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IT'S KAWOSHIN DAY!!! As well as the last day of Kawoshin Week :') It's been such a blast, gonna miss it when it's over
Kawoshin Week Day 7: Cuddling/domestic fluff! + Sleepover and Spinoffs (again)! Based on the Campus Apocalypse sleepover chapter ☺️
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2024#CAwoshin again! wanted to ensure my favorite niche kawoshin got some representation in the week in case no one else did stuff with them...#which wasn't the case since literally every fill for the spinoffs prompt has been campus apocalypse!!! which i'm overjoyed about 🥺#my second option for today was finishing a sonicverse kawoshin wip for the free day prompt. but i already included sonic in the week with-#the song lyrics i used for my day 5 piece so i went with this instead#also went with this because. um. my original plan for today was actually. a CA fic for these same prompts set after said sleepover chapter#but i'm neither fast nor confident at writing so i. haven't finished it (i DID get it to almost 1500 words so far though! progress)#so i thought i'd color something i drew while thinking about it :')#i did it while taking a break from my day 5 piece and was pretty loose about it so it's not super polished and i'm not sure how i feel abt-#the colors but! it hits the soft cozy vibe i was going for and that's good enough for me#if i manage to finish the fic within the year i might still include it as a very late week entry... no promises though. we'll see
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trying to convince myself that intrusive thoughts can also be like. UNWANTED thoughts? like they can be conscious, it isn't always just a random out of left field thing. it can be thinking something and then being like hey what the fuck that's fucked up and not a thought I want in my head why is that there? I guess just trying to convince myself that my worries and spirals affect my subconscious, which affects the things that pop into my head AND that I end up thinking, and that it isn't a reflection of some deep evil inside me
#girl I was doing soooooo good and then I saw a picture. and I was already on guard I guess so something weird popped into my head#and now I feel stuck analyzing like did I choose that thought? if I did if it was a conscious thought does that mean something bad about me?#but like. my immediate reaction was ''uh no'' and then Analyzing It like this so. I'm pretty sure it is not a big deal#like I think my reaction to the thought says more about me than the fact that I thought about it for a second right??#Lu rambles#girl help. I had a good day yesterday. the first in a long time. I was having a good one today. come onnnnnn why do more and more#things have to keep happening to convince me that I'm a bad person?
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#summit war saga#ch537#ft. luffy#ft. zoro#ft. nami#ft. usopp#ft. chopper#ft. robin#ft. franky#ft. brook#today in 'why is sanji mod getting into even more anime games' i'm playing reverse 1999#i'm not sure i'm gonna stick with it bc the story is a bit hard to follow but i love some good#time travel shenanigans and the art is very pretty... the voice acting is a choice for sure#but i am enjoying it enough. though i'm not sure its gonna be smth i pick up every day like i do#enstars or 18trip u know. like a few times a week read some of the story do some fights#that kind of thing... well anyway if i do decide to stick with it i'll drop my friend code or smth
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i'll angel in the snow until i'm worthy (snow angel)
#infinity train#grace monroe#she is. such a moment#my art#guesstimating this took like 6-8 hrs#okay actually according to my screentime this took just over 5 hrs? but i literally. basically did nothing except this all day#talk too much was on loop the entire day today it has at least a 90% chance of appearing on my top 5 this wrapped#then again i had a huge loop song last month too so maybe it'll still need to battle it out w the other 9 songs for this yr#it snowed recently and i did not make a snow angel but i did hit some of my friends with snowballs. and get hit. infinite train reference..#i'm not totally sure how this specific shape of snow angel is physically possible but please ignore physics in favor of aesthetics#eventually i will be able to color things in a way that completely (as completely as possible) matches my Head Vision#this one was pretty good as far as vision matching goes though so yay for improvement and progress and growth
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don't let your eyes wander
#my art#art#utmv#horror#horror sans#blood tw#eyes tw#tw scopophobia#istg my computer was NOT cooperating with me at a l l today Dx#so so slow it was AGONIZING trying to edit this and having all progress lost just cause i moved my mouse a little too fast like!!!#man man man and i'm not even sure if i like the result as much as the previous versions aughhg PAIN#anyways i can't believe how little i draw this man when he's like. my third favorite skeleton ever!!!#seriously both canon AND fanon horrors are my favs he's so!!! interesting >:0#that and i can get pretty experimental with the 'creepy' aspect of his design which is always fun >;)c#i mean blood shouldn't be as relaxing to draw as it is but going wild with textures and blurs and splatters is just too good to resist 😔#anyways lemme know if i should add any more trigger warnings? just in case? i can't think of any more eye related fears hhh#thanks for all the support guys!! have a great day<3333
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#wingull#i've started saying that anything that looks funny staring straight at the camera has “ffp syndrome.” just as a noun. i think it makes sense#but. i think wingull has a bit of ffp syndrome. bc this one is pretty good. but i always love pokémon with big beaks. they're usu the best#just wait 'til you guys see pelipper. THAT one is gonna be a doozy#not sure when i'm queueing this up if that's gonna be later today or the next day but it's a good one#wingull is definitely *a* pokémon. 4x weakness to electric is like good for me because i love electric-types and i always use them#so it makes the whole wingull line ohkos for me in most playthrus but y'know. wingull is like. it's okay#i like the whole seagull thing going on but what's its shtick‚ y'know? it's always t-posing? i can think of wingull when i hear its name but#might just be because i've seen it a lot. known 'em for a while. i dunno if it's because they're particularly memorable for what they are
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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˚₊♡{𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷 𝓓𝓾𝓶𝓹: 𝓟𝓱𝔂𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓐𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷}♡₊˚
🐍} Despite how physically affectionate he can be in bed, when it comes to more... usual displays of affection-- Minato can seem surprisingly shy about them. This does depend somewhat on the partner, of course-- along with the setting, but otherwise is a factor that remains fairly constant.
