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Me: I joke about writing the same McCoy centric story over and over again in different ways
Me: and like. I love doing it and imma keep doing it because it makes me happy.
Me: but also. I do sometimes wonder if it's like. A little Much.
Me: like maybe I should branch out or something
Me: [reads another fundamental and extremely insulting misread of McCoy's character by someone who is clearly making a Choice to cast McCoy as the villain, because they have to get him out of the way of spirk, because they're too???? idk immature??? to realize that even when you're in a relationship with one person, other ppl can and SHOULD still be important to you]
Me: lmao I hope I AM too much actually!!!! I hope it is 100% obnoxious how much I love that doctor!!!!! Time to write more versions of the same story of McCoy being forced to realize that he is loved and cared for!!!!!!
Me: I KNOW MY NICHE AND IMMA DIE IN THAT NICHE, THANKS
#mine#not putting this in the mcc*y/tr*k tags bc i am venting not trying to start 💾🐎 [discourse]#but woof. WOOF. i want you to know that if you hate the doc then sp*ck and k*rk would hate YOU#like seeing someone say they're sp*ck or jim coded and then say flagrantly absurd things about mcc*y.......u are garbage coded actually.#sp*ck and k*rk would literally never#i will never understand how so many ppl can ship mcc*y’s besties and then???? hate on mcc*y?????????#i block LIBERALLY so i have a lot of b*nes haters blocked already tbf#i just stumble across one in the wild sometimes alas#that mindset btw is how that counseling fic came about lmao - we were talking about how if sp*rk dated they'd still drag mcc*y EVERYWHERE#romantic or platonic he is THEIRS just like they're HIS. it's a triumvir*te my guy#any two of them hook up they're still making the third stay at their side 24/7 lolllllll#how can you claim to love sp*ck and k*rk and so fundamentally misunderstand them and their relationship with b*nes#genuinely tragique#you are missing out on so much fun#we are not watching the same show lmao <3 leave my doctor alone <3 leave his bfs alone too <3#me: i should let things go / sp*ck: have you instead considered being a petty bitch / me: what / sp*ck: they can get fucked and die mad 🖖#me: ur so right sp*ck / sp*ck: i usually am#guess who literally just found out that if the word is contained w/in a longer tag it now shows up if you search that word!!!!!#that change very well may not be recent but i just found out!!!! anyway. asterisks added.#i give up. tumblr keeps putting this in the fucjing tags. hellsite (full of hatred)#eta: didn't think to make this non-rebloggable earlier but now it is lmao. it's just a vent post y'all <3
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hey psst c'mere... no a little closer... a little closer- there we go
Loop lips are part of a racist caricature of Black people. Stop drawing Black characters with loop lips. I don't care how they look in canon, it's racist.
okay that's all you can go
#one piece#usopp#goes for other black characters too but this is the one that comes to mind rn.#not gonna get into other shit like 'lightening their skin to make them look prettier teehee'#or 'but they look better with wavy/straight hair!¡!!' or any of the number of other stuff ive seen#bc like. im not even sure folks can handle this one simple thing lmao#many people are great about this but theres still quite a few who are ass#'um! well the creator did it this way and i like him! and he did it on his white characters too!' dont give a shit.#stop drawing racist caricatures. i like op too but im not riding that guy's dick and twisting myaelf in knots trying to justify all his BS#we can agree he's bad at drawing women and he fumbles how he handles queer characters (sometimes. this is mostly referring to momoiro)#but you can't listen to folks who are constantly saying 'hey this is a racist depiction of black people. please dont draw like that'#like???#im gonna keep it 100 with you guys. i love one piece. its got me through some dark times. ive loved it for a long long time#i dont expect the creator to ever give me the time of day#but english fandom? english fandom i can change. and english fandom i can hold to a BARE MINIMUM standard of 'dont be racist'#and yet i still get disappointed. far more often than i should.#ignorance is one thing but the people who DOUBLE DOWN are the worst#thanks for telling me you prioritize your comfort over not being wildly offensive to me and people like me#idfk where i was going with this im just so goddamn tired#if u wanna know more about what im talking about in the post just look up the wiki for minstrel shows & jim crow
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when i can't get myself to start drawing i will do. this. and. 75% of the time i will be able to start drawing and i. h
#sometimes it's ocs but i enjoy making it a cartoon shape. it suck's#why do you draw so much spamton bullshit I'M CURSED BY THGE BEAST#i need to. try loosening up with other shit. however... h#wanna draw some gays kissing? well... don't u worry boss. i got thi s#anyway . this is why i always have so many sketch pages of the guy cause. it keeps happening#i should post real art some day again#hyprlnk_art
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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"why r u posting sm today-" oh r u saying im not welcome here?? oh r u saying my presence isn't a joy? oh r u saying-
#in reality im just procrastinating but shhhhhh#love having invisible fights btw u guys should try it sometime
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paartt 8 of the superhero au whheenn?? :0 /no pressure
SOON I PROMISE!!! i got sick (again 😭😭) over the weekend so i didn't get to work on it. butttt i've been grinding so it should be out hopefully tomorrow or the day after
#thank u everyone for being patient 😊#but yes it should be up soon!!! sometime this week for SURE#schools just started again for me as well so 😭#breaks btwn parts will probably be longer now#but ill try to aim for one a week#sorry guys!!!!!#bfop au#my asks
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I really thought I was a relatively calm stress free person before meeting other people.
