#truly one of my best friends I remeber when you first told me you liked my frank castle fanfiction way back when and here we are noe :')

[pettyprocrastination]

go wish @captainsamwlsn a happy birthday or i’ll cut the breaklines in your car right NOW THATS AN ORDER

[snowsinterlude]

the ballad of money, power, and glory.

(coriolanus snow x reader x lucy gray baird)

summary: being lucy gray's best friend, you were always updated on her life, not knowing how she truly felt for you. and now, with coriolanus snow being your new friend, it was odd seeing them fighting so much over your attention, with you not knowing that both of them were obsessively in love with you.

based on this ask

c.w: lucy gray baird, coriolanus snow, implied aromantic reader, yandere behavior from both of them (nothing too serious), unrequited love, drama, jealousy, love triangle, obsessive love. contains some movie/book accurate mentions but nothing very important, violent content, lucy is mentioned to have been your first kiss, commedy in the end.

chapter one: money.

"god, you gotta see her, snow." lucy beamed, her smile going from ear to ear as she talked about you. "she's so cute! i think she's the love of my life, truly." she said

snow frowned at her words. in the capitol, it wasn't seen in good lights to have someone talking so passionately about other person of the same gender. he rolled his eyes internally, his arms were on the back of his back as he walked behind her. supposedly, you were going to be waiting for them at the train station.

he walked, and walked, and walked. all of those minutes were awfully torturing his soul as he watched lucy gray talk more and more about you- as if she hadn't done it during the entire hunger games already. like on the zoo, when he thought she would be crying from fear of dying when, in reality, she was crying from fear of not seeing you for a last time.

he remembered it perfectly, better than he remembered the biology classes he had. lucy bawling her eyes out silently, still sobbing as she looked at him and explained how much she owed you- how much she loved you. it was like she couldn't think of anything other than you.

"she is always so pretty, so sickeningly beautiful. i can't stand the thought of losing her, snow. i wanna be with her." she said, her eyes red and puffed while her nose was as red as a tomato.

"have you told her about it?" he asked, face leaned on his fist as he observed the singer cry.

"no, snow." she answered, sniffing. "i've made a mistake," she chuckled, wanting to slap herself.

"what did you do?"

'i only noticed i love her now."

remebering that, snow started thinking that you should be the most beautiful girl of district 12- or that maybe you didn't had a single flaw on your skin por something like that. maybe you were one of those who hypnotized people at your surroundings to make them percieve you like the most desired thing they wished for.

but then he saw you from afar, waiting for lucy gray while your eyes roamed through the crowd. he didn't asked for you, no, never. he never asked you to blink like a doll, to look at him with those shining eyes and god, whatever it was that snapped inside you made him obsessed with the thought of having you as his main prize.

his thoughts were interrupted by the sight of lucy gray baird hugging you tightly, kissing your face multiple times as you laughed, hands on her waist as you kissed her face too. he cleared his throat, awkwardly.

"ah, snow. that's my best friend, my soulmate, y/n" she said, and you chuckled before shaking his hand.

"pleasured to meet you, yn. im-"

"coriolanus snow, i know." you said, kissing the back of his hand in a theatrical manner. "hello."

"you know?"

"yeah, my dear lucy told me all about you. and, let's be sincere, you were on the tv during the interviews on the hunger games." you said, smiling while shaking his hand "i'm happy you helped her!" you said

the spark that shone in his heart was fueled furiously by your words. 'your desde lucy'? what's that, a movie?

that was the first time he felt jealousy.

chapter two: power.

lucy gray baird was your best friend since kindergarden. what could you say? sandbox love never dies.

well, her love for you seemed to have grown sharp as a way to protect you and herself from the ones that could hurt you. that's why she glanced at snow menancingly as he forced his place between you both at the bar. when you were dancing with some older group of old ladies, she finally spoke up.

"what are you doing?" she asked, not looking into his eyes, and she didn't needed to for him to know she was angry.

"what do you mean?" he asked, faking innocence.

"don't act innocent, coriolanus." she growled, frowning "she's mine."

"i don't recall asking for that information." he said, smiling at the sight of your happy face dancing with other elders.

"you will not take her away from me." she said, getting up and walking to you only to playfully grab your waist and your hand, dancing with you while coriolanus watched.

you were so dazzling beautiful in his eyes, he just had to have you. it wasn't his fault that lucy gray thought and felt the same way about you.

with that in mind, lucy gray baird punch on his face was unexpected.

"what the fuck, baird?!"

"i told you to leave her alone! you are a fucking peacekeeper, coriolanus! when will you stop that?!"

"'that' what???" he asked, voice loud enough for him to frown at it.

"don't feign dumb, you disgraceful blond. you know she has sensible hearing and you bring her in to fucking SHOT at trees?" she screamed. the singer had the most defiant frown on her face, making it clear just how much she was willing to go for you.

his expression seemed to calm down, his stare on her became confused. "i... i didn't know- she didn't tell me-"

"oh of course you don't know. do you even bother asking?!" she asked, her eyes boring holes into him. "get away from her, snow."

and she left him behind just like that.

of course he wouldn’t know how sensitive you were when it comes to your hearing. he would never get to know you the way she did. but behind that façade, she hated herself for introducing him to you.

at this moment, she hated snow as much as he hated her.

chapter three: glory.

that wasn't on your plans.

you were aware of your friendship with lucy being a bit too... sweet. you didn't care about it. she was still your best friend and you were still the girl who saved her from that ginger girl.

when you met coriolanus snow, you could already see history repeating itself. lucy was jealous and coriolanus was obsessive. this match would end up being your death, probably.

you didn't really liked them the way they wished you did. you were aware of how much coriolanus liked you, from the moment you kissed the back of your hand till now.

and yet, you were still not into the singer nor the victor, you were fine on your own and decided that a long time ago. you wouldn't be a good girlfriend, couldn't even take care of yourself, how would you take care of someone else?

for that motive, and others, that i won't be able to speak about, you never liked anyone. and people started thinking it was lucy gray's fault, with her cunt m constant bragging about being your first kiss. and she was, but you not liking anyone wasn't her fault, you truly just couldn't seem to find someone who was just right to you.

with that being said, you were the one angry at them right now. what the hell that has happened between them, envolved you, and you weren't having it.

"i don't love any of you," you said, for their own shock.

chapter four: the ballad of the unloved ones.

sitting still on front of you, lucy gray baird felt like she was punched on her heart, losing air from her lungs quickly than actually needed. coriolanus, right by her side, felt the urge to throw up as he recieved the unhappy news of how you didn't loved them.

it was the truth, though. but you still held them on each of your arms and let them take in the affirmation of how you felt about them.

"but-" lucy begun, shaking a bit from the anxiety on her chest.

"-no, lu. i'm sorry," you said, "i don't really feel like loving anyone. i never loved anyone, not in this way though." you cooed, giving her the comfort of your kisses on her forehead.

"but maybe, if we j-just-" coriolanus stopped in his tracks when you shook your head negatively, your fingers drawing patterns on his scalp, and he almost meowed at it.

"sorry, dear. i only love you both as friends." you said.

and they understood you after a long talking, a bunch of silent tears and sobs from their delusions.

by the end of the day, they were at the bar, both looking pathetically red from the way they cried after it.

"sorry for punching you on the nose," lucy said, and she looked like a ghost, finger tracing patterns on a cup. "i don't wanna lose her," she goes.

"sorry for shooting the mocking jays on that evening," he said, sipping on his cup. he was refering to the evening where she punch him.

"you did what."

"uh. i shot the mocking jays."

"coruolanus 'm gonna shoot you in the ass." she growled.

they were back to being friends, and made sure to protect you. just because you didn't reciprocated none of their feelings it didn't mean they would start bitchin' about it (even though they did for like, two weeks.)

so, them both heard festus with his friends talking about you- it wasn't nothing good. and which better way to end him than punching him?

yeah, they were still your best friends. you still loved them dearly with each part of your being.

but just as friends.

[spitinsideme]

Sorry if this is too personal, but I wanted to ask you how your lesbian awakening was! At what moment did you realize you were truly gay? I have a theory that everyone goes through a period in their lives where they question their sexuality, even if it's a very short one, so I find these stories to be really intriguing since everyone sort of has an unique experience! Not sure if you've answered this before even, but I wanted to hear about your experience.

no question is ever too personal here for me ! ask anything you want !! i never actually was into men i never had that questioning part of the experience ? i havr never, in my life, been attracted to men or thought that was weird or odd, i didnt even know what gays were until i found out at a young age theough this episode story. i have quite literally ALWAYS been attracyed to women, whether that be my teachers (when i was very young and i just wnated to impress them because i reallyreally liked them !) or friends, classmates, whatever, i would do my best for every girl possible even thr ines who bullied me because i really liked themq

i think the first time i heard about the word lesbian was when this girl cornerred me in the girls bathroom wafter she found out i was roblox dating one of her friends and i was confused like ??? whats a lesbian ?? and so i think i remeber asking her and she saud "a girl who likes girls" and i just said okay ! and then that was it she never taljed to me again. i mean rven at the age of 12 i started trying to gain muscles brcause i wnated women to like me and i wanted to impress them. my family is EXTEMELY homophobic so obviously they never taught me about gay but thwy also jsut NEVER talked about it and so i didnt get to hear what they thoight because it was a subject that was never brought up. i would alwyas choose to be the boys in stories do i coukd get the girl, one time when i was about 8 or 9 ? i dont knkw just like young i even told my mother "i wish i were a boy so i could get with girls" bwcayse, in my head, all i had seen (from bookd and shit) is men being with women

i have literally NEVER questioned my sexulaity, i jsut never had a word for it becaude i thoight it was like yrah nothing diferent about it, when i learned what a lesbian was i was like oh yeah alroghr thats me ! and that was it, there was no questioning no denying no anything just yeah ! okay ! i came out the womb ready to grow up and kiss women

[ashstillalive]

Never apologise for accepting your trauma.

Tw Abuse, Mentions of Suicidal thoughts, Violence

I want to speak out about my experience with abuse. Not by a creator, But by someone i considered a friend. We'll call him E.

Me and E dated for a few months in the end of 2021- early 2022. We broke up in early February of 2022 and stayed friends until late march early april of last year. During the last few months of our friendship E became extremely hostile towards me. He would Punch me in the arm daily and tell me to kms. Every single day, Sometimes multiple times a day If i even thought about shoving him back in a joking way it would be "go kys you f*cking slag". At first i thought it was a joke taking it in stride Yes maybe with a few more suicidal thoughts than before but i chalked that up to my mental health deteriorating. What I didn't realise is why my mental health was deteriorating so suddenly. It was all fun and games until my best friend (who we'll call F) would shove me in the arm truly jokingly i would Flinch and takes a sharp intake of breath because my arm had become so tender and sore it was incredibly painful for me to touch. Thats when I realised something was wrong and i reached out to my friends asking for advice. I didn't name any names at first knowing alot of my friends were mutual friends of his. I told them what i was going through and every one i told said it was abuse. Whether that was my friends, My brother, My aunt, And even my parents. But one friend turned to me later that night and tried to justify everything he did to me saying "It was just a joke." And it was "Who E was". I won't lie that did hurt, One of my closest friends trying to justify what my abuser was doing to me. To this day (This happened almost a year ago) I can't walk infront of him down stairs, I panic when I'm within 2 meters of him, I Have a full blown panic attack and feel physically sick when im in a group setting with him, I can feel the bile rising in my throught when i try and talk normally to him.

This is my experience and my experience alone, Every experience is extremely valid and just because someone elses experience may be worse or diffent to yours doesn't mean yours is any less valid. I was lucky enought to have F and all my family with you and i want you all to know your loved if not by anyone else but by me. Take as long as you need to process your experience and take care of yourselfs<3

F here, just remeber people like E dont deserve you nor does anyone who tries to justify such actions, dont let yourself fall victim to this sort of stuff and always consider the warning signs and leave them immediately <3

[forasgaard]

12 Months & a Loki

pairing: Loki x Oc warnings: fluff, angst, comfort summary: OC Hanna does an exchange year at the Avengers facility and falls in love with Loki but he never shows interest in her - until that one night. "When I came to the Avengers, my whole life changed. Bruce, Tony and all the others became my best friends. And also that specific god took a big role in my life. That one year in New York didn't just changed my life, it changed who I was."

Masterlist AO3

Notes: english is not my first language

Part 1 | Part 2

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Chapter 1

Someone told me that life goes on. No matter what. At first, that sounded like a simple quote but later on I noticed it was true. Sometimes you just gotta continue. Don't look back. Have your destination on your mind. Because that's the only way for truly living.

If you told me one year ago that my life would change forever, I would've laughed at you. I always thought my life was just too boring to make me a special person. But that's what I was. I experienced all those things I never could've even imagined. That one year in New Tork didn't just changed my life, it changed who I was.

...

I was excited. My luggage felt heavy and I put it on the ground for a few seconds. New York! I was really here! The ten hour flight from Germany to NY City had been exhausting. It was the first time I sat on a plane. But as soon as I saw the first glimpse of city lights, my tiredness shifted into excitement. Adrenaline rushed though my blood.

I streched my neck and looked around the terminal. It was crowded. Much more than Germany. But I mean - what did I expect? This was New York!

I really couldn't belive it. I was finally here and would stayed for a whole year! After I finished school I decided to do an exchange year in America. I always wanted to do that. It felt strange to be here now. And a whole year seemed to endlessly long. But that was my chance. When else do you get the chance to go to New York? Another great thing was that a cousin of my dad lived here.

