#tw mentions of car crash

[u3pxx]

had the stray urge to design the gavin parents. what if kristoph was their favorite what then ...

cw: car crash mention below

thinking abt the "all gavins are terribly nearsighted" headcanon of mine. in my mind, the gavins have no concrete backstory bc i ain't got brain space for that pftt

but. i think they're similar to the skyes in which they lost their parents when they were still young. in a car accident where kristoph and klavier were the only ones who survived.

with klavier fast asleep.

kristoph was 17 and klavier was 9.

i am a "kristoph raised klavier by himself" truther bc of the [waves hands] implications of all that like wow!

(having to become a parent for your little brother the growing resentment of having to be the parent of your little brother but he's your little brother. you must remember that he's your little br

ANYWAYS , what if kristoph was their parent's favorite. like klavier was the happy precocious kid during family reunions yes, but what if bright, brilliant, and promising kristoph was their favorite. have you ever thought about th

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

My biggest fear about learning to drive when I'm old enough is accidentally getting into a crash because I am CONVINCED there is someone staring at me in the back seats. What wizard did I piss off for this endless curse :(

[transmasccofee]

the time loop chapter is so fucked up i think about it every day and reading the manga its worse because there’s certain dialogue that was cut out of the anime (presumably to make it acceptable for kids)

Like ok. im gonna give a play by play from Saiki’s POV. so you can For a second imagine how much stress Saiki had to be under.

Imagine walking home from school and out of nowhere you get trapped in a time loop, already bad, but you can get out of it easy- except uh oh! now you are in ANOTHER time loop. ok, fine, get out of that. It goes on so long that you eventually stop being able to process anything around you but whatever, its fine. EXCEPT UH OH! A THIRD TIME LOOP! This time you are trapped in a loop of watching your best friend run into traffic to protect a small child, and the only one able to save them from dying brutally is you. You save the day, great, Unfortunately this is a time loop and now you’re trapped in this hell, watching your best friend dive in front of a moving truck. You need to have an empty mind to leave this, but thats hard because you also have to keep them from getting flattened. You’re getting more and more exhausted, but thats fine. You watch them get brutally killed in various ways thousands of times, over and over and over and over again, but thats fine. it’s still looping. you keep failing to save them. it’s still looping.

Rather than emptying your mind, Eventually you just disassociate, its gone on so long that your body is moving on its own. You are so tired, and you’ve seen your best friends organs on the road now probably a couple hundred times at this point (seriously Wtf Asou) and so it’s all just blended into the background.

You disassociate so hard your mind is empty. Your body moves on its own to save them. The Time Loop is finally over. You went through this 16,785 times.

[bendysinitiation]

I was trying to find more eerie old films for this au and THIS one is a goldmine. It’s a film for the encouraging of asbestos in products and it is extremely creepy. There are many, many shots of places supposed to be made “safe” by asbestos, and shots of asbestos itself, while the narrator talks about how great a material it is. If you’re in for shots of burning houses with jaunty music, seeing just how much asbestos was used in everyday products back then, crashing cars, or whatever, watch this. This is really what I wish BATIM felt like.

CW: Fire, Burning homes, Very loud sounds at beginning and end (skip to 00:12 seconds and skip from 16:03 to 16:17), Car Crashes, Death Mentions

(The description also has its very own ID for every shot!)

(Image ID: White text that says “WHY ASBESTOS?” with an asbestos cloth behind it. End ID)

Here are some shots I found creepy that I’ll probably use for the au later!

[black-tea-brown-eyes]

OF PLANE CRASHES, DROWNING, AND ACCEPTANCE OF DEATH.

Black Hole - boygenius, Last Words of a Shooting Star - Mitski, Afraid of Heights - boygenius, Sidelines - Phoebe Bridgers, Plane Crash Blues (I Can't Play the Piano)

[antiendovents]

wanna answer to this post: https://www.tumblr.com/antiendovents/743582164233453568/hello-there-we-will-not-be-tagging-off-or-even?source=share

(term osddid used to refer to did and/or osdd-1).

1. abt your concerns of being hateful. there's nothing hateful in being anti-endo. know some people may tell abt anti-endos being mean n always hateful. may compare us with transmeds n other bigots. some genuinely thinks like that, some do it on purpose to make people scared of seeking other opinion. also know our community is, uh, regular community. there are some bigots, some really hateful people, some people who harass n make harm. but these types of people are in every community. not only anti-endo, not only syscourse. in general neurodivergent community, in queer community, in every community will be some aggressive n mean n hateful people. in endo community too. but. you don't have to be like them. n most of us are not like them. being anti-endo doesn't obligate you to send hateful asks, harass people or even talk a lot abt how endos are bad. being anti-endo obligated you only believe in one (1) thing: system can't form without trauma.

2. you don't have to participate in syscource. you can be anti-endo n just... live your life. make content abt system things or consume this content, talk abt your experience n so on. a lot of anti-endo people don't participate in syscource and live their regular life. they post what they want, read/watch what they want n do nothing abt endos. if you don't wanna, you don't have to. changing side doesn't mean you have to promote your opinion.

