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anakin in lingerie WIP
#trans anakin as always#just assume if i’m posting art that it’s t4t obikin unless its explicitly not that lol#there was no way this was going to be finished in time unfortunately#been having a major fatigue and pain episode like i did at the end of 2022 and not only is it sucking the life out of me (derogatory)#but it’s scaring the shit out of me#to cope i will imagine beautiful men and then draw them with my remaining energy. bless#obi-wan sees anakin in this and is :^| on the outside and stick figure violence on the inside#me too man#anakin skywalker#obikin#implied lol#trans anakin#scout.png#wip
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rb and tag a character you see as trans
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I'm using this whenever I get asked about it.
#i realize as a born slave he likely wouldn't have a birth certificate but whatev#as always i maintain all fictional characters worth claiming are trans/nonbinary or some flavour of non-cis unless explicitly stated#pry trans anakin skywalker from my cold dead claws#also u can decide whether the F was initially assigned or what he got it changed to bc using birth assignment as its own binary is bleh#this is a placeholder til i write a proper pinned post lmao#trans anakin skywalker#queer star wars#anakin skywalker#trans
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When I was 8 years old I saw The Phantom Menace in theaters and it was the first Star Wars movie I ever watched. And let me tell you, seeing Jake Lloyd play Anakin Skywalker changed my brain chemistry. I wanted to be him so bad!! 😭
#this is why i will always defend this movie#and why i have a soft spot for Anakin#maybe i should have realized i was trans sooner but i didn’t have the language i needed for that#star wars
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Have a messy Rexwalker AU
Anidala were casual, there was flirting with Rex but it never went anywhere. Anakin doesn't get barbecued and ends up as Suitless Vader, so the Vader identity is more or less public.
Vader is Captured ™️ by a miscellaneous individual, and Sheevy Boy doesn't care enough to find him.
Instead, Rex stumbles across captured Vader, who is:
A cute girl now
An amnesiac of the fantasy "I don't remember who I am, only have the faintest flashes of my old life" variety
Rex steals Anakin. And kind of... does the questionable thing:
Implies they were a couple, affianced, prior to Her Head Injury.
Rex builds a life of domestic bliss on LIES in the back end of nowhere.
Ahsoka is horrified when she finds them, even though it means Vader isn't so much an issue anymore.
He tries to say it's for the greater good (he'll tell her the truth eventually! When he's sure she won't go back to Sheev!) But uhhhhh he's Guilty Happy whenever she hugs him or gives him a cheek kiss etc.
Waking up in the same bed almost makes him cry with emotion.
(The intended implication of Anakin not noticing anything is wrong wrt gender and the surgeries is that she was never cis in the first place and just. Didn't realize. Could be fully binary trans, could be gender indifferent. Won't know until the truth comes out that she wasn't Always Like This.)
@threebea:
Rex: Everyone is happier by me doing this, including Vader. Ahsoka: Yes but still!