I can't remember how and why but someday my dad told me about his distantly related cousin and he searched for the address on his computer. His name was Brruce Banner and he lived in Manhattan. Many years ago he lived in Germany but that was before I was even born.

Dad told him from my exchange year plans and he wrote me an email. Bruce was so nice! He was some kind of scientist (I don't know exactly what he's doing) and he had countless doctor degrees.

He told me that he used to delved gammar rays and left Germay for that. Bruce lived in some kind of living community. But soon he told me that he and his friends were special. They were the Avengers.

I thought he was joking when I heard that but it's true. Bruce worked together with the Avengers and he himself was 'the Hulk'. You know that green giant monster that he turn into when he is angry. I asked my father but he didn't know about the Avengers. Bruce assured me that he's telling the truth and that he was hiding his green identity from the news. He said he wasn't dangerous anymore. He had it (the other one) in control.

Then he told me more about his friends. The Avengers. I could remeber New York massacre from 2012. Where the Avengers first came together to fight an evil alien army. The message that earth was not the only planet with living beings flooded the news back then. Gods, Titans and Monsters where everywhere. We even spoke in school about it. Most of it sounded like bullshit but the scenes from the destroeyd city were still stuck in my head. Bruce told me that the attack from the god Loki where their first mission. The reason why they assembled. Now they were a team. Fighting against the evil of this world.

And that's where I wanted to go! At first I hesitated. I mean who want to live together with superheroes who risk theri lives everyday!?

But at the end I decided to go. Bruce said there wouldn't be any problems. They didn't had a mission lately. And if so, a secret organisation would handle it. Bruce's stories made me curious. I googled everyone of his friends and got more and more excited. I wanted to get to know this group!

And now I stood here at the airport in Manhattan and waited for Bruce. When he told me his friend Thor was a norse god, I went through the whole internet to find information about him. I loved the norse mythology and everything that had to do with it. I only found the old sagas but I still binge-read them. I got the chance to meet a real god!

But when Bruce said Thor wouldn't be there I was really disappointed. In Asgard, Thors homeland, he was always needed. Right now they have some trouble with dark evles, Bruce said. He was sorry that I couldn't meet Thor personally but he tried to cheer me up and told me his brother would be there. Also a god. But then he told me that Thor's brother (his name was Loki) had been the one who sent the alien army to New York. I almost cancelled the flight. That guy was a mass murderer! I wasn't suicidal!

But Bruce said there was no need for that. Loki was actually quite nice. And the Avengers were kinda babysitting him and would protect me. Loki was on earth to atone for what he did. So Odin sent him to the Avengers - Loki's arch enemies.

Three weeks before the flight Bruce wrote in an email that Thor was back on earth and that he would stay for a while. So I got the chance to meet two gods! Thor even brought his girlfriend Jane.

So here I was. In the middle of New York. Waiting for Bruce to show up. Suddenly, someone tapped onto my shoulder. I turned around. It was Bruce, holding a to go coffee in his right hand.

"Heeyy! Welcome to New York!" He hugged me and I smiled over my whole face. It was like I'd known him my entire life.

[lovelykei]

Haikyuu boyfriends on insta pt. 4‼️

These are pretty fun to make even tho it takes me a hot minute 🥵

I’m really glad to see you guys enjoying these! So here’s part 4!

(I’m currently working on the flower shop requests and another boyf on insta request so have these crumbs while I get my shit together 😀)

The bois: Kuroo, Tsukishima, Kenma

Kuroo:

I think it’s pretty canon that Kuroo wears the big boy pants in any relationship really

So today you had decided to steal the big boy pants and wear them yourself 😤

Holding the door open to let him walk first

Keeping him on the safe side of the road

Today you were a ✨gentleman✨

You guys were on your way to hang out with some friends that you hadn’t seen in a while

Being 3rd years truly drained you both

Ngl at first Kuroo was probably like ??????wtf

And there were probably a lot of times when he just ripped the big boy pants off of you unconsciously

“Babe be careful here hold on to my arm”

“O okay🥺🥺”

Cue 3 seconds later

“😳no no you’re holding on to my arm and being careful testu😤”

“Babe you can’t reach” listen those little handles on the train??? They’re way too far up

N e ways exceptions had to be made and you had to hold on to your big boi Kuroo 😔

But only for a while because a few stations later people had started to get off and there was more room to move

Your friends had gotten on the train by now and you guys were heading to ‼️the final destination ‼️

Y’allwereonyourwaytoaVRarcade

Your friends quickly caught on that you were acting like Kuroo and that’s when one of them came up with the brilliant idea

“You should do the whole kissing thing u know? The one where one leans back and you lean forward” (idk what it’s called this is my best attempt at explaining 😔)

You immediately agreed and got excited to show just how big the big boy pants were

Ofc Kuroo agreed bc wbk you’re /both/ crackheads

What you didn’t account for, was his weight in your boiled spaghetti arms 😔

The picture you see up there is one of “10 pictures taken before disaster”

The second after this picture you were both tumbling down to the cold hard ground on the train😔

Kuroos ass? Broke. Your knees? Broke. Your friends? Laughing so hard they broke.

Maybe the big boy pants were too big on you after all 😔

But we love dom daddy Kuroo so it’s okay 🥺💓

Tsukishima:

Remeber the insta post about Ushijima?? Where he’s bent all weird to hug you??

Yeah that won’t happen with our boy skinny penis Tsukishima

Which is why you had to find some way to reach his lips if you wanted a kiss

And that’s why we’re here 😔

You guys had been at the cinema with the other first years and we’re now walking around just chatting

You were holding Keis hand swinging it back and forth as you talked animatedly with Yachi.

One thing led to another and to be completely honest you weren’t sure how you ended up in this situation-

But now you were jumping trying to reach Keis face to give him a smooch

Yachi was laughing saying how she told you so

Tsukishima was smirking bc he’s a ******* ***** ** **** 😇

So you simply did what you had to do

Parkour’ing moving your way forward untill you found what you were looking for 😤

A bench 😃

So anyone else might’ve just walked over there calmly and stood on it but nO

You dragged that noodles lookin ass with you as you zoomED🏃🏻‍♂️🏃‍♀️🏃

And that’s the story of how it took you a good 20 minutes to get a boyfriend from your kiss a kiss from your boyfriend

Luckily Yachi took a picture and now you have a new lock screen 🥺✨

Kenma

Listen,, you aren’t an outdoorsy person

In fact you generally prefer to stay inside in your room with Kenma

But you and Kenma hadn’t gone on a date in so long 🥺

A gaming date would be fun but it wouldn’t be a date bc you always do that

Neither would a cooking date be one

Or a movie date

Basically at home there’s nothing to do that you guys don’t already regularly do

SO you wanted to go camping bc why not 😀

“Y/n there was a bug in the living room 1 week ago and you weren’t able to step a foot there until yesterday”

“But we’ll be in a tent”

“You’re allergic to pollen and grass”

“B bu-“

“Not to mention you wouldn’t survive without the ac bc you overhear”

“Alright alright I get it” 😔

So- there goes your hopes and dream

Or so you thought ✨

Kenma is the best boyfriend tbh.. he’s always thinking ahead and somehow always finds a way to do things you want to do but in a way that ensures both of you 100% enjoyment

So when you got home after a long day you were confused

Why is there a tent? In the living room?? Decorated with fairy lights????

“We’re going camping, without bugs and allergies.. and with WiFi and a comfortable sleeping place”

You didn’t know what to say, or what to do so you just kinda stood there 😲~shook~😲

“I also got snacks”

That’s all you needed to run into your shared room, get into kenmas comfortable clothes, bring some plushies and zoom back out to the living room.

Kenma just chuckled and patted the spot infront of the laptop but before you went and kissed the **** out of him you had one last important business.

Turn the aircon on high😤 bc you’ll be damned if you don’t end up getting cuddles bc you’re overheating 😤

And well that’s how you spent your weekend, in your little living room tent with your boyfriend. Cuddling, laughing, kissing and all that good stuff 🥺

[skzfairies]

coming clean

time: december 2019

pairing: yuri x yuqi + ateez

summary: yuri wants to tell her members about yuqi and her, but isn’t sure what their reactions would be. with great courage, she finally tells them, and was relieved at the response.

“yuqi...can i ask you something?” yuri asked, she was currently sitting at her desk, facetiming yuqi. today was ateez’s rest day, and yuri was spending the majority of it talking to yuqi. they would hang out, but yuqi insisted that yuri stay home, to relax her muscles, which yuri was extremly greatful for, her muscles were very sore, from the long pratices ateez had.

“of course, you can ask me anything!” yuqi said, smiling at yuri reassuringly, and yuri took a deep breath.

“should i tell my members about...well us?” yuri awkwardly chuckled, looking down at the chipped paint on the desk. she wanted to tell her members about her and yuqi badly, but she wasn’t sure how it would go down. the whole situation scared her, and she wasn’t for sure if yuqi even felt comfortable with her members knowing.

“i was thinking the same thing, but with my members. i want to tell mine, i mean, i don’t see a problem with telling them at all. it is scary though, even the thought of standing in front of them is scary.” yuqi said, shivering after she said that, which made yuri laugh a little. she was glad that she wasn’t the only one that was nervous.

“yuqi, you have an advantage. you have like, five members you need to tell, while i have eight.” yuri huffed.

“that is true, but i thought you said some of your members already knew?“ while that was true, some of yuri’s members did know, but they didn’t know the complete story.

“yeah, but hongjoong is the only one that knows for sure that we are dating. seonghwa, jongho, and wooyoung probably know we are dating too, but i haven’t told them directly, you know? and yeosang just knows i like girls, i don’t think he has a clue about you, though. and it would be weird if i only gathered certain members, i feel like they would get mad if some knew before others.” yuri sighed, she knew when she told them that it was going to be chaotic, anything always will be chaotic when ateez is there.

“how about this, we both tell our members by the end of the week, and we come back with the results?” yuqi suggested, and yuri agreed. she could do that, she just needed to find the courage.

the girls talked some more, but yuqi had to go get ready for her own schedule, and yuri was left to her own thoughts. she was wondering on how she would manage to get all of the members in one place with out any of the staff, and what she would even say. should she just say it straight forward with on sentence, or should she give them a whole speech?

“whatcha thinking about there, mimi?” hongjoong said, walking next to her to grab something from the desk, seeming to have had entered the room without yuri noticing.

“i need advice, and i need it now.” yuri huffed, and pouted down toward hongjoong. he looked up at her and chuckled, shaking his head before sitting down on the beanbag next to the desk, and gestured for yuri to continue.

“yuqi and i both made a deal to tell our members that we are dating, and i regret agreeing to it now. what do i even say? how do i even do it? should i even do it?” yuri said, and threw her head in her arms, staring intensly at the desk now. she was so stressed out, there was no way that any of this could happen smoothly.

“yuri, i think you should tell them. they might be jokingly upset that you didn’t tell them sooner, but none of them would feel like you betrayed them, i think. if you weren’t giving it your all now though, it would be differnent. but your working even harder now, i think. so i don’t think any of them will be upset. and yuri, do you remeber us talking about having a movie night tommorow? just tell them then, they’ll be happy that you trust them with this.” hongjoong said, and yuri thought about his words. he was right, the members had no reason to be truly upset over her dating yuqi, because it hasn’t changed her work at all.

but telling them tomorow, yuri wasn’t so sure. even with hongjoong’s reassurance, she was still extremly nervous. it felt like she was about to present in front of class again, and she hated it. she would always let the nerves get the best of her in those moments.

“i’ll stand up there with you, if you want.” hongjoong gently said, looking at yuri’s still stressed out expression. yuri could feel her body relax slightly, and nodded towards hongjoong.

“yeah, that would be helpful. could you?” yuri asked, hongjoong nodded. yuri sighed, she had to do this one day or another, and it might as well be now.

[one day later]

yuri was now sitting on the couch, she was on the end with hongjoong beside her, and they were both waiting for the rest of the members to come back after showering and changing.

tonight, yuri would come clean about her dating yuqi to all of her members. she planned it all in her head last night, but even with all the preperation and enourgement from hongjoong, she was still nervous. she couldn’t shake off the nerves, no matter how hard she tried.

“yuri, you can do this, i believe in you.” hongjoong said to the girl, as if he could feel her anxious aura. he gently grabbed her hand, and squeezed it, and yuri could feel herself calm. she could do this, hongjoong would be right there next to her, holding her hand.

more and more members came piling in onto the couch, and yuri could feel her heart racing in her chest. only two more members had to come to the living room, and then yuri had to tell them. she was thinking about backing out, but she knew that there was no way hongjoong would let her. she sighed in defeat, no matter how badly it goes, at least she tried, right?

mingi and wooyoung finally sat down onto the couch, and hongjoong popped up, yuri getting dragged up along with him. now or never yuri, now or never.

“before we start, yuri would like to tell you all something.” hongjoong chirped, pulling yuri out from behind him where she was trying to hide, and held her infront of him.

yuri gulped, and looked around the members, they were all staring at her, she quickly shook her head and covered her eyes, she could hear some of the members cooing, and that just made her more embarssed.

“um..i’m covering my eyes right now because...you are all scary, but um, what i wanted to say was um, i’m kind of dating yuqi. from g-idle.” yuri spoke, and she cringed when multiple gasps were let out from her members, and before she knew it, questions were being thrown at her.

“since when?” san shrieked, standing up in shock, mingi standing up along with him, even more shocked. he was her best friend, how did he not know this?

“that explains why you are always so....weird when you go out with yuqi.” yeosang said, remebering yuri either acting like she was floating, or being extremly hyper.