🐍} That isn't to say he's fully against PDA, and may in fact indulge such at certain times-- But, most often when he does, it's usually in the form of more platonic gestures. Things such as hugs, or other acts which could easily be written off as "just friendly".
🐍} When it comes to things such as holding hands, or further more, kissing-- that's the point when he'll usually become much more wary. (again, depending upon the partner/setting--) Often much more aware and concerned if anyone may take notice.
🐍} And while one may assume this is out of concern for his own image, that's far from the truth-- As if we're speaking in terms of someone he has/is growing genuine feelings for, then it's much more out of concern for their image.
🐍} It should be noted, however-- that this does mainly apply to partners he has that are also local to/spend time with him in Japan. As if it comes to partners he goes to visit overseas... Then he's slowly learning that being more open about things is often a lot more "acceptable". (and could learn much the same for cases where those partners come to visit him-- and in turn don't care about possible gossip they may face in turn)
#{|A view beyond the lens: Headcanons|}#{|ooc notes transition—|}#i feel like i've touched on points of this during a few past replies and such? at least after a certain point in canon events/reading--#but i'm pretty sure i've never written up anything in depth about it?#so~... i felt like today was as good a day as any to go ahead and do that lmao
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#having a new earring is a great way to farm social validation. customers all day have been complimenting me on it.#my brother saw a dude with a pair of pink guillotine earrings and came home like 'I bet you could make that' and I finally did#the blade is an actual razor because it's cooler to have a sharp earring#only one because I like asymmetry and also inspiration only strikes once for me. my results are pretty much never replicable#maybe I attach an image. yeah I'll do that. y'all get to see the earring I guess#ford's Art#it's a razor blade cut to shape and then a walnut frame glued together and oiled to bring out that lovely dark texture#it's a little long. I should have made the frame slightly shorter but oh well. I still love it#I've had so many people ask if I sell my crafts and the answer is nah. I'm not disciplined enough to make multiples of something.#even as a kid making wooden swords. I made a neat claymore hilt and another kid asked if I would make him one. I said sure and then#and then ended up turning out a much shittier product because my heart wasn't in it the second time around#anyway. today was good and I'm happy. I'm out of the depressive slump and just chugging along
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My parents had to go to a show so I had to mind Charlotte until her dad finished work and omg we watched so many episodes of bluey, like the pavlova, stickbird, musical statues, slide, TV shop, baby race, oh and a dragon episode and Charlotte was so scared of the dragon oh my god she's like slowly backing away from the TV and then freaked out when the dragon came to life and
#i would've liked to have watched the cricket episode but I'm pretty sure my mum would've already shown that to Charlotte#i mean most likely Charlotte has seen all of them#she probably knew exactly what would happen in the dragon episode#also earlier today my mum took Charlotte to the library and then they went to the supermarket across the road#and my mum went down the yoghurt aisle and got a tub of yoghurt but Charlotte cracked it because she wanted the bluey yoghurt and#completely normal child#i don't know how much she takes in for bluey but it's a very good show#I'd be like 'which episode do you want to watch now' and Charlotte pointed to the stickbird one and was like 'beach one!'#her parents took her onto the sand after Nana's 100th and the next day she asks 'does bluey go to the beach?'
