#trans jin zixuan

[wolfriver777]

*trans your jin zixuan*

Transmasc jin zixuan has been on my mind for the last month and its hit its peak tonight where I had to quickly get this out of my system

[westiec]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jiāng Yànlí & Jīn Líng | Jīn Rúlán & Jīn Zǐxuān, Jiāng Yànlí/Jīn Zǐxuān Characters: Jīn Líng | Jīn Rúlán, Jīn Zǐxuān, Jiāng Yànlí, Módào Zǔshī Ensemble Additional Tags: Trans Female Jīn Zǐxuān, Trans Jīn Líng | Jīn Rúlán, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, alternate universe - United States, originally posted on twitter, Family Fluff, Coming Out, more than once, Support Trans Kids Series: Part 7 of Ephemera Recorded Summary:

When Jin Zixuan transitions, Jin Ling announces she's a girl too. Jin Zixuan and Jiang Yanli are supportive parents.

[lgbtlunaverse]

I've seen transfem!zixuan xuanli yuri a few times and every single time it's been delicious. 10/10. But have we all considered going even further: t4t xuanli yuri.

[patron-saints]

third time watching the untamed done with and despite being wildly in my 3zun era this time around i am still struck with the impulse to write trans zixuan/lesbian yanli on their wedding night……….help.

[mogai-headcanons]

Jiang Yanli from Mo Dao Zu Shi is a bisexual nonbinary woman with chronic fatigue syndrome who uses she/her and they/them pronouns!

She's married to Jin Zixuan, an autistic trans lesbian who uses she/her pronouns!

dni link

[greenandhazy]

I’m participating in a fic exchange rn, and the fics aren’t revealed until the 17th, and I’ve been more or less pretty focused on the thing that I’m writing without worrying about the thing I requested—partly because I submitted four wildly different prompts, so it’s hard to get myself jazzed up when I don’t know which one the author picked.

BUT someone pointed out in the discord that if people post their drafts early, you can view how many tags are used throughout the collection and!!!! There were only three works published at the time this came up and I could IMMEDIATELY tell that one of them was for me based on some particular ship/character tags. And I could also tell which prompt the author had chosen; it’s the SongXueXiao exchange for The Untamed, so you’d expect mostly Yi City-specific characters, but one of my prompts was Jin Guangyao outsider POV, because I love chaos friends XueYao, and there are a suspicious amount of Jin-adjacent tags.

And now I am SO HYPED and my feelings towards the countdown timer are much more “hurry up” than “take your time” lol.

[cinnamonandpancakes]

okay but op, please, I'm interested now, tell me more about Jiang Yanli entering into a clandestine affair with her dead mother's (best?) friend and erstwhile mother-in-law-to-be. This seems complicated and juicy!

I think if you want to make Jiang Yanli a lesbian in CQL despite her very much having the longing hots for Jin Zixuan that’s totally fine! But also I think that if you do wanna make JYL a lesbian, you should consider following the classic slash instinct of pairing her with whatever same-sex character she has the most screen time with/has the deepest emotional connection with who isn’t a blood relation. So that would be (checks notes scribbled on hand) her future mother-in-law, Madame Jin.

[wangxianficfinder]

Fic Finder

Sep 18th

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1. Hi! I don't know if this has been asked before but I'm looking for a fic. It had multiple chapters and might have been mostly from LWJ POV. (spoilers for the fic basically) I only remember clearly that in one of the later chapters it is revealed that WWX took the fall for JC who had set off a cigar fire. Thank you!

FOUND! Nursery Rhymes by manaika (M, 96k, WangXian, NieLan, Modern AU, Inexperienced WWX, Experienced LWJ, Reconciliation, Budding Love, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Unreliable Narrator, Medical Inaccuracies, Slow Burn, Past Character Death, Childhood Trauma, Found Family, Past Injury, Nurse! WWX, Doctor! LXC, Teacher! LWJ, Character With A Heart Condition (Major), Past Incarceration (Major Character), Underage Character With Leukemia (Minor))

NOT FOUND! Insert Coin Now for Extra Life by TriviasFolly (E, 201k, wangxian, modern, ABO, Intersex Omegas, Omega WWX, Alpha LWJ, Marriage contract au, Twitch Streamer WWX, fluff and smut, caring for other while sick, Possessive LWJ, Rare Male Omegas, Pack Dynamics, Sugar Baby vibes, Eventual Smut, Brief mention of lwj/others)

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2. hi - apologies if you have answered this and i missed it, or please ignore if i haven't waited long enough! i really appreciate all you guys do! I'm looking for a longish fic - cloud recesses classes WY gets whipped after JZ/JY engagement broken, recovers in CR while creating talismans. Wens attack and WY explodes heads. ACE JZ, badass Madame Jin, NH sets up JY/NM, WY grabbed by WR, LZ comes to save him and they kill WR. I've tried searching hashtags, but just can't find it -can you help? @oldoni

FOUND? 🧡 To have and to hold by Moominmammashandbag (M, 78k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Major character injury, CQL verse, Happy Ending)

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3. Hello Mojo!! I've always used your blog to find missing fics, but this'll be the first time I send in a an ask!!

I read this fic a long time ago and forgot to bookmark it, the premise was Jiang Yanli was engaged to Lan Zhan but she was in love with Jin Zixuan. So Wei Ying, doing what he does best and offers to take her place.

