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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 3 months

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no hot water :(

#took a fucking. lukewarm shower. what tje fuck. shivering in my own damn apartment #“but mac youve been complaining about how hot it is outside just go sit out there” but consider. bugs. and my porch chairs arent Comfy #today is NOT MY FUCKING DAY. sigh #8pm. gonna lose my fucking mind #absolutelt ridiculous garbage to be complaining about . but i dont really careeeee im just. tired and upset and reallt really really . ugh

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toxooz · 6 months

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been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out

#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality #sk8 squad #ollie #ponti #oscar #abio #kari #vinny #remy #im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery #and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u #cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances???#i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right #pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah #although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh #but goddamn still brutal tho

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rosykims · 19 days

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i love having personal leave + a job that is wont belittle you for taking time off bc like. well im not taking a sick day rn. but its sooooo nice to go in every day thinking "ok i can literally just leave at any point and it'll be fine"

#can i be real. sometimes thats the only thing getting me out of bed lol #and like getting me thru the day. the thought that i CAN go home if i want to. but i wont. but i could #me doing that every hour until the day is done 😍 NFJSMFMDKFK #AND THIS IS ME WHEN I ACTUALLY LIKE MY JOB LOL #anyway i would be fine i just literally want to be terminally online today. its so unfair #my bf stayed home from his job today and i was sooooo fucking jealous. sigh #sigh. but its fine. i have tomorrow off and im making burgers for dinner tonight. i will ENDURE. for ASSAN

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jade-len · 8 months

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i love listening to animal crossing music while i'm studying or doing work. it makes me feel like a silly little npc doing their silly little tasks in this silly little world and thus takes away 80% of my misery

#especially with the rain ambience in the background..#studying the french revolution while cute animal crossing music plays in the background #sure theres a fuck ton of murder and pure depravity but look at the cute little game animals!!#i actually dont even play animal crossing. im sorry like i tried to but i gave up it was way too much commitment #sigh.. maybe one day #my finger is sore bc of the way i hold my pen. like my middle finger digs into the side when writing and idk what to do abt it #there's like. this small sore bump on it now it feels so wack #alright back to work #guess who's pulling an all nighter today #studying #animal crossing

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belethlegwen · 10 months

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I honestly can not stand the fact that in order to keep up on the lives and what's going on with my RL friends and family and stuff, I have to use Facebook and scroll through a wall of posts that is 75% sponsored/"suggested" posts, most of which are just random AI generate images and galleries just to see if any of my friends have posted in the last couple of days.

Even pages I've been following forever have slowly just becoming random AI posts and it's so uncanny and so wildly upsetting. "Oh damn, someone made really good fanart for a thing I like? I can't wait to-- oh it's AI."

Literally sucking the love and joy out of me rn, I can't lie. I miss seeing people actually create, I miss seeing my friends. It feels like I'm being fed a fake world of fake people and fake art and I'm just supposed to accept it for... what reason? Advertising? What is this selling me on?

Sorry for the rant, but especially as I'm getting into the holiday season and this is like, the one way I can keep up with my friends casually, it's just super getting me down.

#just a rant and ramble #Feels like I'm being loaded into a simulation #a really fucking shitty one #Also FB's habit of not showing me a post until 4-7+ days after the fact is wildly frustrating #Yeah I would've liked to know the ISS was flying overhead yesterday before today #Hey you're right I really would like to see that post about my friend's cat turning 13 SIX DAYS AGO when it happened #le sigh #This place used to be better

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inkykeiji · 4 months

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vixen and i about to download honkai star rail for some fucking cyborg space cowboy who isn’t allowed to have a filthy mouth 🙄🙄🙄

#i’m actually on my way to the psych ward right now #because i cannot believe i'm downloading this game #and i cannot believe its for a man named BOOTHILL #ugH #i was making fun of boothill a few days ago and maisie literally said to me 'yeah but you wanna fuck a tv sooooo'#and goddamn it she's RIGHT #anyway this is where i am today #i wonder if i'll be able to save up enough pulls for him before his banner is over?????? probably #i literally Do Not Care for any other character in this game aside from him #like no one has caught my eye until now #stupid cyborg space cowboy #vixen and i were fucking killing ourselves this morning over boothill having a detachable cock LMAOOOOOOOOO #sigh #clari chatters #clari is Losing Her Mind :)

