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hey everypony ive mopped some floors on my patreon and decided to do something else with it, it will be more like a journal where i throw down all my background thoughts, because boy have i had a lot of those! i uploaded a big fat folder of CSPs and files i havent posted about Dragons, Dinosaurs, and Birds. other things i may include more are Taxidermy and 3D Modelling
at the moment im unable to work and im starting the application process for PIP. money has always been tight but itll get worse this winter. i was the only one in my house working. i figure if i can focus more on my art it would be a net positive until i can get into a better living situation. by supporting you would be making what i do possible ^_^
anything helps in this day and age, so i will also plug my kofi in case sub models arent your thing. thank u all for playing dragons with me, i wouldnt still be here creating if it werent for the kind folk here.
kestrel from memory for your time đŠââŹâ€ïž
#fraizer draws#with your help. i could steal Emily Willoughbys position as famous feathered dinosaur artist#but for real as im also dipping my toes into taxidermy more im forever needing supplies. just between that and surviving its. Ah. Hm#if i dont go down the deepend of deranged suclusive artist i wont make it out of britain alive âŒïž#oh yeah please reblog if you see this . i know everybodys struggling and its Bad.#ummm what else. oh right. i love you have a good day :)
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Situationship
Frat!Lando Norris x influencer!reader
Summary - They are in a situationship but itâs not like the public donât know, their pr teams need a pay rise
Warning - mention of a situationship, swearing, alcohol, partying??
A/n - This is based around Central Cee and Madeline Argy, and I mean so based that Madeline is kind of a face claim in this loll
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yourusername posted a story
f1gossip
Spotted: Lando Norris at a party in Paris with Norwegian DJ and music producer, Kygo. Itâs not usual for Lando to party in the city of love, is he here for someone special??? đ
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username Looking hot as usual
username Lando dating rumours??
username DJ/frat Lando = the best Lando đ
username Maybe heâs there to see Pierre or Ocon?
= username I doubt that
username Heyyy anyone seen Y/nâs new pod, Miss gurl has a little situationship đ
username She said on her story that she in Paris with her favs, maybe heâs there with herâŠâŠ
username Yk who else was in Paris this weekend??!?!!
username A certain frat boy formula one driver!!
username Oh give over, thereâs no way!
username Yeah like how would they even meet??
f1gossip
Spotted: They do say that Paris the city of love. Lando Norris and Y/n L/n share an intimate moment out on the streets of Paris, is this the situationship influencer Y/n was talking about in her podcast??
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username That girl on tweeter was right!!
username âno strings attachedâ Yeahhhh I donât think soooo
username Ummm I donât knowwww
username You mean thatâs the girl who sitting with her dog in her car is in a situationship with Lando Norris a formula one driver đ€š
= username Mate! Sheâs more than a random girl, she has done some many things!!
= username And also donât forget Lando Norris is no saint, he is the definition of a frat boy athlete
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Thank you Y/n L/n for coming to the Sunday race day to support McLaren!! đ§Ą
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username WHAT THE FUCK!!
username Oh theyâve totally fucked! Look at the tension between them!!!!
yourusername Thank you for having me đ€đ§Ą
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username Lando we can see your likes LMAO
username ADMIN WE LOVE YOU FOR THIS
username When will they just admit it?!?!!!
username McLaren pr need a fucking pay raise OMFG
username Whoâs that with her in the third pic??
= username Max F LOLLL
landonorris posted a story
username How are we all feeling after Landos first winnnnn??!!
username OVER THE MOON BABY
username I can die happy now đ
username Anyone see his insta story??! âMy lucky charmâ đ„č
username We all know that his lucky charm is definitely Y/n L/n she was there watching on, even the cameras panned to herrrr
username She practically had heart eyes for him!!!
landonorris
Wassup Suki? đ€
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username Everyone thank McLaren Pr for forcing these two to become public đđ»đđ»
username McLaren admins are a god send đđ»
username THE FAST AND FURIOUS REFERENCE OMG
mclaren youâre welcome everybody đ
= landonorris Thank youuuu
username I need to see more please!!!
yourusername
Wassup Bullet? đ
Tagged: landonorris
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username She looks good in papaya!!
username not so âNo strings attachedâ anymore lol
username Was it ever really a situationship??
= yourusername No not really lmao
= landonorris wouldnât have it any other way tho đ
username Frat boy and influencer girllll
username FAVSS
username Oh how I love formula one admins đ«¶đ»
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silverstone 2024 landoscar post-race stage > full transcript + gifs
watching recordings of this stage genuinely makes my ears hurt because of the crowd noise and i also find the 132843 videos and photos so hard to keep track of so i was like... fuckit, let me transcribe it once and for all so i can have access to a written recap for reference! figured i'd post here in case it's of any use to anyone else... i compiled different fan-posted material to provide visuals from multiple angles whenever possible since i wanted to piece together a somewhat comprehensive summary; sources are linked but if any ops run across this post lmk if you'd like something removed đ
(tbh i mostly made this because i wanted the Three (3) instances of them touching in one post. sorry)
Host: Lando and Oscar. What can I say? Wow! Lando: Hello! Beautiful, huh? It's beautiful to see so many people here. H: This is the most people we've had all weekend. They've all come back for you guys, who've come and seen us after the race. How are you both doing? Oscar: (pauses) A lot better now! L: Yeah, better now. We'reâwe're both... (strokes Oscar's shoulder) we're both a little bit unhappy with how the race ended, but uhhh. You made our day.
"We're both⊠we're both a little unhappy..." (x)
O: Yes. You really have, so thank you! H: As you said, you were a little bit unhappy, but I have a feeling that every single one of you [fans] is absolutely ecstatic to have these guys up here. I mean, this is... potentially like one of the best crowds you guys have ever had, right? L: Oh no, this is, uh. I think this is even better than last year, so. O: Yeah. (crowd cheering) H: Oscar, what is it like getting all this love from the Brits? We love you! O: (slight pause) Weird, but I love it. So thank you everyone. I know there's a few Aussies here as well, so thanks everyone that's traveled far and wide, thanks everyone for putting up with the weather⊠Ummm. And yeah. Thanks for supporting us. H: We've got several Oscar signs. I just saw an Oscar sign hereâ (O: Thank you.) We've got "Let's go Oscar" here⊠(Crowd starts chanting Ohhh, Oscar Piastri) Lando. I've seen so many signs here saying that next year is your year, mate. "Champion next year." World champion next year for Lando Norris! (crowd cheering) O: (looks over and gently elbows Lando's arm)
(x) / (x)
H: These guys are all behind you! L: Aww... shit. Nah, I'm uh⊠I'm good. I'm justâyou know, there's one race every year where you want to do better than anywhere else, and that's here. This is the one race, and things were going so beautifully, I was leading the majority of the race, and⊠yeah. It hurts! It hurts coming away from it knowing I almost could've won in my home race, and that's been my dream since I was a kid. So. I'm sorry! But⊠I'll save it for next year. H: Hold on a minute. I don't think you need to apologize for anything. I think these guys are still absolutely over-the-moon. I think I can speak on behalf of every single person here to say that they're immensely proud of you and your performance this year. And that goes for you too, Oscar! The team as a whole. This is your team's home race... L: (stares at Oscar intensely and quickly pats his arm) O: (giggles)
(x) / (x)
H: And look at all the papaya! That's all I can say, look at it. O: Yeah. We have the best fans, so thank you very much. To steal that line from Lewis, we have the best fans. H: What is it actually like being up here, though? Soaking this up. I mean, we never do this any other race; this is the only race we come back to after the race is done and see all of the fans. How special is it? L: It's, uh⊠it's quite easily the best race of the whole year. It's genuinely the most incredible feeling standing here, having so much support. It was a hard act to follow after Lewis was here, but we want to come back and we want to do better every single time. (gestures at teleprompter) You've only got two minutes left, but I could stay here all night. H: Okay! I just want to say, you do this to me often on stage. You always read my [teleprompter] and tell me when I need to wrap up. L: (shrugs) H: (sarcastic) I've got it, thank you. Thank you very much. (notices crowd chanting for a shoey) Oh, they want a shoey! L: (softly, shaking head) No. O: Not happening. H: I think that's a you thing, that's definitely an Aussie thing. O: Last year I got peer pressured. I'm not going to have it again. H: Can we peer pressure you again? O: (shakes head)
(x)
H: Lando, can we peer pressure him again, d'you reckon? L & O: (exchange knowing glances) O: I did one last year, though. L: (teasing) You're going to let down sooo many people! O: âŠWell, since you put it that way.Â
"You're going to let down sooo many people!" "...Well, since you put it that way." (x) / (x)
H: We've got the beer here! It's happening! (crowd cheering) L: (shakes can) H: Right. Get the shoe off, get the shoe off. (Oscar toes off his right shoe) Oh, the shoe is off! L: (chugs from can, then bends down to fill up Oscar's shoe) O: (pointing between them while Lando shakes his head) You're doing it too!!! O: (drinks) H: Lando, I think you've got to! O: (insistently hands Lando his shoe)
(x) / (x) / (x)
H: Everyone, make some noise for Lando. Top it up, Lando. Don't hold back. L: Cheers. (drinks, dumps out the rest, shakes Oscar's shoe out and then tosses it into crowd) O: (bends over and giggles helplessly) [x2]
(x)
H: Guys, absolutely sensational effort from you both. Fantastic. (to Oscar) I hope you've got a spare pair of shoes. O: (lilting) I don't even think that was the worst part of our day!
"I don't even think that was the worst part of our day!" (x)
H: Of course that wasn't the worst part of your day. You're up here with the best fans in the world. I'm being told that I've got to wrap up. L: Wrap it up. (takes out phone) O: (shuffles behind Lando to snap a crowd selfie)
(x)
H: We have to let Lando Norris and Oscar Piastri go. (crowd booing; L: Boo!) But before we do, please make noise for the incredible, incredible McLaren drivers, and for their fantastic [inaudible] shoey! One last word before you go, for the fans. L: One last word? Uhh, I love you all, thanks so much for all the support. I can't wait for next year already. I'm excited, I want to come back. Um. (waves) O: (smiling) Yep. Thank you everyone. We've had a 2-4 and a 3-4 at Silverstone, I think next year is the year to make it a 1-2. L: Next year [inaudible]. O: Thanks for all your support. Thanks for putting up with the weather, uhhm. I know most of you choose to live in this country, but. Um. Anyway. Thank you very much, and we will see you next year, better! L & O: Thanks everyone. Thank you. (take official crowd photo) H: Fantastic. L: (hypes the crowd by waving his arms up and down) O: (takes signed cap to give to a fan before noticing and giggling at Lando's antics) O: (crawls to the edge of the stage and puts the cap on a young fan's head, signs her poster with Lando)
L: (goes around collecting things thrown onto the stage; first picks up 2 friendship bracelets that say â„OSCARâ„ and â„LANDOâ„ (can be seen on the underside of his wrist in this video), then picks up a fanmade Oscar doll that he shows Oscar, then picks up one last friendship bracelet and holds it in his left hand as he leaves the stage) O: (takes a few steps away before turning back and chucking his remaining left shoe)
+ bonus: lando keeping the bracelets on
đ”âđ« end scene.....
#text#oscar piastri#lando norris#landoscar#*m#who remembers when i spent like an hour tracking down post-race austria intvw footage in hopes of getting the correct 814 bg angle đ#(needed canal+/playsports max but former was too zoomed in and i couldn't find full uploads either </3 freaking belgium)#(also max lichr moved over to lando's left for f1tv not even a SECOND after oscar passed by đ)#anyway i'm very normal and sane.#814 meta
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Wakey Wakey
Ummm, hope you don't mind, but I saw this post by @tastybluesprite yesterday and couldn't resist writing a little drabble for it. đ
https://www.tumblr.com/tastybluesprite/764181017079824384/for-some-reason-i-cant-stop-thinking-about-wade?source=share
Wade gets Logan out of bed in the best way possible. đ€
"Deadpool and Wolverine"-verse
M/M Tickle Fic
Word Count:Â 1,480
Look at me! I wrote something short(ish)! đ€Ł
"Looooogaaaaan! Rise and shine, sleeping beauty!"
