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Some more AU design ideas, this time with Zooble and Queenie!!
Honestly loving them both even if they're first drafts-
And some bonus doodles!! Leaderboard for life.....
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc au#tadc fanart#pomni#tadc pomni#kinger#tadc kinger#caine#tadc caine#queenie#tadc queenie#zooble#tadc zooble#gamemaster kinger au#i caved into the voices and brought queenie back i love her too much-#shes such a baddie kinger you lucky fuck#and caine too lol#kinger is just attracted to people with the colour red...#caine and queenie as his lovers...#pomni as his daughter...#and the colour blue too (w pomni) and the bestie's oc#SHOUTOUT TO YOU RANDOM AND STARRI AND GAMEMASTERSHIPPING <3#royalteeth#kingleader#leadership#tadc leadership#kinger x caine#kinger x queenie#caine x queenie
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toot toot!
#breaking my streak of dramatic af captions bc look at this. look at it. wtf was i supposed to call it. he's tootin whaddya want from me#he go TOOT TOOT on his lil trumpet i fuckgjn LOVE HIM im maxing this card im serious#lvl 60 10/10 no expense is too much for my precious boy#i found a new brush that has this rly soft charcoal vibe and i used it on this whole thing and it was SEXY it was HEAVEN#it was fun for coloring too!!! and the outfit colors are fun to color OUGHH everything made just for me <3 feeling SILLY#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#his bunny outfit sweeps like im sorry but its the best card of the event and its not even fucking close#suntails#i did one 10-pull bc i wanted the paint bonus from epel's card even tho i HATE that card#and i instead got SUPER lucky and got deuce and NO epel!!! i couldnt be fucking happier#then my job interview today never called and i was miserable again but it was an internal issue and im now rescheduled for next week#so please dear god pls guys pray i get this job. i want it sooooo bad
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but when they're out on that river bank alone, what javier should be loyal to doesn't feel as confusing anymore
#also known as 'he wants so badly to run away with his boyfriend and marry him and live happily ever#after'#but his commitment to dutch and the gang breaks his heart#i want them to be happy SO BAAAD SO BAD IM GOINGN TO THROW YP#also the top right one comes w a headcanon#which is that kieran can only bathe if javier is there (and only javier) because otherwise he's too terrified of being k*lled for either bei#ng trans or just in general because he's alone#so that's why he's usually stinky#he really hates being stinky but he doesn't consider it worth dying over#anyway i love them so bad and their little fishing dates#kieran infodumps the whole time and javier feels so lucky to be alive because he knows kieran doesn't talk around anyone else near as much#if at all#javier knows 99% of the fish knowledge but he never interrupts and is always happy to listen to kieran yap about every other topic too#i need to put javi in an 'i ❤️ my autistic boyfriend' shirt#ok i'll shut up now#also i know this composition looks like total shart i'm literally the worst at doing them </3 be nice to me#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#am i allowed to say that i own this ship#considering i literally made it LOL i feel so proud even tho it also makes me miserable that i bascially have no one to talk to abt them#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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if youre still taking the top 100 song rqs - how about 34 and something kairi related? ❤️ (dont worry about it if you're already swamped with rqs!)
but i regret just one thing: i never got to change your mind
[ID: a digital drawing of kairi from kingdom hearts. the background is a sketchy rendition of the tunnel in Traverse Town's secret waterway. the shadows are a little chunky, and the circular waterway frames her from the shoulder up.
she is in her kingdom hearts outfit, shown from the thigh up. with her back to the audience, kairi holds her right arm behind her back, shoulders tense. her right hand is curled into a fist. /End ID.]