#none of u feel like vomiting when thinking about doing anything huh……… that’s not normal…..#Alas. I will have to live this way for now. maybe exposure is all I need. I’ll just realize it’s not scary and nobody hates me.#^ not going to happen but ehhhhh.#It really is no one else seems concerned at all w how anyone sees them or like. worried about it more.#hm. hm. ^_^ aw well. I do be hanging around w the most carefree ass guys in the world that might also not be normal.#he definitely seems more put together than one should. Everyone else is still being silly 💭💭#I’m not being silly bc of the horrors and he’s not being silly bc been there done that . And then there’s the super awesome girl#who is incredibly silly but also like sometimes it peeks out how smart and like put together she is really. Which. She’s so awesome.#I need to get like that I think. I am hanging w the right ppl bc I need to get like that.#I will become super awesome maybe through uni by simply trying really hard to catch up w my peers.#also I don’t think I fell that far behind by doing nothing and talking to no one throughout highschool I’m not. As horrific as some#at social interaction. I’m not good but it’s not always a failure. Objectively. In my head it is but.#Wow I spiralled my way out of the spiral ^_^ now I just need to not seem that attached to ppl I’ve known 4 three weeks.#bc it turns out ppl being nice to me turns me very clingy very fast. I have to be normal about this specifically.#they’ve all had friends bf but this is the closest I’ve been to anyone ……….. ehe ^_^
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okay so obviously the whole point of ESTD is that ice is unhappy because he cannot accept that he loves maverick because he must serve his country and at the end he realizes how stupid that is when maverick dies!! but…do you think that your ice and maverick could have ever been happy had maverick forced ice to talk about it earlier on? do you see any potential for them to live their lives not publicly but also not as a complete secret? a world where slider would have known ice was happy and seen what caused that (his love for maverick)?
maverick, venice Italy, 2002: um i 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 love you actually
ice: 😳🤯😗 ok! I love you too let’s make this work!
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ice, 2002: ok i think we should follow caroles orders and pull Bradley’s papers from the academy and also i am leaving you to get my second star because my career still comes first sry
maverick: i know we literally just codified our relationship but uh you suck i am breaking up with you forever fuck you
(relationship ends .)
#you guys have literally gotten this entire wip scene fed to you over the last two months so i can prove my point ahead of time i am so sry#when you get to this scene on ao3 it’s gonna be two pages of ‘man ive already read this ☹️’#so sorry for the spoilers guys#but i have a Point To Prove.#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#asks#edts notes#also i answered a similar question to this last month & i said then that i don’t think mav could’ve said it and had ice stay until he died#i think if you search up ‘fuck you navy first’ on my blog it should come up#boy wouldn’t it be nice to have a masterpost i could reference at times like these#no one told me putting together a master post would be so much fucking work#actually just search the word ‘exorbitant’ lmao it’s the first result#at the time of drafting this i am slightly buzzed and spent five minutes trying to make the pointing emojis white#someone else asked a similar question months ago… my answer is: ‘sometimes if you talk about how momentarily upset u r in a relationship#you end up breaking up lol’
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Can confirm one Reylo vote was bc this one right here could not bring themself to vote for Adam and Eve. Kudos for picking a good picture for them though.