“i knew it all along, wooyoung big brained, yup that’s right.” wooyoung smirked, leaning back and crossing his legs, and yuri was extremly overwhelmed, she did wasn’t sure on how to deal with this situation, so she just let it unfold by it’s self, which turned out to be a really bad idea.

“you all are dumb, i was the first to figure out yuri liked her, even before she did!” jongho yelled, and all of the members looked over him in shock, a lot of them wearing betrayed faces.

“how could he knew before me! i thought we were destined bestie’s?” mingi whined, pouting at jongho, he looked like an absolute child at this moment, and yuri couldn’t help the small chuckle that fell out of her lips.

“wait who all knew about this?” yunho asked, looking at yuri in confusion.

“hongjoong oppa, seonghwa oppa, wooyoung, and jongho knew. but wooyoung and jongho found out by themselves. hongjoong oppa and seonghwa oppa have room mate privledges.” yuri chuckled, laughing at the secound up roar that happened.

“wooyoung, how could you not tell me? i feel so betrayed right now.” san huffed, and wooyoung evilly chuckled.

all of them playfully argued for a bit, until seonghwa finally broke the bickering and added his genuine thoughts.

“thank you for trusting us all with this, yuri-ah. and i think we can all agree that we are glad you found someone who can make you extremly happy.” seonghwa said, and yuri softly smiled. she was glad that her members were so supportive, she felt so loved by them, she always has.

“yeah, even though i can’t believe my best friend privledges don’t over power room mate privledges, i’m still really happy for you. i’m happy as long as your happy.” mingi said, and yuri laughed at him, and then smiled around the room.

“thanks for being so supportive guys, now let’s get this movie rolling!” yuri yelled, and all of the members cheered and clapped, hongjoong and her sitting back down, and started the movie.

“i’m really proud of you, yuri, for telling all of them.” hongjoong whispered, smiling at yuri.

“i couldn’t have done it with out you.” yuri replied, resting her head onto hongjoong’s shoulder. as long as she was in ateez, she felt like she had the strength to do anything.

[buckyhad]

Tangled (Bucky Barnes x Stark!reader)

I. Kids.

Summary: Since tony met you, he keep you safe in the tower, but Bucky has another idea about that.

Or

A Rapunzel avenger story.

Warnings: mention of death, minor violence, Bucky with a hurt ego.

Word counting: 1,3k

Note: if you see a mispelling let me know. Also if you want to be added to the masterlist tell me or reblog. Lots of love.

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"This is the story of how I died." Bucky started narrating. "Don't worry, this is actually a very fun story. And the truth is, it isn't even mine. This is the story of a girl, named (Y/n). And it starts, with the sun. Now, once upon a time, a single drop of sunlight fell from the heavens."

He made a dramatic pause.

"Turning into a golden flower.

It had the ability to heal the sick, and injured. Oh, it can make your most desired dream come true too. Remeber that, it's kinda of important."

"There was a lovely couple in a small town, everyone loved them, she was about to have a baby, and she got sick, really, sick. She was running out of time. And that's when people usually start to look for a miracle. Or in this case, a magic golden flower."

"The magic of the golden flower, healed the woman. A healthy baby girl, was born. With beautiful hair. I'll give you a hint. That's (Y/n). To celebrate her birth, the couple launched a flying lantern into the sky. For that one moment, everything was perfect. And then that moment ended." Bucky sighed "Everyone wanted to ask for a wish, so they started to wait outside the little girl's home just to make it, the rumour spread fast and people from everywhere started going to the town." He finished.

My mother became sick again when I was 11, and my dad wasn't my dad anymore, no without her.

I was almost twelve when she died. It was awful.

But not as awful as losing my dad three months after that.

Thats when I met Tony Stark. Bumping into him while crying on the street.

Long story. Short, Tony saved me and was like my father since then.

"save what was lost, bring back what once was mine, what once was mine." I sang while Tony brushed my hair.

"You're gonna make me younger kiddo." Tony he said.

"Sorry dad." I smiled.

After what happened in my home town, I moved to the stark tower. A hidden part.

Tony say that the world was dangerous for someone with my gift.

*8 years later*

Pascal, my cat, hides behind a flower pot.

He was my best friend, a brown cat with big yellow eyes.

I shoved aside the curtains and screamed "HAH! Hmm, Well... I guess Pascal's not hiding out here.".

Pascal chuckles, then I snatches him up with my hair. He shrieks.

"Gotcha!!! That's twenty two for me. How about twenty three, out of forty five?." Pascal shakes his head no, tired of the same game. "Okay, well, what do you want to do?." Pascal points his tail out the window, indicating outside. "Yeah, I don't think so. I like it in here and so do you." Pascal pouts. "Oh, come on Pascal, it's not so bad in there."

"7a.m. the usual morning lineup, starting the chores I sweep 'til the floors all clean. Polish and wax, do laundry and mop and shine up. Sweep again, and by then it's like 7:15. So I'll read a book, or maybe two or three. I'll add a few new paintings to my gallery. I'll play guitar, and knit, and cook and basically. Wonder when will my life, begin. Then after lunch, it's puzzles, and darts and baking. Paper-mache , a bit of ballet, and chess. Pottery, and ventriloquy, candle making. Then I'll stretch, maybe sketch. Take a climb, sew a dress, and I'll re-read the books. If I have time to spare, I'll paint the walls some more, I'm sure there's room somewhere. And then I'll brush, and brush, and brush, and brush my hair. Stuck in the same place I've always been. And I'll keep wondering, and wondering, and wondering... Wondering, just when will my life begin?' ."

Bucky, Sam and Steve were jumping from building to building before stopping on top of one. The biggest one.

"Wow! I could get used to a view like this." Bucky smiled.

"Buck , come on." Steve warned him.

"Hold on Steve. Yep, I'm used to it. Guys, I want a building."

"We do this job, you can buy your own building." Sam laughed at his friend.

Once inside the castle a guard sneezes.

"Oh, hay fever?." Bucky asked.

"Yeah." The guard turns around to see Bucky leaning against the pedestal, with the bracelet in his hand. The guard turns back around. "Huh?." After a second of thinking he realised that sometime was wrong. The guard turns around again and sees Bucky, who is now escaping through the roof. "Wait, what? Hey, wait!."

"Can't you picture me in a castle of my own?" The three men were running of the police now. "I mean, I certainly can. Oh, the things we've seen and it's only eight in the morning. Gentlemen, this is a very big day."

I sighed after a really boring afternoon, waiting for tony to come back with the movies i asked. "This is it. This is a very big day, Pascal. I'm finally going to do it. I'm going to ask him."

"So, dad, earlier I was saying tomorrow’s a pretty big day, and you didn't really respond, So I'm just going to tell you. It's my birthday!"

"No, no, no can't be. I distinctly remember. Your birthday was last year."

"That's the funny thing about birthdays. They're kind of an annual thing. Dad, I'm turning nineteen. And I wanted to ask, what I really want for this birthday. Actually, what I’ve wanted for...quite a few birthdays now, I want to see the lanterns."

"You mean the stars?."

"Tony knew what she means, he was the one who made sure everyday in her birthday were lanterns in the sky" Bucky narrated.

"Excuse me, this is my part of the story."

"Sorry, my bad."

"No, there are this lanterns, and it happen to be in all of my birthdays."

"No, no, it can't be. You can see the stars from here honey, I can even bring you a telescope if you want." I was dissapointed, of course I was, it was my dream!.

"Fine, a telescope." Tony hughed me.

Back in the city the guys, running to their home in the tower, they saw a big drawing of the three.

"No, no no. This is bad, this is very, very bad, This is really bad." Bucky panicked. "They just can't get my nose right."

"Who cares." Sam chuckled.

"Well it's easy for you to say. You guys look amazing," He was truly hurt, how can they made him so ugly and his friends so handsome?. "All right, okay. Give me the keys, and I'll let you in." He panted.

"Give us the satchel first." Steve saw the hurt in his best friend's face after the picture, and with a ruined ego he has to make sure that the plan was finished.

"Wha..? I just... I can't believe, that after all we've been together, you don't trust me. Ouch."

"Now, pretty boy." Sam added.

"Sorry, my hands are full." Bucky smirked showing them the keys in his hand and running to a alley.

"What? BARNES!." Steve screamed. "Dammit! I knew it."

"Gonna kill him." Sam murmured.

"Retrieve that satchel with any force. We got him now, Maximus." Natasha, the captain of the guard told to her horse.

No one knows why she has a horse.

She chases Bucky. "C'mon Barnes, don't make this harder."

"Sorry Nat, our lifes are boring now, had to add a little bit of emotion." He pushed Natasha, and jump on top of Maximus.

"Go! Heyah! Come, fleabag, forward. No. No, stop it. HAH! AHHHHH!" Maximus tried to bite him.

So he jumped. "Catch me creature."

He entered the tower with the animal hot in his heels. "How can a horse get in here, damn Tony." He murmured to himself while going up the stairs, stopping and looking around he frowned. "Where the hell am I".

Bucky wasn't the smartest person in the world,

"Hey! That's rude."

So instead of going back, he opens a door and entered the unknown place.

"Alone at last." He sighed.

"And everything turned black."

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[yn-dreamlife]

Our Princess

Ok so like I don't know if ya’ll have seen the interview or whe=atever where BTS dresses up as Princes and then proceed to like kiss each other on the cheek and stuff but imagine like you're there and they dress you up as a princess and like.... yeah. (Heres the interview if you haven't seen it)

BTS x reader (OT7 x reader)

Genre: fluff

Warnings: fluff, low-key smut/lemon, mentions of smut, cuteness, nicknames, eventual shy reader use of the word daddy/daddies (like once)

Images not mine just found them on the internet but I did make the collage.

As I sneak into the back of the building I have to stifle a gleeful giggle at the sound of my boyfriends laughter. I can tell at this moment its Namjoon and Taehyng laughing and my heart swells at the thought of them. 

I truly am blessed to have such seven amazing boyfriends. And im blessed to have a friend who's willing to sneak me into this interview, of course I could have just told them the truth and come with them but this would be better. 

I just got back from my world tour and while most of it they where with me the last month (give or take) they had to return home. They called me to ask when I would be home and when I heard they where having an interview at the place my friend works I quickly lied so I could surprise them. 

They’ve done it to me tons of times before, it’s only fair I get to do the same. And hey if this happens to be how we officially tell the fans we’re together then I’m okay with that. Sadly im not actually sure what this interview is and y/f/n wouldn't tell me. 

“y/f/n!” I groan as she drags me away from where my feet were already carrying me. 

“Sorry y/n/n but I gotta get you in the proper attire first.” She says winking. 

I look at her suspiciously “you’re not sending me out in lingerie or some shit right?” She sputters before quickly yelling at me in a hushed whisper how they don't do that here and I couldn't help but chuckle, “just checking.” 

She rolls her eyes pushing me into a room and locking the door behind us, sometimes the boys need to leave an interview during break just to be alone and it would ruin the surprise of me being here if one barged in. 

As I finally look around I gape at the big ball gown right in the center. “Woah! What lucky duck gets to where that?!” I gasp admiring the beautiful dark blue dress. 

“You” She states like its a simple fact like humans need to breathe. 

“M-me- What?!” I look at her dumb founded and she just smiles. 

“Mmmhmmm!” She hum happily pulling it off the mannequin. I waste no time undressing and quickly putting the dress on before she changes her mind or something. 

I feel giddy as the dress slides on my body. “y-y/f/n” I stutter out staring at myself in the mirror as she quickly applies some makeup and puts my hair up in an elegant updo. 

“Hmm?” she hums.

“I look-” You pause truly speechless. 

“Absolutely amazing?” You nod silently, “of course you do! With me as your stylist where could you go wrong?!” She chirps happily as she looks at her watch. 

“Are we to late? Did this take to long?!” I ask worried trying to ignore my growing disappointment. 

“What?! No! Just trying to see if they’re all dressed and ready. You’re going to be the last one to go as our surprise guest.... and it looks like its time!” She says as her phone chimes. 

I stand up hands sweaty so I wipe them on a towel. “Wont they see me as I enter?” 

She shakes her head, “no they’ll be turned around and blindfolded incase someone tries to peak.” She says winking, “oh and you will be too!”

“What?!” I exclaim shocked.

“Yep... haha kinda for the whole beginning half.” she says scratching the back of her neck. 

“W-wha -why?!” I asked in a hush voice as she leads me out of the room. 

“You’ll see.” She whispers placing a silky blindfold carefully on my face, not tight enough to ruin my makeup. I sigh as we continue walking.

“Alright boys! Are you guys excited?!” y/f/n asks excitedly. she whispers for you to sit back and you do so carefully. 

“Yes!” Jungkook says excitedly. “I want to see this mysterious beautiful princess!” I can hear the smile in his voice and ignore the slight ache. ‘He’s doin it for the fans, they dint know about us yet.’ I remind myself. 

“May I ask a question?” I hear Namjoon ask. 

“Of course!” y/f/n says. 

“How old is this princess?” He asks I assume I’m supposed to answer but a hand is slapped over my mouth before I can do so. 

“She’s around all of your age!” she says quickly as Namjoon hums thoughtfully. You nod remebering they don't know its you yet. 

“Can I please please please take the blindfold off now?!” I hear Hoseok asks and I almost ‘aww’ at him but I refrain. 

“No.” y/f/n, states simply. “-First” she says cutting of there groans of frustration. “I want you to guess who it is.” She says, “Or who you hope for it to be.” 

