#tysm for this ask!!!!! i appreciate it SO MUCH

[rafesfawn]

🪽🧺 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐎𝐋

𝜗ৎ⋆｡˚ when rafe sees a precious little doll on the side of the road with a broke-down car, how can he resist out of the kindness of his heart offering her a ride? just a ride home, that's all...

or how trailerpark!angel!reader and rafe met!

warnings: use of the nickname pet & little one, reader! is eighteen-nineteen! bit of perv!rafe, barely proofread!

a/n: first time writing a rafe fic/blurb! im so excited, also this is based on this ask and thank you so much for sending something I really appreciated it and I hope u like it mwah! I would say you two meet in like early season 2 (right before the cross storyline) also for the format slight ib to others on here esp @rafesangelita (sorry for the tag!)

this was based off of this ask! which tysm i literally love requests and rafe and trailerpark!angel!reader is my new obsession <3

a small, meaningless kick was made to the tire while you huffed and groaned, putting two hands over your frustrated features as all you wanted to curl up into a ball and cry.

“piece of shit,” you mumbled under your breath, kicking the tire once more, but immediately a whimper fell from your lips. the pain shot from your toe up to your spine. making you sniffle and tip-toe in pain. in your denim ruffle skirt, white socks, and pink converse, you sat down on the asphalt, on the side of the road, leaning against the side of your broken-down car.

she wasn’t the best car, but she surely got you around most of the time. most of the time. it was a little volkswagen beetle, light pink in color, covered in so many stickers some wondered if it was passing inspection. it wasn't.

sitting with your head against the car for what felt like hours (it was maybe ten minutes), but spending even that on the side of a main road in kildare island was torture. especially with the beating sun late august provided.

rafe was speeding down the road on the way to play golf and get drunk with topper and kelce. “ah shit, i don’t know, man.” he said into his phone, holding it up with one hand; his voice gruff and confident, topper on the other line. “you really think i won’t kick your ass today huh?” a smirk grew on his already smug expression.

letting out a short chuckle at toppers response, nothing anybody ever said meant more than a laugh to him. or that's what it used to be like anyway, his act wasn't together if anything, it was worse than it'd ever been. his father condemning him to disingenuous "discipline" to forget about the possible death of his golden daughter.

"the fuck?" he mutters into the mic, his voice laced with confusion. as he sees up ahead on the road, a pink car broken down, with the most precious thing sitting against it. a pout on the angels soft lips and the most defeated look in her eye. aw, you just fell right into my lap, didn't you? little angel.

your eyes glued on the pavement, your entertainment of watching a little ladybug try to make it to safety in the distance, was shortly interrupted.

a nice black truck coming into view it came to such a short stop it almost took your breath away, the breaks slightly screeching at the haste. a tire replaced the spot the ladybug once was.

you stood brushing the dirt and gravel off the backsides of your pale thighs, left bare by the short fabric of your skirt.

the man stepped out of the truck. he was tall, and the sleeves of his polo looked like they were about to burst at the seams, not able to contain the biceps beneath. his features strong and statue-like, his deep sea eyes hidden behind the curtain bangs that hung over his forehead. a grin that seemed too genuine, too good to be true.

you removed your heart-shaped sunglasses, placing them on top of your head to see him more clearly. your possible savior, but he was anything but.

he stepped a bit closer, seeing the state of her already pretty beaten car, "having some car trouble?" rafe asked as if he wasn't stating the obvious.

you pretended he wasn't either as you nodded, the frown only slight now but still on your lips as your eyes remained looking up into his.

"aw.. poor thing we can't have that, what happened?" his voice, a mockery of sympathy. as he inspected the piece of shit car she loved so much. his care coming from a place of ownership, of burning ache or want.

still, in slight shock, you hadn't answered him, following behind him as he reopened the hood like he owned the car. not even realizing you'd been rude and not replied till he spoke again. "little one, i can't fix it if you don't tell me what's wrong." a heady mix of gentle and firm that made your mouth go dry and your head dizzy.