Logan groaned from where he lay in his bed when he heard the familiar and irritating call of his roommate. How the fuck was Wade always so goddamn chipper this early in the morning?
He weakly cracked open an annoyed eye to see the other man standing beside his bed with the stupidest of grins on his face, wearing a tank top and Hello Kitty print pajama pants
"There she is. Up and at 'em, big guy. A new day with a plethora of unknown adventures awaits us."
"The only adventure I'm going on is the one where you get the fuck out of here and let me sleep in peace," Logan rumbled with a growl as he rolled over onto his stomach and shoved his head underneath his pillow. He'd had a late night and was hoping to get at least another couple hours of sleep.
"But that's only an adventure for you and I want us to go on one with each other. I mean honestly, how much fun can two sexy, half-dressed men have in a bed together?"
Logan ignored his obviously suggestive attempt at a joke and kept quiet, thinking that if he didn't respond Wade would eventually get bored and go bother someone else. But the grumpy feral was the only one Wade ever wanted to bother.
"I know you're not much of the cuddling type, but hear me out......what if I let you be the little spoon? Intrigued??? I think you are. Then if you play your cards right we can move onto-GAAH!" Wade squawked as Logan flung one of his spare pillows at him, hitting him right in the face; the force that it was thrown nearly knocking his ass onto the floor.
He recovered and glared playfully at his unmoving companion, not about to let that stunt go unpunished.
"Oh I see. Looks like His Highness is in the mood for a little play time," Wade then smirked as he noticed Logan's foot sticking out from under the sheets.
He reached down to twiddle his fingers on his sole as it flinched and quickly yanked away along with a snort heard from underneath the pillow where the man was hiding his head. Logan instantly felt an uneasiness wash over him as he realized exactly what Deadpool was planning in his spaz mind.
"Wade......," Logan warned with dread building up inside of him, "You'd better fucking not start-"
"His Majesty has chosen the Good Morning Tickles!" Wade whooped out as he leapt onto Logan's back and started tickling him anywhere he could reach. Logan was helpless to stop him and hollered out in guttural laughter as he began to flail, slamming his arms down to his sides once Wade's fingers plunged deep into his formerly wide-open armpits.
"Naahahahahahohohooooo!! Fuhuhuhuhucking Wihihihilson!! No tihihihihickling!!" He flung the pillow from his head as he thrashed, desperately trying to wriggle free and escape the hands squeezing mercilessly at his ribcage and waistline. This was not how he had expected his morning was going to go.
"You love it, and you know it! You're so ticklish how could you not?" Wade giggled himself when Logan snorted through his cackles as the merc massaged at his hip bones near his highly ticklish V-line. Logan didn't even have the protection of a t-shirt since the X-man tended to usually sleep in nothing but a pair of boxer shorts, regrettably granting Wade unimpeded access to his overly sensitive bare skin.
"Gehehehet the fuhuhuck offa meeheeheeheeheeHEeHeEHEEhEe!!" Logan squealed, whipping his head around and bunching up his shoulders as Wade had leaned in to additionally blow raspberries on the back and sides of his neck.
"You seriously have the cutest motherfucking giggle. Pretty sure they could be the key to bringing about World peace," he blew a few more to hear Logan's high-pitched giggling before concentrating on his sides again and scribbling fingers over his lower back to watch him squirm like an eel.
"Staaahahahahahahahap!! I gihihive ahahahalready!!" Logan flipped himself onto his back to give him a better chance at fighting the cartoonish man off, and hopefully be able to go back to sleep. Unfortunately, this new position only set him on course for his demise.
"Say whaaaat?! Nah look, you've still got some fight in you. Though I'm not sure how much that's going to last once I do this!" His fingers buried into Logan's now vulnerable stomach, making him shriek and arch his back as high as he could manage with Wade being on top of him.
"NooooFuhuhuhuhuck!! Aaahahahahahahahaa!! Nohohohooot thehehehere!!" Logan's face burned red as he laughed hysterically while Wade's flexible fingers mercilessly scratched and skated all over one of his absolute worst spots.Â
Seeing him laugh in combination with hearing it was one of Wade's favorite things in the whole World. Along with the fact that while Logan was more than strong enough to stop him, he never did. He always put on a show of opposing it for appearances sake, but Wade knew under all that machismo he secretly craved the physical touch and affection.
"Not there?! Blasphemy! There's no better spot than your little tum tum! To tell the truth these muscles of yours are starting to look mighty tasty. You don't mind if I take a bite, do you?"
Logan had not a second to protest before Wade dove face-first into his belly as he started playfully growling while gnawing and nibbling all over. He knew raspberrying Logan's stomach would drive him wild and he expected this to have similar results.
"Rrrraaargggh!! I've got you now! OMNOMNOM! I'm gonna eat these smoking hot abs right up!" Wade taunted and then morphed into his best Hannibal Lecter impersonation, "Mmmmm, I do believe this would go lovely with some fava beans and a nice chianti, eh Clarice! OMNOMNOMNOMNOM!"
The Wolverine absolutely lost it. The teasing was unbearable in itself, but the tickling sensations were on another level. He was screaming in babbling laughter as his body thrashed out of control, his beefed-up arms weakly and ineffectively shoving at Wade's head.
"WAAAHAHAAAHAHAHHAAADE-N-NOOHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA-ST-ST-STAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-PLEEEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAA!!"
Tears were sliding down his face as Wade continued to enthusiastically bite and nip every inch of his terribly ticklish tummy; teeth grazing his skin ever so gently to send him into a state of hysteria like he had never known before. He'd lost the ability to form any coherent words and couldn't even beg for mercy.
Wade knew he was pretty much done for now, and decided it was time for the grand finale. Wrapping his arms around the man to hold him in place, he took a huge breath and blew the hardest and longest raspberry he'd ever done directly into Logan's bellybutton.
Leaning his head backward, all that came out of Logan was a long-winded wheeze as he arched his back; his laughter having reached the point of being silent as his whole body just trembled from the overstimulation. He had no energy left to fight it and just silently endured until Wade finally finished.Â
Removing his arms, Wade sat up and smiled down at the man who had just been near death from tickling.
"That was a good one. I didn't think you could get any more ticklish, but you've proven me wrong. Definitely adding that little technique to my line up."
Logan was barely catching his breath; his body tingling all over from the torture he'd just taken on as he tilted his head up a little so he could look at the other man.
"You're an asshole. Thanks for almost blowing out my healing factor, fuck stick," he ended up smirking, unable to be mad after laughing as much as he just did, but also because he really didn't mind when Wade tickled him. He'd never tell him that though.
"Literally!" Wade chuckled, "I know how much you love those raspberries. Ahh that never gets old. So you ready to get up now?"
"Actually feel like taking a nap after all that. But I guess I'd better so ya don't start that shit again," he raised an eyebrow, swinging his legs over the side of the bed as Wade hopped off.
"Aw yeah! Another Deadpool and Wolverine team-up for the record! Let's fucking go!" Wade danced around and began twerking towards the bed as Logan rolled his eyes though unable to keep from smiling. He just could never keep up with whatever was going on in Wade's mind.
"You're going to be the death of me, ya know that? Now quit fucking around and let's see if we can't find some random street gang to start a brawl with."
The merc stared at him adoringly.
"I love you."
"Wade?"Â
"Yes, the light of my life?"
"Shut the fuck up."
"That's a funny way to say 'I love you' but I'll take it."
"Fucking moron."
#At least I finally got something written#tickle fic#ticklish!wolverine#ticklish!logan#ler!deadpool#ler!wade#deadpool tickle#wolverine tickle
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âChoso, do you have other siblings?â You ask one day while doing your laundry. Yuji wanted to stay at your apartment instead of his next door, so Choso stopped by after work.
âYeah, have I not told you?â
âNo, but itâs honestly not that surprising.â
âHow?â
âYou just have âeldest brotherâ vibes. Anyways, I was asking because Yuji has an âAll About Meâ assignment he needs to fill out.â
âOh. Those have always been complicated for him. Iâll fill it out.â He frowns as he thinks and you just smile at the sight.
âI helped where I could, but you probably know him better than me.â
Choso watches you casually fold laundry as Yuji eats snacks on the table and his assignment sits nearby.
Q.1: âWhat does your home look like?â
Easy enough, Yuji lives with Choso. You had filled it out.
Q.2: âWho are your parents/guardians?â
Touchy subject, but again, Choso is his guardian.
Q.3: âWhat is your favorite color?â
âHey, Yuji, whatâs your favorite color today?â Choso asks.
âUmmm, red!â
Alright, another question answered.
Q.4: âDo you have any pets?â
Apartments donât allow pets without an extra fee, so no.
You watch Choso continue to fill out the assignment and peer over his shoulder.
âYouâve got nice handwriting.â
âReally? I think itâs pretty bad, I was kind of illiterate for a while, but learned more to help my brothers.â
Q.7: âWho else is in your family?â
Choso lists two brothers, as well as their uncle and Uraume. Yuji looks and doesnât see your name, so he points at you. You donât get it and just tilt your head, same with Choso.
âWhy are you pointing?â
âAdd.â
âAdd?â
âTo the list.â Yuji points at you again.
âYuji, itâs family-â
âYeah, I know, I learned how to read last year, add.â
You feel your heart warm at the thought of Yuji wanting you to be a part of his family and you smile.
âYuji, you know Iâm not related to youâŠâ
âOkay, but the teacher said pets count as family, and friends, and people we care about.â
Your heart warms more and Choso watches your expression, his own little smile forming.
âI take it you want Megumi added to the list?â He grins to the child.
âYeah!â
Choso writes your name onto the paper, carefully placing each letter as if the pencil wouldnât be able to erase. He then adds Megumiâs name to the paper and answers the last of the questions, meant for guardians.
Afterwards, you cook dinner for the three of you and Yuji plays in the living room.
âSo, who are Kechizu and Eso?â You ask, curious about the idea of his siblings.
âTheyâre my brothers. Yujiâs the youngest, obviously, but theyâre both in college right now. They live pretty far, but Eso said he plans to visit soon.â
âSo Iâll meet some more family?â
âMaybe.â He grins. âHe might be like our uncle and ask if weâre dating. Apparently I donât have friends.â
You laugh and make Yujiâs plate. âThatâs alright. My parents would have a hay day if they heard about you.â
âGood or bad?â
âNo clue. I know my mom would instantly assume dating which would send my dad into a lecture.â You roll your eyes and sit Yuji at the table.
âMy mom had a few of her own lectures.â
âOh, your mom was the lecturer? That sounds worse.â You laugh, and Choso does as well.
Dinner goes by as casually as always and you three watch a movie, Yuji already asleep on your lap before reaching halfway through the movie. You also fall asleep near the end, so Choso wraps his arm around your shoulder. Youâre starting to love this little family, Choso is too.
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#this kind of sucks but I wanted to mention kechizu and eso :(#also idk why flooftoof isnât tagging (im sorry)#brothers babysitter au#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#choso fluff#choso kamo fluff#choso#choso kamo#choso x reader#choso kamo x reader#jjk choso#jjk choso kamo#jujutsu kaisen choso#jujutsu kaisen choso kamo#kamo choso
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dreaming
bartender afab reader and anora
itâs difficult to love someone and not being the right person for the other. youâre sure thatâs how ani feels or would feel about you. but how are you so sure? can you be so sure?
letâs pretend ivan doesnât exist here đđ„đ„
a/n: i cannot wait anymore and anora is coming out in six days so hereâs a drabble. also if you noticed, the title is named after dreaming by blondie which was used in the trailer :) (iâm sorry, im really a fan of movies and their details) proofread but there might be typos, leave feedback if you have any and enjoy reading!!
warnings: uhhh if you know what the movie is about then you know itâs about aniâs job like everyone else in her place of work but nothing is explicitly mentioned. UMMM KISSINGGG?? mentions of legal drinking, swearing, a touch sad, gay yearning but it ends on a really hopeful note, i promise! thatâs it really. and self indulgence you already knowww probably an out of character anora, i havenât seen the movie as yet but that will be corrected soon once it releases in cinemas here âŒïžâŒïž
it starts below the cut đ€
Loud music was blasting through the speakers. You can still hear the faint noises of laughter and chuckles, slightly distracting you as you were only looking for the laughter of one person.