“Papa Mochi!” I hear Jimin cheer happily and I almost bust out laughing but I quickly cover my mouth. 

“That’s a guy!” y/f/n says exasperated like she's heard this all day. 

“fine!” he groans, “ummm Kumiko!” Jimin says.

“Is that just a random person?” She asks and when I don't hear anything but a sigh from her I  assume he just shrugged. I shake my head smiling as I listen to a bunch of random names leave there lips. 

“Kaede” I hear Namjoon next.  

“Iva” Jungkook says

“Koge” Jin spoke next. 

Now it was Hobis turn “Rai”

Taehyng waited a second before also replying, “Risako”

“Ishi” Yoongi speaks calmly. 

“What do you all just have a random store of names in your head?!” Y/f/n asks exasperated. I can hear the smirk in her voice when she speaks next, “Surprised none you said your best friends name.”

“She’s still on tour.” Tae says rather roughly. 

“Calm,” Namjoon whispers but I still caught it, ‘just how close to them am I?’ I wonder reaching my hand out only to meet the fabric of someones shirt. 

“Wah!” He exclaims and I recognize it as Taehyung. ‘So I’m very close.’ I think  to myself. “Uh thanks...” he mutters moving his shoulder away. ‘cute.’ I think. 

“Jeez sore subject haha sorry folks,” she pauses and clears her throat before continuing. “Anywho go ahead and take off the blindfolds!” She says and as I go to reach for my own a hand on my wrists stops me. 

“Not you m-lady.” She says in a fake accent. I hit her hand away pouting. 

‘Lame.’ I think to myself bitterly. 

“If she can't see us why is it fair we get to see her?” Yoongi questioned. ‘Thank you!’ I thought exasperated. She groans. 

“ugh! fine! Party pooper, you can keep your mask on too!” She chirps and my shoulders sag, ‘so much for that.’ 

“Fine” he says and I can hear him sit back down. I hear the others collectively gasp as I assume they remove there masks. 

“What? Who is it?” Namjoon speaks this time, ‘so he kept his blindfold on too.’

“You two are gonna wanna see this!” I hear Jungkook say and I can hear the grin in his voice. It makes me smile and I wave shyly biting my lip. 

“Y-Y/n?!” I hear them both exclaim. My grin widens. 

“Y/f/n get this damn blindfold off me I want to see my bo-” I cut myself off, “My boys!” I say in a rush. She groans

“Okay but you'll have to wear it again for one of our games.” She states matter-o-factly. I Quickly rip it off and my smile gets impossibly larger as I see them all standing there. 

“Look at all of you!” I say grinning as I stare at all of them in there prince outfits. A noticeable warmth spreading to my cheeks, ‘shit they look really good.’ 

Before I can think more on how amazing they look I am quickly picked up and spun around by Namjoon. I laugh gleefully as he does so, me and him spent the least amount of time together on FaceTime over the past few weeks sadly, both busy at the wrong times. But that doesn't mean we didnt catch each other eventually. 

“Why didnt you tell us you where coming?” Jimin asks swiping in as soon as joon set me down to hug me and the rest of the boys followed. 

“To surprise you of course!” I say grabbing Yoongis cold hand as he pulls away. 

“Well it worked!” kook exclaimed.

“Yeah this is almost as good as papa mocha right jimin-ah?” Hobbi says nudging him. 

“Hey don't be like that!” He says as he stares at me helplessly. I laugh at this. 

“No, no I think chim would have preferred Papa Mocha right Jin?” I say looking at the handsome man. 

He smirks, “I dunno... maybe” I laugh bending over slightly as I do so missing the way all there yes where trained on me. 

“Alrght alright, enough of the gooey best-friend stuff!” y/f/n says. “We’re gonna take a break to give you seven time to prepare and poor y/n here time to enjoy herself before our next game.” she says about to walk away. 

“Wait! Whats the next game?!” I ask. 

“You’ll see.” As the cameras are turned off we are all sent away, the boys walk with my to ‘my room’ but we all know cameras where there to catch what would be said and whatnot so we stopped in the middle of both and I turned to all of them smiling widely. 

“You should have told us!” Taehyng grumbles as he clings onto you from behind nuzzling his head into your neck. 

“If I did that I wouldn't have been able to see you get all angry at the thought of me being away any longer.” I said bopping his nose and his own cheeks reddened. 

“Oh yeah, guess you heard that huh?” I make a mhm sound and he hides further in my neck as I giggle. 

“So kookie was I pretty enough to be worth it? Was I a good enough mysetery beauty princess?” I ask, he bends down cupping my cheek, “The only one who fits the bill,” he whispers placing a kiss on my lips. 

“Hey knock it off!” I say as a blush creeps its way onto my cheeks. They all laugh at that. 

We go to our own rooms and I sit waiting impatiently. Ten or so minutes later y/f/n comes back and pulls me into the room again and sits me back in the chair. 

“Okay so our next game is called... drumroll please!” All the boys smack there hands on there thighs, “Blush-rush!” She declares. 

“What?! Oh no!” I say exasperated “grrr curse you y/f/n!” I say shaking my fist at her as the boys laugh. 

“Yeah yeah thats the witches job not yours m-lady.” I scoff. “Ok! theres two rounds! One action round and one verbal round! y/n sets the boundaries, and you boys follow them but otherwise your good. Your goal? Make y/n blush as long and as deeply as possible.” She says looking to you to set the rules. 

“Ok obviously you boys know the no-no squares.” You say simply and they all chuckle nodding. “Okay, uhhhh I guess..Oh! No yelling in my ear!” You glare at Jungkook then remembering when you where still best friends and he screamed in your ear to wake you up, while acting out how he would wake his future girlfriend. 

He holds his hand up defensively and I shake my head at him smiling. “I don't know! You guys know me, so you know whats to far!” I said shrugging. They all nodded smiling, they know old boundaries of when we where trying to hide it from the fans are off the table, we’ve seen the theories and there isn't any negativity towards them so we figured why not.

If it comes out it comes out, if not then thats okay to. We’re happy ether way, it was a group decision. 

“Alrighty then lets get going!” She says smiling. “Boys pick which one you do first-” she gets cut off by an enthusiastic Namjoon. 

“Words!” He says quickly and all the boys quickly nod in agreement. I can't help but laugh. 

“Alrighty then y/n back on with the blindfold.” I groan but put it on anyways. 

it’s a long moment of silence before I hear anything at all, quickly thoughts of being alone flood into my mind but are quickly washed away by someones breathe hot on my ear. 

“Baby girl,” Instantly I recognize Jin, “you should have told us you where coming, we could have welcomed you home properly.” my eyes widen beneath my mask knowing full well what usually happens when we reunite. 

I clear my throat trying to avoid the blush on my cheeks. “Don't try to hide it princess,” Namjoon says his voice deep and on my other side, I can feel the warmth from the two bodies next to me. “You always react so well, such a beautiful blush.” 

This time I can't stop my cheeks from turning pink. “Little one~” It’s Jungkook, completely different from the excited adorable one who just minutes ago was excited to see a mysterious princess “doing so good, you’ve barely blushed so far.” He purrs but then chuckles deeply “Or you weren't blushing.” I groan slightly as I shift in my seat. 

‘Damnit only three of them have-’ “Hello Kitten,” ‘Yoongi, shit’. “Look at you, don't you look so pretty?” He says and I know if he could he would run his hands threw my hair right now. 

“Hello my little flower,” I hear another voice right next to my ear, ‘hello hobi’ I chuckle. “Something funny? Or you just like the way we’re making you feel?” I don't answer and he just chuckles at that. 

“Hello my little angel~” Jimin practically purrs into my ear just like Yoongi. “I love your dress, it would look better on my bedroom floor though, don't you think?” I try to shake off his words but of course the blush continues to grow.

I know who has to be coming next and I’m not surprised when I hear his deep voice, “Hi baby, are you happy to be surrounded by your daddies?” He whispers in my ear and by now the blush has moved down my necks and up to my ears. 

“Yes how are-” Jin gets cut off by y/f/n. 

“Alright alright!” She cuts in, “jeez guys I said make her blush, not kill her... you seven jeesh.” She pulls the blindfold off and I look up to see all seven of them around me smirks on there faces. 

‘uh-oh’ I look down not able to stare at them any longer, its to much I’m already warm enough. I didnt think they would be so.... suggestive. 

They chuckle as they see my cheeks warming up again. “I have to go cool off in the bathroom!” I say quickly standing up and moving to the hallway. I lean against a wall breathing deeply. 

“Damn you.” I sigh as I cover my face, even the after thought makes me blush.

“y/n?” I hear y/f/n, I look up at her smiling softly. “We can't make it a silent part, no one would no what they said and we all sign privacy policy contracts.” She said seriously. 

“Oh it’s fine I just was shocked really,” I huff out a laugh, “but lets make it silent, I want to see what our fans come up with.” She grins nodding. 

I go back out smiling reassuringly at the boys who all relax visibly. I sit back in the seat preparing myself for the next round. I breathe deeply as y/f/n gives the all clear as I watch Hobi approach. 

Truth be told I don't know what I was expecting but I wasn't expecting him to just sand in-front of me forcing eye contact, thats for sure. So when it got to be to much I quickly looked away, and thats how I knew I fell into the trap. His finger making its way under my chin to turn my face towards him as he leans in closer. 

And just when I think he might kiss me he pulls way smirking and I purse my lips to prevent a smile. So caught up in the moment I didn't realize Yoongi slipped behind me until I felt his hands move down my exposed shoulders only to go back up and move towards my collar bones. Goosebumps forming on my heated flesh. 

He drew his hands away drawing them close to my throat. Jimin also comes up not hesitating to move his hand from my cheek to my neck where he hovers placing slight pressure from his finger tips almost like from one of the first few videos he took of my where instead of doing the face smooshy thing he went and choked me. 

I know my face is beat red by now but there is still four more to go. I smile as Jungkook comes up to me, he wouldn't do anything to bad- I’m instantly proven wrong as his arms go around my middle, feather light touches moving over my sides the same way he does when I’m blindfolded and- ‘nope! don't go there then you WILL blush more!’ He smirks triumphantly knowing that was enough. 

Taehyung is much more.... pg I suppose as he peppers my face with kisses repeatedly, but I realize that that he was just to prepare me for when Namjoon sneaks up behind my sticking his face in my neck. He is sure to hide what exactly he’s doing by his position but I feel his lips moving up and down my neck going to the spot by my ear. 

Jin is the last, and what he does is simple but effective. He simply takes me off the chair and places me right onto his lap, and of course once again by now my face is beet red and they’ve surely beaten me since Hobi, but it was more fun to let them all go. 

After that the interview was basically done we stayed for about an hour more before we all decided to drive home. I was in my car with just Jungkook and Namjoon while the others went in there car. Im sitting in the back in Namjoon’s lap, yes there was a perfectly good seat beside him but honestly neither one of them cared and I loved the contact. 

We where stopped at a stop light the conversation at a comfortable silence when I spoke up. “You guys where very... open.” I say as I hide my face in Joons neck. he chuckles his hands moving up and down my back. 

“What can we say, not seeing you for, what a month? Add onto that the opportunity to publicly do anything we want with you, well we have to do everything we can.” he said smirking squeezing my hips. 

“Well not everything.” Jungkook says winking in the rear view mirror and once again I blush as a giggle leaves my lips. 

It’s a week later when I go onto youtube and find the latest conspiracy video for the eight of us shockingly. It’s videos of us over the whole time we had been dating, proof of the long time relationship. I smile as I show the boys and we reminisce on the old videos. 

I decide to post a picture on my instagram from the interview, one of the seven of them in there costumes and then one of me with each of them alone, namjoons was one of my favorites, not that I didnt love them all of them but one of the camera men caught the moment he picked me up and spun me around and I knew I would always treasure it. I put the caption, “My princes.” 

Seeing this they put a picture on there official insta saying “Our princess.” No one truly asked any questions, they all just knew. The comments where filled with friends saying finally, and fans agreeing saying how happy they where. And we where too. We truly would have a happily ever after. 

Hey guys my request an taglist’s are always open! Thank you!

[gurkiloni]

"I missed you"

Isaac Lahey x reader

Summary: You are a singer/songwriter and two years after Isaac left you you finally decide to write a song about it.

Warnings: fluff, angst, mentions of death

(y/n) Pov

Two years passed since Isaac left. Two years passed since your boyfriend left you without saying a word. Two years passed since Allison, Scott’s girlfriend, died. It was hard for the whole pack to process her death. But with the time passing it got better. But for you it was even harder because the loss of one of your best friends and the loss of your boyfriend, the boy you fell for the moment you met him. 

Sure it was hard but you didn’t want to bother your friends by loading your pain on them. So you played it cool and hid your pain behind a fake smile and all your friends fell for it and thought you were doing fine. 

But you clearly weren’t. The first two months you cried yourself to sleep and questioned your relationship you had with Isaac. 

 

Did he care so little that he wouldn’t even tell me that he was about to leave? 

He told Scott and the pack that he would leave and explained his reasons. So everyone knew. Except you. 

And that hurt more than anything else. 

After one year Isaac started to call you and you were so surprised but you still refused to talk to him

Since you were little you had an amazing singing voice and you learned how to play the guitar and the piano. When you started High School you wrote your first song. When you met Scott ans Stiles and were dragged into the supernatural stuff and had more inspiration to write songs. But no one besides Lydia, Allison and Isaac really knew about it. So after Allison died and Isaac left you just had Lydia to show your music to. You wrote your first song about Isaac when he had so much trouble with his father abusing him but you missed the chance to show him. Lydia and Allison encouraged you to do it but you missed the chance so you couldn’t.