"oh- it's been on her last limb for like ever, i guess she finally called it quits... right on my way home." you said with a little sad laugh that rafe wanted to bottle the sound of and listen to on repeat. "and I really need to get home," you added fiddling with your fingers in front of you.

a sweet girl all out of options, rafe was so glad he was here to provide her with his help. "tell you what, I'll take you home and come back and fix this thing up for you, huh?" he offered, there goes his saturday plans he presumed. it'd be worth it. he told himself he'd make it worth it, with those shy eyes and the expression you carried like a lost puppy. you'd owe him he'd make sure to get something in return.

just like he figured, you shook your head. never wanting to accept such a grand favor. "I can't ask you to do that, I mean, I don't even know your name." nerves, curiosity, and a glint of something else tinged in your voice, so many wonders in that head as soon as his truck came to a stop for you. why? the only question running through your mind.

"It's rafe, can I help you out now?" his genuine grin turned almost smug at his own remark, brushing that bangs out his face, the effort pointless as they immediately fell back again.

you paused. picking at the already chipped white nail polish on your sore fingertips, a larger-rougher hand covered your own, stopping your movements with that firm gentleness he carried around her. you looked up at him, he was so much closer. the scent of some cologne that probably could pay your rent, and a tinge of smokey wood filled your senses.

"pet?" he questioned with an expecting tilt of his head, calling you that like it was the most natural thing in the world.

your body and mouth responding before giving another second for your brain or anxiety to think it over, you nodded. "can you please give me a ride home?" you hesitantly asked, it felt weird. getting help, and even asking for it felt foreign, he offered it so graciously like it was nothing.

looking down upon her, his grin turned genuine once again, his eyes seemed almost proud it was a soothing balm to her nervous heart. a rosy hue to her cheeks as his palm covered the side of her neck, making a few pats to the flesh before leading her to his truck.

you'd owe him. something he was sure you were ready for.

[mambodork]

Hi! a bit embarrassed because there's no anon but I couldn't help asking anyway. I really can't stop thinking about your life series danganronpa au in your Twitter alt and I so badly want to yap about it

your alt dms are closed and it's a bit weird to just message someone out of nowhere anyways, so I wasn't sure what to do ah. ANYWAY. THE POINT WAS!! wanted to know if u were up to yapping abt it in dms or even as replies to ur old tweets. Totally fine if not u can ignore this ask :]

OH MY GOSHH PLEASEEE PLEASE DO !!! Please yap to me about it. I can't stress enough how happy I am when people ask me more things about my aus and adding their own takes or even giving suggestions or headcanons on it... it makes me so giddy im just so obsessed with these guys so much, I'm so so happy you wanna talk more abt them ... thank you so much for asking omg 😭😭

On an additional note, you actually made me realize I didn't have anon or dms open at my alt account, and that is definitely not intentional lol so tysm for telling me that too !! I've opened them both now teehee <3

Anyways,, pls dont be embarrassed to hit me up and talk,, I appreciate it so much and it really motivates me to make more,, <33

[kinnbig]

Hello! I just recently binged KinnPorsche and I found your blog and I have to say I love it so much. The analysis, the different stories and ships. It's all amazing. I love it.

Secondly, I will DIE on the hill that Big deserved better. My manz did not deserve what he got.

🥰🥰 this is such a lovely message, thank you so much - and welcome to the fandom!!! 💖

oh yes. I actually (maybe surprisingly) like that Big dies - @snickerdoodlles articulates why really well in this post - but I think he deserved better in that I wish that his death had had more of an impact after the fact.

I wish the show had leaned slightly harder into making Big's feelings for Kinn explicit (I've seen a bunch of people come out of the show not realising that Big was in love with Kinn!), and I wish more time (or any time at all lol) had been given to exploring how his death impacted the surviving characters.