He's invented a talisman that changes his body to look like Yanlis, the catch is that it affects his health everything he uses the talisman until it eventually hurts him to the point of near death. And he falls in love with Lan Zhan along the way.

Can you help me find this fic?

FOUND? 🔒 You Free Your Mind In Your Androgyny by retired (misbehavingvigilante) (E, 368k, WangXian, JC & JYL & WWX, NHS & WWX, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Bodyswap, Crossdressing, Dysfunctional Family, Gender Dysphoria, Hurt/Comfort, Identity Porn, Mistaken Identity, Misunderstandings, Transphobia, Self-Worth Issues, Suicidal Thoughts, Trans WWX)

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4. Hiii there was a fic where wei ying was chased by a dog and took shelter in lan zhans house. i remember wy having a panic attack and lz calming him, and ig he had a cat called bunny?? idk this was on the first chp. and it was a long fic ig?? Anyways hope you can find it!! @for13years-i-play-inquiry-foryou

FOUND? leave all your love and your longing behind by ScarlettStorm (E, 143k, WangXian, Modern AU, no magic, Meet-Ugly, Panic Attacks, autistic lwj, neurodivergent wwx, the neighborhood asshole dog, if you’ve met one then you know, Hurt/Comfort, Pining, Minor Angst, major shenanigans, Happy Ending, for everyone including the asshole dog, Eventual Smut, switch rights, Sex Toys, horny yearning, Masturbation)

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5. Hii I am desperately looking for a fic. It is around cloud recess time and wwx is a genuis and gets recognized by the Lans and they treat him well. I remember super specific stuff like there was an elder who blew something up to reroute a river because he needed the water for fire savety and he is kind of mentoring wwx. And some of the elders imply to lwj to court wwx. And there is a kind of scholar equivalent to a discussion converence and the Jiang scholars get so much shit from the Lans for not supporting wwx talent because he is like a once in a generation genius and they usually have systems in place to support people like that but the Jiangs were afraid of madam yu i guess. Thats most of what I remember. I really hope it still exists somewhere... @frankensteins-gendercrisis

FOUND?🔒in the shadow of moonlit flowers by Reverie (cl410) (T, 56k, wangxian, LXC/NMJ, Cloud Recesses, LWJ & NHS Friendship, Developing Relationship, POV LWJ, Minor Injuries, Autistic LWJ, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, aka the Madam Yu warning, Genius WWX, Light Angst And Hurt/Comfort, WWX Protection Squad, Gusu Lan Sect, Slow Burn, Protective LWJ, LWJ-centric)

FOUND? 🧡 Stunted, Starving Juvenility by TomatenMark (E, 859k, WangXian, WIP, Fix-it of sorts, Talisman master WWX, Not JFM Friendly, Study Arc, Getting together, Fluff and Angst, Engagement)

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6. Hi! I'm looking for a f/f wangxian fic, I don't remember much about the plot but I do know in it wwx bullies young lwj and calls her a lesbian. They later meet as adults and wwx is really trying to atone for her actions. Thank you!! @blessrainydays

FOUND? Out of your system by mimilamp (E, 20k, Female WangXian, Modern AU, Rule 63, Sexual Content, Strap-Ons, jealous wwx, lan zhan FUCKS, mention of LWJ/others straight girl WWX, Y E A R N I N G, Additional Warnings In Author's Note)

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7. Hello! Here for the fic finder, please. It starts with Wangxian hunting a monster that eats dreams. At some point it catches lwj and puts him into a dream and wwx goes into the dream and sees that in it they are married? Does that ring any bells?

FOUND? Dream of Me by KingdomFlameVIII (E, 11k, WangXian, Mild Horror, Dreams, Dream Sex, Bathing/Washing, Domestic Fluff, First Kiss, First Time, Light Bondage, Hand Jobs, Anal Fingering)

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8. Hi! I'm looking for a modern au where WWX was a fox that had gotten taken to a sanctuary and he had a faded red ribbon around his neck, it fell off and he got sad about it. It possibly had his name written on the inside of it? Wen Ning either ran the santuary or worked there. WWX might've been cursed to be in a fox form? I can't remember for sure. I thought I'd bookmarked it but can't find it and there's a gazillion fox!wwx fics and I'm not finding it. I can't remember more than that but hopefully someone will know. TIA!

NOT FOUND! in the arms of the angel by ScarlettStorm (E, 37k, WangXian, Modern with Magic, Fox WWX, animal rescuer LWJ, Minor pining, major shenanigans, Comedy, Smut, Getting Together, Hurt/Comfort, Adhd WWX, the mortifying ordeal of getting your head stuck in a peanut butter jar, and getting subsequently rescued by your crush, there were in fact two beds, but LWJ knows what he's about, Blowjobs, Frottage, switch rights, Scent Kink, mildly telepathic sex, courtship via kittens)

FOUND! Found: Extremely Friendly Fox by wanderingflame (T, 22k, ZhuiLing, WangXian, Modern AU, mild animal injury, Curses, Fluff, Reunions, Fox WWX, Foxxian being a lovable terror, POV Alternating, Modern With Cultivation, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, LWJ wears reading glasses because it's sexy)

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9. Hi can I ask you if you could find me a fanfiction where Wei wuxian keeps doing different ghost games and Lan Zhan keeps interrupting them, the other thing I can remember is that they're both university students and Lan Zhan is responsible for the dormitory.

