you trying to prove smth#like an informal conversation is not the place for a fucking political debate and if you're not gonna recognize my pov#why am i even still friends with you.#it does make me genuinely sad but if i have to have this conversation again i may well and truly just block her#like she apparently has another jewish friend who seems to side heavily with zionist values (lol) but still acts like a centrist#so ik that's where she's getting the majority of her viewpoints from and it's so fucking grating like you're talking to another jew rn#why would i ever want to support nationalism of any kind when that's what lead to the fucking holocaust#why would you ever be lenient on a group of people who are actively commiting a genocide#i seriously just. like it makes me sick to my stomach that i even have someone in my life who doesn't get it#and i don't even know what to say like my 'i don't wanna be mean to a friend' shit is taking over#especially when she's not the kind of person i can just say anything to. we're not close like that unfortunately#so i've just been in limbo hoping she isn't gonna talk about it but i'm gonna have to put aside our friendship if she does this again#bc i'm not gonna be friends with someone who outright doesn't listen to me saying that my own people commiting a genocide hurts me#just because she wants to be one of those 'well this 'conflict' shouldn't be happening bc it's hurting innocent people :('#this is why i hate having any convos about this with people who haven't been politically engaged with palestine before the end of last yr#like my brother also doesn't fully get the scope of it but at least HE knows that israel (and even the concept of it) is evil and racist#sigh.
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Man we hit a good dosage for angus's meds and hes like. Acting like his old self right now. Def with the energy down like 90% but hes exploring my room and playing with toys and his back legs are holding his weight and it's so nice to see again
#unfortunately it wont last forever#but im kinda ignoring the vet rn#she set his dose to 2.5 mls but due to a mix up with the pharmacy im only giving him 1.5 rn#but it seems to be really working#and id rather hold him here so i can go up again when he starts declining again#palliative care man. his meds & vet visits r so expensive rn but. worth it to see his old self coming back a bit#even though i know it's temporary#the slowburning grief of take care of a pet with a terminal diagnosis can be interspersed with bright moments#so im just dwelling in that for now#also rip i gave up half my floorspace in my room for ango bc of the fucking ANTS that invaded his space downstairs. infuriating#tho tbh i like him up here and he does better up here so i might just keep this lmao#anyways. boy cute i love him <3#baby: angus#the heavy stuff is mostly in the tags but ik some people r sensitive to this topic?#idk what the tags ppl use for it are tho so if u see this and want me to tag stuff about angus's health just lmk what to use#i dont anticipate posting about it very often but u never know
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#rotating reiju in my mind at very high speeds the thing is its very tricky to build an au where she also escapes bc zeff n san being#Alone in the rock is such an integral aspect of san’s backstory that reiju being there knocks a considerable chunk of it down#so unfortunately for me <-(guy whos favorite crew is the baratie) baratie escape isnt an option for her#im sure there’s some fun ways to play it but i dont have the creativity to think of any rn#but anyways back to my point What does a free reiju look like#we havent gotten to see any indication of how her head ticks outside of just surviving as a vinsmoke#she chose to free san but not herself so i wonder what circumstances would allow her to leave of her own volition#what would she even do if she did#like would she have hobbies at some point#much to think about#oda if u dont bring her back im throwing up on ur shoes#solar-talks
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diamant, the horrors chamber, and why he’s just so fun to mess with // the diamant-sertation series
i’d talked a little about this before on twitter about diamant angst and if i’m doing alright (i’m fine just biochemistry major go brrrr) and i just remembered this:
and i wanted to think about this for a little bit. i’m going to try and not retread old ground, but that’s kind of impossible if i want to break him in a realistic way.
but i was mostly thinking about how easy it is to destabilise him. i might be woobifying him too much, but i swear, i’ve been through this rigamarole before with a variety of characters. i’ve hurt characters over and over and over again, testing their limits, watching them bend and potentially break, and diamant has keeled over the fastest. it’s kind of funny in a bit of a twisted way.
but i mean it: why does he bend to easily compared to others?
i think it’s because he Refuses to experience The Horrors, and so when something encroaches on that tenuously stretched self control, he simply cannot deal with anything new, so he shuts down. you’d think he’d have a fight response to new stressors (he is of brodia; if you can’t fight, then what kind of brodian are you?) but i think he’s gone past that point. he’s dealing with enough already as it is, just One More Thing just will set him off. he’s tired, overwhelmed, and bottles everything up because He Should Be Able To Deal With It.
there’s definitely an allegory of being undiagnosed neurodivergent in here somewhere but we don’t have time to unpack all that.
but since diamant is so easily burnt out (which, haha, funny fire trauma go brr), he’s just an easy target to picking at all of his weaknesses and flaws. diamonds have very predictable cutting planes, and if manage to hit one just right, the entire crystal will shatter.
