#tw: self negativity

[ninjastormhawkkat]

The Fall of Fair City - Chapter 1

Dr. Two Brains yawned as he sat through another dull meeting for the Evil Villains Association or EVA, at the hotel outside of town. It wasn't that he found every villain meeting dull. Most of the time these meetings were helpful such as keeping villain crimes organized with schedules so two or more villains won't end up robbing the same place at the same time. It was also nice to know when an annual BBQ or Beach Day for villains is coming up, just to have a time to relax from the stressful work of planning, stealing, and fighting the local hero. What Dr. Two Brains found annoying and tedious were how the meetings were delivered sometimes, some villains got to the point which he was grateful for, but others seemed to droll on and on. Just wrap it up already, People can hold attention for a twenty minute time limit then its snooze city. Dr. Two Brains gave a quiet huff as Lady Redundant Woman was finishing up. He didn't mind this villain, he actually admired her as a person and her skills as a villain. It was just irritating for the mad scientist when she had to repeat certain words thrice in different ways, all with the same meaning. Two Brains knew well the different ways to use words thank you very much. He has an alien daughter with off the grid vocabulary skills. "And finally, winding up, and in conclusion." Lady Redundant Woman, the EVA's president, spoke aloud, "after you rob a valuable place like the jewelry store or the pawn shop, even if you get caught by Wordgirl, leave the place a bit better than you found it. Other villains who rob those areas have complained about broken glass and lack of values to steal when they try to rob the place as well." The EVA members just grumbled but nodded in confirmation. A few side glanced at Chuck who was looking sheepish. LRW nodded, pleased with the response. "One final thing." She announced, halting the villains from being dismissed. "In about a month and a half from now is our annual villain's anniversary potluck. Attendance is not required, needed, nor necessary but all villains should want to attend for good food and sharing exciting stories about your crimes. This event is a celebration for every villain's first time appearance and crime in Fair City as well as their first face off with Wordgirl." All of the villains cheered, excited for the anniversary, well all except for one mad scientist. Dr. Two Brains looked down at his feet while LRW and the other villains began discussing plans for the event. The anniversary of him becoming a villain was one of the best, but also worse moments of his life, for both him and Becky. On one hand, it was sort of a liberating experience. He could finally create what he wanted, do what he want. At the same time, his identity and mind became shot and warped. He was forced into this life by a careless mistake, succumbed to pleasing the obsession of a crazed mouse brain. It wasn't fair sometimes that all these villains had a choice on this path, while he had to begin rolling with the punches. He had lost friends and loved ones. Two Brains felt extremely lucky to remember his own child and her monkey as well as the close family members who still talked to him. He was also grateful for tenure and that villainy didn't affect it. The mouse man sighed in self anger. He hated how weak he was to Squeaky's will. He was proud to see how much his daughter could resist the mouse the last time they were brain swapped. 'Look at me, I couldn't do something an 11 year old girl could.' Dr. Two Brains berated himself in thought. He enjoyed villainy now, he just wish he could take control of it more to his liking. Two Brains looked back up at LRW when she silenced the elated villains. "You are may go now, leave, skedaddle." She finally said, shooing the others away and back to their daily lives. All the villains got up. Some stayed behind to talk to some fellow cohorts or waiting for a ride. Others began to leave for home. @melodythebunny @drtwobrainsstuff

[sxlemnity]

What bad habits do they have?

Elaine has a LOT of bad habits.

She regularly doesn't eat, worsening her health overall.

She wanders into places she REALLY should not go- Even when people have warned her about it.

She talks to strangers.

She approaches dangerous people and things of her own free will.

The list goes on, but you get the point I'm sure. Elaine has a lot of very self destructive habits because she has no love for herself and doesn't particularly think her life is one protecting because she is dying anyway.

[whisperingwinters]

‘m really sorry for being such a nuisance…

You didn’t have to look for me or anything, really…

I really am a problem, huh…?

[sheikfangirl]

What I wished happened in Tears of the Kingdom 🥲

Been itching to draw something like this since first playing the game.

I absolutely HC that Puppet Zelda's "true form" is a grotesque gloom abomination.

An alternate version of the climax of "Crisis at Hyrule Castle" "lives rent free in my mind. The cat and mouse chase ending in the Sanctum, with Puppet Zelda revealing her true self: an attrocious horrific monster wearing Zelda's face. This is the real her and all this hatred breaks her Zelda looking shell apart. Time for an emotional and tormented final confrontation.

Also, it's my one year Tumblr anniversary!!?? Whhhaaaatttt already?

Thank you for tagging along by small LoZ corner of the interwebs.

Cheers!! AND GLORY TO PUPPET ZELDA!

[lxvenderhxzehv]

💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — my muse's personality (teddy)

[thetwistedfaun]

my fat fucking calves won’t let me fit these damn skinny jeans anymore

[lxvenderhxzehv]

she hated this, of all people Josie's brother was the closest near by to help. She had heard the rumors, the whispers. There was no reason not to believe it. She sighed trying to calm her breathing but it was hard. This was her fault, like it always was. She was always causing problems. There was a reason no one stayed, why everyone eventually would leave her. Why she was bound to be alone.

