#tw genocide imagery

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"Dying / Is an art, like everything else. / I do it exceptionally well."

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[zelena777]

Mr.Brightside (1/4)

That's not all, it's only begins.

[whiskeysorrows]

Genocide at the Night Market//Won’t You Bet on Losing Dogs? by Patroclus Minh

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“Transgenderism must be eradicated from public life entirely — the whole preposterous ideology, at every level.”

Michael Knowles, Conservative Political Action Conference (CPAC)

6 March 2023

Below the charcoaled pit, beside the cast-iron cages

cleaving man and animal, you take your seat

by the ring. Watch as they bind a crass

collar to a losing beast, it’s starved frame

weighed down by decades of criss-crossed scars

collapses on an evian bottle. The arena howls.

Its breath, shallow and jagged, pants. Canines gnaw

on plastic. What a stupid bitch, they laugh. Too bad

it won’t live long. Diatribes fling, every word polished 

and sharpened. The dog was polished and sharpened, its

body put on display; the scent of its own piss rises and 

declares it brute and savage, declares it lesser. 

You named it necessity, named it Greater Good. What

rabid creature need be allowed to infect your women

and children? What hell-sent defier of God do not

deserve the coin placed on their rape and torture?

The rifle fires. Bright lanterns illuminates eager

faces and it tears and tears and tears. You pass

over the money and stand. Wailing words lost 

to Soho night — time to forget your bet on losing dogs. 

/End ID]

[sadfragilegirl]

In My Scarlet Red Eyes

In those scarlet red eyes, you think at first glance, it's just a normal scarlet red eyes.

But for me...Those scarlet red eyes of mine, it's a sign that there will be a something that's going to be terrifying and traumatizing that it could slowly broke your heart and soul into a million pieces.

Why? Because the world right now has slowly turned into a place that's no longer a safe haven for me.

In my scarlet red eyes, all I can see it now is...

Innocent people are killed from the war, explosion and genocide.

Children who are supposed to go forward to their bright future with their biggest dreams are already killed and died and marked with their own blood by those people who are monsters inside their souls.

The unstoppable hatred and conflict that it keeps adding up with problems that it could never, ever be solved.

Those happy-go-lucky people who shined everyone's hearts are passed away from suicide because of those people sending unnecessary hate and death threats.

The unnecessary fanwars from every fandom is getting out of hand.

The mistreatment of any artists and idols bt the management, industry and agency are getting even more sickening and disgusting.

The problems are kept adding up and it's getting even more serious and worse, even they tried to solve it and fix it, it gets even worse.

And worst of all, there's too many tragedies and heartbreaks in this world that it makes me imagine myself how my world is slowly turned into black and white with scarlet red details all over the place, thinking about how the world right now is no longer safe and humanity and hope is already lost forever.

I had enough of those things that gave me emotional damage because I'm already traumatized enough that made me feel like my head is spinning and gave me headaches. The deafening sounds of those horror things in the world today made me want to cover my ears but it gets even louder and louder until I couldn't take it anymore that I have to scream it out loud as I could until I knelt down and start to cry with tears streaming down to my eyes.

And the next thing what happened next to me is I became slowly distancing over doing the things that I really love doing it always and the things that it became a part of me.

It's slowly eating itself alive until I became the person I no longer I was anymore.

The person I used to be...Cheerful, free, filled with passion and used to love of things and special interests that made me whole...

Is already dead and gone...

I'm no longer the person I was after all those traumatizing moments that it broke the whole world.

If only I can stop one heart from breaking every time I saw scary things that wounded me...

But in the end...It didn't...

The damage is done and it became an apocalypse of myself and the whole wide world.

I would rather just sleep to escape this dreached reality and never wake up ever again.

Because why?

I'm already traumatized enough.

I'm already traumatized enough.

I'm already traumatized enough.

I'M F*CKING ALREADY TRAUMATIZED ENOUGH!

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Behind The Poetry Work I wrote is under "Keep Reading" to see why I wrote this poetry.

