#unbearable sweet

[king-of-the-birds]

You say, "Well, I'm not sure it is a guy with a white beard." For instance, somebody a few years back said that God might be a woman. Well I must say, since Linda's died, l've thought, "Have I got a contender!" [laughs] That would be my most devout wish, I could handle that. She's a real good candidate - she'd be very merciful, yet tough as nails.

Paul in January 1999

[dreamyluigi]

some doodles based on this fic by @roscolate ;w; because holy shit this tore me apart, my heart ached then exploded it's so good

[radiosmile]

Emily from Hazbin Hotel

[switchy-feathers]

neck tickles, but it’s someone burying their face into the lee’s neck and planting tickly kisses all over their jaw so they can’t fight it at all>>>>>

[pseudophan]

do you think philslion was Dan?

ok so i've always gone very back and forth on this, like any time i've read through the account i've been convinced it's dan but then as time passes i'm like ehh. probably not. and then i read the tweets again and am like hm.. no it is though...

@dnpbeats' masterdoc is a great read, if anyone's missed that somehow i recommend it, but i think for me there's only really one piece of evidence that usually has me leaning towards yes it was dan

without this one tweet, there's still a lot of interesting tidbits that suggest it could be, and all grouped together you get a picture that's like... well it would make sense! but it's kinda 50/50 cause i can pretty easily explain away most of it. some of it would be pretty big coincidences but not at all unheard of.

but obviously the kicker is

like, literally just disregard everything else actually. this is the one i can never get past because i just can't wrap my head around any explanation that would make sense because? lol? i month you? on nov 19th? come on.

also one thing i actually never realised until i read emma's doc is that phil retweeted that as well. which.... yeah.....

so i guess ultimately i do think it was dan. but i also think he's more likely to show full hole on the internet than he is to admit to this because that is so embarrassing LMAO. he can have his jokes about how he's a phil stan account but i just can't see him actually admit he ran a genuine honest to god amazingphil lion roleplay twitter, before they even talked to each other once. like he will take that to the grave. this is a challenge howell i dare you to admit it you loser

[clanborn]

cracked open the apprentice’s quest and these lines are already making me sad. fuck you jayfeather why did you take shots at her during her funeral

[emil1863]

[wildsaltair]

you can’t show me this picture at 10:39 in the morning and expect me to act normal in any way, shape, or form

[howifeltabouthim]

'He's looking for her . . . Not just looking . . . he's dying without her.'

Chris Whitaker, from All the Colors of the Dark

[loveholicc]

Like, I adore the fact that the utapri VAs at one of the Maji Love Lives, looked out into the audience and went "wow! There's a lot of guys here!" And some reactions, initially were "wait, you guys wanna be here, right?" Which was instantly met with, "of course they do! Hi guys! Can we hear from you?" So the crowd cheers.

Then blessed Morikubo pulls up with "welcome, my girls! Welcome, my boys!" and has just NEVER stopped. There were a few other greetings in character but those haven't stuck. But my girl and my boy. My girl and my boy are forever.

[br1ghtestlight]

hilarious that mephone4s was in the inanimate insanity finale only bcuz there's a super big fan of him on twitter who brian knew and he essentially Wrote him into the episode and voiced him for them as a lil surprise. this is why indie animation is so great. can you imagine if the bob's burgers writers were like hmmmm we gotta add ambrose to this episode. I know a guy on tumblr who really likes him. and then they just did

[girlivealwaysbean]

mann im going to get my blood reports tomorrow and im lwk scared

[andypantsx3]

shouto is the type of boyfriend who stays superglued to you as you make breakfast in the morning

[parcfermekisses]

George and Lando and the idea of forever

One day Lando would love to be able to say, "This is my husband, George".

He'd introduce him as his husband incessantly.

To everyone.

Including their friends.

Every time.

Whenever they meet up with Alex, it's "You remember my husband, George." Even though Alex has known George longer. Even though George has broken Alex's collar bone and he's got the scar to prove it. Alex teases them about it mercilessly, but it doesn't deter Lando. George glows every time, because Lando's so very obviously proud of them being married, it has been a long time coming, and anyway, the novelty hasn't worn off for George either, he's just not as public about it.

