#trying to contain myself
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this is kinda niche but y’all know the hockey tiktoker nags? why he kinda…
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Courtney just called Shayne Daddy in an actual video 🤯
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i won't participate in discourse during pride i won't participate in discourse during pride i won't participate in discourse during pride i won't participate in discourse during pride i won't participate in discourse during pride
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A Pragmatic and surprisingly comforting perspective about the Trump 2nd Presidency from the ACLU
***Apologies if this is how you found out the 2024 election results***
Blacked out part is my name.
I’m not going to let this make me give up. It’s disheartening, and today I will wallow, probably tomorrow too
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I will continue to do my part in my community to spread the activism and promote change for the world I want to live in. I want to change the world AND help with the dishes.
And I won’t let an orange pit stain be what stops me from trying to be better.
A link to donate to the ACLU if able and inclined. I know I am
#us politics#donald trump#election 2024#aclu#a promise to myself#how is this comforting you May ask#bc we are not fighting alone or uninformed#we have good and strong groups in our corners defending what we believe in#it’s not over yet#we have to try and pushback#added Alt image descriptions since this is leaving containment#happy to see many engaging with this to either donate time or money or both#really warms the cold heart of mine#wow this broke containment#overall it’s been pretty nice seeing people engaging with it ready to roll up their sleeves and get to work
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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And there he lies, dripped in pearls...
full piece on my twitter
#i just thought hed look lovely in a pearl necklace idk what to tell you#trying to dedicate myself to spending more time on lighting and backgrounds cause im usually soooo lazy about it#virgil acheron#modern au#oc art#ocs#original character#bg3#baldur's gate 3#durge#durgedurge#acherye#and a little virgildarin...#my boy contains multitudes#my art#hope this posts okay#praying
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i want to dunk them in water then put them in a blender and make them into a smoothie
(the quality got nuked sorry)
#art#fanart#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#gideon coal#kremy lecroux#coalecroux#i know buddy episode 46 crushed my soul too#here have some fluff to ease the pain#(i’m trying to make myself feel better)#i wonder what this whimsday is going to contain👀#*rings bell*#WAITER#WAITER MORE COALECROUX ART PLEASE#coming right up#mmmmm we’re in rambling territory#i’m going to stop adding tags now
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idk what to say dude this new tumblr shit is the new he/him lesbian discourse. i didnt get sexually harassed in school for being a "trap" and worse just to be told that i dont have similar struggles to the transfolk around me. sometimes people will identify in a way you don't understand but ultimately does not harm your existence, and that's Fine.
#bouny.txt#idk as someone thats intersex and was almost forced to go on hrt#idk! lol!#i narrowly escaped by trying to force myself into the neat little boxes yall want#i still get harrassed regularly in public for existing in a body that doesnt fit a perisex norm#going through traumatizing cosmetic surgeries and hrt before we get a say isnt privilege#edit: my venting has breached containment#away with you
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Jetzt hab ich dich - 📷 by me
#reggio emilia#rammstein#europe stadium tour 2024#couldn't film the other parts because i was trying to contain myself from orgasming
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you are expendable, you are not expected to return
#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart#and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space#kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and#i havent really been handling it well at all#pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally#but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know#what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed#normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and#im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down#anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence#soap talks#my art#roblox pressure#hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them#raine
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found this before my 9am today 😩😫😟😛
#fairy speaks#i wasn’t prepared and was trying to contain myself in class#nika mühl#paige bueckers#uconn wbb#uconn huskies#uconn women’s basketball
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i didn't post many updates about the process here but i finally got everything settled and got my wheelchair + power assist approved by my insurance!! i won't have to pay a cent im very very excited esp because of how long i had to wait :3
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i'm endlessly curious-- if it isn't a spoiler, how would time's and sky's relationship develop? i feel like there's a lot of potential from their starting place, and anything could happen, whether that be them becoming friends, near-enemies, or barely more than acquaintances by the end
Ohoho this is definitely spoilers. Or. It has potential to be spoilers. I will answer this question as vaguely as possible. (Under the cut because long)
Out of all of the Cryptids in my au, I have the best understanding of Sky (he’s my little guy). When building out the relationships between characters, it’s easiest for me to start with “what’s their dynamic with Sky?” and then work from there. Time and Sky’s relationship was one of the first things I came up with and really what made me actually want to tell stories with this au rather than just draw silly little pictures.
Time and Sky’s relationship changes over the course of two major story arcs, one which I call “Grounded” and the other I call “Sky’s Awakening.” When they first meet, they’re scared of each other. Like. They’re both convinced that the other is going to kill them. They never talk, they avoid each other. Whenever Time’s around, Sky draws his wings in close to his back and doesn’t blink, muscles tense like he’s ready for a fight. Time never looks away from Sky, worried that the Godkiller will strike him if he lets his guard down.
…. It’s…. Very tense. For a very long time. And the others notice! Someone as open and kind as Sky acting so coldly around Time?? Red flag. Someone as strong and untouchable as Time acting so hesitant around Sky?? Red flag.
But over the course of their time together, certain things happen that force them to grow closer. To the others, it’s night and day. Suddenly, they realize they have more in common than they thought. Suddenly, they realize that they can lean on each other, that the other means them no harm. It’s a slow development at first, but quickly speeds up. Their trust in each other grows exponentially every day (after Grounded), until the end of Sky’s Awakening.
They depend on each other. The God and the Godkiller.
(And then I ruin it all because I’ve decided to extend the story past the end of their adventure together. And epilogue of sorts. But not necessarily a happy one. But they’ll be fine. Probably).
I do have some not so great old comics that I posted so long ago that kind of take place at the turning point for them. This was before I had their designs figured out (I say as if I’m not constantly changing them) so please excuse the inconsistencies.
#TIME AND SKY MY BELOVED#the legend of zelda#chain as cryptids au#I answered question#I’m trying to hard to contain myself from spoiling the whole plot#but you have to believe me when I say that I have so many ideas for these two#watch me never write them-#cryptid lore#cryptid sky#cryptid time#links meet au
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im curious, elden ring players if youre preparing to go into the DLC are you thinking about leaving specific bosses alive or quests unprogressed? or are you going in with fully finished game?
#elden ring#genuinely would love to hear ppls reasoning#im fighting with myself whether to defeat malenia or not#and also im gonna try to go in with melina alive#now i know the dlc i supposed to be self contained with no influence on the main game. however#i wonder if there might be specific or hidden interactions based on these variables
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#trying not to make this a call for attention but because im in a few active and big-ish discord servers#i had a very scary mental health episode that left and tbh is still leaving me delusional#so ill be taking a step back from blogging and leaving said discord servers to#contain myself while i seek proper treatment#id like to be active on my art blog still and ill still stay in discord servers that have at least and only 6 people#<333
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