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theoldkyokodied · 2 years ago

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One wedding and three funerals

Background paintings under the cut

#tomgreg #succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #shiv roy #roman roy #kendall roy #yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much #this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess #but yeah i hope yall connect the dots #i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle #at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya #my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr #anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this #i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan #it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs #his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away #basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs #and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't #but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)

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cosmicdreamgrl · 9 months ago

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ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴊɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴡ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴛᴇᴘʜᴇɴ ᴄᴏʟʙᴇʀᴛ

#btsedit #btsgif #seokjinedit #dailybts #userbangtan #usersky #userpat #userdimple #raplineuser #uservans #heyryen #useremmeline #rjshope #trackofthesoul #underbetelgeuse #seokjin #*mine #ugh these are so- yeah *sighs*#oh well

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tequiilasunriise · 10 months ago

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Possible nicknames Lenore called Annabel in life go:

"Anniebell": Sometimes the smallest changes are the cutest, okay? Anniebell Lee sounds adorable as hell and I'll stick by it. Imagine Annabel trying to admonish Lenore for saying some wild shit at a Rich Persons Gala™️ or smth but she keeps breaking out into giggles like, "You- you can't just say that pet!" and Lenore playfully replying, "Oh whatever do you mean, Anniebell Lee?" like UGH I hate them somebody throw hammers at em already 💥💥🔨🔨🔨

“My moon”: in relation to the Annabel Lee poem (‘for the moon never beams/Without bringing me dreams/Of the wonderful Annabel Lee’) and also there’s smth so flavorful of the character with a color palette more akin to the Sun (long shiny blonde hair, warm colored eyes, seemingly more outwardly personality, etc) being called the moon like I loveee contrasting design choices‼️‼️

“Angel”: Also a reference to the poem (but like, worse because it was the angels that separated em) and can be easily pulled from Annabel’s name

“Petal”: Or some other variation of a flower based nickname because imma sad, sad bisexual who loves ✨flower motifs✨ just a bit too much

Anything in Dutch: This can be like common ones like “liefje” (darling) or the previous entries but in Dutch idk go crazy go stupid

“Locket”: An unconventional pick pulled from Annabel’s last name Whitlock + lockets containing pieces of hair from your other half being T H E romantic gesture of the century back then, so, like. Idk. Hear me out like okay I think Lenore could be the unconventional route (I mean girly already faked her death via arson and pulled a Mulan to get the girl soooo you see what I’m putting down?) and like like LIKKEEE⁉️⁉️⁉️ Imagine with me Lenore telling her girl, “You’re the locket I keep nearest to my heart” (many necklaces back then had a chain just long enough for the locket to rest above the wearer’s heart) and it evolves to Lenore calling Annabel smth like “my dearest, my locket” LIKE YOU HAVE TO IMAGINE WITH ME!!! GUYS MY VISION IS VISIONING!!! 🦅🗣️🌈🗣️🗣️🦅🦅🌈🗣️🦅🦅

@incorrect-nevermore cmere and witness my madness

#some of the emojis only show up in mobile format sigh this is my cross to bear #yes its a running joke of mine to measure things on a scale of 'in relation to how much so and so suffered compared to jesus h christ-'#for example penny poldenina died painfully TWICE like girly defo suffered more than mister holy spirit but thats neither here nor there #jesus still suffered more than me but like. damn bro. my aesthetic #my old wenclair followers if ur still around do NOT come fer me and the 'my moon' suggestion okay I knowwww #i remember my oldass yet decently popular 'my moon' wenclair posts from last year do not recite the ancient magic to me #anything in dutch one tho like cmon Lenore woulldd she would call her sweetie anniebell shit like 'my heart' and shit in Dutch ugh dorknore #tho obviously the locket one is my fave like u have to rlly and truly ENVISION THE VIBES u know?#unconventional pet names fer unconventional couples guys cmon hear me outttt #ugh man these two gayasses are so awful i hope they DOUBLE PERISH bc yeah they already died once whoooppssiesss #nevermore webtoon #white raven #lenore nevermore #lenore vandernacht #annabel lee nevermore #annabel lee whitlock

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everyones-least-favorite-bard · 1 year ago

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consequences.

