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can i just mention here, it is not show fan vs book fan, at least from me? i know a large amount of my followers came from the show and i absolutely love yall. it was never meant to be anyone against anyone, and i sincerely apologize if that happened. (well, it has, im seeing it, and it makes me absolutely sick.) i don’t know how it turned into this. i do not hate ANYONE for coming from the show. period. i don’t even know where that came from. i can’t stress enough how much i love you guys.
i dont hate any of yall, i don’t want yall to hate everyone either. everything has blown so out of control and we’ve been very misunderstood; im not going to try and explain my claim again here as that is not the purpose of this post, but we’ve been very misunderstood and that led to more misunderstanding and it’s one big spiral of pure hate that we had absolutely zero intentions of starting. i did not post online to say ‘i hate you.’ i did not message on discord to say ‘i hate you.’ because i don’t. and i never meant for you guys to think that, and if you do, im sorry.
#the last thing i want is you guys to think i hate you cuz it couldn’t be more true#the only people i hate are the ones being huge assholes in the comments of posts about this subject and trust me if you’re them you KNOW#and i don’t mean those who say they disagree. that is not being an asshole#there’s like. three people that’s it#and there’s no question about who they are if you’ve seen it#trust me on that one. nobody else#we do not all need to agree but the hate is absolutely out of control#and to the people who don’t agree with what we said but said so respectfully ILYSM#MY HEROES FR#along with even more of yall lol a large percentage of you guys were so unbelievably kind i almost cried#lockwood and co
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"We can delay the mission for another two minutes."
#crossposting from twitter#i really liked the post and i am obsessed with my own answer for it#so im posting it here too#first i wanted to use the i used corruption because i trusted you line#or of course you used corruption believing in me is a classic too#someone else did the latter already though on twt#anyways i ended up remembering this moment and went insane and posted it#wdym Dazai canonically said the end of the world can wait two minutes#just so Chuuya can have a real CHOICE#and he planned for an alternative too!! or well he was trying to#because he wanted to give him a REAL CHOICE#thinking about the lovecraft chapter and chuuya saying whenever Dazai says its his choice its not actually his#stopped typing here bc i went to discuss with Ray my thoughts about if Dazai leaves him a genuine choice every time and if Chuuya knows#came to the conclusion that Chuuya thinks its the illusion of a choice even though it isnt#the backup plan might be crazy and not as successful as a corruption plan would be but Dazai for sure always has one#nobody can convince me otherwise#uh ok this was a lot of rambling coughs#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk#dazai osamu#bsd#chuuya nakahara#bsd skk#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd stormbringer#xlillyle bsd threads
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i have to say that i love yuuji itadori with all my heart and under better circumstances i would be soooooooo incredibly insane for him. but alas.
#number one i am afeared for what gege will do to him i dont TRUST HIM#number two i would genuinely go crazy over him so so crazy i love him with all my whole heart#number three which is sort of like number one but i just cant with jjk anymore like. you know what i mean LOL#✿ shut UP willow#nobody cares but i just have to get this off my chest#please he means so much to me you dont understand and under better circumstances i would write so much for him#i have such a lovely lovely long fic idea for him but#I CAAANTTTTT i dont trust gege#i will be DESTROYED#should anything ELSE happen to him#i have to distsnce myself or i will get hurt LMAOOOOOO#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#just in case#vibrating over the twin reveal but i must control myself
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#to be a little salty over dsmp lore in the year 2024:#i only really trust manifolders and og cjack fans to actually do this lore the justice it deserves#already im seein ppl make it only about tommy and tubbo and not even acknowledgin jack... just like the bad old days iguess#like this was why i still know all the ppl who were constantly in the tag & stuff. we had to stick together because everyone else+#mischaracterized our guy to hell and back (< lemons fic reference?? lol lmao thats my most underrated one tbh)#like first of all also give cc jack his flowers for actually loggin onto the server in the first place?? inciting incident much?????#secondly if you MUST make it about ctommy at the very least acknowledge the complex relationship bitterduo had#(oh wait u guys werent actually paying attention and just painted cjack as a villain and bully.... whoops i forgor... lol. lmao even.)#< like i said still salty. dont take me serious discoursin i dont give a fuck what you do!! but god.#this is jsut a tag ramble for the cjm fans tbh ik nobody else is readin this shit lmao#citric complaints#< my vent tag for future reference. i dont rlly use it much
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I need to follow more mlm selfshippers I feel like I'm not following very many rn. I definitely used to be, but a lot of them left the community or ended up being the type of person I didn't vibe with. Where are all my brothers...
