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avocadolaw · 11 months ago
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faunandfloraas · 2 months ago
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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antleredreality · 4 months ago
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throwback to when i was an avid scrapbooker over the summer (ignore my atrocious handwriting☹️)
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foxclcves · 5 months ago
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☕🍂 compilation of autumnal prompts
overcast skies
corn mazes
scarecrows
baking
sitting fireside
making s'mores
carving pumpkins
apple cider
rainy days
pumpkin patch
autumn walk
decorating
hay ride
apple picking
farmer's market
picnic
bookstores
festival
bundling up
flannel
hiking
first frost
leaves
spices
haunted houses
matching costumes
trick or treat
ghosts
homemade
movie night
candy bowl
black cat
golden hour
foraging
park bench
sunrise
candles
visit
memories
trees
pine cones
harvest
acorns
reading
fauna
cemeteries
traditions
full moon
creature comforts
cold hands
handmade
embers
cozy
arts 'n' crafts
sunset
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lemongogo · 1 month ago
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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu
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#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self#and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is#recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this#and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth#sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there#how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way#anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again#i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare#u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath#your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he#i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted#bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters#but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk#goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh#bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice#i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will#simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think#having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think#over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to#yaar#i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows#two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion#when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other
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shespillsherself · 6 months ago
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I was just somewhere out of countless marching places and there was no part of the farewell.
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strawberrybyers · 11 months ago
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posted on facebook an image from one of the sets of stranger things to see if any of my 80’s babies/children/teens/adults fam members or whoever might be familiar with the lore and give me the insight.
i wrote out the post so formal though so they couldn’t get a whiff of the fact i am not asking because i intend to write an article for cinemablend but instead for my tumblr blog so my fellow mentally ill queers and i can go insane over a piece of prop to prove one of the hundreds of theories we all have ping ponging between us
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morelikesin · 1 month ago
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This, the proof of my existence,
Let this be the catalyst
of my love
of my dignity
and the evidence of my belief
in my body to serve everything
beyond myself.
"Aldrnari."
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A lengthy passage of my writing including a transcript of the above images beneath the cut. Translations will be in the replies.
This, the proof of my existence,
Let this be the catalyst
of my love
of my dignity
and the evidence of my belief
in my body to serve everything
beyond myself.
Through the harsh winds against the mountain face, the short bowings of Frea’s tagelharpa - strings played loose and softly - reverberated against the ice of the glaciers and the cold snow cushioning the land beneath their feet: the chill both a reminder of their living against heated skin, and the preservation of everything before them in its still permanence. From the horn, blowing distant into the dark, vibrant beauty of the night sparkling with glittery snow and stars that melted into the aurora within a canvas of black and violet night, was a sense of grounding.
So much had happened, and so much will - but for now, they stood, alive, atop the mountain face. It would, for now, be enough.
A night so still, and yet so alive, to be relished in with grace and weeping humbleness. What is to come after will be the same as it had before: the world will continue to turn, with them in it or not.
Raising a hand to their chest, Blóðhundr’s fingers grasped the jaw hanging from the leather string of their necklace. It felt frozen underneath the mercy of the biting wind. Tentative and slow, they began to drag the jewelry upward - pulling it off of their neck by lifting it above their head; looking down at what was a gift from their beloved, from a time that felt so long ago. They supposed it was.
Their other hand lifted the cover of their journal. Upon the pages that proved their existence in the form of their poem written from the previous night, they, after one more longing look upon the smooth, gently yellowed bone of teeth and mandible, thumbing over the divets of the mandibular and mental foramen, placed the coyote’s jaw onto the pages for weight.
Ný sól rís,
Ný dögun,
Með sóma,
Með kærleik.
“Aldrnari
Eldr bal bruni.”
“Hyr hiti
Logi seyðir.”
Through winds to sky,
The birds to keep cawing,
The wind to keep blowing,
with or without
you and me.
“Aldrnari
Eldr bal bruni.”
Unfettered in my mourning,
Jǫrð be our will
In our deaths and what life we've left to live.
“Hyr hiti
Logi seyðir.”
Heilir, mín nýr byrjun,
Með virðingu
Do I lay you to rest.
"Elddansurin."
“Aldrnari
Eldr bal bruni.”
Sofna upp frá þessu;
Mercy unto you
As you have given to me.
"Elddansurin."
“Hyr hiti
Logi seyðir.”
Að elska,
My greatest weakness,
Cradled by you:
My favorite memory.
"Elddansurin."
“Aldrnari
Eldr bal bruni.”
Leyf mik vilja þínn skilja.
“Elddansurin.”
“Hyr hiti
Logi seyðir.”
My traust into you I give
My body yours to carve
Your blóð mine to bear
And your grave mine to keep.
“Elddansurin.”
“Aldrnari
Eldr bal bruni.”
For now,
We lay in each other's arms
Flesh and bones in Earth's embrace
For what brevity we are allowed to be.
“Hyr hiti
Logi seyðir.”
May death be our home
As life was our respite;
Hann þarf þinn styrk.
Þú þarft hjarta hans frjótt.
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rhubarbmuncher · 2 days ago
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A member of my mischief helping with the allotment plan.
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averlym · 1 year ago
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whshdfhfjf.,,,
#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur#look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly#because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..'#anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to#ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts#anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately#a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle#lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix#fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll.#and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material#mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent#a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...)#i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort#and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one#here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try#like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!!#the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still#they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1#of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but#thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where#you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the#competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even#even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!!#the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's#'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h#her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll#eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do'#they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's#it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe#adamandi
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fatestitcherr · 25 days ago
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ouughh we love a 10 hour sceeen time day. first time i’ve properly doomscrolled in a while and i can feel it in the way i want to punch something
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fishbats · 1 year ago
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6 more journal spreads I made for my ocs! 🪄 (part 1 here)
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chipjrwibignaturals · 2 months ago
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i love having autism. i wouldnt want it to change. but like....., damn that sense of social isolation has got HANDS
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ljubimaya · 6 months ago
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Maybe if I go to sleep now I could have enough energy to write and do other productive stuff tomorrow
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shespillsherself · 9 months ago
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Last night I dreamt of unknown path, it was quite a safe place to hold on.
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