#traume

[tootyde]

“ Până când nu este procesat, trecutul rămâne prezent. “

Blocajul - Britt Frank

[crmsnmth]

From a Dead Sleep

Sometimes I wake up from a dead sleep with the panic attack already in progress nightmares of controlling mouths and her back as she walked away I call to her and I call to her and I call to her But not matter how loud my screams can get she never turns around, until she's gone reliving the worst moment of my life over and over again

I stare around my room A lamp is on because I can't sleep in the dark It's not the dark I'm afraid, I'm afraid of what the dark brings out Take two pills, I chew them and they are sweet plus I read they kick in faster I'm too impatient to wait the fifteen minutes I stare at the ceiling before heading into the never ending war within my dreams

They can't all be nightmares… Right?

[grantvaleska]

Headset Mic: TOMASU - K-Pop Head Microphone Tank: 4U - Dylan Crop Top Bracelets: RAWR - Tri Bracelets Pants: Traume - Sarcoma Cargo Pants Hair: Doux - Troy Hairstyle

[annikavelde]

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-HERS- .:ANATOMY:. Head: LeLutka - Ceylon Body: Ebody - Reborn Hair: Monso - Arima *NEW* @ Kustom 9 Horns: Usagi Society - Albedo Horns

.:CLOTHING:. Glasses: Vae Victis - Praestes Half Moon Glasses Neck: UNHOLY - Vertebra Outfit: Violent Seduction - Calliope Sleeves: Val'More - Yuna Lace Arms

-HIS- Head: LeLutka - Eon Body: Legacy - Athletic Hair: Dura - U121 Horns: Contraption - Rotgut Horns *NEW* @ The Warehouse Sale Mouth: TF - Alchemist *NEW* @ Engine Room Chest Scars: TF - Alchemist *NEW* @ Engine Room

.:CLOTHING:. Bridge: CerberusXing - Scarred Bridge group gift Nose Ring: CerberusXing - Chained Deceit group gift Lip Rings: CerberusXing - Bitten group gift Chin Piercing: CerberusXing - Chin Pointer group gift Jaw: The White Crow - Jawbreaker Necklaces: CerberusXing - Keys of the Nine Outfit: GABRIEL - E-Arcadia Suite *NEW* @ Engine Room

.:SCENE:. Background: Paparazzi - Grand Hall Her Pose: Ana Poses - Marrakesh His Pose: TRAUME - Luc

[little-tiffany]

hope

nothing last forever

let that be the reason you stay

even this sick twisted misery

will not last

-rupi kaur, home body

[arrigosoctober]

Today's song :D

God, I love the elegance of Françoise Hardy. also, need an outfit like that one :B

[worldwithoutmiracles]

I misread this as "deepest darkest fear" and it made perfect sense to me. what could be more terrifying than the idea of finding out you could have had a completely different life, a better life in every way, for who knows how long, if only you had gone to a doctor and gotten a simple blood panel? imagine the grief that would consume you, to know you were that close to the life you had always dreamed about and always wanted? imagine getting that first vitamin pill, just staring at it in your hand, $8 at the pharmacy for a 60 day supply - something that small that fixes everything. that's all you would have needed to make it all the way it was supposed to be.

in unrelated news, things have been going really well for me since getting diagnosed with ADHD at 28 and being prescribed adderall--

My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency

[t7767beatbui]

There is nothing

[lawenforcementtalkradioshow]

Race and Life Bias Stereotypes Smashed. His Inspiring Story.

Discussions surrounding race, life, and the impact of stereotypes are more pertinent than ever. These conversations often highlight the biases and obstacles faced by individuals of color, especially those who grow up in disadvantaged environments. Yet, there are far more remarkable stories of people who not only overcome these challenges but shatter the stereotypes often imposed on them.

