#trans!azriel

[peggy-sue-reads-a-book]

I need to yap about a different fandom for a sec so bear with me. Azriel is so incredibly trans coded it’s canonically defensible and I would scream and shout and kick my feeties to see it confirmed.

If I may, your honor:

IF Azriel were born a girl, his brothers certainly would not have let him fly.

You know who would change his name to a swaggy biblical angel? Probably a trans man.

Feyre said he was prettier than Rhysand.

Certainly all of us would like to read a Mulan type book where he runs away and trains in the camp in disguise. 👀

Cassian wrestles the shit out of him until he makes a realization.

And proceeds to tell him a story specifically about some queer lady angels?? Surely now you see it.

Which is also the story he shares with Feyre when it’s specifically important to him to teach her to fly.

The cauldron doesn’t pair him with Elain. Possibly because they can’t have children?

Again, little Az trying to protect his secret so badly but equally wanting to prove himself and then Cassian finding out and him tearing up and being like “but I just wanted to you to see me as your brother.” And Cassian being like o_________o “but I do??”

Who can draw? Surely SOMEBODY wants to draw it.

Az relearning to fly after top surgery

Awkwardly rubbing his neck and asking Rhysand for clothes to borrow to wear to the night court and Rhysand takes him shopping.

Rhysand was a derpishly nice and friendly child and didn’t understand why Azriel didn’t like him. Rhysand was all the things he never thought he could be and it hurt to have his friendship imposed upon him.

Thematically this works well with the rest of the group. Most of them have reinvented themselves or popped outta the cauldron different.

It’s also very important to me that he have a little gold septum piercing. I think it would look good on him 🤷

[punkeropercyjackson]

Red Hood and The Outlaws(2010-2020)lineup

Jason Todd,Red Hood,team leader and founder and briefly a Star Sapphire

Eddie Bloomberg,Red Devil and the ever optimist

Rose Wilson,Ravager turned Willow and the Dual Wielder Snarker

Summer Kent,Ignite,Jason's righthand man and briefly a Black Lantern

Pepper Jackson,Star Sapphire and the cosmic comic

Thaddeus Thawne,Inertia and the Dark Core Four's accidentally rescue adoptive son

Raveena Rothra,Blackbird and the spiritualist

Duke Thomas,Robin and everyone's Signal of Hope and Chaos

Kahali Roy,Blood Maker and the social media expert

Billy Cane,Bones and the third Runaway Batkid

Artemis Grace,of Bana-Mighdall and Summer's fellow top tank

Kyle Rayner,Green Lantern turned White Lantern and team anime expert

Mathew Kent,Superguy and the second Runaway Superkid

Imani Javiera,Pantheress and Sly Spy no longer for hire who found a new family

Venus Parks,Star Sapphire and Sick Beats Provider

Lilith Morningstar,Hex and team tech

Daisy Hilliard,Paradisia,the herbalist and a healer duo with Raven

Azriel Morningstar,Ghoul and the biter fighter

Jennifer Williams,Batika and time hopping guide

Ireneo Dillion,Magina and team magical girl

Honorary Outlaws,all given a diy'd badge by the main gang:Talia Al-Ghul(Jason's adoptive mom that uses her Taliacorp resources to help them out),Tam Fox(1st Batgyal),Luna Vasqúez(Aquagal)and Kryptona(kryptonian robotic cat technically built post-disbantion and owned by Summer but bonded with the rest enough to be considered the team pet)

[throttledneck]

azriel is trans btw <3

[thecustomcosplayed]

ough. the gender euphoria i get at adults calling me by my (chosen) name.. OUGH. that hits me right in the heart /pos

[pearblossommina]

A luc/az story you say? 👀

Yeah! The doc has 525 words and three entire paragraphs about how Lucien should be trans.

(Functioning off the theory that Mor is Azriel’s mate)(which is why Lucien would be a good person for him to kiss! He knows what it feels like!)

“Lucien and Az are both lonely boys rejected by their mates.”