#empyreasheart#hi dear!! this took a while because i kept changing my mind about the lyric/the drawing.... happy attempt no 4 for me<3#this just keeps happening w/kairi idk why. i just love her sm i want to do well by her sorry about. The Sad.#i love her so much i think about the lucky charm scene constantly it makes me wanna weep#i was gonna originally do older kairi (~kh4) with 'couple years flashing by—and i'm doing okay' w/her#holding a blue-red-gold seashell (for both rik/u and s/ora) or a message bottle in the destiny island's pier but. i couldn't figure out#the pose. Or the outfit..... i'm not great at designing those; specially those w/fantastical-esque elements#anyway tysm for the ask!! and for the patience too <3#kairi kh#nano does reqs#my doods#i love posting at mystifying times (i finish at terrible hours and get excited)#34
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good morning, happy friday, and HAPPY NOVEMBER FRIENDZ !! this is such a very special time of year for me as the next three months are my absolute faves ! ✨ it feels a little surreal that we’re already here tbh but i’m so happy we all are 🤍💫
it’s also Tetzoro Month !! yipeee ! i have a few things planned for my favorite little guys. 🌟 so stay tuned :3c . . .
#it’s funny bc spring is my favorite season yet nov ノ dec ノ jan are my favorite months !#i think it’s because there can be so much love + joy + gratitude + hope in the air#especially around the ones i’m lucky enough to have in my life ^o^#not to mention how cozy it can be !#so it just always fills my heart to the very top :3#i’m especially excited for november because yes .. it’s my blorbos bday month .. but a lot of my mooties bdays too !! and OBIs FIRST BDAY !#a lil sappy yappy today mayhaps . giving you all a big ole squeeze ❣️#have a wonderful day + start to your month !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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I am incredibly proud of this cover I made for a project so you guys have to look at it :3
#my art#marx kirby#marx kirby fanart#kirby#my ocs#this took me like two weeks because procrastination and as much as I love making art I am the most slowest person known to man#DO NOT GIVE MY ASS A DEADLINE I WILL NOT MAKE IT!!!!!#boo mario#dry bones#waddle dee#waddle doo#Jigglypuff#Sobble#Im so lucky my science teacher lets me mostly work at my own pace#I spend years thinking about poses and looking for references to use and then picking out the right colors#I am so incredibly proud of this :3#I would have drawn Taranza and Magolor but I got too scared because I am cringe but I am not free 🥀🥀🥀🥀#also I couldn’t find out how I wanted to draw them in the amount of time I gave myself :p#hence why five of my ocs are there instead#but their symbols are still there (magolors gears and a spider web for Taranza)#also I lost my good black color pencil which was so smooth on the paper 💔
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smooching each and every person in this beautiful corner of tumblr before i go to bed i love you all
#maybe it's the sugar making me sappy#I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE CROSSED PATHS WITH Y'ALL!!#all the boops from readers make me giggle i recognize you guys and I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! SO MUCH#big big hugs <3#and happy november YEAHHHH#💬 yap
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Got to this point in my astarion orgin run so that why it's in my head but I really feel like he would have such a negative reaction to the myconids. Astarion's feeling around necromancy are probably pretty complicated but "reviving the corpses of our enemies as slaves who have no agency" would set off all his alarm bells.
