#unfortunately covid can get at that
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I've come across someone who says they gained a sense of smell after lifelong anosmia after their mother cleaned the bathroom with bleach. And not only did they gain it, they got the memories of smells they hadn't perceived at the time, but suddenly now recognised. Bizarre stuff.
I've been anosmic my whole life, or rather, I think I was very, very hyposmic to start with because if I set up the conditions just right I could smell curry, coffee, and a couple of other things. Sometimes. Sometimes. But trying that hasn't worked for a few years so I think the COVID cleared out the little I had of that smell.
air hug in relation to the anosmia. I was born with no sense of smell, but sometimes I can tell something is a strong "scent" Hand sanitizer/the testoerone gel - Strong Bitter Burnt food - Rough Hospitals, specifically on days requiring fasting and the sleep gas - Almost too sterile. The human body is weird. Other than the loss of smell I hope you're able to enjoy food and other stuff.
My sense of smell is coming back online after about six months of being hot garbage (literally, that was one of the only things I could reliably smell). As someone who was extremely smell-oriented previously, it's been weird. I've heard of some folks with anosmia acquiring a sense of smell for the first time after a severe covid infection. So that's wild. Anosmia is a disability for sure.
#theres nothing wrong with my nose that i'm aware of#so it's probably neurological#unfortunately covid can get at that#i... have always said it was fine bc i didn't know what i was missing but i'm slowly coming to realise it isn't fine lmao
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frankly I’m still furious that in western countries wearing a mask in public whenever you’re ill—regardless of the illness—didn’t come out of the pandemic
#covid isn’t the only thing you can get sick from. Jesus#willow’s wastebin tagxon#anyways. everyone get your flu shots and boosters etc#I was going to get mine this weekend but unfortunately I’m currently dying (< being a big huge baby about a mild cold)
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Does anyone else automatically size themselves up with people their age and look for ways that you’re inferior to them? Just me? Ok….
#the reasons why I think like this are…complicated#honestly a lot to do with the#adhd struggle bus#surprise surprise the neurodevelopmental condition has overarching and very specific effects on my life and how I interact with the world#of course disclaimer that this weird thing I have is not inherent to adhd#but maybe is a way of thinking I developed in part due to it#this is a me thing if anyone else relates to this fine but you don’t have to#I think thi oversharing series is a way for me to microdose journaling#I try to get into journaling but I have way too many thoughts#it’s all or nothing either I write nothing or I spend 3 hours documenting everything thought I had that week#I think a lot of this has to do with my persistent issues with time management#and I’ve tried to hide this struggle in a lot of ways because ngl it’s embarrassing#to the point where I held myself back from doing certain things I wanted to do because ‘hmm could you handle it though you’re already#struggling to manage in school with the bare minimum. maybe you just suck’#and this is probably because I went to a college prep school so yeah#there were 14 year olds taking multivariable calculus and people with various talents#to say that I was intimidated would be an understatement. it’s strange because while in middle school my self esteem was decent it dropped#in high school like how stock prices dropped in the beginning of Covid#even though I was like an ok kid I somehow convinced myself that I was dumb and inept#all because I struggled with one area in my life#honestly I’m not sure if I can paint a clear picture of this time. for one#memories are complex. but I do remember feeling that way and needing a lot of support to be hyped up#fuck#I’m now remembering how my aunt used to be that person. she was my cheerleader growing up and practically raised me in childhood#she passed away from cancer right when I turned 15#shit I’m crying now#during this time in my life I needed a lot of reassurance since I took any small failure as a sign from the universe that I was indeed inept#it was her and my middle school friend who used to rant to me about dragon ball and pewdiepie that hyped me up#my parents were a mixed bag. unfortunately they too sorta overreacted to things like getting a B in math. they used to make me feel like#uchiha-gaeshi overshares
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If you've never heard an LRAD go off in person, I *genuinely* do not want to hear your opinion about methods of resistance in the US.