yeah!! i won’t go publishin all of these unless ghost mod weighs in on em too but we got a few ppl saying the same :) completely fair and understandable reasons to not vote for them and y’all definitely aren’t alone in the anti-religion (read: christian) sentiment <3
and ya shout out to the ask requesting the use of good omens adam & eve . is it sacrilegious to say wowza! awooga! *eyes pop out with a boiiiing sound and turn into hearts*
THIS BEING SAID probably not gonna get too heated here in religious debating etc! bonus round is just for fun and a reward for having fun alongside us. say whatever u want in the tags tho i don’t care
#asks#personally i like cracking bible jokes. but in fairness not everyone does and i love all of u who have been hurt by awful religious practice#this is a safe space and we respect each other ! or we try to be !#so yeah lol no1 judge too harshly for ppl voting reylo. sometimes it’s complicated. that’s okay <3#and also love to u guys who are of faith . i should also say that haha 😭#religion cw
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it sounds so obvious now, but im pretty sure my physical problems rn can all be traced back to the fact that my brain and body has been in a constant hypervigilance and cortisol overload for 3 months straight. the dizziness, the blackouts, the acne, the constant nausea, the giant eyebags and sudden crows feet ?? Like yeah, no shit thats what happens when ur every waking hour is the equivalent of that camille preaker crying gif
#i know the fact that i faint every couple of days and go a little blind sometimes should be priority here#but it REALLY pisses me off how much and how quickly this (?) stress is aging me#id still like to look good even if i feel like shit. sorry#the worst thing is that im doing everything in my power to do all the right things#but since i dont actually KNOW why having sex affected me in such a weird way. I cant really take the proper steps to get over it#like.. i can treat the symptoms best i can but as far as the root of it all. i have no idea whats actually wrong or how to fix it#in some senses it seems pretty cut and dry- i cant remember my childhood. i was neglected. i have a bunch of issues#i have sex for the first time. i stop functioning. i go into a depressive episode. i cant sleep.eat.be around people#i feel paralyzed by fear at the most random of times and have to hide in a small space to feel safe again. i cry so much i pop an eye vesse#like CLEARLY something is wrong. and just in an objective sense it sounds like something bad happened a long time ago associated with sex#however ! life is more complicated than that and i think its unhelpful to make assumptions (yes im aware i might also be in denial lol)#i already know i have trauma so its not weird for me to exhibit trauma responses. and maybe that was triggered bc i wasnt ready to have sex#it doesnt have to have a sinister explanation. it might just be as simple as me not vibing with the guy and regretting it later#idk. obviously my reaction to it is violently out of proportion. but i might just be a sensitive person !#does that sound silly or reasonable? reading it back i still kinda wonder if its just the denial speaking but idk!#i really really wish i just knew what was wrong so that i could actually start to move on#i know im bumming u guys out talking about it but i cant exactly talk to my family and im trying to not unload everything onto my friends :#bc as supportive and wonderful as they are i can tell they feel bad and have no idea what to say#which is fair enough bc its a really weird situation! so i dont want to burden them more than what i have to for my own sanity#tw#?#diary entries
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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook#i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort#to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop#being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol#i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like#let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and#make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works#ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil#ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations#bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess#its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively#health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by#medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think#of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf#my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its#bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror#when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the#most me coded character to ever exist#unrelated
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What are the creatures around your can like? Can you also tell us more about that slugcat you drew?
Ohhhh we get lotsa creatures out and about during the warm seasons! All with cool adaptations to the weather of course :] Sooo many different varieties of creatures.
Once the cold seasons hit you dont really see much critters, they're all trying to stay warm! alot of them migrate south, other creatures move to live on or around our cans!! [some creatures like most scavengers or slugcats do this all the time] [i love the slugcats here theyre so. fluffy and BIG] Tho I dont have to deal with much creatures livin on my can [im not as warm as my groupmates] its so sad </3
OOOO U MEAN THE SOGGY IRRADIATED LIL FREAKS?? [proper name pending] THIS IS PERFECTING TIMING TOO. LOOK AT THIS GUY I CAUGHT WITH MY OVERSEER!! [they got startled right after I took this and ran off into the water :[ ]
They're definitely a kind of naturally evolved slugcat subspecies like the ones we have on the surface!! Think they're amphibious definetly. they mainly live in the water as I rarely catch them on the land like this!! They live in a little water filled cavern thats attached to this old ancient mine [the water seems pretty warm too]. I think the entrance is caved in so they're SUPER isolated rn to my knowledge. The mine is filled to the BRIM with radioactive stuff too, these little guys are totally a lil bit resistant to it [so cool]
They're pretty teeny too.. maybe compared to one of those slugcats down south, theyre the size of their pups.