#captain Rex#anakin skywalker#rexwalker#forcefem#forced feminization au#trans Anakin Skywalker#Ahsoka Tano#star wars#the clone wars#dubious consent#non consensual body modification#medical malpractice#suitless vader#Phoenix Talks#amnesia#amnesia au
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actually always thinking of darth vader through a transgender lense bc i’m insane but also bc it is SO EASY to do a trans reading of his whole deal like to me, personally, in the star wars in my brain that is better than yours and doesn’t gaf about authorial intent, darth vader is in part a manifestation/personification of the horrifying feelings of loss of control that come with long-term repression/closeting or forced detransition. and this works on a purely superficial level because darth vader is hypermasculine in a way that starkly contrasts a lot of anakin’s softer/more androgynous traits but if we are to actually think beyond the superficial the themes of loss of autonomy and rejection of personal identity in favor of one given to you are veryyyy resonant from a trans perspective. constant insistent rejection of your true self. “that name no longer has any meaning to me.” even his voice is not his own. etc etc. vader is a reinvention of anakin but that reinvention is into an empty husk whose entire existence is to be another person’s pawn. vader is not so much a new identity as he is a lack of one. and i don’t want to dismiss that on a literal textual level disability is a part of the Body aspect but all this is far less about his injuries and part more about how they’re treated, specifically how his body is altered in ways that are entirely about creating a more imposing image and basically turning him into a weapon (there is no reason for him to be 6’7), and that again ties into the idea of Erosion Of Self. and i think these aspects come together in a way that is so easy to read as trans, or at least that resonates with me as a trans person, because so much of repressing as a trans person is inventing an empty version of yourself and accepting your physical state as something you are fundamentally not in control of and self-denial for others. and vader encompasses a lot of those feelings taken to body horror space opera extremes
#some of this is very specific to my transfem anakin hc but i am trying to hit on some broader themes and ideas#because i think regardless of headcanons one can do a Queer Reading of vader and his relationship to his body and identity#and The Body and The Self in general. to me anything about the malleability of either is easy to make transgender#darth vader#anakin skywalker#star wars#anakin gender tag#keat.txt
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One thing that always feels so funny for me when it comes to the Rosebird Parents Theory isn’t when people simply disagree with the theory, but rather people apparently seeing the prospect of a ‘Raven is Ruby’s real father’ reveal to be this totally unthinkable thing and how could anyone ever think this could happen?!
Because once you get past the whole ‘two ladies making a baby’ hurtle, Raven being Ruby’s dad really fits into so many well-known fantasy/sci-fi tropes. Many of which RWBY notably has not done yet, or have already been tied to Raven herself.
I mean, the mysterious villainous and/or anti-heroic loner with ties to the family pulling an ‘I am your Father’ reveal on the protagonist? That’s a fucking CLASSIC. Hell, let’s consider a few things about Raven:
Big, intimidating helmet.
Clear Samurai inspiration.
Wields a katana-like sword that technically has an energy blade (dust=energy) which is generally RED-colored.
Possesses mysterious and terrible over-worldly powers.
Has a mysterious past tied to our protagonist’(s) family.
Was probably in love with our protagonist’s (apparently) dead mother.
Yeah I’d say Raven makes for a pretty good Darth Vader-expy.*
Beyond that specific case, we’ve already seen the story connect Raven to a BUNCH of ‘mysterious and angsty deadbeat dad who left their kid for unclear reasons’ tropes when it comes to Yang. Why not have those apply to Ruby as well? People have been clamoring for years about wanting to see Summer’s narrative dynamic with Yang explored as much as the one she has with Ruby, so why not have the reverse be true with Raven and Ruby as well?
After all, it seems that the story has now given Ruby a reason to seek Raven for answers just as Yang once did.
And as I’ve noted in previous Rosebird Parents posts, No I don’t believe Raven also being Ruby’s deadbeat dad would be somehow ‘redundant’. Particularly because the context is completely different: Yang has known that Raven is her birth-mother for most of her life, whereas Ruby would only just now be finding out that Raven is her birth-father. Far from being redundant, this would allow the story to explore two very different responses of kids to an absent parent: One who has had to live with the knowledge of that absent parent for years, and one who hasn’t and has to deal with this NEW information suddenly getting dropped on her.
Plus, as I alluded to earlier, it’s rather notable that RWBY hasn’t done some big ‘dramatic parent reveal’, given how much of a staple it is to the genre. And given how reimagining, twisting and flipping classic and well-worn fairytale/folklore/fantasy tropes (often via playing with gender-roles) is basically RWBY’s bread and butter at this point, I’d say giving the series heroine an ‘I am your father’ reveal from a woman would fit PERFECTLY in this series.
And if you���re going to ask ‘but how do two ladies make baby?!?’,
Raven can be intersex. Boom. Done.
Alternatively, magic.