"I just-" god she didn't want to admit it. She felt so stupid and embarrassed "I told him I loved him and he said he needed some air next thing I know he went down...I-" She covered and face with her hand. "This is all my fault....just tell me he's going to be okay..." She couldn't believe it. She killed her boyfriend and her Best friend. A murderer, like one of those documentaries that would play all the time on the TV when she was younger.

Benjamin had been in the middle of finishing a dance with Allegra when he heard a small commotion from the entrance of the hall. Honestly, he would've continued to mind his own business if it weren't for Amber Ryan calling out his name. He gave her a look that felt like a 10-page apology and ran over, finding Naomi's younger brother, Noah on the ground.

"Woah, woah, woah, hey--" He said, gently resting his hand on Amber's back as he got down to the ground. "I'm right here, don't panic." He noticed his chest rising and falling, so at least the kid was breathing. "Deep breaths, what happened? Can you tell me?" He asked, already moving to lift his legs. Pale raise the tail. Simple. Hopefully.

[zimt-deathnote]

got any angst for us? working on some myself and i want everyone to suffer >:]

does psychotic episode count as angst?

[angelpuns]

lil hater Leo thinkin thoughts

Lil Hater Masterpost

[smal5504]

bleeesuashuhfg im still not over it can you tell

yapping down beloe :>

as a wise kikuo once said "search!!! search!!! where are you enemies!!! search!!! search!!!" (in reference to la la la rasen no naka RHSFJSKGDHCFJ)

la la laaaaa so first of all many elements of this are based off of my cool cool bfdia pin imaginings animated series the link takes you to the tumblr upload of part 5 to the series!!! because it best pertains to this episode and drawing YAY YAY YAY i dont know what else to yap im jus really really REALLY proud of this ♡♡♡ /vvvvvpos /silly red pushpin attempts to counter debiliating anxiety and self hatred by putting on a whole show affirming that shes utterly unlovable, lives to regret it

also pleek obserb my bin beefydie-yay hyperanalysis video presentation it would be quites the appreciating

okay goobeye eid mubarak

[cutiepieautistic]

I honesty,genuinely think we should ban people from posting their autistic family members and friends,or strangers online in a negative way,or making government descisions in regards to autistic people without being properly educated on us first.

Enough is enough,most people just don't know how to be respectful towards us.

[whisperingwinters]

💦 You're worried that friendball-irl won't accept you.

Hhaha…

You aren’t wrong…

My father and mother thought I was a monster, even before I lost my soul and started to spiral, so why would someone as nice as Gray want me?

I mean, I guess I have powerful Pokémon, and can be a scapegoat if anything happens…

Still, even if they don’t truly love me, that doesn’t mean I can’t pretend, right…?

It’s fine! I mean, I’ve been abandoned so many times before, why would this be different?!

What if they only want me because I’m entertaining, and when I stop being entertaining they’ll drop me like everyone else!

[generic-sonic-fan]

Shadow and the idea that he thinks he's ruined himself. Shadow and the idea that he had one shot to be perfect and now he's forever broken. Shadow and the idea that if he could just beat back the stupid emotions in his head, he could be the Ultimate Lifeform everyone needs him to be and fix everything and save everyone- but no. Now he's the sick one. Now he's the vulnerable one. Maria gave up her life for this.

And he blew it.

[lxvenderhxzehv]

Amber felt it all rush forward into her chest "I am...I am fine I'm-" and there they were. The tears, his hands in his pockets she was pushing him and away he was shutting her out "I don't care what Louis dose....I don't care about them right now" she took a step forward and looked up at him "I'm not enough for you, I never will be. That's fine you need your sister I get It I understand that....but please don't stop me from numbing that pain...please Noah I can't-" her lip was trembling "I can't stand that fact that I'm a failure."

Noah let out a breath, his heart sinking in his chest with how she just snapped away from him. There wasn’t anything more sobering than this. “You’re not fine. You’re not fine at all,” he said, stuffing his hands into his pockets so he wouldn’t try to touch her again. “You get another drink and I’m telling your brother and walking away.” He didn’t have that, the ability to have some family come and look after him but in her case— having her brother come seemed like the best option if she was pissed at him. “I mean it, Amber.”

[loveyourlovelysoul]

Accepting what has happened doesn't mean forgiving. Accepting and welcoming to nurture whatever negative situation you had been through doesn't mean you have to forgive at all costs who made you go through that, nor forget the pain. Accepting means knowing you cannot change what has happened but you can change how you look at and feel about it now, so that you can change your future too. You can free yourself from all that and move on. And it's all up to you. Also the amount of time you need to get there is up to you, do not fret it.

[uncanny-tranny]

If you mess with somebody's mobility/life-preserving aid and all you got was yelled at by the disabled person in question, just know you got off easy. Fucking with somebody's aid can easily become a matter of life-or-death, so you have to understand why somebody would "lash out" about that.