FOUND?🔒Grandmaster of Demonic Party Games by Trickster_Angel (M, 50k, WangXian, Modern AU, College AU, Crack, Light Angst, Humor, Paranormal, horror, Slow Burn)

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10. Hello! Submitting a request to find a fic, cause i'm honestly at my wit's end.

It was multichapter fic and I'm pretty much sure it was finished. It's basically story, where Wei Wuxian transmigrates from modern times into cultivator setting, summoned by mistake, by his counter-part here and basically hijacked their body? And was then promptly attacked by Lan Wangji, who thought it was original

In cultivator setting, Wei Wuxian was also known as a Yilling Laozu - ancient and mad with grief over Lans killing his husband few hundreds years ago. The present Lan Wangji is reincarnation of said husband, but due Yilling Laozu Wei Wuxian not letting him go, he couldn't properly reincarnate or something? Like - he is still man's husband, Lan Wangji, but a little bit different and that stops him from falling in love with YL WWX?

(There was also something about how this Wei Ying was summoned, because Lan Wangji from that universe probably died, before they had a chance to meet.)

Anyway, after getting (i think?) stabbed by Lan Wangji he got taken to Cloud Recess, then he somehow winded up in Lotus Pier, growing close with Jiang siblings. Also, Wei Wuxian from the modern times was some kind of doctor or inventor (?) and he tried bringing some modern solutions there.

I think this think may be quite known, but i tried all the tags i thought that will work and found nothing ://

Thank you very much in advance

FOUND? Old Foreshadows by protos_metazu_ison (M, 15k, WangXian, YLLZ WWX, BAMF WWX, War, Universe Alteration, Sunshot Campaign, Rated For Violence, Timeline What Timeline, Mojo’s post)

FOUND? 🔒 Transverse by Kytrin, Mslead (E, 192k, WangXian, ChengSang, ZhuiLing, ZhenYi, Dimension Travel, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Enemies to Lovers, Transmigration, Past Lives, Canon-Typical Death, Don’t worry - he gets better)

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11. for fic finder, i've read this a few times and suddenly i can't find it- wwx gets taken by a caiyi merchant while he's on his way to dinner with lwj. the merchant is someone wwx had previously gotten along with, so it's a bit of a depressing realization that even this guy hates him.

queue a sinister array, a timely rescue by lwj, and the sobering realization that wwx can't fully escape what he's done in his past life, and it can crop up where he least expects it @stgroversfire

FOUND! Before we get started, does anyone wanna get out? by Iggysassou (E, 13k, WangXian, Married Couple, Post-Canon, mdzs canon rather than cql, 5+1 Things, Canon-Typical Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Domestic Fluff, Protective wwx, protective lwj)

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12. Hi! This is for fic finder. I'm looking for a fic where sect leader JC returns to Lotus Pier after a trip/night hunt and the junior disciples all clamour towards him. JC then picks one of the youngest disciples who gives a short report and sends them off for training. I think it might be from the pov of someone who accompanied him (LWJ? LXC?) and then I think there's a bit of commentary about the kind of sect leader JC is. I think it's likely some sort of canon divergence or time travel fic, but not sure. Thanks!

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13. hi, i’m looking for a fanfic in which jzx’s death was faked, he was found in the lake (?) by wwx, i remember people thought wwx was dead but lwj managed to find him alive in some village. lwj told jiang yanli to find wwx and after he found jzx, he was told not to sleep in the same room with jyl as she was married woman and it was inappropriate. this fic wasn’t finished

FOUND? Discarded by teawater (E, 178k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Dying Lan children, Hurt/Comfort, YL WWX, Golden Core Reveal, Case Fic, Depression, Family Issues, Self-Esteem Issues, Self Confidence Issues, Self-Worth Issues, Angst with a Happy Ending, and it's not always dark, POV Multiple, BAMF WWX, dubious morals in the Lan sect Feels, Pining, Grief, Fix-It, BAMF LWJ)

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14. Hi! I’ve been looking for a fic I read a while ago in which WWX designs a talisman (or something) to test blood relationships and finds out he really is JFM’s son. If I remember correctly he’s already left Lotus Pier, I think he finds out with JYL and JC at Cloud Recesses? “This body yet survives” by RoseThorne comes very close but doesn’t have him as JFM’s son. Help please!

I’m pretty sure 14 is a modern era AU and they take a DNA test which reveals the siblings as wwx’s half siblings - can I locate it? Ehhh, of course not unless I get lucky with my history search

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15. I’m looking for a fic that is a modern au, no cultivation, where wwx leaves home or is driven out of his home and loses contact with his sibling and lwj. Fast forward to the future, he’s living somewhere and is with the Wen siblings? I don’t remember how, but somehow lwj finds wwx first, maybe over text? And slowly wwx starts sharing his life again? I feel like maybe wwx had been abused or threatened to never talk to his siblings again. He’s very afraid. I remember Wen Qing was very suspicious of LWJ and protective of wwx. Thanks for your help!

