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-Tim
#ask.png#tim wright#trans tim wright#OOC Olea Speaking: this is honestly kinda irrelevant and personal but thought i'd share for anyone interested ->#i was debating for a while whether or not to go beyond just hinting at this#because generally i like to keep things ambiguous and up to interpretation so everybody can feely enjoy their own personal HCs with Tim#but I have DID -- and i happen to have a Tim fictive who's been struggling a lot with living in my (AFAB) body#and he's recently been seeing a lot of trans Tim art and writing and stuff thats honestly helped him so much with his sense of identity#and feeling comfortable in his own skin#and its just the best really its been so healing for him#so yeah trans tim canon on the ask blog :)#mh tim#marble hornets#mh#afterlife au#slenderverse#fan art#fanart#art
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Grappling with the fact that I will likely never be truely seen by others, they will look at me but never see me, the real me. I wish I could say I didn't care, why should other people's especially strangers inner depictions of me bother me? For the most part I won't even know how someone really thinks of me anyway. But it hurts, there is an entire world inside of me that nobody will ever know of. And the creature they see before them is only the vessel of something so much more..
#moonjay lore#nonbinary#nonhuman#cdd system#transgender#otherkin#actually dissociative#the trans experience#alterhuman#did osdd#osddid#syspunk#dissociative disorder#dysphoria#identity struggles#nonbinary issues#nonhuman alter#species dysphoria#trans nonbinary#life with did#gender stuff#therianthropy#therian#fuck transphobes#living while trans#did alter#sorry for the tags#kinda relates to multiple things I live with
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Primary cartoon lore :P
THEO. SIBLINGS (half of them....kinda..)
Shy little kid Flip>>>
#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#flip the frog#julius the cat#gabby goat#Fallon rabbit#primarycartoonau#Theo. Siblings#Fanfic#Jewl and his younger siblings when they were WAYYY younger#enimes to lovers#james the dog#James and Julius had a bit of a one sided enimes to lovers thing going on lmao#transgender#Trans gabby ♡#fanmade sibling kinda??#intersex#genderfluid#Julius struggles with their gender identity at this time#Flip is going THROUGH it#Family issues frfr#James x Julius#found family#half siblings
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#ok just as a followup to my earlier post which i realize no one read which is fine but i gotta just say my piece even if it's in the tags#the truly astounding amount of jayvik biological kid content is frankly getting a bit uncomfortable lmao#look - i'm not trans so please tell me if i'm getting this wrong here. but like...#the fandom obsessing over the (fanon) trans male character being able to get pregnant (multiple times) just hits weird#like. idk the term for it but? forced feminization or smth? if you feel so strongly that he's trans then why push him into a mother role?#isn't that regressive? or fetishizing maybe? like hc'ing him as trans and turning around and having him carry babies srs#just to the extent im seeing it and a bit of the language surrounding it is bordering on excessive#like if i have to hear 'viktor's so fertile' 'fill his womb' etc one more time i might start muting on twitter tbh#i can understand hc'ing him as trans and it can fit well with his existing struggles surrounding identity and bodily autonomy#so like...why jump so gd hard on the chance to have him get pregnant#especially when harry's words were 'four beautiful ADOPTED children' which would work super well with their characters already#i'm not against mpreg lol but if viktor's going to get pregnant i prefer to explore more cosmic eldritch horror options#like where it's in the arcane or when he's the herald or something that's kinda far removed from natural biological pregnancy#and my reasoning for choosing viktor over jayce is purely because he's so enmeshed with the arcane and became nonhuman#im just into weird cool xenobiology stuff. (ah the garashir days)#idk. am i way off base here? like im sure many of the people saying these things are trans themselves and they can do w/e they want#but esp for prominent fandom names to go apeshit over viktor tpreg and then denounce cis fantasy mpreg as being too weird#esp when we're dealing with the 'transmutation into omnipotent god' character in the 'all timelines all possibilities' show#*gestures vaguely* what about poor blitzcrank
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It’s so weird being a trans man and not caring what others may think about my appearance while also only being out to some people, because it means that no matter who Im with, no one around me seems to get me. Cis people almost always find me too masculine and queer people almost always find me too feminine.