#i'm so fucking sick#wifey and i are pretty sure we got COVID so we've been isolating and trying to stay well#this is now at least my 2nd infection though#and you can tell too#wifey has been having trouble keeping me fed and hydrated and CONSCIOUS because I'm so tired I can barely function#this is despite sleeping for 12 hrs a day the past two days#and being fully medicated (or as fully medicated as I can be)#and on top of that my hypotension has been acting up severely since getting sick and I can barely walk 10ft b4 losing consciousness#i've haven't started throwing up my food and water yet but I've come pretty close especially early in the morning#anyway the point is that I am like. visibly being hit with an autoimmune aggravator not just a normal cold#and unfortunately#I'm taking it harder this time than the last#wifey is doing okay and mostly experienced it as a headcold with severe fatigue#she's pretty much better now a week or so out from starting to show symptoms#we....don't like when she gets hit that hard tho because it usually means I'm about to get bodied#pattern is holding so far regrettably lmao#anyway#my point is that I'm sick and angry and grieving and I really want to hit something or set it on fire#but i can't because i can barely move or even stay awake#and this is literally all my personal hell#as a result i am finding that I have a uhhhhhhhhhh unreasonably low threshhold for irritation recently
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I was complaining about allergies last night because I couldn't stop sneezing, and then today it's joined by a sore throat and a headache lol. So not allergies then. Ffs I'm gonna be away all weekend for a thing I absolutely cannot cancel, this is great timing.
#it's not covid#so there's that at least#ah well it is what it is#might have to wear a mask#I can push through this but I don't want to infect anyone else#also seem to have dome something to my knee on my run yesterday#sigh#fucking overgrown forest trail lol#I want a nap#unfortunately I have things to do 😂#thank god for coffee and ibuprofen 😂#I never get sick so why now
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Scene 11
You eventually gave up and turned off your visual faculties anyway. Turning them back on now, you wince at the sudden influx of light, shielding your face from the glare. Ugh. This is why you don't like doing this.
It's bright out today, the sun shining cheerfully through a thin cloud layer. You carefully climb down to the ground level again, brushing at yourself to rid your cloak of the dust it accumulated overnight. You really need to find someplace to wash your belongings, but it's less of a priority than continuing onwards.
Exiting the growing tower, you pause near the entrance of the burrow the scavengers went into last cycle, dialing up your auditory sensitivity momentarily. You don't hear anything inside; they must have already left. Or maybe they haven't woken up yet. Scavengers tend to be quiet in unfamiliar territory, you know that much, so it's hard to tell if they're still here or not. You'll need to investigate more closely to figure it out.
#innocence won't save you#unparalleled innocence#rain world#i realized i fucked up the cycle timer and rerolled it#only to get an even Longer cycle#the dice were merciful today i suppose#also oof. took a bit getting to this#got sucked into working on the wiki. and i'm a little out of it cause i got my flu shot today#get your shots if you can everyone it's flu season!!!#unfortunately they were out of covid boosters or i'd have got that too
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#talked to my mum about Fears About The Future#which felt. significant. especially since she was Normal about disability stuff (she desperately tries not to grieve me in front of me but.#she tends to struggle with it. especially when it requires being realistic about things. she's getting better with it)#and it didn't necessarily make things feel less scary#but less unknown. i don't know if Known-Scary is better or worse than Unknown-Scary#unclear. Unknown-Scary is sustained Foreboding Dread in the background of everything. Known-Scary is more bursts of frantic anxiety and fea#to be fair both are still Very Present#getting covid this year has definitely fucked with my health a lot#before i could manage uni and housework. now it's. very much one or the other.#and unfortunately. i have a larger workload right now. -> six hours of in person class a week of which i attend 3. which. feels bad ngl.#technically also work at home but that feels. more manageable and also not able to really be calculated. still a lot though.#i don't know. health scary. digging through work and income even scarier. thinking about the very very small number jobs i can work and the#smaller job market. even worse.