Lando imagines wandering into the Mercedes garage just so he can say he's looking for his husband – he's not sure they'll still be racing in Formula 1 when they get married, but he likes that fantasy all the same. Maybe they've moved on to a bit of endurance racing in their retirement, but he'd still go around the garage asking if anyone's seen his husband. Because he can.

(George goes a bit pink when the mechanics rag him about it, but it doesn't stop him sweeping Lando up when they finally find each other and making a show of kissing him. Because that's his husband.)

[villa-kulla]

2024 in review:

January: Strong start, fun at work, creative plans, many outings with new people, successful birthday cocktail bash thrown, plans to keep the momentum going -

January 23rd: cat dies

February: depression/crippling loneliness

March: depression/crippling loneliness

April: depression/crippling loneliness

May: depression/crippling loneliness

June: depression/crippling loneliness

July: depression/crippling loneliness/therapy

August: start dating this guy with whom i have a history because that's just what people do isn't it? he loves me and is ready to settle down, so maybe this is it, maybe i should just settle and join this club of monogamy and kids that i've watched every single one of my close friends join over the past 3 years, leaving my the 7th wheel at every single social function because it's ridiculous that I'm in my early 30s and my most significant relationship was with a cat, maybe it's time to finally grow up and settle for someone, you had a very slutty bisexual 20s back when it was cute, but as long as you're still somewhat attracted to guys, might as well let the pendulum settle that way because it'll be societally easier for you in the long run, and all the while you can ignore the voice in the back of your head that this is wrongwrongwrong and you don't want this, also it's too embarrassing to have a sexuality crisis in your 30s when you've been out since your teens but whatever, and you should settle down anyways because maybe it'll give your life purpose i mean look at your past year, maybe you wouldn't have taken the death of your cat so hard, at least you'd have a built-in social circle, and everyone does say that they never felt truly alive until they have kids/partner, and while your parents never pressure you they've certainly hinted that it's weird you haven't settled down yet and you'd be happier with a family of your own, therefore obviously my life must have no other value, maybe they're right, so let's settle down with a guy whom i quite honestly find irritating now and who doesn't spark joy but it's been hard to tell because everything is irritating to me lately and nothing sparks joy, and i try so hard and stay reasonably social and have hobbies that get me out of the house and am financially stable with a challenging full-time job that's sometimes rewarding and eat well and exercise a lot and these are all Healthy™ things to do so why do i feel like dying every time i wake up and have to face getting through the day, and isn't it pitiful that the one who was always Little Miss Talented and Smart and Pretty growing up has amounted to a sad, lonely, unfulfilled girl who hasn't lived up to any of her creative potential, and people will always see her as a cat lady except even more pathetic because her cat is dead, and maybe my best years are really behind me, and i'll just be stuck forever tagging along after friends who've moved on with their lives, so better commit to this guy you find tiresome right because husband + kids = happiness, maybe those nuclear family people are onto something, maybe husbands and kids are for when the rest of your friends get husbands and kids and you start to lose them because the friendship is different no matter what anyone says, and you've always been good at forcing yourself to do what's good for you, and deep down you know this is nonsense and won't solve anything, but it can't possibly make things worse than you've felt all year, and also this Guy feels like his life is starting over with you, but you feel like your life is ending with him, and the only reason you'd stay with him is so people don't pity you, and more than anything you can't bear for people to pity you and you suspect they all secretly are pitying you simply because you're single and there must therefore be something fundamentally wrong with you, and you used to be able to dismiss thoughts like that as stupid, but then again you used to be a lot more happy, and it gets harder and harder to ignore the thought that something is wrong with you, and the only thing worse than other people's pity is self-pity and every time you stop and think about your unhappiness you cry because you don't see how you'll ever feel happy again and you know you don't deserve to feel this way, but you can't actually remember the last time you were happy, it was certainly before your cat died, and I miss him so much and could this guy just stop fucking texting me for one second, oh god it's me, hi, i'm the problem it's me -

September: depression (but busy!)

October: Meds! / break up with guy + floods of relief!

November: Don't even remember

December: Actually kind of okay!

Anyway, Happy almost New Year!

[good-beans]

I know most of our focus goes (rightfully) to the trial songs, but I genuinely believe Baptism of Fire is equally a masterpiece of meaningful writing and intense vocal acting

Incoming tag rant because I need to yell about this, feel free to yell back