(go read banshee in a well by @liverobinreaction)

#sorry to batman post but ive been literally terminal over this fic for like a full fucking week #those of you following me for orv just pretend this is more kdj/yjh permadeath angst #otherwise <3 yeah i love this fic #bard draws #ugh what r the dc tags people use. its been so long since ive gone here #batman #tim drake #banshee in a well #blood #cw blood #oh yea for the record this is the one scene thats like #bruce discovering tims dying body at gotham city hall #sighing. i love when characters just Fucking Die #bards dc thoughts

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surrealsunset · 5 months ago

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my page for @dgm20thproject that i forgot to post...! i worked on the glitch effects on this until the very anguish of this page was screaming at me straight into my burnt out retinas lol

#dgm #dgrayman #dgm20thproject #d gray man #dgm 20th anniversary #allen walker #mana walker #mana d campbell #artists on tumblr #eye strain #eye strain art #glitch aesthetic #bright colors #epilepsy warning #<- jic #... yeah i think the inherent sorrow from this page combined with the literal grief i was going through at the time--#--severely prevented me from posting this on time #i did a second page but icr if we're allowed to post those yet? and im WAYYY less proud of that one LOL #ugh. but yeah i'm super proud of this. sighs #manga that . was my parents for me. in a sense.#i kind of held on to the idea of allen being my friend and real parent for a long time as a kid ngl #i literally have an allen fictive who's a permanent caretaker so yeah lol #i rly wanted to draw something new for the anniversary but. i mean this counts. this definitely counts #anyway yeah. enjoy ;;w;;

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satorisoup · 4 months ago

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people will think im ordinary until they say one (1) thing about tmnt and all of a sudden im explaining the entire lore starting from the 1990’s movie & why donatello is the best turtle i fear… T^T

tag limit fights me… i must yap… please listen… SOB </3

#tmnt yap in the taggies !!#would you believe me if i said my cat is named after donnie… teehee !! ^_^#i have been a tmnt lover since i was the ripe age of 6 years old SOBSOB #i used to write bf headcanons on wattpad way long ago… thats where my love for writing started i fear…#i probably have more tmnt merch than i do anime merch which is soso crazy to think about PHEW !!!#notebooks cups plushies legos shirts pajamas stickers tins action figs keychains name something and i have it… is that weird… SOB #im not joking when i say i know the entire lore and could explain everything from start to finish… FOR EACH AND EVERY REBOOT EVER…. wowza…#other than rottmnt because i’ve never been a fan of that reboot sigh…#the only reason donatello hamato isnt on my blorbie list is because i do not want to seem out of touch… he used to be there though !! :3 #also i love raph too sigh #i fear donnie was my start to my love for nerdy men… raph was for the mean ones… cough cough akaashi and bakugo #tall lanky men… yeah hes a turtle… i know… let me speak… pls… i beg… T^T #tmnt 2012 will always be my star my light my beloved #i can recite every single episode </3 ALSO THE 2014 & 2017 MOVIES DONT GET ME STARTED i have them on dvd :3 #i also have the 1990’s movies on dvd teehee theyre sososososoo good T^T my comfort franchise forever and always #i may always speak of anime but just know tmnt will always be the start of it all and my most beloved <3 its everything to me #also i was and still am an avid tmnt 2012 april oneil hater someone get her out of there i loathe her >:/#was never a supa big fan of leo im very sorry… idk who im sorry to… where are my tmnt fans… am i alone in this world… hello… tmnt fans…#omigosh im back after looking at my old wattpad story IM GIGGLING why was the writing kinda good… it was first person though sigh… goodness #i should create my own tmnt yap tag i fear… i will never shut up about it EVER SOBSOBSOB !! i even had a tmnt party when i was younger </3 #donnie ( & mikey ) are so misunderstood UGH i could yap about the lore all day. donnie deserved more recognition he was always doing so muc #FOR ALL of his brothers and they never appreciated it… ill cry right now. donnie you will always be famous to me. april doesnt deserve you.#raph and his temper are so misunderstood too like please. always making him the bad guy HE JUST WANTS TO BE A GOOD BROTHER HES JUST AWKWARD #remembering when i had a crush on a guy names joseph in first grade and he liked tmnt too… joseph just know we were soulmates… i promise </#i used to go up to the tv and kiss the screen when donnie showed up. i was like 6 years old tho its okay… still sleep with my stuffie tho.#thank you to my yaya for buying me that when i had the flu hes still in perfect condition SOB donatello i love you so much UGH im crying #‘thats a mutant turtle ew !!’ HE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND LOVEABLE TO ME. YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND EVERYPONY </3 nia reference woah hi nia :3 #whos in favor of tmnt. raise your hands up high so i can see them. im giggling. tmnt lovers rise we sha’ll prosper… WE RIDE AT DAWN 🦅🦅🦅#is this like totally crazy of me… has anyone read this far… if you have jusy know i love you. i cherish you. you are my everything <3 #₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ

