#tsukiyama shoe

[schlattslambo]

Ours. - Tsukiyama x Reader (+18) Ch. One!

A/N: Here it is!! The long awaited first chapter of this series!! I hope you all love it!

Warnings: One instance of degradation, very slight exhibitionism

Reader is afab, female presenting, and used she/her pronouns.

This is a poly fic, and if anyone has any suggestions or corrections, please let me know! I’ve never written a poly relationship before, so I hope I do this justice.

Tadashi Yamaguchi and Tsukishima Kei were practically attached at the hip. while they weren’t “exclusive”, everyone knew that the two had something going on. It was obvious. Between the hushed whispers that were shared between the two of them, the shy glances and the knowing smirks, everyone knew. Especially you.

You had known the two boys for a few years now, and had gotten close with both of them. You actually considered the two of them your best friends. So much so, that they asked you to move into their shared apartment when you were looking for a place to stay.

Thankfully, the boys were usually respectful of your living conditions. Only engaging in ‘activities’ when you were out or when they knew you would be asleep. You would always know when they had done the deed while you were out if Tadashi’s face was flushed when you greeted him and if Tsukki was particularly snarky and confident.

Both boys were very attractive, there was no denying that. It seemed like every other day that either of them were getting new love letters placed delicately onto their schoolbags between classes. You knew that girls fawned over them, even if they were seeing each other. You knew that they were both openly bi, so the idea of dating a girl wasn’t exactly out of the realm of possibility, but they were also very much in love - according to Tadashi.

***

After a particularly rough day at school, you entered the house with a sigh, tossing your bag into the corner where it always went before kicking off your shoes. You made your way to the kitchen to grab some iced tea - Tadashi found a recipe online one day and it’s all the three of you ever drink - to calm down. Taking a sip of the sweet drink, you can’t help but smile. The boys are so good to you.

You hear rustling upstairs, followed by some groaning. Your heart seems to stutter in your chest as your breath gets caught in your throat. You can almost hear Tadashi moaning and pleading, the words ‘please…g’na cum’ suddenly registering in your mind as your eyes widen.

The boys were usually good with assuming when you’d be home from school, but to be fair, you had stomped home earlier than usual. You find a seat on the couch, scrolling your phone to try and distract yourself from the noises upstairs. You’d been reading a very good book on your phone, so maybe if you put some headphones in and read, the noises would drown out.

You open the books app before heading to your bag to search for your headphones. Unfortunately for you, the spot where you keep your bag is right at the base of the stairs. You try and be quick, but not before hearing some degradation.

“Atta boy, look at yourself.” you hear Tsukishima say. “Look how you come undone on my cock, leaking all over the sheets like a whore.”

You feel heat pooling in your stomach as your cheeks nearly flush as red as your sneakers. It felt so wrong eavesdropping on their intimacy like this, but you couldn’t help it. Plus, you were trying to distract yourself.

For a moment, the moans get louder as Tadashi cries out, presumably cumming all over the sheets. You hear him thank Tsukishima a few times before everything falls silent for a moment. Finally, you find your headphones, scrambling to the couch before you can get caught.

Your hands seem to shake as you place the headphones in your ears and turn some soft music on. You’re sure that your blush has finally calmed down while you get into the book. Tadashi comes down the stairs, hair messy and face red. His eyes widen as he looks at your figure, curled up on the couch reading on your phone.

You can see him out of the corner of your eye, but you force yourself to continue to read. Tsukishima follows Tadashi, smirking at the slightly shorter boy. You hear him say something, but it doesn’t register. Tadashi sits on the couch, and you can tell he’s mortified.

“Hey Dashi.” you say, taking a headphone out with a smile. “You just wake up?”

You can see how Tadashi physcially relaxes as you play dumb. You hear Tsukishima snort but choose to ignore it. Tadashi manages a nod.

“Y-yeah,” he says. “Didn’t sleep too well last night.”

“I hope you got some decent rest.” you say, turning back to your phone, still smiling. “I know how much you love sleeping.”

Tadashi nods, his cheeks still flushed. Tsukishima grabs two water bottles from the kitchen, handing one to Tadashi. He takes it with a grateful smile, taking a small sip.

“How was school?” Tsukishima asks, sitting on the recliner. You shrug.

“Same as usual, total shit.” you reply. “I don’t know why people keep trying to push my buttons.”

“Maybe,” Tsukishima starts, crossing one leg over the other. “Because you’re fun to fuck with.”

You roll your eyes. Tsukishima always said that you were fun to mess with, ever since he found out how hotheaded you got when frustrated. Tadashi would always try to smooth the situation, which usually resulted in the two of you gossiping in his room until the sun started to come up.

“I’ve been told.” you reply, placing your headphones in your lap. “But it’s not right if someone keeps teasing me about shit i cant control!”

You feel anger bubbling up in your chest as Tsukishima smirks. Tadashi silently pleads with him to drop it, but of course he doesn’t. Tsukishima loves seeing you get all riled up. He does it on purpose most of the time because you’re hot when you get mad.

“What, did they call you short again?” Tsukishima teases. “You’re like a chihuahua, tiny and full of anger.”

You slam your phone onto the couch, glaring at Tsukishima. He just smirks at you, crossing his arms on his chest. In all honesty, it was hot seeing him so cocky. You chew your bottom lip.

“You’re an asshole.” you snap, standing up. “All you do is fucking pick on people and laugh at them! I’m tired of being the punch line of your short jokes!”

Tsukishima walks over to you in three long strides. He towers over you, smirking down. He does this to Tadashi to fluster him, but all it does is make you horny.

“You look so cute when you’re mad.” you don’t expect Tadashi’s voice behind you.

You turn, eyes wide. “Wh-what??”

Tadashi just gives you a sweet smile, standing up as well. He walks over, putting his hands on your hips as he leans in, breath on your neck.

“We’ve been meaning to ask you,” Tsukishima starts, brushing some hair out of your eyes. “We’ve been wanting to add someone to our little circle, fucking them and taking care of them. Would you be interested?”

Your head is spinning. You aren’t that short, but the boys still tower over you. And the mere thought of the two of them using you makes you weak in the knees. There’s suddenly a wetness sitting in your panties.

“What do you say, pretty girl?” Tadashi leans down, pressing a kiss to your neck as you gasp.

“Give her some time to think about it Tadashi.” Tsukishima’s voice is sweet yet firm, so Tadashi nods as Tsukishima turns to you. “But I’d like to talk to you about it later, if you’re interested.”

You nod, letting out a soft breath as the two boys turn on the tv, quickly finding something to watch. All of your anger is gone, replaced with confusion and horniness. eventually, You settle down a bit, watching the show that the boys put on.

***

That evening, you’re in your room, typing away at your laptop. School sucks, but you still want to pass and get your degree. With writing being such a large part if your schooling, it was inevitable that you’d be cooped up in your room.

There’s a soft knock on your door, pulling you away from your work.

“Come in.” you say, looking up.

Tsukishima opens the door, giving you a soft smile. “Do you have a minute?”

“I’m sure my essay can wait a minute.” you reply, quickly saving the document and closing your computer so you can give him your full attention. “What’s up?”

“I wanted to talk to you about what i said earlier,” Tsukishima starts. “I wanted to make sure that we didn’t make you uncomfortable.”

You were slightly shocked at how sweet Tsukishima was being. Ever since he started dating Tadashi, he became nicer. Of course, he still had his asshole moments like earlier, which was a given, but you noticed a stark change in behavior to you and others that he tolerated. He smiled a lot more and was actually trying his best to make sure that Tadashi was okay and that you were okay as well.

“Oh, you didn’t make me uncomfortable.” you say. “It just took me by surprise.”

“I’m glad that we didn’t make you uncomfortable.” Tsukishima says, a soft blush covering his cheeks. “But I wanted to go over some things so that stays the same, is that okay?”

You listen to Tsukishima talk about his relationship with Tadashi, how he was the dominant one and Tadashi was the submissive one. You knew that already, as it was blatantly obvious, but you just nodded along.

“Basically, we wanted to also be in a relationship with you as well.” Tsukishima says finally. “It was originally Tadashi’s idea, but i liked it too.”

You were shocked, looking up at Tsukishima with wide eyes. Both of them wanted to date you? But how would that work?

“If you want, we could take you out on a date so you can talk with the two of us.” Tsukishima adds. “You w have to give us an answer right away, but I just want you to know that you don’t have to say yes if you don’t like the idea.”

“No, I like it.” you admit, a bit quicker than your liking.

Tsukishima’s eyes widen. “Really?” he asks. “You do?”

You nod, taking your bottom lip between your teeth as your face burns. Tsukishima smiles as he stands up.

“Awesome,” he says. “Tomorrow at 7, be ready cutie.”

Tsukishima leaves with a wink, shutting your door behind him, leaving you too stunned to go back to your work. Your essay may have to wait more than a minute.

I’m so proud of this first chapter!!!

Taglist: @awkwardaardvarkforever @driftwoodsun

[javaghoul]

can i request touka with prompts 12 and 14 for the tokyo ghoul january prompts? 🥺👉👈 also i'm excited to see what your thoughts about homo for these prompts too!! (i typed yomo not homo but im keeping it bc it's funny) i hope you have a good night! :D

i originally read this message, got to "homo", re-read it again and was like 🤭hehe typo🤭

TOUKA & 12: What she does to relax

Touka finds it difficult to relax; if she isn't worrying about her own problems, someone else's will be on her mind

Definitely googles "Relaxing activities" and watches a couple of short YouTube lifestyle videos (realises she can't stand the plastic "relaxing evening routine" videos)

She'll try out what other people do, like taking a long bath, doing a face and hair mask... She briefly considers picking up a book 😱

Whilst the above works to a degree, her biggest problem is she flits from one thing to another. She'll just get settled in the bathtub, then think about the laundry that needs doing. Or she'll finish applying her face mask, then start cleaning the kitchen. Like seriously Touka can you just switch off for one minute please??

Anyway, you know what does force her to relax? GAMING. She'll be playing a shitty fremium game on her phone, and then have the lightbulb moment where she's like ???I have no face tension???what was I worrying about again???

Saves up and gets herself a console of some kind. I think she'd love the cosy games like Animal Crossing. It's harmless, colourful, cute animal fun. For her it's a form of mindfulness

She stays away from shoot em ups and most RPGs. She's way too competitive for that

So yeah, to answer the prompt: she struggles to relax because she can't switch off, but anything that requires full concentration -like video games- works 👌

14: things they find attractive in a s/o

Someone who is more laid back than her, but not to the point where they're a pushover. It's a plus if they can look after themselves

Touka is attracted to (and needs) someone who gives her security. They say what they mean, their actions match their words, they're not flighty in any way... Reliable basically lol

A person with a good moral compass, but not to the point where they're a goody-two-shoes if that makes sense? Like, they'll fight against people being shit, but they're no saint either

Stability - if Touka considers dating someone, she has a long-term relationship in mind. I don't think she'd be into a casual set-up. So she'd like a partner that's on the same page there

Somebody fun! The girl is a bit of a control freak, she loves finding things to be stressy about, so a partner that FORCES her into spontaneous outings or other low-key activities would not only be attractive to her, but necessary for her. She may be a bit grumbly at first, but it's all an act

On a superficial level, I think she'd appreciate good hygiene lol. Maybe not Tsukiyama level grooming, but someone who looks -and smells- clean.