(Never give up on you - Lucie Jones / Your song for Isaac)

With all the pain you had you felt like you had a lack of inspiration so you decided to talk to Lydia about it. 

“If you feel like you need inspiration why don’t you write about Isaac? I mean i know how you feel. We all do. We all know that he tries to call you at least every third day but you never pick up. You try to hide all of that sadness and pain but you don’t have to. So if you need inspiration just write about what happened. It could be a great way to express your feelings just like last time!”

After you thought about that you felt like it was a really great idea so you locked yourself in your room and tried to write a song about Isaac. After a few days you felt like you finished it and you called Lydia to show it to her.

She immediatly came over and was so exited to hear your first completed song. 

You sat behind your piano and started playing:

Dynasty - MIIA / Thats the song you wrote

You finished and looked at Lydia. She had tears welling up in her eyes. 

“Thats the most beatiful and emotional song i’ve ever heard!”

“Thanks Lydia, I really appreciate that!”

“You feel better now?” 

“Yeah, kinda. But what am I going to do with the song now?”

“Wait you do have a YouTube Channel right?” 

“I do … so?” 

“Why don’t you record it and put it on your YouTube?” 

“Wait … you serious?”

“Totally, this song is so amazing and i bet it would go viral. I know that that does not really matter to you but maybe it will help share your feelings? And besides you have suh an amazing voice that maybe some kind of a Producer will hear you and then could get super famous!” 

She looked at you with sparkles in her eyes and you kinda knew that she was right. So you decided to do exactely what she said. 

“Okey, fine. But i need help recording.”

“I’d love to assist you!”

After one day of recording and editing it together you were satisfied with the final result. When you wanted to upload it you were so nervous that Lydia ended up hitting the last button. Because you were beeing like a bundle of nerves she decided to take you to Scott’s house were Scott and Stiles were to watch a movie wich did calm you down a lot. 

For the next few days you haven’t looked how many views your song already had but after the fourth day you desperatly wanted to know. When you opened the site you could not believe your eyes. It was like your mind was playing tricks on you. The song had over 500.000 views and so many positive comments. 

You couldn’t believe it and you rushed over to Stiles’ house because Lydia would probably be there. After a little ring storm Lydia opened the door with a red face and a confused Stiles behind her. 

“(y/n) what the hell???”

“My song has over 500.000 views and not a single negative comment!”

You said rushing inside the house. For the first time since Allison died and Isaac left you wre truly happy again. Stiles who did not know what you were talking about was so confused when Lydia hugged you and the two of you started to squeal like you were crazy.

"Could you two please stop screaming?? What the hell is going on here?? What song??”, he asked clearly confused.

“(y/n) wrote a song to process the pain Isaac caused and i wanted her to post it on YouTube and now it was viewed so many times. Oh my gosh i can’t believe it, well i actually can because she sings like an angel!”, Lydia tried to explain.

You spent the rest of the evening with Lydia, Stiles and Scott who came over after he heard what happened and celebrated your success. When you went to go home you could feel your phone vibrate in your pocket. You got it out almost expecting to see his name. *Isaac calling*

 

Isaac Pov 

“Why is she not answering???”, he asked himself almost crying. Like you were he was tired of calling and you never picking up. He was tired because he knew what he did and how much it hurt. Not just himself. 

She definitely hates me. What have I done?

He threw his phone on his bed and tried to think how he could make up for it but part of him knew that he could never do it. No apologies were good enough for you to forget what he did and he knew that. But he still refuses to let you go. You were the best thing that ever happened to him. While he was thinking he remebered all the times the two of you had cuddeled and watched movies. All the times he sneaked in to your room when his father did what he could do best. All the times they slept in eachothers arms just loving eachothers presence. 

He could not distract himself from you and all the happy memories. That’s when he decided to search for something else to distract him. He didn’t want to start a new Netflix show so he opened YouTube. After scrolling a bit he found a video with a picture of your backside on it. He could not believe his eyes! 

Is that (y/n) ??? Is it really her ??? That can not be real !!!  

He had to click on the video and when your voice started to sing his heart skipped a beat. He then realised that this song was about him. You wrote this song about him. His crumbled with the thought of you singing with tears in your eyes singing about the pain he had caused. He listened to the song multiple times before he made his decision.

Back to (y/n) Pov

After your graduation you had a lot time to work on your songs and alot of time to make up your mind about what you wanted to do after school. You were sure you wanted to do something with music but you were not so sure if your voice and your songs were good enough to actually do that for a living. 

You were alone at home so you sat down at your piano and played one of your favourite songs you wrote. 

Never give up on you - Lucie Jones

Even though you wrote this song for Isaac it was still one of your favourite songs because it was so emotional and you literally put your heart into writing this song. 

Moments after you ended you heard a knock at your door. You hurried to open it even though you were not expecting anyone. When you saw who was standing in front of your front door you were surprised. Isaac was the last person you expected to come to your house in the evening.

“What are you doing here Isaac ??”, you asked without hiding your confusion.

“I-I wanted to talk to you. You haven’t answered your phone and … ”

“And ?”

“I want to apologize!”, he said with this irresistible look in his blue eyes. “Could I please come in?”, he asked hesistantly.

“Come in ...”

You were not sure what to say. He hurt you. So much. Not just by leaving. But by leaving without a word. He told the pack, he told Scott and Stiles. But he didn’t tell you. He did not tell his own girlfriend. 

“I know that I hurt you. I know that. I know what i did. And i also know that you will not just let me in your life again. But i want you to know that i am so, so sorry! I can’t apologize enough! I-I … ”

“Isaac you left without saying a word. You told everyone. You told Scott, you told Stiles, you told Derek. Why did you not tell me ?? I was the only one not knowing. Do you know how that feels? I thought I meant something to you. I even thought you loved me I like love you.”

“I did love you and i still do !!!”

“So why did you not tell me?”, you asked with tears in your eyes.

“I don’t know. I just couldn’t!”

“Great explanation, Lahey!”, you said voice soaked with sarcasm. “If that’s what you wanted to tell me you can leave now!”, you added voice slightly cracking.

“No please, listen. I know what i did and i did not come here expecting you to forgive me. But i can’t live my life when you’re not in it. I wan’t you to be in my life. And if it’s just as a friend. I would be fine with that but please let me be a part of your life again.”, he basically begged.

You could not answer immedietly but you knew that if you would let him walk away again you would regret it. After all he did you still loved him and you couldn’t change that. 

“Fine, Lahey, I will give you another chance.”, you gave in. “But if you will hurt me again I will kill you!”

“Friends?”, he asked hesitantly.

“There was a time where i could be just a friend to you but this time is over. I don’t think I could be just a friend when I know what it’s like to be your girlfriend.”, you said slightly smirking. 

With one big step he was with you and you were in his arms pressed against his chest. 

“I missed you so much!”

“I missed you too!”

Well i hope you liked it. I really thought that it would be more difficult to write in english. But it is surprisingly not much harder than writing in german.

[ariexel]

i confessed to the guy i like about a week ago. he said that he likes me too, but is still trying to decide between me and another girl. he told me today that he chooses her cuz of my bad mental health. my problems messing this up for me too hurts more then not getting to date him

Well anon the thing is, if he didn’t want to be with you because of your bad mental health than I think you also don’t want to be with him. Because if you truly like someone (and I am not gonna get in the love territory) you like them despite their problems, so if this guy didn’t like you engouh to like you whole then I think it’s for the best you aren’t togheter.

Now the important thing is, it’s not your fault alright?(I don’t really know if you do feel gulity I am just kinda going blind) I myself when something doesn’t work (relationship I mean) I tend to blame everything on me, but it’s not true because relationships are a two way street and both sides have a fault.

you just gotta see what the best choice for you is right now and do that. I would suggest moving on from him, but don’t hold a gruge, on you or him, nor that girl. I’m gonna assume that you feel angry, and it’s reasonable feel angry and sad and everything don’t hold it in, beacuse it’s not ok, but also don’t take it out on people. Maybe a hobby if you have?

If you go to a therapist, if you haven’t already done that, talk to them about it and how it made you feel. If not a therapist, then a close friend who you feel comfortable sharing with and that knows what happened.Just get it out of your system and also sometimes telling the story helps you understand it better. It’s kinda hard when people judge you because of your bad mental health, or to act like they are your entire personality.

I am not the best at relationships, but I do have some experience with mental issues. The thing is it will be alright even if it doesn’t feel like that.Just gather some friends go out, or stay in, and distract yourself for a while, then when you feel better think about this thing.

Now I know some people might say to me: “But isn’t it the boy’s fault? For not liking her bc of her mental issues?”

It might seem like that, and maybe it is close to crossing the line and being a jerk, but not really. Because rather than him just being with anon despite the fact that he doesn’t really want to (and being with someone just for the sake of it or just because you don’t wanna hurth them and say no DOESN’T HELP EVER) , he told her straight “hey I don’t think I really wanna be with you”. And maybe just maybe, he was scared? That he isn’t gonna be able to help anon or that he doesn’t have the ability?I don’t know those are details and I don’t know these people.

But no he isn’t a jerk (from what I read) because it’s the same as saying “Hey I don’t think I really wanna be with you because of your job/friends/personality/etc”

Because consider this: if he got with her, he would become her support system, and that is normal that’s what loved ones are for but ,and please no one take offense in this, you have to genuinely what to help that person to be able to support them the best , because if not and if you just do it for the sake of it , it can cause harm for both sides.

But also, anon you are not a burden. You mental health isn’t a burden. And you will never be a burden. Because there are people out there who will listen to you and your story even if you don’t know them yet.

I am trying to go around this the best I can ,not to offense or upset someone, don’t listen to me 100% because I don’t know the entire situation but to sum it up:

step back for a second and think about things (distract yourself, let your mind and thoughts settle, then come and think rationally)

Then decide what is best for you (I suggested to move on but you know youref better)

Remeber yourself through this entire process : “It’s not your fault, nor your mentall health’s fault, nor the boys or the girls. I am worthy, and I will always be. And I am not a burden, and I never will be”

I am not taking anyones side in this! I want you to remeber that, because right now I want to give my opinion as an “observer” and I don’t know the details so if I made mistakes or claimed wrong things I am sorry.

This is the best I can do in an advice, sorry if it doesn’t help at all! But thank you for being the first ask like this!

Hope you are doing better, but just know that everything will be better.

[exosmuttytalk]

Guardian

Characters: Do Kyungsoo, unnamed female OC (told from the perspective of DO)

Genre: angst.

Rating: mature.

Warning: this deals with topics darker than my usual. Death, suicide and mental health problems mentioned. Proceed with caution and take care!

Summary: there is no summary because the core happening of the story is what makes it as a whole, so you gonna have to read to find out lol

(excuse weird formating, I'm on mobile)

First thing I noticed the moment after you quietly stepped through the front door were the deepest dark circles I'd ever seen rimming your eyes.

Your eyes had always been beautiful. Big and bright, they usually shone with a mischievous spark of intelligence and expressivity. Many times I looked at you and wondered how it was me who became the actor when you seemed able to tell stories with your eyes. On the rarer occasion, your eyes also warned me of the times you slipped closer to your darker-than-reality inner world, that one you were able to scape from when you were barely older than a teenager, through sheer will, family support and a necessary dose of drugs to balance your neurotransmitters. But the longer we were together, the more fulfilled your professional life became, the better relationships you held with other people, the more you enjoyed your hobbies, the more seldom I got to see those hints of sadness barely concealed behind fake content smiles.

This time was not one of those rare times. This time, when I looked at you, I felt genuine fear for you.

This time, your eyes did not show sadness. They didn't even look tired. They were just...completely indifferent. They glossed over our living room and didn't even acknowledge my presence, although I had occupied my usual spot at the armchair for quite a few hours already. 

Greetings weren't exchanged either. 

I vaguely remembered last night's fight. Even though we used to pride ourselves in the fact that communication was easy for us, daily life, stress fuelled by our jobs and our inability to sometimes see each other as often as we wanted would put a strain on any relationship. But we always managed to solve those issues. They were never such a big deal for us. Or were they? 

As you carelessly dropped your oversized folder on top of the dining table, I remembered about the project you needed to hand in at the end of this week. 

"How did they like the design this time?" My question was aimed towards finding out what may have caused the icy expression in your eyes. You adored your job at the firm you and some colleagues had set up a few years after you finished your architecture studies. You never missed an opportunity to  ramble on and on about what was your life's passion project; even though most of the times I wasn't able to follow every explanation, I was always happy to listen. 

Not this time. You turned on your heels swiftly and walked into the kitchen, followed closely by Jackie, but leaving me behind with my unanswered question. 

Was it bad enough to deserve this silent treatment? 

I could hear you rummaging through the shelves and then I saw you making your way back to the living room, Jackie swiftly walking behind you. You always cradled Jackie for a little while before opening the can of delicious cat food that would go into her plate. You absolutely adored that little rescue cat and the feeling was mutual; a relationship I had never been able to partake in. But this time, you simply dumped the contents of the can into the bowl and gave the animal a absentmindedly pat on the head. You didn't even look at her. 

After that, you lied down across the sofa in the same clothes you'd gone to work in and pulled out your phone and headphones. That made me wonder where my own phone could be. I was always aware of my terrible memory even if there were more pressing issues at hand. Headphones were covering your ears just seconds after and I was left there, silently wondering what the hell was wrong. 

Maybe you'd had a truly awful day at work? Maybe you were overworked and needed to rest? Could you actually be that mad at me? I truly don't remember what I said, but whatever it was, I'm so sorry. 