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oh god. it's almost november. which means it's almost time for every single public space to be completely insufferable
#i hate christmas so much man#it's so stressful and it's the one holiday people (metaphorically) beat the shit out of you for not enjoying#i almost hope i get covid or something at the end of exams so i can miss the stress of it and just do my own thing#OH ALSO THE MUSIC SUCKS. ALL OF IT. NONE OF THE SONGS ARE ORIGINAL OR GOOD AND ALSO BELLS SUCK SHIT#ahm. anyway as i was saying#if you don't like thanksgiving that's normal. no one does. if you don't like halloween no one cares. easter i honestly forget is a thing#christmas is a constant fight of 'i just don't enjoy it. the gifts and the socializing are very stressful. only the ritual is good'#versus 'well you have to deal with it and also we're going to fuck with the ritual just a little bit more every year'#i would like to have a small affair. quiet and methodical with normal christmas breakfast and a few gifts for everyone#unfortunately my family is huge and the loud dipshit child cousins and my 'passive' aggressive aunt/grandmotherare non negotiable#el speaks
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you should never ever do what i just did but i got morbidly curious and looked up that person from those twitter sceenshots and holy shit, god damn. so they're like really, really obsessed with covid (and just physical health in general. there's a lot to unpack there but they don't believe mental illnesses exist they just think they're all physical, they also seem to have a fixation on veganism and its potential health impacts) and im ngl it did kinda get me thinking about people who are just like, not recovering from the health paranoia of peak covid.
obviously the illness itself is still going around and people are still getting very sick from it, and to be frank i wish there was still a little more of a strict protocol around sick leave and mask usage when you do have an illness (whether that be covid or anything else, having a guaranteed period of time where your employer or school or whoever had to accomodate you legally was objectively good and im mad that it seems to have gone away) but the idea of still being so fucking paranoid about it that your social media feed is 80% covid-related is wild to me. it was that scary at first but at a certain point you unfortunately kind of have to accept that certain things are out of your control and no matter how many precautions you take, at the end of the day it's literally an airborne disease. being safe is commendable, but fixating on the mere possibility of getting sick to the point where you're not able to live a normal life or talk about other things is so concerning
#i see people get like that on here sometimes a little bit like these long ass posts#about how they're still masking constantly and self-isolating and no one else seems to care!!!!#and it's like i don't wanna be harsh but it's not that other people don't care you're just a little more paranoid than average#i will still wear a mask in particularly crowded places or if im sick or if i know someone else is sick#but let's be reasonable ladies it's been 4 years#and i say all this as someone who had a close family member in the icu for pneumonia recently (had started as a cold but not covid)#i was scared shitless it was fucking awful. but like what could i have done? we couldn't rly have prevented that pnemonia unfortunately#sometimes life is scary but we gotta still live it#me getting obsessed with pnemonia and how you can avoid catching it and knowing all the treatments for it#still wouldn't have prevented my loved one from getting sick
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'If you wear a mask all the time you aren't exposed to much and it weakens your immune system'
So you agree, wearing a mask reduces the risk of contracting airborne illnesses

#like people are blowing me#let me wear my mask in peace#if you don't want to wear it I can't make you (unfortunately) but leave me alone with this stupid logic#also covid might share systems with like say a common cold or strep throat but they're not the same#like covid can cause irreversible damage to you lungs heart and brain if it gets bad enough#random
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its all done but family is here to open presents (which is good because it means i have to step back from the work to see adjustments that need to be made because i never give that enough time) so. tonight or tomorrow morning gestalt will update with three pages👍
#unfortunately two of them who came over have covid. i dont know why theyre here. so i probably will get sick again#but at least i can get this out before that happens!
