#tw self harm marks

[triple-pupil]

Felt a tad bit weird today.

So have my boy feeling weird too.

[butchhamlet]

just saw a hamlet and god someone please let me play hamlet someday please god every time i watch hamlet i start thinking about how i would play hamlet. the answer to which btw is extremely frantic and personal with the audience. no shakespeare voice on this bitch. neurotic wired compulsion doer who won't stop making uncomfortable "you seeing this shit?" eye contact with people in the front row. can't stop getting misgendered by his uncle. hasn't slept in days. coming in from backstage bleeding randomly down his sleeves. compulsively put hand sanitizer on after claudius talked to him and then tasted it off his finger and gagged. do you get what im saying. i could be such a good weird little freak

[wolfmanritch]

some random saw stuffs

[dixxiemaegraphics]

The majority of my art trade pieces with @avocadoraisin !!! This was so fun (and I still have more I need to finish and add). A little more Hoffman in suspenders, but also him bein’ nice to Amanda and Perez, and a fun little Hoffstrahm coffee shop au!

Thanks for doin’ a little trade with me! 😊

[eraserheadbabies]

i have no mouth and i must scream by harlan ellison / severance (2022-) dir. ben stiller and aoife mcardle

[astraltoxinart]

It’s calling to you…

Don’t Go To Sleep.

[ch3rr13zk1n]

I don't think its even subtle

[fishypapp]

hangin on by a threaaadddd

first detailed ego drawing in a whilleeeee lol

came up w an actor mark idea but in didn’t go the way i wanted it to so i kept the drawing and did something else w it and here we isss

i’m not good at lighting i just do what looks cool don’t judge 💔

[missfortuneisblue]

Miss Fortune a.k.a. Allison “Alice” Morrigan: [28] Born into a traveling circus and carnival, Alice was the life of her beloved parents, who were aerobatic performers who often did amazing feats on the tightrope suspended above the audience. The famous duo, “Lewy & Suzy” (Lewis and Susan Morrigan) an Irish and Japanese couple, husband and wife respectively. At the age of ten, tragedy struck in Alice’s life when her parents were brutally murdered by an “unsatisfied” patron after a show. She was the first to find their bodies on the floor in their trailer. After that, her life was a spiral downhill.

Even after improving on her knife throwing, sword swallowing, and acrobatics, and showing her excellent grades from her online courses, the ringleader and the circus management forced her to become one of the clowns in fear that she might become a hazard to others. And despite her attempts to prove that she wouldn’t be a problem, she ended up proving their point when she was on the tightrope wire trying a new act when she saw her parents performing in front of her, causing her to go into shock and falling backwards. Thankfully there was a net placed to catch her. She permanently became a clown afterwards.

Taking on the stage name “Mad Alice” for her clown persona at age 16, Alice became one of the most beloved characters at the circus due to her expressive and wild personality. All the young children would come up to her to get a hug or autograph, telling her she reminded them of Alice from “Alice in Wonderland”. The rest of the clowns absolutely despised the attention Alice was receiving, despite her being the one that brings more and more people every show. It also didn’t help that her mental state was becoming more deteriorated after being diagnosed with schizophrenia, pseudobulbar affect (PBA), PTSD, Anosognosia, and Atypical depression.

At 17, Alice started sneaking into the lion and tiger cages to feed them their daily meals, slowly befriending them. Every day, Alice would speak to them as if they are having a conversation—and they were, in her head. The lions and tigers would tell her about all of the abuse they endured during their time in captivity, and how much they wish to rip into the animal tamers’ guts to show them a lesson.

During aftershows, Alice would display creepy behavior such as staring and smiling at others for a long period of time, random fits of laughter, walking into the kitchen to steal a knife, talking to herself, and spontaneously bursting into dance whenever hearing music. But one of the clowns, a 40 year old woman named Ruby, who lost her son in a car accident, always looked after Alice and had her best interests in heart. She doted on Alice as if she was her own baby girl, ever since the troubled girl was little. Ruby was the reality anchor Alice needed and the grandmother she never had.

Before one of the grand shows, Ruby took Alice to a tattoo parlor to grant the girl her wish: blue roses on her shoulders and left ribs in memory of her mother’s affectionate nickname given to Alice, “my little blue rose”.

By the age of 28, Alice was a fully grown psychopath under the guise of being the overworked star of the circus, dedicated to her craft and career as a clown. She is now more dangerous than before, almost killing her co-workers by throwing knives near their heads, leaving disturbing gifts in their trailers (after somehow breaking in), would create crazy and nightmarish paintings and drawings, would be found singing grimly lullabies and songs, spend hours listening to her mother’s music box that was an anniversary gift from her father, and most concerning of all, using razors and knives to cut herself and watch blood drip down her skin, reveling in the pleasure from the pain.

After a night show spoiled by a scheming Joker dressed in the former ringleader’s uniform, Alice was used as a hostage by the laughing clown and dragged down into a secret escape latch. She didn’t realize she was a hostage after they entered the sewers and struck up a conversation. Joker led her to another one of his hidden hideouts, an abandoned novelty factory. After a bit of more talking, Joker decided to make Alice his new henchwoman and gave her variety of outfits and gadgets to choose. After some “fooling around”—and learning more things about Alice that Joker wasn’t ready for—he had her join his goons. He gave her a variety of outfits to choose from, and she settled on what is now her iconic look.

Theme song: “It’s Bad Luck, Babe!”

Playlist :)

[thatnormalcrazygirl]

24-03-30

[schizosamwincester]

I've read a fic where when Dean sees Sam naked after Stanford, he finds lines upon lines on his hips and is all aghast that Sam used to self harm and makes him promise to talk to him and stuff.

Anyway that fic, except when Dean is all sad and asks Sam why he'd do that to himself, Sam is like "oh, uh, no, actually Jessica and I did a lot of knifeplay"

[inky-evergreen]

Anthony my boy fucked up Bad😔... Also I have a youtube channel :3

[regretevator-headcanonss]

[metaltea]

It turns out I'm a horrible person

[aftgficrec]

Thanks for the rec, friend! - S

Sunrise, Abram, Death by bloodofkingsonmytrousers [Rated T, 1016 words, complete, 2024]

The name had been on his wrist for as long as he could remember. Well, maybe that wasn’t the right way to put it. A name had been on his wrist for as long as he could remember. Nathaniel. Or, everybody with a soulmate is born with their soulmate's name on the inside of their wrist, and Andrew is no different—other than the fact that the name on his wrist keeps changing.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced self harm

[shouts-into-the-void]

New fic!! Angst and food, V's current mental state