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good morning!! <333
#pretty normal day today :3#hehe the new sylus trailer is feeding me#gonna rewatch that a bunch i'm sure#anyway#my neck's feeling a little better (but when i sleep wrong it usually takes a few nights to recover completely lol)#anyways#i basically lazed around yesterday#and i'll probably do similar today#and i hope today/tonight is good to you!! <333#morning rambles
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not to make another post about loving my girlfriend but I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!
#she's so dsabiduosadas#i just love her so much and everyday with her since we started going out has been amazing but these last few weeks especially so#we spent last weekend at her family's house in the countryside it was soooo good#we were alone and got to play house a little bit watched a ton of dungeon meshi + got to know the little town that she loves so much#and then wednesday was the brazilian version of valentines day which we spent getting take out building the lego flowers i got for her#it was great we both love legos and it was so chill and fun and so us instead of having a fancy dinner or something#oh and she got me a really pretty necklace with my initial on it (and got herself a matching one with her initial)#(we have our own initials cause we're cheesy but not THAT cheesy like having each other's would be a little too much lol)#and then this weekend was amazing#i just love her so so so much#friday i'm gonna go on a trip i had planned since before we began dating and even though it's gonna be fun and i know i'm gonna love it#i'm kinda dreading it a little bit cause it's gonna be two full weeks without her#and those two weeks include my birthday!!!#which i'll be spending in another country without family friends or girlfriend...#i'll be okay though#i won't have her but i'll have the special valentines day edition kuromi plushie she got me today hehehe (she of course has my melody)#and her perfume that i'll use to spray on it... and our couple rings that will arrive tuesday dasodpsadsa#(in brazil it is pretty common to wear rings even if you're just dating someone like most of the people i know asked if there was a ring#when i told them i was about to/had asked her to be my gf. but to me rings are pretty serious so i wanted to wait for a bit#i had told her as such literally in our first date cause she mentioned a friend who got a girl a ring before she was sure the girl wanted t#date her. which she didn't. but then they stayed together. and then the friend asked again. which the girl denied again. but then they#stayed together again. and seems like third time's the charm cause now they're dating fr. lesbians.)#sorry to whoever read all this shit this is too cheesy we're too embarassingly in love
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i think it's kinda funny when ppl complain about there not being any gay relationships in bsd and then bring up how atsulucy is very heavily implied to be canon or at least set up to be that. bc like. i think at this point you have to accept that ranpoe is the same. in which case the original argument lost its meaning didn't it
(i generally think it is a bit silly to expect any bsd ship to become canon. hope, enjoy the idea, make content, that's great. but expecting it - and that includes the m/f ones too - is. pointless imo. this isn't a romance story i don't think any relationship will be explicitly stated in the main story, at most it'll be somewhat acknowledged in wan. i think if you build up some expectation that a ship is gonna become canon you're only setting yourself up for disappointment. and that's a bit of a shame. i hope you can enjoy the story and enjoy the fan content as they are)
#lbr when ppl say gay relationships in bsd they mean one of the skks which is why they ignore others#it's fine to have a favorite beloveds but perhaps it's good to remember this ship isn't the entire thing the story has to offer#hope this post doesn't come off as mean. the original thing i talked abt is annoying to me sometimes tbh#but i don't wanna actually attack anyone who says it aksklghlj it doesn't matter THAT much yknow?#i do dislike that thing ppl say abt asagiri saying there won't be gay relationships out of respect to the real authors#because... I'm... pretty sure he never said that...? i think this is just a common assumption that got distorted via a game of telephone#(this is smth ppl bring up atsu//lucy in. as in. 'how is making them gay more disrespectful' etc etc)#but like i said. it's just not a romance story man it was never implied to have any either i think#the jokes abt atsushi and lucy like that are on the same level as many other dynamics in the series imo#. anyway those are my 2 cents for you today. just my thoughts. letting them out. don't mean no harm on anyone. love you have a good day
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#diana's music diary#🌨️#okay I actually do feel better now#good morning :3#sleep is the cure to all#yesterday I spent the day helping my partner set up her DAW so she could stream with it#and then also set up a cobblemon mod pack for us 😊#it's not actually done yet but it's pretty much there#just needs some finishing touches#will maybe skim it a little today too idk#there are probably some unnecessary parts I added yesterday in my hyperfocus so idk#it went surprisingly well and smooth though#feel like I got some things done yesterday which is always nice#sleeping at a reasonable time works? what?#who would have thought......#I'm still having a lot of trouble actually staying asleep actually but it's working either way somehow.. I'm used to being tired so it's ok#thinking about it the only bad part of yesterday was a panic attack near the end and being in pain...#that doesn't sound like a good thing but for me lately especially that's actually good.#let's try to make today fun and cozy and painless...#will make sure to take my pain medicine#if you are reading this I hope your day is good especially too n_n#also on the music... I think I'm on my touhou music shit again... been listening to Koishi music a lot and this one Alice album...