As an aside, yes Summer being trans is a perfectly viable alternative. I just think logistically speaking, Raven being intersex and being Ruby’s ‘father’ makes a dramatic reveal a bit more streamlined. Also, the idea of Raven managing to be BOTH a deadbeat mom AND a deadbeat dad is just too funny XD
*Of course, this comparison gets even more fun when we consider Summer having her own Vader-parallels, ie; Summer almost certainly being taken by Salem and given what we can probably assume to be a Vader-esque makeover via grimm-hybridization in setup for a big reveal. So when we combine this with Raven, I think we can view what happened on their last mission as ‘What if Padme/Obi-wan got turned into Vader INSTEAD of Anakin?’ Like Raven in the present is basically Anakin doing Obi-wan’s traumatized hermit shtick, except all angry and edgy because it’s still Anakin.
#rwby#rwby theory#Raven Branwen#Ruby Rose#Summer Rose#rosebird#rosebird parents#rosebird parents theory#star wars references#guess who's back on their bullshit? XD
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Pride Month Requests!
My specialties are character x reader mainly because I've never received requests for ships and I'm not experienced in it! If you don't see a character, I can still likely write it. For male characters it will be MLM Reader x character and WLW for female characters. (Trans characters hcs and readers always included. Edit: Non Binary and gender neutral also welcome!) Reblogs appreciated! SFW preferred.
Characters: Bucky Barnes x Reader Steve Rogers x Reader
Natasha Romanoff x Reader Yelena Belova x Reader Peggy Carter x Reader Arthur Morgan x Reader John Marston x Reader Anakin Skywalker x Reader Obi-Wan Kenobi x Reader
Hawke x Fenris Hawke x Isabela Hawke x Merill Dorian Pavus x Inquisitor Cullen Rutherford x Inquisitor Cassandra x Inquisitor Leliana x Warden
More by Request!
#van der linde gang#john marston x reader#arthur morgan x reader#abigail marston x reader#abigail roberts x reader#Bucky barnes x reader#winter soldier x reader#natasha romanoff x reader#yelena belova x reader#peggy carter x reader#steve rogers x reader#anakin skywalker x reader#obi wan kenobi x reader#dorian pavus#cassandra pentaghast#dragon age isabela#natasha x reader
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Bottom!Anakin with a pussy fics
If you've been searching for a compiled list of trans Anakin fics I've made this list! Read the tags, all will be completed fics, and none of them will feature Anakin with actual breasts.
It's Always Been You
GFFA-verse Unable to admit to their feelings, Anakin and Obi-Wan seek alternate means to relieve themselves of their sexual frustrations. or The idiots are in love and too stubborn to do anything about it. In classic Obikin bumbling style, they accidentally end up picking each other at a gloryhole.
Show Their Truth
With every action, Kenobi proved Vader's Master a liar.
Heavenly Tension
“What did you do before I got here?” Obi-Wan asks casually, and Anakin will never be over how he can talk about sex like this when Anakin still stammers over his words. “Just fingered myself,” he says with a bashful shrug, “It usually works but it wasn’t enough.” Because his fingers aren’t Obi-Wan’s, thick and determined and deft. Obi-Wan makes another of those cooing sounds that make him feel like a youngling. “Aw, and not even your vibrator was enough?” Obi-Wan asks, picking it up from where Anakin had tossed it aside. “N-no, it was too much,” Anakin explains, trembling slightly as Obi-Wan rubs soothing circles into his skin. “Sweet boy,” Obi-Wan purrs out as he puts the toy aside, “I’ll take care of you how you need, don’t worry.” (Or, in which Anakin needs his Daddy to help him come but he learns that's okay.)
Good Things Come for Boys Who Wait
“Would you like to?” “What?” Anakin asks, confused once more as Obi-Wan waits patiently and expectantly for something. His fingers on Anakin’s hip burn. He wishes he could have more. “What it’s like to be eaten out — would you like to know?” Obi-Wan’s voice has taken on a huskier quality, and Anakin could die. or, Anakin has never been eaten out. Obi-Wan shows him what it’s like.
improper methods of scientific inquiry
Anakin stumbes upon a new and interesting species while bathing. Obi-Wan is a scientist at heart. -- For day 2 of monsterfucker march: plant monsters and tentacles!
make it hurt cuz we love it when it burns
Anakin wants to be a good boy, he really does. It's just so hard. Especially when the punishment for his failure is so enticing.