You swear itâs the only thing youâre looking forward to everytime you tend the bar. Not for the additional tips offered by clients who would pretend to act all innocent and have no idea of what theyâre doing. But for her jokes, her gentle smile and her laugh that always sends a strange swirl in your abdomen. For her warm touch whenever you felt like you could handle it. Itâs insane how she sends you a visceral yet pleasant shiver throughout your entire body whenever sheâd rest her head on your shoulder. Her floral, white musk scent would make you completely feel dizzy. You were once on the rooftop of your tiny flat when it first happened. Aniâs hands were in yours the entire time while you talked and she wouldnât let go. Maybe the alcohol helped you ignore how much your heart struggled to regain its normal rhythm. And her fragrance didnât really help your situation. Thatâs when you knew you were entirely fucked.
You fell for people before. But not for your friends. Especially not your close friends. She was the good thing you had in life among others. Losing her was not something youâd even want to imagine, the thought making you upset. Besides, thinking about different probabilities about her catching on to your crush would always circle back to the same answer. She might be straight and this will leave an awkward gap between your friendship and you wonât be as close anymore, will look back at all the interactions you had before and paint you as a creep. Or she might not be but it will still leave an awkward taint in your relationship. Either way you needed to get over this and get over it quickly.
Blinking back your thoughts as you found yourself spiralling again, you wiped the counter with a cloth, a drunk client haven spilled drinks before while having two girls wrapped around him. You were slightly grateful for your daydreams' interruption. Letting your mind roam about Ani was like a double edged sword.
As you cleaned the surface, a voice catches your attention.
âFinally, I get to have some time for you.â
Your eyebrows rose slightly and you were about to answer the person talking to you when you noticed her playful smile and her eyes.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
Itâs also insane how your brain manifests its thoughts and wonderings into reality, her presence seeming to have a powerful hold on you.
âAre you okay? You look like youâre likeâŠdrunk. Are you? Look, I wouldnât tell anyone but doing this is pretty risky. Definitely donât do it without me next time, though.â
Get yourself together.
âItâs just one of those days where I had to stay up cramming for a test and got three hours of sleep.â
âOh and I thought those days were over and youâd take your sleep seriously. What happened to you putting aside caffeine and focusing on a good sleep schedule?â
âLeft behind me. But it worked for a week in my defence.â
You try to laugh but the highlighter near her eyes, her perfectly applied eyeliner and her lipstick makes all your cells come alive. Sheâs so damn pretty.
With a disapproving look, she reaches to fix your collar.
âDo I have to babysit you or something? College is already hard as it is. I donât need you stumbling around me.â
You already do that.
âI wouldnât mind having an overseer.â
With a wink, you take care of an order for a client approaching the bar, missing her slight chuckle at your tease. Itâs a good thing sheâs not a mind reader, your brain overplaying the sentenceâwhy the fuck would you that out loud?â
The customer follows her gaze over you but doesnât pay any mind, sidling over to her.
âHeyâŠI have enough for two drinks. Or three, if youâd like.â
You visibly hurl at the sight. That was worse than what you said.
Taking a deep breath and focusing on cleaning an already clean glass, you keep a subtle glance on him. His aftershave wafts in the air and leaves an unpleasant overwhelming scent.
You hate how he looks clean, fresh. The way he has a perfect jawline. How his smooth, deep voice, almost makes you wish you could have the same traits as him.
This was getting ridiculous. Youâre getting ridiculous.
Throwing the towel over your shoulder, you sigh at the relief of having customers flood the counter. A bachelorâs party. You just go on autopilot, listen to their orders and ignore their vague offensive teenage boy adjacent behaviour.
Aniâs focused on the charming man. At least, she was trying too. Sure, he was funny and looked like a formula one pilotâŠbut was also incredibly bland. For the past thirty minutes itâs been him, him, him. She knows his name but he has no idea about hers, he didnât even ask any questions.
While he goaded about having a mansion in The Hamptons or who knows where, she trailed back her eyes to you. You felt different. Your overall senses felt different. She didnât felt the calm radiating energy balancing her bright one anymore. And she wasnât joking when she asked you if you were off. For the past few weeks you looked downright exhausted. She believes that itâs because of your midterms, but she knows thereâs something more to it. You have this sort of signal whenever youâd close yourself off from people. Youâd get really silent, almost out of space. Then you would twist the rings you have on your fingers, one of then being a gift she got for you.
Then there were your texts. You werenât dry or simply answering her texts for the purpose of replying but you would always be late to do so. She knows youâre busy with college and whatnot, but she also knew you well. You were hiding something from her. The dilemma she had to deal with was whether to confront you because you being somewhat closed off felt like losing you. Or should she wait until you talk to her?
Will you?
âïœĄÂ°â©
The guy who talked her ear off didnât even bother paying for her drinks, just his. Her best friend is acting weird. And on top of that she has a show in ten minutes. She canât operate with a negative state of mind. And none of what was happening was of help.
She understands you and knows you need your own pace when it comes to handling certain things. But what exactly are you handling? And why were you looking like a kicked puppy but now youâre chatting and chuckling with your coworker. That or you were forcing yourself. Yeah, something is wrong. And sheâs tired of this.
Completely ignoring the conversation youâre having, which by the way, must be uninteresting and forced because she knows you only really laugh those warm laugh of yours with hers, she asks if you can soon talk.
Sheâs still respectful of your working hours. When she could just drag you outside and beg you to tell her what is going on with you.
âMy shift is over in five minutes, Aniââ
âI can take over from here. Youâve been practically hosting the patrons on me.â
Your coworker, smiles at you and moves to your position. Good.
And youâre so tired and confused you donât even process how Ani marches over the bar, gently takes your hand and smiles at the man before leading you through the crowded room of sweating bodies until you reach a private, quieter area.
She steps in the room and mentions for you to do the same. Youâre honestly surprised how you didnât manage to faint.
âI need to know whatâs your problem.â
Your eyebrows furrow at her tone, knowing she usually takes it with annoying clients or rude people who feel the need to make comments.
âWhat problem?â
âWith me.â
She wonât waste anytime. Whatever the fuck is happening between you two has to end.
You feel your knees go wobbly so you just sit, trying to calm down your hammering heart.
âIâŠI have noâŠI donât know what youâre talking about.â
You blurt out in one go, as if taking your time to answer the question might reduce the chance of her picking up on how out of breath you are.
She chuckles dryly, raking her hands through her hair, pacing the room.
Donât yell. This is not the approach to take here.
âThen why the fuck are you so distant with me?â
She couldnât control the raised volume of her voice. She quickly regretted it, seeing how you slightly jerked up.
The dim lighting concealed how your eyes were getting bleary and hid her face flushed with anger. Or sadness. Maybe a bit of both. The room felt so stuffy. You looked down at your shoes, finding the colours to be so interesting.
âDid I do something wrong?â
She whispered, barely even audible, like a ghostly breath. Youâre sure you wouldnât have heard her if it werenât for the utter silence in the room.
And you felt bad. Plain miserable. But hiding the truth was a way to protect the both of you, right? What would she do if she found out that you were crushing, no, fucking fell in love with her and carried on like nothing ever happenedâ
âRight. I have my answer then. Look, I donât know what I did wrong butâŠI want you to know Iâm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Iâll try to be better from now on and so hope that Iâm deserving enough of a second chance.â
She sniffs, trying to keep her breathing steady. She couldnât lose you. Wouldnât lose you. Youâre the best thing in her life. And she hates herself for pushing you away.
She gives you another mental chance at speaking up before moving to leave.
And you let her.
Wiping the few tears she has, she swiftly leaves the room. And when youâre the only one left, you let the tears flow through your face, wanting nothing but to be honest with her, tell her how you feel, relieve yourself from the feeling of carrying what is similar to that of a burden.
Loving her doesnât feel like one, though. It feels freeing. Weirdly enough itâs like you share the same oxygen, and a part of her cut is sure enough for you to choke.
You look down at the ring she got you from a thrift store, saying that it reminded her of you. Silver. With star design engravings.
âI donât know why but being with you feels like Iâm dreaming.â
Fighting back your nausea, you trace your fingers over the stars, remembering how she held your fingers in hers, linking them together.
You had to tell her the truth. You had to risk telling the truth. Sheâs deserving of it. And whatever outcome it has, not that youâre thinking of any positive ones, it will be a great relief. Even if itâs painful.
âïœĄÂ°â©
Allowing yourself a minute to take deep breaths and gather your wordings, you slowly left the room, trudging to wait for Ani until she completes her show.
You wait for her near her trailer room, your legs still feeling weak, and slide down the door. Even though you willed your heart to calm down, you still feel this immense pressure on your chest, a slight headache and fatigue from all the overwhelming sensations. You close your eyes and try to rest.
It must not have been that long, because someone is lightly, gently shaking your shoulder. You lift your head from your crossed arms, blinking blearily at the presence of people and lights before your tired gaze lands on her.
Her warm hands are on your cheeks and you feel like you could cry anytime now, even in front of her friends who looks at you like youâre on the verge of a breakdown.
With a silent look, she asks them to leave you, one of them muttering âcall me if you need anything.â
She should hate you. She doesnât even know if she does. But youâre not exactly one of her most favourite people anymore.
That doesnât mean that seeing you like this makes her feel a sense of victory. If anything it just adds to the shitty mess of emotions she has when it comes to you.
âAniâŠâ
You softly whispered, trying to get up but she presses down on your shoulders. She picks up bottle of water on the ground and opens it for you.
âDrink.â
Your eyes are puffy and red, your face completely heated. Whatever it is that is happening with youâŠshe wants to help. If youâd let her. If only youâd let her.
Although the water did make you a little clearheaded, you still needed to a bit of space before the same thing happens again.
âAni, IâŠthisâŠâ
Your head leans back at the door, your eyes closed. Sheâs never seen you like this. This vulnerable and lost.
Sheâs grateful that youâre feeling safeâŠor felt safe enough to be that way around her. If this is the last chance you two have of mending this weird relationship.
âLetâs go outside.â
âButâŠdonât you have anyone to see after?â
With a wry smile, she stands up and offers you her hand.
âMy shift ended as soon as my friends told me you were passed out. Let me get our jackets, okay?â
Right. You would always leave your jackets here. Now youâre worried this would only give valuable reasons of making you look like some weird obsessive.
You wish you had something to drink.
After getting your jackets, you thank her, and walk outside the nightclub, waiting as she waves goodbye to everyone. Thatâs the thing. Everyone loves her. She could have anyone. Any thoughts of you and her being together for a split second is bounds enough for you to check for signs of delusions.
You lean against the wall, refusing a cigarette when she offers you one.
You donât want to waste anymore second. The more you waitâŠthe more the dagger will twist in your stomach. Literally. And figuratively. Because you would bleed your love out for that girl.
âYou didnât do anything wrong.â
You muttered after two minutes, your eyes trained on the sky. It was particularly starry this evening.
Ani confusedly stares at you but says nothing, waiting for you to speak.
Finally speak.
âYou didnât do to say anything hurtful to me, Ani. You never could. I would trust you with my life.â
A pause for breath.
âYou apologising when youâre not in the wrong shows how much you care. And you talked about whether you deserved a second chance but that thought never crossed my mind. Iâm the one who should apologise and ask you for a second chance. Iâve been acting like a complete jerk these past couple weeks. Iâm sorry. That wasâŠthat was fucked up on my part.â
You twirl your star ring, and encourage your brain to spill everything thatâs itâs been clogging your senses with, spill everything that youâve been hiding.
âI donât deserve you at all. I shouldnât. Not with the way Iâve been feelingââ
âWhat have you been feeling?â
Her cigarette long finished, she took the opportunity to speak, to finally know whatâs the deal between the both of you and if it will ever be resolved. Sheâll do it with time and effort, even if you insist that she didnât do anything wrong. But she wonât do it if you let things go. If you let her go.
You drop your hands and lift your eyes to hers, your ears welling with tears you could hardly make up her frame.
âIâm in love with you.â
To say she felt her guts fell to the ground would have been a complete understatement. She chuckles hesitantly, wondering if this was some kind of sick excuse, and sees nothing but. Her mouth opens and closes, her eyebrows furrowing. While you just wanted to throw up.