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sabo-torao · 4 months ago

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i know i say this almost every chapter but 1121 truly was one of my favorite chapters AT LEAST from egghead. bonney's story never fails to make me cry and i love how she has become one of the primary examples of freedom in one piece. saturn was finally blown to pieces and even if we know well that he's not dead, it was so fucking satisfying seeing him crumble and fly off the giants' ship. vegapunk's final message gave me chills and it assured to create an even more chaotic situation amongst ALL the most powerful organisations on the sea which i was desperately anticipating. the weight oda's been putting on vivi and shirahoshi everytime the ancient weapons and/or the will of d. is discussed has been duly noted and im already shaking in anticipation. sabo's been put next to people of the caliber of SHANKS and with him, koby as well which. c'mon. C'MON isn't it fucking awesome? dude. oh my god. it's just hit after hit after hit and NO misses. i'm so excited for the next chapters, hoping it'll keep going well and elbaf arc won't fall flat like other arcs did. i think that right now it's safe to say that egghead is, indeed, peak.

#i have so much shit to say but im so afraid of sounding more stupid than i already do so yeah take this #im just. Ugh #I LOVE ONE PIECE SOMETIMES ALRIGHT?#its message its story its everything...#sigh alright im done #one piece spoilers #op spoilers #one piece 1121 #fool rambles #fool screams #cw swearing

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on-leatheredwings · 7 months ago

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this shit never getting released omg

#bitch just absolutely ROTTING in the drafts #slash j #yeah it will be released . its just like. you know when youve struggled with something too much #that its just tainted.#i get that way with art a lot but rarely writing #this story is lowkey just cursed like ugh #ill finish someday but the vibes are just so bad about it #then again i feel that way with 70% of the stuff i post #and then ppl like it . so. sigh!

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stars-n-spice · 2 days ago

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SharpShooters + Textboxes Pt. 1

Ummm, been kinda numb these last few days so I've been coping by drawing these two idiots with textboxes I've found on Pintrest.

More to come + ones with the rest of the Silly Squad in the future 👍🏼 if school doesn't take me out first

They're pretty much in order of the progression of their relationship.

From what was supposedly just going to be a one-night stand after a chance meeting in the bar - with Crosshair wanting to feel something after being left behind by his brothers and Tay just finding Crosshair attractive for beating him at darts (stupid, yes but he likes people who are better than him at something) - to Tay becoming hopelessly devoted to Crosshair and the two of them finding peace and purpose again on Pabu and having their own little family with their adopted daughter, Akona-Mae :)

Yay for happy endings 🎉

Crosshair is reunited with his family again and finally has a sense of peace and belonging outside of being a soldier, and in turn, Tay finally has his freedom and a family again instead of ending up dead in a arena :D

Anywho I love them.