When the fox first came to their court, Azriel noticed his unique scent. And he was captivated by his whirling, mechanical eye. He hated the Vanserra family with his whole heart - but this one had been cast out to make his own way in the world. Maybe he didn’t deserve his ire. He couldn’t blame him for being wary. The Night Court had a rutheless and cruel reputation, and Lucien was the exact kind of priveleged, high fae, high born, handsome prick that they wanted to keep out. Lucien was the very definition of high fae, high born, handsome. Yet it didn’t stop him from being rejected by his family. Rejected by his mate. Rejected by the only place he had ever known as a home. Azriel didn’t want to stick his nose in where it wasn’t his business. But he felt a strange compelling force drawing him to the fox.

When he took off his shirt, he saw the twin crescent shaped scars on his chest. Azriel wanted to let his fingers trace across them. 

“Where did you get this done?”

“Dawn Court.” said Lucien. “The same healer there who helped me with my eye, she gave me my surgery. Honestly, if Tamlin hadn’t taken me in, I would probably be serving Thesan to this day. His court is very welcoming of people like me.”

“You never dreamed you would set foot in the Night Court.”

“I’d have done anything to get my mate back.”

“Elain doesn’t want that from you.”

“I suppose she doesn’t.”

“I’m sorry,” said Azriel.

“Don’t be. It’s not your fault.”

Azriel kept his mouth shut. It wasn’t true that it wasn’t his fault Elain had rejected Lucien. He couldn’t know her true reasons, but he couldn’t deny that he imagined his draw to Elain was at least part of the reason.

[talons-and-teeth]

its canon sorry!

I have a lil headcanon that Azriel’s first crush was on a trans woman and while things never worked out between them, he still talks to her frequently and asks for life and dating advice from her because she’s one of the wisest and most patient people he knows. He’s a ride or die for this woman and she for him 🥺✌🏽

TRANS ALLY AZRIEL LIVES

[that-satireguy]

Hello. Due to a lot of recent cofusion. I have decided I need an introductory post, so here I am. Hope this will clear things up.

I am Azriel, 17 years old. I am a trans guy, and use he/him only. Yes my name is based on ACOTAR, no I haven't actually read it.

I was born and raised in an abusive christo-muslim offshoot cult. I was removed from there at 14, and have been in a stable situation since 16.

This is already too much information, so i will not be disclosing much else.

This was originally a side/vent blog, but now its mostly about transandrophobia and politics. Some of my content may be triggering, so warning for severe child abuse ig.

[nus4y]

2024 Fic Writer End of Year Roundup

Answer and then tag three or more creators to keep the game going!

(If you're in my answers consider yourself tagged if you'd like to play!)

1. How many words did you publish on AO3 in 2024?

51,695! About 30k of it is from Clerical Errors in Love

2. How many fics did you complete this year?

Four! One multi-chap and 3 oneshots!! I did them relatively close together as well since i only started publishing my works Oct-Nov?

3. How many in progress or ongoing fics did you start this year?

I dont think i have any ongoing fics rah

4. What was your favorite thing you wrote?

Oh god where do I start!! Am i allowed to say nearly every chapter of Clerical Errors? I think chapter 6 had to an all time fav wink wink

However I think my pride and joy was my trans masc Azriel fic Take my heart pull it apart It’s actually very dear to me despite being pretty short.

5. What piece was your most experimental or different from your usual style?

I’m having major imposter syndrome honestly, I’m not even sure what my style is I’m still very new to all of this haha

6. Did any fics surprise you - either while writing or their reception?

Uh YEAH!? The amount of comments I got on Clerical Errors was genuinely mind blowing to me, especially considering that was my very first piece of work I had ever published aajkajaka

7. Do you have a fic you wrote and loved that went under the radar? (This is your sign to reblog/repost it!)

Ugh absolutely I love Take my heart, pull it apart and This World Was Never Made For Me soooo much. I suspect they’re less popular bcs they’re not ship fanfic but ah i love writing angst!!!

8. Who is an artist that inspired you?

@lucychanart @palomita-de-la-sangre both have insane artwork

9. Who is an author that inspired you?

SO MANY AHH

@greenvelvetcouture @g00seg1rl @chunkypossum @ tessabeth @the-darkestminds @jules-writes-stories @neciebee @fourteentrout

10. Who is a new author you discovered?

@g00seg1rl Oml bro writes the most DELISH smut i have ever encountered. As in full body blush type shi AHAKNSQOMA

11. Did you do any collaborations? How did it start?

Nope! I just fucking got here bro

12. What accomplishments are you proudest of?

Honestly just opening Google docs and writing something actually worth reading. I’ve never really been good at creative writing to be honest but lately I am kinda proud of myself for writing that much!