NOT FOUND! clean from the war (your heart fits like a key) by sysrae (E, 28k, WangXian, Modern AU, Reunions, past xy/wwx, xy is fucked up but not evil because it's a modern AU and I said so, Hurt/Comfort, Panic Attacks, past wwx/jfm, Past Rape/Non-con, Past Abuse, Rape Recovery, transphobic violence, Victim Blaming, Past wwx/others, allusions to past self-harm)

FOUND! Love Don't Belong To Me by airinshaw (E, 28k, WangXian, Modern, Getting Together, Kissing, Intercrural Sex, Light Angst, Happy Ending, PTSD, Panic Attack, WWX's canonical self-esteem issues, Canonical Child Abuse, not as dark as the tags imply, Past Relationships mention)

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16. Hello! Thanks in advance for this. I read ff earlier this year, it was post-canon I guess, Wei Wuxian is staying in cloud recesses and Lan wangji is chief cultivator (I guess). once wwx took juniors to night hunt and he kminda knew that someone will come for him, a walking corpse was searching for him specifically. after empathy wwx got to know that the walking corpse is his father. I dont remember anything other than this scene. Please help! @vbhardwaj-reads

FOUND! An Aftermath More Devastating Than The Storm by UneducatedAuthor (Not Rated, 111k, WangXian, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Post-Canon, Everyone Loves WWX, The Junior Ensemble Love WWX, Hurt WWX, Protective LWJ, Protective LSZ, WWX Deserves Better, Genius WWX, WWX Protection Squad, Chief Cultivator LWJ, Cultivation Sect Politics, JC & WWX Reconciliation) Has Wei Changze as a fierce corpse searching for his son

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17. For fic finder, I remember it was a multichap canon dovergent wangxian fic with inventor wwx. Tho I am not sure if that tag was used. The most notable part of it was Madam Jin bringing evidence of jgs putting his lot in with wrh complete with bills, transactions, correspondences etc. Jgs tries to discredit her by being a misogynist. That's when madam Jin uses a wwx custom binding spell on him and then says "I am a quick study when I want to be" to wwx and then she says "thank you for your instruction" because she learned the spell from jzx who saw wwx teach it to jc in cloud recesses lectures. After that she tells jzx to take the sect leader's seat and there was resistance from jin elders in the same scene and also in other later chapters. It was complete and happy ending I believe for wangxian too @yiling-laozu-is-loml

FOUND? Cultivating immortality by KizuKatana (E, 231k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Rogue Cultivator WWX, Mutual Pining, BAMF WWX, BAMF LWJ, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, unreliable narrator, Found Family, First Time, novel canon relationship dynamics)

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18. Hey its my first ask so i don't know if I'm doing it right... I've been trying to find two specific fics really hard but no luck yet. I hope you'd be able to help

A) It was a post-sunshot campaign au..I think someone basically heard wwx getting yelled at by jc and flinching away from his touch. That gives rise to rumours that jc is sexually abusing wwx. Everyone starts pitying wwx and it comes to a head at some sort of banquet..?

B) A post-canon wangxian fluff fic. I think it might've been a 5+1 sort of fic but im not sure. There was one particular scene where wwx is just hanging out with other lan spouses and they are all complaining about their husband but wwx is silent cause lwj treats him really well..After he says so one of the women say "how long will it take your husband to realise if I kill you and take your place?" To which wwx replies "like right away"

I really hope you'll be able to find them

18A)

FOUND? Short Prompts by Vrishchika (M, 40k, WIP, WangXian, Originally Posted on Tumblr, Not JC Friendly, Separate Tags for Each Chapter) chapter 15 I'm sure of it

18B)

FOUND? Life before you was tragic by covalentbonds (Not rated, 4k, wangxian, Fluff and Humor)

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19. Hello! I am trying to find a fix where Wei ying get thrown to burial mound by wen Chao as a child, and then he become the protector of Yiling! He is always covered in shadows when he meet the sects! Can anyone remember the title! It is in AoW but I cannot find it! Help please!🙏 Thanks 😊 Have a wonderful day! @fallingstar77

I don't remember the name of #19 fic, but what I do remember is that it's listed on the amazing Warprize compilation you guys did.

FOUND? 💖 what price is duty, what cost is love by thunderwear (G, 18k, wangxian, Canon Divergence, WWX was never adopted by the Jiang Sect, War Prize, YLLZ WWX, Mutual Pining, First Kiss, First Time, Falling In Love, eventual dramatic confessions, Eventual Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending)

FOUND? Sanctuary by Alineko (T, 45k, WIP, WangXian, XuanLi, Canon Divergence, YLLZ WWX, WWX Isn't Adopted by the Jiangs, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Cultivation Sect Politics, Sunshot Campaign, Overpowered WWX, Burial Mounds Ensemble as Family, WWX Creates a Sect | Yiling Wei Sect, Sect Leader WWX, Unreliable Narrator LWJ, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Self-Indulgent, Touch-Starved WWX, Different First Meeting, POV Alternating, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags)

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20. Hi, Im looking for a fic that may have been deleted but i'll try here. In it LWJ takes a'yuan away from cloud recesses to raise outside of the sect after WWXs death. He builds a garden with various monuments one of which is a boulder tied down with ropes to represent the Xuanwu. Eventually he senses something and goes to the burial mounds where he drags a reborn WWX from the blood pool. He takes him home to rehabilitate. On the way he stops at an inn to bathe him. Thats all I remember<3

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[xieliansbignaturals]

I'm still thinking about Ye Olde MXTX Crossover T4T Meetup.

Hua Cheng is wearing a different pronoun pin and a different outfit every time you look at xem. Just having so much fun with shapeshifting. The one consistent thing about her is how lovingly he's looking at Xie Lian, whose Just Some Guy energy is off the charts.