âYouâŠwhat?â
Saying it once was difficult enough but this felt like plunging a knife through your chest.
Youâre willing to spill your blood for her if this means saying goodbye. At least sheâll know how much she meant to you.
âI love you, Ani. I donât know when I realised it but I love you. Youâre always there for me, youâre kind and so gentle. You treat me like Iâm worth something. And I treasure that. ButâŠI also treasure our relationship and I understand if you think Iâm some weirdo who just wanted to be friends with you because Iâm attracted to women. Just tell me and Iâll stay away from you, I will get away andââ
âStop.â
She takes a tired hand to her forehead, lightly pinching it.
Oh you have fucked up so badâ
âAre you fucking with me?â
Your eyes widen at the question before you clear your throat, trying not to cry. You canât cry.
âNo. IâŠI have feelings for you. I would understand if you think itâs awful.â
âCan you not say that? Why would it be awful?â
âBecause youâŠbecause you donâtâŠâ
âWhat, just cause you see me flirting and dating guys doesnât mean I canât do the same for girls?â
Thereâs a soft twinkle in her eyes, the same one you love to find yourself lost in.
âButâŠbut that doesnât mean you can like me back.â
God, how ridiculous you were.
Do you know the way you made her feel whenever you would hold a sleepover and bring her favourite things to bed just for her? Or offer a drive to and back from her place? And whenever youâd leave your sweater, her favourite sweater, in her reach, donât you think she wished she could really hold you?
She steps closer to you, moving to wipe your tears away.
âYou have no idea, do you?â
Well, to be fairâŠshe was pretty good at hiding it. With you, however, she should have been able to pick up on the signs. Maybe then it might have been quicker.
You close your eyes, refusing to believe that any of this is real and that itâs just a lucid nightmare.
âLook at me, baby.â
She softly whispers, waiting for you to meet her gaze. She presses a kiss on the tip of your nose, loving how absolutely adorable you look.
âI love you. So much. You know when I said that being with you felt like I was dreaming? Thatâs how I always want to feel. I donât want us to be apart. Ever. And for that whole thing of me rejecting you? Thatâs bullshit. Youâd still be my best friend in any case.â
You donât know if you can believe that.
âI would never lie to you.â
She feels her voice breaking with the intensity of emotions sheâs feeling. Itâs you. Every night, every day, itâs you. You feel more like a dream, reallyâŠshe would fade into you if youâd allow her to.
âYou love me?â
âI love you.â
âSay it again.â
Your voice is hoarse, an effort at trying to hold back your cries. You think you can see Aniâs eyes blearing too, hesitantly reaching up to wipe her tears, just like she did with yours.
âI love you.â
She wastes no time. She doesnât want to waste anytime.
She presses her forehead against yours, grateful for your touch. The number of times she held those hands, felt them around her waist or shoulders when youâd embrace each other, canât be at the same level as it is now. Your eyes meet, and you notice the slight darkened hue of her pupils, the sight sending a heat tumbling down your chest.
âNow, you say it.â
âIâŠI love you, Ani. More than you know.â
She cups your cheeks, her eyes flickering between yours.
âDonât ever leave me again.â
âI wonât.â
âYou promise?â
âIâd swear on my life for you.â
Long seconds are morphed into minutes and you canât detach yourself from the haze youâre trapped in. Her eyes then lower to your lips before they meet yours again. This time, the painful hammering that you felt in your chest has been replaced by a fluttering sensation.
âCan I kiss you?â
Her question pangs over and over in your mind, mostly because you want to remember everything she said in the exact tone. Thinking she stepped too far, she was about to pull back and apologise when you wrapped your arms around her waist and nodded.
She chuckled, leaning to graze her lips, trailing from your cheek to your ear, tickling the skin.
âWords, baby.â
âY-yes.â
âYes, what?â
âYes, I want to kiss you.â
âGood.â
She looks between your eyes, slowly leaning in to give you enough time before she captures her lips in yours. It feels like sheâs living for the first time again. Sheâs buzzing from the softness of your lips, how they taste like your chapstick you always carried everywhere with you.
Itâs slow, new, almost hesitant. But it still makes her feel warm, on top of her jacket, forgetting the evening winter air surrounding you. You break apart for a quick breath before pulling each other closer again, this time the kiss going from sweet to passionate. She softly tugs your bottom lip with her teeth, making you slightly yelp. She smiles against your lips before you switch positions and gently push her on the wall, breaking apart to kiss her jaw, her neck, careful not to leave any marks, then back to her lips. Everything is mingled. Your tastes, your breaths, your bodies, no one wants to leave anytime soon. Too drunk with desire to do anything about it.
Until you hear remaining dancers leave and you jump. Ani laughs and you join along with her, the sounds creating a blissful harmony.
You wrap your arms around her, pressing her body closer to yours, and take a moment to breathe.
Youâre sure you would give your own life if it were to kiss Ani again. It felt as good as it was in your dreams, sweet, loving, and hungry.
âWhen thereâs something you need to tell me, tell me, alright? No more secrets from now on.â
âI will. I promise you. IâmâŠIâm so sorry again for not saying anything sooner.â
She softly presses kisses all over your face, before tugging on your jacket and pressing her lips against yours.
âDonât apologise. I understand if you were afraid. I would be, too. I wasâŠeven a bit scared if Iâm honest with you.â
âReally?â
âYeah. But weâreâŠweâre together now, right?â
Youâve never seen her this way, so uncertain. You promised yourself to never make her feel doubt again. Not like you did before.
âWeâre together. Iâm your girl, Ani.â
âAnd Iâm yours.â
And one last kiss was shared before you ended up in your home, not knowing the place will morph with memories youâve created together.
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hii ur writing is SOO SOO good im practically going insane over ur mbappe writings. could u pls write smth about mbappe being sick and reader having to take care of him but he's just enjoying being a brat and clinging to reader ? like imagine taking care of this manchild. imagine the HAVOC he would wreck if he didn't get a kiss from his gf
HOUR OF NEED
Heyy, thank you for your lovely words, means so much đ«¶đż hope this is okay!
âYouâre leaving me here all by myself? This is your fault.â Your boyfriend sniffles, pouting as you put on your jacket, ready to leave the house.
âI warned you about kissing me last week when I was sick.â
âBut your mouth was so nice and warm.â
âAnd now here we are.â
âSo youâre going to abandon me in my hour of need?â
âKylian, itâs just a cold. Youâll survive.â You roll your eyes.
âI hope you know those may be your last words to me. Ever! Who knows if Iâll still be alive and breathing when you get back.â He shivers dramatically and you grab your bag, placing your phone in your coat pocket.
âI spent all day yesterday playing nurse Ky, I have to go to the office.â
âAnd you think if nurses just left their patients before they got better, anyone would recover?â
âYou are a ridiculous man Kylian Mbappe. You have a runny nose and a high temperature, just keep hydrated and take your pills. Iâll see you at 6.â You reach over to kiss his forehead and he rolls over and pulls the covers high over his head.
âYou donât deserve to kiss me.â His voice his muffled under the blankets and you laugh.
âWhatever you big baby.â You call as you shut the bedroom door behind you.
ââââ
âSo if we push the campaign from this angle, I think the overall engagement would-â
PING!
Your phone buzzes for the hundredth time in the last 10 minutes since you started giving your pitch to the newest clients at your firm. You reach for your phone to turn it off, apologising profusely, when it starts ringing and you see your boyfriendâs face lighting up the screen.
âIâm so sorry, I just have to take this very quickly, I really apologise.â You hold your hands in a prayer sign before scrambling out of the office with the phone to your ear.
âKylian, what the hell do you want.â
âY/NâŠâ his voices sounds strained and breathless, and you immediately begin to worry.
âKyky? Baby whatâs wrong?â
âI justâŠcan youâŠâ He coughs violently and you wince. He really doesnât sound good, and you feel start to feel a little guilty for leaving him alone. âCan youâŠcome home please? EâŠEmergency.â He croaks out that last part, as though he doesnât have the energy to do anything else.
âOh baby. Iâll be there as soon as I can okay? Iâm sorry for not taking you seriously. Iâm leaving the office as soon as I can.â
âThank you,â he breathes before hanging up abruptly and you think the absolute worst. Maybe it wasnât just a cold, maybe it was something worse, and now heâs alone and confused and deteriorating. You head back into the conference room, chewing on the inside of your cheek anxiously.
âEverything okay Y/N?â Your boss asks.
âYes, ummm, itâs just my boyfriend is really ill right now, and heâs just called me and he doesnât sound too good so Iâm a bit worried thatâs all. But we can get this pitch finished up and Iâll go and quickly see him on my lunch break-â
âKylian is ill?â He says, shocked as if youâd just told him his own mother on was on her death bed. âOh no, you must go to him right away. We have the PowerPoint and your notes, Lisa can finish your pitch.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes of course, I hope he makes a speedy recovery.â
âThank you so much, and I really am sorry.â You disconnect your laptop from the hdmi cable connected to the project and slide it into your handbag.
âDonât worry about it Y/N, please let us know how heâs doing tomorrow, you donât have to come in if heâs still not feeling well.â He smiles. You thank him one last time before rushing out of the office and down to the elevator to the underground car park. You barely lock your seatbelt in place before hightailing it out of the building.
âKylian!â You yell as soon as you make it back into the apartment. You drop your bag at the door and hurry up the steps, taking them two at time. Itâs not long before youâre bursting into the bedroom. âKy, baby whatâs wrong? Have your symptoms gotten worse?â You sit on the bed, taking his sweaty face into your hands. âIâm sorry for leaving you baby.â
âYouâre back.â He croaks.
âOf course,â you sigh leaning in to kiss him and he lets you this time. âWhat was so urgent?â
âIâŠthe bistro is out of chicken soup and I really want some chicken soup, I was wondering if you could make some for me please?â You drop his head, and he falls back onto the pillow violently.
âOuch!â He moans, rubbing his head.
âKylianâŠâ you close your eyes, your right hand pressing on the bridge of your nose. âKylian, do not tell me you pulled me out of work because you want FUCKING SOUP!â
âI missed you too?â He pouts.
âKylian! I was in an important meeting with my boss!â
âThe one thatâs the PSG fan? Iâll have someone send him some tickets to our next game, heâll be fine.â You roll your eyes.
âOf course thatâs why he let me leave the office without hesistationâŠ.but thatâs not the point Ky!â
âLook babe, Iâm sorry for making you leave work.â He doesnât look sorry in the slightest and it pisses you off even more. âBut I meanâŠyouâre here now? SoâŠâ
âSo???â
He opens his arms, his eyes wide as he smiles. âCome spend the day in bed with me.â You throw a pillow at him, landing in the space his open arms created, before storming out of the room.
âWhere are you going?â He calls out.
âTo make YOUR FUCKING SOUP!â you shout back. âTu es un putain dâidiot!â
âââ
You feel someoneâs arms wrap around you as youâre stirring the soup and you shrug your shoulders.
âGet off me Kylian.â You mumble.
âAre you mad at me?â He asks, holding you tighter as he presses a kiss into your neck.
âKylian Mbappe Lottin, Iâm within an arms reach of very sharp objects. Get the fuck off me.â
âNo.â He insists, burying his head further into your neck. âI want to hug you. I read somewhere hugs and kisses when youâre sick are very healing.â He moves from behind you to stand by your side, his arms around your shoulders instead, leaning forward with his eyes closed and lips pursed. You shove the teaspoon you were using to taste the soup into his mouth instead and push him off you as you untie your apron and place it on the work surface.
âYou can keep your kisses. Iâm not trying to get sick again.â
âYou kissed me earlier when you came back?â
âYeah when I thought you were on your death bed you manipulative man child.â
âOh Y/N, come on!â He whines, stomping his feet. âIâm not a baby.â You look at his stomping foot and raise an eyebrow. He stops and his lips turn up in a little smile. âOkay fine, maybe I am a baby. But Iâm your baby. And your baby is sick and needs you. He needs your kisses. Desperately or he might drop to the floor right now.â
âDrop. I donât care, Iâm not kissing you.â
âBut I said Iâm sorry!â He groans.