I'm not saying Big needed a funeral - I think part of what is so tragic and good about Big's death is that ultimately, he was just another bodyguard to Kinn. he had to be. he died because it was his job to do so and that was that - but I think the way he died would have had an impact on Porsche especially. Big, who hated Porsche and antagonised him constantly, sacrificed himself for him because he knew it was what would make Kinn happiest. I wish there had been some exploration of how this affected Porsche!

until then, Porsche had very much seen Big (and Ken) not as people with emotions and desires and reasons for being there just as he himself had, but as Kinn's mean mafia lackeys. Porsche had shown up, been rude to both them and to Kinn, demanded (and been given!) Big's job despite being completely unqualified, and then had been surprised that Big and Ken didn't like him all that much. Porsche is not typically one to hold grudges - we see this in his relationships with both Tankhun and Vegas - but Big and Ken had seemingly been exceptions to this. so I think this very abrupt confirmation that Big was human, just like Porsche, and that his actions had been motivated out of the very thing that now also motivated Porsche - love for Kinn - would have been difficult for Porsche to come to terms with. and I, personally, would have liked to see that!!

also, part of the tragedy of Big's death for me is that if he had been listened to at literally any stage of the Tawan situation, his death would have been avoided. Big risked his job to stand up in front of Kinn and Tankhun and Korn and urge them not to trust Tawan, but they let Tawan in anyway. he told Arm and Kinn not to trust Tawan's flash-drive, but they ignored him and the flash-drive turned out to be a virus that broke the CCTV and allowed Tawan to escape.

but Kinn didn't listen to him, and Big was forced, against his better judgement, to follow Kinn to his own death - while Kinn and the others escaped unharmed.

"this would never have happened if you guys had had a better boss", Kinn said to Arm in the aftermath of the warehouse showdown. Kinn knew it was his actions that led them there - but this grief and this guilt is never explored. it lasted for a single scene and then, like Big, was never acknowledged again.

and that's where I think that Big deserved better.

[faaun]

i love tumblr + all the dms and asks etc etc it makes me feel so much less alone like this whole process would have felt sm more lonely without all the kind anons and ppl who were being supportive the entire time

[evelili]

okay I’ve been reading your magnum opus fic and I’m at the chapter with fluttershy and the manticore and GOOD GOD this fic is amazing. Your writing of twilight is stunning. Her steadfast belief in science at the start seemed odd but now that her past bullying has been revealed it feels like she was just clutching to the one thing that couldn’t hurt her. God sunset getting possessed is so cool and I am TERRIFIED of when twilights going to be forced to see her like that. Your characterization of Celestia blows me away, she’s this perfect mix of a loving mentor and a woman who would do ANYTHING to keep her demons locked away. I really like how you write that there’s this shift between her when she is talking to twilight normally vs when she’s talking about magic. She goes from loving to almost cold, it’s brilliant! I’m halfway through fluttershy’s chapter and good god. Applejack’s speech about it not being Twilights fault she got bullied and having to trust her in spite of all that has happened nearly brought me to tears but GOD. Twilight being a bit possessed by the manticore is such a cool shift from the original episode it makes it all so much more intense. Fluttershy and twilight talking about how twilight didn’t deserve to be bullied and it’s alright that she didn’t get over it!!

“Something’s wrong with me,” she whispered back, her mouth dry with guilt. Fluttershy nodded carefully, the stinger still inches away from her throat. Twilight didn’t trust herself to move, and instead added, “I don’t mean just right now. There’s still—” She choked on her words. “I didn’t get over it,” she said instead. “I couldn’t. Not like you.”

Like!!! This bit right here fucked me UP. Your descriptions of the emotions she’s feeling and how she’s expressing it physically between her mouth and her voice and how the wings and scorpion tail are reacting are BRILLIANT!!

Twilight didn’t try to move away. “But I’m not better,” she admitted. Fluttershy’s hand brushed against her cheek, gently tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear. “And I don’t know why.”

