#uhhh tagging system ok.

[kittyboy-cunt]

thanks tumblr, that's what i'm going for

about me:

18

autistic

gay trans man

pre-medical transition (hopefully not for too much longer)

new to this side of tumblr (and kink in general outside of fantasies)

oooohhhhh u wanna praise me so bad oohhhhh

my ko-fi for commissions and donations. i also have a c4sh4pp and am open to donations there if someone doesn't wanna go through ko-fi. also open to selling pics.

i'm also poor as hell so if i gain a good few followers i might set up a ko-fi if anyone would want to send me a lil somethin'...

immediate block: minors, terfs/transphobes, misgendering/detrans kink, pedos/"maps", PROSHIPPERS, people who interact with my blog but say they aren't into men (i'm a man. just cuz i have a pussy that doesn't mean you get a pass.), ie lesbians & straight men

also highly likely to be blocked: incest/fauxcest, age play, race play

claimed anons:

🪦, 🫀, 🥩, 💌,☘️, 🪽, 🦇

also, if you like my vibes, i have two other blogs with similar vibes/themes, just sfw- @slasher-mlm (regular ol' mlm/yearnposting) and @all-is-fair-in-love-and-gore (cannibalcore/blood obsession/romantic cannibalism/etc)

maybe get me something from my amazon wishlist?

anyways! looking for friends/mutuals to maybe kinda show me the ropes (perhaps in more ways than one?)

[luci-z-wont-shut-up]

I'd like yalls help w something, please

Regardless of its intelligence level, how many non-human creatures have Arthur and John had an emotionally positive experience with?bc I am wracking my brain and the only ones I can come up with are the lamp-eft, the buopoth, the cana, and the owl (I have yet to figure out if cana is a species or a job title but yall know who I'm talking about)

If anyone can fact-check/correct/update me on this I'd appreciate it so much 🙏

[daydreamerdisease]

Ok but like how do you all come up with system names? Because I’ve never seen a system name that wasn’t cool as fuck. Feel free to reply/reblog with your system name!

[soupforstars]

I find it genuinely hilarious how many signs there were pointing to us being a system from ages ago... As the host whos been here the longest I'm surprised I didn't look into it sooner, like I SERIOUSLY wondered on MORE THAN TWO SEPERATE OCCASIONS as a teen whether I had DID, but brushed it off both times because I thought "oh I'm not traumatised enough" and "you have to experience blackouts and time jumps and I haven't so I can't" (spoiler alert, I definitely was incredibly traumatised and I definitley have had blackouts before but even then I didn't know that those weren't fully necessary for a diagnosis).

And this is without getting into "my" love of any media that involved characters with alter egos, "multiple personalities", etc. Like I LOVED the Jekyll and Hyde musical when I found it, my favourite Total Drama character was Mike (the one with DID but like. when people still knew it as MPD. also he wasnt the best rep lol), I loved the Markiplier and Jacksepticeye egos, for a short time I was into Sander Sides, I had full on "characters" that were "aspects of my personality" but also next to them was just. My actual sona? Completely seperate from them, which actually represented me?

I just really thought I liked media with alternate egos/personalities but methinks the call was coming from inside the house sdjshsnsjsbdjdb

[burinazar]

the two character groups don’t actually have a great deal in common as far as their actual personalities as individuals or  their vibes as trios -- like, very little, honestly, most parallels between the characters themselves would feel really forced -- but thanks to some interesting bullet points they still share...i definitely did/do think about a ‘God and his Two Faithful Lyctors’ AU for the Three Sages. 

[autistickfigure]

in trying to be Funny for Camp i now have to think about BOB past. FUUUUUCK

*you know how it is with spaghetti

[shower-phantom-ideas]

Oh lord oh gawd you get me so completely and I love you!

Yall go read this right the fricking heck now! See you have such a better understanding of the DC universe than I could ever hope to have! Beautiful truely

Yall don’t understand how obsessed I am with Danny messing with the Justice League. Like just pranking them mad wild. Or “haunting” them.

Maybe it starts as a mistake. Someone was getting close to him and he just vanished. Maybe he was walking around one of their cities cause he wanted to “see how a real hero does it” but tried to stay out of the way.

Hes following Superman and doesn’t realise hes been had. Superman keeps seeing this odd child on the edge of his vision. It’s only weird because of how quickly he is traveling. He should be followed like this. So he tests it out and flys off to somewhere far off, but secluded. Edge of some farm land would work. Trying to not give it away he doesn’t make a show of looking for the boy. He then spots him. His eyes slightly glowing as he stands in the edge of the woods. Clark focused on the boy and hears slight breaths but nothing else. Which he should have realised sooner was wrong.