A partner who is taller than her would be nice. I think she'd like the size difference, like they could protect her (since she's the one who usually comes to the rescue of others). It'd be a welcome change.

I also think she'd appreciate someone who takes care of themselves. Not a super health-freak, but someone that values their health.

I hope these are ok - I enjoy writing Touka stuff. I don't think she gets enough appreciation

[shuutism]

tsukiyama shoe…so pretty 🥹🥹🥹

teehee

[struungout]

Sooooo Ken and Shuu arrived sooner than I expected. XD They arrived along with 2 other packages in the mail today and aaaahhhhh they’re so handsome. ; w ; Shuu’s eyes and hair haven’t arrived yet so he’s not fully put together just yet. xD;

In case y’all following me didn’t put it together already, these two are my dolls that I’m turning into Ken Kaneki and Shuu Tsukiyama from Tokyo Ghoul. I actually originally got the Switch Rion head to be Ken and had no plans to make Shuu into a doll, but when the head arrived, the head just screamed Shuu and I ended up having to find something else for Ken. Ended up going with a Migidoll Jina head mostly because I have always loved Migidoll sculpts, but have never really had a proper opportunity to own and keep one long-term. Plus, boy!Jinas are my favorite thing ever.

Anyway, ended up putting the Soom jointed hands I have onto Ken’s body and they, of course, don’t match at all bahahaha. I’m hoping to maybe eventually get them color matched, but I’m not in too much of a rush to get hand pieces done at the moment. I actually got him some Asleep Eidolon jointed hands so I wouldn’t have to get shit color matched, but…aaahhhh the AE hands just ain’t doing it for me. They way they’re put together is janky and I just don’t like how they look. I’m majorly picky with doll hands. D; Soom is definitely my favorite with jointed hands. The aesthetic of the sculpting + the joints just looks so good put together.

But yeah, my boys looking so handsome. KomorebiDolls always does amazing work. ; w ; Really need to get more clothes (and shoes for Shuu) for both of these guys that’s in character for them.

[suvidrache]

Tsukiyama Shuu x Reader Smut

age in bio when interacting. minors do not interact.

Word Count: 1,293 / Read it on AO3 / Wattpad

Night had fallen and you had decided to head out for some fun. The sound of your shoes echoed as you walked across the dimly lit sidewalk.

The sky was completely dark, the only light coming from the glowing signs of the nightclub. In the distance, there were some glowing lights of a few buildings. It would be creepy or unsettling for someone new to the area, but you weren't.

You often stayed to yourself, avoiding anyone's attention, after all the city wasn't exactly the safest.

As you waited in line, you heard a tap on the sidewalk behind you. Quickly, you turned, trying not to show any emotion.

The man laughed and said, "Did I scare you~?"

He was wearing a purple and gray striped suit, a red shirt underneath, and a black tie. He held a cane in his hand, his eyes too dark to tell the color in the light, and his hair combed nicely.

"No, no, you didn't. I just heard a noise. Can't be too careless around here."

"Good, good, it wasn't my intention to scare you~"

"What are you doing here if you don't mind me asking?"

"The same as you, I'm here to party!"

He said as he raised his hand happily.

"Oh, nice."

"Yes, do you have any plans later?"

"No, not really, unfortunately. What about you?"

"Same."

There was a moment of silence, the music coming from the club made a faint pounding sound. Only when the door opened, could the music be faintly heard.

You had begun to slightly turn back before you realized something.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't ask you your name."

"Tsukiyama Shū. What's yours?"

"Y/N, it's nice to meet you."

"Same to you." He said with a smile, as both his hands rested on the handle of his cane.

He raised a hand and gestured towards the line behind you, speaking as he did.

"The line is moving."

"Oh, thank you," you said as you turned and saw the line had moved quite a distance, you walked quickly to catch up to them.

You looked behind you and Shū was standing a few feet away from you.

You covered your mouth as you looked at him surprised.

"Sorry about that."

You closed your eyes as you placed your hands over your pounding chest. You focused on your breathing: in, out, in, out. Once you had regained your composure you opened your eyes, he stood there with a slightly worried look, but his smile remained.

"It's alright, I'm just surprised how quickly you caught up to me."

"It wasn't that hard, really," He said with a small laugh.

You smiled back and turned to face the line once again, moving every time the line did.

Finally, you were next in line to go in. You pulled out your ID and showed it to the bouncer who nodded and unhooked the rope, allowing you to enter.

The music blaring through the speakers, people moving different ways, dancing to the music, some holding drinks in their hands.

You turned to see if Shū was still behind you or near you, but he was nowhere to be seen.

You shrugged and made your way carefully through the crowd, trying very carefully to avoid being hit or hitting anyone.

You finally found a vacant space and slowly began to sway and dance to the music, letting your body move however it felt.

After a few hours, you were slightly tired and bored. You made your way through a few people and sat down at a table.

You sat your arm on the table and laid your head in your hand.

Shū sat down, but you barely noticed until something thumped the table.

You sat up and looked to see who it was.

"Bored?"

"Yeah, kind of."

"How about something much more fun?"

"As in back to your place or?"

"If that's what you want."

He said with a smile as he reached his hand out to you.

"Alright, sure," You said as you took his hand and stood up.

Together the two of you walked hand-in-hand, out of the club, Shū waved down a taxi and he held the door open for you, before getting in.

You looked out the window as he told the driver where to, the city began passing by, turning into a secluded neighborhood.

Shū stepped out of the car and waited. You stepped out of the vehicle to see a large mansion, the lights were on downstairs, and a large fence blocked the pathway to the house.

"Wow- this is your place?"

"Yes, it is," He said with a chuckle as he typed the code into the keypad, the gate slowly creaked open and he gestured for you to enter first.

He kept pace with you, easily as the two of you walked down the pathway to the house. The dim lamps lit the pathway, but the night was still dark, the sun had begun to peak its way over the horizon.

As the two of you reached the door, it opened and the two butlers, who stood on either side greeted him upon his entrance, he greeted them and dismissed them for the night. After informing them not to bother him for several hours.

"Right this way." He said as he led you to an elevator.

The elevator took the two of you up to the third floor of his house. He took your hand as he led you to his room, closing and locking the door behind you.

His fingers gently ghosted your jawline, bringing you to look at him.

His voice was quiet, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

You leaned your head into his hand and placed your hand on his chest.

"Yes."

With that, he leaned in and kissed you. Your hand slid from his chest to his belt as you kissed him back.

Your hands worked to undo his belt, as he slid a hand up your shirt.

He broke away from the kiss to remove his suit, shirt, and tie. You slowly slid your hands up your shirt, before taking it off.

"Oh, going to tease me, are you~?" He said with a raised eyebrow.

You smirked as you slid your pants down slowly, before standing up and stepping out of them. You slid your undergarments off and wiggled a finger at him in a 'come here motion.'

He wasted no time slipping his pants off and stepping closer to you.

Gently, he pressed you up against the wall as he began to stroke/rub you. Kissing your neck as he did. You leaned your head back and reached out to stroke him. He let out a small moan and gave your neck a gentle bite.

You bit your lip as you continued to stroke his hard cock.

His hips would begin to rock back and forth into your hand, as precum leaked from his cock.

Your hips moved, and your pussy/cock began to leak cum before he stopped.

"Let's take this to the bed," he whispered against your neck.

He placed his hands on your sides and lifted you. You wrapped your legs around him as he carried you to the bed, he laid you down and began stroking you once more.

He aligned himself with you and slid in slowly, he waited a moment, letting you get comfortable before moving.

You moaned at his actions, and placed a hand on his chest, the other hand holding onto the bed sheets.

He began to rock his hips back and forth, his hand on your thigh, and the other stroking you.

He moaned out as he began to pick up speed.

Your head tilted back at the pleasure.

© SUVIDRACHE — do not copy, translate, modify, or plagiarize my work. reblogs are appreciated!

[mx-von-rosewald]

Kanae is shorter than Shuu, but she allows him to come right up to her and locks eyes with him defiantly. She says nothing as he promises consequences. Her eyes communicate it all, black and blazing red. And if that doesn't work, she still has her father on the phone.

She is a fundamentally mean person, and fear can't fully stop her from rubbing in a victory. After he's walked well out of stabbing range with that kagune, she says, with a cruel sweetness, and only just barely loud enough to be heard:

"Merci, cousin Chaussure."

'Cousin Shoe'... because his name sounds an awful lot like 'Schuh,' the German word for 'shoe.' It's like that in English too, isn't it? Two languages can't be wrong!

The von Rosewalds are wealthy, but Kanae's father was unfortunately correct about her difficulties in finding friends. Bad-faith phonetic comparisons becomes a natural source of ammunition for name-calling, for someone who spends a lot of time in her own company and has to put something together to throw across a language barrier.

Shuu stops and turns around (did he hear what he thinks he heard?). Kanae is already making her way towards Blythe, with a self-assured skip in her step. She sits by where Blythe is hiding as she waits for the privacy of Shuu's departure. She's starting to worry Blythe has simply run away when she hears that familiar voice, asking if it's safe to come out.

"Sure it is, little lady," she says warmly, taking Blythe's hand and leading her the rest of the way out.

It burns like shame, for Kanae to have her parents fix this for her, and to probably end up even more tangled up in their scorn and control. By contrast, Blane and Blythe have responded to her in ways that appeal to her, in their different ways: as a crafty and crucial ally to be relied on. It gratifies her deeply to go on to find Blythe a pack of tissues for wiping the blood from her face. Kanae's own hair is short, and she doesn't have a comb with her, but she does what she can to straighten out Blythe's hair with just her fingers as Blythe takes care of her face.

"...Karen?"

Her father, on the phone. Yeah, he probably would like an update, wouldn't he. It's probably Emma who's really bringing the urgency. Nathanael has told Kanae about some things he's overheard. Apparently, their father was bringing up the goddamn eagles again... carnivores in nature understanding that not all of their young survive... yikes, honestly.

"How much do I owe Mother?" Kanae asks coolly.

"Excuse me?"

"For the girl," Kanae says. She winks at Blythe even though she's speaking a language that Blythe likely does not understand. "I let her go."

A moment's pause.

Now it's Emma on the phone. "Kanae, I spent that money for your life. I don't care about the girl."

"And yet I'll never hear the end of her unless I pay you... right?" Kanae says. The eye roll seeps into the words. "How much?"

Mr. von Rosewald, now. Cautiously. "You know how much a rare gourmet specimen can cost, right?"