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-->Anyway, with the rush over, I decided that I wanted Alice to make a pizza in her new pizza oven, so I had her check out her options, then prep some veggies and make some cheese in order to get a garden pizza going. Victor and Smiler kept working the sales floor, chatting to customers and leading to a few more sales – a guy named Umber snagged one of Victor’s Energizing scents for $744, while Brytani deigned to buy some watermelon conserve for $171 (I made sure Victor rung her up, since Smiler doesn’t like her for some reason). Cameron Fletcher also came by to grab a $2 spinach – I’m glad he’s not too annoyed that I banned him from the break room microwave. XD Alice wandered back upstairs while waiting on the stand mixer to clean one of the displays (which WERE getting a bit manky) – I promptly sent her back downstairs to collect her prepped vegetables and get the pizza in the oven while I had Victor finish the cleaning magically and conjure up some spaghetti for himself. Smiler meanwhile got another sale – someone named Anaya buying a box of veggie MREs for $241. For five seconds, everything seemed to be going well –
-->BOOM ANOTHER MASS BUYING EVENT! Complete with lag, because you gotta have lag. *heavy sigh* I had Alice stay downstairs long enough to get her pizza (as it was almost done by the time everyone decided they wanted to buy something), but after that, it was all hands on deck to take care of customers! Fortunately, they got them all – Paolo with a cube of beeswax for $18; Tetsuya with a box of canned fishcakes for $413; Dali with a box of chocolate syrup jars for $413; Jeb and Osuma both with friendly animal treats for $17 each. Oh, and a guy named Chad grabbed a strawberry out of the produce fridges for $19. Whew! I put Victor on "removing all of the out-of-stock signs" duty afterward while Smiler cleaned up some stray plates and glasses that had ended up on the produce stands (the custom “farmer’s market”-style ones I got from Brazen have slots on the little shelf underneath, it appears – perfect for Sims to hide shit from you) and Alice made a clay bunny. As you do. Alice then used the toilet and ate a container of prepped veggies over the bathroom sinks (I forgot you could just eat prepped ingredients straight-up) before running off to shower in the rain. *shakes fist* ERRATIC SIMS! While she was busy causing newcomers to the lot to gasp, Victor and Smiler handled what I decided would be the last sales of the day – Ivana with a box of canned tomato sauce for $413, and Francine with a pumpkin animal treat for $46. There was another lady wanting to buy something, but for some reason Smiler kept insisting they couldn’t get to her, so before things got any more chaotic, I decided to have them close the store. All in all, they sold 18 total items for a profit of $3,729! Not bad for a day’s work!
-->Except – when Smiler closed up shop, three people stayed behind, the previously-stuck lady and two others, all with shopping carts over their heads. Puzzled, I had Smiler and Alice (back in her clothes) ring up the two that could be reached (Victor heading back into the break room for another nap) while I let the “stuck” one time out – this did NOT result in any post-closing sales, though, just some customer goodwill. Well, for everyone except the customer who was mysteriously blocked. Sorry, lady, not sure what happened there! Try again next time!
-->Anyway – with that sorted, the trio decamped to the break room to watch a bit of TV and do a bit of flirting, as they do. :) Once the last customer had FINALLY left the store, they headed back to their place, arriving back home at about 9 PM in-game –
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#yeah real busy day at the store in the end!#I'm never sure what kind of day it's going to be when they first open#because there's generally always lots of people#but most of them are just wandering around with no real plan#today though#yeah everybody wanted to buy everything at once#which is not good when you're trying to test out your new small appliances in the basement processing room#I am trying to make pizzas here people XD#ah well it all turned out all right in the end#partially because Alice has super speed and thus can rush up and help pretty damn quickly#no idea what happened with that one lady in the blue dress though#it looked to ME like she should have been perfectly reachable#but Smiler said no not happening#Sims routing issues people#someone standing by some shelves can't be reached#someone standing IN shelves often can#*shakehead*#queued
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Good luck for your exams!!
Thank you so much, you're so sweet!!!! <333
#The exam went well!!! I'm pretty sure‚ I don't know the results yet‚ but it seemed all good!!!#Thank you again <3#people asks me stuff#sweet asks#Aaaaahh sorry for replying so late I really wanted to get to this as soon as possible–#but yesterday after taking the exam I slept the whole day and today I made pancakes which too ended up taking the whole day for some reason#Anyways.
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