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@octeiva ♡'D FOR A STARTER !
❝ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❞
#this cute be cute ; this could be sad ; this could be angsty#u pick bc i suck#octeiva#first ic post back and ofc its for u MWAH#𝐢𝐢𝐢. ⠀ ⠀ 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄 ⠀ 、 ⠀ this is reality. reality sucks .#𝐢. ⠀ ⠀ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 ⠀ 、 ⠀ closed starter .
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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they are ignoring my big beautiful pathetic himbo wife and his cute little platypus tail that he has for some tank part reason im too dumb to understand why
#how can u laugh 😿 this is not a JOKE 😾⁉️⁉️⁉️#love the way starscream was smiling and entertained by demo's people pleasing and having to make himself frown#so he can make demo even more exasperated by his apathy#'it's funny when he nags cyclonus but he can stfu around me pls '#part of what makes armada starscream so cool is demo taking a lot of the more pathetic sides of his ppl pleasing#starscream's ppl pleasing is more for competitive career (power) reasons and fear#demo's tries to be but also he just wants megatron to like him and be nice to him pls :(#whereas megs actually likes starscream and wants him to succeed one day just not today lol#and starscream is like no wtf ure weird i just want ur position . gtfo#it's like the one worker the manager wants to make a new manager one day but the worker hates it there & just does whats needed then leaves#& trains new ppl by being like 'yea so the fuckass manager likes it like this so if u see him then do that shit but heres how i do it lol'#new ppl being mini cons who hes like that cool younger adult to wholl send ppl home instantly if theyre sick & is chilled but professional#meanwhile demo is the suck up tryhard who just needs to put the fries in the bag bro#he wants to be manager so bad but hes also annoying and dumb and megs just wants him to leave his office so he can pretend 2 work#cyclonus is the broke guy who just goofs off bcs if he gets fired then he gets fired but they havent yet bcs theyre understaffed#n he knows it too. he sleeps on the job if it slows down for 1 second. but hes an adrenalin junkie who can get distracted#demo wants meg to want his effin cookje so freaking bad... i love pathetic men#sideways secretly has 3 jobs total & 2 of them are at their competitors' who pay better so he dgaf abt this one#he never picks up shifts and doesnt care abt working less hours. hes hust here for the drama tbh#he clocks in wondering if demo will ever get that megadck hes been bitching abt#he clocks out a disappointed fujoshi#it's ok bcs karen hot rod who works at their competitors comes storming in with his kids & needs rizzed up#by either starscream or sideways bcs they fucked up his kids' orders on purpose after hr gave them a spiel abt their long list of allergies#demolisher#starscream#cyclonus#transformers#maccadam#tf armada#sideways
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3rd trimester begins + baby shower time!
#i chose the gender reveal cake cuz its cute but we're not doing that here at hauntedtrait we dont believe in gendering babies#anyways im in a shit ton of pain and if u engage with this post u will help me feel better <3333#minimal editing bc my laptop sucks#posting will be sporadic but im excited to post the gameplay i did before i left for brazil#ts4 legacy#s4 legacy#ts4 gameplay#s4 gameplay#nsb2#nsb2: sapphire#gen: sapphire#azure scott#sidney price#morgan fyres#calliope scott#greta laurent#chiara carvalho#savannah price#as usual there were more ppl at the event but i can never get anyone in the same gd shot#but sidney's parents were there and sowas lia#i had azure's outfit picked out for this for ages and it was so cuteeeeee but this bitch had to get pregnant in winter lmao#but i tried to adapt lol#z
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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music#which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad#its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading#papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot#i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages#and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc#i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this#works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab#have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier#so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break#myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take#the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me#so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester#i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt#my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just#at the end of the line and it sucks#unrelated
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STARDEW VALLEY -> ALL ABOUT LUCY 🍒
"All the big bugs will be in town! Are you coming?"
i saw @littlebirdofprey do an adorable template for their farmer and just had to do one myself!! lucy's portrait was made using this picrew ♡
less yellow coloring bc i’m indecisive :]
#this is soooooo fun#sdv#edit*#ch: lucy#more fun facts abt luce is she was a serial monogamist like a TOTAL player before moving to stardew#bc working a corporate job sucks the soul of u and u just want to feel alive u know?? eat some coochie and then you'll calm down etc#she also started growing sunflowers just for haley once she realized they're her favorite#and she's rlly close to jodi bc jodi instantly took her in and made her feel welcome and gave her stable ground to stand on#she's also close to robin alex and leah but it was hard to pick which to add to the roster#bc abigail is more of a dungeon partner than a bestie but it's still a significant relationship so i had 2 include her#she doesn’t like sap bc they have a huge orchard and it sticks to her fingers + soda gives her a tummyache + escargot was made by the devil#she also loves her cows soooososososososososososo much......#ANYWAYS. love her.