"You haven't thrown me out yet," Kanae grumbles, cheerfully enough. "I still have a roof over my head. I'll get Nate to help me figure out how to shake some change out of stocks... I'll get the money back sooner or later." Yes; she has an investment portfolio, coming from a family like this. No; she does not understand the stock market.

They keep talking until they've figured out something amenable, with Kanae gently finger-combing Blythe's hair as she talks. Kanae isn't even sure, herself, why she's going to so much trouble to pick up the cost when her parents already seemed ready enough to do it for her. It goes back to the responsibility she feels for Blythe, she supposes. She's watched her father sabotage her life to flex his own power over her in too many ways to want him involved with anything that's become important to her.

A few anxious servants notice Kanae and Blythe still on Tsukiyama grounds before the conversation with the von Rosewalds is quite finished. Kanae has generally been kind to them; has even remembered some of their names. The servants don't want the Tsukiyamas to take offense or change their minds if these two linger, so they shoo them off the property on sight. One woman, Matsumae, even has a pair of shoes for Blythe.

"Sorry I had to ignore you for so long!" Kanae tells Blythe, finally, at the train station they've ended up at. Finally, Kanae puts the phone away.

"So... I was thinking... I wanted to take you shopping, to get you some new clothes. But you're probably exhausted, so I could just take you to my hotel and let you sleep. Or, if you want to, you can just leave. What do you want?"

Blythe is horribly disoriented, and she allows herself to be swept up into Kanae's arms. There's a slight bit of panic at the thought of ruining this person's wonderful dress, but that melts away at the kiss, the reassurance, and for the first time in a long time (maybe even ever), Blythe truly felt as though everything would be okay.

Even so, a quiet, dark thought lingers in the back of her mind. Shuu Tsukiyama had been nice to her too in her time of need. Was this just more manipulation? Was she going to be taken somewhere and promised safety only to be shoved in a cage, becoming a spectacle for hungry ghouls?

That fear slightly grows as she looks into Kanae's eyes and watches as they turn black. But Shuu had hidden what he was from her, while Kanae openly exposed herself, and still held her so tenderly.

Again Blythe's naivety wins out.

It also helped that the young woman was fascinated with the carnivorous species. She had suspected herself to be one of them, but in her research she found that couldn't be the case. Her body could process human food, and she'd even been brave enough to pass through an Rc Scan Gate once a long time ago. Blythe hadn't set it off then, and so she ruled out her suspicions of being a ghoul, but all of that research opened up another line of thought.

If humans like herself could kill, then what was so different between her and a ghoul? And why were they exiled from society and hunted like animals? Humans were honestly even worse because she killed for seemingly no reason... And really what reason did humans have to kill one other than selfishness and wickedness. At least ghouls did it for survival... Blythe often worried she was insane... She'd killed her own father after all.... Though maybe that could be classified as 'for survival' too.

The screams of the ghoul Kanae had wounded snap her out of her thoughts. "B- be careful..." she says quietly before rushing a safe distance away, hunkering down behind the half-sized brick wall that surrounded the property. Emerald eyes peek over the edge watching the altercation take place.

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Shuu Tsukiyama is not happy. More than that, he feels as though his precious ingredients have been stolen and it has sent him into an internal rage that was completely undetectable from his cool demeanor. That is, if you were ignoring his bared kagune. Even so, he wasn't really giving chase. Just calmly walking out of the building, the air of confidence in handling this situation making him all the more menacing.

He hadn't felt his phone ringing in his pocket, too focused on the task at hand, but at Kanae's mention of being on the line with her father, he finally notices that he too is getting a call. Pulling out his phone he checks to see who it's from before answering.

"Papa, I'm a little tied up at the moment. Can I call you back?"

"I think it would be best if we talked now." Shuu's subordinates and guests give him a nervous glance, and he raises his kagune to halt them from pursuing further. This would most likely be a short conversation.

Mirumo Tsukiyama loved his son dearly. He also loved the country he lived in and he loved that he had so seamlessly blended in with human society, so much so that he had become part of the upper echelon of both the ghoul and human worlds. Being at the top, he was very familiar with the Rosewald's and had done plenty of business with the family throughout his career.

They weren't the kind of people you ignored a phone call from. And they weren't the kind of people you fight with. Mirumo wasn't a coward, but he knew when to surrender strategically. His talks with Emma had been amicable, and they had quickly come to a compromise: they would pay the top price for Blythe and Mirumo would call his son and tell him not to kill their only daughter. A win win win all around.

He promised Shuu that he'd make it up to him later. They'd just imported some rather rare specimen recently and he'd have first dibs on whatever he wanted. Papa's treat.

"Congratulations, Kanae. Your family is the highest bidder and the girl is yours to do with as you see fit." Shuu was spoiled by nature from his doting father, but that didn't mean he didn't respect him, and he wouldn't dare cross him. There's a part of him that wants to throw a tantrum, but he grinds his teeth and sheaths his kagune, making his way closer to their hiding place until he's standing right before Kanae. The crowd grumbles, disappointed. They'd really been looking forward to Blythe.

"I won't forget this," he leans into her and says under his breath before turning, taking one last look at Blythe who sinks back behind the wall under his gaze, and stalking off into the auction hall, his entourage following close behind. It was a threat. One that he will definitely keep sometime soon. But better not to cause Papa trouble now.

Hearing the door shut, Blythe bravely peeks back out once again. "I- is it okay to come out now?"

[lokiemovillianlover]

Little late, but happy birthday to Shuu Tsukiyama!

Credit to my Mom for giving me the idea of drawing “Shuu in a shoe eating cake.”

[rhetorical-ink]

Haikyuu!! SPOILERS: Chapter 401, How We Connect the Dots.

**PENULTIMATE SPOILERS BELOW**

I just posted a video with my live reactions to the chapter, but here are my highlights, because FURUDATE YOU MADMAN GENIUS. This chapter connected so much together. So, let’s do:

My Top 10 Thoughts on Haikyuu!! Chapter 401:

10. Of course. In true Furudate fashion, he has Kageyama block the spike from Hinata, BUT, what Kageyama doesn’t realize is all the training on the beach Shoyo has done to prepare for such a moment. And that heel kick! *swoons* Also, someone reacting to Season 4, Episode 9 of the anime, where Hinata kicks the ball back to himself called this happening all those months ago...Furudate is next level at foreshadowing. Not that we didn’t already know that.

9. Hey, remember how in the VERY FIRST chapter of Haikyuu!! Shoyo did this crazy run across the court to score? Yeah, Furudate knows we remember. And he pulls this -- and Kageyama’s beautiful reaction, only for --

-- Only for it to all be a DECOY. Kageyama, you made this monster, you know. I love that Shoyo has come all this way from wanting to score all the points to accepting that the decoy DOES have a vital role to play, and in this instance, it’s allowing Bokuto to score the winning point for the MSBY Black Jackals. Just look at that smile! And of course, Tanaka and Asahi KNOW the power of Hinata as a Decoy...because they’ve been in Bokuto’s shoes before. 

8. UGH, the aftermath of that moment is glorious, which will detail down below -- but I love Shoyo and Kageyama’s interaction, though. How they’re still keeping track of each other’s wins and losses, exhausting Miya, hilariously, and showing that they’re on equal footing now, after all these years. This chapter is just cementing the last several chapters’ worth of character development. 

7. ARE YOU SHIPPERS READY FOR YOUR FOOD?!

Because these next few pages were healing my shipper heart. I mean, yes, the Kagehina fanbase is raving right now, but let’s talk about THESE ships below, starting with:

Tsukishima x Yamaguchi:

So, Tsukishima, of course, is not sappy about any of this and just points out how the season’s just getting started (ready the fanfics, y’all). 

And of course, Yamaguchi wants to watch Tsuki play! Yachi says she’ll come too! I LOVE how just like he was with Akiteru, he doesn’t want them to come watch (even though we all know he’ll love it when they’re there). Now, some people have commented that Yamaguchi could be with Yachi, but y’all...Yachi is in Tokyo. Yamaguchi and Tsuki both live in Miyagi. I can’t wait for all the Sendai Frog/TsukiYama fanfics!

If you’re looking for an extra Kagehina crumble, just look at the end of this adorable exchange between Romero, smol adorable Rubens, and Shoyo (who perfectly crouches down to talk to him MY HEART I CAN’T), to see Kageyama notice that Shoyo can speak multiple languages...oh, honey! If only you know about Hinata and Pedro’s marathons of DBZ in Portugese and English! ^^

Also, Furudate WE SEE YOU. We see you being meta and implying that now Haikyuu!! is over, he’s moving on...Akaashi’s line about going forward hit me hard...it’s like he’s telling us, the fandom, that going on to start something new isn’t so bad. SO YOU SAY. 

BOKUAKA NATION -- WE CANON NOW, RIGHT?!

I love that Akaashi gets to interview Bokuto (IS HE GOING TO BE THE STAR of the Volleyball manga Tenma Udai is writing?! He would be PERFECT for it!) and how happy Akaashi looks, even if he and Bokuto realize how differently they view the term “normal.” 

ALSO, it’s implied above that Akaashi, Bokuto, and Tenma were going out for drinks...which now....we know that it’s just Bokuto and Akaashi, since Tenma was going home. Uhm, FAN FIC WRITERS ASSEMBLE!

I also love that Udai joins the club, along with Fukurodani’s coach and manager, of people who realize that Bokuto and Akaashi are weirdos but they are weirdos together, so it’s fine. 

Keeping the “Ship Train” going, we get little bits of Shimizu x Yachi from the bathhouse before the Inarizaki Match, where Kiyoko finally acknowledges she is okay showing her legs...thanks to Yachi’s words. I also find Suga wanting to know “the tea” on the situation to be adorable. 

AND FINALLY, YES, Y’ALL:

I was spoiled with Kuroo’s return, but seriously, Furudate, you saved him for the end here so INTENTIONALLY. 

Because OF COURSE Kuroo would work for the JVA. As a promoter. CONNECTING people...with Volleyball...because that’s the Nekoma way.

And FURUDATE ARE YOU SUGGESTING TO US THAT KUROO AND KENMA ARE BUSINESS PARTNERS AND COLLABORATORS BECAUSE MY KUROKEN HEART IS SOARING -- 

-- and let it be known Atsumu Miya rightfully doesn’t trust Kuroo, and neither does Sakusa. A nice SakuAtsu crumb where we actually see Sakusa agree with Miya without sacrasm or question! Poor Shoyo is a salesman’s dream, though. I mean, Kuroo does look a little sketchy in some of those shots...BUT....

6. Kuroo’s speech about sports was SO fitting. Seriously, everything he says here is BASICALLY what makes Haikyuu!! such a great series. I DID laugh out loud at the line about “hardly anybody dies.” 