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Behind The Poetry Work

The reason why I wrote this poetry work in one go is because I have to vent myself out about why the world is no longer a safe haven anymore because of those tragic things happening in this world and it's depressing as always.

And after what happened in the world of Kpop right now is nothing but fanwars, mistreatment and idols leaving group or passed away due to suicide (F*CK YOU, PEOPLE WHO ARE SENDING UNNECESSARY HATE AND DEATH THREATS!), I became slowly distancing over loving Kpop Ravi leaving VIXX last April 11, 2023.

Plus, I became slowly distancing over loving other stuff since last year like...

Love Live! series because of announcement of SIF 2 decided to pull out the plug, especially when the Global server will end at the end of the month + the original voice of Setsuna Yuki decided to retired for good and replacing it with new voice actress, which I still not getting used to it.

Naruto/Naruto Shippuden and Boruto after negative news happening after the Ultimate Ninja Storm Connections finally released.

RWBY after Rooster Teeth will slowly closing the doors forever.

Pokemon because I didn't get used to watching somd new anime series, including the Horizons series.

So now...I am currently focusing on other stuff like Honkai Star Rail and Love and Deepspace after all stresseful moments that bought me down.

I hope you can understand my vent because I can't take this bullsh*t any longer.

F*CK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

~Queennie 🥀

[unlackeyed]

"Burnin' the midnight oil, sugar?" Bunnie stifled a yawn and stopped at his side. "Don't'cha think you oughta get some shut eye soon?"

Snively jolts as though he's been put directly in the path of a lethal weapon. He catches his deeply-entrenched response to any and every sudden noise, flushes, and doubles down harder on the hood of the hovercraft Sally has assigned him to sabotage.

A measured breath through a long nose; he licks his lips.

"Didn't figure you were a night owl," he ventures, and then cringes. "Sorry. Is that a crude idiom, if one is a Mobian? The. Animal bit, I mean."

He puts down his tools.

"Ms. Rabbot, I really haven't the faintest idea what I'm doing here."

His tone draws dangerously close to candor, when he catches a glint of metal limb out of the corner of his eye.

Grease. Engine grease, to be precise. The longer you hand over flesh and blood to a machine that consumes it and changes it at the molecular level to something synthetic and unfeeling, the more your own thoroughly organic mind creates unwelcome metaphors. Engine grease is blood. And they've bled on you plenty. It's not always a tidy march down the corridor to the tall, sleek diamond-glass roboticizer cylinders. Sometimes they're bigger than you, and sometimes they struggle.

Oh, fuck. How long has she been staring at me?

"....Sorry."

How many times must he blurt that, in a single conversation? Stupid boy (funny, that sounds more like Julian's voice than mine).

"I mean these things as a willingness to learn. Most of your....friends....don't trust me enough to give me that chance."

[sierra0451]

Just finished watching this and, uh... it is wild. But it's an excellent watch. It's a hard one (the tags will be going to be bursting with tws, most of which are pulled from the video description), but if you can stomach it, it's an important one.

Putting it under a keep reading for those who haven't filtered any of the tw tags I used.

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No Firework for Gaza. Only Fire. And Death.

December 31.

[atlantis-just-drowned]

No, you are not a terrible person for not exposing yourself to extreme gore imagery from whatever violence is going on in this world. You are not a bad human being for avoiding photographs of cadavers and dead children. You are not someone problematic because you're asking the people around you to not show you videos of literal murders.

Just because you want to be supportive of a social or humanitarian issue doesn't mean you have to expose yourself or others to traumatizing imagery. Yes, you are privileged for not having to witness this violence. No, exposing yourself to this imagery won't lessen your privileges. Yes, you want people to understand the sakes of what's going on in this unfair world. No, traumatizing them won't help anyone.

I think the actual context made a lot of people forget that being exposed to extreme gore imagery is not, and sill never be, something positive, healthy, or productive.