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adrift-in-thyme · 7 months ago

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Note to self: never again let it slip to an irl person that I write whump

#told two of my classmates today #I’m exhausted so it just kinda slipped out #plus I assumed they’d be at least a little ok about it #given that they’re into fandom stuff #but no #they definitely thought I was some kind of freak #and I wasn’t about to try and defend myself #‘writing this stuff is a kind of therapy for me I promise I’m not sadistic or creepy!’#yeah that would’ve gone over wonderfully #*sighs*#figures that one of the only personal things I shared this whole semester gets this reaction #why do I even try #I never talk about myself #I let everyone else vent and tell me everything #and when I try to open up I screw myself #trin rambles #vent #ignore me I’ll be fine #it’s just a really yucky day today #I’m not in a great place mentally and that did nothing good for me #hopefully sleep will help #…if I manage to get any sleep that is #ugh #delete later

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mamawasatesttube · 1 year ago

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i keep thinking there are people on here i would love to like. add on discord and actually talk to more. but then i think to myself well i should wait until i can get my meds so im actually feeling better and more up to being social. but at this point that's not happening for another few weeks at the least so uugghghghghhh.

#this is also slightly compounded by this being a sideblog like jskdjs i sure hope people know das me #but. ugh. yeah #debating if id want to make a server in which to lowkey hang out in a group setting or something.#or if i should just keep sitting here with sad wet pathetic beast eyes yearning for the days when i had the energy to talk to people more #like part of me wants to be like so mutuals if we've talked ever and you don't mind me being exhausted and often late to respond...!#bc i DO want to talk to friends and interact and be social. however the horrors (chronic illness) persist #SIGHS. anyway that's what's going on here re me being slow to answer messages and things on occasion + not always participating in stuff #probably tbd? just complaining at this point im a tired little man

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dayzadraws · 1 year ago

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seventh-district · 6 months ago

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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

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brandnewwave · 6 months ago

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I thought abt the e-sekai cover of alice of human sacrifice again

alt colors I was planning on going with before wussing out and deciding the purely red one fit the vision i had better under the cut

#rin penrose #inkpaintrose #ambdraws #sigh my beloved prince (<- I fully just made up 90% of this design because I couldn’t for the life of me #draw the fucking white with blue scarf fit from the video. it was just too simple)#i planned on just doing my usual coloring but like ehhh the colors were kinda ugh and I didn’t want to workshop more #so uh yeah i just got rid of the colors lmao and did a greyscale with a bunch of shit layered over it

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running-in-the-dark · 8 months ago

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oh come onnn now

a while ago I was looking for one specific picture of John Larroquette in better quality and I just found the stupid magazine it's from on ebay and I'm gonna buy it and I'm so mad about it

#because it's a fucking playboy magazine #sigh #it's also the interview where he talked about the door incident so yeah man I'm buying that shit. ugh #personal

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sparklestheunicorn · 5 months ago

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Me thinking about shallan davar and her relationship with her dad

#ME!#the stormlight archive #ITS BEEN A NIGHT FOLKS #KALADIN AND SHALLAN ENTERED AND EMERGED FROM THE CHASMS. SHALLAN KILLED HER DAD #ALL OF THE THINGS I HAD BEEN NOTICING IN SHALLAN'S FLASHBACKS THAT HAD BEEN NIGGLING AWAY AT MY SANITY FINALLY STOLE IT FROM ME #AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH #oh and lets not forget how iconic the announcement of shallan and kaladin making it back to camp was #a messenger runs up and fucking cuts off amaram and is all breathless and just 'THE PLATEAU' and dalinar just sighs and is like 'fucking #sadeas again. man i hate that man' and the messenger is just all 'no sir. he came /out/ of the chasms' AND WE KNOW WHO IT IS AND WERE #FUCKING CHEERING but dalinar doesnt know know. but that man Suspects. you know he does. so he 'looks sharply towards her' and goes 'who?'#'Stormblessed.' AND IM SCREAMING YOURE SCREAMING EVERYONES FUCKING SCREAMING. WE ALL KNEW IT AND YET HERE WE ARE LOSONG OUR MINDS BC THAT #DELIVERY UGH PERFECTION. and then dalinar man that he is embodies all of us after the page break bc the next sentence is 'Dalinar ran the #entire way.' WHICH OF COURSE HE FUCKING DID. FUCK YEAH. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH #words of radiance book of all time #shallan davar character of all time #SO SO SO SO GOOOOOOOOD #AND ONLY GOOD THINGS TO COME #why do i remember kaladin swearing all the oaths again and again and again as hes saving elhokar's life?? bc Iconic of him if true #Cannot wait to lose even more of my mind to this book

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