Like I am aware they are more complicated and are defending themselves however I do think that is not something he would consider because the panic attack has him sneak attacking before he can think
Anyways given he often ends up in the underdark with the other spawn it would probably be an interesting thing to explore in fic
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion acunin#i was so lucky that wyll doesnt care about that particular bit of murdering an entire group of people because i did very much do that#i dind get any negative approval the whole time my king does not care its so funny to me#wyll ravengard and his fucked up morality you are so iconic#yet again i cannot talk about that terrible twink without talking about wyll in the notes im sorry i love him too much to shut up about him#sorry for making everything about wyll it will happen again
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In every orchard
There is a tree
Bares rotten fruit
Drops dying leaves
And legend says
If one dies young
Bury them close
And they'll come back wrong
#RAHHHH COSSR NEW OC 💥💥💥#her name is gravenstein :}#which is a kind of apple#bc the creature she is is essentially just an apple horse#her lore is that she's cursed to keep coming back every time she dies#NO she does not have the zombified mutation#mainly because I'm not lucky enough to get it and also because it looks ugly on Aholai(what she is)#too much red for my taste tbh#doesn't emanate the zombie look very well#so I simply had to pretend </3#I love her so very dearly she is my sweet summer child who cannot catch a break#no but seriously this session was WILD#we had like four disasters in a row#pretty sure the order was volcanic eruption; flood; acid rain; flood#three floods in total but the first was earlier in the session right before a tornado spawned TvT#so yea the weather was wack#loved it tho <3#cos#cossr#cos sr#cos oc#creatures of sonaria#poem#original poem#Worm Writes
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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Yeah, I did fill 4 sketchbooks in 4 months so far this year. Huh? Am I gonna post even an ounce of it? Well, you see, I am allergic to my phone, so you will have to come CATCH ME
#da#nooo but I am so saddd it's so much easier to show stuff off irl 😭#if it could look even halfway decent I've considered doing flip throughs of sketchbooks on video#except I draw in pencil and cameras hate that and want me to explode#idk it is truly just better to somehow gain access to my terrible trove of sketchbooks#no but man that sounds like such an ideal hang out. get all my oc lore by sitting on my floor with me as we go through the archives#gosh I should count how many I've filled up at this point#I love that the number increases exponentially as the years go on#like I think 2018 began the precedent of 4 a year minimum which was kinda wild#another ridiculous difficult project I have given a lot of thought to: combing through every sketchbook and either redrawing#or printing off important story related bits and compiling them all into a convenient binder. maybe binding them into a book.#anyway it's pretty much all a drag no matter how you slice it#come to my HOUSE and look at my CREATURES#u don't know this bc I've learned to be silly sneaky but I have stayed up wayyyy too late AGAIN#but I've scheduled this to post at a normal time so you'll never know. unless you read the tags. but that's its own punishment isn't it#hey bonus enticement to look at my boo stuff that doesn't get on the blog. there's smut. and you KNOW I'm a coward who shan't ever post that#actually we'll be lucky if I'm not the same coward in real life too#it's only Dick and Vinny. they get rights. i don't care if anyone else has sex. I don't care if I have sex.#the one song I hope I don't have sex. I hope we both don't have sex. that's actually Vinny though.#I'm more sex favorable and sex positive than he could ever be#y'know this is a very 4am convo to have and actually how prepared am I for this to live in a pm afternoon time#welp. maybe I should stop being addicted to tags and letting loose all my secrets#I shan't grow I shan't do better and I shan't ever change. this is the da promise <3
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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Every time I "finish" an AMV, I create a comparison like this.
The left side is the "effectless" draft—minimal transitions, zero coloring, limited text animation—while the right side is the "final" version I post online. It's a way to assess my work; where did the added effort elevate the edit, and where do my eyes find themselves drawn more to the draft because the "final" version is too busy, too overwhelming, too much?
I'm new to video editing. There aren't even 20 AMVs to my name, and I only seriously started a little over a year ago. My process involves a lot of struggling with what a "good" AMV is, a lot of wondering if I'm doing it all wrong—anxieties that were only exacerbated by a popular post that crossed my dash many months ago. It decried AMVs that don't edit with the full song as worthless, bad, garbage. The kids don't know how to do it right.
Not a kid, but maybe they've got a point!
Still, it was a disheartening sentiment to read. And while I might not know much, I think I am confident in knowing this: there are many AMV styles out there, and the shorter ones may certainly not be everyone's cup of tea, but that doesn't mean that they're devoid of love, time, effort, or passion. The video at the top of this post is hardly 30 seconds long, and it still took over 60 hours of spilling out ideas and cutting clips and learning new skills and scrapping new skills and tweaking transitions and coloring and recoloring and shaking my head and giving up and trying again.
Fan vidders, no matter the style they employ, are devoting their free time and energy to create. It'd be ludicrous to suggest that a movie is inherently inferior to a TV series, or a short story automatically meaningless compared to a novel.
The same should absolutely apply to fan videos.