âAnd youâre forgiven. But Iâm not kissing you. I donât want to get sick again.â
âActually,â he says, coming up to you as you reach into a cabinet above the sink to grab two bowls. âSince I caught this cold from you, itâs the same strain, and you canât catch a cold twice with the same strain of virus. So you can kiss me as much as you want.â
âAnd since when did you become Dr. Mbappe.â
âI did some reading in the 3 hours you abandoned me.â You slide past him and start serving up the soup in the bowls.
âGood for you.â
He takes the bowls from you and sets them on the island before backing you up against the counter. The blanket around his shoulders falls to the floor as he rests his arms either side of you on the granite worktop, trapping your body between his.
âJust one kiss.â He whispers against your lips, his face barely an inch from yours. âPlease. Just one.â
âFine.â You press your lips against his lightly, ready to pull away but his hands cage your face, and he presses his lips harder against yours, deepening the kiss. You both pull away eventually breathless, your hand around his neck.
âBetter?â You ask in a low voice.
âIâm cured.â He murmurs, before he suddenly recoils and sneezes all over your face.
âDUDE!â You shout, pushing him away as you reach for a tissue.
âWell, almost cured.â He laughs, stopping when he sees your stone cold expression, your eyes shooting daggers at him. You shove his bowl of soup into his chest and go to sit on the sofa with yours. You soon feel Kylian snuggle up next to you, lying down dramatically with his hand over his forehead.
âI suddenly feel weak and dizzy, I donât think I can hold myself up Y/N.â
âWhat? You want me to feed you the soup now?â
âIf you insist.â He smirks.
âYou are unbelievable,â You roll your eyes, but youâre smiling too as you pick up the bowl and hold a spoonful to his lips.
âI also think a kiss in between each spoonful will really help speed up my recovery process.â He nods as he slurps the soup from the spoon.
âYou know what, you should legally change your name to Mbaby.â
âHaha funny.â He retorts. He points to the soup, then his lips before opening his mouth wide. You intentionally put the bowl down and pull out your phone, flipping the camera to selfie mode and holding it up so both you and Kylian are in the frame simultaneously.
âLook at this big baby here,â You start, as you press the live option on your instagram. âBig boy Kylian Mbappe lying here while I feed him soup because heâs got a little cold he canât handle.â Kylian reaches up to grab your phone but you leap from the sofa to the other side of the coffee table.
âY/N, turn it off.â
âOh look,â you say into the camera. âSuddenly he has the energy to get up. You shouldâve seen him merely a few seconds ago guys, acting as though he had the plague.â
âY/N, Iâm warning you.â
You laugh as you read some of the comments from the fans on your live, getting louder as you see one from his teammate.
âKy, Achraf said stop being such a pussy!â
âThatâs it!â Kylian says before leaping over the table, but youâre a tad quicker than he is, dodging his lunge and making a break for it into the kitchen. âCut the live Y/N, or I swear-â
âOr what?â You taunt, flipping the camera so itâs facing him as he stares you down from the other end of the island in the middle of the kitchen. You quickly slip through the door and up the steps before he can reach you, but Kylian proves himself to be one of the fastest men in the world once again because heâs grabbing onto your shirt just as you reach the top of the steps pulling you to the floor, his full weight on top of you as you raise your arm as high as you can out of his reach.
âOkay guys, I have to go, itâs time to feed baby Kyky his cough syrup.â You say just as Kylian grabs the phone out of your hand and turns it off.
âLooks like youâre suddenly feeling better hmm?â You tease, laughing.
âYouâŠâ He starts but his sentence trails and he pulls the blanket over his mouth before sneezing into it loudly. He sniffs, rolling over so heâs lying next to you, wheezing and breathless. âYouâre so lucky Iâm ill. Once this cold is gone, youâre dead.â
âââ
Tried to make it a bit fluffy, I feel like it probably wasnât that fluffy aksjsksk enjoy ! <3
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Human sick day
sully family x reader
Being sick was no fun at all for anyone as, there are so many emotions that one person can feel when they are ill. It very not easy to be sick when you are on a whole different planet, and some of healing ways donât work so well on humans that much.
Y/n â âŠâŠ.â You had woken up feeling icky and having a headache as well, right away you discovered you are sick.
y/n â umm no I hate being sickâ you had started boiling some water for some tea, hoping that will make you feel better.
norm â so you are sick as wellâ
y/n â yes it good to know Iâm not the only one who sickâ
norm â I sucks being sick and being here we need to find out, more ways to heal ourselvesâ
y/n â good for us Iâm going to have some tea and see where that goesâ you had some breakfast and drank some tea, later on taking some medicine you were feeling better. There is the headache that was bothering you.
Y/n â oh yes Jake and neytiri might get worried if I show up for breakfast, but I canât transfer to avatar body it will not be a good ideaâ you had grabbed your ear price as you are getting ready to make a call.
Jake " hey honey when you will be getting here"
y/n " I'm sorry Jake but I will not be come into my avatar body I have a horrible headache and it will not be safe for me, to do that under my recommendation and max as well"
Jake " really what else is the matter"
y/n " well I was feeling horrible when I woke up and I think I fought that off for now"
neytiri " my take when will our y/n get here the kids will be up soon, and it will be good to have breakfast with her"
Jake " she will not be coming neytiri she is unwell, and it will not good for her to transfer to her avatar body"
neytiri " ma y/n are you okay"
y/n " I'm well my wife just a headache and sore throat it seems, I will be fun but it will be best I deal with it now verse waiting it out ... I don't wish to get anyone else sick as well"
neytiri " that horrible yawne we can come take care of you, it will be rude to leave our mate and wife alone"
y/n " thank you for the offer but I don't want anyone else getting sick, I will be fine and you two have important responsibilities to attend to"
Jake " we will take care of everything from here honey, and there no need to worry about the kids we will attend to them"
y/n " thank you and please tell them I will make up for the lost day, later on when I'm good and well"
neytiri " yes ma y/n but we will be checking up on you to see how you are doing"
y/n " I will make sure to keep on ear price on my good bye my loves take care"
Jake and neytiri " you as well" the call soon ended and you soon went back to eating, your breakfast hoping this headache will soon ended and everything can go back to normal.
hours later
y/n " ummm" you had taken and shower later on changing your clothes, and it seems like hot steam shower was able to help you feel better a bit.
y/n " I can use another cup of tea it will be good for me" you are boil more hot water when there, and that when you notice it was rain.
y/n " a storm is coming I should call home to tell Jake and neytiri, about the news of what going on" soon there was knocking on your window, that gained your attention.
y/n ' huh"
????? " hey mama" you soon saw tuk as you soon rush to the door to open it to, see your kids and mates standing there.
y/n " get inside all of you it raining badly" the group soon rushed into the room as you got them towels to dry off, from the rain that was soaking them.
Jake " we came to see you when the storm rolled in and it was to late, to tun back so we came all the way"
lo'ak " yeah we didn't want you to be here without family mama, as you always take care of us when we are sick"
y/n " thank you kids"
neytiri " we about some herb teas that will be good for you and everyone to have, mother says it will help cure the sore throats"
y/n " thank you"
Jake " we are never going to leave a family member on their own no matter, what is happening at the moment"
neteyam " we can even make some soup as it proper meal at the moment"
kiri " we all might need a god hot meal and drink after all that happened"
y/n " I will love that so much"
neytiri " good because no matter what you say or do you are stuck with us"
Jake â now letâs us take care of you during this sick dayâ
y/n â okayâ
Tuk â yeah mama come hangout with usâ
y/n â okay baby girlâ you smile and laugh it good to have those with you when you are sick. Even as a human it seems like your family and clan had been, able to find a way to take care of you and others. A human sick day wasnât that bad after all on the planet, of pandora.
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Summary: Y/n is a loner but loves ballet but her family doesnât have enough money for her to dance at the studio, Daryl is a redneck who hates people and prefers bikes, until one day these two run into eachother and their lives change drastically, will Daryl toughen her up? Will y/n soften Daryl? Or both? How will things go when people start coming back from the dead
Pairing: Young Daryl Dixon x f!reader
A/n: This is going to be a series, itâs gonna start with how they met eachother and their lives before the apocalypse, eventually itâll blend with twd story line!!
Part.9
âąMasterlistâą
Itâs been a few days and itâs been hard not really knowing who I am, having to learn everyoneâs names and not understanding what theyâre talking about, for camping everyone sure was busy and fighting a lot, it all just made me feel confused like I was missing something big picture, but everytime I asked someone they just said it was nothing
After breakfast Daryl and I went back to our tent to get ready for the day, I unzipped my bag rummaging through looking for a pair of shorts that still fit when I pulled out silky pink ballet slippers and suddenly a pain shot through my head
âI know theyâre not much but theyâre somethingâ
A young Daryl was pictured in my mind then another
âDance fer me sunshine, see what the big deal about black swan isâ
He asked as he was sat on a bed in a very pink and white room maybe my room
âDaryl?â
âYa sunshine?â He said as I turned around seeing scars littering his back but it wasnât the time to pry and if I was seeing it he must be comfortable around me and I didnât wanna ruin that
âDid I have a pink and white room and did I ever dance for you?â His expression lifted as he kneeled in the tent infront of me
âYa remember! Yes ya had the most girly room, decorated in ballerina stuff, ya had this pink rotary phone ya use ta call me on always envisioned ya layed on yer bed twirling the cord around yer finger blushin as I talked ta ya, blushin like ya are nowâ he said running his thumb across my bottom lip
âI want to remember Daryl, how can you still be with me if I canât even remember our lives togetherâ
âOh sunshine, nothin and I mean nothin will stop me from lovin ya, theyâll come back, ya just had some maybe we gotta do stuff to bring em backâ
âLike what?â
âCan I kiss ya?â I nodded excited been waiting to know what his lips felt like since I woke up with no memories
His hand ran through the back of my hair bringing me closer his lips brushing against mine, the smell of cigarette and woods overwhelmed my senses when finally we kissed slow at first until I craved more, pushing him back as I straddled his hips never being close enough feeling my body heat up
âYer so beautifulâ he said as another pain zapped me
âCan you please stay with me tonight Daryl, I donât wanna be aloneâ
âYa sure ya want me to stay?â
âCute pantiesâ
âYeah like yours are any betterâ
I pulled back from the kiss desperate for air, his hands tight on my hips
âI asked you to stay with me, you said I had cute pantiesâ I laughed
âThey were, ya had these little pink panties with white lace, that was the first night we shared a bed together, yer dick of a brother and his friends scared ya, ya didnât wanna stay in the house with him aloneâ
âHis nameâŠâŠhis name was Jackson right?â
âYa baby, yer doing goodâ his hands traced up my back
âYou know Iâm pretty lucky I have someone like you to help me through this, can I ask some more questions?â He nodded in agreement
âWhat do you do for work?â
âWork at a bike shop, fix em up, use ya take ya fer rides on my bike, ya loved emâ
âUse to? Why not anymore?â Then he got that expression like everyone else
âOh ummm ya didnât wanna ride with the babyâ
âD youâre lying to me, everyone is, whatâs really going on, why are me camping so long?â
âCan ya just trust me that Iâll keep ya safe, itâs not the time ta tell ya itâll be too much, canât risk ya passing out againâ
âOkay but youâll tell me eventually right?â
âOf course baby, now I gotta go huntin how bout ya spend the day with Maggie, ya know she loves baby talkâ he said smiling as he strapped the bow over his shoulders that made me all tingly inside
âI do have to say Iâm one lucky lady hot damnâ I giggled as he huffed as we left the tent
âBe safe Iâll see ya laterâ he said one last time kissing my cheek before he left
The day went by slowly but Maggie was amazing company but all I wanted was to be in Darylâs arms
âYou miss him donât you?â Maggie asked breaking me out of my trance
âYeah, itâs just after losing my memories heâs the only one I feelâŠâŠ..normal around, he doesnât treat me like I donât know like Iâm just another burden, I donât know whatâs really going on here but I wanna be useful Maggieâ
âYouâre not a burden sweetheart, youâre a blessing you and this baby are a light in this dark world, that man adores you why donât you take a nap in the house for a little weâve done a lot todayâ
âOkay but only because you said soâ I laughed as she handed me an apple before I walked into the house laying in the same bed I woke up in, slowly I drifted off to sleep
âAngel, the day ya stepped into my life I knew it was gonna change, my lil ballerina, never thought Iâd be so lucky ta get a woman as sweet as ya but I wanna spend the rest of this life with you, will ya marry me Angel?â