*Flashbacks to “Dead Daichi” meme*

5. It’s taken us the ENTIRE series, but Kageyama finally talks to Kindaichi and Kunimi. This was so heartwarming, seeing Kageyama wanting to play WITH THEM. AS A TEAM. This made my heart expand three sizes. The character development on Kageyama, and Kindaichi, is through the roof.

I also LOVE Kunimi the most in these panels. Kunimi is a MOOD. 

Y’ALL. I’VE WAITED 400 CHAPTERS FOR THIS PANEL OF THESE THREE HAPPY AND BECOMING FRIENDS AGAIN.

4. I love that Hoshiumi doesn’t see Hinata as a Rival, but as someone that is going to help him show the rest of the world the strength of someone who doesn’t have height. I also find it interesting that we see the Japanese Olympic Coach walking out just as Hoshiumi gives us that beautiful gaze. So...does Hoshiumi know he’s going to be on the Olympic team, with Hinata, maybe? Foreshadowing, perhaps?

3. Okay, okay, I held it together until this page. 

It wasn’t Ushijima’s panel with Washijo that got me.

It wasn’t Saeko and Akane reuniting, though that was sweet. 

It wasn’t the three “Pure Captains” reuniting, though it made my heart happy.

It honestly wasn’t the five first years together, either. They’re all so happy and having a laugh at Kageyama’s expense, and as beautiful as that panel is.

SUGAWARA IN LINE TO GET KAGEYAMA’S AUTOGRAPH.

That is what got me. 

Him in line, so meekly, to get the autograph of his kouhai, the man Suga joked would have to tell about how much he learned from HIM when he was giving out interviews and autographs...I just...Sugawara made me cry. That is all. 

2. Then there’s this last page. 2021. 

"We overcame difficulties and stand here.”

Furudate really said “screw you” to Covid messing up the timeline.

Yes, seeing Kageyama and Hinata in their original jersey numbers was amazing, but I think we all saw that coming if these two happened to get on the Olympic team. 

What I want to focus on are the two countries we see included in the bottom corner here. We see: 

Brazil -- and some fluffy haired man carrying the flag for the team.

And we see the United States -- there’s several American Flags and stars and stripes on the shirts of the crowd, there.

SO, HEADCANON TIME: 

* Oikawa was on the Argentinean League, so could he play for Brazil? It’s not likely, but not impossible....BUT, I don’t think that’s it.

I don’t think Oikawa is on Japan’s National Team for the Olympics.

If he is on the Olympic Team, I think he’ll be on America’s. 

Why? Because, and this could be because I’m the biggest IwaOi shipper, but Iwaizumi was still in the United States with Ushijima’s father at the end of Chapter 395. And if he’s still there, there is no reason why Iwaizumi couldn’t be a physical trainer alongside Ushijima’s father for the U.S. Olympic team. And why wouldn’t Oikawa trek over to the States to be on the same team as Iwa-Chan’s working with? I’m probably wrong, BUT -- 

We also still need to see Seijoh’s banner, and as others have theorized, how fitting would it be to see Hinata, Kageyama, and (probably) Ushijima on the team facing Oikawa? I just....I’m betting money that Oikawa shows up in 402. I hope we at least see him on the Olympic Stage. OIKAWA DESERVES IT. 

1. So, who are we missing that hasn’t been shown yet?

We still need to see the rest of Nekoma (Lev, Yaku, Yamamoto, Kai....could they be in the stands or on the Japan team? I guess we’ll find out!)

We haven’t seen Daishou and Mika -- I would love to see them watching or narrating in the audience during the Olympic game.

And finally, yes, we’ve seen Tendo in the Chapter 395 flashback, but we’ve never seen what he’s DOING. Furudate has shown us with every character what they’ve been doing since the timeskip....EXCEPT TENDO. I’m calling it that he’ll appear one more time next chapter, too.

So....guys....I’m staying off of Social Media from Wednesday to Sunday next week, to prep for the last chapter and not be spoiled. I’m going to do a live reaction for YouTube, and I’ll post it here. You can see the one I did for 401 now. 

Furudate, this series has been immaculate. Time for one more round.

Let’s all cry together next week.

[animeyanderelover]

Can I get promp 32 to Shuu tsukiyama? Thank you.

You can because I always appreciate requests for fandoms I didn’t get that many requests for.

Warnings: Yandere themes, gore, mentions of killing, mentions of torture, blood, blackmailing, threatening, delusional behavior, clingyness, sadistic behavior, separated body parts, mentions of torture, panic attack

Prompt 32: “Babe! I brought you a gift. You don’t know what that is? Let me tell you. These are the eyes of the person who kept looking at you today.”

Saying that you felt on edge was an understatement right now, you felt like you were on fire, hands sweaty and stomach churning in a way that made you fear that you might just throw up all the food you had managed to choke down so far. It wasn’t like you didn’t appreciate Shuu’s gesture of kindness, inviting you over to a date in a really expensive restaurant which you had always wanted to visit, but had simply never had the money to pay for it. But Shuu had money and was ready to spill it all for you as long as you behaved. And you had behaved, choosing to not make him mad or angry and trigger him to hurt you. That was just a one way ticket to hell. Your hand went unconsciously to your shoulder, tracing the now scared place where he had bitten you as a punishment for insulting and yelling at him. It had been the first time he had hurt you and you had decided that your heart wouldn’t handle a second time. And it wasn’t because of the excruciating pain. It was rather because you feared seeing his personality switch once again, seeing this huge and disturbingly adoring grin on his face, hearing his cooing and judging honey dripping voice again and having him wiping and licking all the tears away whilst praising you for looking even pretty with tears on your face. You had already made once the mistake of underestimating him for just a lovesick fool. And you would never make this mistake again.

But right now you didn’t fear for yourself, trusting Shuu enough that he wouldn’t do anything to you because of this. You hoped so at least. But you felt right now terrified for the person who hadn’t stopped looking at you since quite some time now. A quite pretty looking lady in a fine dress, looking quite seducing. It was hard to believe that she was sitting alone there without a partner. The moment she had sat down there and her eyes had caught you, she had kept throwing glances at you. You had actually expected someone who looked like her to look more at Shuu who was attractive, you couldn’t deny that. But instead she kept looking at you. And not out of jealousy because she wished to be in your place, but with this certain interest in her eyes. An interest that could and would cost her her life if she wouldn’t stop very soon. Shuu wasn’t someone who had a very good amount of patience. He was in fact a total attention seeker and hated it when you acknowledged or even looked at someone else. Shuu was a jealous man and that was all the reason he needed to devour someone, make them a toy for his shoes or do other inhuman things to them. You had witnessed it so often before, countless times having been forced to watch those games of his, staring in horror how the persons who had made him jealous died like an animal. It had been such gruesome scenes that never stopped haunting you in your dreams.

And by the look on his face you knew that this woman there was damn close to ending as a short entertainment for his fellow gourmet friends as well. He had a look of irritation on his face, his eyebrow constantly twitching and a deep frown on his face. He honestly looked like he wanted to pierce someone’s gut now, his fist grabbing the fabric of the tablecloth tightly that you feared he would rip it at any moment, his knuckles having turned a ghostly white by now. There was an extreme tension in the air, you feeling like any rushed movement would set sparks on you. He was still trying his hardest to keep his composure, you knew that he didn’t like losing his control in public, but he was also damn close to snapping. The fact that you felt the gaze of the woman lingering on you didn’t help and you couldn’t even describe how tempted you felt to glance back at her, more out of fear to give her a sign that she should stop looking at you if she loved her life. But you also didn’t want to risk angering Shuu even more than he was already. It took surprisingly much of your willpower to not glance back at her, the temptation feeling like a magnet, pulling you with an invisible force to just look shortly at her. And all it took was one short moment of hesitation for you, your eyes instantly wandering to hers and staring right at her. And she seemed to like it, giving you a small smile, triumphant that she finally managed to get your attention and winked at you.

“Wham!“ You flinched the moment you heard the loud noise coming from Shuu, slamming his fist on the table and hearing a few shocked and startled gasps from the people around you, one of them choking on his glass of water and starting coughing badly. And the moment you felt all the eyes on you and Shuu, you felt your face heating up out of embarrassment, sinking a bit deeper into your chair. Embarrassing. But you weren’t half as embarrassed as you were terrified right now. He had just snapped and from previous experiences you knew that this meant no good for anyone who had made him snap. He currently seemed to try to gain his self-control, his purple hair covering his eyes and due to you sitting so closely to him you were also able to hear his uneven breathing, the way he tried to breathe deeply in and out to calm down. Could you eventually help him somehow calming down? Or would that anger him even more? For a while you thought panicked whether you wanted to risk getting on his bad side or not before deciding to give it a try. “Sh-Shuu?” Your voice didn’t manage to spit out anything more than just a soft mutter of his name, breaking the moment this word had flown over your lips. But it seemed to have a great affect on Shuu, and to your huge relief also a good one. His shoulders slumped down and he slowly let himself fall back into his chair, the fist which had slammed the table grabbing your hand to search for some comfort, squeezing it tightly to finally come back to his senses.

A few more agonizing seconds passed by, you stiffing painfully up, not knowing what would happen next since his head was still hanging low, preventing you from seeing his face and judging. But his tight grip seemed to loosen up shortly after and with one last deep breath Tsukiyama looked up again, looking perfectly under control and giving you one of his charming smiles. “Oui chéri?” You yourself couldn’t help, but sigh relieved when hearing him speaking to you in French again, this meant most of the time that he was in a good mood. “A-are you fine?” You sounded very nervous, Tsukiyama noticing it from the way your lips pressed into a thin line. “No need to feel nervous. I’m sorry if I should have scared you with my sudden outburst before. Can you forgive me?” You nodded quickly, not wanting him to get upset again. “However...”, he suddenly stood up, looking around and waving at one of the waiters,”Let’s go back home again, alright? I’m so sorry for having ruined this date. We’ll dine later this evening again, okay?” What other choice did you have? You just gave him a slight nod, feeling disappointed that you had to already go back, but not protesting, just taking the hand he offered you and quickly walking behind him whilst he dragged you out of the restaurant. On your way out you couldn’t help, but look shortly back at the woman who seemed almost disappointed that you were already leaving. It was probably due to that, that you didn’t notice Tsukiyama glaring at her as well.

“Can I do anything else for you, master (y/n)?” You scratched your head, feeling uncomfortable to be constantly referred to as master. “No, Kanae. You did already enough. Thank you a lot for your help.” The boy bowed respectfully. “You don’t need to thank me. It’s my job to take care of you.”, he said with his thick accent, making you smile half-heartedly. You really didn’t like how you were treated, not appreciating that you couldn’t even bathe without one of the servants in this house constantly being near you and bringing you all kind of soaps and shampoo. You remembered that when you had been young, you had always wished to be treated like a royalty. But now that you had grown up and had the wish to be independent you didn’t like all of this one bit. Due to being Shuu’s beloved, you had been welcomed quite warmly in his family despite being a human. And living in a manor full of ghouls never failed to give you often a heart attack since many of them often glances at you with those hungry eyes, your scent intriguing them. It wasn’t like any of them would dare to touch you, the only one who was allowed to feast from you and touch you at all was their master. And to your huge surprise Tsukiyama had made it clear to all of his servants that he didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable by all their stares, this was after all your new home and it should feel like one to you. Besides, those servants were pretty much the only people who you were allowed to have contact with without having to worry about Shuu getting jealous too much. And so you had at one point striked becoming friends with them so you had at least some company when Shuu was, like right now, not here with you. Kanae for example was something you would call your friend since he was often the one who served and fulfilled your wishes.