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every job i actually want either requires 3 degrees and 5 billion years of experience or is unpaid volunteer work this shit fucking sucks. trapped in hell oscillating between retail and food service until i kill myself i guess
#i did unpaid work for like 3 yrs before covid where all i did was make a living stipend#and honestly most of those jobs were the best jobs i've ever had#even tho i was flat broke the entire time#at least it was kinda fun#my job now is just Miserable#and its the only kind of job i can get so#i can really only see myself feeling fulfilled doing trail work again#or doing work for some kind of lgbt organization#unfortunately i dont think i'll ever do trail work again since my body is slowly deteriorating lol#and most work for lgbt orgs is volunteer or office work which i Can do like. anyone can send an email#but they require degrees and like years of experience and all the ones i apply to i never ever hear back#i hate my current job so much to the point where i like fantasize abt kms before getting to work every morning lmfao#but i also know getting a new job wont fix the problem#cus the only jobs i can get are all the same and are all horrible#like going from target to another retail chain that is exactly the same or going back to food service#which is even worse.#cool how this is just my life forever. work a bad job you hate until you die! and that's it
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i think i hauve covid
#/ref#hey guys im not dead my phone is tho and the old one im using till i can get a new one at christmas refuses to let me have tumblr 👍#i hauve covid because of my horrid taste in men#horrid and horrendous#ive fallen for the worst guy ever just cause hes somewhat (?) nice to me and has a cute accent and is kinda dorky#he said he liked dr who (the normal amount(couldnt be me) and ive unfortunately been in the palm of his hand ever since#ranting cause hes left me on delivered for 2 days so it might be over forever and i'll cry but whatever he is the worst guy ever anyway#theres your update from me so you know im not dead#xoxo gossip girl or whatever#ram rambling
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The week of September 2 (when the first comment was posted), just over a thousand people died of COVID in the US.
The trend in hospitalizations in the US looks like this:
Early evidence suggests that the boosters will be effective against the strains circulating now-- but they can only help if folks actually get their shots!
does anyone else think it’s crazy how we just casually reference “the pandemic” now. i catch someone in conversation saying “during the first quarantine…” and as comfortable as it feels to hear and say now, there’s still a twinge of like…. i cannot believe we’re using these words in real life in reference to real events. this isn’t a scifi movie this isn’t a young adult post apocalyptic novel we’re literally casually discussing a global pandemic that ravaged the entire world and it was REAL ?
#covid is still a thing#it is still a real threat. some estimates suggest that 1 in 10 people who get covid develop long covid#but vaccines reduce the severity and duration of infections (which also reduces the chance of long covid)#if we had been aggressive and unified in our response maybe we could have stamped this thing out#but instead we're here and we all have to make decisions about our own health and (unfortunately) public health#so i'll keep masking for my health and the health of those around me#i'll keep masking so i can get lunch safely with my immunocompromised friends#and maybe one day this will be in the past. but not yet#sorry to take over your post op
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Opinion Here’s how to get free Paxlovid as many times as you need it
When the public health emergency around covid-19 ended, vaccines and treatments became commercial products, meaning companies could charge for them as they do other pharmaceuticals. Paxlovid, the highly effective antiviral pill that can prevent covid from becoming severe, now has a list price of nearly $1,400 for a five-day treatment course.
Thanks to an innovative agreement between the Biden administration and the drug’s manufacturer, Pfizer, Americans can still access the medication free or at very low cost through a program called Paxcess. The problem is that too few people — including pharmacists — are aware of it.
I learned of Paxcess only after readers wrote that pharmacies were charging them hundreds of dollars — or even the full list price — to fill their Paxlovid prescription. This shouldn’t be happening. A representative from Pfizer, which runs the program, explained to me that patients on Medicare and Medicaid or who are uninsured should get free Paxlovid. They need to sign up by going to paxlovid.iassist.com or by calling 877-219-7225. “We wanted to make enrollment as easy and as quick as possible,” the representative said.