He returned to the team to report this odd being following him. To also warn everyone else to be on look out just incase.

Weirdly enough it was the Flash who noticed him next. Even weirder was that he could never get close. Even with his speed which was alarming.

Cyborg started seeing the kid too. He tried using cameras to get a better look at him but nothing ever showed up. Always missing was the boy from the video. Sometimes the whole video would get distort.

Wonder Woman probably got the closest as she used a fight to get “thrown” in his direction. She got close enough to see worry about her. He seemed so concerned and like he was going to step in until he met her gaze. A whole new kind of fear crossed his features. Then he was gone.

Everyone of the main team (and even some not) reporting in of spotting the kid except for Batman. And he looked. He tried everything to see if he was being followed like the rest but nothing. He read their reports on their encounters and tried to emulate it but never saw the boy. Maybe it was all a big prank being pulled on him? He couldn’t rule it out. Still he kept up constant watch.

Then one night he was out and got into a fight. Distracted by looking for the kid he got messy. Or maybe the criminals got desperate but he didn’t notice the rocket launcher being targeted on him in time and it fired. Only then did he notice it. No time to fully get out of the way he braced for the worst. When all of a sudden a body slammed into him shoving him out of the way of the blast. They rolled onto the ground. Bruce quickly recovered and looked for his saviour. On the ground, blown slightly to his left by the explosion was a black haired teen in a white t-shirt. Before he could move the boy groaned and looked right at Bruce. The haunting blue eyes meeting his even with the mask in the way the boy knew just where to look. He was about to speak when the boys eyes went wide with fear and then nothing. The boy just vanished into this air. Bruce didn’t have much time to be stunned by this as the thugs before started to cheer, thinking they had finished off the Bat. So he went to make quick work of them before any could get away. Well now he knows hes being followed too

Danny just freaking out about Batman seeing his face. Turns out he never followed Batman unless fully invisible. All he wanted was to see how “real” heros did it. And it had been helping him with his fighting. To see how the pros are. He was always worried the “worlds greatest detective” would figure him out though so he stayed hidden. Also maybe hes a bit of a fan. I made Wonder Woman get the closest cause shes his fav probably.

[wishfuldeity]

new pinned because uhh yk. plural so it doesnt really work to just have one of us represented here

commence uhh doing that

uhh as a collective we use plural they/them but the individuals mostly use she/(something). like she/her or she/it. so she/her is a safe bet if you don't know who's talking. (we'll correct you if that is incorrect though, say if 14's talking)

weve got, well two-ish systems in one? i guess? kinda? (its complicated):

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lexi (she/her). I'm the host (ehh kinda), i made this blog originally.

kat (she/it/kitty). shes a uhh. cat :3 therian as fuck. "meowmrrpmreowww"s a lot. draws more than the rest of us. cute as shit. yk. we love her.

Jay IS BACKK!! her absence was destroying us shes so fucking aughhh <333 jay!!! shes uhh more hyperactive musician/guitarist, bit butchier than the rest of us,,, uhhh. kinda hypegirls a bit

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Amy (she/her) Amy (it/she) ok this is where it starts to get kinda fucky, uhh-- basically Amy was the original host up until some time around our early teens and then lexi sorta came into existence?? idk. lexi's system (herself, kat, Jay, and to some extent, Amy) is a subsystem separate from Amy's system (the original system, we believe). Everyone below here is directly connected to Amy instead of lexi. (IM NOT SURE HOW TRUE THIS IS ANYMORE)

im pretty sure im more of like a representation of our mind in general or something, like i—well i used to be in the space outside lexis headspace but now im kinda hanging out in here while still being separate. uhh fuck also im an angel or something. super bright. idk. something something i can change forms,,,something this internal reality bends to my will uhhhh yeah ::3

0xA (pronounced 'Oh-X-A' or just 'A') (it/its). robot/program thingy. idk i just kinda am, i manage sensory overload most of the time.

Annie (she/her?) is really-- we still dont know much about her. shes some sort of fae, perhaps an elf in some way. often very confused.

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Mind (they/them). Some sort of uhh idk, self-described "background process" but they're more than that? They are extremely calm when the rest of us are stressed or panicking and comfort us and help us sleep and <3 we love Mind :33

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most original posts will be tagged #[alter] and #[alter]posting, maybe #alter [verb]s if someones drawing or writing or something

like [#lexi #lexiposting] or [#kat #katposting #kat draws], for example.

if you have any questions we're ok to answer them btw

uhhh thats all i think :33 mreow hehe :33333 jadjaldlk

[honahona-ln]

I'm honami mochizuki, the leader and drummer of leo/need! nice to meet you 😊

((ooc under cut))

hi uhhh I'm @averagemafuyukinnie and i run a few other rp blogs listed in my pinned. i use he/it prns

this is supposed to be a canon honami blog but it might get ooc

this honami uses she/her prns

she types like a boomer to me Sorry

she has bpd and autism

also shes colorblind (tritanomaly)

no nsfw bc both me and honami are minors. ships are ok but lmk first bc i can't tell. I'm ok with any rarepairs except for the ones with boys (as in the canon ones)

rp style:

((text)): ooc

text: speech

(text): actions

text: thoughts

tagging system:

ic: honaposting

ooc: ooc (duh)

[mel-mail]

Hi! My name's Mel! My pronouns are he/she, I live in Unova, and I work as a mail carrier!