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UPDATE. HOLYYYY SHIT DUDE THAT INTERLUDE. AMY WAKE UP YOU FUCKED UP BIG TIME !!!!!!!!!! HELLO???? WHAT THE FUCK????? DUDE. AMY. OH GOD OH FUCK
I LOVE BONESAW SHES SO SCARY <3 how far did you get into the suckening btw. did you meet the weylin twins. I think bonesaw would be such good friends with the weylin twins.
hey also? what the fuck? bonesaw? bonesaw can we talk. i just want to talk. please. can I pick your brain. oh no. oh wait. aha. bad choice of words.
#TALKING IN THE TAGS. just because i think the bit of just the dallon-pelham torment nexus image here is funny. and also ive had it saved for#fucking forever its where the winters family torment nexus bit came from originally LMFAO.#anyway. ohh god.!!!!! sickos yes haha yes!!!!!!!!!!! everybody sucks here it's so miserable!!! surely this will have no devastating#consequences down the road :)))#i fucking LOVE bonesaw SO MUCH shes everything 2 meeeee. i love u bonesaw she is my favorite. i was half excited for u 2 get to this one bc#of the Amy Horror but also half bc bonesaw.... :]]] she is so good. I HAVEN'T MET THE WEYLIN TWINS YET but i know them#peripherally already + am lowkey obsessed w them from all ive gathered so far they would be SUCH good friends <33#anyway im sure bonesaw would love to pick your brain!!! ^___^ (this is not the last of her talking abt powers though dw)#anyway. AHGHGHGHHH. man. this is the start of like one of the Big Worm Things. amy is worm fandoms vriska!!!!!1#she isnt worms vriska narratively someone else is worms vriska. but she is so fandom vriska. ahaha.#holding ur hand!!!!!!!!!#mac tag!#wormposting
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2 days till my final exam rant in tags sorry i gotta let it spill somewhere 😭
#IM DYINGGGG#there are so many things to memorise#and theyre gonna pick 2 questions from a list of 60?????#and my whole degree relies on this?????#im sorry who the hell thought of this system#id MUCH rather write a 2h long exam than have to orally answer questions for 10mins fr#and if i get a topic i dont fully understand that’s it. it’s over for me#bc u have to answer both to pass#they should at least let us pick 2 out of 3 or something 😭#i also hate my procrastinating ass#i shoulda been doing 15qs a day and ive been doing between 1 and 5#and now i have 50 questions (so probably around 70A4 pages) to memorise by THURSDAY AT 9AM#i swear to god why do i always do this#also turns out that for the thesis presentation it’s forbidden to use notes 😀#I AM NOT GOOD AT SPEAKING I AM NOT GOOD AT THIBKING MY MEMORY SUCKS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS THIS#im so fucking anxious#but funniest thing is IM STILL ACTIVELY PROCRASTINATING#LIKE??? ISNT THE PRESSURE ENOUGH YET??????#i fucking KNOW for a FACT even if i started studying RIGHT NOW i probably wont make it with all the questions by the exam date#and i skipped ALL THE HARDEST ONES FOR NOW#i swear to god guys im gonna go fucking crazy with this#i know it’s nearly over but it’s KILLING MEEEEE#please why cant i skip time to when it’s over#help me manifest not getting a finance/law question pls guys#hela yaps
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guys will you love me even if i get back into assassin's creed. i used to love those games in middle school and i played black flag with a friend today and it was so much fun even though it sucks so bad and it's painful listening to the story and the controls are beyond clunky but i had so much fun and felt nostalgia and also mary :3c i never finished black flag back in the day bc i got stuck in one of the ship missions so bad i never wanted to touch the game again. also i've only played them from brotherhood to unity. i also never finished unity bc it sucked ass so bad and it wasnt fun at all. also brotherhood->unity includes liberations. i miss my beautiful wife aveline. i think i should buy 1 and 2 for ps3 and finally play them too!