“Wait. There’s one thing I would like to ask you.” Kanae instantly turned around. “Whatever you wish for. What do you need?” “Do you know when Shuu is coming back? He’s been gone for a while now.”, you asked awkwardly, not believing that you asked when your kidnapper would come back. On Kanae’s face appeared for a short moment a look of happiness, obviously glad that you had asked when Shuu would come back. At the beginning it hadn’t been all that pretty between you two, often ending with you yelling and crying and him weeping and crying together with you. It had been exhausting times and all the servants had felt terrible for their master who had looked so heartbroken because you had kept rejecting him. But after you had stopped fighting back, Shuu had started looking so happy, every morning basically beaming when greeting others and even skipping around the manor out of happiness. And to say that his family adored you for making their treasured son and master so happy was an understatement. They helped him with whatever they could, being that watching over you, making sure you were spoiled or helping him murdering everyone who was a thorn in his eyes. They stood behind him, following his lead and making your hopes of escaping vanishing into thin air. “Master Shuu will be back very soon. Don’t worry, I’ll inform you as soon as I see him again. He’s currently busy with something.” Something, hmm? You had a bad feeling about this, remembering too well the woman from earlier this day.

“Babe! I brought you a gift.” Shuu’s happy and cheerful voice roused you from your sleep, not remembering how long exactly you had been in your dreamland. It was dark outside and if you remembered right the last time you had been awake the sun had still stood. That also meant Shuu had been for hours out, making you wonder what exactly he had been doing so long. Kanae had actually wanted to wake you up, but you guessed he had decided against it when seeing that you had fallen asleep. You had been told from many people in here before that no one had the heart to wake you really up since you looked absolutely precious when being asleep. And Shuu himself absolutely adored it when you were asleep, even better when you fell asleep whilst he was holding you. “Oh, I’m sorry for waking you up, mon amour. I didn’t know you were already asleep.” You felt the mattress next to you shifting a bit, Shuu crawling next to you, his face moving itself in front of you and staring with those magnificent and lovingly eyes down at you. You were barely awake, blinking tiredly up at him. “Shuu? Where have you been so long?”, you managed to mumble out, rubbing your eyes in an attempt to wake fully up. “Has my darling missed me? I’m sorry for keeping you waiting. But I was only away because I prepared something for you.”, Shuu cooed with a sweet voice at you, bending down to your face to press a kiss against your nose.

“A...gift? Shuu, you know that you don’t have to keep buying me things all the time.” Upon hearing this, Shuu chuckled a bit. “But I want to. I want to spoil the rotten out of my sweet, little baby. But if it soothes you, I didn’t waste any money this time even though I can do that whenever you ask me. But this gift is self-made.” Self-made? You pushed him lightly away so you would be able to sit up, looking still drowsily at him. Shuu smiled gently at you while pulling a small box out from behind his back, wrapped up in blue paper and wrapped up with a purple ribbon. You hesitantly took it, observing it, trying to figure out what was inside. “What are you waiting for? Open it.”, Shuu encouraged you, looking a bit too excited about all of this, giving you a nasty and bad feeling. On the other hand you also didn’t want to disappoint him, slowly and carefully pulling the ribbon open and fumbling with the wrapping paper, not wanting to make too much of a mess. Inside of the paper was a casket, made out of wood with fine patters engraved on it. And you could basically feel the bad aura radiating from it, giving you the feeling that you should prepare your nerves for whatever would come. “Come ooon. Just Open it.”, Shuu whined, shifting back and forth next to you, clearly excited about all of this. You gulped the lump in your throat back, taking one last deep breath before finally opening the box.

Only to slam it the very next second close again with an incredible force, the sudden noise echoing in the room. You felt all the color leaving your face, your blood running cold and causing you to shiver. “S-Sh-Shuu,” Your voice was shaking terribly, feeling like it couldn’t keep up for too much words,”W-what is this?” Shuu tilted his head confused, taking the box gently out of your hands and opening it. “You don’t know what that is? Let me tell you.” Without a real care in the world he grabbed the content of it, turning the small spherical and rubbery thing around, squeezing it a bit. And only watching him touching that thing caused nausea to rise up inside of you. “These are the eyes of the person who kept looking at you today.” You stared paralyzed at the eyeball he was holding in his eye, staring inside the pupil, the color looking way too familiar. You remembered those eyes, only a few hours ago these eyeballs had still belonged to a person, to a young woman. “(y/n), don’t you like it? I put in quite the effort to get those. I actually planned to bring you the whole body, but that would have made quite the mess so I decided to bring you only the eyeballs.” How could he ask you such a question?! Didn’t he have any sort of sympathy?! How could he?! How could he?! And why were you even surprised?!

You suddenly felt like an invisible chain was tightening it’s grip on your chest, making breathing suddenly incredibly difficult for you, nearly choking on the air. Your whole body starting trembling violently, being shaken up deep inside your core. Tears started to blur your vision and with a numbing realization you suddenly knew what was happening. You had a panic attack, your heart feeling like it could burst at any moment inside of your chest. And Shuu noticed it as well, through your tears, which had by now started to stream down your face, you saw his facial expression changing into on of frantic panic. “Darling? What’s wrong?!” You couldn’t manage to breathe, your breath stuttering in your throat in a desperate attempt to get enough oxygen. “(y/n)!! You need to breathe!! Stop doing this!! You won’t get enough air!!” By now he sounded like he could cry and you were sure he would start at any minute, but it wasn’t like you could care right now, your own panic attack keeping you busy. By now you had starting to cough heavily, choking constantly due to the gasping for air on your spit which didn’t really help the situation. You heard Shuu cursing in French before suddenly storming to the door, ripping it open and yelling something, his voice dripping with desperation. The rest was for you only a fuzzy memory, everything around you seemingly fading away, the only thing being taken notice of from you was your own achingly loud heartbeat, hurting every time it hit your rib cage and your own uneven and shaking breathing, the salty tears spilling out of your eyes and your own misery washing over you. The picture of the woman was ghosting in front of your eyes and you had only enough energy for one thought, repeating itself in your mind. “Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.”

“Take a deep breath in...Hold your breath for a few seconds...And breathe out as long as possible. Very good (y/n). And another time. Take a deep breath in...Hold your breath for a few second...And breathe out as long as possible.” You felt beyond exhausted, mentally and physically. But at least you had now calmed down enough, your body having stopped stifling up and trembling like a leaf in a storm and with Mirumo’s help and guidance you had managed to get control over your breathing as well, the older man showing great patience and understanding with you. You questioned yourself if he had firsthand experienced such things often before, having handled this challenge so professionally and calm as if having done it countless times before. But at the moment you were too exhausted to think too deeply about it, your whole body being worn out from the constant shaking and you felt like the slightest movement was too much, leading you to not wanting to move a single muscle, just laying motionless in the bed. Mirumo had explained the situation to you after you had slowly started focusing back on the real world what had happened, that one of the servants had panicked interrupted his tea time, telling him what had happened and that he had instantly rushed to Shuu’s room who had cried and hissed at everyone to do something. Mirumo had sent everyone, including his son who had needed time to calm down, away, needing silence, peace and space to be able to help you at all.

“How are you feeling?”, the man asked you, a look of slight concern and sympathy visible on his face. Your eyes darted to him, giving him a thankful look. “I’m exhausted.”, you mumbled out. He nodded understandingly. “No wonder. It’s been nearly fifty minutes after all. Most panic attacks last usually 5 to 20 minutes, but it isn’t unheard of cases like yours where it nearly took an hour. I would advice for you to drink something and then try to sleep a bit. You’ve been drained of all your energy.” He stood up, planning to walk outside before remembering something and turning one last time around. “Before I go let me ask you this question. Are you fine with sleeping tonight with Shuu? I completely understand if you aren’t and will let the servants prepare the guest room for him. I heard what happened and will scold him later on for this properly. You need your deserved break now and it would be unfortunate if you have another attack because of my son’s overbearing behavior.” You smiled a bit, feeling grateful that at least Shuu’s father was reliable. “It’s fine.”, you whispered softly, not wanting to be left alone tonight and giving him a small nod of affirmation when he gave you a surprised look. “If you say so. But give me a moment. I need to explain to him how to not act around you right now.” With these words he left you, giving you a feeling of unease. For a short moment you were able to catch a glimpse of alll the worried servants who were waiting nervously outside. You guessed that Shuu was in a completely other room right now or else he would have burst in the room to see if you were starting to feel better.

You were nearly asleep when you heard the door creaking slightly, telling you that Shuu had come back. You didn’t want to know what exactly had his father told him, but you were pretty sure that Shuu had been in for quite the ruthless lecture from his father since the old man truly cared for you and had accepted you as a full member of this family the moment he had seen how much joy you brought his son. And you guessed Shuu had really heard someone from his father, not wailing and annoying you with questions like he usually did whenever you hurt yourself or cried. Instead he just crawled quietly inside the bed with you, doing his best to not wake you up. The only noises he made were sniffling sounds, you only being able to imagine how much tears he had spilled this last hour. But you were thankful for the quietness, the last thing you needed right now was another headache. But you did tense up for a short moment when he suddenly wrapped his arms around you and placed his head on your shoulder, damping the fabric of your pajamas instantly with tears he tried to cry as silently as possible, his grip tightening around you as if scared that you would fade away if he wouldn’t hold you tightly. “I-I am so sorry for this, darling.”, he stuttered out, voice quiet, heartbroken and ashamed of himself.

[shewhoeatssand]

Yea Toastyy this definitely does feel more like Shuu on Valentines Day lol

Also now that you point it out Matsumae does look a lot like a Karen wtf??? No offense to the artists but y’all completely screwed up the outfits this time boo I’m sorry it just doesn’t work

These are Valentine’s Day images for one of the TG games.

Maybe this is a hot take but I don’t like Shuu’s outfit. It’s underwhelming dah-ling! I feel like he’d wear this any day of the year. Where is the flavour luvs???

Hear me out but I think something like this amazing dress (by jomsims) would be more Shuu-on-Valentine’s Day.

Will I draw Shuu in this? Perhaps. (I like putting him in dresses bc u know he would kill it.)