I... tend to be a little anxious around Pokémon... but I recently adopted a Cyndaquil named Spice from a shelter!

I heard a rumor that this website had access to the multiverse and had a bizzare mail system, so I just had to check it out!

So! Uh! There's that, I guess? I don't really know what to write here to be honest...

Pelipper Mail/Mystery Gift ON

Magic anons ON

Musharna Mail/Malice OFF

Any kind of PKMN IRL blog may interact!

More OOC info ⬇️

what's up it's me kade. from @kades-rp-lore-hell. i'm 19 and my pronouns are he/him. likes and follows come from @cherrytree-irl.

the profile picture and header are both of bridgemail v.

posts that are important to the lore or have hints about secrets are tagged #heart stamp

this is a new guy i made. he was planned to be a side character to my other blogs but i got attached to her so he gets a blog. she was created very recently, so if you notice a lot of changes in how i write or draw him it's because i don't really know who this character is yet. i'm making stuff up as i go!

but i do know she has some secrets. >:)

OH i should mention mel is an adult. i haven't decided how old exactly but he's somewhere from her late 20s to early 30s.

you can make sex jokes at him that's fine. but obviously i'm not going to do any blatantly explicit roleplay with you.

you can be a little mean to her that's fine. but obviously don't be mean to me. though if you wanted to do that you're not gonna listen to me telling you not to. also don't intentionally misgender any of my characters thanks.

this blog takes place in the same universe as my other roleplay blogs.

this blog takes place in unova, after pokémon white 2.

uhhh i think that's everything. here's a picture of mel.

ok bye

[transbee]

lol it's them.

needless to say our artistic skills. Vary.

remind me to post headmate doodles later.

[queer-otherkin]

Warning: syscorse

Uhhh sooo syscorse. Can someone explain it to me?/gq It can be here or on dms.

Questions down below.

(I'm posting it here so I can actually get an answer, because I have a bit of a following here.)

Here are my questions

-why are endos bad?

-why do people hate endos so much?

-how are they mocking systems?

-Am I anti or pro endo? (My beliefs are down bellow)

Background about me:

I've been trying to keep kind of "I don't want to talk about it bc I don't understand it" and trying to remove myself from it immediately.

But I do want to understand it. At the same time, everytime I go to the tags, it's just everyone yelling at each other and I don't understand anything. And I don't want to be yelled at either lol. I'm actually pretty scared to post this.

My beliefs till now:

-Can they exist?

Ok, uh so, I don't think it matters if I think if endos are real or not? Like, it's not my identity, I don't know them. And that's why I want to know if and how they are hurting the DID/OSDD comunity.

-Are they fakers?

I personally believe they're not. But you can think that they're not real and faking all you want, but have some manners. Don't go out invalidating others. You wouldn't do it irl, so don't do it online.(This sounds like I'm mad but I'm not)

"They fake having DID" but they never said that though...?/gq isn't the term "endo" made to differentiate them from disordered systems?

My opinion on them rn:

I've asked around irl a bit, and it turns out a bunch of teenagers don't give out the best concise answers. So the closest I've gotten to an answer is:

They need their own spaces. traumagenic systems want their own spaces and I think that's valid, sure, they can, and should intersect sometimes, but not as much as they do now. That's why I considered myself sort of anti endo until now. Idk if I'm anti endo tho??? What does my belief classify as?

we can't prove if they're real or not, because studies don't really 100% discard the idea of them being real. As far as I understand, they just haven't done research around endos. They don't fit in the research, because the researchers don't think about endos when doing the research.

And I don't think it's really your, or my space to say what someone is or isn't. If someone calls themselves an endo, but are actually a did system, who cares?

"But they need help because they have trauma!!" yeah!! I agree, but even traumagenic beings don't get help sometimes. Endos can be in treatment and still identify as endogenic. Idk, in the end, everyone has their own process and recovery time.