#gay#queer#transmasc#trans#transgender#trans struggles#kinda vent#if you squint#lgbtq#lqbtqia#lgbt#trans man#trans men can be feminine#trans men dont owe you masculinity#women dont owe you femininity
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OC Art! I had a slightly different idea for the storytelling in this piece but then I played with the color modes and got the wings to look like that and didn’t have the heart to take em away
Here’s the version more similar to what I had in my head
#it was supposed to be more symbolic about how someone appears in the light can be different than away from others#and struggles with identity inner self and instincts not aligning with how they#want to be like (which is how he looks visually)#kinda trans coded now that I think about it…#which is just a long way to say ‘oh this guy has bird instincts from his great grandpa but looks and expected to act human’#Marcus#amarald art
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re-do by modern baseball is trans masc marinette coded btw.
#thinking abt an au where marinette becomes a man when using the ladybug miraculous#and she already kinda figured out she was a trans guy by then but had a lot of doubt and imposter syndrome abt it#and then when tikki says how the#miraculous shows them whatever is in their heart or whatever#he's no longer able to deny it or convince himself he's cis#but he still has all his worries abt disappointing his family and whatnot as well as fear of rejection and bullying#and so he just kinda accepts he can only ever be a man as ladybug#but he still has a lot of impulsive thoughts abt just coming out#also he has horrible gender envy with adrien and low-key struggles with telling if he actually wants to be with him or be him#and then he has that little situation ship with luka and makes some joke abt how would luka still like him if he was a boy or wtvr#and luka basically says gender has never mattered to him and he'd want to be with marinette no matter what his gender was or wtvr#and that kinda changes things for mari in which he realizes maybe coming out is possible#and so maybe the first person he tells is luka and then maybe luka gives him a haircut or something#anyways#still deciding between some name options for him#miraculous ladybug#trans marinette dupain cheng#marinette dupain cheng
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might be kinning Tohya but in a trans allegory way like
"Someone died in me who isn't me and sometimes i feel like it's a 'her or me' situation where i'm scared for my own right to exist, but other times i feel like she's the ghost of a poor girl who deserves to be comforted and put to rest"
#sorry if this seems to much of a stretch i mostly just see him and his struggle as comforting in my experience#umineko#umineko spoilers#umineko ep 8#tohya hachijo#trans experience#enby#sort of a vent#but like a soft vent#i kinda teared up when searching for a pic for this post and thinking about this generally though aughh
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I don't like the uwuification of being trans as a whole. This is coming from a trans person.
#i mean this in irl too but i was specifically thinking about how SOME people seemingly only headcanon characters as trans boys because#theyre 'too emotional' to be be biologically male#i dont think im reaching.#why is it that we consistently see a group of boys in fiction and if ONE of them is headcanoned as trans#its the one who cries the most or something#hey can we maybe not make characters trans because you subconsciously believe theyre too fragile to be Real Men#and instead to explore what it is to be trans and the struggles of it.#or one of my favorites: they just Are Trans and its a casual fact about them. that ones awesome#just stop uwuify trans boys and men#oh and this extends to all trans people i just kinda diverged because I was mainly thinking about trans boys ycoycohcohkchkc#roahs dialog
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idk. imagine if someone said 'ive gotten too much push back so I'm not going to be sticking up for [marginalized group] any more' and it wasn't ab trans men. imagine if you said 'i know [marginalized group] is oppressed but it's just I'm tired of saying the same things as [marginalized group.]' imagine 'the oppression of [marginalized group] is too vitriolic to focus on'
idk. out of context feels pretty fucked up to say idk.
#imagine if i as a trans man said this ab your specific issues.#and like. our struggles go together!! you know this!! ive seen u say it!!!#by refusing to argue for us you refuse to argue for yourself.#imagine! imagine if i said the discourse around intersex ppl is too vitriolic ill no longer be standing up for them!#itd b fucked up!!!!#i usually agree with that op but holy fuck.#fruitpost#vent#vague#fruitvent#honestly? if youre gonna stop standing up for us then just stop doing it. idk.#feels kinda gross to see everyone in those comments#congratualting it on it deciding we're not worth it.#when it could just. do that without telling everyone 'i no longer see enough benefit to me to help things get better for you'#& maybe thats a really uncharitable reading! i can acknowledge!!! but it certainly feels that way#& it's so weird that no one agrees??#am i way out of line???#anti transmasculinity
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#transfem calder kerian#mtf calder kerian#transfem zebruh codakk#mtf zebruh codakk#calder kerian#zebruh codakk#vast error#hiveswap#??? fictives kinda#both of these fuckers have identity issues#the struggle of being double sourced#if you dont like tfem calder just dont interact idrc#scene tfem zebruh brought to you by our meulin#sapphic t4t zebruh x calder brought by me and my nightmares#trans calder kerian#trans zebruh codakk#not genderswap
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I've been wanting to draw on this template but for some reasons, I struggle soo hard on drawing them in the squares. But I was able to get some doodles that look good and also did a lil extra and drew tiny versions of them.