I also hate Matsumae’s outfit. It’s giving Karen energy. It’s a no from me luv ❤️

Also i found this and it made me uncomfy so here

In conclusion

This flopped lmao bye

[markkuum]

just finished watching bungo stray dogs (including the ova; movie; & wan) & ITS SOOO GOOD, MAN 😭 (i gush more under this cut)

so far, i think s3 is the best one imo.. (s2 a very close second) character wise, my faves are; ✨ ranpo, chuuya, dazai, kunikida, akutagawa, fitzgerald, & kenji ✨ i'm probably biased with ranpo bc i watched (& rlly enjoyed) saiki k. & they have the same seiyuu (hiroshi kamiya) so i often picture saiki in his shoes. other than that ranpo is so cool??? like he has no ability power whatsoever & he's just plain ass smart af 😵 chuuya? another badass character. dazai—i mean who doesn't like dazai? i was actually surprised to find out that dazai & tsukiyama (tokyo ghoul) has the same seiyuu, his voice is very familiar so finding this out was very surprising. kunikida,, a character we should look up to tbh 🧎 akutagawa, another cool as character & i actually like him more than atsushi 🤐 fitzgerald is arguably my favorite leader.. (i rlly like fukuzawa & mori but fitzgerald hits different..) like dude,, he has money as his ability. thats cool,, & also fitzgerald dilf. and kenji,, he's just a cute as character w a wicked ability 😌

i do have some iffy things/things i really dislike about the series. 1.) dazai attempting to suicide is one of the things i find "iffy" about it. ik he's not glorifying it/encouraging others/viewers to do it but i find it off-putting. though he has turned down the attempts as the story progressed so that's good ig. not really bothered by it that much, i kinda think it adds more character to him? but srsly we shouldn't take suicide as a laughing matter. 2.) the pedophilia. i was really bothered with mori & elise's relationship & throughout the series i continuously convince myself that they have a "father-daughter relationship". but for some reason mori is still a really likeable character & i'm baffled by the fact that i like a pedo character- 😭 3.) lastly the incest or at least the implied incest. i tried.. i really tried to like the two tanizakis but they're just SO weird. it's so... awkward & whenever they're on the scene doing whatever the hell they're doing i just cringe so much. i have a brother (two of them actually) & i'm NEVER this touchy/clingy with them. junichiro has a cool ability - not gonna lie about that but bc of his peculiar r.ship w his sister i just cant.. now, naomi... she literally has no personality whatsoever & a very "distinct trait" about her so far is that she loves her brother. & don't tell me it's just a platonic relationship w them being clingy, in one of the bsd wan episode; when dazai & atsushi were cleaning the lockers, they opened naomi's locker and lo and behold pictures of her brother. just that. again, its like her only trait. & when yosano lost her scalpel & she searched junichiro; naomi was jealous..? Like c'mon.. I don't think I'll ever wrap my head around them & say that i like them,, i just can't. sorry not sorry.

overall, I'd give it 7.5/10 (prob 8 tbh). please don't cancel me or fight me in the comments, this is just my opinion. & if you want to share yours feel free to do! including correcting me; maybe you can help me have a change of mind w the things i don't like ab bsd. or if you want to just gush over them,, go ahead! i really appreciate you for taking your time to read all this garbage i wrote 😅 i hope you have a splendid day!! stay safe n healthy~

[for-writing-shit]

All But One

~a/n this is the second chapter of this fic!! you can find the other chapters linked at the bottom. some more tsukkiyama fluff in this chapter because you can never have to much. a little angst thrown in there too because i needed to spice it up a lil.

~main ship: TsukiYama

~side ships (with their own chapters and pov’s): KageHina, AsaNoya, DaiSuga, BokuAka and KuroKen

~warnings: slight homophia, cursing

~word count: 1000+

Chapter Two

Tadashi’s POV

I stand to the side while Tsukki unlocks his front door. I glance over the front garden but my eyes are drawn back to some strawberry plants in a little bed separate from the rest.

“Hey Tsukki are those the strawberries we planted in middle school?”

“Um yeah I think they are.”

I can’t believe he still has them. A small smile makes it’s way onto my lips. He finally pushes the door open. As soon as I step inside I smell Tsukki’s mum’s famous pork buns.

“Hi Kei, Tadashi. Terribly sorry but I’m late for your fathers appointment. I’ve decided to stay over for the night. Your brother will be home for dinner tomorrow.”

“Okay.” Tsukki’s happy tone has disappeared. His mum gives us each a kiss on the cheek and rushes out the door. It slams shut and Tsukki heads to the kitchen without a word.

I take my time undoing my shoelaces. I set my trainers neatly on the shoe rack. When I come into the kitchen Tsukki is heating up the oven to put the pork buns in to warm them up and I stand next to it. I forgot my hoodie at home and I’m cold.

Tsukki turns around and suddenly his face is inches from mine. We stand there studying each other, subconsciously moving closer together. As I’m about to close the gap the front door opens and we both jump apart. I hear Tsukki’s mum shout from the hallway.

“I just forgot my coat. I’ll be back for lunch tomorrow!”

I turn back around and Tsukki is staring at the ground biting his lip. He only does that when he’s nervous or trying to hold back tears. Oh shit. His family are ultra-conservative and he was just about to kiss another guy. No wonder. I reach out to take his hand but he flinches away.

“Can you get some glasses out please.” He says in a whisper, still not looking at me.

“Okay.”

Twenty Minutes Later

Although the pork buns are delicious I can’t properly enjoy them because of how freezing I am.

“Hey d’you wanna borrow one of my jumpers? You look like your freezing.”

I do very much so want to wear one of Tsukki’s big jumpers but I am not going to actually say that.

“I’m fine.” I am not fine.

“You’re clearly not fine. Just give it back to me at training tomorrow.”

“Can I have the big red one?” I will do anything for the big red one.

“Fine.” I can see he’s holding back a smile. So am I.

I get up and as soon as I’m out of the room I let my smile break. I scan the wall as I slowly walk up the stairs. I stop at a finger painting that has Kei Tsukishima written at the bottom in neat print. It’s of a garden with what appears to be cabbages, carrots, strawberries and peas growing in it. He was never the greatest artist so I can’t really tell.

Once I’m in his room I take a look around. He has a shelf entirely dedicated to dinosaurs. I spot his red jumper on the back of his desk chair so I grab it and put it on. It smells of Tsukki which makes my smile even bigger. I’m about to turn to leave when I spot a notebook on his desk. I take a look at the first page but I see it’s a diary and I immediately shut it. On my way back downstairs I can’t get it out of my head. I’m not stupid though, I’ve seen movies I know it’s never a good idea to look in someone’s diary. Damn my moral compass.

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Tsukki’s POV

Tadashi trails down the stairs and back into the kitchen a few minutes later. I almost gasp when I see him. With my red jumper that almost reaches his knees, his freckles and his hair he looks like a human strawberry. The cutest strawberry I have ever seen.

“What?” He notices me staring and now he has a faint blush on his cheeks which just adds to the strawberry affect.

“Nothing, but shouldn’t you be outside with the rest of the strawberries?”

He flicks the back of my head on the way past and puts the kettle on.

After dinner we make our way to the sitting room as per usual to watch a movie.

“So what do you want to watch?” He settles into the corner of the sofa, and curls his legs up inside my jumper and is softly blowing on his tea.

“I don’t mind.” I don’t intend on actually watching whatever Tadashi picks out. I do intend to kiss him though.

“Tangled it is.” He presses play. Huh, so he already had it queued up.

It sit down beside him and the opening music surrounds us. Hell, maybe I will watch this.

Twenty Minutes Later

Screw that.

A few minutes ago I noticed Tadashi looking at me with a strange expression.

“Are you hungry again? There’s more pork buns if you wan-” He wrapped an arm around my neck and slammed our lips together before I could finish my sentence.

He’s clearly hungry for something.

“I’m good.” He said breathlessly.

“Okay.” Then I leaned down and tilted his chin up. He sat up onto his knees and slung one over my lap. His hands were gripping my cheeks and my hands traveled down his back to his waist.

Ten minutes later and Tadashi is still gripping onto me like his life depends on it. Suddenly I hear the front door open and hear footsteps coming towards us. We jump up a second before someone flings the door open.

“Hey little bro!” My brother stands there with his arms wide open.

“I thought you had a game.” I say stiffly.

“Not happy to see me?” He says with a fake pout. I see him glance over us and can tell he’s noticed our messy hair and Tadashi’s jumper. His arms drop. “So what are you up to?”

“We were just watching a movie.” I glance over to the TV where Tangled is still playing.

“Ah I love Tangled!” He sits down right in the middle of sofa so we have no choice but to sit down either side of him.

The next hour is gonna be so fun.

~a/n hope you enjoyed!! the next chapter is one of my favorites so don’t worry it will be better than this one. from now on every second chapter will be a different ship so the next one is *drumroll* KageHina!! it includes some exciting news so yay. if anyone wants to be added to the taglist my ask box is open :) if there are any typos or mistakes please correct me. all likes comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated!!

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[jack-o-cel]

I would like to officially introduce one of my OC's that live rent-free in my brain. He's a Resident Evil 8 OC. Even tho he's a fandom OC, he means a lot to me and has grown on me a lot. He's special to me :]

Also please spare me, Resi 8 is my first game in the Resident Evil series.

Forester Vein

Nickname: Ester

Biological Age: 138

Age Appearance: Early 20s

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Gay Demisexual

Place of birth: Norway

Occupation: Miranda's right-hand man. He essentially does her bidding and only takes orders from her. He also has power over the lords but is usually tasked with helping them. Besides that, he's a Botanist.

Family: Both his parents are dead. All he has is his little brother Foxglove, who looks around 7 years old.

Appearance: Forester is about 5'9". He's a twig. He's pretty pale with long white hair (It was originally brown before being implanted with his Cadou). He has light blue faded sharp eyes. He has sharp teeth (an effect of his Cadou). He also wears glasses.

When carrying out his duties for Miranda he wears a white tailcoat with gold accents, a black and white striped vest, a black dress shirt, a white and gold cross tie, black slacks, and black dress shoes with gold accents.

On his own time, he wears a white t-shirt, a beige knitted jacket, black sweatpants, and socks with sandals.

Personality: On duty, he's in what I affectionately call, customer service mode. He's very formal and helpful. He'll hold his tongue. He's Miranda's most loyal servant and does his very best to meet her expectations. On his own time, however, he more casual and sassy. He speaks his mind. Oh, and he hates Miranda with every fiber of his being (which is a lot :3).

In general, he's manipulative, obsessive, and smug. But also caring to those he loves. Would go above and beyond for them. He's a pretty serious and quiet person. Only when he's alone or with his little brother does his playful and goofy side come out. Despite his usual serious attitude, he's very expressive. His most common expression is a mocking smile.

He's very clumsy, especially when thinking about his obsession, whoever that may be. He's borderline yandere (His yandere behavior is a combination of Yuno from Future Diary, and Tsukiyama from Tokyo Ghoul).

Powers/Abilities: Enhanced strength, and regeneration.