[merge-conflict]

wip wednesday uhhhhhh

tagged by @streetkid-named-desire 🙏

workin' on:

adjusting to new work schedule without going insane

listening to schism on repeat until it stops making me feel things

finishing phantom liberty (things are going to go so bad I can feel it. reed and valentine are two birds of a feather. a songbird in hand is worth more than bush– ok idk where I was going with this. why is everyone in this dlc so hot. the edible hit just as lizzy wizzy was doing her thing I was absolutely 👁️👁️ zonked)

[outline] ffor - kerry vs manager death match meeting ft. valentine being the kind of incorrigible and professionally unpleasant asshole you want on your side in an argument –> well-crafted excuse to have johnny watch kerry and go through the confusing mess of jealousy, lust, possessiveness, smug superiority and affection from behind a screen where he can't pitch a fit or ruin everyone's day by being snide or making himself the new center of attention. lol

[draft] ch. 12 of the damn things overlap – putting johnny failover thru some horrors because it's fun ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Featuring my notes from PL on characters (going thru one of my adhd note-taking phases), not intentionally incomprehensible but uhhh gotta write fast while they're still talking:

And a snippet of Johnny definitely not Going Thru It (it's his body unless it's a fear response, then it's V's weird hormones or something idk):

The answering burst of distorted laughter sent adrenaline screaming up the inside of Johnny’s lungs. Half a century later and Smasher was less human than ever: a ghoulish half-skinned skull bolted onto a brutal metal frame and armored with enough heavy plating enough to make the float shift when he did. He towered over Oda, shoulders hunched so the launcher perched on his shoulder didn’t scrape the ceiling. Behind him was the smoking ruin of the hole he’d blown open, the unsettled dust and debris making his red eyes glow like hellfire. Arasaka’s oldest rabid dog. Something about the angle he was leering down at him made Johnny feel like he was standing in and out of a dream, unarmed and paralyzed while his mind tried to catch up with V’s hammering heart. His tongue was stuck to the roof of his mouth, and his arm ached bone-deep, numbness flickering up and down from his elbow to his fingertips. The air stank of charred flesh and scorched metal, like saltwater and bloated decay. He reached again for V, but she was gone and he was alone. No V, no Hand, just him. “Too stupid to stay dead,” Smasher spat, leaning over Oda in a way that made the man instinctively tense, grip tightening painfully. “That really you, Johnny-boy?” Time finally snapped back into focus, adrenaline reaching his smoldering gray matter, and Johnny felt his mouth twisting into a grin– V still haunting her own nervous system, dark laughter bubbling up out of terror like tar. “In the flesh, so to speak. More than I can say for you, you ugly bastard.”

it's missing something, but I won't know what until I take Johnny for more of a spin for the rest of the chapter...however it doesn't stop me from wanting to pick at it.

tagging @wanderingaldecaldo, @fly-amanitaa, @corpocyborg, @vox-monstera (no pressure!!! :3)

[ponzu]

got tagged by @quenxi to poll my top 5 movies and it reminded me that @yuritual tagged me to list some faves like a month ago x.x i think i was away for momocon at the time then forgot by the time i got home but im doing it NOWW

first the faves to share-

shows: hxh, snow white with the red hair, romantic killer, ummm wow i dont watvh anything live action do i

colors: yeller, pink, green and blue

characters: POKKLE!!!!!!!! ponzu, obi, stark, chilchuck, erik, shirayuki, zen, gladion, cheren, gon, teru, kabru

musicians: billy cobb, system of a down, charli xcx, pinkpantheress, peter gabriel, eartheater, doon kanda, quest master, susumu hirasawa

THANK YOU FOR TAGGINEG ME SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG OK now the fave movie poll-

idk who to tag uhhh UMM just do this if you wanna <3

[epicsandwich301]

UHHH GUYS

DISCORD GOT BANNED IN RUSSIA IT SEEMS?

Yeah you can't contact me anymore there that fucking sucks uhh so... I don't have any other socials apart form this but you can message me on Telegram if you have that fucking thing

It's "EpicSandwich" if ya wanna chat or something like that uhh

I'll update this post as more info comes out

See ya

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[lighthouseshepard]

Regret to inform you that I am in everything jail but 🌪️ for the ask game and NSI MENTIONED‼️‼️‼️‼️

damn and i JUST broke you out of everywhere prison 😔 come on you have to stop committing crimes outside of time and space.

🌪️Sum up a WIP with a few fic tropes/Ao3 tags.

ooooh um ok how about the original fiction story i don't think ive talked about here before, about a knight with forbidden magic hes failing to hide from the world and the infamous war hero he brings back from the dead: enemies to lovers, magic as a gay allegory, wanting what you can't have, having what you don't want, secret midnight meetings, dealing with systemic oppression, lets destroy the monarchy, grief, loss, folk heroes, one foot in two different worlds

uhhh there's probably more but! its midnight and my brain is dying ❤️