#nothing at all against nonbinary / wlw / straight selfshippers or anyone else!!! you're swag and have my utmost respect#nobody morph what I'm saying into something I'm not#I just would also like to follow more folks like me#roz posts#unrebloggable bc 1) personal post but also 2) I don't trust anyone to not be fucking weird and deranged on this post#PLEASE don't pit folks against each other#EDIT: I DID NOT REALIZE I POSTED THIS SHORTLY AFTER PEOPLE WERE REBLOGGING THAT ONE POST A LOT SORRY#THIS IS AN INDEPENDENT THOUGHT#AOUGH. WORST TIMING SORRY
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about 5 seconds from spinning an entire barely-genre-adjacent au just because ikeep thinking abt Characters too hard
anyway angela and roland on the worlds longest, shittiest road trip to Nowhere
#[tagramble warning WAHA]#piktalk#projmoon#can you see my vision. its about the abandonment of certainty; of the decision to hold tight to no one but yourself.#its the decision to live dangerously; to live freely; or at least to try and learn what 'freedom' exactly means#what it means to someone who has never felt it. never lived it.#about the chance intersection of lines; of lives. and eventually; about solidarity even in the face of the unknown.#not trusting you; but trusting you. not knowing you; but knowing you.#i know not what you want nor if it is good for me; but youre here and will have my back when nobody else will.#i know not where you come from or who you are-- you will not tell me. but i know obscure facts about you-- what you like and what you dont.#its about discovering the Self where originally there was nothing. healing a Self that had broken down to scraps and dust.#its about what it means to be 'home.' what happens when you lose it-- and when you realize maybe youve never had one to begin with.#and the search for something that truly deserves to hold that title. the title of comfort; certainty; reliability; safety.#and maybe. maybe. if you cannot find yours; and i cannot find mine; then that home. maybe you could be... no; nevermind.#there's always more road ahead.#yes iam still thinking abt th transmasc angela post .
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Ordering people boba from across the country.
You’re welcome for expanding your palette 😌🧋
Reblog if you want your followers to tell you what your trademark ™️ is. Like, what’s that thing that really identifies you.
#ask games#mistmarauder#mist 🍕#tbh youre the only one who’s taken me up on this#can you believe nobody else trusts me (a stranger on the internet) with their address🤨
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ALSO @ THE ANON WHO SENT ME THE REQUEST FOR THE FIC THAT'S GOING TO BE 'PIECES' WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOU SEE THIS ALKSDJALSKDJASKLDJASJKLDADJAS. BC IM KILLING TWO BIRDS WITH ONE STONE.
IM COMBINING THESE TWO FOR PIECES.
#being talkative is how i hype myself up dont @ me#teasers for next week#NOBODY ASKED BUT THIS IS HOW IM GETTING MY HEAD IN THE GAME#rambling#i said i would do the second one for something else but like it'll work wonders for pieces trust me
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#not naming names#but there was this fic where physics broke - i guess - and the cali crew got back to hawkins in time#and will was cursed#and mike saw the nosebleed and was like ??? important?? like max???? hey guys this is important??????#and that was the only thing i remembered from the fic#and i thought no one listening was a one time thing from The Stress and everyone else immediately backing will up bcus yknow#headache means talking = pain#but no the whole fic treated mike as this whiny idiot who didn't know what he was talking about or contribute anything or trust anyone#like it was acting like he was ridiculous for being annoyed that he left home for a week and then came back to an accusation of murder#when that's a PERFECTLY REASONABLE THING TO BE ANNOYED ABOUT ARE YOU KIDDING ME#anyway. nobody gets him like me
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what burner ships do you ship
spraykit
#that’s all you need really. you are not allowed to call any other ship the best one when spraykit exists and is real and is perfect#real answer though? a lot probably way more than i should#my 2nd favourite is limepill. forever those guys are awesome#they could never interact again and id be fine . that one scene in burner 2 set me for life#and then there’s tissues x erasey which is like ya the dynamic is fun but that one is more cool on a narrative point#like they both seem to have a higher understanding of what’s going on and higher abilities. they both know shit#i just feel like 2 characters who are like that especially when nobody else is like that. they must be important to eachother in SOME sense#also the way tissues just trusts erasey and is very interesting in what theyre doing is cute#and erasey cheering for the strangers being safe. you cant deny how cute they are#and im rambling and there can only be 30 tags so im just gonna list all the others#pilly x polaroid is really good. limey x playdoh is nice despite the fact that im a little embarrassed to like it. playdoh x donut is Great#burner
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Okay, but like
With his full powers now, COULD Neuvi make Furi functionally immortal by imbuing her with his power/tying her life to his?