[kloud002]

the indigenous coding of kurta clan

(tw: genocide)

i find it beautiful how kurapika's eyes turn a bright red whenever he feels strong emotions. how much more if i were to witness the entire kurta clan's eyes do the same altogether in a communal existence and celebration?

with that said, the indigenous coding of the kurta clan is very evident—in their domains, clothing, houses, cultural motifs and objects, form of governance, language, traditional healing practices, connection with nature and animals, and communal way of living.

they also share similar struggles and experiences with many indigenous and colonized peoples from all over the world. being discriminated by people outside their community because of their distinct feature, they're displaced from their original home and forced to occupy a secluded forest.

kurapika's mother recalled that their clan experienced so much discrimination and was hunted for their eyes, although this hasn't happened in many years. but kurapika's father pointed out that this hasn't occurred again only because they're constantly hiding and transferring from one location to another. they also couldn't freely explore outside their area as it would be life-threatening for them.

when kurapika and pairo went to the outside world, they were rejected and driven away when they showed signs of being physically deviant. they're seen as uncivilized savages, even being referred to as "red-eyed monsters" and "agents of the devil." the kurta clan was shunned or killed simply for existing and for being different.

they're alienated—barely perceived as humans. the kurta eyes are even seen as exotic goods and trophies. this mirrors the reality of how indigenous peoples are not only oppressed and persecuted but also viewed as exotic and mere objects for collection, therefore stripping them of their identity, culture, and humanity. the kurta clan was commodified for the same reasons that they're subjected to torment.

the kurta massacre and what transpired after it are both chilling and enraging. the whole clan—young and old, pureblood and not—was murdered when they were found. and they weren't just straight up killed, they're brutally made to feel suffering and immense grief for their loved ones before their lives are taken from them.

there was no justice for the genocide afterwards. just headlines that reported the event throughout the world 6 weeks later, no earlier than that. in the present, the kurta eyes continued to be sold and auctioned, diminished to a mere unique collectible regardless of its bloody history. kurapika knows that no one else can bring justice and conclusion to the deaths of his clan but him. he shall forever carry their collective rage and grief, stopping at nothing until he passes complete judgment to all of his clan's murderers.

something to note as well—it's glaringly obvious that the culprits carry heavy christian imagery and symbolism. so yes, kurapika's conflict with the phantom troupe can be interpreted as the indigenous peoples' struggle against the oppression and violence of government authorities and christianity (or religion, in general).

i have yet to form a solid analysis of the phantom troupe. so much to ponder about. for the kurta clan, this is it for now.

[deputy-videogamer]

TW: GRAPHIC IMAGERY

Hi guys. As you, everyone has heard about the event that has happened at Al Aqsa Hospital. Where 4 people where killed by an Israel air strike.

If you have seen the videos, many Palestinians were being burned alive as the flames kept spreading. If you have seen the video where a man was hooked to an IV as he was being burned alive; his name is Shaaban Al-Dalu.

He was a 19 year old software engineering student who dreamed about studying abroad and was in a mentorship program. He had to walk 30 minutes to access the internet while he was injured, starved, and dehydrated.

He had survived an attack by Israeli missle strike in the mosque he was sheltering at only to be killed and was burned alive in his tent with his mother.

Before he was killed, he had started a gofundme account to help raise money for his family.

Please, with all my heart, donate to his family gofundme account. His family goal just needs about €6,000 more.

Please don't abandon his family. Donate as much as you can help to his family escape this genocide.

Don't abandon his family as they mourn over him.

Tagging for reach

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[zelena777]

Mr.Brightside (2/4)

This is what happened with Asriel and Chara after human [MORTIS] them, and Asgore forced them to kill people to get their six human souls.

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humbly requesting that you tell me more about this mickey cult in your paracosm! >:0

I'm very glad you asked!

Tw: Religious imagery, mention of cults and abuse, and death

You see, the Walt Disney cult (called the Club by the cultists, and dubbed as the Waltian Cult by outsiders) is the main antagonistic organization of the Screen Universe's (name of the paracosm) main saga. Their leader is Mickey Mouse, he runs or leads the cult.

However, he didn't found or start the cult however. In fact, it was started by another Disney character.