As I got lost in my thoughts, Jackie had already finished her food and, after grooming herself a bit, she hopped onto the sofa and nestled herself up against your belly. That was the only moment I saw you react. You briefly glanced down from your screen to the cozy creature in your lap. But you didn't smile. You didn't pet her. But I got to see your eyes and there was no indifference in them no more. They were miserable. 

I was so scared, baby. I had never seen you so unresponsive and distressed in all our years together. From experience, I knew better than to try to touch you in some instances, so I went for the second best option. I got up and rushed down the hallway to our room, where I supposed I had left my phone. It was time to call your mother, your best friend, whoever was around you when you first had an outbreak. They would know what to do better than me.

I had barely started looking around when I heard the door bell ring. Then I heard it again, insistent. I stopped on my tracks and listened, expecting you to go get it, as you were closer. By the third time, the visitant had switched to knocking and I guessed you weren't able to hear it due to the headphones, so I turned around and rushed back to the front door. 

I peeked through the peephole and felt a rush of relief when I recognised your best friend. Bless her soul, she may actually have some sort of mental connection with you. 

"It's Sarah!" I shouted in your direction, getting no response back. Just before she knocked for a second time, I reached out for the door knob. The door didn't open. I stared at the door knob in confusion. It was the same piece of silver metal that had been attached to that door since we first got the apartment together years ago. The same familiar and innocuous whatnot I made use of every single day. Maybe it was stuck? 

Once again, I reached for it, although this time I was intently watching my right hand. 

My fingers. 

They went right through the knob. As if it wasn't actually there. As if it wasn't even corporeal. 

The impression made me fall down on my butt, but I didn't have time to process anything, as Sarah gave a final loud bang to the door and shouted. 

"I know you're there. You either open yourself or I'll call the police" 

The threat finally made you stand up and go open the door. From my position down on the floor, I could see how you were easily able to grab onto the doorknob to at last let her in. Being sort of your polar opposite on that regard, Sarah immediately latched on to your neck and you stoically responded by patting her back with one of your hands. As for me, I stared at my own hands in disbelief. 

What the fuck was going on!? Could I be dreaming? I tried pinching myself hard and I felt it hurt, but nothing else happened. I was freaking out and seeing both of you in front of me behave in such a mellow way only increased my alarm. 

Of course, Sarah lead the way to the kitchen, pulling your arm and stepping right beside me as if I wasn't having a straight up meltdown down at the floor. Jackie had trotted behind you to the hall and was now looking straight at me with what seemed to me a full of disdain expression. At least someone recognised my presence. 

"When was the last time you ate?" Sarah's usually loud voice came booming from the kitchen. This question was odd enough to spark my interest, so I stood up and headed that way. 

"Yesterday," you responded in a monotone voice. 

Sarah, who had started stocking up plastic boxes full of already prepared food in the freezer, turned around to look at you with an eyebrow raised. 

"You sure about that?" 

"Yeah. Also, there's no point in that, I'm not even hungry," you answered again before turning around to occupy the spot you'd left at the couch. 

To be fair, she had filled the sad looking fridge with at least a week worth of meals for two. Was the fridge that empty last time I checked? 

"Baby, you can't be doing this to yourself."

"I'm not doing anything, OK?" you suddenly snapped back at her. I had never heard you speak to her in that tone. "I am fine and I will be fine. I just need you all to leave me the fuck alone!"

With that said, you went back to adjusting the headphones over your head and to rummaging through your phone. Sarah stared at you with a dispared look on her face.

"And you know that is definitely not healthy. I am done with this. I'm looking for a therapist and you're coming to an appointment on Monday."

"Do whatever the fuck you want. I am not telling you how to live your life." 

Sarah sighed and nodded in response.

"I can't even imagine what you're going through and how absolutely devastated you must be feeling right now. And I know it's barely been a month, but you can't let yourself slip this way, not with your records." 

A month since what? 

You shrugged her worry off. 

"I'm leaving. I will call you later. If anything, please, at least send me an emoji or something so I know you're okay."

You grunted at her before she kneeled down next to the sofa to press a soft kiss to your forehead. Then, she left the house without even glancing at my direction.

I had witnessed the whole scene from a corner of the room and I had grown in my bewilderment with every spoken word.

As soon as I heard the front door softly closing, I walked up to the sofa and circled it, so I was able to see what you were doing that had caused such disagreement. 

"KSoo <3" read the letters at the top of the easily recognizable screen of the chat service we used on a regular basis. As I approached you even closer, I could hear my own voice coming from your headphones. I remeber sending you that audio barely a week ago, when I asked you to make a quick run to the grocery store before coming back home, as I needed some more ingredients for that night's dinner. 

Your eyes were filled with silent tears.

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Second part: GUARDIAN II

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[daisahi]

reaching out to the wrong // reiner braun x reader

Pairing: Reiner Braun x Reader 

Words: 1,904 

Summary: You never hoped to had fallen for someone especially for the enemy. But never did you think you’d give in and betray your partner. 

Warning(s): mentions of death, angst 

Your mind kept drifting off every other second as you cleaned up the stable. Ever since learning about what truly happened to Marco made you second guess who you could trust. Not only that but the worse thing was that your heart had fallen for the enemy. 

“[y/n], captain Levi said that once you’re done to come by his room,” Eren said, you gave him a nod and got back to sweeping the dry grass. He didn’t say anything else and left you alone in silence. He understood that you needed your space to heal after the horrible events that occurred. 

Everyone in the squad knew you were hurting, even Jean realized that Marco had meant a lot to you as well. He tried his best to console you but you kept telling him you were fine. His gesture was kind that you knew, yet it was better to deal with it alone. Eventually, you’d move on and try to not let Marco’s death go in vain. 

Sighing you wiped the sweat off of your forehead and placed the brooms and pitchforks back in their place. You were about to close the stable when the sound of footsteps made you freeze in place. 

Your senses began to tingle, you grabbed the object nearby getting ready to attack whoever it was or whatever the thing was approaching you. 

On the count of three, you turned around with full force and dashed towards their direction. You lifted your hand up and aimed the sharp side to their chest getting ready to put them in their place. 

They counter back by grabbing a hold on to the large object and twisting your wrist to let it go. You bit your tongue and stepped on their foot, they moved back letting out a groan. You took back the object and held it against their neck. 

“I just want to talk...” even with the darkness covering you both you knew who that voice belonged to. 

Your heart leaped hearing his rough voice but it made your chest ache with pain remembering Marco’s killer. 

“Leave...before I decide to take you out myself.” you threatened feeling hatred towards him.

Reiner sighed realizing you had every right to hate him “We both know it’s impossible-” 

“I don’t care if it’s impossible! I don’t want to see you, whatever you have to say save it. I’m not going to listen to a murderer’s words.” 

He had to admit his heart broke hearing anger in your voice, before revealing himself as a titan, he had come to truly admire you. Reiner felt at ease whenever he was near you, you’ve never once outcasted him and bertholdt. Within time the more he got to know about you more he took a liking to you. 

“You have...every right to hate me...but I couldn’t let Marco tell anyone...if he did we would have been killed-” 

“Oh don’t say that bullshit excuse!” you exclaimed feeling tears swelling up in your eyes. “If you were truly worried you could have left the survey corps and not killed anyone. Marco didn’t deserve to go out like that...he was a kind friend...an actual human being unlike you.” 

He tilted his head down in shame, you scoffed and wiped away your tears. “What’s to bother? You don’t even care I don’t even know why I’m wasting my time with you...” 

You walked passed him going back to the main barracks. All you wanted was to take revenge and let Levi know he was here but still there was no point to do that when Marco isn’t going to come back alive. 

Reiner then grabbed your forearm tightly making you stop in your tracks. “I didn’t have any other choice...do you know how hard it was for me to give him to a Titan?”

Your gaze focused on the grey concrete not wanting to look him anymore in the eyes. 

“Marco didn’t deserve to die...but if you knew the things we have to do to be alive then you’d understand that we are trying to make the situation better.” 

“Better?” you turned your head to look at him, your eyes turned red he could tell by the small amount of light shining on you from the moon. 

“You can’t make things better.” you stated “If you were truly making it better like you said then you wouldn’t be killing innocent people and instead using your titan form to kill the actual enemy. You had a choice and chose to go against your own people, how can your own hometown see you as a hero with a mask of a monster...”

“If I had told you...” he whispered holding back his tears “Would you still have looked at me...like an actual person and not a monster?” 

Would I? After learning many things about both their titan forms all I thought about was killing them to end the pain innocent people suffered, you thought. 

“See...not even you can answer that question-” 

“I would have.” you responded “I would have tried to understand your reason and how you became a titan. As long as you were going to be on the right side of justice then everything else would have been different.” 

A single tear fell down his cheek, it pained you. The fact that the man you started falling hard for turned out to be someone else that you never met. 

“I knew...something was up ever since Marco...” you swallowed the sob that was trying to escape. “But I kept on hoping that my suspicion was wrong...but because I was a blind idiot I fell for the wrong person....and even now it hurts to look at you.” 

“I never meant to fall for you either...[y/n].” he said “I was supposed to focus on getting better and then leaving back to my home town...but then I saw how determined you were and it made me want to learn more about you. I was reeled in the moment I spoke with you...and I realized how will such a strong and skilled girl ever look at me knowing I’m a titan.”

“W-why...” you mumbled, “Why are you telling me this now?” 

He walked closer to you making your breath hitch, “...I can’t stop thinking about you...” 

You looked at him in the eyes trying to find something anything to know he was lying to you. However the longer your eyes lingered in those hazel eyes the more powerful force was driving you to kiss him. 

“I-I can’t...pretend that i-it’s okay to hear those words...when it’s not...” you mumbled, he wiped away your tears with his thumb. Your body tingled feeling his rough skin. 

“My biggest regret was not telling you how I felt...” 

Why was this so hard? You had so much anger and grudge against the people who killed Marco. Now all of a sudden it disappeared when he was close to you? Your heart couldn’t even stop beating rapidly, your body was yearning to be with him. 

I can’t...he killed Marco...h-he’s the enemy, you thought. 

There were no words needed to know how you both felt. It was a surprise that you both had fallen for each other. Yet these feelings were unexplainable, they were mixed and now you didn’t know what was right or wrong. Reiner betrayed you and killed your best friend, how were you supposed to be next to him more than so be this close knowing what he did. 

Your lips were begging to be kissed but you were trying to do whatever it takes to not fall into the temptation. 

You closed your eyes trying to remember how safe you felt in his arms. 

“Can’t...you try...not to love?...” you muttered as his head kept leaning in little by little. 

“I’ve tried...so many damn times but my mind just kept going back to you...” he replied. 

“This is...wrong...” your tears slipped away once again, his hand cupped your right cheek gently. 

“Let’s pretend...just for a second...is all I want...” he pleaded “Please...[y/n]...” 

You couldn’t stop yourself and before you knew it your lips connected and soon the kiss began to turn into something passionate. You felt guilty for letting him kiss you when you should be fighting him. Marco would have been disappointed that you knew deep down. 

His other hand was resting on the side of your hip, he kept bringing you in closer making your chests collide against each other. Your stomach was filled with butterflies and you were feeling dizzy from how much the air was soon decreasing. 

Neither of you wanted to pull away, not wanting the moment to fade away but only to last. 

You were first to separate from him not being able to breathe anymore. Reiner tried catching his breath but kept his hold on to you. 

Without thinking you rested your head against his chest and he wrapped his arms around your figure in a protective way. He then placed a gentle kiss on your forehead a small smile formed on your lips. 

This was all you ever wanted and now it was over...for good. 

“Are they coming back soon?...” he asked, you nodded and he sighed hugging you tightly. 

“You...should get going...” you sniffled, “Before...t-they find you...” 

“[y/n]...” he said you lifted your head up and looked at him. He placed both his hands on each side of your head “Please...remeber...I-I’m here for you...alright?” 

He wanted to cry that much you could tell by how he stared into your eyes. His eyes were becoming glossier by the seconds. All you could do was nod, he kissed your forehead one last time. 

“[y/n]!” someone yelled in the distance. Your head turned to see three figures coming your way. 

“You need to go,” you said wiping away your tears, Reiner observed you as you looked at the open field. “Hurry...before they realize I’m with someone.” 

He placed his hands on the side of your neck and pulled you into another kiss. His lips weren’t as warm as they were the first time you kissed, gently you kissed him back. Pulling away he took one more glance at you and left, running quickly through the back of the shed and through the open gates.

You already missed his warmth, even then there was no way you could keep him in your heart. 

“[y/n].” your friend called, you looked at them and slightly smiled feeling thankful that they couldn’t see your red eyes. 

“Hey, Eren.” you said walking towards them, they stared at you and you waved them off knowing what they were going to ask. 

“I’m fine, I’ll be fine don’t worry.” 

“It’s getting late we should head back to the barracks,” Levi said. 

“Yes, sir,” you spoke and folded your arms trying to warm yourself up. “Here,” he said and gave you the cape he was wearing to keep you warm. 

“Thank you...Levi.” he gave you a nod and waited for you to walk. Jean walked by your side as Eren took the lead. Levi walked behind you making sure no one or anything attacked you from behind. 

Secretly you moved your hand back and held his hand in yours. He intertwined your fingers together and gave it a gentle squeeze. 

Reiner looked away feeling angry that the captain had managed to capture your heart. 

Levi was your partner and yet you were thinking of someone else.

You were paying for this disaster after all.

[cicici03]

Just Listen Ch 10- Reunited

OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT THIS IS THE END OF JUST LISTEN!!!!!!!