#//Now I know what you’re thinking#//‘But Allie; they both would not WANT that for her; considering the past 500yrs’#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//But consider: Her being Afraid of it; yea; up until she realizes that THIS time#//She’s not condemned to solitude and facades#//THIS time; she has the one person who adores and loves her more than anyone else by her side#//THIS time; she can do right by him by ensuring he will Never be lonely again; that he will not be Saddened should he lose her to mortalit#//She would prolly be the one to approach him with the offer; esp if they are an item already#//Her trust and love for him being more than enough to quell her fears#//At least; enough to prompt her; even if he might voice his concerns#//ESP if he voices his concerns; bc that’s the greatest show to her how much he CARES for her#//She can bear many centuries more; if she can stay by his side. to live and die precisely when he does#//It’s the greatest gesture of love and gratitude she could ever hope to give him; she would reason#//Nobody perceive me; I have shifted into Neuvi.Furi Mode jfnfn#//It deffo won’t be easy; she’ll have moments when she’ll be terrified or be Reminded of pats sufferings#//But so long as he’s there to ground her; she can make it through each and every one#//Not like Neuvi would Ever let her suffer alone. Never Again
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me sitting here realizing since I've been in the nonhuman community I have held very very dearly to the idea that my stuff can and WILL be saved for some stranger to dig up and be horrible to me later ;-;
Like this has stopped me from saying some really dumb shit and getting incredibly offended when i was younger over whatever. Thank you imaginary future haters that have saved my furry tail from making a fool out of myself 🤝🤝🤝
#this will age amazingly#sarcasm#but seriously like#you have no idea what is going to happen in the future#i don't want some future hater looking to take me down to find the old stuff I've said that was stupid and dumb#tbh I don't know why nobody else thinks this way#like once it's out there it's out there forever#you never know if someone screenshotted it in that 10 minutes it was up before you deleted it#you would be shocked#maybe im paranoid#but it keeps me from being mean online to people#I would pass away if crap i said bit me in the butt later 💀💀💀#especially since I can't just lash out at people because of the injustices I see#like I've been pissed off at this one person for years now but I'm not going to be pasting what I thinking everywhere#most likely I'll vent irl or in private dms with people I trust#its not really the whole internets business about what I do and say in private 🤠✨️#anyways
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being the oldest daughter raised by a narcissistic emotionally abusive father is just…👩🍳👌💋
#i don’t know why i always end up crying when i know exactly what to expect from him#the constant belittling then turning around and crying victim on how i ‘hurt’ him bc he can’t accept the fact that he did something wrong#i know i shouldn’t expect anything from him but it’s like this stupid fucking useless part of me during these moments is just#so heartbroken and frustrated because it’s not fair the child in me just wants to have a dad that cares and sees her as a human#nobody fuckjng cares if they hurt me and i don’t care if they hurt me either that’s why i hurt me too#he’s supposed to be my dad he’s my only parent left and he never should’ve been a parent to begin#i can’t believe how easily he turns things on me saying it’s my fault i never come talk to him and it’s like how the fuck#you were barely basically nonexistent the first 5 years of my life then barely there from then on out#how could i ever come to you how could i trust you just because i’m your daughter by blood doesn’t mean you’re not a stranger to me#you’re supposed to be the adult you’re my father you’re supposed to come to me and guide me why are you such a helpless fucking child#i do everything on my own i have nothing to say to you just like you have nothing to say to me#small talk only does so much i don’t want to talk to him i don’t care about our relationship#i’m just literally flabbergasted at the audacity he has to gaslight and manipulate me and ply victim when i’m the one he keeps hurting#it just reinforces the idea that my feelings are invalid my feelings have been invalid