#trisprogrammed

[trans-id-culture-is]

trisramcoa/trisprogrammed culture is thinking you were trans- for the longest ass time in spite of all the evidence, including the severe childhood amnesia, until eventually finding out because of getting severely triggered that you were technically cisramcoa/cisprogrammed the whole time, but still feeling attached to the trans- label because (a) that's what you IDed with for ages, and (b) (in part because of the programming) constantly doubting your own memories and experiences makes the trans- label feel "safer"

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[florally-florian-rq]

Florian's Intro ♡

Hi! My name is Florian or Tommy ! My pronouns are he/him . mush/mushroom . moo/moos . strawb/strawberry . spot/spots . and sometimes she/her.

I am one alter in a system, we are a large collective, but this blog is mine and only mine. I'm a c!tommyinnit who's also a moobloom! (specifically a dandelion moobloom!) I am perma17 but bodily we are 20 ! So if you're going to interact please be 18+

This is my side blog to engage in Radqueer stuff and to better explore my trisharmed identity ! I may also occasionally post nsfw content because of my role in this system ! Below you will find some more things about me !

I am supportive of paras, transIDs, radqueer identities, pro and comship, "contradicting" labels, conabuse (consensual abuse) and generally most everything.

I will NOT support people who are pro-contact of the big three (necro, zoo, pedo)

I am trisharmed, trisgroomed, trisprogrammed and many other trisharmed identities. I am using this blog to channel those feelings, and possibly to find someone who is willing to enter into a conabuse situation with me. I identify with certain para identities as well, but I may explore those at a later time.

I am most looking for sourcemates (Wilburs and Dreams please interact). I will also occasionally post on this blog things that most fall in line with poppytwt, please keep in mind these are most likely source memories I feel like sharing.

Below is a list of my boundaries

Okay: sending in asks, interacting in a harmful way, give commands to me/tell me what to do, talk and ask about my source, use pet names and nicknames (However we are BODILY taken and I will not enter into a romantic relationship with a stranger on tumblr), ask about our trauma

Not okay: Sexually explicit images (if you choose to send in a sexually explicit ask I might answer, I might not), making claims to me against my consent, interacting if you are a MINOR. (more to be added as they come up)

Tags I will use:

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ the dandelions are blooming - my own posts

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ roses in my sternum - ask box!

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ pruning the thorns - announcements posts or psas

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ outside the garden - other alters talking on my blog

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ imported shrubbery - posts I saw that I REALLY liked

(more to be added if it comes up!)

[rq-smiley-face]

The thing about the transprogramming and transramcoa that really interests us, is that it sort of helps us take back power.

The things that happened to us were outside of our control and had such a deep effect on us.

And being able to interact with conabuse situations, either by being the "abuser" and having that power or giving others the power is geniunely healing. Admittedly, we view conabuse as a form of BDSM. It's like playing pretend. Not even necessarily sexually, because bdsm *isn't* sexual! (That's a side tangent!)

Idk, I just felt like posting real words!

[cupidcutz]

My gf might reprogram me guys >w<

[wilbur-rq]

Intro Post

We are a system of dubious origin. Chrono 22. This is our account for posting about radqueer / transid stuff. You can call us Wilbur collectively but we will sign off for certain alters. When referring to us collectively both He/Him and They/Them are acceptable, but headmates will have their own pronouns in their intros. Our asks and DMs are always open

Our only dni is anyone who is anti-consent or pro-contact for anything nonconsensual (chrono children and animals can't consent)

Will / He/Him / CisMale

Signoff - 🚬

Sourced from CC!Wilbur, C!Wilbur, and Simpbur

Intra 37, Trisharmful, though sometimes I prefer the label Cisharmful. Transincel, Transbritish, Transseverity autism (less severe), TransNPD, CisASPD, TransOCD

Wybie / He/They/Blue / TransMasc

Signoff - 🐑

Sourced from Ghostbur, though my source memories are kind of different, feel free to ask about them!