Shen Qingqiu insists that she only came to support Luo Binghe. That's also the reason behind the she/her pronoun pin, which she picked up just in case Luo Binghe was the only one using those pronouns and felt left out. And, you guessed it, yes, that's why she's been on fantasy HRT for several years. It would be so cruel to let poor Binghe go through that alone!

Wei Wuxian hasn't figured out she's trans yet, but the pronoun pins were her invention. She's attending as an ally to support Lan Wangji, who does not want to be here, and Jiang Yanli, who is very happy to meet other people like himself and Jin Zixuan.

Shi Qingxuan and Nie Huaisang have bonded over their shared enjoyment of fans and chaos. Banyue is talking with Zhuzhi-lang about how great snakes are. Mu Qingfang has set up a little table talking about medical transition options for those who can't shapeshift, and is happy to talk about his own experiences.

The Liu siblings didn't come because being trans, to them, is like being born as a 5lb baby instead of an 8lb baby: completely mundane, why do you need a meetup? Mobei-jun feels similarly. Shang Qinghua is too busy with paperwork, but maybe he'll make the next one. He Xuan refuses to admit that they have anything going on with their gender, and they have no motivation to attend a social event anyway. Nie Mingjue is unfortunately otherwise occupied. Jun Wu is not attending for multiple reasons.

Pei Ming attempted to attend as an "ally", but got bored and left when the only person who wanted to sleep with him was some lizard-headed dude from Ghost City. Better luck next time, Pei Ming.

[lansplaining]

why i don’t think jin guangyao killed rusong

(or had him killed) 

“Then... then even if you had no choice but to marry Qin Su, you still could have neglected her,” Lan Xichen said. “Why did you have to... And why go through with the trouble of siring A-Song, only to kill your son with your own hands?” 

Jin Guangyao clutched his head in his hands and said in a bitter tone, “...After the wedding, I never touched A-Su again. A-Song... was conceived before we were married. At the time, I was afraid that a delay would cause complications...” 

So he and Qin Su had consummated their union in advance. If not for that, he would never have ended up committing incest with his own younger sister. He didn’t know whether he should hate his father, who was hardly a father at all, or his own paranoid, overthinking self! 

Lan Xichen sighed. “Next-- and do not attempt to prevaricate-- but answer me. Did you intentionally plot Jin Zixuan’s death?” (7 Seas trans., 86-7) 

This is the sequence where Jin Guangyao lays everything out. Given what he chooses to reveal, it seems safe to assume that he isn’t hiding anything. So why do he and Lan Xichen just completely drop the Rusong question? There’s potentially an answer in the way Xichen frames the question-- that is, it’s a two-in-one of “why did you sleep with her and conceive a son only to kill him” and JGY’s response answers both-- I didn’t know when I slept with her and when I conceived him. 

But why does even the narration seem to forget about it? Why doesn’t it say, “he would never ended up committing incest with his own younger sister and having to kill his own son”?

I think... because he didn’t. I get annoyed by attempts to answer questions that hinge on how someone “would” or “should” act because everyone is different! But! Murdering your own son is something that would demand at least a little emotional unpacking, surely?? Or at least a little more explanation. He was a total innocent, and a child! But we get more time breaking down murders that are ten times more understandable, if not justifiable in the eyes of those listening, just from surface knowledge of the relationships. 

We even get other opportunities for it to come up, and it doesn’t. In the very next section, for example: 

“Despite us being born of the same man, why was your father able to spend his leisure time at home with his beloved wife, playing with his child, while I didn’t dare be alone with my wife and my blood ran cold at the sight of my own son?” (88). 

Again, dropping in “while I was driven to kill my own son” feels a little more rhetorically powerful-- if it happened. 

JGY leaves out potentially morally exculpatory evidence again and again when he isn’t asked for it directly-- like SiSi, like an explanation of how his mother was treated in the brothel he burned. The fact that he doesn’t go into Rusong’s death, and the fact that Lan Xichen just lets it pass without explanation, makes me think that the official version of events-- that he was killed in political retaliation-- is true. 

[wolfriver777]

Thinking about trans masc jin zixuan again. I just think it'd be neat and funny if like madam jin and jgs were super accepting cause that means they have a male heir and yippee they don't have to bang again and they absolutely deny ever having a daughter

[piosplayhouse]

My favorite thing about transfem Jin Zixuan is that Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng have to be like. Well normally I am always down to support a fellow trans person but in this case it would mean we would have to stop randomly being super mean to Jin Zixuan for no reason. Hmmm this is a toughie and Yanli is like it is literally not a toughie PLEASE be nice to my wife

Chengxian being fully supportive of jzxs transition but not of her still being married to their sister is my absolute favorite flavor of transfem jzx ITS SO REAL! This is them at every family event

[tbgkaru-woh]

I feel like mo xuanyu would look at ur Jin zixuan and go “I want to be that” and then try to bleach his hair and cake his face in makeup

spoiler alert it doesn’t work out and he looks like a fool

i always imagined mo xuanyu to be a bit trans woman coded, however that would translate to ancient fantasy china's image of it or presentation of it (it's just the make up, i'm being very basic here I know but also i didn't pay much attention to mxy), but mo xuanyu's gender envy (it's man to man but LISTEN) where the target of the envy is jin zixuan now overtook that headcanon thank you!!! the fact that jzx, in his mature leaderfather era would be kind towards mxy too, but mxy never approaches (or is shunned to approach by others) is SO good

[10thmusemoon]

1 & 5 for the ask game, please!

1. Recommend a fic over 100k

I feel like the majority of these are pretty popular in the fandom anyways so I'm not gonna summarize them.