#thank u for asking :]#we get a ton of vultures too year round also.. love birds#i should doodle one of our polar slugcats. or try and snap a picture of one of them sometime#also still studying the little cave guys#not sure what they eat yet but?? if I had to live in that warm water filled cavern in a mine with a caved in entrance#id eat literally anything LMAOOOO#so thats my leading theory#rainworld#rain world
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we are deconstructing gender on Google docs tonight boys
#this is stupid LMAO im annotating stuff from a guy from liek the 1400s who prolly didnt even give a shit#when he wrote that In the spirit realm the concept of gender is nebulous at BEST#if not just totally absent#he was like.. ya spirit beings change their genders all the time They switch tey can be combinations they can be nothing#reading that like Hemm…. well 1 big belief Thats held in christianity is that people are spirit beings underneath all the flesh#so what does that mean for the people who are dead set on Sex Organs determining peoples personalities ? idk. makes you think#gender means jack shit basically.#a lot of people raised male tend to behave in certain ways Not because of their sex but because of expectations And norms#and same with people raised female#and that shit goes alll the way back 2 the stone age#obligatory Nothing wrong w falling into gender stereotypes if its stuff u genuinely like!!^_^#anyways i rambled#i would have rambled more if tumblr wasnt trying to kill itself as i was typing#my rambles#my little peewee brain is sometimes capable of coherent thought But calling this coherent migjt be a stretch#bc im hardly in any mind 2 decide if im making sense . its like a fuckin echo chamber up in my brain N every echo becomes more n more warpd#until it eventually sounds normal 2 me ^_^ but when i voice it. the. suddenly i realize Wow thats fucked!#which is why. i usually keep my mouth shut !!!#but thats also bad .real bad If ur opinions always go unchallenged you may as well not even have them#should alwayd know Why you think what u do
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that pipeline of anti-intellectualism to the worst/most lukewarm political opinions on leftist politics. like actually maybe you guys should know a little bit about what you're talking about and then you won't sound so foolish or have to constantly reinvent theory & discourse that was already covered extensively in the 20th century
#so many people are just doing 2nd wave feminism and don't even know it because#when they say theory should be easily accessible what they mean is i refuse to seek out knowledge of the hard work done before me#and if i don't stumble across it in my day to day life then it doesn't exist#same thing with a lot of other leftist political topics. i see so many people going hey guys i think i cracked the case/connected something#new#especially when it comes to racial capitalism and the black radical tradition#like actually you're not saying anything new maybe you should read some cedric robinson walter rodney du bois angela davis fanon audre lord#like. it's better to have a common foundation to work from instead of constantly trying to reinvent the wheel!#and sometimes theory is tough to get through but that's why you discuss it with other people. it's important!#important things aren't always easily digestible & shouldn't be#black marxism for instance is dense but foundational!!!! as foundational as marx himself!!!#not that u guys have read marx either#anyway <3
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I had multiple dreams last night.
I had a bf </3
someone in my family got bit by a zombie </3
some guy made me explain narrative structure to him </3
#ameera speaks#1 expanded) it was someone ik in real life 😔 which sucks soooo bad anyway he was at mine and we were watching a movie in my bed on my#laptop < (loser behaviour) and okay so im lying by referring to him as my bf bc we were just friends in the dream but then he started like#acting well intimate and i wasnt not into it so i was like hey whats going on here and we had a talk and then i had to sneak him out of my#house. dream 2) zombie apocalypse im in my room my nephews and nieces come in and i usher them out. the world is the samw just + zombies.#like think covid when it was dire but schools were still open? (my dream was a commentary on the countries failures to manage covid) so i#usher my neohews and nieces out and i make a comment to my sister in law like ooh im scared one of them got bit and my nephew was like some#girl bit me at school today and i told his mum and i stayed in my room and like an hour later i rang her like whats the update#and she was like oh yeah and came into my room to find my journal on zombie stuff and sge was like should i just cut off his arm and i was#idk try but if that doesnt work youre gonna have to... and she was SO CASUALLL !!!! and as she was leaving she started like picking things#up off the floor and i made a comment like your sons dying and youre sweeping and she was like way harsh tai and i woke up#that one was a commentsry on covid and also how i might be too mean to my sister in laws sometimes#3) i was in a library with friends researching smth and some asian guy sits on our table turns his back to us and talks to his friends.#then he starts playing music loudly from his phone and i move back to my table and as im walking he stops me and starts talking to some#girl on the table next to mine who he knows and is like hey i have an assignment due where i have to write a compelling narrative from my#own life ur clever can u help and she was a stem girly and went highschool with me and she pointed at me like ask her she does english#and he was like no u just tell me and she started helping him but i felt the advice she was giving was.. bad. so i interrupted like dont#you think that you should do __ instead and we had a discussion about it till i woke up. < that dream was a commentary on how useless my#degree is and how i wish it wasnt useless
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most painful thing abt knb in the nba is that color coordination becomes.... a problem...... for some characters....
#looks at akashi#and aomine#this is actually just abt them two....#everybody else got rlly lucky and fortunate w their teams#akashi in private going 'i actually dont know if i can take the roasts anymore. should i dye my hair back to black be honest u guys'#i dont think aomine would care#hed dye his hair a more obnoxious blue just to spite everyone#lucky for us every team has like twenty thousand jerseys or something#when i finish this final paper maybe ill try to find some color palettes that dont make me wanna die#reeza.txt#but then sometimes they look stupid if they color coordinate too much#purple hair and purple jersey and green hair and green jersey#god u nerds
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