#leevi liveblogs#black flag is so up my alley with the pirate stuff and mary read.. did u guys know i had a mary read phase in middle school#it was not caused by assassins creed#but i did pick up black flag bc she was in it#god the gane sucks so bad i wish it didnt have any of thr ship stuff so i could play it#im unwilling to drive a vechile in any adventure game. put that thing back.#which. is funny considering how much i love need for speed and driving mako in mass effect
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who's team r u gonna join for splatfest? moneys been losing so maybe frye has a chance </3
team love i didnt get to join marina's team in 2 so this is like next best thing for me plus love won the last two runs of this fest i want the streak completed 🫶🏾
#like its kind of a sweet sentiment that love has continued to win like *sniffs* love compassion and care for one another <:]#no offense to frye but if i were to pick another team it wouldve been money fame is nothing.#sorry to the 'fame is love and money' crowd but leave me alone the hell. i do not wanna be famous 😭#also. im gonna b annoying. but it isnt inherently true bc there have been broke famous ppl </3 imagine how much that'd suck#oo and fame w no like Real love? ppl who are a famous persons echo chamber or are obsessed w the *idea* of u? no thank you sorry team fame#asks#anon
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This just in, local struggler severely overestimates how much they can eat yet again. Left with half a bowl of ramen and a sad, sad heart
#speculation nation#it's homemade at least so im not wasting money on fancy ramen#but i Hate this man it sucks 😭😭😭😭#i keep losing weight bc i can never eat enough#and i was like 'ok lets make a ramen thats a good sized meal' but then i cant FINISH it#forced myself to finish all the eggs at least and now im just picking at the peas. ugh.#at this rate im gonna have to start drinking ensures more regularly again#bc i havent gotten to the underweight phase yet but if it keeps going like this then i will#like it was. excuse me talking about my weight for a bit but im a tad bit concerned about it#but back before i started adderall back in uhh. september?? i think?? or october???#fuck if i remember. been a few months tho. but also not That long.#anyways i was at like. 140lbs at the doctor and like 137lbs at home (relevant bc clothes weight. rest of this will be at home weights)#and ive had such shit appetite that ive been watching it go down and down. like at least a pound a week. sometimes two pounds.#and now im at 123lbs. which is a solid almost 15 lbs lost in like 3 ish months. which is kind of a lot when ur small to begin with.#also a little alarming when u see this happen like a pound lower between every shower. bc i tend to check before i shower.#& i often shower every 4 days or so. when im in the Rotting Era and all. aka i dont rly go outside much.#and like 123lbs still isnt bad for 5'3“ but i think 107lbs is the cutoff for underweight. and im halfway there.#and now see i was about this weight a few years back so in one respect it's nice to fit into some of my older pants again#but at the same time..thats too quick!!! thats not healthy!!!! but when i try to eat more i Cant!!! it makes me nauseous!!!!!#so back in early 2020 when i was dipping under 110lbs bc of meds stuff i got onto ensure and it did help. so maybe i need to again.#just..blegh. i just kinda feel empty all the time. like stomach-wise. but not Hungry. it's a problem.#gotta come up with ways to eat that dont rely on my stomach to tell me when to eat. bc it's definitely not doing a good job at that.#weight mention/#and like see ive been eating 2 meals a day on average but i was doing that before too!!!!!!#but i think it's bc i cant Finish my meals half the time that's really causing problems.#staring at my half eaten bowl of ramen very grumpily. it has now been long enough that it's kind of gross.#and my arms hurt. just bc my bone aches have decided to flare up again. very grumpy.#negative/#i guess lol
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you ever get annoyed at which team your favourite player plays for bc you fear they do not deserve him and do not appreciate him enough 😁