In the Heat of the Hour
A small gasp captured his attention fully, Obi-wan’s head snapping towards the door to see his omega, so shy and flustered standing at the doorway. He rose to rest on his knees, tightening his hand around his cock to relieve the pressure. Not able to suppress a growl, he watched how Anakin’s eyes seemed glued to his cock. His alpha wanted the omega under him, to praise him for coming to his alpha like a good boy. Anakin watched him closely, eyes finally flickering up to meet his own before he took a slow step back. “I shouldn't be here..” he muttered, taking another slow step back. A small whine caught in the omega’s throat when Obi-wan’s eyes narrowed, the boy coming to a standstill outside of the door.
don't like the cameras but I love it when you ogle
His Master just had a different, special way of showing his appreciation, his affection, his love for Anakin.
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I reblogged that joke post about how Anakin was vaders deadname, but like. I unironically think this was what Kylo's situation was, lol. You don't have to be trans to change your name or be uncomfortable with it. Kylo was always uncomfortable as Ben even before joining the darkside. He hated that he had the name of a man he never knew and had no attachment to. He hated that solo was a fake last name.
It was stated in the Rise of Kylo Ren comics that Kylo picked that name during childhood. Even if the Ren title was earned in a way he particularly never wanted, Kylo was always his chosen name.
Idk maybe I'm just projecting my transness onto him. But I always sorta get sad when redeemed Kylo Ren is reduced to "Ben". He can still be good with the name Kylo and without the discomfort that his birthname gave him throughout his whole life.
#kylo ren#ben solo#ky rambles#do i sound crazy#because if i do thats because i am and have strong feelings about this#not enough to be mad if you disagree with my take tho
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Several Sentence Sunday
I am absolutely cheating with the number of sentences today, and I won't apologize for it. I wrote 2K+ words last night for seahorse dad henry (reminder that means pregnant trans henry)((I did this in addition to finishing a 17K+ fic)), so I wanted to share this whole snippet to celebrate.
“I thought you’d take tea,” Alex jokes. “I do,” Henry says, holding his mug up in faux cheers. “I am. The coffee’s just for you.” Alex smiles at him. “That’s so nice of you. I don’t know why I’m fucking surprised, though, you always seemed nice. Until I thought you ditched me without a word in the dead of night.” Henry bites his lip. “I’m sorry about that, I—” Alex cuts him off. “No, don’t apologize. Pez explained. You were, like, saving puppies from burning buildings or curing cancer or something.” “Working at the LGBTQ Youth Shelter that Pez’s family owns.” “Right,” Alex nods. “Same difference.” Henry can feel a blush spread across his cheeks. “Well, it pays the bills, unlike writing sad, gay poetry.” Alex leans his head back and laughs, and Henry can’t help but join in. God, he hopes that he isn’t about to ruin everything.
Thanks & tags under the cut!
Thanks to @affectionatelyrs @getmehighonmagic @songliili @kiwiana-writes @nocoastposts @firenati0n for the tags :)
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#red white and royal blue#rwrb fanfic#rwrb#fanfiction#rwrb fic#firstprince#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#rwrb fandom#several sentence sunday#WIP: seahorse dad henry#happinessofthepursuit writes#rwrb wip
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Anidala (tender, gentle) forcefem. Turns her husband into her wife and they have awesome hot sex together. So happy and so into it once the ball is fully rolling. Anakin feels shame as his desire to be fem gets harder and harder to push down with his wife "playfully" trying to do his makeup, asking his opinions on her closet, taking him shopping with her, finding girl clothes in his size and "playfully" teasing him to try them on. They're both hot and bothered by it when they see his body in girl clothes, girl shoes, girl accessories, while both try to hide it from each other (anakin much more so than padme. Padme wants him to feel desires but doesn't want to push him too hard and risk him pushing back. Anakin is scared padme thinks this is some fun silly game while he's developing new neural pathways to come LMAO).