You see, five years after Walt Disney's death, Doc, one of seven dwarves, gets a "vision" (which is actually just a dream) that the world will come to an end Revelations style. And the only way to save everyone is to have Mickey "reawaken Walt Disney from his slumber", Walt Disney saves those who trust in him and are within the religion, and will make a paradise for those who kept their faith in both him and his son.

And so, a small cult is born.

This so called prophecy fell into the ears of the Disney Folk and the some people even spread the word.

You could say that it gained a cult following, heh.

When the news finally reached to the castle, Doc tried to talk to the king in person about the prophecy and how Mickey is the chosen one. The first Mickey eldritch bearer back then doesn't believe in Doc's dream or prophecy. This angered the dwarf a lot. The chosen one!? Throwing away his duties and letting the world to rot from an impending death!? This won't do, this Mickey doesn't deserve to lead the Realm to a better world.

So Doc uses a member of the proto cult to assassinate the first Mickey Mouse with atonecen, the forever death juice, in his drink. Since then, Doc officially founds the cult as a big thing, and appoints himself as a mentor for the new Mickey replacements from here on.

Yes, if a Fictional perma dies despite their series being ongoing, they'll be replaced by another Fictional to play the character the previous actor played. This will be important.

Yeah, Doc also gone on a replacement spree against other characters within the castle if they don't comply or take his word just like the first Mickey. Only a few Disney characters from Mickey's show survived the replacement spree and stayed around as original actors playing the part.

Whenever a Mickey defies Doc and his indoctrination, or isn't deemed as good enough by Doc's, he'll be killed permanently shortly after and a replacement takes his place. This has gone on for a long time.

However, the 8th Mickey bearer somehow turned out different. He meets all the standards and expectations Doc had for him and follow his indoctrinations and everything. He survives Doc's wrath and abuse, but at the expense of being or becoming an abuser himself...

Despite the Waltian Cult being a huge, significant organisation, only a handful of members play a role in the story and they're all higher ups. And there are 2 people who are ex members who tried to get out but couldn't.

Here are the Cult MFs

Mickey VIII = The main villain of the paracosm and the leader of the cult. He's responsible for a lot of shit he started against most of the cast. The narcissist, genocidal, blood thirsty lunatic who takes too much pride in playing the hero. He believes that he's Walt's perfect son and that he can do no harm, but is actually none of those things. He's calculative and will do anything to get what he wants and achieve his goals, even though he's digging deeper into his delusions. While I confirmed that he has ASPD and Narcissistic Personality Disorder, I honestly don't know where his delusions and psychosis are coming from. He definitely doesn't have schizophrenia (serious).

Clarabelle II (I'm considering making her the 8th or 9th replacement though) = Goofy's girlfriend and Horace Horsecollar's ex. She's not what she seems. In other members' eyes, she's the incarnation, reincarnation, or avatar of the mythical Mary Sue (yes, I made up an urban legend that a flawless character just like that might possibly exist, but it's just a myth/folk lore told in their world). But in reality, she's a narcissistic asshole who has perfectionist issues and takes out her stress at her partner with a whip and/or her words. Unlike Mickey, Clarabelle thinks she's not perfect enough and that she must strive for such standards if she wants to be worthy for their kingdom of god. She's the last straw that made Horsecollar want to leave the cult.

Goofy = One of the survivors of the replacement spree, simply because he lived far from the cast when it happened. Clarabelle recruited him into their group not too long after Horace Horsecollar left. Before the recruitment, he was a medieval plumber of some sort (yeah, Disney Kingdom is a medieval English themed place. They're one of the least technologically advanced territories and are far behind other places in terms of tech). Now, he's the general and the person who does the dirty work for those who want to keep their hands clean. Though, while he isn't willing to do the work, he's forced to do it because otherwise, they will hurt him and he really doesn't want.

Donald III = A victim to the replacement spree. He assists Goofy whenever to go on missions and do the dirty work. At some point, he got experimented on with potions and can now replicate a Webling's abilities and stuff. A force to reckon with in the battle field.