Metagaming by Esama -SQ is SY/YQY/LQG/LBH

Tarnished Gold by Prim the Amazing -Binggyuan

A Child Once by Tossawary - Moshang

What Married People Do by Shamelesscooper which is like The LiuCheng fic

Heartbreak and Other Foreplay binggyuan modern au

No Paths are Bound TGCF retelling where one of the shackles is in XL's eyes, blinding him but also The Soul Remains which is also by Evie about XL being locked away by Jun Wu after the final battle until a modern day HC (with no memories of his past life) saves him. Really, just ready anything Evie has written. This blends with mdzs and Shen Yuan has a blink and you'll miss it appearance.

And so my heart beats wildly, wangxian modern day cultivation sports

Upon our silver bridge, xicheng

Sansukh, if you only read one lotr fic in your life let it be this.

5.a fic with an interesting gimmick

Nine lives in eight centuries, Xie Lian lives out his punishment as a cat!

The More Things Change Jin Zixuan and Jiang Yanli are trans, of cour their mothers betroth them to each other to keep the secret from JGS

Time Loop, Nie Mingjue is in a timeloop, he sleeps through the first 3 days

Let these bones be the giver, Jiang Yanli opens up a restuarant in Ghost City.

[robininthelabyrinth]

Sub!nmj, preferably with some flavor of trans, pick your pairing. I just want nmj to be told he's a good boy.

ao3 link

WARNING: explicit content, mildly degrading dirty talk, voyeurism

This probably wasn’t what his father had meant.

“While you are at the Cloud Recesses, you might as well pay close attention to acting Sect Leader Lan,” his father had said offhandedly, in that way he had when he was completely serious and you had better obey or else but also he wanted to reserve the right to say he’d just been kidding later on if you screwed it up. “Particularly if he’s meeting with any other sect leader. I’m sure it’d be extremely…educational.”

Jin Zixuan had saluted and agreed, of course. What else was he supposed to do?

If it were Lanling City, he could have gone to complain to his mother, who was usually pretty good at deflecting his father through sheer rage if nothing else, but once he was away, out of her reach, he would be surrounded by his so-called friends, which were really mostly his father’s lackeys, and they knew a thousand and one ways to make his life miserable without ever impugning on the Jin sect’s face if he didn’t at least appear to be trying to follow his father’s orders.

(Sometimes Jin Zixuan wistfully thought of all those bastards that his father was said to have out there, and wished he could switch places with them. They were tainted by their illegitimacy and probably impoverished, yes, but at least they remained free of the stinking golden pit filled with vipers that was his home.)

At the beginning, there was nothing he could do to demonstrate his diligence to his father but attend his classes, which was where Teacher Lan spent a fair amount of his time, but he knew that wouldn’t be enough. He worked out a way to get to Teacher Lan’s quarters without being detected, and even a way to observe him: wiggle through a little-used window, then hide in a closet with the door cracked open so that he could watch him working on paperwork. Of course, there were disadvantages to this method – namely, once he was in, he couldn’t get out until Teacher Lan had left once more, and also that he couldn’t see what was on any of the papers Teacher Lan was reading or writing on – but it was better than nothing, and he dutifully reported on his progress to his father.

There was no response, of course. His father would never put anything on paper that might incriminate himself, while Jin Zixuan’s own letter could always be said not to have been read, and would have been burnt (or ‘lost’ in transit) if it was too indiscreet.

But then, one day, Sect Leader Nie came to visit the Cloud Recesses, and Jin Zixuan heard with his own ears Lan Qiren inviting him to come by his quarters for tea later in the afternoon so that they could speak in private, one sect leader to another. Obviously, with a cue like that, he couldn’t not go, right?

Only…well…

They weren’t exactly talking.

Or…they were. But not about – sect business.

“What a good boy you are,” Teacher Lan said, his hand in Sect Leader Nie’s hair. “So eager to please.”

Sect Leader Nie didn’t respond, probably on account of the fact that his mouth was full of Teacher Lan’s cock.

Jin Zixuan’s mother’s strident efforts aside, Jin Zixuan wasn’t a virgin or anything – he’d been to a handful of top-end brothels, played around a bit until he had at least a general idea of what he liked. The whores he’d slept with had been beautiful and gracious, perfectly poised, and not one of them had sucked his cock with anywhere near the enthusiasm that Sect Leader Nie was displaying right now.

He hadn’t even said a word upon coming in – he’d just closed the door behind him, walked over to where Teacher Lan had risen up from his desk to greet him, and dropped down to his knees. Teacher Lan was still dressed, Sect Leader Nie having just shoved aside his robes and buried his head in there, his activities mostly identifiable on account of the familiar sounds, wet on flesh, and the motion of his head.

Teacher Lan just looked – amused.

Not surprised, not in any way; he’d clearly expected something like this. Now that Jin Zixuan thought about it, he’d probably invited him to tea specifically for this purpose – their eyes had met while he’d issued the invitation, and Sect Leader Nie had nodded stiffly…Jin Zixuan had realized they were subtly signaling to each other, just he’d thought they were going to talk about sect politics! Not – this!

“Eager little slut,” Teacher Lan said, his hands still running over Sect Leader Nie’s thick dark hair, and Jin Zixuan hadn’t even known that Teacher Lan knew that word, much less that he could look like that while saying it. Teacher Lan was a boring old stick in the mud, like his father was always saying; he didn’t get to look stern yet kind, like someone you could trust with your worst insecurities and they would gently scourge you raw with them in the best sort of way. “You’ve been wanting this all day, haven’t you? Or even longer, I’d wager.”