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Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday

Everybody sing the Stevie Wonder rendtion of “ Happy Birthday” to Amaya. Amaya was soaking up the attention and look towards her parents. Her parents may thought she didn’t notice the little things, she did. She smile not only it was her birthday, but she has her parents still together.

“ Amaya, blow out the candles baby!” Tre shouted to his youngest daughter with some tears coming up seeing his baby turn six years old. As Amaya blew out the candles, Cierra looked up at her husband. 

Tre couldn’t hold the tears in.

Cierra wipe off a tear off his face. As she finish wiping the tear off his face, Tre caught Cierra hand and kept it on his face. He looked at her and smile. Cierra smiled back. 

As the couple was having a silent moment, Jakob was up to no good. As Amaya finish blowing out the candles. Jakob came up with a idea.

A DUMB IDEA TO BE EXACT.

Jakob saw his little sister soak up all the attention. Amaya might be his favorite sister, but she was on his list. Amaya “accidentally” slip up and told Jakob’s girlfriend that constipate. Even though Jakob was, he was shock that his favorite sister was going to do him like that. 

So Jakob, whom was standing right behind Amaya, and standing by Mia finally saw the time was right.

As he seem like slow motion, Jakob slam Amaya face in the cake. It seem like everything stood frozen.

Amaya looked back with this twitch in her eye, and grab a piece of the cake and threw it at Jakob. Jakob yelled out:

“ Food Fight!”

With thirty 5/6 years old, they love themselves some food fight. With Jakob running away from Mia and Amaya, whom was running after him with cake in their hand.

Cierra and Tre finally felt out of their lovely eye gazing when a piece of cake hit Cierra right in her face. When Tre looked around, it was a bunch of kids running around with cake and other food in their hand. Parents were hiding and some was even joining.

Marcus took off his shoe warning kids if he get hit by some cake, then they getting their ass whoop.

Tre turn back to his wife, who was still in shock, and start laughing. As if he didn’t learn that laughing at his wife will get him hurt. She looked on the ground, and saw that some Mac-N-Cheese was on the ground. Cierra went down and pick it up off the grass and chuck it at Tre.

With that, Tre shut his mouth and looked at his wife. Cierra met his eyes and knew it was time for her to run.

“ Cierra, you better run because when I get my hands on you, those lemon cookies are mines!” Tre ran after her getting a plate of mash potatoes.

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As the end of the party came to an end at 5:00, the family was cleaning up the food fight that ruin the whole backyard. As Tre and Cierra was cleaning one section of the yard, the kids gather up on the other side of the yard.

“ If your dumb self didn’t start this, the backyard wouldn’t be ruin!” Mia yelled at Jakob while trying to be quiet as possible. Mia looked at her Apple watch and realize that the caters would be here in a moment.

“ OMG we got to get mommy and daddy upstairs because the cater is going be here at any moment!” Mia rushed into the house to get Angelo and Marcus to get them two upstairs.

Mia came back outside with them following right behind her. She gesture for Amaya and Jakob to get inside to put on their outfits for the surprise. 

On the other side of the backyard, Marcus and Angelo was busy trying the two to go to their respectfully places where Mama T and Lisa to set up their outfits for the surprise.

“ Cierra we need to check on the test.” Angelo whispered in Cierra’s ear. Cierra turn around and ran to her office with Angelo. This test could change things in the Rhode’s household.

As Marcus saw Angelo get Cierra to go, he stated silently to Tre, “ Tre you remeber that phone call you had this morning, I think they left a message on the land line.” Tre looked at Marcus and ran upstairs to his room, which was the room that had a landline, to hear the voicemail. This voice mail could change things in the Rhode’s household.

Both of these things can.

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“ People,move it!” Mia yelled at her family that was setting up the backyard for the surprise dinner. Mia looked over at her siblings which they were bickering with each other.

“ Both of y’all James Brown lookalikes! Y’all better not ruin my plan or else!” Mia shouted  at them and while looking into both of their eyes.

“ Okay, Mrs.Meanie, that is why you actually looked like James Brown yesterday!” Amaya retorted back with a head roll.

“ Now this is why she is  my favorite sister!” Jackob said while looking at Mia, whom was not very interested in the argument.

“ Okay both of y’all get change into your outfit and hurry up.” Mia said while turning around and saw Marcus about putting the wrong floral arrangement on the table. Grandpa Marcus what the heck are you doing!” Mia shouted while quickly running over to him.

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As Cierra walked out of her office with the dress that was laying on her desk.

Cierra saw her husband walking down the stairs in the amazing black suit with his shirt open a little.

“ Now Trevante Rhodes don’t make me take you down on this staircases.” Cierra whispered seductively to her husband as he walking towards her. Trevante smirk and looked at his wife.

“ Now turn around for me Mrs.Rhodes.” Tre smirked as he saw his wife go slowly around. As she was about to turn back to him, Trevante grabbed her towards him. They both start making out with each other and feeling all up on each other. Tre start going down Cierra neck as he heard a voice.

“ Now I am getting tired of seeing y’all getting freaky in this house.” Angelo stated while looking at the couple. They both look quickly at each other only to see Angelo.

Nope.

Standing right beside him was Marcus and Jakob with a disgusting look on there faces. Cierra finally notice that the everybody was dressed up.

“ Why are y’all dress up?” Ciera question to the three of them. The look on their faces told Cierra and Tre that they were hiding something. 

“ Well you know that we like to look good! What’s wrong with that.” Jakob answer while not looking at his mom. Jakob don’t look at his parents when he is lying and they know that.

“ You are lying, did Tre even gift me this dress?” Cierra question the three stooges in front of her.  Tre spoke up: “ No baby I didn’t, but Marcus said that you gift me this outfit.” Tre looked at Marcus, who turn his whole head the other way. 

“ Well I can tell that everybody is hiding something from us and I want to know now.” Cierra stated with much firmness while looking at the three people in front of her. Marcus looked down at his watch reading, 8:00, which this was the time that Mia wanted her parents to go out for the suprise.

“ Well, we are hiding something, it is in the backyard.” Marcus looked at the couple in front them. Cierra and Tre head to the backyard with the three hiding behind them. 

When Cierra and Tre walk out to their backyard, Cierra started to tear up.

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With Reunited playing in the backyard, the couple looked in awe at the transformation of their backyard.

The backyard that was full of food was transform to a romantic canopy dinner for two. With the bamboo trees in the background and the candles all over the backyard. Tre looked at his wife, who had tears coming down her eyes, it made him smile. Cierra looked at her husband and ask, “ Did you plan this?” saying with much shock on her face.

“ No we did!” Amaya shhouted behind them. The couple looked back and saw their three kids in their waitress outfits.

“ Well my lady and sir, it is time for you to go eat and I will show you to your table.” Mia stated to her parents with dinner menus in her hand. Walking hand and hand, Cierra and Tre followed the Mia.

When getting to the table, Tre got Cierra’s chair and waited for her to sit before he went to his chair before to do the same. 

“ What would your drinks be sir and ma’am.” Mia said while smiling at her parents and seeing that they loved it. They looked at the print menu that Mia did this morning. 

“ Well for me and my lady I think we will take the red wine.” Tre said while looking at Mia. Mia smiled and turn to walk back in the house.

“ Wow, our kids are amazing.” Cierra  said stil looking around at the backyard and how the kids transform it. 

“ They are truly amazing. Happy anniversary baby girl!” Tre said reached across the table and held Cierra’s hand. Cierra turn back over to looked at her husband. With a smile, she replied “ Happy anniversary baby!” while squeezing his hand.

“ This past couple of months been the hardest thing. Baby I am truly sorry for doing anything that ever hurt you. I was so depress that I forgot that I had my wife that was hurting too.” Tre quietly finishing the statement at the end with tears coming down. Cierra looked at her husband and the tears came down faster.

“ Baby I said things too, and I am sorry for that. I love you so much Trevante Nemour Rhodes. I don’t know what I would do without you. You gave me all my children, my first love, and my best friend baby. I know the lost of the baby really hurt us both,” Cierra stated to her husband taking a pause, “ Well, I have something to tell you. I haven’t been feeling well for the last couple of days and I took a test. 15 to be exact.” Cierra emphasized the last part of her statement.

With a smile, Cierra looked at Tre and announce “ All 15 of them were postive!”

Tre smiled turn into a big cheshire cat smile. He got up out of his seat and ran over to his wife and kiss her. He held on to her face, with their noses touching each other, they were smiling.

“ Well, I hope it is a boy because I can’t deal girls no more dad! Cause these two right here are a enough for me.” Jakob said out loud while his sisters and him was looking at their parents. Cierra and Tre looked at their kids, which the girls was punching him because he ruin the moment. 

Those were their kids alright.

“ Daddy you forgot the gift you suppose to give mommy!” Amaya shouted giving her dad the ringbox.

“ You remeber when I first propose to you and I gave you my grandmother’s ring. With that, I said to you when we get stable enough, I would buy you something else.” Tre said while givng Cierra the ring box.

Cierra open it up, and Tre truly outdid himself.

“ Trevante Rhodes, this thing is huge!” Cierra said bewildered with Tre putting the ring on her finger. 

“ Well your daughters, momma, and Angelo said that was the one.” Tre stated recounting ring shopping this past week. Cierra looked at Tre and smile at him. She then looked a the kids and saw that they wanted to be in the conversation too.

“ My little babies, bring up a chair!” Cierra shouted looking at the kids. Amaya sat down in Tre’s lap, who went back to his seat, while Mia and Jakob got a chair. The family started to talk and laugh like they use to before everything happen. 

They were in their own world.

The other family memebers went outside and realize that the family was having their time together. They put up the food, and went to their respectful rooms. The Rhode’s family went back to being them.

“ I do have an announcement though!” Tre exclaimed with a sleeping Amaya  on his lap.

“ Well, your daddy and husband is about to be the a superhero! I am the next Green Lantern!” Tre stated with much excitement coming from his family. Tre looked at his wife and just smiled.

“ It is time for you kids to go to bed too!” Tre said while getting up with Amaya still knock out. The twins latch onto  the their mom arms while Tre walked Amaya to their room. As he layed down Amaya, he kissed her on the cheek and left her room. 

Tre went inside their master bedroom, looking at his wife that was taking off her makeup with a wipe by her bedside. Tre came beside and look directly at her and smile once again.

“ Baby all of this smiling is getting a little creepy.” Cierra insisted while laughing at her husband. “ Why can’t I look at my beautiful, hot, sexy wife that is looking absolutely stunning that dress.” Tre stated back while taking off his shoes. Cierra just laughed while walking into their joint closet.

“ Tre on serious note though, I am truly proud of us! We got stuck in the movement of us and things happen. We didn’t know how to solve them, but we learn alot!” Cierra said while changing and walking out in her pajamas pants and sports bra.

Cierra got on her side of the bed and got under the covers with Tre walking out of the bathroom. 

“ I know baby! I have learn that I need to take care you like you take care of our family. You learn that I just need  you to be my best friend. However, both us learn that we need to just listen!”  Tre stated coming out of the closet with his sweatpants on.

Cierra wasn’t looking at her husband’s face no more, but something that swinging. Tre looked at his wife and knew what she was looking at. As he got in the bed, Tre said “ I think somebody wants to give The Green Lantern some lemon cookie.” 

As he got in the bed, Cierra jump on top of him. 

“ Well Mr. Green Lantern I think tonight you need to just listen to me!” 

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Well that is the end of Just Listen you guys 😭😭😭! My first baby is grown up😭🥺!!I am so proud that I acutally did it and I finished it! I want to thank @l-auteuse​ for telling me that I could do it and all of y’all reading this! Tre, Cierra, Amaya, Jakob, and Mia is not ending, they just only beginning! My Masterlist will be updated and keep an I for my new series, When Two Worlds Collide. 

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The Drop Out Guide To Telling Family And Peers You’re Dropping Out.

Perhaps it was the cost, maybe the unrelenting pressure or you could be similar to myself and despite what peers and family had told you about university and the endless opportunities you just weren't happy with the choices you had made. And I will be the first to tell you that that is absoutely fine, it's one of the hardest decisions to be made and often only you can decide what is right for you. After I admitted to myself that I was not okay and was ready to leave university my next biggest problem was facing other people and explaining myself.

Am I Making The Right Decision?

You need to be sure in your decision, no one can make it for you. The hardest part is admitting to yourself that something needs to change so I found it best to sit down and write down my options and the pros and cons of leaving university. If it is the course that is making you unhappy remember other avenues can be explored and perhaps looking into transferring courses would be better suited to you.

Whilst I didn't realise it at the time there are people you can talk to both at university and away from the setting. I truly felt alone at this point and looking back I wish I had further explored just whom I could talk to at my university and even confided in a close friend. It would be wise to look into what your university has to offer in terms of support, even if you have already made your own mind up it may be a good idea to seek a counsellor or third party to talk your ideas and thoughts out this way you don't keep it pent up.

It is important to remember there are endless opportunities outside of your university walls, as long as you believe in yourself and your own decisions.

How Do I Tell My Family?

When I look back at how I told my parents I was dropping out of University, I admit I could have approached the situation a little more sensitively, however, I had thought my plans out myself and made the decision in my own head so why would I possibly need to talk it through with my parents right? Wrong, so massively wrong, if there's one thing I truly regret it's not approaching the subject prior to making the decision and so when I decided to tell them it went down like a lead balloon. Don't make the same mistake that I did. It's a difficult situation as it is so don't go through it thinking you are alone, seek the support of your parents because whilst they might be disappointed at first they will soon learn to accept your decision.