âDaryl somethings wrong, people are coming back from the dead and eating each other please come get me Iâm scaredâ
âI donât wanna leave this is our home, where we were gonna raise this babyâ
Memories swirled around my head as I woke up in a panic of hot sweat and voices around me, looking around I notice Maggie and Hershel and Rick in the room
âWhatâs going on is everything okay?â
âItâs Daryl he hadâŠâŠan accidentâ Rick motioned to the bed next to me, I turned and there he was unconscious on the bed blood covering his face and dirt all over him, my heart tightened in pain
âWhat happened? Will he be alright Hershel?â I asked as I held Darylâs hand in mine
âHeâll be alright darling, Iâll get him patched up and heâll just need to restâ I took the wet cloth Maggie had and wiped the blood away on his face
After the others left and Daryl woke up it was just the two of us in the bed
âYou scared me half to death Dixonâ I said running my hand up and down his arm
âSorry sunshine, but I made it back didnât Iâ
âBarely, what even happened I thought you were just hunting?â
âDamn horse bucked me of a cliffâ I sighed feeling the stress of the day weigh on me
âBut forget about it, what did ya do todayâ he asked twirling my hair in his fingers
âNot much helped Maggie out, then I had this dreamâ
âBout what baby?â
âYou were proposing to me, you said you were lucky to have a woman like me, called me you angelâ
âAnd itâs true, not a day goes by I donât feel like I won the lotteryâ god I loved this man
âThen I had another one, we were in our home crying because I didnât wanna leave, saying that was where we were suppose to raise our babyâŠâŠDaryl do we not have a home anymore?â He was silent for a while before nodding
âItâs gone angel, we worked so hard for a home of our own and ya were so excited ya have the baby there but weâll never go back againâ I sat up at the realization that something really bad is going on in the world and I donât even really know what the normal life was
âOh godâ I gasped feel a sudden pain course through my belly
âWhat ya alright?â
âI donât know Daryl *gasp* it hurtsâ
âHERSHELâ he screamed out
âWhat happened?â He asked as he came running into the room
âI donât know she just started hurtingâ
âWhere does it hurt honey?â He asked kneeling infront of me
âThe baby, somethings wrong, Daryl this wasnât suppose to happen, we arenât suppose to be here like thisâ I screamed as panic set it further
âWhat were you talking about?â He asked Daryl
âSome of her memories, told her about our old life andâŠâŠand we canât go backâ
âSheâs just overwhelmed and itâs affecting the baby, listen honey you have to calm down you know this man right here would never let anything happen to you, no matter whatâs happening in this world youâre safeâ he stated directing me through breathing
âFeelin better?â Daryl asked rubbing my back
âThis is a lot and I donât even know what normal is suppose to be really, I only have a few memories, is there anything I can do to bring them all backâ
âIâm not a psychologist, just time, you have to take it easy for the babyâ
âThanks docâ I laid back in bed sighing as Daryl draped his arm over my belly bump
âWould askin more questions help ya?â I nodded my head turning to look at him, just looking in his eyes I felt at ease
âWhen we were younger were we crazy, did we do what teens do?â
âAnd what do teens do baby?â
âYou know wild things, smoking, drinking, crazy sexâhe laughed
âYou? My lil princess didnât do anything crazy, so innocent felt like Iâd corrupt ya in some way, I do remember one night tho ya had yer first cigaretteâ
Sitting outside as the stars shone above and the warm summer wind blow through my hair, Daryl at my side as we sat in the field outside of town
Daryl lit up a cigarette as I watched the end glow in orange, I use to hate the smell but being around him so much Iâve associated the smell with him mixed with cologne and woods and now I crave it
âD?â
âYa?â He asked as the smoke slipped through his lips
âCan I ummmâŠ.maybe try that?â I asked pointing to the cigarette
âNah itâs bad fer ya, donât wanna ruin them pretty lil lungsâ
âPlease just one drag, please pretty pleaseâ
He eyed me up for a moment before he sighed and handed it over, I took it between my fingers and placed in between my lips sucking it in, feeling the smoke envelope my lungs , slowly blowing it out
âBet I didnât look as hot as you smokingâ I laughed as he took the cigarette back
âLooked pretty good ta meâ he said as he took another drag but I straddle his legs breathing in the smoke he blew out
âPretty bold tonight Angelâ he blushed gripping my thighs
âI just want to be near you Dâ
âI love ya sunshineâ
âI remember it a bit how handsome you were, but I do have to say I love the way you smell, the smoke it intoxicates meâ
âYa got more bold over the years, was fun seeing ya crack outta yer shellâ
âNo crazy sex?â He laughed again
âNah we took things slowâ
âWell what about now?â I asked flustered
âYa certainly have your kinks, weâve explored a few but yer always to shy ta tell me the othersâ
Kinks? Interesting
âSo what are the things weâve tried?â
âHow bout we save that fer another time when I can show yaâ
âCanât waitâ
Part.11
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Friends with benefits with chan omg
omg yes I had so much fun writing this, it's one of the tropes I love the most, thank you for the request :) sorry for you had to wait so longđ„č
best friends....
pairing; bangchan x reader; smut
a chill movie night with your friends in your house, after talking about your problems was everything you needed. you just had broke up with your boyfriend and wanted to spend time with your best friends to forget about him and think what you'll do next. chris, the person you trust the most was wrapping his hands around you as you were sitting on his lap since there wasn't any space for you, but you didn't mind since you know him well enough to be sure he wouldn't do something without permission.
"you okay?" chris asked as he noticed you had lost your interest in the movie that was about to end. "yeah it's just- I think I miss him.... after all he was the only one I've ever had sex with and-" you replied but didn't know what else to say, he was indeed the first person you loved so much, the only one who had ever seen you naked. "oh come on you're so young you'll find someone better in a few days that's how it goes" he ensured caressing your torso as the movie came to an end. "channie can you stay over please?" you asked as everyone was standing up and getting ready to leave. "of course I will"
you said your goodbyes with everyone and stayed for a couple of minutes on the couch, you couldn't stop thinking about your ex though and he noticed. "hey hey come on" he said breaking the silence "what, where?" you replied confused. "no I mean stop thinking about him, you'll find someone better soon, i mean you're smart, absolutely gorgeous, kind-" when he realised how many of his personal thoughts he had just shared he couldn't speak a word more.
"wait, you actually believe- believe all that stuff you just said?" you muttered not believing your handsome best friend would ever look at you like that. "ummm what should I say now" his ears turning red "the truth, I promise it's okay whatever you say" you ensured him; "look it's just- I do find you pretty and kind and attractive and all that but you just broke up" he said looking in your eyes.
"oh well, umm seems the feelings are mutual, but I'm not ready yet, I mean you'd be perfect but, it's not yet time" you said and then......... "but we can- we can have what couples do" you speaked again not allowing him to talk "what do you mean?" he questioned "you know we could have the sex... and not be in a relationship'" you explained your -let's say- idea.
"friends with benefits right?" he realised- you just nodded as a yes, not daring to look at him even when his arm was wrapped around you. "just sex" he said to himself mostly "and it might turn- into..... you know but not yet" you continued. "alright then... wanna- wanna do it now?" he asked you.
"I mean... if you'd like. I'm okay either way" you muttered "okay yeah but stop being awkward we're not like that, we can stop if-" "no no it's okay I don't know what's wrong with me. just come here" you couldn't believe you actually did this with your best best friend but you kissed him. on the lips, it was so good, perfect let's say.
he didn't stop; he kissed you so passionately, his fingers tangled in your hair and squishing your thigh, as you caressed his chest and neck. stopping in the need of air after a while his eyes met yours in a new way, the way he looked at you had changed "can I?" he asked pointing at your shirt and you nodded. he lifted you shirt carefully and met with the wonderful sight of your bare chest.
"what an idiot...how could he leave this...you" he muttered before attacking you breasts leaving open-mouthed kisses everywhere reaching to one of your nipples, sucking and biting it. "ah- channie so good ah" you sighed at the connection of his plump lips with your skin; "ca- can I continue- please" he said raising his head from your chest, his hair all messed up from you. "channie stop asking and do it please I'm so needy" you said quickly taking off his shirt and your pants sitting on his lap and leaving red and purple spots on his pretty neck.
"ah- ah so good so good I'm hard so- oh god so hard" he moaned almost out of breath just yet. you pulled away looking at the beautiful sight of him just sitting here looking so goddamn fine while you took off your underwear, now being completely naked and waiting for him to do the same.
once you were both completely naked standing in front for each other just starring, it didn't feel quite right thinking he's your best friend of all time but at the same time it felt like the only think that had to be done. without wasting anymore time he wrapped his arms around you and kissed you, you wrapped your arms around his neck and allowed his tongue to access your mouth.
with your hands on his chest you guided him to the bedroom, to sit on your bed as you sat on his lap; your naked bodies collapsing on each other, his hands exploring the back of your waist and ass as you pulled his hair to deepen the kiss even more. liquids were spilled everywhere, the heat was now truly unbearable for you and him as well "I'll- do it now" you moaned ready to sit on his large cock "whenever you're ready" he breathed out as you lined up your hole to his erection.
with a sharp move you stretched your tight heat on his huge dick. "so good you're so good and ah- so tight. come on little one, ride me" he said with a huge smirk and his eyes shut and you did as he said. with slow moves of your hips you started riding him, arousal pooling where your bodies connected
"faster sweetheart I lnow you can" he whispered caressing your hair "I can't you're huge so big oh god" you basically screamed but tried to obey "here baby you just- move your pretty ass faster" he said guiding you with his hands and you didn't have any other choice now, you tried to pick up the pace, your high was approaching.
"channie i- ah I'm close so close channie so-" you meowled as filthy wet sounds filled the room along with his "me too babygirl come on finish now, you're so good, taking me oh so good" after a couple of thrusts you both came, him inside you and you around him.
"so good baby, come here, time for cuddles" he said opening his arms for you to snuggle into "wow you never told me you were that big" "you never told me you were so good" he replied with confidence wrapping his strong arms around you "chris come on let's sleep" you said realising that your friendship was now more than destroyed "call me channie it's better" oh great now you fell for him "I don't know why I'm cringing so much oh my god" you said trying to cover up your blushed cheeks
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Oh my god your ask box is open.
Ummm didja see how Viv liked fanart of Vox telling Val he's beautiful after his wings get clipped?
That author who wrote that fic of Angel being told he's beautiful paralleling with the goddamn creator liking and encouraging Val content to sympathize with him....
No hate to that artist but when you're the creator you need to have more fucking responsibility. She isn't condemning Val. She's woobifying and downplaying his actions to the point where she likes her *rapist character* being sympathetic and "beautiful" but has the gall to say Angel is a "loser".
And while I'm at it, she also like a comment about "people simp for horror characters like Patrick Bateman and Leatherface--"
Shut. Up.
Shut the fuck up.
The directors and actors condemn the actions of those killers. Christian Bale said he hates Patrick Bateman and thinks there's nothing good about him. That "sigmas" are missing the point and need to get a life.
LeatherFace is mentally challenged and doesn't understand what he's doing. He's surrounded by a psychopathic family who loves him and obviously doesn't teach him right from wrong.
Scott Cawthon punishes the fuck out of William Afton. Spring-locked painfully, tormented by the souls of the kids he's killed, crushed, burned.... his own son said that he'd burn in Hell.
I could go on and on. Also Jason Voorhees kills 2 rapists. Freddy Kruegar is burned for his crimes.
These people are so fucking stupid it hurts.
Viv coddles, woobifies, sympathizes, and downplays Valentino. The abusive rapist. Compared him to a *high school girl* for fucks sakes.
What Val does to Angel is also not over the top or goofy. It's *very real*. The abuse is very realistic and isn't unbelievable.
Alastor isn't a rapist. So stop bringing that up.
You can't control what people do with your content. But you can control what you encourage and how you view serious topics.
So much for her 3 day Threads meltdown where she screamed about caring about SA victims.
She's a rape fetishist just like Raph. Why else would she keep him around? I don't care that they have these fetishes, but stop pretending it's good SA rep.