13. What did you learn about writing or creating this year?

You will have a million ideas but unfortunately your brain takes a stupid long time to put that all into coherent writing/art 💔😭😭

14. What are your creative goals for 2025?

I definitely want to draw more, I have animatics planned and want to take a shot at full animation!

I’ve also got quite a few fics lined up which I am SUPER excited for!!! The titles being

-Crawling back to you

-Tongue tied

-Lonely is the muse

-Addicted to you

[silverfoxboy]

❝᭙ꫝꪖꪻꫀꪜꫀ᥅ ꪗꪮꪊ ᦔꪮ, ᦔꪮꪀ'ꪻ ꫀꪜꫀ᥅ ꪻꫀꪶꪶ ꪀꪮ ᥇꠸ꪻᥴꫝ ꪗꪮꪊ ꪶꪮꪜꫀ ꫝꫀ᥅. ꠸ᠻ ꪗꪮꪊ ᦔꪮꪀ'ꪻ ꪑꫀꪖꪀ ꠸ꪻ, ᦔꪮꪀ'ꪻ ꪻꫀꪶꪶ ꪊᦓ.❞

(Pt: whatever you do, don't ever tell no bitch you love her. if you don't mean it, don't tell us.)

hello! im silverfoxboy, a silly lil guy who is pansexual, has a crippling addiction to Arizona iced tea Arnold Palmers, and I'm mtf trans :3 I go by the names Astel or Azriel. I post random bullshit but occasionally I write smut, post songs I wrote, and other stuff :P

i go by he/him/it/its pronouns, and i am a living paradox :3

my more horny side blog is @justahornyfoxboy

[ladydeath-vanserra]

anyways in honor of pride month

Nesta is aroace

Amren is aroace and trans

Elain is an ace lesbian and trans [she/they]

Cassian, Azriel, Lucien and Rhysand are all bi kings

Mor is a lesbian romantic bisexual (literally canon too so)

Tamlin is pansexual

Feyre is a lesbian

Eris is trans and pansexual

Emerie is a lesbian

Gwyn is demisexual and trans [she/they]

also Azriel is trans too ok thanks

Canon isn't real. it's all fake and wrong and I make all the rules

edit: Eris and Tamlin are pan ok NOW thanks

[prettypinkkat]

A list of everyone's gender and sexuality I'm my au of actoar.

Enjoy

Tamlin: trans man , he/him , pansexual

Rhysand: cis male , he/him , pansexual

Lucien: non-binary, they/them , pansexual

Feyre: non-binary, she/her , pansexual

Azriel: genderfluid, she/her , he/him , pansexual

Mor: cis female , she/her/hers , pansexual

Cassian: male , they/them. He/him , pansexual

Nesta: cis woman , she/her/hers , pansexual

Amren: ???? , whatever, pansexual

Elaine: questioning, she/her , pansexual

Eris: non-binary, he/him , pansexual

[bitteur]

*     ◟    :    〔   archie renaux  ,      trans man    +   he/him    〕      AZRIEL    WREN ,      some say you’re a    TWENTY-SIX  lost soul among the neon lights.      known for being both  STEADFAST  and  RECKLESS,  one can’t help but think of  KILL V. MAIM   by   GRIMES  when you walk by.    are you still a    DEVIL ROLE   /     REPLICANT   at    SNAKE DEN   /   STONEAGE   INDUSTRIES,     even with your reputation as the  KING   SLAYER?     i think we’ll be seeing more of you and    A DREAM OF MASSACRES    ;   GARDEN OF BLACK AND RED AGONIES CASCADED UPON BY A DYING STAR   -    MADNESS WAS ALWAYS FATED TO BECOME YOU   ;   MOON-DRUNK   &   HAUNTED   &   PIERCED SOUL,   A HEAD THAT IS BLOODIED YET UNBOWED   ;   FURIOUSLY TEMPT ME WITH THE ACHING RELEASE OF DEATH,   YOU BECKON   -   AND YET,   NO ONE HAS DARED TO ANSWER,   DUPLICANT WEANED ON POISON FINDING HOME IN THE PROFANE    ;    YOU SUBMIT TO THE WOLVES AND FEED THEM YOUR HEART   -   A REBIRTH CARVED FROM BLOOD AND BONE,    although we can’t help but think of DAEMON   TARGARYEN   (   HOUSE   OF   THE   DRAGON   ),   JINX   (   ARCANE   ),   WADE   WILSON    (    MARVEL   COMICS   )    whenever we see you down these rainy streets.  TW : abuse, human experimentation