Doc = The Founder of the Cult and the one who has the most control over it. Ironic enough, he doesn't have much power over government stuff as in he isn't the one who handles it. I'm planning a new story element or piece for him. He also doesn't show up as much in the main story line. He's one of those paras who have huge significance to the lore before the storyline, but doesn't have a lot of screen time when the main saga comes around.

There's Minnie and Daisy too, but I haven't put much thought about them

There are also other members too, but I'm only listing the high ranking ones.

[phantalgia]

9/27/24 - I don’t know what to title this

Disclaimer: TW! Talking about heavy abuse

So, I’m not sure if I spoke about my plan. But it was in regards as to how I was going to get out and meet people. There's a certain discomfort I have with my therapist in which I cant talk about certain topics. Such as the type of people I plan on meeting, the number, and so on. As well as my identity as being queer and a furry. Although the latter I probably will keep private.

So I finally talked to my doctor. That was the plan. See if I cant get the ball rolling on this getting out thing. Meet someone. Maybe I don’t need a car yet. Can worry about that later. That's all settled as well as talking about me being queer and other topics. However...something happened...

This Year Just Keeps On Giving

TW part!!!

So....I just found out from a source today that my Dad was a victim of bad "s" abuse as a child. I don’t want to explain how this came about. But needless to say things feel even more surreal.

What do I even think? Well...it explains a lot. A shit ton. And damn...do I owe my dad an apology. I have been frustrated with him. His lack luster parenting, his infusement of anxiety onto me, and an inability to do anything but just worry. And...I guess his reluctance on me being queer.

I don’t think I want to know the details, and I will definetly not confront him on it. But the implications are damning to say the least and are absolutly critical pieces of information I needed in order to understand myself...intergenerational trauma is a thing afterall (not to use it in a way that devalues meaning to many other groups like BIPOC groups or survivors of genocides etc.)

It explains not just my Dad's behavior but also who I would become as a person. I...don’t know what to think. I mean I knew my Dad's Dad was shit but I thought that was where the abuse ended. But this just changes everything. What's running through my head?

How does this affect my relationship with my Dad, as little as there is left? Why do I feel the desire to not get close to my dad, both before and after this? What are the intricasies that affect my Dad? Why does his worry affect me and make me idle? How has this influenced me, my brother? Is this why I feel the way I do?

I did some digging and intergenerational trauma has an effect on how the victim's children grow up. Those children themselves can have cPTSD, ADHD, ASD, etc. It doesnt mean anything substantial of course. Correlation doesn't imply causation. And so what? We've had plenty of traumatic as humans. Of course we don’t have the mechanisms to adequetly respond to them.

But it still gets you thinking doesn't it? Wow. Unfortunately after being told this. There's a lot of disgust with myself, a lot of imagery that comes up, internalized homophobia. And...another thing that I’m thinking about that I don’t want to talk about that I hope to one day come to terms with. It was one of the first places I went to when I was told this new thing...new to me thing. I just I hope I can build the courage to tackle it. It's eating at me...it's not my values...at least not my current ones. And it's making me feel like a phony because of it.

I keep oscillating between thoughts and images and having to snap myself out of it. It's traumatic to hear. There's a lot of frustration of dishonesty? Like why couldn't he pull us aside now we're older and tell us. Why. Well i mean it's obvious. Why tell anyone? Why tell your children? Why tell your children well in their 20s when they could lash out at you for staying silent? The stigma is real.

Why would I lash out? I mean it's frustrating to have your parent keep this away from you. Something that defines how you'll end up being as a person. And how to move forward. To build resiliance. If he had told me, he didn't have to be alone with this. Instead he just raised his trauma, not his children.

I guess this means I’m caring this trauma too. It's a big responsibility. I...am not sure if my Dad will ever change. And I’m not sure if i'll ever feel a connection with him. I hate to say it but...I feel so distant from him that I cant imagine being at his funeral. My Dad is aging faster than his real age. It's just not something I want to see. I genuinly feel uncomfortable around him. How is he my father? It's fucked to say...but that's what it feels like. I want a new family...