This line is the one that broke me and made me write this. GOD. I don’t have words besides just. oh my god. Fluttershys gentleness is so good and so heartbreaking and I love it

I’ll be honest I’m not yet sure how to write long comments on fimfiction, but when I finish this fic you’re eithering getting a long ass ask in your inbox or a comment on there if I figure it out. Love this fic so far!!! Ah!!!!

AHHHHHH tysm for taking the time to write such a lovely comment!!! like holy shit you have just given me enough serotonin for WEEKS omg, it makes me so happy to know that you're enjoying the story!!

celestia is a rlly interesting chara to me, and im super happy w how the version of her in the fic turned out! actually, most of the reason for the 30k epilogue jumpscare is that i really needed to properly resolve her "arc" with twilight, so if you are a fan of this version of her please look forward to that! and, sunset as a "villain" was something we only saw briefly in eqg1 (and for my tastes, i wasnt a huge fan of how it was done) but there's so much POTENTIAL there i couldnt help myself in exploring it :)

chapter 5->act 2 is the real "turning point" i guess of the fic in terms of tone, and even tho it was a struggle to write shy's chapter i think over time i've rlly come around to liking how it turned out :D in the fic i ended up writing fluttershy as more of a later season version of herself (less cowardly maybe?), but the essence of her chara to me is someone who can be kind even in situations when she is receiving unkindness in return. and sometimes, this "fighting fire with kindness" is actually the only solution, and one that only shy can find.

wahhh i never know how to properly express how much i love and appreciate these sort of detailed responses, so please also accept a little doodle of the scene you mentioned liking as part of my thanks!

[rattkachuk]

36 + mattdrai 🤲

36. giggling during sex

Matthew is lazily kissing up Leon’s neck, bodies on the slow wave down, muscles relaxing and catching their breath all at the same time. The remnants of fire course through Matthew still, and he’s more than happy to put his mouth all over Leon as it ebbs out of him. 

He pulls away a touch and looks down at Leon, hair all mussed and his eyelids look heavy as he watches Matthew. There’s a small smile on Matthew’s lips as he takes one finger over the lower plane of the other man’s chest, feather light over his side.

Leon’s eyes widen and his body twitches, but he smiles as he warns, “Hey. Watch it.” 

“Oh,” Matthew says with an innocent tilt to his head, definitely not preying on how ticklish his boyfriend was, “Sorry, that was an accident.”

“I’m sure,” Leon breathes sarcastically, hand hovering over Matthew’s.

Deciding to test the waters, Matthew taps a few fingers against his flushed skin. 

“Matthew,” Leon hisses through a grin, hand closing around Matthew’s wrist. He takes a deep breath and then flips them, pinning Matthew to the mattress below as he gives Matthew a taste of his own medicine and takes advantage of his exposed armpits.

“Hey!” Matthew yelps, squirming underneath the touch. His nose scrunches up while he dissolves into giggles before he brings his arms over his chest, effectively trapping Leon’s hands underneath his biceps, “Woah, hey! That was intentional! I just tickled you by accident, Leo.”

“You little rat,” Leon shakes his head affectionately, freeing his hands and putting them on either side of Matthew’s face.

“Takes one to know one.”

Leon rolls his eyes and tickles him again. Matthew shrieks, laughing until he can’t breathe and tears are filling his eyes. Leon kisses him then, and Matthew laughs into it when their teeth clack together. 

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[sports-on-sundays]

First of all love all ur work !! I love binge reading what I haven’t read yet !!! 😭😭 second of all how have u been ?! I also wanted to request another cross over but I can’t remember so I’ll get back to you on that !

You! 🙏🙏🙏 You are like one of my greatest fans! 😭 (Because of that I'm one of your greatest fans 😘) Thank you so much for reading literally everything I write. Whenever I write something and I see you in my notifs I'm just like there's user dessxoxzworld again 🤭🥹!!!

I'm pretty good. I've been getting ideas, beginning to write them, feeling like they're stupid, and deleting everything I've written. Vicious cycle. Usually I don't care and I just write it anyway, but when i tell myself it won't be good, I lose motivation.