FULL   NAME.   azriel   cael   wren. GENDER.   transman. PRONOUNS.   he/him/his. NATIONALITY.   american. AGE   +   D.O.B.   twenty6  +   september   6th,   unknown. LABEL.   the   king   slayer. OCCUPATION.    devil   of   the   snake   den   /   replicant of stoneage industries / a   study   in just when you thought you hit rock bottom ... you want to fuck a blonde guy !

HEIGHT.    185   cms,   6’1. WEIGHT.     87 kgs  ,  191 pounds HAIR   COLOR.       light blonde   ;   pales under the moonlight,   slivers of platinum weaved in between   -   never forgets his bleach + tone. EYE   COLOR.   dark brown   -   almost black  ;   full of untold secrets you’d rather not know if you want to maintain your sanity. SKIN   TONE.     sun-kissed   ;   a reminder that he would always rather be outside than locked in ... trauma womp womp. ORIENTATION.       bisexual,   demiromantic. TATTOOS.    left arm   ,    right arm   ,   back   ,   legs. PIERCINGS.     eyebrow  (   right   ),   lip ring   (   left   )   +   tongue. RELIGION.       supposedly   still a hindu ( a lie, shocker ). BUILD.       mesomorph,   ironically-enough   has great posture. SCENT.       immortelle + palm tree + bergamot  + amber   :   summer stretched across unforgiving sandstorms SKARS.       top   surgery scar, a diagonal cut starting from his left forehead -  cutting straight through his eyebrow ... across his cheek   (   never truly healed   )   +   never-ending array of cuts &&. bruises . LANGUAGES.       native   english,   fluent   in   hindi. EDUCATION.       no   known   formal   education. ALIGNMENT.       chaotic   evil. MENTAL DISABILITIES. c-ptsd &&. borderline personality disorder ( impulsive ) - high ; both undiagnosed VOICE.       low,  scratchy + words often drawled out as if he's eternally mocking every word you say. DRESSING.    what do you get when you cross an e-boy with someone who really needs to wash the blood stains off his docs ?

you   don't   remember   much   of   where,       how,       let   alone   why   you   were   born       ….    rather,       made.       earliest   waking   memory   consisted   off   making   out   a   few   words   that   had   been   uttered   to   you   so   many   times.       other   duplicants   got   lullabies   and   bedtime   stories,       you   got.    “       the   failed   pet   project,       worst   thing   to   come   out   of   stoneage,        waste   of   resources,       and   a   complete       +     utter   lost   cause,       ”.       the   earliest   waking   moment   of   your   life   confined   in   off-white   walls   where   the   air-conditioned   constraints   felt   like   it   would   never   end.       all   you   wanted   to   do   was   to   feel   the   sun   on   your   skin       -       bird   bones   and   alabaster   flesh   weren’t   meant   to   thrive   under   the   lights   of   operation   rooms   and   labs.       you   were   supposed   to   be   an   imitation   of   the   closest   thing   to   a   human   computer,       and   stealth   assassin       …       a   supposed       ‘       perfected   concotion   of   brawns   and   brains       '       manufactured   for   greatness   in   a   world   of   unbridled   chaos.       the   one   who   could   topple   world   governments,       and   whatever   comes   after.       the   one   who   could   bring   forth   a   new   world   order.       project   status       ?       well       …

desperation   came   quick   as   the   winters   grew   harsher,       and   colder.       synapse   triggers   became   electric   shocks   up   the   spine,       and   your   brain   toyed   upon   by   one   curious   mind   after   the   other    -       you   were   a   puzzle   that   must   be   solved,       and   perfected.       yes,       your   intellect   shown   through,       and   yet       …       there   was   a   brazenness   within   you   that   wasn't   anticipated.       you   bit   as   hard   as   you   barked,       and   evaded   authority   every   chance   you   yet.       your   brain   ran   faster   than   any   manufactured   intellegence,       but   your   brain   was   fractured       -       nightmares   blur   into   reality,       and   you   couldn't   tell   facts   from   fabrications   of   your   own   tortured   mind.       they   ran   every   test   through   your   body   up   to   the   limits   of   mortality,        and,       one   faithful   day,       it   was   as   if   your   mind   was   triggered   into   survival   mode.       a   massacre.      you   didn't   remember   much   of   that   day,       but   you   know   this   much    ….    you’ve   unlocked   pandora’s   box.       twelve   dead   men   lie   beneath   your   feet   just   from   your   hands,       hands   eternally   tainted   in   prophecised   viscera.       you   finally   came   into   your   own    :       you   finally   became   who   you   were   supposed   to   be.       humanity   at   the   expense   of   greatness       -       a   man-made   monster   frankensteined   for   the   penultimate   of   all   things   chaos.