Make it trans!!! Padme loves Ani becoming more and more comfortable being girly with her. Encourages it. Anakin likes it so much she never wants to stop, wants to always be a girl. Addicted to how her wife loves her as a girl. When padme calls Ani her wife for the first time Ani's brain frazzles. It sounds so much better, feels so much better. Ani is anguished when she has to leave the safe haven padme has created for her and be jedi knight anakin skywalker, strong, manly, general of the republic. She just wants to be Padme's sweet girl forever and ever.
#anidala#im 100 percent a bottom anakin liker so Padme WOULD be pegging her.#theyd rub off on each other and shed point out how wet ani is#ani creams herself p quickly after that#leaking just like a girl#girl Ani impregnating padme......#i am kind of crazy about that i will not lie#originally this post was like two sentences#guess i got inspired LOL
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Ghost & Angel's Masterlist !
hello all! now that we have a few fics under our belt, we hope this list helps you find them all <3 enjoy! (fics are in order of oldest to newest)
Anakin Skywalker
Sweet Dreams (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Dick Grayson
Just A Little Chilly (x Male!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Gale Dekarios
Promised Me The Sky, Tossed Me Like A Stone by Mod Ghost
Spencer Reid
You're Safe Here With Me (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Don't Let Yourself Fade Away (x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Getting The Hang of This “Girlfriend” Thing (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Holding You Together (x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Take Me Home (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Taking It In (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Ghost & Mod Angel
First Day (x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Something New (x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Doubling Up (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Show Me How To Be Whole Again (x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
I’m The Only One Who Touches You (x FtM Trans!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Interrupted (x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
New In Town (x Male!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Extracurricular (xWife!Reader) by Mod Angel
Choose Me, Love Me (xFem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Innocent Love (xFem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Flufftober 2024
Day 1: Lost Pet Meet Cute (Steve Harrington x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 2: "Left. Other Left!" (Gambit x Rogue) by Mod Ghost & Mod Angel
Day 3: Favorite Scent (Matt Murdock x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 4: Market Day (Spencer Reid x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 5: Acorn, Chestnut, Pinecone (Matt Murdock x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 6: Mistaken Identity (Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 7: Hoodie Weather (Jason Todd x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 8: Chopping & Piling Wood (Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 9: “Don’t do that!” “But…” (Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson) by Mod Angel & Mod Ghost
Day 10: Bet, Game, Contest (Remy LeBeau x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 11: Ingredients & Spells (Spencer Reid x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 12: “This is spooky…” “Really??” (Spencer Reid x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 13: Attic, Cellar, Hidden Rooms (Jason Todd x GN!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 14: Fantasy AU/Mundane AU (Astarion Ancunin x GN!Tav) by Mod Ghost
Day 15: “What are you wearing?” “It’s laundry day!” (Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 16: “Yes, No, Maybe” (+ bonus prompt “I’ve Got You.") (Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 17: Only One Bed (Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 18: Rainy Day (alternative for Bewitched) (Matt Murdock x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 19: Yarn (Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader) by Mod Angel
Day 20: Paw(Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 21: Bonfire(Astarion Ancunin x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 22: “Wait, you love me?” “I always have”(Remy LeBeau x Mutant GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 23: Stormy Night by Mod Angel (tbp)
Day 24: Comfort food(Dick Grayson x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 25: Haunted House (tbp)
Day 26: “I can’t find it” (Gale Dekarios x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost
Day 27: Gravestone (alternative for afternoon stroll) (Astarion Ancunin x GN!Reader) by Mod Ghost (tbp)
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STAR WARS LGBTQ HEADCANONS FOR PRIDE
I’m only listing characters that I have set opinions on so if a character is missing that’s why
(if you don’t agree thats okay but don’t judge me for having opinions)
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Original Trilogy:
-LUKE IS GAY
I headcanon That Han doesn’t really think about labeling anything, he’s dated men he’s dated women it’s whatever
Lando is Pansexual Polyamorous and uses all pronouns
people might hate me for this but I headcanon Leia as straight 😅
I know he’s a droid but C-3PO is gay
Biggs Darklighter is bisexual
I think Tarkin being Not straight is like almost canon so???? (Still hate him though)
Not a sexuality but Crix Madine does drag✨✨✨ (don’t question it) So Does Greedo (Google Greedo in heels)
Oola is Asexual and deserves Justice
Admiral Akbar is Gay in some capacity idk why
Prequels And CW:
Obi-Wan is bisexual
All clones are gay in some capacity (ask for a specific clone)
Grievous is Gay
Asoka is bisexual with a preference for women
Barris is Lesbian and Asexual and goes by They/she
All B1 battle droids are gay because I said so
Kit fisto is gay
Sequels:
Kylo is gay did you expect anything else from me?