3. abt your questions in endos' ideas. you are right. someone can't develop osddid without trauma, because there's no reason to not form single identity without dissociative barriers. other tries to explain osddid failed.

4. abt exotrauma. for people who don't know this term: exotrauma means trauma that individual haven't bodily survived in this life. may be used to refer to trauma in past lives (if individual believes in past lives) or source trauma for introjects (when source of introject survived trauma n introject have false memories abt that trauma). exotrauma can't work directly, but there's nuances. someone can't be traumatized directly by something they haven't bodily survive, because it's unique experience.

tw car crash mention, injuries

(general "you", not abt someone personally)

you won't claim you survived car crash if you have seen how someone else survived car crash? even if you have introject of them. they got injures, they may face legal consequences, they were inside n it's different from being outside.

but. you still can be traumatized. not by surviving car crash, but by surviving seeing car crash. it's called trauma of the witness.

end tw

(general "you", not abt someone personally)

same with other trauma. you can't claim you've survived something that you haven't survived bodily in this life. because you are in this body with this brain. only this body n this brain can be physically affected by traumatic events. (yeah, trauma impacts brain physically).

but. you can be traumatized by seeing traumatic events. it's not the same as being traumatized by event itself, but it's trauma too (trauma of the witness). or you can project. it's especially abt fictrojects. some people introject character with same/similar trauma. n they can feel connection with said trauma. if they have survived it bodily, it's their trauma too. if they haven't survived it bodily, it's not exactly their trauma, but they can feel some connection n relate with source's experience. and it's valid (until they don't claim it's exactly their trauma because their source has it).

so. every talks abt exotrauma should recognize these facts n avoid claiming that someone can be considered trauma survivor without bodily surviving this trauma.

5. abt madd. it definitely can affect your system, because it affects your thinking, perception n brain as a whole. so why it should affect everything except system. is there a "don't touch!" tablet? /rhetorical. until you claim you can make or change alters by will, it's absolutely okay. your headspace is a form of communication between alters (visual n other perceptive). so it can be affected on how your imagination works.

6. and again, there's nothing wrong with getting to know other point of view. you don't become hateful because of it. it's good to listen both sides n then form your opinion. because you need to know all arguments to make balanced decision. it's rational way of forming opinion.

gonna post this as informational, nothing really to say here other than we all agree with this :3

[espers-n-espurrs]

Oh thank fuck. Your social circle's reactions made it sound like a school rampage incident for a bit had happened to you and/or Victoria. Car IS nasty, don't get me wrong, but it's a whole lot better than what it looked like from the outside then. Especially since in good enough condion to joke online so soon.

yeah, i guess, tbh im only on here right now because i dont like watching tv and thats the only thing i have in the hospital room to entertain me besides my phone.

ive nothing else to do currently and i dont want to be left alone with my mind right now.

[eggmeralda]

do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

[joen-lenawley]

Why do so many people who draw fanart of Billy Shears make him evil and holding a knife and sadistic and covered in blood? It’s not like he murdered Paul in the original conspiracy theory. People claim that Paul died in a car crash (“he blew his mind out in a car”), so it wouldn’t really make sense for him to depicted as a murderous psychopath. I get that people do make AUs where he is (I love the “A Day in the Life” comic), but art like that out of context bothers me a little. Plus, if he murdered Paul, why would the Beatles want a murderer replacing their bandmate? Do what you want, though, I’m not your mom and this is completely trivial.

Anyways, sorry, I’ve been getting obsessed with Paul is Dead lately. I don’t believe in it (obviously), but it’s super fascinating. Might write something based on it.

[strange-doll-child]

Making the Happy Haunts very unhappy deaths

[gufettogrigio]

Bastian contrario

Grimaud's cemetery is grim in the rain. Damon is the one who has had the forethought to bring an umbrella and wouldn't mind sharing but there's not much point. The wet gravel crunches under Jacques' sneakers a few feet in front of him, his steps almost a run. Damon has to bite his tongue. If they shouldn't be seen, why are they here?

Didier Pironi's tomb is unassumingly lined up in a row of others, him and his brother side by side. There's a few flowers, some in pots, some not. Jacques hasn't brought any.

He stands there, in his t-shirt and baggy jeans, stubborn under the rain, just a step away from the shelter of Damon's umbrella. 

"He had a lot of my father's things." - Jacques says  - "My dad never cared enough to have a journal, not enough patience, but he'd keep all of the train tickets, hotel receipts, the flyers and so on. All bunched up in folders. Pironi sorted them out for me in years and gave them to me."

"I didn't know you two talked."

There's a shrug. "He didn't want to. I am very stubborn." 

The rain doesn't let on. Damon considers it a victory that when Jacques decides to sit cross-legged on the gravel in front of the grave, he lets Damon sit by his side with the umbrella. He's soaked through, his bleached blond hair plastered to his forehead, his round glasses fogged up by the rain.

"Once, we were in Monaco, Jody and Pironi came over. I was at the table doing my homework and they came into the room and stayed there talking." 

He takes his glasses off. "I fucked up. I am not good at math."