#frankly i don't feel that way anymore but i have MOMENTS#where i'm just like hm. are we sure? are we sure we're rooting for them?#nah tbh i'm just mad that people don't appreciate the players i introduce them to enough#like i'm sorry that is MY PRECIOUS MAN THAT I WILL DEFEND AND PROTECT TILL THE END OF TIME !!!!!!#I DO NOT LIKE MANY MEN SO FOR ME TO PICK THIS ONE MEANS HE IS ONE OF THE GOOD ONES !!!!!!!!!#LOVE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😡🤬#(especially if he's on ur team and not mine bc broooooo if u ain't gonna appreciate him then GIVE HIM TO ME)#lol#i'm a little too possessive for my own good#which is why i don't post about certain people anymore 😁#if i had a nickel for every time i thought i bonded with a new friend over a player we both liked#and it ended up being all about that friend and that player to the point where they forget i liked him too#(and often times before they even did lol)#............#i'd have ...... like 5 nickels atp#which is. kinda crazy.#and those are 4 players i don't talk about anymore (1 of them it happened with 2 different friends lmao)#(and it sucks bc that player IS on my team and i have had to tolerate years of hate but anyway it's fine)#maybe it's a good thing actually that i don't share matt with anyone#no one could love him as much as i do#yeah that whole thing was about matt 😂#i already knew this whole szn was going to be all about him and the habs for me#i genuinely don't care abt anything else anymore i just want my team to be good and my fav to win a cup#rants
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ppl really b acting as if there's only one specific ship that has weird shippers that will complain about ppl not shipping their otp. it's literally always the case you either get fucked over for liking a gay ship or for liking a straight ship or for liking a toxic ship or people just start going "oh there's nothing wrong with the ship but the shippers💀" and you don't fucking know what they're talking about. like can we all just chill. the weird shippers r everywhere it's called some ppl are assholes sometimes. it's not fandom specific
#it's like with the “x ship sent death threats to the author!”#first of all : proof?#second of all: I've heard this for multiple diff ships that is not new that is not exclusive to one fandom or one ship.#sometimes ppl in fandom r too invested and do stupid shit#god#I'm sorry I doomscrolled another Instagram reel comment section#it's just. I'm so tired of ppl talking about mha's fandom as if it's the worst thing of all time?#first of all no its not? fucking chill?#second of all. if the fandom is ruining the show for you then genuienly get off the internet#third. so sorry but half of the time when ppl say the mha fandom is awful they're either calling it cringe (fandom is always cringe get over#it it's ok) they're complaining about everything being gay (so you're a homophobe ok. literally what is wrong with making character queer#ON OUR OWN INTERPRETATIONS OF THE STORY. DUDE.#)#or theyre just.... picking up random shit thats been rumored to have happened or that's just an isolated thing that happens all the time in#every fandom (refer to my earlier points)#genuienly. if the fandom pisses you off that much. get off the internet . block the tags. like for your health.#it's so annoying to try and look at mha stuff or even TALK IRL#WITH PEOPLE WHO LIKE MHA#(i am not fucking with you this has happened)#and being told or reading that oh mha is fun but the fandom sucks :///#sorry you don't experience whimsy and are incapable of curating your own experience?#Jesus#(there's also the ppl who r like ugh mha is mid mha sucks in like comments of mha fan but like fuck these guys#you're entitled to your opinion I if you don't like mha that's fine I'm not going to throw eggs at you but like...#why do u feel the need 2 go into a comment section of stuff that is about mha to say that mha sucks actually and the author is bad and the#characters r badly written and blah blah blah. LEAVE ME ALONEEEE)#Anyway maybe one day I will finally leave Instagram but for now I can't bc fukcing. ppl r on there#mumblings//#rant
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every time. every time without fail, that i go on a Dethklok/Brendan's music overall binge as I have been lately. I find myself looking at my guitar like. If only i knew how. if only i could do it right. I could hold her and shred and have fun making music.
alas. my skills are too lacking*
*to clarify, I struggle to read music & learn by ear, but my memory also struggles with remembering chords/finger placements/tabs so even tho i can usually hear how a song should go enough to identify notes & whatnot, and can, with enough time spent noodling, eventually recreate it on guitar. That is not conducive nor useful in actually playing and getting better at it and makes it feel like an Impossible Task lmao.