Intra Ageless, Trisharmed, TransConsang, CisAutism, CisBrainDamage, TrisProgrammed, TransTwin, TransBrother

Pinned post will probably be updated with more information and more alters eventually.

[missingpuppyboy]

Hello!! Intro time!!

My name is Kai. I am the host of my system. Other beings in this body will post a lot too, but I will be the most active on this blog, I think.

I am perma14 and use he/love/pup pronouns!

I have puppy ears and tail in the innerworld if you couldn't tell already hehe.❤️

I am a yandere, transjapanese, cisautistic, trisprogrammed. Also, I am very objectum and I plan on posting a lot about my object partners!

I love anything lovecore and anything cute in general, and I'm looking to make friends and coin stuff and make silly headmate packs and also my deity in the system is begging for me to let him create a fult on here so like if you're following this blog you are in for EVERYTHING lol

Anyways see you later!! Yay❤️

[jeffthekillerxd]

Okay since I'm still new to the community I don't have many (please let me know if spelt anything wrong)

This will be frequently updated as I found more about myself

Cisids (the body's ids)

cisadhd cisautsim cisquiteBPD cisSH cisdepression cisanixtey, cistramuagenic, cishypersexual, cisDPD, cisvisuallyimpaired, cisbullied.

transids (my ids)

transmasc, transstalked, transstalker, transharmed transharmful, transanorexic

Permids (my ids)

permeyebags permbrusiedknuckles, permattention

trisids (my ids and the body ids)

TrisRAMCOA/trisprogrammed, trisED, trishardofhearing

[harmedctommy]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀TOMMY

chrono age: 20 years

intra age: 14-16 years

he/hym prns

trisharmed & trisprogrammed

[bimboqueer-bah]

can i ask what dissi[blank]programming is..? i see a couple listed in your pinned post and then listed in your alterpacks but i didn't know what it means...

Hello~! Essentially Dissi- is just the prefix term for being TransID but identifying as CisID~! Our System is Collectively TransID but ID's as CisID due to personal reason (Save for one Alter, who formed as TrisProgrammed)~! Essentially it means "TransID but calling yourself CisID", and can be applied to any TransID really, not Just TransProgrammed~! As for Programming itself, its a bit complicated~! It's essential the act of manipulating different parts certain ways so that they serve different purposes, and as well as is usually done for abusive/harmful purposes~! This often does result in the subject becoming a system, or is preformed on pre-existing systems, but not always~! It's something related to RAMCOA, which in itself is very complicated! Here's a carrd that talks more about it~! (The carrd does tell Radqueers/TransID to "stay away from the carrd", but it's not liek they can actually stop you from looking at it ^^~!) - Mod Tiffany

[trxickodic]

ooh guys look we’re into gore and watch it for fun and we’re trisprogrammed i just want to exist on the internet without being sent hate anons…

[florally-florian-rq]

Being bratty and having someone put me in my place knock me down a peg >>>>> anything else

[docilelace]

Name: Noel, Colette, Culamia, Abnormality, Ophelia Pronouns: Shi/Hir, Muse/Music, Doll/Dolls, Gold/Golds, Che/Cher Age: Chronologically 15, Ageless Gender: Transfeminine, G?rlb?y, Musiloverot Orientation: Aspec, Bi Lesbian Species: Human/Demon/Devil Typing Quirk: Double Spaced Other: Hypersexual

CisIDs: French, Magenta Eyes, Amputee, BPD, NPD, GAD, Obsessive TransIDs: TransCultLeader, TrisRAMCOA, TrisProgrammed, TransOwner, TransControlling, PermaHarmful, TransConsang, PermaSH, TransSHScars, TransBeansSH, TransASPD Paraphilias: (Auto)Hebephile, Erotophonophile, Hybristophile, (Auto)Biastophile, Somnophile Other: Masochist (Sadist in Denial). Calls Caron hir Devilbro(ther)

Role: Sexual Alter, Persecutor, CoHost Source: Noel Cerquetti (Noel the Mortal Fate) Likes: Caron, Piano, Winning Dislikes: Gore (Kinda), Drowning Other: N/A Appearance: Canon

[cupidcutz]

Intro post!!!