#rex rambles#fire emblem#diamant#diamant fire emblem#fire emblem diamant#fe engage#fire emblem engage#story abt the breaking in realistic way: i'd once met a writer in a different fandom who tortured the charas as a sign of love as one does#she at least tagged her shit so i could avoid it but what most struck me and drove me insane was how all the characters were consistent...#consistently same-y that is. all of them filled the same basic tropes of weak and abused + abuser which doesn't work for some characters#also she wrote one of my favourite characters as an abuser to a character he would never abuse and though he can be neglectful he's not...#he's not like an outright abuser like that. unfortunately a lot of ppl keep stepping on his goddamn trauma so he's very testy#but he's loyal to a fault been burned before scared and angry and he just needs a friend that won't hurt him like he's been hurt before#i have a mild headache and biochem to work on so this is as far as i can go rn so i'm sorry if this one is a less polished than my usual#i just find it interesting that he will bend sooner and requires much more time to. ah. rehydrate him. so to speak#if you want him to be healthier and less stretched thin#bc that's what burnout does: it messes with your ability to Exist and work and the more chronic stress that piles up#something will inevitably snap and usually it ain't pretty
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Ahh someone else came out and made them turn the music off entirely
I don’t know that that was necessary; they just needed to turn it down some!
My head does appreciate the quiet tho
#text post#aka been deleting out anons again and my mum wants some of my time today but like#she's being weirdly. neutral abt it and that usually means I've done something wrong and a lecture will accompany any time spent together#online or otherwise#but idk what I could have done rn to upset her#for the anons I do know that it's bc I'm still occasionally daring to post fic for o ur f l ag lmaooooo#untagged most of the time now but apparently the few times I dared tag in the last month or so were not to their liking#as if anything is to their liking like i am deeply aware of what they specifically dislike abt me personally#but unfortunately that does seem to pare down to just existing in the fandom at the same time as them!#the pirate special interest and nautical special interest and other! special interests of mine all combine with this show fsadjfk#so they're stuck with me for now RIP lmao#bc the special interests combined are always stronger than anything else and also despite these folks i do like my time here#i like the few mutuals I still have who still like me and talk to me or even just like my posts on a bad day#sorry emotions going into fic now I'll dip for a bit dskfjalj
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Taylor’s tweet about women’s history month rubs me the wrong way especially more now that we know Matty has racist beliefs. Not all women are white.
one thing isn't equivalent to or even really reflective of another here, but that tweet was by far one of the more ignorant and tone deaf things she's done (until recently), and the fact that the young actress in that show was then attacked, including racially, by unhinged swifties on the internet proves exactly the point as to why words and commentary from celebrities, and intersectionality on issues, matters, and driving your rabid stans after someone does actual harm even if you didn't intend to cause it. she can be very myopic in her worldview sometimes, unfortunately.
#the fact that she'd get online and fight about that stupid shit and now it's crickets from her...she needs to sort out her priorities#bombastic side eye#the very mean attacks claiming she only cares about herself are gaining traction because she's done petty clapbacks like this#same for the situation w/ dam*n alb*rn. did he deserve the reply? he sure did. does she speak on matters of true import? no#and tbh i don't think she should have to she is not an activist she is a pop star it's not her job to comment on social issues#but what she DOES choose to comment on unfortunately paints a derogatory picture lately and i hate it and it makes me sad#anyway i hadn't thought about this cretin for almost two whole days be proud of me sdkljfdkjl#no i take that back. it was only one day. mh turn to dust in my brain challenge#anonymous#letterbox#thrown out speeches
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You like miku? :0 what's your favourite miku song?
i like vocaloid/vocal synths in general, really! i just think miku in particular is cute (and she's my favorite color lol)
i have a lot of favorite songs though. hito mania (sasuke haraguchi) and konton boogie (jon -yakitory) are some of my top favorites right now. also inabakumori's entire discography has had my brain on a chokehold ever since i first listened to lagtrain. it just scratches that itch y'know
#⚡️.msg#kinda bored packing up stuff rn so feel free to send more asks :]#//#sonic the hedgehog#sonic oc#sonicsona#rp#these may or may not be reflective of my real taste in music#HOWEVER i did mention those first two specifically bc they fit livewire as a character#ALSO cybersinger mika does indeed exist in my version of canon she just exists alongside human vocal synths#unfortunate she is not real so i have no real songs to attribute to her 😔#anon
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