you   found   your   true   home   amongst   the   ranks   of   the   snake   den       :       where   you   embody   the   balance   between   mortality       +       immortality,       greatness       +       madness,       heaven       +       hell.       the   devil   was   once   an   angel,       too,       and   you   were   once   just   a   boy       …       until   they   created   something,       someone,        greater   than   intended       ….    one   who   couldn't   be   leashed,       and   spat   back   any   attempts   of   control.       while   you   may   not   sound   like   the   brightest,       utterences   riddled   in   curses,       and   drawled   syllables       ….    your   brilliance   in   destruction   breeds   revolution,       and   who   doesn't   love   a   little   anarchy       ?       heavy   the   head   that   wears   the   crown   of   thorns,       and   you   followed   the   faith   of   all   of   god's   most   disgraced       -       you   fall,       tattered   wings   encasing   your   frame   as   you   become   one   with   your   true   faith.       hell's   gates   open   as   they   welcom   you       :       welcome   home,       lucifer. 

[bahs-lovely-bakery]

this is for level three^^

could you make a transmasc MAP+biasto alter based off the songs big poppa & 3S’ by msi? :3 could they also be a transgroomer, transkidnapper, trans musician, transsplittounge and transEmoHair werequeer w 5 xenoids, nd 3 xenogenders… and have them also be permakilled and stuckabusive

tysm!!! :oDDD

Ooo yessss! We listened to these for the request, and one of our persecutors loved them.

If we added anything extra you didn't want, just remove it before creating him!

Name(s): Poppa, Lovesick, Zero, Zeref, Abe, Rafael, Azriel, Adam

Nickname(s): Big Poppa, Sickly, Zer, Raffy, Az

Age: 36

Gender: transmasc, GOREBOY, killgender, darkgender

XenoIDs: roadkillidentity, plantaenoxvibe, oldteledentity, Emothetic, Demoncoric

Sexuality: queer, generally unlabeled

Role(s): Sexual alter, Sexual protector, persecutor

Species: human..?

Personality traits: Confident, Loyal, Leader, Independent, Ambitious, Accountable, Emotional, Moody, Restless, Aggressive, Manipulative, Negative

Faceclaim: no sure how to do a faceclaim for a songtive, sorry!

Radqueer labels: werequeer (extra in case you wanted them; Alternatequeer, Anarchismpunkqueer, Cultqueer, Emoqueer, Gabrielqueer)

TransIDs: permakilled, stuckabusive, transgroomer, transkidnapper, transmusician, transsplittounge, transEmoHair (not sure if you wanted more, here's a few in case you did! Transshooter, transkiller, transpiercings, transtattoos, transblackeyes)

Paras: map, biasto, (a few extra more just in case! 🧟, 🦴, ⚱️, 🤕, ⚙️, 🫀, 🩹, 👀, 🚨, 🔪, ⛓ , ⛏️, 💨, 😱)

[maulthots]

Azriel is so trans coded. Too bad everyone is straight and cis in this series. Missed opportunity.

[bookishfeylin]

Hello! I popped in a few days ago to say how much I love your blog and I thought I would circle back a little bit with some of my (messy) thoughts on the ACOTAR series from an LGBTQ+ perspective. (Maybe I could make a side blog for this. God knows how I struggle with the horrible writing in the Dragon Age games on main). My credentials: trans man and bisexual, but I’d like to blanket that I don’t speak for the entire community and, of course, I am speaking from my own experiences.