Hux is a closeted gay (though pretty much everyone figured it out, probably before he did) (I do see him as Cis but I enjoy the AU where he’s trans masc bc that’s so me)
Phasma is lesbian
Rose is lesbian
Finn is Bi (Poe was his gay awakening)
Poe is Bi with a preference for men
Mitaka is gay and Ace
Pryde is straight and def homophobic and transphobic let’s be real
Brendol is the reason Hux is closeted need i say more?
Star Wars Rebels and Bad Batch:
Hera is bi
Sabine is Lesbian
Zeb is Gay
Kallus is gay (Zeb was his gay awakening)
Thrawn is bi (For Eli Vanto cough cough)
Tech doesn’t put labels on his gender or sexuality as he finds it too fluid and nuanced to logically label it with one word
Phee is enby and bisexual
Wreker is Demi and Asexual
Crosshair is Gay
Hunter is Bi
Echo is Biromantic Asexual
Adult omega is Bi with a preference for fem people
Emerie is trans fem and Ace Aro
Hemlock is gay (idk why but I always headcanoned him having a husband off screen. Still hate him though)
Legends:
Coran Horn is bi (my precious boy 🥺)
Jaina is bi
Anakin (Solo) is bi and doesn’t label his gender uses they/he
Jacen is either gay or straight I can’t decide
Nuso Esva is Enby and Ace Aro
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(Discussion of My) WIP Wednesday: Transgender themes
I haven't really been writing much lately, but I've been thinking for a while that I wanted to talk about the trans themes in my fic "Their fragrance came from you", in which Obi-Wan (an omega) poses as an alpha so that he can take the throne.
When I started the fic, I didn't really think of it as containing any trans themes; I just thought it would be a good source of conflict. And then about 2 months back, I was asking people for opinions on a problem and my friend @nickelanddamned suggested that, while having sex, Anakin should notice that Obi-Wan didn't form a knot, then soothe him by saying something like "Hey, you'll always be my Alpha, no matter what your body says"
And that shook me.
Because I fucking loved it, I adored it, but it didn't fit into the narrative I wanted to write at all. But that sentence "You'll always be my alpha, no matter what your body says" was so blatantly trans. What a brilliant message!
It would have been a beautiful way to resolve the scenario, too. So why didn't I want to write it? If Obi-Wan wanted to be an alpha and Anakin supported him by referring to him as such, treating him as such, then what was the problem? Why did it strike me as wrong?
Was I being, at my core, unintentionally transphobic? Of course an author is allowed to take their story in any direction they want, but this seemed deeper for some reason.
After much, much thought, I finally found my answer.
Here, listen to this:
Until age fifteen or so (until Obi-Wan presents), his dynamic causes no problems. And then it causes many problems.
To keep the throne, he needs to teach himself how to act like an alpha. He needs to appear a certain way, behave a certain way. He needs to avoid ever thinking of himself as an omega, just so that people will accept him.
Sound familiar yet?
