#tw: benzos

[bisexual-berry]

having some coffee and taking a benzo cause balance is everything

[souraesthetics]

What girls want

[opioidenjoyer]

Happiness can be found, dont stop believing 🙂💊

(Pre-Game for the weekend) ❤️

[kevindelreyy]

NAME: kevin

AGE: 20

my business card, it's not a mugshot it's my ID photo. Don't let my face fool you, I'm a motherfucker but I'm just a fucking depressed alcoholic, have a good day

:()

PS Need real Friends✨🥲

[benzodolli3]

[benzobitch]

sanrio themed addiction :3

[loonadelfly]

People who do hardcore drugs do yall also have those fucking weird and oddly realistic dreams?

[gaysexdungon]

Any druggies wanna be friends on discord so we can talk about drugs together

About me: I am 18, love to write, love death cab for cutie, any pronouns, love plushies, also insane but sweet

Drugs I take: ecstasy, weed, alcohol, adderall/adhd meds, benzos, opiates, cough syrup (otc)

I want to talk about drugs with someone but non drug users find it uncomfortable

DM for discord don’t be a creep

[come1nalone]

[souraesthetics]

Sometimes I literally just want to be as feral and unapologetic as possible like you wanna buy me stuff? Okay. You wanna get blackout drunk on a Monday? Okay. Tryna just live out my feral trash girl dreams rn. Like you wanna do blow all day and then benzos all night? Okay. Let’s go I’m so down.

Literally I just want to be spoiled and live life like there’s no consequences for a while.

[opioidenjoyer]

SUBSTANCES IVE TAKEN

(RANKED) 🏴‍☠️❗️

Marijuana: 10/10 (No withdrawals, no comedown, high leads to sleep, gateway drug, multiple ways to consume)

Cocaine: 5/10 (Cant eat, cant sleep, super human ability for 10mins, never enough)

Oxy/hydrocodone: 9.5/10 (i would sell my soul to nod forever, agonizing withdraws, tolerance fast, pain receptors shut off)

MDMA/Ecstasy/Molly: 8/10 (easily best party drug, solo rolling is mid, serotonin levels ruined for days)

LSD/Acid: 6.5/10 (amazing visuals, brain full reset, 8-12 hour high is way too long, dopamine drainer, research chemicals NBomes are trash, burnt out easily, could unlock underlying mental health problems)

Psilocybin/Shrooms: 8/10 (best psychedelic, upsets stomach because of fungus, bad trips more likely at higher dosages, micro-dosing saved lives, naturally produced, can be done with every day life)

Benzodiazepines: 7.5/10 (too many chemical derivatives, potential life ruiner, fatal withdraws, anxiety nonexistent, thief abilities heightened, memory loss)

Robitussin, Coricidin, Dextromethorphan: 6.5/10 (instant dissociative, if mixed with Guaifenesin its a bad time, steal these from supermarkets)

Nitrous Oxide: 6.5/10 ("fill up my balloon again stop playing")

Air/Gas/Whippet Duster Inhalant: 2.5/10 (added chemicals make usage ALMOST impossible to inhale, taste like battery acid for 10 second high, brain cell damage, stay away)

Benadryl/Diphenhydramine: 4/10 (most irritable drug, feels like spiders crawling on your skin while high, shadow people, noise distortion, easy to get over the counter)

Methamphetamine: 4.5/10 (functional tweaking until you realize you are waiting for the pawn shop to open, can find this high in other drugs with less side effects, in 35% of most molly, overall bad reputation)

Fentanyl: 2/10 (highest level of nodding, waves of body heat, worst drug of all time, ruined the opioid game, kills almost all of its users, countless accidental overdoses, 10cents per pill, RIP real percs)

DMT/N,N-Dimethyltryptamine: 5.5/10 (breaking through spiritual barriers, out of body experiences, too powerful to be recreationally, trip sitter recommended)

Promethazine: 4/10 (does nothing when taken by itself, good when taken with other opioids, makes stomach feel better)

Lean/Codeine: 7/10 (2011-2021 best era to sip drank in, fun to pour up, easy to get at the time, euphoric body high, trend sippers, price inflation, weak opiate, too much sugar)

Tramadol: 6.5/10 (beginner nodderville, itching, weaker lame cousin to Oxycodone, still in the opioid family)

Adderall/Dextroamphetamine/amphetamine: 5/10 (Not fun when you actually have ADHD, recreational use does not make sense, highest level of functioning addict)

Morphine: 9/10 (instant trip to nodderville, good member of the opioid family, doctors are stingy with this)

Salvia: 3.5/10 (almost unexplainable high, dissociative, can find better effects in a psychedelic while smoking marijuana, very short high 1-5mins)

Heroin: still have not tried yet :(

[kevindelreyy]

Delorazepam I'm delay

[benzodolli3]

My lil reup and my kawaii set up

Princess Tray and my melody card for line up ᰔᩚ

[compassionatereminders]

Today it happened. I have cats now

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

3 hours, medium psychological damage, and 1 klonopin later and i can proudly say i made it through that 32 minute video. there is nothing that you can’t achieve in this life 😤💪

[autistic-queen]

God I wish someone would give me permission to take benzos or cut myself really. I want to sh but I don't want my friend to suffer because of me and I won't lie that I didn't do it when I did, that's just unfair and I promised I would tell her if I want to sh. But here's the problem - she's mentally unstable just like me : D and she's not okay either. So I just can't burden her anymore. I'm so pathetic, she's trying to help me so bad but I'm feeling worse and worse everyday. I think I have too many meds at home, I keep checking which combination is the most dangerous and how many should I take to log out. I feel like she would be better off without me really. I know I'm important to her but I kinda wish we never met, one person less to worry about my potential suicide.

Sometimes I really want to talk to somebody who's mentally ok just to let it all out but when I have a chance to do that I regret it immediately because they just don't understand me. They can't wrap their head around how fucked up I am, I feel like it's just funny to them when I'm talking about how anxious I am about everything, that I'm so fucking exhausted from all this work, studying, living. I can't even get a full time job or get a driving license BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING SCARED OF EVERYTHING literally EVERYTHING. I'm trying to do all this adult stuff but I'm just a child, I need help, I can't do this alone

So there's that :)