So, yeah! I've got to get out of that hamster wheel!

But thank you so much for checking in and giving me something to do other than scroll pinterest mindlessly (in responding to you 💖), and if you want to be a lifesaver for me like that anon from earlier, I'd love to write another crossover for you; your requests always go so hard. 🔥🔥🔥

-belle💖

p.s. other people can talk at me too please

[theshadowrealmitself]

pretending I got frozen and am waking up centuries later to garden on a peaceful earth. your star trek oc posts are getting me through it! thank you for posting

No problem!! It makes me so happy that people are still enjoying them!! I keep meaning to get back to them but lately I’ve been hyperfixating on a fandom I was super obsessed with as a kid (too embarrassing to admit what it is) (regression going hard with all this stress)

I was actually just thinking about maybe doing more fandom posts so we aren’t all doomscrolling but I’m not in the right headspace to think of anything nice, maybe I should be looking at those old posts too 😭

[mobius-m-mobius]

mobius when he realizes that he can’t marry loki and be together forever (he’s a god a glorious purpose and mobius is letting time pass)

Cue Mobius seeing this post, realizing after everything he's been through his version of letting time pass is gonna involve countless variations of the hero's journey to get Loki back when the two of them had just wanted to save the day, grab a snack, and get back to building IKEA furniture everyday office shenanigans together 😭😭

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I’m saying this with my whole chest so I hope you believe me when I say you just Get suguru like no one Gets him like you of course you get Gojo too but I think suguru is more tricky in the sense it’s easier to misinterpret him. But every time you post something about suguru I am like wow you are so right I can’t believe you understand suguru better than gege himself

Anyway this is rem I made a new account

wahhhh rem!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 hi!! thank u for stopping by, i hope uve been well!! <333

AND TYSM…….. u r always so incredibly sweet i dont even know what to say psjdjsjzj :’3 knowing that i have ur sugu approval means the world to me!!!!

i 100% agree btw, i think sugu is so complex and he’s def harder for me to get a grasp on compared to gojo… so knowing that u think i Get him is such a relief T_T seriously!!! tysm for reading my fics and taking the time to write this 🥺🥺 ily!! <3

[mariusroyale]

hrgmghk, because- because- uhhrrgkk.... yeah. I don't know how to show appreciation like a normal person, so please take this instead

(｡• ᵕ •｡) ♡

it's a mix of "thank you" + "i hope you feel a little better/well-wishes" and a bit of "if i could fist-fight depression and life itself, i really would"

IM?!???????!?? I?!??!!!??

TEI!?;!:!/?/!

ITS THE!! THE SONG!! THE SOMNG I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! AAAAAAAGGHHH!!!!!

this is genuinely so beautiful and gorgeous i cant. i cant 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also- THANK ME?!?? THANK YOU!!!!

TYSM!!!!! i had to take a second to just stop myself from screaming when i saw this 😭😭

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY IM SO BAD AT WORDS I JUST. FEELS. FEELS ARE TOO STRONG

everything about this is so 😭 like are you kidding!?!!! ARE U JOSHIN ME

ur art is as beautiful as ur writing and everything abt this makes me so SOFT and WEAK AND AGHHHHH

HOW DO I PUT HAND FLAPPIES IN WORDS AND THIS BIG OL SWIRL OF LIGHT IN MY CHEST IN WORDS HOW DO U ;; HOW DOES- *dies*

this made my day- truly 😭😭

ur such a peach for making this, thank u so much 💙💙💙💙💙

and the lil turtle and bird in the corner- im gonna collapse. i cant;;; 😭😭

[gotchibam]

Hello Bam!

Very sorry if this info is already out there or if you don't have a solid answer yet, but how often do slots re-open for your Pokemon commissions? I'm desperate to give you some money for Pokemon (⁠ ͡⁠°⁠ᴥ⁠ ͡⁠°⁠ ⁠ʋ⁠)

Take care!!!