#text post#tbh it probably is actually impossible bc like#i briefly got a few heavily discounted lessons re: voice guitar and piano w/my old hs choir teacher#and we had some heavy talks abt brains & things and#eventually he was like. u can *technically* play music and sing#ur voice is *unique* like tom waits or bob dylan (read: bad or considered bad by many at least lmao) but u CAN sing#and u can play piano & guitar *in theory* but not with enough understanding to get good at it#his concern kept coming back to my maths learning disability bc he thought that was also fucking up how my brain parses certain music things#and tbh? he's probably right lol#but still. i look to her my shining axe with strings in need of tuning but eager#and then i look away bc it's a nice dream. but im probably never going to be able to achieve any level of skill let alone mastery#I've tried so many times and my brain just can't keep all that info in & parse it all consistently. & it sucks but also it's ok#someday I'll pick her up again and attempt to play and let myself suck at it & b content with that#not today lmao but someday
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peep peep 🐁..
#chattin#waitin to be picked up from my aunts house#dogsitting while she was on a trip w my mom and sister#so im going to sit here and chat about some stuff#SFW this time im going to behave !#thinking of ph#i like writing him as a fucked up lil guy….#got obsessed; mistook possessive behavior for love oopsie !#i think he would be REALLY hurt postgame#he was doing a GOOD job! he was trying to help peppino get rid of his shoddy shop!!!#bc owning a business is sooooo taxing and why do that when u can just work for someone and get paid good money !#and no one has ever like. so blatantly and ANGRILY said NO to him before :( he is experiencing failure AND rejection for the first time#sucks ass#but i want him to be happy so like. eventually he has to deal w that failure#and he sees peppino like. still running a shop. but hes not angry like when they first met hes like#vibin!#hes in the back making food and occassionally he takes front and deals w customers and theyre weird but bearable#people TRAVEL to this little shop at the edge of the forest!#and he doesnt get it its like the food comes out slow and the tvs arent loud enough to hear anything and the prices are higher-#-than ANY fast food joint and yet people still come by…he has REGULARS…how…#hes so inefficient…and yet….#peppino is really angry and dismissive of ph at first; he does NOT want to see his ugly mug and hes tempted to chase him out#but gus is levelheaded (like always peppino notes) and hes like its not worth it ; hes harmless#and over time that anger simmers out into being JUST dismissive and grumpy#but he tolerates him and eventually tolerates his questions#and peppino is like. u know thats why i was so damn pissed at u. thinking there was nothing this owning shit#this shit takes time so i price it that way. u gotta talk to customers like People not Money Giving Machines#like yeah peppino doesnt have the BEST temperment but he most people are just there for Pizza#and some of them are friendly! its tiring but he likes making food and dealing w people#he will not say it but he puts love into this business; this shop is his baby! and ph didnt really get that
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so now im sure she is the one who has been sending me anon hate about me being ugly.... 💀
#she said things like oh i would never send anon hate to anyone!!!#but ig ppl just say anything and then do it anyway 💀#ppl will just lie and pretend to be your friend to then use your insecurities against u#if she acted like a grown up and talked to me i wouldve listened#but that wouldve required her to listen to me tooand not just judge me#and ig she couldnt do that#so she took the easy route#like if i explained to her that yeah i felt abandoned by u bc u just stopped talking to me as soon as u got a bf#and then i kept talking to that guy bc of these reasons where i wanted to see if i could pick up on signs#bc being abused by my bf is one of my biggest fears i have#and she wouldve said iget that but i still feel uncomfortable. then i couldve listened to hger and decided if i wanted to keep making her#uncomfortable and hurt her or just stop. but she didnt say anything or try to communicate or listen#and now to see what a fucking shallow narrow minded view she has#is frustrating bc she hadnt even tried to talk or understand or communicate or explain her side#which is like ok that sucks but whatever i will just let it go#but then she keeps sending me hate abt what i confided to her abt and talk shit abt me and it is like#can u just let it go#just stop everything. lets just pretend we have never known eo or talked at all#anyway ig i dont wanna be friend w a woman who invalidates founded fears#like shes just the kind of woman who would tell her friends that#oh yeah your bf hit u just bc he loves u stop complaining!!#so ig this is good either way but like. ig she just assumes i was flirting behind her back#bc she cant comprehend a woman only being friendly with a guy#and like i didnt keep telling that guy im already in love w someone lmao 💀💀#gosh...disappointing. people are so disappointing#and childish and shallow and narrow minded. yikes
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