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untitled figure study watercolor on paper by Me (2018)

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untitled fluid art acrylic, silicone oil and flow medium on canvas by Me (2022)

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The Start of Samwain acrylic on paper by Me (2021)

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self portrait/doodle ink on paper by Me (2022)

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my pops found this while cleaning out the wood shed. i musta made this when i was probably like 5 or 7. clearly my love for art is long held haha.

i just love the creative confidence i had back then too, i mean "i am an expert at drawing" would never come out of my mouth today sadly. oh the carefree self love of children

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a drawing i made for my kiddo based on VERY specific instructions hahaha

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from my 2021 "Emotions" series. i started these emotions/prompts (i would ask the same series of questions for each feeling) after suffering a SA and going through emdr therapy. series still in progress. i hope to find and post more from this period, as well as start on some new, more positive, emotions now that i am in a healthier place. never thought id get there, but finally feeling like myself again.

Grief watercolor on paper by Me (2021)

Shame watercolor on paper by Me (2021)

Melancholy watercolor on paper by Me (2021)

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untitled figure study watercolor on paper by Me (2019)

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quick little lip sketch from my journal

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self portrait watercolor on paper by Me (2024)

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self portrait/doodle ink on paper by Me (2021)

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Abstract Monogram acrylic on canvas by Me (2022)

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untitled abstract figure study watercolor on paper by Me (2022)

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made this for my dad, who is the biggest fan i know and instilled my love for this amazing universe. i will never be able to thank him enough for the joy it has brought me and will continue to bring me my whole life through, but hopefully this showed him just a little bit.

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"Was it you who led me all the way here? You must have been waiting, all this time... Since two thousand years ago, for someone."

- Eren Yeager / Shingeki no Kyojin by Hajime Isayama

close up on an unfinished aot fanart sketch in my journal

the emotion in this frame has always punched me in the gut. the grief, regret, shame, anger, and almost joy at finally being the one to choose for herself.

Ymir is the best literary dichotomy, a true portrayal of trauma bonding and a desperate search for love from the wrong places. but she also shows it doesnt have to stay like that. you can, right now, change the fate of everything around you by choosing to fight. the person you are waiting to save you, is you... tatakae bitches

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Topography of my Palms ink and acrylic on paper by Me (2021)

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cant get over this

been stuck in my head for days

because i missed you

Hera.

i missed you today hera,

while buying a carton of milk i missed you.

I told mil i missed you,

i didnt even ask her how she was doing,

i forgot.

because i missed you

--M.M.V.