Hello!! It can range from a couple days to maybe a week or so :D You'll be able to tell I've opened slots when I post a finished ko-fi doodle and there's an additional description saying I'm accepting requests!

[junkissed]

Oh my god, I don't even have the words to describe how I feel after reading your latest fic.

Just the setting and the ambiance of the beginning and then the reader being not a big big party person. (By the way, was the party organized by Jackson or not???) (sorry....) And then they go to the beach and they just... They fall right into JUUUNNN???? Where can this happen to me too??? I wanna know

Then, just like always your smutty parts are the best. You just have a way of telling them that makes the reader really visualize it. Or even feel it?? (if that makes sense) Like I don't know if this makes a lot of sense but it was just so fluffy in a way. They didn't even need to exchange words for the most part (they only spoke for consent I think) like if they did understant each other perfectly even thought they just met and AAAAAAAAH I stop here okay And even after that !!! The aftercare I just.... My stomach made full loops at how soft and gentle that was. I swear I don't know how you do that but reading your fics is always something that gives me butterfliessss (Sorry it sounds a bit cliché but... It's true...).

But... when they needed to part ways, I was kind of sad... I did a total change of mood in 10 seconds. AND THEN the end ???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THEY FINALLY EXCHANGE NAMES !!!! (yes, i did scream in hapiness at that)

And hum... I'm going to stop here because I could continue to ramble about how much I loved this and how much I just adore your way of writing things. Sorry if I spoke too much... I was really looking forward to your new fic and you really didn't disappoint !

I hope you have a really good day and sorry again for rambling too much. Sending you lots of love and support !!!

no i appreciate you so so much thank you for rambling!!! if nobody ever sent asks like these then i would never know how ppl felt 😭 it really means sooo much and it makes me want to keep writing for the lovely ppl like you who let me know you liked reading my work💗

honestly the reason why i didn't have them speak very much during the smut was because they didn't know each others' names and i didn't know how to write it without mentioning names nsdhfksj lmao. but i'm so happy you enjoyed that part!! the smut is the hardest part for me to write because i feel like it gets too repetitive and i run out of ways to describe it so i end up cutting it short :/

also, the bachelorette party was hosted by mingyu & his bride so technically not jackson butttt... that doesn't mean he wasn't invited 🫢 that's open to interpretation hehe

(also i posted another little blurb about what happens after the end of the fic, if you wanna read it's here :))

[byronlc]

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[calmlb]

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OOOOH… i don’t think there’s a character that i truly hate anymore, BUT… i did hate Akutagawa for a long time 😭 i didn’t truly start to appreciate his character till i got deeper into the manga & lns (which i think is in large part the anime’s fault)

so i'll list 3 good things abt him (bc character development 💪🏻)

1. he has a baddie sister Gin, who he genuinely cares abt (even if he might not go abt it in the right way)

2. he's resilient & always fighting against the odds (his terminal condition)

3. he is learning that his worth is not determined by his strength and strength is not determined by killing (thanks to Atsushi)

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[vorgoth]

it is i. here to ask you about iona. i'm going to ask for headcanons on her health, please! doe she get sick easily? has she ever broken a bone? does she have a chronic illness? is she allergic to anything? and whatever else you can think of mentioning!!!

HELLO FRAY!!! thank u so much for asking about iona 🥹💞

putting this under the cut for brief mentions of abuse

she has a broken nose that has never quite healed properly, resulting from a fight with her abusive father

she has vitiligo!

she has a pretty tough immune system, but does get allergies during spring/summer! lots of herbal tea drinking, to her dismay

(not sure if this qualifies as health but it's related to her vision) her eyes turned milky white when she made her pact with titania; since her pact has her sworn to protect the feywild from the unseelie court and other threats when summoned, titania granted her the ability to see into the feywild if/when required! she's still not used to this so her vision currently isn't as sharp as she would like