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You can call us Lizzie or Liz for short. Any pronouns can be used for us, but She/Her or It/Its works. We're a cisDID split polyconscious sys and cisRAMCOA survivor. We have other disorders, but we'll only occasionally mention them.

We are Proship, Pro-Endo?, Intersex, a Jewish convert, a yandere (our yandere mbti is RDML), transsibling (siblings with my bf) & pseudoconsang, and in a conabuse relationship (closed relationship).

Our cis-ids are: cisDID, cisRAMCOA, cisWasian, cisDisabled, cishEDS, cisBipolar, cisBPD, cisASPDtraits, cisFND, cisADHD, and cisAutistic

Our trans-ids are: transVillain, transProgrammer, transDeadloli, transGreeneyes, transBlueeyes, transHeterochromia, transCharacter, transAmechan, transAyanoaishi, transAshleygraves, transJinx, transPermahospitalpatient

Our tris-ids are: trisProgrammed, trisHarmed, trisHarmful

Our perma-ids are: permaEpisode, permaDoll

Our interests are MCYT, hoyoverse games, yansim, and more!! ^^

Alter intros: Fischl, Moon, Coral, Jecka

Hope to become friends with some of yall ^v^

[vampirempires]

NEW INTRO / PINNED — 🌀

you can call me theo or whatever you want to. i don’t mind!

i am 16 years old (chrono). so i would prefer those over 25 not to interact, but if you want to, i can’t exactly stop you. i will either just,, rant-post or make posts related to my IDs on here.

🌀.

the main focus of my blog WILL be transharmed, transabused, trisramcoa, trisprogrammed and cisDID content. my other IDs may get mentioned but theyre not the main focus of this blog.

asks and anons are VERY WELCOMED, AND ENCOURAGED!

vvvvv

my anons:

[npdblythe]

I tried :p

Name: anselm, shaw, ellis

Age: transage/triage (≈26 -> 38, 20, 15)

Pronouns: it/its ne/nym se/syr et/ets fae/faen

Gender: transneuxenic, biogender, thingcenic, dazegender

Role: trauma holder

IDs: ex cultist, transsev cult trauma, corvid therian, transchangeling, transmediansubsys, trisprogrammed, transhobby (gardening, birdwatching)

Color: #8d87b0

Banner:

Could you make a headmate who looks like Finn Wolfhard and escaped a Midsommar-esque cult? 🎨 with a color and banner maybe?

Right now it's a little fragment and doesn't speak much English, also I've never sent anything like this before so I hope I did this right

This has been in the inbox for a bit and I've been trying to think of ideas but I have none, and I'm not very knowledgeable on those specific cults. Maybe you could ask another blog, sorry ^_^!! -☢️

[florally-florian-rq]

I'd love to see the rules.

Yippie!!! Thank you Anon <333 These are the rules we've lived by for most of our life! They're self imposed but reinforced by romantic partners in the past! As you can see part of the rules dictates not sharing them with others but I thought you guys might like them!

1. I am not allowed to be sad

2. I am the funny friend, any other emotion is wrong.

3. I have to support them regardless of anything else

4. They matter more than me and should always come before me.

5. I am only a tool to better others, my feelings don't matter

6. I'm always happy, that's just how it is.

7. I'm always okay

8. I can never trust anyone

9. Being sad makes people leave, don't be sad

10. It's okay if they don't like you anymore you were probably bad anyway

11. Don't tell people the rules because it makes them sad

12. You don't deserve pity

13. Never do anything wrong ever

14. You are not redeemable

15. You don't deserve love you earn it

16. Pain is what you get for being bad

17. You are fundamentally bad.

18. You were put on this earth to care for anyone and everyone

19. You do not deserve to be cared for