So, the first lgbtq+ character prominent we’re introduced to in SJM’s bibliography is actually Aedion from Throne of Glass, and the only reason I’m starting off with him is because I’m really mad that he was our first prominent bisexual character in the books and there was 0 mention of his relationships with other men; it was a throwaway line before his romance with Lysandra (in which SJM butchered his character in the last book. Not to say that bi men can’t date women! I liked their ship but I was mad at how it was treated as tokenism).

Within ACOTAR, we’re first greeted with Helion, and the issue with his writing is… pretty glaring, I think. The promiscuous bisexual is a harmful trope that’s been toted around for a while; “oh, you’re bi? you must be down for sex all the time with whoever you want” which… ignores the fact that sexuality can be a spectrum and does assign bisexuality a sort of sexual morality that people have used to condemn us for a long time. Not to say that Helion can’t be promiscuous, but there is a focus on it as a huge aspect of his character when there are other ways to do it.

I feel like Morrigan is a little self-explanatory. It’s… not great, imo, that SJM isn’t being a little more clear about her (if she prefers sexual relationships with men but intimate romantic relationships with women, great! But please SAY THAT). The way she strings Azriel along is cruel and unnecessary—she shouldn’t need to feel afraid to come out to people who are supposedly “her best friends” or “are like brothers to her”. Hell, she felt safer coming out to Feyre, who’s she’s known for considerably less time! I’ll also touch briefly on the whole situation with Eris… insofar as to say that I think SJM writing it out with such violence was unnecessary and the optics of “I prefer women because men harmed me” that, while may not be necessarily true, the appearance of it being true reads really poorly because it’s what conservatives and conversion camps like to tout about lgbtq+ people (“you’re only like that bc someone hurt you”).

Thesan is another one, but SJM left his lover unnamed. C’mon. There’s barely any named NPCs in this series as it is, it wouldn’t have killed her to slap a name on his husband/mate.

Speaking of mates, I need to gripe about the mating bond too—in ACOMAF, I believe it is, but just in general, the bond is used to indicate NOT who would be happiest in love, but it is based on which pairing would “make the strongest offspring”. So, if we walk away from the heteronormativity of that explanation, how the HELL do you get gay mates? And if you’re gay, what happens if your “mate” is someone you’re not romantically or even sexually attracted to? Do you just have to deal with this uncomfortable and predestined tension and expectations to suck it up and make babies, anyway? And why should it be based on children and the ideal nuclear family? (We know why. But from a meta perspective, why?)

And as a brief aside, I still haven’t seen a trans character. Not that I’d want to. I think I would end up being terribly offended if she tried to do so. Sorry this ended up being so long! Maybe I should’ve devoted it to my own post 😔

No, you're fine! I'd had my own thoughts about some of these but I'd never considered the full extent of how abysmal her representation truly was. Tysm for this!

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I also think that Azriel is trans. I just have a feeling. Like we get the least about his past maybe because back then he hates who he was and now is more happy. I also believe he is the smallest bat boy (his past) and I also believe he is trans but is afraid to tell anyone except Rhys and Cass.

I’m not really reading since i’m in a bit of a slump but here are some trans headcanons just for fun

I think Lucien is the trans-est guy in ACOTAR

Lucien is objectively the hottest name any character has. And sounds exactly like the type of name a trans masc person would want for themselves.

Also Tamlin’s a shapeshifter so there’s no way he’s not genderqueer AF

It just makes sense that he would welcome Lucien into his court so they could be a happy little trans family

Remember when he like, angrily told Feyre that there’s no such thing as a High Lady

Maybe he only did that because he’s so upset he was forced into this masculine presenting body because of the way society is

But Tamlin prefers to be genderfluid/genderqueer

Spring Court is all about renewing life magic and stuff.

(Also I think Elain is trans - I don’t have an excuse for this - I just think she *is*)

(Like picture Nesta always looking out for her and being like LEAVE MY SISTER ALONE) (and picture her being the most supportive big sister) (and Feyre adopting the traditionally masculine role in the family and doing tasks like hunting so that her older sister wouldn’t have to! It makes it so much MORE SWEET) (picture Elain being trans and being dropped into the cauldron) (and expecting to come out fully transitioned) (but her body was the same; she was just fae, now)(I think it lends a little more weight to the conversation she had with Amren about gender in Frost and Starlight) (also I think it would be so dang cute if she was scared of mating to Lucien because of internalized transphobia and the role of a woman under a man in their society) (only to find out that he’s trans too!)