Forester can control large thick vines (which look like large tendrils) and all plant life. He can release special pollen that allows him to control plant life (similar to Donna). The vines are different tho. He can control them without his pollen. To understand why first you have to understand how Ester's body works.

His body underneath his skin is made of vines. He also can easily regrow his limbs and regenerate his skin and hair. His vines are an extension of himself. Although his body is his main body, it isn't his core. His core is located underground surrounded by vines and impossible to get to. Vines from the core spread across the village underground. Forester can only go a few miles away from the edge of the underground vines.

The only time his core would be possible to access is when Forester transforms. His transformed state is a 50-foot tall behemoth made of vines. In this state, he's stuck where he transformed. The core is moved to just below the neck area of the vine monster. Fighting Forester is suicide in most cases. He attacks with huge vine tendrils from his arms and the base of the beast. He doesn't tire and his vines regenerate.

There are only two ways to beat him. The first way would involve killing him. You would need large amounts of fire-spreading explosives to slow him down. It makes getting to his core easier, you'll still be getting attacked tho. You'll need to be able to fly (or just about anything that's not climbing) to his core, climbing would take too long. You'll need to plant explosives where the core is sealed away. Once opened, jump in as fast as you can, the vines will close shut rather quickly.

The core is a large amber sphere. it's soft and gooey when touched gently, but if you were to attack it, it would harden. Inside the core is the shape of a man in the form of vines. That's where Forester's brain and Cadou is. Destroying that kills him.

The second method requires cooperation with Forester's brother, Foxglove. This method is to non-lethally beat him. In this method you cant use explosives, Fox won't agree to help you otherwise. You'll need a team to pull this off. You need someone, or a group, to distract the majority of the vines. You'll need a way to get to the core and something strong enough to pry open the vines long enough for Foxglove to enter where he'll take care of the rest. This method saves Forester, but kills Foxglove.

His Area: Just like the four lords he has his own area. You'll need the six-winged unborn vine key to unlock the gate that leads to his garden lab. The lab is outside with a greenhouse nearby. It's a small area. Most, if not all, would miss the entrance to his underground lair.

The underground area is seven floors down with an arena to the right of all the floors. You can peek inside the arena through 5 of the sub levels. sublevel 1 is above the arena, while level 7 is where the entrance to the arena is. The arena's ceiling is about 60 feet tall. It's used for testing Miranda's experiments abilities among other things. Forester uses it to test and train his own abilities (which is why the ceiling is so high :3).

From the main entrance to the bottom level is a spiral staircase. Each sublevel has a floor gate on the steps with a unique lock. To continue you have to find the key somewhere in the sublevel. Each level has its own tactics and enemies. They're all based on the five senses. Also, before entering you will be disarmed, one way or another.

Sublevel 1 - normal. There's an elevator on this floor locked behind a door that requires the vine key, that only Forester, and his little brother (who i'll talk about later in the post) have. The elevator goes to each level by going through hallways behind the arena walls.

Sublevel 2 - enemies that rely on sight. It'll be essentially hide and sneak kinda gameplay. If you get spotted you have to run out of sight and into a hiding place. You cant be seen going into a hiding spot.

Sublevel 3 - enemies that rely on hearing. You have to explore as quietly as possible. If a chase scene happens you have to hide in a special safe room.

Sublevel 4 - enemies that rely on smell. You'll have to regularly step into ponds that have a special substance inside that masks your scent into smelling like the enemy. But you can't get too close to the enemies there. They'll be able to identify you if you're too close. There are special rooms filled with an overwhelming amount of scents that the enemies wont enter.

Sublevel 5 - the enemies there rely on touch. They have long arms and hands that sweep across the floors. All you gotta do is avoid them. Harder said than done tho. The enemies can sense vibrations =). Dont move too erratically. Simple fast movements are best. Since they're rather big, they cant fit inside some rooms.

Sublevel 6 - The enemies here rely on taste. The key in this level is at the end of a large room that's packed with enemies with long tongues. They interact with their tongues. If they taste a human they'll attack. You have to explore the rest of the level for a vine suit to disguise as one of them. A few enemies roam outside the crowded room tho. They whip their tongues around them. It's a pretty wide radius, but it's not fast. To get past them you gave to see the whip pattern. There are no safe rooms or hide spots, besides the merchant room, in this level.

Sublevel 7 - All the above (with Forester roaming around as a treat =3)~

Arena - Boss Battle =))))))

Story: Forester was born in one of the poorest areas in Norway. His parents barely had enough to feed him, and themselves. When Ester was 10 he found a job at a garden owned by an old wealthy woman. To get the job he had to pretend to be rich. He did a lot of stalking to learn the behavior of rich kids his age; he got very good and stalking and slipping on a mask. He also stole clothes and food to look the part. The old lady was none the wiser. For 6 years she believed in his carefully constructed lie.

The old lady happened to have no living relatives, with no one else to give her wealth and belongings to, she gave it all to Forester when she died; He was 16. With his newly acquired wealth, he gave his family a comfortable home, with everything they could need and want.

Forester had always wanted to attend school, but could never afford or have time for it. Now that he could, he immediately enrolled. It was incredibly difficult. He was somewhat educated, he'd stolen books in the past and taught himself, but he was still incredibly behind. Regardless he tried his best and spent countless nights up studying. Eventually, he was able to do more than catch up, but surpass many of his peers.

After graduation, he went to college out of his country where he majored in botany and aimed for a PhD. He met Miranda in college. They had a few similar classes and got along well. Eventually, they became close friends.

After graduating from college they both went out to do their own thing, but kept in touch and traveled often together. Eventually, Forester decided to work as her assistant and learn from her.

In his early 30s, he took in his little brother, Foxglove, after their parents died. Foxglove was around a year or two years old at the time. While raising his brother, Forester felt a void in him filled. He had someone to love and take care of. Someone he could trust and love unconditionally. Both Foxglove and Eva got along well and played often together.

When Eva died, Forester was there to support his closest most trusted friend. When Miranda found the megamycete she went to her friend and explained what happened and her new plan. Forester, although wary, supported her in any way he could. He refused to go near the megamycete tho.

When he got close to it, Miranda pushed him into it. The megamycete grabbed Forester with tendrils and seemed to absorb him into it.

A few months after Eva died. Foxglove wandered into the forest nearby and found beautiful flowers. Ones that shared his name. Curious the boy ate a few of the flowers. Not too long afterward he came to his brother as fast as he could. He felt sick. Very sick. Fox explained what happened to Forester. Panicked he quickly tried his best to make a remedy, a cure, anything with what he had. But with no time or sufficient supplies on hand, Foxglove died in his arms.

It broke Forester. The void from before returned, larger than before. He desperately turned to Miranda for help. Miranda smiled, with something malicious behind her smile, and told him to go to the megamycete.

Inside the megamycete was an indescribable experience. While inside Ester could feel his body painfully changing. It also awoke something hiding deep in his mind. Something he was forced to forget. Miranda had been brainwashing him for years as an experiment in creating a truly loyal servant. He could feel his anger overwhelm him. He thought they were friends. He thought he could trust her. She knows things about him that he never said out loud before. He was hurt, betrayed, and pissed. Forester was determined to confront her, make her pay.

With his mind quieter, Forester remembered his brother. He found Miranda and approached her carefully and asked where his brother is. Miranda took him to an unmarked grave in the forest. He broke down. Miranda interrupted him, and asked him what he was going to do. Was he going to continue to wallow in despair or try to bring Foxglove back?

He clawed his way out of the megamycete. He felt heavy, but he continued. Eventually, he broke through after weeks of being trapped. With him a giant sphere like object covered in vines emerged. Upon inspecting it, he quickly realized what it was. He could believe what he saw. He had to hide it, and fast. He had looked down and had an idea.

He felt a newfound power within him, and with it, he sent his core deep underground where its vines would grow and spread. With his core safe he confronted Miranda. She initially tried to kill him, but found the effort futile. Instead, she spoke a series of words. Forester blacked out.

When he awoke he was sitting in a chair in Miranda's lab. Miranda was nowhere in sight. Desperate to find answers he returned to the megamycete. Touching it revealed the truth. When he blacked out, he was still awake, but he wasn't himself. He saw as he answered every question Miranda asked and did exactly as he was told. He calmed his growing anger and thought carefully. He needed a plan to bypass her brainwash effect.

Soon he began working on his lab and lair. He worked tirelessly on ways to bring back his brother. After years of research and testing, he was able to make an exact copy made of foxglove flowers. Forester not caring that what he created was a copy, embraced the boy and accepted him. Ester explained to the new Foxglove who he was.

Forester was content. He had his brother back. Still, the void remained. Regardless he could now focus on getting rid of Miranda. By then he had learned how to pass messages and take notes unconsciously. He informed his brother about his situation.

As the years passed, Foxglove stayed physically the same, but his mind grew.

Eventually, during the time that Heisenberg began preparing his army, Forester had Fox give him a letter explaining everything he knew. In secret, the two conspired against Miranda.

Currently: So Forester was created for an rp with one of my closest friends (@plague-doctorz). So what happened with Forester is that a war had started with three forces. Heisenberg's army, William's (Plagues' OC) army, Miranda's one-man brainwashed army, Forester. Will provoked Forester into transforming, according to Foxglove's plan. After dealing with many attack from Forester, the pair, with Lady Dimitrescu's help, formed a plan.

William acted as the distraction. With most of the vines focused on him, Alcina, transformed, swooped in through the middle, while dealing with stray vines, and brought Fox to where the core is. She pryed open the vines. Foxglove stepped inside and forced Alcina to let go. The vines shut closed. Inside Fox opened up the amber easily. Even in a brainwashed state, Forester trusted his brother no matter what.

Foxglove began flaking into leaves and flowers and flew into the crevices of the vines that made up Forester. He was able to snap Ester back to his senses at the cost of his life.

Forester had lost consciousness, and when he awoke, Miranda was already dead. He felt even emptier than before. The hole in his heart got wider when he found out what happened.

Right now, a few months later, Forester is at a state where he's on the brink of snapping. What he needs is closure, and something to fill the void in his heart. But can he have both? Will he even get either?

=)

So this is Forester! Please send me any questions and stuff if youre interested. I love to talk about him! Seriously, he lives rent free in my head.

Oh also, here's a picrew of him while I'm still working on his sketches~

His hair down too, cause im a simp,,,

Also here's Foxglove!

Also here's the link to a playlist on spotify based on Forester: here

one last thing

👉👈 @roxyourworld look what i did~

[neotrances]

wait why does kaneki even wear the latex bodysuit if he's gonna cover it up with a shirt and shorts? like i always just assumed that he had to wear that because like regular non fetish clothes would cover up his back or some shit. this is a genuine question btw

tsukiyama designed his suit and well it is easier fighting in a suit designed for your body / ur kagune than a plain shirt and shoes and that’s why he usually takes the shirt off when fighting !