Jacques says them but they are not his words. It doesn't make them a lie if you believe them. Damon hears what is not said: he has seen Jacques do math for the cars. He's good. A child of eight or nine should not be expected to be 'good'.

"Dad got mad and then got even madder because I knocked the pencil sharpenings over when I scrambled to try and fix the mistakes. He never…he never hit me. Not once. He would just walk out the room like I wasn't interesting anymore. I wasn't a very interesting child. Sometimes my mum wasn't a very interesting woman."

Jacques tilts his head, fingers gripping the tin frame of his glasses. He's never still. Damon knows the look on his face, PR proper. Lie,lie, lie. Keep the family secrets. How dare you do otherwise? But you forfeit your hand when you've killed yourself in a car and Jacques is here in sneakers and a t-shirt and all four wheels on the tarmac. 

"My first real memory of Pironi is him with pencil all over his hands from picking up the sharpenings, sitting next to me doing primary school math."

 He drops the glasses in the gravel and reaches out, the tips of his fingers grazing the headstone. "Didi knew who my father was. Didi saw what I saw. He loved my father anyway. He just wasn't blind. He always made me feel like I wasn't insane for thinking that my father was a horrible person. He also made me feel a lot less guilty for adoring him anyway. And if I win the Championship, I'll bring it to Didi first."

[thelunarsystemshares]

Nearly got a in a fucking wreck 👍

[raceweek]

. in this essay i will

[systemtermz]

Alright this is behind a tw but in case you don’t have the tag blocked: mention of someone showing a disturbing gore video to a 7 year old.

Admin has such a fascination with nsfl content and at first we were all like ‘why? You have anxiety, this should make it worse’

So apparently, when they were like 7, one summer at the pool one of their foster mothers friends just. Out of the blue showed them and a bunch of other children a real fucking gore video of a mother and her children who had gotten into a car crash!!! Won’t share details but like!!! Christ in a bread basket!!!

And then She was like ‘that’s why you always wear a seatbelt’ WE’RE AT A POOL??? WHO ARE YOU??? WHY DID YOU CALL THEM OVER??? WE’RE SEVEN???????

-:p

[aurorawalker]

name — aurora philippa frances blue h. walker. nickname(s) — none. (she hates nickname.) age / dob — twenty-nine / (12/31/1994) sexual orientation — heterosexual / heteromantic height — 5'6" / 1,68m occupation — actress / model / heiress / philanthropist residence — 1 month in grand marquis ( moved 30, September 2024 ) birthplace ⏤ stockholm, sweden

𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙴𝚂:

mother — princess eleanor + ( heiress + socialite + philantropist ) father ⏤ hugh walker + ( actor + billionaire + ceo ) brothers — 2 elders brothers. marital status ⏤ single issues ⏤ 1 ( a baby named Bonnie Blue, b. 31 august 2024 ) pets ⏤ ?

𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾:

tw: misogyny, neglect, death, drugs, car crash & pregnancy

Aurora was the only daughter of the British Princess Eleanor and the actor Hugh Walker, the youngest daughter and she has two older brothers.

She has been a very observant kind of person since a child, very quiet. Almost didn't talk to people. On the day she was born, her parents were on a trip, there were famous northern lights (aurora borealis) in the sky, and her family said the sky was blessed with her presence, therefore her father added her name 'Aurora'.

She studied in a boarding school and another part of her life homeschooled. Aurora was the youngest of two men, during her time in school she was a quick learner and her grades were always the highest it was one of her strategies to draw her parent's attention and for being the only 'woman' her father didn't think she'd be as good as her brothers.

Adapting to a new country wasn't very difficult for her. She had a bit of difficulty with social interaction due to her time homeschooled.

Everything in her life she always had to work twice to excel in anything. And yet, she was never appreciated for her efforts. Aurora didn't let it defeat her. In a way, not being as appreciated as the rest of her brothers, stimulated her to battle to get all the things she wanted. It doesn't mean she always got what she wanted.

She graduated in entrepreneurship. During her graduation, she met a guy that she quickly felt smitten with him. It was something that she always broke up, made up with, and broke up again, this was their cycle until this got tiring to her, and she put an end to their relationship.

He was a terrible influence on her, due to this whirlwind of relationship led to a pregnancy. And before that, she went to rehab twice to overcome her drug addiction, which was something that happened behind the public eyes.

Fortunately for her, she remained sober. Aurora had a complicated relationship with her daughter's father they had agreed when the baby comes they'd co-parenting, unfortunately, he died in a car crash before the baby was born.

𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙳𝙾𝙼 + 𝙷𝙲:

Do not call her by nicknames she hates it.

Her acting career begins in her late teens. She is well known for her acting career, she worked in blockbuster movies and has a lot of awards and awards nominations.

She is the only one in her family who worked in the same industry as her father, her older brothers do different kinds of work that isn't entertainment.

She is considering adopting a pet, in which she has no idea which one will be.

She is a very low-key person.

She is allergic to peaches and peanuts.

She is NOT in the line of the throne. In fact, not everyone knows her connection with the royalty.

more to be add

𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 + 𝚆𝙲:

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𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴𝙽 𝙲.