Sect Leader Nie hummed in obvious agreement.

Teacher Lan chuckled, then tucked his hands behind his back – standing with perfect posture, in the proper pose, just as if he were standing at the front of his classroom, and Jin Zixuan was never going to be able to attend another class with him ever again. He looked cool and calm and commanding, stable and secure, unshakable.

“Enough,” he said, an order, and Sect Leader Nie stopped at once, immediately unmoving, although he let out the very smallest little whine of denial. That just made Teacher Lan chuckle again and reached back to run his fingers along Sect Leader Nie’s jawline. “Don’t worry. Haven’t I said that you’re a good boy? Good boys that know how to properly greet their teachers get rewards.”

Jin Zixuan’s hand found its way into his lap before he even realized he’d gotten hard.

Fuck.

He was never going to be able to go to class again. Any class.

“Stand and remove your clothing,” Teacher Lan instructed, and Sect Leader Nie complied, pulling off of Teacher Lan’s cock with a small pop – and, uh, wow. From the angle he was at, Jin Zixuan hadn’t been able to actually see it before, but his first actual glimpse of what Teacher Lan was hiding under his robes was…sure something. Were all the Lan sect main family gifted like that?

Great, now he wasn’t going to be able to meet eyes with Lan Xichen or Lan Wangji anymore either.

“Beautiful,” Teacher Lan said, palming his cock in his hand, and Jin Zixuan tore his eyes away to look at Sect Leader Nie, who had removed his clothing and was now standing nude and proud in the center of the room, his own hands tucked behind his back.

Teacher Lan was right: Sect Leader Nie was beautiful.

Broad wide shoulders you could run your hands over, a narrow waist, supple ass, powerful legs, lots and lots of flesh out there for the looking…he didn’t have a cock, which was momentarily disconcerting until Jin Zixuan suddenly remembered something his mother had mentioned once about the Qinghe Nie tradition of recognizing ‘misaligned’ individuals, who lived their lives with the gender that matched their spirit rather than their body; she’d been complaining about some matchmaking she’d been planning on falling through because the pair she’d had in mind wouldn’t be able to have children, which they both wanted. It seemed that Sect Leader Nie was one of those ‘misaligned’ people.

Jin Zixuan didn’t know what it said about him that the fact didn’t make Sect Leader Nie either more or less attractive to him.

Maybe it didn’t mean anything at all. Sect Leader Nie was just – gorgeous.

“Good boy,” Teacher Lan crooned, and he stepped forward and ran his hands along those shoulders, just the way Jin Zixuan had wanted to. His fingers dragged over Sect Leader Nie’s shoulders and back and arms, then dipped down and cupped Sect Leader Nie’s chest, pulling a gasp out of him.

That didn’t stop Teacher Lan, though. He kept running his fingers all over him, wrapping his hands around his waist, cupping that ass, even drifting over to rub briefly between those legs, coming away wet and slick…

“Teacher Lan,” Sect Leader Nie rasped, his voice deep. “Please.”

“Good boy,” Teacher Lan said again. “Go lie on the bed.”

Sect Leader Nie ardently obeyed.

Jin Zixuan shifted uncomfortably in his place. He couldn’t see the bed very well from where he was – Teacher Lan had a screen up to separate his sleeping area from his working area, and all Jin Zixuan could see were shadows on the screen, figures moving. It meant he could see what they were doing, but couldn’t see exactly what they looked like – he could see the silhouette of Sect Leader Nie lying down, his hands holding his legs up and spread, and he could just barely see Teacher Lan kneeling down between them. He could see Teacher Lan’s head dipping down, out of sight. He could hear the wet sounds as Teacher Lan ate Sect Leader Nie out until he was twisting and turning and even thrashing, until the sounds of his whimpers and whines and “Teacher Lan! Teacher Lan! Please!” were the only thing that filled his ears. Until Sect Leader Nie was sobbing from the pleasure of it, rendered completely incoherent, mumbling nothing.

But he couldn’t see it.

He couldn’t see Sect Leader Nie’s gorgeous body, twitching desperately with need. He couldn’t see his expression, undoubtedly drunk with sensation, pupils blown and expression dazed, blissful, the way it had been while he’d been sucking cock earlier. He couldn’t see Teacher Lan’s face, probably wet with slick, when he rose back up, settling back on his heels to regard his fellow sect leader and asking, ever so gently, “Do you want me to fuck you?”

Yes, Jin Zixuan shouted in his mind when Sect Leader Nie didn’t answer. He didn’t know at what point he’d shoved his own robes apart, wrapping his hand around his cock to furiously work himself, but he’d already come twice and it hadn’t so much as slowed him down. He was a teenager, he barely had a refractory period, and he was watching the hottest thing he’d never even imagined – none of the brothels he’d visited held so much as a candle in comparison to this. Yes, fuck him, do it, do it now.

Luckily for all of them, despite Sect Leader Nie clearly having been tongue-fucked too stupid to answer, the question had been rhetorical.

Jin Zixuan couldn’t see Teacher Lan’s cock through the screen, but he had a vivid imagination and that glimpse from earlier, long and thick, and the guttural way Sect Leader Nie grunted when Teacher Lan put it to him made Jin Zixuan shiver from the top of his head to the bottom of his feet.