I won’t be able to fully understand those feelings completely tonight. So...now what? I don’t know. I’m probably putting too much emphasis on this and how it has created me. But my mom is also a messed up individual when I was in the womb. That compounding stress...and the raising of me. Oh my god.

Who am I? What else do I not know? Was my mom physically abused too? What secrets is she keeping? What more secrets do I not know of?

I used to romanticize my own transformation into a person Id like to be. But the reality is much messier. The person I’m fighting to be is contending with these traumas, these mental issues, physical issues, indeciviness. I’m constantly searching for those people I ghosted and abandoned. That maybe they'll show up again or I'll find people like them. I probably won’t. Or i will. Who knows.

I’m bombarded with people. I feel like I’m being picky. I’m still searching for "them". They gotta be "them" but I don’t even give people a chance. I’m learning to expand my horizons a bit. This is new and often confusing. I think i have issues distinguishing different love types, relationship types, and how to include everyone. It's so much to juggle.

I gotta live. I want to have relationships. I want to be close with other sensitive and chill twinks like me or trans people somewhat like me. I want to get into my hobbies. I’m sick every day. Best I can hope for is things to clear up.

I want friends who want something different out of life and not the 9-5 grind. It's something I cant do. Where do I go now? Luckily I took the big step today. Just...I guess more questions, thoughts, and feelings than answers.

I don’t know...nothing is clear. Except I know I’m indecicive. I feel like there's more to say. But I don’t know what to say. I just don’t see any of this changing how I see my Dad for the better. I still am going to feel like he's a stranger from out of this world.

It's a very dark place to be. Not really hopeful to him. And I’m probably reaffirming something. But it's just like you had the choice to have me. You should have used protection or get an abortion. You put me in this world, didnt see my beauty, didn't see the hope in your child. Instead you made me feel like an NPC following scripted events. It might have not been your fault. But just why? I cant feel love and when I try to get it. It's too good to be true or is complicated because of my own nonsense. Why didnt you have someone when you were ready?

Sigh...I hope this doesn't seem like blaming. But. We live in this world where we hold messed up people accountable by equally messed up people. And we cant seem to realize that. We have nothing in place to put ourselves in front of a mirror and find something deeper or more hurt. Our ideas of accountability are so distorted they're just systems of reinforcing cycles of trauma.

It's fine to be angry and frustrated. And you don’t necessarily have to accept forgiveness. But we can at least do our best to make amends even if we don’t want to associate.

I’m angry, frustrated with my parents. But this has put things in context. I’m angry and frustrated with the person I was and am. Is this person worthy of forgiveness? Of having people around them?

Where do we go next. Where do I go next. Fate here I come...

[pigeon-smidge]

Evidently it's not about Hamas or the hostages. It never fucking was.

Source: Defence for children international - Palestine.

Israeli occupation forces unleashed a military attack dog on a four-year-old Palestinian boy in the northern occupied West Bank this week.

The incident occurred during an arrest operation in Balata refugee camp near Nablus on February 4. The dog was unleashed into the Hashash family apartment, attacking 4-year-old Ibrahim Hashash after knocking him from his mother’s arms.

The dog tore his clothes and bit him repeatedly, causing profuse bleeding for about three minutes until Israeli forces intervened.

Ibrahim has been taken to Rafidia Hospital in Nablus, where he’s expected to receive plastic surgery to repair his injuries.

“Israeli forces routinely show complete disregard, and often contempt, for Palestinian children’s lives and safety. In a hyper-militarized environment where systemic impunity is the norm, kids like Ibrahim will increasingly be targets,” said Ayed Abu Eqtaish, accountability program director at DCIP.

Israeli forces systematically use military dogs to attack Palestinian civilians, including children, during military incursions into Palestinian cities and towns.

I just want to add, what could a child seriously do to the heavily armed soldiers in the West bank?? They're just doing this to fulfill sick and twisted fantasies and horrors.

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December 29.

It got burned inside its mother’s Womb…..

😞