Indeed, the process is straightforward. I clicked through the web form myself, and there are only three sets of information required. Patients first enter their name, date of birth and address. They then input their prescriber’s name and address and select their insurance type.
All this should take less than five minutes and can be done at home or at the pharmacy. A physician or pharmacist can fill it out on behalf of the patient, too. Importantly, this form does not ask for medical history, proof of a positive coronavirus test, income verification, citizenship status or other potentially sensitive and time-consuming information.
But there is one key requirement people need to be aware of: Patients must have a prescription for Paxlovid to start the enrollment process. It is not possible to pre-enroll. (Though, in a sense, people on Medicare or Medicaid are already pre-enrolled.)
Once the questionnaire is complete, the website generates a voucher within seconds. People can print it or email it themselves, and then they can exchange it for a free course of Paxlovid at most pharmacies.
Pfizer’s representative tells me that more than 57,000 pharmacies are contracted to participate in this program, including major chain drugstores such as CVS and Walgreens and large retail chains such as Walmart, Kroger and Costco. For those unable to go in person, a mail-order option is available, too.
The program works a little differently for patients with commercial insurance. Some insurance plans already cover Paxlovid without a co-pay. Anyone who is told there will be a charge should sign up for Paxcess, which would further bring down their co-pay and might even cover the entire cost.
Several readers have attested that Paxcess’s process was fast and seamless. I was also glad to learn that there is basically no limit to the number of times someone could use it. A person who contracts the coronavirus three times in a year could access Paxlovid free or at low cost each time.
Unfortunately, readers informed me of one major glitch: Though the Paxcess voucher is honored when presented, some pharmacies are not offering the program proactively. As a result, many patients are still being charged high co-pays even if they could have gotten the medication at no cost.
This is incredibly frustrating. However, after interviewing multiple people involved in the process, including representatives of major pharmacy chains and Biden administration officials, I believe everyone is sincere in trying to make things right. As we saw in the early days of the coronavirus vaccine rollout, it’s hard to get a new program off the ground. Policies that look good on paper run into multiple barriers during implementation.
Those involved are actively identifying and addressing these problems. For instance, a Walgreens representative explained to me that in addition to educating pharmacists and pharmacy techs about the program, the company learned it also had to make system changes to account for a different workflow. Normally, when pharmacists process a prescription, they inform patients of the co-pay and dispense the medication. But with Paxlovid, the system needs to stop them if there is a co-pay, so they can prompt patients to sign up for Paxcess.
Here is where patients and consumers must take a proactive role. That might not feel fair; after all, if someone is ill, people expect that the system will work to help them. But that’s not our reality. While pharmacies work to fix their system glitches, patients need to be their own best advocates. That means signing up for Paxcess as soon as they receive a Paxlovid prescription and helping spread the word so that others can get the antiviral at little or no cost, too.
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Twist outs r so nice but unfortunately mean i need to twist hair Back In (<- unpracticed in self hairstyling and not very interested in doing so) so i never wear them. But. Super nice
#i love having relatively long hair i love having nice hairstyle#unfortunately i didnt get into haircare when i was younger n while im better abt it now#styling my own hair for hours and hours on end is still kinda Agony for me#thankful for hairstylists extra thankful for having the same hairstylist for abt 8 years straight#ma'am you have saved my life 1 million times over i owe you everythang#nighty chatter#i know theyre different practices but. insane how i can bang out a drawing or painting for a few hours little issue#but styling. like actual braiding n such not just warsh n dry. can drive me up a wall after 15 min#ig its a matter of a. cant rlly put that shit down or sleep on it cus then it'll be Worse#b. unused to it. unpracticed#c. giant patch of Tender Scalp in the middle of my hair Isnt fun#d. hair products feel so so bad. grease/oil textures awful and they smear on EVERYTHING#hairstylist hairstylist i love you so much thank you ma'am. if it twerent for covid i woulda invited u to my graduation maybe#...spent a lot more time talkin in the tags than i meant to. oh well !
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