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xvxblahhhxvx · 18 days ago
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A ramble/analysis about the significance of the bar in The Day I Picked Up Dazai
Ok, so I just reread the day I picked up Dazai, and read side b for the first time, and man do I have many, many thoughts, but one thing in particular struck me, and that is the bar. More specifically, the reason why they go in the first place and why it is significant. (spoilers for the day i picked up dazai side a, obviously)
The first time the bar is mentioned is when Odasaku and Dazai are having a discussion about death and why Dazai desires it. Oda says that "he is a fool for wanting to die" and that anyone is fool for dying before going to "that place." He doesn't specify what it is though, and Dazai thinks he's making it up at first. The way Odasaku speaks about it, it's as if it's some magic place, a place that only some can see the true value of. This intrigues Dazai, because one important thing about him is the fact that he's always searching. Always looking for something interesting, some reason to keep living, some proof that life isn't the boring place he believes it to be.
The second time this place is brought up is when Odasaku and Dazai are in the cell, and Oda is trying to convince Dazai that he should escape with him. He mentions that the place is nearby, and that they should escape and go. Now, Dazai is truly curious about it, and it works. He says, "how long has it been, I wonder? To have somewhere I want to go...I have a feeling that even if there is nothing at that place, it will be fine as it is." He's excited, and looking forward to the place that Odasaku has been, for lack of a better term, hyping up the entire light novel. Even if it may not be so interesting after all, like Oda said it might not be.
Still, when they arrive at the bar, Dazai acts a little disappointed at first. The place Oda took him to was really just a bar after all. Odasaku even admits that he lied, that where could he take him to that he wouldn't already know, and that he was merely teasing him. Dazai is taken aback at first, but in the end, he finds value in the place. They sit for ages, talking about everything and nothing, playing poker, and drinking. And despite being disappointed in the beginning, it ends up being enough for Dazai.
And now, for the actual point of this ted talk, the reason why this is so significant is because to me, the bar represents Dazai's search. He is always looking for something interesting to keep him alive, but the fact of the matter is, there is nothing. Oda says as much to him when he dies; nothing in this world is going to fill the void of loneliness inside of Dazai. But the fact that he took Dazai to something as simple as a bar, a place he said he was a fool for not going, the place that intrigued Dazai so much signifies that Dazai would only find something in a place as simple as a bar. That for all his searching, the answer might just be playing a game of cards and talking to a friend while having a few drinks. Dazai feels so far removed from human connection, but in truth, that is the one thing that could even attempt to fill the void, even if just a little. He will keep searching, keep looking for some external factor that may allow life to interest him, the thing that he would be foolish for dying before seeing, but the answer might just lie in spending the night in a simple bar with a friend.
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honey-makes-mogai · 2 years ago
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Updated list of completed subterms:
Songstelic
Lexicstelic
Quotestelic
Fontstelic
Lyricastelic
Imagestelic
Gifstelic (not posted)
Multistelic
Multisongstelic
Soundstelic
Scenestelic
Scentstelic
Namestelic
Nicknamestelic
Pronounstelic
Attrastelic
Symbolstelic
Letterstelic
Numberstelic
Lovestelic
Aestelic
Usernamestelic (not posted)
Crystelic (not posted)
List to of subterms to make:
Emojistelic (Emoji constel)
Stimstelic (Stim constel)
Songstimstelic? (Song stimming constel)
Memestelic (Meme constel)
Jobstelic (Job/Career constel)
Objeadstelic (Object head stelic)
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kabukiaku · 8 months ago
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OP THIS IS SO SO CUTE THANK YOUUUU AHHHHHSHQJSJ 😵‍💫😭🖤🍒🍓
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I'm still obsessed with these fruity Terzomega outfits by @kabukiaku (so much that I wrote a fic about them), so when I saw CC of the strawberry shirt I knew what I had to do...
I couldn't find any cherry shirts, so I went ahead and made one myself���my first ever piece of CC! I had no idea what I was doing, but I think it turned out pretty good! 😊
Terzo and his CC are by ghulehsin, and Omega and his CC are available here.
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imdyingforthis · 6 months ago
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Shhhh, the shadow broker is sleeping
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kenm4vhs · 6 months ago
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STOP !!! THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING I’VE EVER SEEN 😭
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121231212i · 6 months ago
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Genshin Impact | The Road Not Taken
"...But, At least you're still out there, somewhere in the world. That trail of the comet that once streaked across the sky, Is now the untrodden path by which I seek you."
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yippee-optimistically · 8 months ago
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Tiniest percabeths youve ever seen bc I'm almost 400 pgs into MoA and I like them !!!!!! First one is lowkey trans Percy propaganda. Mb
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froggkidd · 2 months ago
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AAAAUUGHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCCHHHH!!!!!! they're one of my fav wlw ships of the very few that I know
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eggplantgifs · 21 days ago
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Yuna Aoki: Adios Nonino » 2024 NHK Trophy
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dam-pi · 2 months ago
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Aaah, a new a draw of the boy!!!!
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When I read this I remembered a fairly old drawing I made and decided to re-do it digitally!!! (with bright colors... Why... I don't know, I honestly experimented with the brushes, the layers and the colors of this drawing jsksjsjs)
Even so, it seems pretty cute to me, maybe because of the colors. I'll try to draw it creepier for next time. 🫂
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biinanzas · 7 months ago
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ahhhh i would LOVE to see your deep dive on the magnificent adah!!!!!!! it's one of my favourite episodes!!!!!
Love that when Joe is attacked in The Magnificent Adah he's written and acted as a a scared, hurt, very young man (which I ran with when he's shot in Frontier Medicine, to fit in Comforting Adam and help push Julian into intervening)
The choice was probably made to emphasise that the antagonist is a monster/the others have to take action, but the same level of injury could have been used to get that across without the emotional portrayal and in the 60s that would have been what I expected
This is a really interesting episode. Maybe I can do a deep dive sometime?
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camillescreations · 11 months ago
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A doodle of Stede to get some emotions out... I'm still fucking depressed y'all
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jeffthekillerzblog · 7 months ago
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just a sketch
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fluffylord · 8 months ago
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TWELFTH DOCTOR | 9.12 Hell Bent
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glamfellens · 8 days ago
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thinking about the struggle between grey wardens and the orlesian chantry and who supersedes who. the chantry feeling undermined when the grey wardens recruit mages out of their circles, giving mages unprecedented levels of freedom and a life outside of the circle. resentment building because of this. the grey wardens leaning a little too hard into their rite of conscription that can be used vindictively and spitefully because wardens are still human and fallible. its so juicy. i miss it so much. anders' recruitment in awakening was such an interesting microcosm of this tension i wish we saw more if it
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ruikasas · 26 days ago
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"I knew it... Shoyo comes up with something new every time we face each other."
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