He gets married, and the idea of his husband seeing his body makes him sick with fear, despite all his wants. Yes, he does want to top Anakin, to fuck him. But he doesn't have the right equipment-- the expected equipment.
And besides, he also wants Anakin to lay him down and fuck him. Some alphas like to bottom, Obi-Wan knows. But is it too suspicious, if he asks for it? Will it compromise his cover? He finds himself second-guessing every action, even as his attraction to Anakin grows.
So. Why didn't I want Anakin to reassure Obi-Wan he was an alpha no matter what? It's because Obi-Wan doesn't want to be an alpha.
What he really wants is to be allowed to be an omega, both publicly and privately. He just wants to stop pretending.
So no, I wasn't being weirdly transphobic. In fact, my experiences as a closeted trans person were informing the story all along, and I didn't even notice!
Turns out, Obi-Wan is just trans-coded in the other direction 🥰
#this post got a bit out of hand oops#beaming it to all my trans mutuals tho tbh#I hope you feel me#wip wednesday#obikin#emperor obi-wan au
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Was watching a ContraPoints video (popular trans lady YouTuber) on some gender philosophy and got to thinking about trans girl Ani nuances.
OKAY SO: Contrapoints makes a comment in the video (transcript here) that she views herself as a boy who became a woman, not a girl who didn't realize it yet, which is a relatively uncommon approach among trans people, and that's in the middle of a longer discussion on the flaws in radfem theology (which I watched right after this PhilosophyTube video, and accidentally conflated the two since the former talked a lot about systems/structures of gender).
Anyway, I'm rotating that in my mind with regards to Anakin, who grew up in a setting that could easily be interpreted as having a much foggier distinction between Man and Woman than between Slave and Maste,r or human and twilek, etc.
It's entirely feasible that, on Tatooine in particular, the social elements of gender came down to very practical concerns (reproduction) and very superficial signs (e.g. hairstyle could maybe broadcast intended gender, and who wears skirts) outside of the specific situation of highly gendered and sexual forms of slavery (Jabba's dancing girls), which was relatively rare compared to more standard forms, like shop work or janitorial or what have you.
So you have an Anakin who grew up in a setting where "am I a girl?" isn't necessarily a question that would have the same answer as in another setting with more defined gender distinctions, in terms of both expression and role, and of the matter of identity at that confluence.
Then he--still he, at that time--meets Padmé and the handmaidens (very feminine, very girl, but not in a way that's at all like the way women on Tatooine willingly engage with), and encounters Coruscant culture (lots of gender dynamics due to the culture mash, but a low-key Western Misogyny vibe in the Senate and other non-Jedi settings Anakin's liable to encounter), as well as the Jedi classes on gender and sexuality and respecting/navigating those parts of culture on other planets.
As a result, Anakin starts developing a new, more nuanced and expansive understanding of gender, where it's more than just a few small differences, and the people around are mostly Jedi, who are also pretty dang open to nontraditional gender approaches etc And Anakin sort of… grows into wanting to be woman? In a way that isn't the usual "I always knew I was a girl" and more of an "I've learned what people consider a girl, and I'd like to be one."
And like. Ani COULD go back to thinking of gender in Tatooine terms, but why bother? Being a girl makes her happy. She wasn't unhappy as a boy in that gender framework, but she's happy as a girl now.
But because she didn't mind being raised a boy, she might say things a "when I was a boy" or "back when I was still living as a boy"
Me every time I hear a new, interesting take on gender: How can I apply this to a fictional character?
Also tbf this settles pretty well with my general thoughts on nb Anakin as well, where gender is like… It Sure Is A Thing That Exists. Anyway, Where's The Blasterfire?
#the fact that I'm still (mostly) cis after consuming such an extreme quantity of Gender Theory Things is something of a miracle#I do not mean just the above two videos. I cannot actually identify every bit of Trans And Nonbinary theory I've watched or read because...#it's just a lot. it's so much#trans headcanons#trans anakin skywalker#anakin skywalker#tatooine#star wars#phoenix talks
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