[noisilydistinguishedbeard]

Aleg să mă iubesc și să mă respect: Cum să devii cea mai bună versiune a ta

„Eu nu sunt ceea ce mi s-a întâmplat, ci ceea ce aleg să devin.” Carl Jung Trăim într-o lume ciudată… Suntem supuși la atâtea lucruri încă din copilărie, când tot ce avem nevoie este un lucru atât de simplu – iubire… Așa creștem fiecare cu o perspectivă diferită a ceea ce înseamnă iubirea. Pentru unii iubirea este violentă… pentru alții iubirea nu este reală… și pentru cei mai norocoși, iubirea…

[tootyde]

Manifest - Roxie Nafousi

[isitfashionism]

LOTD #145

Hat - DON'T DUP - Fluffy BEAR

Top - Hiemal - Myrle Crop Tee Smitten Kittens

Bottoms - [Traume] - Arctic Shorts

Shoes - Semller - Worn Block Sneakers Smitten Kitten

[ame-kobayashi]

Mei Look:

Headband: ARISKEA.

Hair: WINGSDG.

Eyeshadows & Eyeliner: REVERIE/ Thorn Make Up / THE WAREHOUSE SALE EVENT.

Top & Brasier: THE FORGE/ Arwen Set / THE WAREHOUSE SALE EVENT.

Corset: TENTACIO/ Flora Corset / MAINSTORE.

Tattoo: TRAUME

Body: LEGACY PERKY.

Pose: BABYBOO/ Poisy Bento Set / THE WAREHOUSE SALE EVENT.

[logicpng]

so, i have some thoughts. i feel like the game doesn't explore doey much, so i'm gonna take that as an opportunity to stretch him a lil.

in short, i see him as neither one whole nor 3 kids in a trench coat, but something in the middle of the two: a grown up who never really got to experience a proper childhood, the 3 originals in a blend with each other.

the time between creation and game events likely is enough for them to learn how to cooperate (up until. yknow). collectively or individually though, goddamn they need therapy

[ Description in ALT, text transcribed under cut ]

1st image:

point at head with teeth peeking: teeth may show more subtly, particularly when mischevious

point at hat: hat always at an angle

point at hand: stubby hands omg <3

point at neck: neck constantly bent in some fashion

Generally friendly and curious, may be more closed off and bitter if kevin is more dominant.

Collectively an adult due to passage of time and gaining experience, but still retains some more childish traits due to isolation from outside world and trauma, both collective and individual (holy shit do they need therapy).

Parts operate more or less seamlessly, but depending on situation some may show more or less of their traits.

When stressed, cooperation between parts may break down.

2nd image:

Kevin

present strongest when angry, most of anger processing goes through him.

not actually angry/cranky all of the time though, just a bit more gruff/edgy compared to the other two. tends to show teeth when talking.

over the years learned to control his rage better, can redirect it into being a bit of a troll w/ the others

understandably, safe haven's destruction made him revert and lose all restraint, resulting in lashing out, mixed with extreme emotions from others.

Jack

loved doey strongest before conversion (rip), as such expressions tend to default to his

learned to cope with constantly fighting for survival by cracking jokes and being more optimistic

present strongest when happy, may speak more childishly when in distress or comfortable

reverts into reliving trauma of death and family loss with safe haven's destruction

Matt

present strongest when focused on the leader role, strikes a balance between kevin and jack

through time learned to focus more on necessary action rather than allowing to succumb to past guilt

definitely still very stressed out from responsibility, especially after poppy leaving, learned not to show it through cooperation with kevin and jack

safe haven's destruction just plunges him straight into a guilt spiral

Note pointing at bottom notes for each: safe haven's destruction is a massively traumatic event for them, resulting in the three regressing into child selves from distress, mixed in with emotions from individual traumatic memories

[thequickfl]

Under dette treet måtte Tines farfar krype på alle fire og plukke opp blad med munnen

[weirdlookindog]

Fritz Schwimbeck (1889–1972) - Traum (Dream)