#ughhhh (exhausted)

[a-stars-art-blog]

To my dependable colleges in the discord server! Thanks for the BenBaro Tuesday ideas + some stuff I already doodled

[bluebeesknees]

Horrible news!! My employer of the part time job I've been meaning to quit just told me they like having me here!! I'm a joy to be around, fuck!!

[queen0fm0nsterz]

hello svtfoe commentator on YouTube. on your left is a picture of meteora butterfly pre season 4. on your right is a pipe bomb controlled by me. tell me about this character WITHOUT belittling her for her mental health issues and mentioning how being a mixed race WOMAN shapes all aspects of her personality and experiences and how that ties back to the main themes of the show, even if in ways that are lacking.

[myth0mani-art]

So, how do I tell my family that going out every day makes me feel bad, exhausted and burnt out?

[hyperionshipping]

I want really really gutwrenching angst with Caleb it's there I just can't think of anything because like, with him the drama of "I can't be with you!" Isn't what I want. Not what I need. Because that Happens in the ship already. Literally an integral thing for Tricks is learning he's allowed in the group. So if Caleb was like "oh I can't be with you" Tricks would go 'Ok. So I was never really here.' and go back to the Gentleman. But like. I can't THINK of anything. If I could just continue the show I'd know things better than I do and I could probably work in something but I can'tttt

[taurus-spacecraft]

I need to draw more data today... or ill die

[curesforwritersblock]

damn i’m REALLY fucking tired of living through major historical events

[arcqiv]

Thursday | 2:30 p.m.

ughhhh, it's so hottt here... I am practically melting! Walking around college, every day in the mid-afternoon sun should count as a survival sport.

I can't wait for summer vacation.

[nintendont2502]

spending more than a few days around your family and no one else truly does cause a certain type of madness. and baby they call me the joker

[haedia]

Had a really long but really nice day yesterday with one of my partners. We went on a yarn journey. There's an event in the metro area involving a lot of yarn stores and since we're both fiber people, we decided to participate.

It was a great day for it. The weather was pretty much perfect for me (overcast, chill, with intermittent rain/mist) and things went smoothly.

Plus, both me and my partner each won one of the store raffles! Which is nuts! Statistically very unlikely but still a delightful surprise. (We're gonna have to do a return loop later to get our prizes since they're at different stores, lol)

The downside of all that excitement and driving and stuff (I was gone from like 10am until 5pm-ish?) is that today's gonna be rough.

At the time of writing, it's a little after 3am. I woke up suddenly like thirty minutes ago and though I'd love to sleep more, I don't think I can at this moment because I'm too achy. All of my joints and most of my spine is, at the least, vaguely achy and kind of tingly to very achy. My skin is aching and it feels like it's trying to start being itchy (which I am very much hoping does not happen).

And hooboy I'm not looking forward to whatever the fuck my knees are gonna be doing today. They were starting to hurt yesterday afternoon and got real complainy last night. I don't imagine they'll be behaving today. But we'll see.

Anyway. Today's gonna be a real gentle recovery day. I'm hoping it's enough so my partner and I can do a little more yarn store journey tomorrow (this time, with much less extreme travel involved). Either way it'll still be A Lot.

Also, fingers crossed that I can do art later today. There are things I'd like to do today. But who knows if I'll be able to. Bleh.

[godlygivenanxiety]

There's just something so fucking great about the concept of characters like Zeke Banks and Peter Strahm having this complicated relationship to serial killers while having such a strong urge for justice and finding the truth???

Specifically, I love to think about how in the middle of their games of cat and mouse, or at those moments they inevitably share as they sharpen their knowledge on each other and get close enough to bump, when their intentions get a lot more nuanced as they insist on combing through them later again and again... that connection and obsession shoves everything else to second place. Seeing one another tunnels their vision, and their actions will follow rules made on the spot.

But then the world keeps on turning around them when they leave the crime scene with blood on their shirts and a gun that may or may not have been pointed but never used, piles of mangled bodies from 'collaborative traps' and distorted audios calling the remains of another horror story a chance for 'redemption' never stop being found; survivors slam doors in their faces when they come for statements and sob their hearts out at their closed off support meetings— suddenly, it's their place to show remorse, perform the respect and compassion that's lacking in their lovers... and how it impacts them to carry that burden they, against their own better judgement and all good reasoning, carry because they only give this much of a tangible fuck when they're put face to face with that damage.

It's just breathtaking, to wonder how ignorance is bliss and they cover themselves in it for the sake of something they want so badly. The guilt that comes when the blanket slips right off, yanked back by their lovers. Maybe even by themselves, punishment for their own broken vows. Weakness.

[chirpsythismorning]

I Want You to Want Me is so Mike Wheeler coded 😭

[teenagefeeling]

oh omg i was lookin at the notes on this post and i have to screenshot this and show you all, it's too good of a pro-tip. i've never personally encountered a patron catalog where u can search by shelf location, but if u either a) find something specific in the online catalog and it's in storage you can check it out by either placing a hold on it or just asking at the circ desk or b) want a list of like a specific author or type of work or something where it would narrow it down to a relatively short list, i bet someone in reference would be willing to give you a list of all the titles they have in storage. im also just obsessed w the idea of deliberately checking out books from the corners of shelves im gonna start doing that

[supmaww]

convinced that drawing while tried is one of the worst feelings in the world

[oodlesndoodles]

“If kindness got me this far - think of what it could do for you” - Kale

AND THATS A WRAP!! If you’re wondering, this is the barrier quote for K, I changed it a bit.. hehe

@spotaus come looook

[smth-burned]

I want to be in a pitchdark/black room with fairylights, very little to no noise, a weighted blanket, two pillows and my phone.........exhausted...augh💔