#myart#Justin#Lawrence#Bruh I've been struggling drawing#But I had the drawing power to draw their tiny versions???#Whatever mann 😭#It was fun drawing them tho#Sorry I drew their heads kinda big so they're blocking the words#Ermm I hc/view Justin as trans#It just makes sense to me...#Actually it's fucking canon lmaoo#Also sorry I haven't been drawing#I've been trying XDD#Anyways hope yall have a good one
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crazy how easy it is to get progesterone prescribed basically anywhere except where i live it feels like
#tbh my trans healthcare actually got like worse in the past 3 or 4 years and i've been kinda struggling to find a new doctor#not like it matters anyways cuz every doctor i have to tell them what is what and then they still make the decisions as if i didn't tell#them everything they know about trans women#like one doctor didn't even know that you are supposed to ignore e levels basically for bloodwork and was like omg ur e levels are so high#ya ofc they are it spikes when i take an e under my tongue and then levels out hours later that's why i take it 3-4 times a day#and he literally was like i dunno and lowered my dosage to 2 and it didn't change shit about the bloodwork cuz that doesn't change anything#like why is everything going backwards
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i was wondering why I've been struggling to breathe and why I've been getting random chest pains. turns out my binder is 2 sizes too small oops
#just ordered a new binder thank you mumsy for paying for it#testosterone has made me grow sm it kinda makes me emotional :( /pos#ftm#transmasc#trans#tboy struggles
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why does self discovery have to feel so BAD
#even if i decide on what i want the only trans friendly clinic in my area has a 4 year long waiting list#ive been so distracted by this horrible feeling to do anything... work is a struggle and i had to drop my exam prep...#and i know its not new because this happened years ago but my dumbass said hey lol itd be pretty easy to just ignore it indefinitely right#& im PAYING FOR IT NOW#it kinda feels like ive been stuck waiting for my life to actually start for 20 years. and anything telling me to just be patient!#itll happen someday! feels like a big fuck you
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getting serious on here bc i dont know where else
my experience as a trans boy: i forget the last time i felt secure in my body because of my way of self-expression
the way i express myself is through my clothing. simple stuff! but no, i dress in decora kei fashion, a style usually worn by girls. it doesn't help a single bit— in fact— it makes it worse— that i wear skirts because they look nice. no teacher has ever, ever, ever naturally called me a boy. i've always been referred to with "she" until i correct them if AT ALL!!! sometimes i correct someone and they will still call me a girl because i FUCKING LOOK LIKE ONE!!! I ALWAYS HAVE!!! ive been told by a few people "oh i thought you were a cisgender guy when i first saw you!" and im going to tell you that is a fucking lie. anyone who has ever said that, im convinced was lying through their teeth, through their screen, to make me feel like im not a complete failure of a boy. my face is feminine, my voice sounds like a girl's, my chest is apparent even with binders, and, of course, i dress girly. i tried to dress like what people think of when they think of a boy once: a plain old outfit. and guess what??? i didnt feel comfortable! people at school, some i didnt even know, asked me what was wrong because i didnt look like a walking lisa frank artwork. one of my friends even got mad, got appalled, and told me to "put the color back on." and i really wanted to! and I DID bc i wanted to!!! i can't fucking win. i try to give myself the slightest chance of being seen as a boy by the majority, and im not happy with how im dressing. i express myself through my clothes and love what i wear, but im constantly reminded that i will never be a real boy and anyone who's told me otherwise is lying to my face to make me feel better. trying to "be myself" isn't working. everything ive tried hasnt worked. i do not feel good in my body. being trans isnt cute, it's not something to WANT. i know others are proud of being trans, and that's amazing! i admire people who feel good about themselves, genuinely. im not saying that in a sarcastic way, i dont like being sarcastic. but for me, being transgender is fucking hell and that's why i never tell anyone unless they ask. i just want to be seen like a normal boy
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