Also Mimzy is meant to be Jewish. Rosie is a blood libel. Why are Jews in Hell? Fuck off with that "chicken" bullshit.
Fucking vile, Medrano.
And to be clear, I don't care if a portion of the fandom wants to expand on Valentino with headcanons, sit on him like a baby bird, and adopt him as their silly little rabbit. That's villains and fandom, that just is what it is.
The problem is when Viv does it, when she coddles Valentino and insists everyone else do likewise or else. Viv isn't a member of the fandom, she's the creator, and one who's made it her business to shout down and belittle every single fan who's uncomfortable with Valentino. That's a different, shameful thing, and it's absolutely disgusting.
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Yeehaw baby! đ€
Mat Barzal x reader insta edit
Note: Iâm not a Barzal gal but I am a ho for a man in a cowboy hat which I blame on my proximity to Alberta. Someone has probably done something similar to this so I just want to be clear that Iâm not copying anyone
Summary: Barzy takes on Stampede
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3.170 One more thing
I probably should have waited to have the next conversation, but I figured since we were getting everything in the open, we may as well discuss finding a new house. Besides, she said she missed talking, right? Autumn in San Sequoia is beautiful. It's refreshingly cool in the mornings, and evenings, and warm during the day. I suggested we take Desi and hang out in our side yard for a bit. A little while ago, I packed up the yoga mats I had out there and set up a nice outdoor chill spot. It's clear I'm not gonna achieve my yoga dreams, if you can even call them that. We weren't using the space, so I turned it into something we will definitely use. Since Desiree will be walking soon, I'll have to get her some toys and things out here. But for now, she can take a nap under the sun in the fresh air while Sophia and I talk business.
It was a little cool, so Sophia lit a fire to keep the baby warm. I let us enjoy the weather and silence for a few moments before bringing up Alessia's conversation.
"So, ummm, after the memorial, Less told me she wants to move."
"Oh! That's great. So she's gonna live in your dad's house then?"
"No."
"Oh. So you're gonna help her find a place?"
"Yes, but not exactly what you're thinking."
She gave me that "Watcher, here we go," face, and I knew I had to sweeten this deal even before I presented it.
"Dub and Maia live in a duplex. They live on one side and rent out the other. I think a situation like that will be ideal for us. Less will be right next door if something happens. We'll share a backyard so the kids can grow up and play together. It's perfect for us. And if Less ever wants to move out, we can rent it to another family and have another stream of income. It's a win win for all of us."
"Wait," she said. "You want us to move? We just got here!"
"True, but things change. It's no big deal. We'll still be in San Sequoia. Just another neighborhood."
"But I love it here," she said. "We spent so much time and money making it our own. Luca, you proposed to me here! I gave birth here! This is my home!"
Sometimes I forget Sophia lived in one place for a long time. Plus, she's a lot more sentimental than I am. This house is the sixth home I've lived in. Moving is no big thing to me, even though this particular home is special to me too. I dreamed about living here; I longed for it. But life hasn't turned out how we thought it would, so my priorities are different now. While I could accomplish my goals perfectly from here, I'd be more at ease somewhere else.
"I understand. We've had lots of great memories here. And I know you're concerned about me being too involved in Less' life, but I think the best way to minimize my time away from home is to have her as close as possible. I promised Mama I'd look after her, Sophia."
She let out a looooong sigh and sat in silence for a bit. I wanted to know what went on in her head, but I knew I needed to let her work it out within herself first, so I waited until she was ready to continue.
"What about this house? What will happen to it?"
I honestly wasn't too keen on selling it. I worked really hard to get it, and I didn't want anyone else to enjoy the fruit of my labor.
"We'll keep it," I said, hoping we'll be able to afford to buy a new house without selling this one. "Less won't need us so close forever. This duplex situation is just temporary, so we can come back here when it's over. Maybe we'll rent it out while we're gone."
Sophia winced at that idea.
"Or it can just sit here until we come back," I said.
She nodded and sighed.
"I don't want to move," she said. "I don't think it's necessary. But everything you said makes sense. I do want Desi to be close to her cousins. The thought of her having easy access to them sounds nice. And I know how much you love your sister."
"Thank you. I'm sorry we have to leave here, but I really do think this will be good for all of us."
#ISBI challenge#sims 4 story#sims 4 gameplay#adolting#adolting gen 3#luca winston murillo#sophia aguilar#desiree amari murillo
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27. things you said through a closed door (Steddie)
here you go!! love a good through-a-closed-door convo đ rating: M (for frank discussions of sex) | wc: 679 cw/tags: hurt/comfort, erectile dysfunction, internalized ableism
âCome on, Eddie, just talk to me, please.â Steveâs back is pressed against the bathroom door where he feels like heâs been sitting for hours.
âNo.â Eddieâs voice is muffled by what Steve is afraid might be tears, and not just the barrier between them.
âYouâŠyou donât have anything to be embarrassed or ashamed of, you know that, right?â
Eddie laughs, but itâs derisive. âOh, I donât, do I? Thatâs real rich coming from King Steve.â
Steve hisses and thunks his head back. âDonâtâŠdonât do that, Eds,â he says softly.
Thereâs a weighty silence on the other side of the door. âIâm sorry.â
Steve squeezes his eyes shut. âItâs uhâŠitâs happened to me before, too, you know?â
âYeah?â Eddieâs voice is small.
âYeah, with, ummm, Ali Langfield?â His eyes blink open, and he stares up at the ceiling. âWe were making out, and I took her upstairs at whatever party we were atâshe seemed down for going all the way, butâ Steve twists a wrist back and forth in his other hand. âIâd had too much to drink that night, so I justâŠcouldnât get hard. No matter what we tried to do. Andâ yeah, I guess it was kind of embarrassing? But honestly I think she felt worse about it than I did.â
Eddie scoffs. âYeah, of course she did, Steve. She was probably thinking it was because you didnât think she was hot enough, or something.â
âYeah, well, thatâs not the point. And itâs not what was happening. I justâ I donât think you think that about me. And I donât think youâre, like, less of a man, or something. It happens to everyone.â
âSteve, the only time it happened to you was because you were drunk. This happens to me all the time now, and itâs not because Iâve had one too many beers, man! Itâs because Iâm broken.â
âI donât careâ â
âGee, thanks, Harrington.â
âFucking stop that, okay?â Steve reaches up to yank at his hair. âLet me finish. And stop trying to push me away.
âI donât care if you canât get hard, and I donât care if youâre broken. I donât think you are, but I donât think it matters, either. Because if youâre broken, then so is everyone else! Thatâs what this means, okay? You canât watch someone die, and find out monsters are real, and then walk into hell, and somehow come out on the other side of all of that whole, Eddie!
âAll of usâeach and every oneâis broken in some way. Some visible, some not. But if you go around slamming doors and throwing up walls every time someone finds one of your cracks, some day youâre not going to have anyone left to help pick up the pieces and glue them back together.â Steve exhales, heart thudding like heâs just run a mile.
âI love youâand I want youâhowever you are. If you canât get hard, then weâll have sex you donât need to be hard for. If you donât want me to touch your dick when itâs soft, I wonât. And if you doâIâll touch you wherever and however you want, for as long as it feels good, because that is what having sex is supposed to be about. Not whatever dumb idea youâve let assholes like fucking Mike Lewenski or something get stuck in your head. Okay?â
Thereâs silence on the other side of the door.
âEddie?â
Steve falls backward with a yelp as the door is yanked open on him.
âOh, shit, Iâm sorry!â
Steve rights himself just as Eddie starts frantically fluttering around him, his flapping hands hovering over Steveâs head, patting his shoulders, and eventually settling at the tops of his arms. Steve braces himself as his boyfriend clambers into his lap, and presses their foreheads together.
âI donât even know who Mike Lewenski is, Steve,â Eddie murmurs.
That startles a laugh from him, giddy and free. âItâs a good thing heâs pretty unimportant, then,â he says, reaching up to pull Eddie into a kiss.
Eddie follows.
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#steddie#steddie fic#steve harrington#eddie munson#read writes#fic#prompts#i can never figure out what counts as long enough to need a cut but the previous one felt like i was pushing it
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Arrangement P2
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Flirty
Requested  More!!! Yes please! OH MY GOD do part 2 where they skip to the wedding and get up to no good đ I need a part 3!! pt 2 plz
"did you have anything you wanted to ask or know about myself? Or am I simply a woman so that's enough to be your wife?" She asked,
"yes...I would like to know more things about you. I would like to know the real Y/n, not just the pretty girl who is going to be my wife."
"of course, ask away then" She nodded,Â
"I suppose the obvious first question is...what do you like to do for fun?"
"I read. I sew. I bake of occasions"
I nodded, I rather liked those answers.Â
She reads, sews and bakes. Those all sound like very wholesome activities. Very Wifely, I can imagine her sewing my shirts and baking me cookies for work.Â
 "well...what kind of books do you like to read? are you more into fiction or perhaps more nonfiction? do you like a nice romance novel? I suppose romance is something that might be right up your alley." I smirked, "Perhaps reading some romance in preparation for our meeting? but you seem like a woman of...depth...and a woman who has more layers to her than meet the eye."
"I don't much enjoy romance I find it very repetitive, I do love a good nonfiction book it's always interesting to learn but" she explained, "I enjoy mystery, horror, and thriller a good murder mystery novel cannot be topped" she smiled genuinely giving my arm a little squeeze,
Awww that genuine smile and that squeeze. it's the kind of contact I'd been craving from her all day, and it makes me feel even more attracted to her. I felt very lucky... to be so close to her and get to hear more about her like I was discovering a beautiful garden now her harsh walls of stone were lowered, she sounds like the perfect woman...I barely want this day to end.
"that's very interesting, actually. I would have never guessed that. I mean I could guess the mystery part. but horror and thriller? those are such intense genres. why do you like them?"
"I enjoy the darker more macabre I suppose" she giggled,
my curiosity piqued as she mentioned 'macabre' I couldn't help but smirk and let a sly smile form across my lips pulling out my most flirtatious language, "a woman after my own heart. dark and macabre. I think you're the only one who can make such a claim and get away with it. I don't think anyone else could pull that off. I have to admit, it's somewhat sexy that you're attracted to such intense genres."
"Pardon?" She chuckled,Â
"I said I think you're sexy when you're into dark and macabre things. isn't that what I said? did I say that wrong? am I not making myself clear here?"
"it was clear I was merely checking I heard correctly," her lips curling into a smile
"yes, you heard correctly. a lady who likes dark and macabre stuff...is pretty sexy. I will stand by what I said." I smirked, "I am a surgeon," I chuckled, "Blood, bodies and death are a key part of my day,"Â
"So you'd say you like a more macabre young lady?"
I bit my lip hard trying not to imagine her with her hands and a pretty dress covered in blood, Ummm she'd look good like that. The thought of a dark macabre young lady admittedly excited me, and the thought of my wife being like that... well how can I not love it. "yes...I do indeed, a young lady who's a bit macabre is incredibly attractive to me. I can't help but find such a woman intriguing...and sexy."
"ohhh wait till you see my bedroom" she giggled to herself biting her lip a little,
"Oh my...I dare say you're only making me more interested and excited. I would love to see your bedroom..." I smirked, Half at the idea of merely seeing her bedroom and at the idea of my macabre little firecracker.Â
"I don't know it might frighten you" She raised her eyebrow,Â
"frighten me? my dear, nothing you can do will frighten me. I'm a surgeon. I see more blood than a human holds most days, but... I find this dark and macabre side of you enticing and appealing. I want to see what really lies underneath that innocent and charming exterior of yours. I dare say that the darker and more intense nature is what I really want to see..."
"humm" she smiled clearly enjoying herself as by now we had finished with the garden and headed back towards the houseÂ
I can't help but be mesmerized by her gloved hands, which have now taken mine, the soft supple texture of her fingers in the sweet velvet as they intertwine with mine. I rather felt a wave of sensual excitement build inside me as her gloved hands intertwined with mine. I can't help feeling incredibly aroused, this is not just due to the physical touch, this sight mixed with the flirtatiousness we had been experiencing back and forth with each other unable to remove the thought of marrying my little macabre firecracker makes my body ignite.Â
her fingers began dancing on my palm for a while only causing me more excitement and arousal and after a while, I noticed she was not just playing with my palm but reading it her fingers tracing subtle lines and shapes on my palm was so exhilarating. the more she traces, the more my body trembles. suddenly I became very curious to know what she could tell.