to him for the past 23years#i wish i was emotionless and unfeeling i wish he didn’t have the power to affect my emotions so strongly#i’m such a little kid i wish my mom was here i wish someone wanted to protect me and talk to me and at least try to understand me#i can’t wait to be dead i just want this to be over i’m just wasting time taking up someone else’s space#i think the only time i’ll be genuinely happy is when i’m dead#i don’t remember the last time i was actually happy unless i’m distracting myself#i’m constantly maladaptive daydreaming and when i’m not i’m at work trying to be a functioning an adult#but as soon as i’m home i’m back in my dream world where i don’t have to think about me at all#when gerard said When i grow up i want to be nothing at All that man read my my mind#ramblings#vent
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on the verge of tears thinking about edyn tidestrider btw if you even care
#i love her so much.......#i love you fuxked up sibling relationships#as soneone who is/was an older sister to a younger brother. ohhhh her character hits me so hard#if nobody else in the world will support you i will. even if we're miles and miles apart i hope you can trust me to protect you.#please tell me things please trust me to share your burdens#i would take on the entire world if it meant you would be safe and happy even at the cost of everything#ughhhghggghghghghghh my eyes hurtttttt#love you a million............ fucjkkkkkkk#if all the adults in our lives arent good enough to you ill be the adult for you.#ill be the support system for you that i never had simply because im older#i want to undo the things they did to you so you can come home again.....#i hope you can forgive me for leaving you one more time but i need to do this to keep you safe......#i fuckigngnnnggggg love edyn i love her i love her im in tears over her letter. i think being stabbed would hurt less#aauhhgrhgahghghghaghrghghrrrhgggh#reaction time
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#vent in tags#tw blood#i. need. to. move. out.#the entire fucking house is broken. to say nothing of my stepfamily#i cannot place a single foot out of line or express any single ounce of negative sentiment towards my situation#without it being me being ungrateful#stepdad tells me that if it's such a problem to live here then i should fix it on my seven days off#holding my unemployment over my head AS IF I WOULDN'T HAVE A JOB IF THEY'D LET ME.#he and mom told me to take the summer off and then i'm the bad guy and lazy for taking the summer off#something i didn't even want to do to begin with#i said one mildly rude thing about how nobody bothers to tell me anything#(nobody told me the water had been shut off to the entire house)#and he told me to reconsider having said that to him.#like. or what. finish that. or what? are you threatening me? fucking say it.#I want to move out but i don't trust him to not kick me out before I'm ready if i don't stay in line.#he's of the mindset that people grow through hardship. so he inflicts it.#so i'll just sit in my room pretending it's all fine I guess! :) no problems here. just going to be happy all the tie because i'm not#allowed to be anything else.#my options are to either be helpful (I can't be)#or to just be quiet and complacent and convenient#and to just accept everything blindly and endure everything silently
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hate how i can fully not care about something and outright not want or need the situation to change but still get a lil bit offended by it anyway
#like six months ago i stopped getting supervisor shifts at work#because i stood my ground on a health and safety matter & the manager decided he couldn't trust me to prioritise profits over team safety#since then we've gotten a new manager and assistant manager and one of them is having a weekend off#but instead of putting me down as supervisor there just. isn't a supervisor.#i'm literally looking at this roster where i'm the only one from this department who will be there that day lmao#there is one person on loan from another department and one person who afaik isn't even in the country so who fkn knows if they'll show#this is a saturday too jesus fucking christ this is going to be a nightmare#if nobody else is rostered on to save us imma just change my shift to supervisor anyway. not like i won't be doing the fuckin job.
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