[munchcorner]

Paintings (TsukiYama)

Yamaguchi walked into his studio and was greeted with nothing but silence. Light seeped through the black curtains that covered the mirror walls, providing enough light for Yamaguchi to maneuver himself around the place he'd spend most of his time in. He switched the lights open and was blinded by the morning, so he shuts his eyes for a few seconds before opening them again.

His eyes darted towards the blank canvas that was resting at one side of the wall. It was double his height and as wide as two long couches combined.

He walked to a stool and placed his bag on it before taking out his apron and bottled water. He wore his apron and stood in front of the canvas. He pulled out his phone from his pocket and connected it to the speakers, letting melancholic music fill the silence as he takes one of the brushes that sat on a different stool beside him.

He dipped it in paint as he lets his hands paint as he thinks about him and Tsukishima.

--*--

Yamaguchi couldn't tell when it all happened. He couldn't remember when he started seeing Tsukishima as more than a friend, which scared him. He'd always overthink that maybe Tsukishima could tell when his heart was beating fast. Perhaps he could tell that Yamaguchi was staring at his hands as they walk because he wanted to know what it feels like to have his fingers interlaced with Tsukishima's. Maybe Tsukishima could tell that he would sometimes stare at him when drinking water and wondering how Tsukiyama's lips would feel against his.

Yamaguchi considered confessing, but he was too afraid to lose the friendship they had. Tsukishima didn't seem to be the person who would date someone, especially someone who was constantly feeling insecure. With that thought, Yamaguchi decided to keep his feelings to himself and contented himself with their current relationship.

So, Yamaguchi didn't expect Tsukishima to ask him out after his first service ace.

"Tsukki, are you sure?" Yamaguchi asked. He was so taken aback that he needed to stop walking. Tsukishima stopped a few steps in front of him before turning around to stare at Yamaguchi straight in the eyes.

"Do I look like I'd ask someone out when I'm not sure?" Tsukishima asked, voice low and flat as he slowly walks towards Yamaguchi.

"Why are you asking me if I'm sure?" Tsukishima asked while looking down at him with one brow raised.

"It's just that I never thought you'd look at me that way," Yamaguchi answered with a blush on his cheeks, his ear feeling hotter under Tsukishima's intense gaze.

"What? I've always looked at you." Tsukishima said, making Yamaguchi raise his head to stare at the blond in front of him and not his shoes.

"What?" Yamaguchi asked in disbelief. He could feel his heart in his throat as he waits for Tsukishima's response.

"I've always looked at you. It's just that you never noticed. I wanted to tell you earlier, but you were too busy improving yourself." Tsukishima said before taking one of Yamaguchi's hands and enclosing it in both of his palms, blocking it from the cold breeze of the night.

"It may seem surprising considering my attitude, but I just wanted you to grow. I didn't want to be in your way as you improve yourself. But now that you helped us beat Aoba Johsai, I think now is the best time to confess," Tsukishima said with a faint blush dusting his cheeks. It was dark, and the only light they had came from the moon and the street lamps, but Yamaguchi noticed.

"I didn't know you felt the same way," Yamaguchi said as he presses his lips into a thin line to avoid showing how happy he is.

"Then answer my question this time," Tsukishima said and lifted Yamaguchi's chin to make the latter look at him. "Will you go out with me, Yamaguchi?"

Yamaguchi gave him a quick nod before saying, "of course, Tsukki,"

Dating Tsukishima was fun, and even though he wasn't affectionate, he never failed to let Yamaguchi feel loved. The blond would always hold the latter's hand. He would always listen to Yamaguchi speak after asking his boyfriend how his day was (even though they were in the same class and club). He would never fail to say I love you, and kiss Yamaguchi before walking towards their home. Tsukishima was the perfect boyfriend. So, similar to how surprised he felt when Tsukishima confessed, he was also taken aback when rumors of Tsukishima and Kuroo reached him.

Yamaguchi didn't want to believe it. He trusted his boyfriend, but the insecurities Yamaguchi had were slowly eating him up. He kept looking back to their relationship. He kept wondering what went wrong, and he couldn't help but blame himself. Maybe it was his fault because Tsukishima had always been a perfect boyfriend.

It hurts hearing the rumors, and it hurts that Tsukishima wasn't saying anything about it. But he didn't want to let go of Tsukishima. He just loved him too much that the pain of letting go was more brutal than the pain he was currently feeling.

The next day came, and everyone in their class was gossiping when Yamaguchi and Tsukishima arrived. Everyone's eyes went to Tsukishima the moment they took their seats.

"Tsukki," Yamaguchi called out from his seat. He watched Tsukishima pinch the bridge of his nose and stood up, gesturing to Yamaguchi to follow him.

Yamaguchi gulped and stood up to follow Tsukishima out of the door. Yamaguchi couldn't help but take a sharp inhale as he listens to the gossip from his classmates.

Everyone was talking about a photo taken of Tsukishima and Kuroo holding hands. Yamaguchi never saw it, and he trusted his boyfriend, so he never listened to the gossips, but he'd be lying if he says it didn't hurt.

"What is it, Tsukki?" Yamaguchi asked when they were finally in a secluded area. Classes were about to start in ten minutes, but they didn't care. They needed to talk.

"Let's end this, Yamaguchi," Tsukishima said. Yamaguchi could feel tears welling in his eyes as he says, "Okay,"

--*--

Yamaguchi was startled when he heard a loud knock coming from his door. He wiped his tears and walked towards the door to open it.

"Hey, Tsukki," Yamaguchi greeted. Tsukishima immediately wrapped his arms around Yamaguchi's waist and placed a kiss on his eyes.

"Why are you crying?" Tsukishima asked and cupped Yamaguchi's face.

"I needed to be sad for the canvas I was making," Yamaguchi answered before giggling.

"What did you think of?" Tsukishima asked as they walk in front of the canvas.

"I imagined you leaving me. I imagined our relationship not working out," Yamaguchi answered, making Tsukishima frown.

"You know I'd never leave you, right?" Tsukishima said and hugged Yamaguchi, placing his chin on his boyfriend's head.

"I know," Yamaguchi said and wrapped his arms around Tsukishima's.

"Then stop thinking about things like that. It upsets me," Tsukishima said. Yamaguchi nuzzled his face against his boyfriend's chest as he says, "Alright, home Tsukki,"

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[jupiter-rose]

Day 1

It’s Tsukiyama week baby!!

Hope you guys enjoy lots of fluff and slight angst this week!!

Fandom: Haikyuu!

Pairing: Tsukishima/Yamaguchi

Word count: 951

Prompt used: Fake relationship

Tadashi had always seen the same blond boy in the halls of his high school. The boy's tall legs carried him with confidence, slim glasses perched high on his nose and his aura was enough to catch anyone's eye. He was menacing, intimidating, stoic, and every other word you could use to describe someone with such a presence as Tsukishima.

He had finally met Tsukishima in college through a friend, Hinata to be exact. And even though he barely knew the guy he couldn’t stop the butterflies from fluttering in his stomach whenever the blond talked.

They two had grown quite close over the present year and Yama struggled to fight his feelings.

He didn’t want to ruin this.

Tsukishima was so collected, put together, and strategic that Yamaguchi doubted he would be able to match wits with the male. However, it seemed he somehow was able to rise to Tsukki’s level. He didn’t want to lose that. He didn’t want their playful jabs and teasing sneers to dissolve into only memory’s. He wanted to be able to joke around with Tsukki for the rest of his life. Maybe even be able to be with Tsukki for longer than collage.

But for now, he would settle being his good friend.

That was until Tsukishima asked him to go to a family reunion as a fake date. That had made things very different.

Now he was walking beside Tsukki, footsteps falling in line together as they slowly approached a baby blue painted house. The windows held flower beds under the frames, the blooms of white lilies being utterly charming with the rest of the house.

“Who’s house is this?” Yama asked since he had totally forgotten what the blond had told him before.

“My Aunt Runa.”

Yamaguchi took another long look at the house before he turned his attention back over to his “Boyfriend”. God he didn’t think he would get used to saying that.

“Was that the same Aunt who told you the earth was flat?”

Tsukishima let out a heavy sigh, “yes”

Yama almost chuckled, but he refrained from doing so. He had heard many stories over the years about this infamous family reunion. Stories where uncles would get drunker than a fish and children that would run rampant over the perfectly white tablecloths with their dirty shoes.

He wondered what mayhem would be caused today.

He didn’t have to wait long since the moment Tsukishima opened the door for him all he could see was chaos. People were running around in a frantic frenzy, yelling over each other while carrying trays of food or fancy stacks of fine china plates. Children were scurrying around, dragging the towels and dropping the napkins they were holding.

Yamaguchi turned his head to Tsukishima.

“This is normal” the blond deadpanned.

Tadashi took a moment to process the scene before taking a cautious step into the house. He peered down the hall, looking through both sides so he could deduct the best time to try and waver through this madness.

Once the path was clear he scampered further into the house, Tsukishima following suit.

Once inside the house it was a lot easier to move around, especially in the calmer sections of the house. The living room was one of those places, many beaten up chairs filled with people that looked similar to Tsukki. It made sense. It was his family after all.

The room had walls painted a toned down yellow, the couch and chairs a dusty orange with the rug being a light cream. It was very quaint with decorating, small but pretty antiques scattered around the shelves and tables of the room.

People chattered in a flurry of voices, blending together in a harmony of gibberish. A couple relatives glanced at Yama, eyeing him up and down. His shoulders slightly shrunk as he saw judgement in their eyes.

He had known this would happen. With his pierced ears and tattoo tattered arms it was hard not for people to judge him. That’s why he had suggested Tsukishima find someone else to be his fake date. However, the blond insisted that he had no one else.

“Kei!!” A loud voice cut through the idly chatter of the air like a knife through a cake.

A man with dirty blond hair approached them, his eyes were bright and his smile was even brighter. “It’s great to see you!” he clapped his hand onto Tsukishima’s shoulder.

The man’s attention then turned to Yama, his wide smile not wavering whatsoever. “You must be the boyfriend”

Tadashi nodded, a smile forming on his own lips. This guy’s attitude must be contagious.

“Thanks for putting up with my brother”

“shut up” Tsukishima scolded playfully.

Yama laughed, finding the whole exchange to be amusing. “Nice to meet you, I’m Yamaguchi”

“I’m Akiteru” he smiled, “the better child”

He got a glare from Tsukishima for his comment.

“Damn Kei, I didn’t you know you liked punk guys” Aki nudged his head in the direction of Yama, no doubt referencing his whole getup.

Yamaguchi chuckled, feeling his face warm.

“And I didn’t know you would be so nosy today”

“Damn, no need to roast me Kei’

“Someone needs to keep you in your place”

“Well I guess we know who tops out of the two of you.”

Aki’s words made his cheeks blaze. Yama looked down at the ground fiddling with his hands as Tsukishima yelled at his brother for a couple of seconds.

This reunion would certainly be interesting.