“You don’t mind if I make use of you, do you?” Teacher Lan asked, his voice still damnably steady, gentle. “No, of course you don’t. You’re a good boy, a good little slut, made just for me. You don’t mind if your teacher borrows your body for his own purposes…”

Sect Leader Nie most certainly did not seem to mind, keening in mindless pleasure, and Jin Zixuan had to stuff his fingers into his mouth to keep himself from echoing that sound. He didn’t even know which one he wanted to be, which one he was jealous of – probably both – his mind kept switching between roles like rapid-fire, imagining on one hand the heat of Sect Leader Nie’s cunt around him, his hips pistoning as he carelessly held Sect Leader Nie by that tight little waist of his and pressed his cock into him in any position he so wished, and Teacher Lan pressing him down on the other, murmuring filth into his ear as he ‘made use’ of his body as he wished, commanding and inflexible, inexorable, accepting nothing but perfect obedience. He imagined himself in between the two of them, even – his fever-hot brain wildly spinning crazy impossible scenarios, a sect conference in the future where he, dressed in the regalia of Sect Leader Jin, knelt in front of Teacher Lan, side by side with Sect Leader Nie, and obeying the old teacher’s commands to fuck Sect Leader Nie for his viewing pleasure, his entire body a puppet for their pleasure as Teacher Lan intoned orders and Sect Leader Nie begged Teacher Lan for mercy.

Jin Zixuan just barely managed to swallow his cry as he came a third time, listening to Teacher Lan’s own satisfied groan as he emptied his balls into Sect Leader Nie’s cunt.

He did it without hesitation, too, despite the dangers that must be associated with it – Sect Leader Nie must have taken some sort of contraceptive in advance, surely. Or maybe he hadn’t, and they were just playing with fire, Sect Leader Nie willing to risk showing up to the next discussion conference with a belly bulging with another sect leader’s bastard. If Jin Zixuan’s father ever found out about this…

Jin Zixuan’s father, Jin Zixuan decided, was never finding out about this. It wasn’t what he’d meant, anyway.

[westiec]

Writing Patterns Meme

I feel like I would've called this the Opening Lines Meme, but I'm not in charge around here so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tagged by both @bladedweaponsandswishycoats and @tavina-writes thank you kindly

Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!

"Shizun, please, let me help." Luo Binghe's eyes were big and wet, and it was completely unfair how weak that made Shen Qingqiu, especially now. It Does a Body Good - Scum Villain, Bingqiu, lactation kink pwp for Tit4Tat

"Come on in, Rex," Anakin called out as the door to his temporary rooms slid open. These were nicer accommodations than they'd had in a while, all things considered. a different intimacy altogether - Star Wars, Anakin/Padme/Rex, first time threesome, also for Tit4Tat

First, there are kisses. A Tender Shoot Unfurling - Love Between Fairy and Devil, Dongfang Qingcang/Xiao Lanhua/Changheng, a polyship remix for Multiamory March

In retrospect, Wen Ning should have realized that something like this might happen. Novel Avenues of Empirical Research - MDZS, Wen Ning/Nie Huaisang, body discoveries of a horny nature for Cursed Clutch Exchange

Sizhui is pleased to discover that he loves traveling with his Ning-gege. wanting spills out - MDZS, Lan Sizhui/Wen Ning, soft fucky somno, also for Cursed Clutch Exchange

Somehow they always seemed to be running away from gunfire and explosions. Medically Inadvisable - Trigun, Vash/Wolfwood, a comedy of errors for Misinterpreted Tropes flash

Her husband always looks so fucking pretty in a skirt. Fucking Pretty - MDZS, Jiang Yanli/Jin Zixuan, genderplay pwp for Bulletproof

If someone had told Mo Xuanyu just a few years ago that she'd be living in Jinlintai as an officially-recognized sister of Jin zongzhu and apprentice practitioner of the ghostly path, she never would've believed it. things are happening every day - MDZS, Mo Xuanyu & Xue Yang, a slice of a very trans modern cultivation AU, for MDZS Genderfuckery

The first thing I noticed was the color of the sky. It was that really pretty ice blue right before the clouds in that one post, you know the one. I Died and Got Transmigrated Into WHAT???! - Scum Villain, OC/Shang Qinghua/Shen Qingqiu, some absolute nonsense for Birthday Bash [I am making the executive decision to skip some even sillier Birthday Bash masterpieces lmao]

Shen Yuan was having a hard time meditating. New But Not So Strange - Scum Villain, Liu Qingge/Shen Yuan/Shen Jiu, trans ace queerplatonic sex pollen times, for Amperslash (and a bonus, because I just like this one:)

Sister Felicity was stricken one morning with the undeniable and utterly ruinous realization that she was in love. Like a Wellspring, Her Love Overfloweth - Original Work, nun/demoness, piss kink with feelings for Flash Flood

What have we learned?

I like a one-liner, and I tend to start by declaring that A SITUATION IS UPON US and then rewinding a bit to look at how we got here.

Fairly even split between past and present tense, and usually a close third POV unless I'm Intentionally Doing A Bit.

Less dialogue than I expected! Usually when I do this one, I have a bunch of: "Opening words," they say, as the Situation comes to a head, "and then the second, longer half of that sentence."

Let's do @sandumilfshou @jaggededges123 @theindianghost and @livingmeatloaf, plus whoever else would like to play!