"oh ...what do you see in my palm, My dear?"
"very strong lines, life line shaky at the start but I'd say that's fair"
I felt a little odd she brought it up, as I know she's right. "well you're definitely not wrong about that. I'm actually pretty surprised that you can read my palm accurately, although I suppose that's what you learn to do when you read so many dark and eerie genres..."
"Something like that,"Â
I stared deeply into her eyes, My expression of pure devotion as I felt her soft hands tracing those strong lines on my palm. I am already so captivated by her beauty and by these innocent gestures knowing what's behind them. I was already feeling so aroused by her that now my breathing is quick and shallow my feelings showing themselves in the slight trembling in my hands as she continues to read my palm. "well, I hope that's true. and you're telling me this based on the line shapes only?"
"ummm, heart line is very thick too you must be very caring, fate line is very strange though"
"Strange? in what way? what does my strange fate line indicate?"
"usually difficulty with life, with money and with experience usually a struggling life"
"yes...you are correct in that. my life has been fairly difficult so far." I nodded, "What a clever little thing you are my dear,"Â
"forgive me. I shouldn't" She shook her head trying to separate our hands but I took her hands in mine again,Â
"no, please. it's ok. I think it's good for me to know that information. maybe I've just been having bad luck so far, and it will turn around someday. but it can't be right all the time...right?"
"no, it does straighten out see," she said showing off the lines in my hand, honestly they just looked like lines to me but it was still interesting to hear her talk like this with me, and feeling her trace the lines with her velvet gloved fingers were helping,
"so...this indicates...a turn of luck?"
"mhm, struggle and then stability, and look your heart line and love line join," she said showing off where two lines become one,Â
"yes...they do. I've never read into any of this at all. what does it mean that they join together like that?"
"it means your love life and relationships meet and then combine with your heart's true intentions usually means soul- ohh uhh soulmates." she blushed letting my hand go and fixing her hair behind her ear,Â
Awwww her blush is so cute, "Soulmates?" I smirked at her and she blushed more,
"If you believe in that sort of thing,"Â
" believe in it," I told her, part of me honestly did I like to think there is someone special out there for everyone, but most likely never find them, and I also just wanna tease her a little more, and if she believes this stuff? no harm in thinking we... couple be. "I believe this was destiny...and what you had just described. soulmates. I absolutely believe in that sort of thing...I am a hopeless romantic at times."
She nodded as we walked blush flooding her cute little cheeks, I just wanted to kiss all her her sweet little red face.Â
"And...what about you? do you believe in the same things? love at first sigh...being soulmates and all that jazz?"
"I don't know honestly, I would like to believe such things but I think I am too uncertain to truly believe them" she said fiddling with her fingers,
"Being sceptical is good, very good I think. doesn't mean you can't be allowed to believe in a little magic," I winked, I am...quite a bit sceptical myself. but the way today has gone...and the way you've made me feel...I have to believe that this was simply meant to be. I cannot believe anything less than that."
"I have..." She began stopping walking and fully turning herself to face him fiddling with her fingers and being almost unable to make eye contact "hope."
"Hope?"
"Mhm, Hope."
"For us?"
"For us." she nodded,
"then I feel the same. I also have hope for us. let us promise to hold on to our hope and make things work. let us try our hardest to make this work and be the happiest we can be...together." I smiled kissing her hand,Â
"I'd like that Jack," she nodded,Â
I smiled so warmly to think this was true I know I already got lucky that an arranged marriage was to a woman so beautiful so sweet, so firey, and so many of my desires all in one woman, and now to hear she had hope for us even after so little time together, hope for our soon to be marriage, It made me feel so cozy, I was starting to believe maybe she was my soulmate, my most perfect little innocent macabre firecracker of a woman soon to be my wife, I rubbed my thumb against her hand and for a moment was convinced we simply had become part of a romance novel, as I glanced at her sweet eyes holding her hand, it all felt so delicate, so tender, so sweet, a little sensual those sweet eyes looking back at me, "I would like that too..."
Y/n and I made our way back to the house and into the dining room where the formal dinner was to take place. The large meal was already laid on the table and was indeed quite impressive. Mr. Y/l/n takes his place at the head of the table with his wife Mrs Y/l/n, to his left.Â
I was seated at the other end of the table directly across from Mr. Y/l/n. Y/n is seated to the left of me. already my stomach was rumbling after a good while of hospital food, I did my best to seem a proper gentleman even if my mouth was watering, Mr. Y/l/n raised from his seat with his glass so we all did too with our full glasses,Â
Mr Y/l/n he smiles warmly, his eyes brightening, "I'd say today we toast, to agreements come to pass, to clear skies ahead" he said, "To marriage and to love young" he said raising his glass to Y/n and I, "and old" he gleamed raising his glass to his wife,Â
I smiled as we all had a sip after the toast that was very sweet and then he looked to me,
"I think that is a very appropriate toast that you have chosen, Mr. Y/l/n...I hope that we can all share happy and successful marriages like the two of you."Â
"Here, here," He nodded and we all had another sip before sitting and getting on with dinner.
Be a gentleman. Be a gentleman.Â
I'm at the table with her parents, and my soon-to-be wife, having met her less than two hours ago. I have to be proper, I know I'm hungry and I know there is literally a whole roast chicken in front of me! but I need to... BEHAVE. But I... did my best.Â
Once dinner was done we headed to the parlor where Y/n sat with her mother the two signing back and forth, and Mr Y/l/n put his arm around my shoulder in a very fatherly way, "Shall we have a drink then Doctor Dawkins? I am rather eager to have my first drink with my soon-to-be son-in-law."Â
"Ohh yes I'd be delighted sir," I nodded,
"No no, No sir, Just Martin. You are to be my son-in-law. You are to be family." He said as he fixed us each a glass of whiskey, he handed me my own and we clicked our glasses. "Just a week to the wedding,"
"Just a week, I admit I am quite excited." I nodded, I chatted with her father for a while being pleasant as I slowly drank the whiskey, doing my best to be a gentleman and conversationalist even if I think I missed some secret conversations given her mother would often sign things and they would reply back to her in sign so I have no clue what anyone is saying, I should really learn. I'm sure y/n can teach me once we're married, just feel like kinda a dick making her mother lip-read me, and I'm sure it would be handy in the hospital. For patients and for secretly insulting Sneed.Â
I noticed her mother sign something and Y/n blushed a little,
"Perfect idea Darling," He smiled signing back to his wife, "I think we shall leave the engaged couple to chat I'm sure they'll get along swimmingly," he said taking her by the arm and the two leaving shutting the door to let Y/n and I be alone.Â
"Would you care to join me?" She asked flicking a deck of cards between her hands,Â
I smirked immediately downing the rest of my drink, "I'd be delighted, my dear."Â
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SimĂłn had spent most of his time in Oasis Springs agonizing over Frida, after all, he was only here for her and although his mental had improved now that he was more away from the world of his past there was still the issue of her and what an issue it was.
He wanted to go to her, profess his love of her, make her understand that in the end, he couldn't be without her and show her that despite it all she, more than anyone else, had made him vulnerable.
But part of him knew it would be best to let her go. To stay away from her. After all, his life was misery and ill fortune, tying himself to her was sure to bring her down and after seeing how well she was doing for herself perhaps the only step forward was one without her.
So, Tuesday morning he talked with her father and asked what he should do. It was no surprise that the old man wanted him nowhere near his daughter. "You know how this ends for you, SimĂłn, it ends tragically," her dad said. "And both of us have bought enough of that into her life."
SimĂłn begrudgingly agreed but where did that leave him?
I think I've pretty much settled into Pascal's place I mean here I am once again making him breakfast but it really isn't official official, you know? I believe both of us wonder if this is all going too fast but who decides that really? Maybe, it's going at just the right pace?
Either way, I'm here cooking Oatmeal buttermilk pancakes, hoping this fits into his very strict diet.
I don't get too far into the preparation before he joins in and offers encouragement.
"You must be the perfect woman," he tells me and I can't help but to wink and smile his way. There's always a risk with him that it can turn into more. Eh, not a risk, a hope...but he does say he has a game today and so he needs to be very very focused for that.
That leaves me with plenty to do and before I could make a plan on what to do with my free time it is Irene who calls me and asks to come over. I met her at the food stand a day or so ago if you recall and I'm more than happy to get to know her better. I feel like out of all the people I've met I have the most in common with her and so I hope this is the start to a beautiful friendship.
Before she comes over I have time to make some ice cream and also mix some lemonade. Summer is coming up hard and fast here in Oasis Springs and you'd have to be stupid to find yourself outside without a cool drink or a handful of ice cream or something!
She strolls right up to the house after she hears me outside humming and making lemonade. I invite her to sit, thankful for the shade, and she's eager to jump right into a conversation about our shared hobby. Being chefs!
"I work at the Selva place, you know the one?"
I nod my head, once again thinking of SimĂłn and the date we shared there and ummm, what happened after. Best not to think about that. "The food was really good! I plan on going back some day-"
"The boss is an ass but a loveable one," she says, joking. "Won't even hire anyone unless they have 'heritage' or whatever, which is silly but-"
"Oh? Is he hiring?" I say, pushing right past the red flag she had put before me and focusing on the opportunity. "Maybe he might be easier to deal with if you have a friend there to help you out?"
"Well, yes? Maybe? I think he might be. I could ask him for you but...like I mentioned, he's a bit of an ass! Be careful with him!"
I tell her I will and to go ahead and give him a good word for me. Who knows if I'll take the offer, who knows if I'll be offered, but I always consider an opportunity.
After that she talks a bit about my stand and how she is just a little jealous of it. "It's pretty bold," she says. "You're all on your own so if anything goes wrong, you are to blame. Takes a lot of courage."
"I guess...I felt like I had nothing to lose," I say, thinking about how she was right but when I started my stand I never thought of failure because I've lived through failure and tragedy and I've come out stronger. "You know it is fun, thinking about the recipes and all that and-"
"That's my dream you know? Having my own place..."
That is definitely a noble and respectable dream, one I think I share...
Irene has to go which of course leaves me home alone or...well, that's not technically my home but you know what I mean!
I could have sat there and watched television or something but instead decided to head to the gym. If Pascal is out playing a game with the team or whatever he's doing then I need to stay fit myself and what better way than yoga?
It was the perfect time for it too since there was no one else around.
And being at the gym meant it is likely that I run into Sara who I think was coming from her own light work out herself. She was super excited to see me and asked why I wasn't at home earlier. "Came to ask if you wanted to work out but you just arrived? What have you been up to?"
"I've been at Pascal's place," I come right out with it, watching her eyes grow big with excitement and demand.
"Oh! Wow! You HAVE to tell me about it!"
She drags me to one of the seats, sits across from me, and gives me a signal to go on. Looks like I have little option here but to indulge her need to know just a little bit although there isn't much for me to tell her. So, I just focus on the general feeling I have when it comes to him.
"He's simple, in a good way I mean. Keeps to himself, works out a lot, very focused on his career."
"See, see!" She says, referencing my conversation with her and Marjorie days ago. "Is it true? Is he trying to get transferred to Real Del Sol!?"
"Huh?" I have no idea what she's talking about.
"O-oh, just a rumor, Oasis FC you know, small team, respectable, but he's bound to outgrow them at this rate," she says nonchalantly. "Off to a bigger club to hopefully win championships and stuff. I just wondered if you'd have like the inside scoop-"
"Nooo," I'm shaking my head, regretting that I really know nothing at all about his career but I do know what that might mean for me, for us. "We don't talk much about fĂștbol honestly, it's not something he's mentioned."
"Hmm, I hope he doesn't go. As an OFC fan it'd suck to lose him."
"Yeah..." well, as his girlfriend it would suck too. I hope he doesn't go either but maybe it's just a rumor with nothing behind it? I'm just now getting to know him and if he were to go to another city would he ask me to come with?
Either way, right now I'll think nothing of it and enjoy the rest of my time at the gym.
Tomorrow is Summer Solstice and hopefully that means a pretty fun and eventful day. Let's hope at least!
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