#tumblr but everyone is my mother

[tarnussy]

social anxiety is interesting because for a while now I've been on the fence about posting even just mildly svggestive things in the tags, (even if that means just leaving tags on my own posts) solely because I know I have a follower that is extremely against it and sometimes vagueblogging about it is involved and sure enough, happened this time as well

and even though that's a them problem and not mine, why do I feel extremely guilty and anxious about it? it's like my extremely prudish family all over again, this time online, which was the only place where I could be a bit free in that regard

anxiety is awful, I hate it

[lotus-pear]

free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay

[ddruxyart]

Predator

[lucc4-luck]

Last night my grandma took me to my great-grandma's house and I spent the whole time petting and taking pictures of her cat

Look at her paws!! 🥺

Wtf

And here a video I made when she was bathing in 2x, enjoy

[starlightiing]

Come Join the F1 Family Server 💕

It's Race Week!

We are a group of about 145 people who are very loving, open, and easy to make friends with. If you're looking for a crew to run with, consider ours! Lovers of all drivers, teams, ect are welcome here! Between us, we do not all like each other's drivers, but we know how to behave. (Healthy debates always welcome, but no fighting please!)

We have:

All qualifying and races are guaranteed to be streamed. Practices are usually streamed as well. I typically feed the chat with the radio transcript messages from multiviewer. We have a specific spot for post race chatter so people who missed the race won't be spoiled.

There's a dynamic schedule in there for all events that translates to your timezone without you having to lift a finger!

F1 Fantasy is played in there, and there are channels for streaming games as well (F1 games, or others. Our resident artists sometimes stream art as well!)

There are spots for news, rumors, pets, memes, fanfic/rpf, general F1 discussion and off topics. We even have a sprint writing bot!

There's threads for other sports and other motorsports as well. We often times will stream other sports as well.

No mics or voice chatting is enabled for now. This can be unpredictable and make some people uncomfortable, so all chatting is done via typing/texting.

We have movie/show/youtube nights often as well, where we just get together as a little community and hang out and watch stuff.

An interactive game section where you can play a fishing mini-game, help us grow Nyck de Trees, and more!

Everyone is welcome. As long as you promise not to viciously bash drivers and treat everyone with respect, we got you.

Safety is a huge priority for us. We have 5 mods and between us, someone is always active to keep spaces safe. The server is locked until rules are agreed to, and we have measures in place to limit who can join the server based on age of account, account safety, ect. If your discord account is new and it won't let you in, message me directly and I'll see what I can do.

If you've been looking for someone to share races with, to make friends with, to discuss live events in a live chat with, come hang out with us 💕 you can even mute us until race days if that's your preference!

[snnumntik]

there is no game that makes me feel like I'm the only one who's right about it than elden ring

[everyone-is-emptyy]

[appetite-pen]

An impurity in the right place is a quality

[manhattan-gamestop]

Called tech support and they thought I was a grandparent.. girl I'm literally 23

[kazureicentral]

guess who’s blog is like number three when you search ‘kazurei’ on tumblr

ITS ME

[40steps]

im being very brave and forcing myself to not get into a screaming match over something that isnt that deep. i should literally get a medal

[melien]

Coming soon👀

[torchickentacos]

Things my middle-aged mother has said that caught me off guard and made me have to pause whatever I was doing and laugh:

Huge if true

Canon

Shrimps is bugs (WHERE DID SHE LEARN THIS ONE????)

Will update as more come in

[im2tired4usernames]

Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die

[like-butterflies-and-glitter]

When she’s too scared to agree and too polite to fight me on something “Go away, when you can, move far from this country,” my mother tells me She thinks I’m too radical for the borders I was born in She thinks I have too much fight in me to hold my tongue in She fears maybe she’ll see an example made of me

My mother is not without her flaws And I see where she gets it When I look at her mother, I turn back to my own I am faced with a younger woman, young and scared and too much like me And worse I am embittered by my own empathy

Because that is empathy I was never taught to show myself That is compassion I waited for like a dog at the foot of her bed That is love I still find hard to give the girl in the mirror Because I wish she would see me and find someone worth loving But she sees the potential of being loved instead

Because that is what I keep finding myself to be Someone who can do well and be liked Someone who can  be pleasant company With just enough work and effort put in Someone that can of love be made worthy

When our throats are raw from screaming and knuckles are bloody Eyes dry of tears that have streaked our cheeks After fighting for each other or each other maybe “Go away, when you can, move far from this country,” my mother tells me And I wish that that wasn’t the only time I felt like she really sees me

-cuckoo's carbon copy

taglist (it has been long since i've written something and tagged anyone, so feel free to drop me a message if you want to be removed or something <3): @enigmasandepiphanies @mistyw273 @genderfuckfag @fanofthepod @mrdyketator @davidpincher @callme-aria

[classics-cocks-and-concoctions]

Doodles of my sona while I’m being mopey and sad