#ramblings#shut up goop#video#amv#eye strain#*says she wants to write heiji and shinichi meta but writes this instead*#the heart writes what it wants ^^;#but yeah been thinking about writing something like this for a while?#tl;dr short vids may not be your thing but it really doesn't mean that they lack effort!#(if anything it might mean they have *too much* effort... definitely been guilty of that)#i'd love love love to create longer videos but i'm very attached to making edits with a high clip count and lots of effects#and that takes a *lot* of time! i can't even imagine doing a full song... that'd take me over 200 hours no exaggeration#and i know my style isn't for everyone but i don't think it's inherently worthy of disrespect#we're all fans here and i think fan vidders deserve so much love <3 constantly astounded by them!#it was really sad to see a post with nearly 50k notes complaining about amv makers when amvs on tumblr get maybe 100 notes if they're lucky#song in the video is 'corridors of time' by yasunori mitsuda with lyrics and vocals by laura shigihara#and the anime is detective conan#but if you're reading this you probably already know that haha
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I know I haven’t had a lot of time to be active today but while I’ve got a few minutes:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSWALD THE LUCKY RABBIT!!!! 🎊🎁🎉
Here’s to the old man himself!!! Happy 96th!!!!
#id in alt#oswald the lucky rabbit#ortensia the cat#oswald x ortensia#still not sure how to tag those bunny kids.#my art#medium: pencil#sketch#doodle#art#i love him so much.#first ever comfort chatacter. i think he was the first ever special interest too.#my precious bunny <3#the reason jr looks like shit is bc i was drawing small for once and my pencil was not happy abt it
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Dara is sooooo funny for being a 1400 year old 30 year old and beefing with a teenager. my guy there's an entire palace of 100+ year old politicians for you to turn into your enemies and your primary target is the ONE HIGH SCHOOL AGED KID? ok
#and the kid is winning. ''guess your family is lucky i died when i did huh'' ''god provides <3'' ily ali ily so so so so much#yeah when i was waiting for recs i turned on daevabad to fill time (and bc scarf)and now i'm almost done with book 1. that's just how i liv#i will def be reading the first rec but first. al qahtani time#daevabad liveblog#his dad figured out he betrayed him bc ''it had to be someone obsessed with currencies who likes math and has too much time on their hands'#what a man. i love you ali
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not to be ungrateful but i don't get paid enough at my job lol
#the problem with jobs that people do bc they love the work is that it doesn't pay well and you will be overworked to death#genuinely couldn't quit bc i love the kids too much already but 15 an hour is....not ideal tbh....#how am i supposed to make future plans in these conditions#i cant ask for a raise ive only worked here 3 months but ugh#the only reason i got hired is i finally broke my rule abt the minimum hourly rate i was willing to accept#i applied to the two 14-16 an hour jobs and used the one i already accepted to get this one to gove me 15 instead of 14#but that's still not a lot tbh#need to buy an oven since we havent had a working one since january#and i keep gping ok next time i get paid i will buy an oven#and it hasnt happened yet#and i need.....17k to invest in starting my own business and i will not see a return on that for a very long time 😭#and i have no idea where that money will be coming from lol#fortunately its not that time sensitive except it kind of needs to happen in the next year or two probably but idk#if i dont do what i need to do idk what will happen but i think the issue will become more expensive but also maybe less expensive#but also uglier and make my neighbors mad#but i have no choice but to wait bc i have no money for that lol#anyway#17k is my immediate expense but i also need to come up with the money to eventually buy my parents house somehow#and i dont even make enough to pay the mortgage 😭#fortunately i dont need to do that for a long time but...eventually#anywayssss#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#i do love working with kids but jts hard work and all my coworkers are petty and hate eachother so its a lot#and i dont make enough money to live fr#im so lucky i live w my parents bc nobody at my job makes enough to live on their own lol#also the sheep that are supposed to be clearing brush got sick and went back to their farm and they're not coming back this year at all#so we need to brush hog it#or contract another farm#im not sure if its even safe w their poop all over the place snd im not getting any communication from the farmers#but it lowkey might be better to get our own sheep but thats so much work i dont want to think abt doing livestock
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