My mum didn't talk to me for a good few days when I eventually told her I wasn't going back to uni. In my defense I felt like I was shut down if I ever tried to approach the subject just for a little reassurance that everything was going to be ok and some advice. I had a lot more to think about then just leaving University. I had my flat mate in the private rented property, I also had no idea what I was going to do after and I also felt like coming home wasn't an option for me as my room had been given to my sister and how my parents reacted when I mentioned moving back. So I felt fustrated and spitefully told them I was coming home with no regard to how they might have felt. It was a difficult conversation to have with my mother, especially because I didn't really have a plan, this can be avoided if you try and keep your parents in the loop as much as possible.

It is important to remember that not everyone you know needs to be informed that you are dropping out of University. Keeping a small circle informed, such as your immediate family and maybe a favourite cousin allows yourself to adjust without having to justify your every move. Even casually approaching the subject before hand can in useful in informing your parents of your thoughts and gives them time as well as yourself to think things through and try to form a plan.

What Are My Reasons?

Understandably your reasons will be personal however you have to remember your parents will most probably grill you on this and it can be a difficult conversation to have especially if you don't have a solid relationship with your parents anyway. If it is a conversation about mental well-being, being prepared will certainly go in your favour for example the lack of student support or poor secondary preparation can very easily lead to a downward spiral of emotions and making sure your parents understand this is crucial for both your benefit and their own. You should not be made to suffer at the hands of University by adhering to every social, mental, financial and academic pressure.

Students drop out of University for many different reasons and each individual and personal reason is as important as the last. Whilst dropping out of University has a lot of negative stigma around it, if you do not wish to share your reasons then remeber that is absoutely fine. You do not have to justify yourself however if you do not wish to approach your parents with your reasons then approaching them with a plan will be the next best thing.

How Do I Stay Calm?

If like myself, you have explained your decision and reasons to your family and it starts World War 3 just remember to stay calm and remain confident in your own choices. You should not be made to feel regretful because your parents have decided they can't accept your decision. This is your life and you should feel excited for future prospects. Remain focused on your goals and do not sway, your parents will have to learn to come to terms with your choices so give them time. If they need reminding of the implications of being forced into a situation that threatens your well-being then it's a conversation that needs to be had. The future is unnerving and overwhelming but it is enough to just be curious about what it holds.

"Everyone has a little bit of 'I want to save the world' in them. It's ok if you only save one person, and it's ok if that person is yourself"

[angellhardy]

off limits // pt.2

Pairing: Roger Taylor x reader

Words: 2.5k 

Warnings: mild swearing, mentions of sex  

AN: Thanks for all the support for part 1!! I think the series will be probably even longer than 4 parts but we will see :) If you have requests or want to be tagged, you can message me! Oh and get ready....part 3 is steamyyyyyy......

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You thought a lot about what Brian said that evening. Of course you told him he was crazy but deep down you knew he had a point. „Let's just not talk about Roger, okay? I haven't seen my best friend in 14 weeks and we're fighting about this as soon an you come back.“ You suggested as you walked closer to him and opened your arms for a hug. He accepted gladly and took you in his arms. „I really do love you (y/n).“ Brian said as he brushed through your hair with his fingers.

„I love you too, Bri.“ you replied with your mind still on Roger.

The next day you all met up at the studio, because they were still recording their new album. You were really excited to watch them play as you haven't seen them in the studio in over a year. But you also made a plan for that day to avoid Roger at all costs. To show Brian that he was crazy and that his fear of you liking him was actually nonsense. So Brian picked you up at your apartment and drove with you to the studio. On the way he told you some more about touring and you were fascinated how he practically started to glow as soon as he started talking about his music. You really wanted nothing more than to just see him this happy forever.

When you two arrived you quickly got inside, as Brian saw Johns car already parked. You went into the recording room and saw John and Roger sitting there with cups of coffe in their hands. „Oh hey (y/n)! Didn't know you were coming today.“ John said as he got up to give you a quick hug.

„Brian invited me after you guys left, i hope it's okay.“ you answered with a shy smile.

„Of course it's alright.. I love spending more time with my favorite girl.“ Roger grinned as he got up to hug you. Brian and Deaky just rolled with their eyes but hearing him say that you're his favorite girl made your cheeks turn into a dark red, which didn't go unnoticed by him. „Well hello to you too, Roger.“ you replied and gave him a quick hug before walking over to the other side of the room and sitting down on the couch. You saw the smirk still on his face but tried to look unbothered.

„Freddie is late again.“ John said looking at the clock on the wall. „Some things never change, huh?“ you asked as you remebered all the times you sat like this before. The boys smiled at you as the door suddenly flew open. „I'm here darlings and ready to create some magic!“ Freddie said loudly as he came in and posed in front of you. „Well then we better start!“ Roger said as he got in the studio. They started with his drum part first for a song that didn’t have a title yet. You still loved watching him play as much as you loved it that first night at the pub. He had an energy around him that kept you from looking away. While he seemingly effortless played his drum solo for the song he looked up and caught your eye for a second. He gave you a wink and you quickly turned away, hating what he was doing to you with such a simple gesture. You didnt look at him for the rest of his recordings. When it was Brians turn Roger got up from his drums and walked out of the recording room. He was a bit out of breath and his hair was sticking to his face because he was sweating from all the drumming. He dried his face with a towel before sitting down next to you. „So what did you think?“ he asked you while your arms were touching each other. „Yeah...it was pretty good.“ you said without looking at him, your eyes fixated on Brian in the recording room. He was looking at you too, so you definietly didn't want to face Roger right now. 

„Hey Freddie can you tell me some more about this song?“ you ask as you stand up and walk over to where Freddie was sitting and leaving a very stunned Roger Taylor behind on the couch. „Oh of course (y/n). I'm always willing to share my talent and my vision with my fans!“ he said beaming at you. He told you all the elements that he planned for this song and to be honest you couldn't really imagine how it would sound at the end but Fred seemed to have it all planned out in his head. “I wrote the song with Freddie.” You heard Roger say, now suddenly beside you again. “Oh that’s nice Rog.” you reply without looking at him. Defeated he walks back to the couch and sits down again  You watched your best friend record his parts for the song and just stood there in awe. He was truly so talented. „Stop looking at Brian like that, honey, our Roger will get jealous and I'm not in the mood for another one of his tantrums.“ Freddie told you with a wink. „Oh fuck off Freddie.“ you heard Roger yell behind you and you had to smile at that. Brian was soon after that finished with his parts and it was Johns turn to record. You hugged Brian as soon as he came into the room. „You were fantastic Bri! I'm really proud of you!“ you said as he smiled big at you. „Thank you (y/n)! Means a lot coming from you.“ he answered with the most genuine smile. You really missed this, it's been a while since you were this close. „Can we now focus on John?“ a very annoyed Roger said, making you turn your head to see him roll his eyes. „I told you he would get jealous.“ Freddie said in a low voice, but Roger still heard it. „I will throw you through this window Freddie!“ Roger growled, which just makes Freddie laugh. „Bold of you to assume you could.“ he answered without even looking at him.

Now it was your turn to laugh, which didn't exactly help Rogers mood. 

„I'm going to grab something to eat. I'm starving! Do you guys want something?“ you asked in the round as you grabbed your purse. „Oh a bagel would be lovely, darling.“ Fred said but the others just mumbled that they didn't want anything you so left to go to the nearest coffee shop. You just exited the building when you heard someone scream your name. Turning around you saw Roger walking after you and stopping just a few feet in front of you. „Roger? What do you want?“ you asked him a bit stunned. „To know whats the fucking matter with you today!“ he replied with a hint of anger in his voice. „I don't know what you mean.“ you tried to sound as clueless you could but you knew there was no use. „Oh don't bullshit me (y/n). You avoided me all day. As soon as I was beside you or wanted to talk to you, you go to the other side of the room like I have a disease or something.“ he furrowed his brows together. Suddenly his face softened and you could see worry in his eyes. „Did I do something wrong?“ he asked, his voice lower now. He seemed really distressed and seeing him like this you felt sorry for doing this to him. 

„No!“ you quickly said. „Look Roger, Brian has this crazy idea that I'm into you and i just wanted to avoid you today so he would see that that's bullshit.“ you explained to him, seeing a smirk grow on his face. „So are you into me?“ he asked. „No! Of course not!“ you replied a little bit to fast. Grinning he stepped closer to you, while speaking „That's such a shame, because I think I saw you checking me out just earlier in the studio.“ A blush crept on your face at that. „And you know...I'm definitely into you.“ he said his voice barely over a whisper. You looked at him with wide eyes. Just now you realized how close he was to you. He was looking at your lips so you quickly got a few feet away from him. „I'm not one of those chicks you can just use for sex Roger.“ you said as you turned around and started walking to the cafe. „Hey! Who says I just want to have sex with you?“ he asked, catching up with you. „Oh come on. As if the famous Roger Taylor would be able to feel something more than lust for a woman.“ you scoffed. He grabbed your wrist and spun you around, so you were facing him again. „I feel more than just lust for you, (y/n). I feel like this could be something.“ he said as he looked deep into your eyes. „How many girls did you tell that to before?“ you asked him as his gaze shifted to the ground. „I have to admit I used that phrase a few times.“ he said as you rolled your eyes, freed your arm and started walking again.  „But I really mean it (y/n)! I know you want this too, so why are you walking away?“ he said desperately. You stopped walking again and turned around to face him. „This wouldn't work out Rog.“ you replied, motioning between ou two, getting frustrated. „How can you be so sure, when you don't even give it a chance?“ There was definitely tension growing between you.

„Brian doesn't approve“ you state.

„He doesn't have to know.“ he replied. „You want me to lie to my best friend?“ you ask in disbelief. „Well it's not really lying....you just don't say anything.“ he cheekily grinned but you looked at him still unimpressed. „Look (y/n) give me a chance okay? I'll take you out on a nice proper date tonight and you'll see that this is serious to me.“ he pleaded and  sounded sincere to you. You knew this was bad. You shouldn't do that, especially not to your best friend. This would end in disaster. You knew all that. But curiosity got the best of you. „I can't tonight, I'm hanging out with Brian.“ you said with a smirk. „but tomorrow would be lovely.“ you added.

„Tomorrow it is m’lady! I'll pick you up at 7!“ he said with the biggest smile on his face. You mirrored his smile as you told him „Don't be late!“ before you turned around and finally made your way down to the cafe.

When you returned to the studio, you gave Freddie his bagel, which he thanked you for and sat down on the couch next to Roger, who still seemed to be in the best mood. „Well (y/n), what took you so long?“ Brian asked as he sat down between you and Roger, causing you to playfully roll his eyes at him. „Oh there were just a lot of people in the cafe.“ you said with a shrug, knowing that Roger was grinning besides Brian.

You and Brian met in the evening again to just make a chill movie night. He asked you a bit how your life was the last few months, as you sat down on the couch, because you only really talked about him recently. But your life just wasn't as exciting as his so the subject quickly shifted back to him. „Do you wanna go the cinema tomorrow?” he asked suddenly. Shifting in your seat you started „Oh no Bri, I can't tomorrow. I have work...and after that I have so visit my mom.“ you lied with your gaze on the ground. „Oh no worries, tell her I said hi!“ he said happily. „You know, I'm really glad to have you in my life (y/n). You are my best friend and I know I can tell you everything. And I hope you feel like you can tell me everything.“ he continued with the softest voice as you cuddled into his side. „Of course Brian“ you told him as guilt started to creep up inside you.

The next day you went to work in the morning, excited for your date with Roger but at the same time you started to doubt the whole thing. It didn't feel right for you to keep this from Brian but you really wanted to know what Roger planned for you. You were writing something down as the work phone rang. Your coworker picked up and glanced at your direction with a confused look as she walked over to you „It's for you.“ she said as she handed you the phone. „Hello?“ you ask into the phone. „Princess! It's good to hear your voice!“ You could tell he was smiling. „Roger, what are you doing? Why are you calling my work?“ you ask him but have to grin at him. „I just wanted to make sure our date tonight still stands! I hope you don't chicken out last minute.“ he joked. „No Roger, I'm really excited for tonight. You better planned something good.“ you replied to him with a smile. „Oh I did, i think you will like it. So I will see you tonight, petal!“ „I'll see you tonight, Roger“ you hang up smiling at the new nickname.

After work you got home and showered, picked out an outfit and did your makeup for the evening. You wanted to look like you put in an effort but not too much, as it would just boost Rogers ego too much. Brushing through your hair you you smiled at yourself in the mirror, pleased with the outcome. You applied your favorite perfume and then just waited for Roger to come.

It was a few minutes before 7, when you heard a knock on the door.  You opened the door to see Roger standing there, a white button up shirt, the first few opened and tight black trousers. „Hello, beautiful.“ he said with a smirk. „Roger, come in. You're early, I'm surprised.“ you reply, making room for him to come in. „Yeah I actually sat outside in the car the last half an hour.. I didn't want to be late. I just couldn't wait anymore.“ he said, rubbing his neck and looking to the ground, almost shy. „Oh and here for you!“ he said offering you the small bouquet of daisies that he held in his hand. „I hand picked them myself!“ he added proudly. „Meaning you stole them from my neighbors garden?“ you asked him but appreciated the gesture nevertheless with a smile. „It's the thought that counts!“ he said. You were already surprised by his actions, seeing a softer side you didn't know before. You put the flowers in some water and turned around „So shall we?“ you ask him. „We shall, petal!“ he said talking your hand and leading you to the door.

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