#tw feelings

[fullofmoonsandstars]

Something just hit me to the very core

My parents leave the porch light on for my brother but never me

[chloristoflora]

"Sit down," I said. "We need to talk."

He stood. "I think not."

"I insist."

"I refuse." He looked past me, into a distance I could not see. He lifted his chin.

I stood. "I need to know, Fool. You look at me sometimes, you say things, apparently in jest, but... You let both Starling and Jek believe that we could be lovers." The word came out harshly, like an epithet. "Perhaps you deem it of little importance that Jek believes you are a woman and in love with me. I cannot be so blithe about such assumptions. I've already had to deal with rumors of your taste in bed partners. Even Prince Dutiful has asked me. I know that Civil Bresinga suspects it. And I hate it. I hate that people in the keep look at us, and wonder what you do to your servant at night."

At my harsh words, he shuddered and then swayed, like a sapling that feels the first blow of the axe. When he spoke, his words were faint. "We know what is real between us, Fitz. What others may wonder about should remain their issue, not ours." Slowly he turned from me, ending the discussion.

I almost let him go. It was such a long habit with me, to accept the Fool's decisions on such things. But suddenly it did matter to me what others in the keep gossiped about, what Hap might overhear as a crude jest in a Buckkeep Town inn. "I want to know!" I suddenly roared at him. "It does matter, and I want to know, once and for all. Who are you? What are you? I've seen the Fool, I've seen Lord Golden, and I heard you speak to that Jek in a woman's voice. Amber. I confess that baffles me most of all. Why would you live as a woman in Bingtown? Why do you allow Jek to go on believing that you are a woman and in love with me?"

Golden Fool, by Robin Hobb (Tawny Man Trilogy #2)

[nyxokal]

Sometimes. To survive in a not 100% safe environment. You just have to shut the fuck up about thinngs that make you Very uncomfortable

It never feels Good

[will-noble-owns-my-ass]

I mean I knew she didn’t love me anymore… but honestly I just feel broken

[aria-greenhoodie]

I really truly hate them

Click for Quality!

[linktoo-doodles]

resurrection is sort of romantic, isnt it

[bloomdoom1]

[ruporas]

dragon meat, you, and me

[turnipoddity]

the only way to love

[eggdrawsthings]

It's the best decision I'll ever make

[i-am-a-fish]

I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site

I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are

You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose

Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now

[nyxokal]

My shower needs at least fifteen minutes on a good day to actually get the hot water in the house, and I need at least three to five minutes to position the knob in a way that I can get as much water to come out as possible before it cuts off because the construction work is horrific, which means I end up taking like ten minute showers AFTER ALL THIS because there's not enough water to properly shower, and my family still dares to say I'm an asshole for going "maybe my shower isn't the best" and taking so long showering

[voltaical-art]

do you guys ever think about how Wyll is introduced as an archetypal fantasy hero, but then it turns out he’s a warlock, who made a pact with a devil. Do you ever think about how Ansur is described as this fantastical dragon of myth, but then when you find him, he’s turned into an undead monstrosity. Do you think about how when Wyll does the right thing, he is punished to become more monstrous. Do you think about how as Wyll’s warlock powers grow, his spells get more horrific. Do you think about how Ansur was killed by his closest friend. Do think about how Wyll was cast out by the most important person in his life. do you guys ever think about Ansur and Wyll.

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[tomahachi12]

TW/ST: MISCARRAGE (implied)

[sui-imi]

Funeral, right

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been seeing some discussion about canon/fanon sans re: papyrus' death, and then i thought, unrelatedly, "hey i wonder what he did with the dust"