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linkvcr · 5 months

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Good evenin all. Thinking abt those blonde guys again. [Coughs up blood] ignore that

#sighs. siiiiiiiiiiiiighs. get them out of my head #omg was anyone else excited to see sky yesterday ^.^ he rlly is the first one i look for LOL #hes so prettyyyy [kicks my legs]#i also need to finish my totk link drawing...and draw my links. and draw other ppls links. hello. where am i. huh #and do my uni work. ig #ughhhhh the other module is so fucking boring #but first ☝️ i must eat #and u should too if u need to. and drink. and other such things you must do #including thinking abt those blonde guys #hope yallve had a good day today as always. kiss on the cheek for you !#txt

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teknikolor-walters · 4 months

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FUCK EVENTS AND FUNCTIONS ALL MY HOMIES HATE EVENTS AND FUNCTIONS

#- guy wjo has a normal relationship with social octraizationsl #cicadas vent tag #everyone there is adults and no group of adults wants to get saddled with a hormonal 16 year old #and i didnt know what i was doing #and i started bawling in front of everyone. im so normal #what a waste of 9 dollars #SIGHS #FYCK #i dont know what to tell my parents #theyre gonna be so disappointed #this was supposed to be fun #fuck #....#god damnit #and today was such a good day too i dont want it to get ruined by this

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devilsskettle · 6 months

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i hate that this website has location based ads now like it's one thing to promote the local grocery store chain to me but i am seeing ads for my workplace now :/

#stop it......#i don't want to go back but this is the last sick day i can reasonably take #i probably should've gone back today but i told them when i was still feeling worse that i wasn't coming in.......#ohhhh i dread going in tomorrow so much. i don't even dislike this job i just hate being somewhere everyday #each day feeling its meaninglessness...... my meaninglessness in the space.......... the repetition and redundancy #selling people who don't need to be there things that they don't need #standing all day long just fucking bored #hoping that enough has happened since i've been gone that people can fill me in #ugggh because it's soooo boring but stressful to have to generate conversation with the same people every day #when nothing new ever happens #and i get sick of everybody even the people that i like and i don't really think anybody likes me that much either #i guess i felt this when i worked there part time but because i only had to be there part time it wasn't this constant gnawing feeling #and they didn't have me in the shop all the time....... this schedule is fucking killing me #i walk there i stand all day and i walk home #that's one of the reasons i haven't come back in yet - i was so dizzy and nauseous that the idea of standing all day was like.#i obviously can't fucking do that even if i would otherwise feel well enough to come in #if i had a sitting job then it wouldn't matter if i was a little dizzy #but getting back and forth to work and then standing for 8 hours. even when i'm feeling well it's kind of a lot #idk i guess i'm pretty unhappy with this job and where i am in life etc but i can't quit rn because what else would i do #there's literally job of this type that is going to pay as well and have good benefits #and i'm not qualified yet for the type of work i hope to do in the future #so i just gotta wait it out but it feels like. endless.#sigh anyway i'm just lazy lol #all this is to say. stop putting ads for my workplace on my dash lol i don't need to see all that

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boyobjectifier · 1 month

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i’m so grumpy recently ugh

#sigh. turning 28 isn’t getting off to a good start #accidentally clipped the bumper of a parked car while driving my in-laws’ good car #now we’re down to one working car out of four cars on our property #and bee’s mom is at the hospital for recurring chronic potassium (pretty typical for her)#which ranges anywhere from overnight to a week or two #sooooo i had to spend $60 on ub*r today #which means i’ll have to spend $150 on rides to work bc of my own fuck up #and the father-in-law’s selfishness (he didn’t drive his wife to infusion #knowing i needed a ride to work a couple hours later and to be picked up later that afternoon)#so i’m grumpy but i can’t do anything about it #my stupid car insurance is going to go up in november and i’m SO not pleased #i’m so mad at myself for such a stupid accident #i get that it’s an accident but ofc it had to happen the day after my birthday (happened on the 10th)#i’m grumpy and way too fucking broke for this #i just moved to a new place last month #not to mention i had a chronic illness flare on friday so not only did i miss work last monday bc of my stupid accident on the previous sat #but i had to miss work on friday (i only work M/W/F)#SOOOOOOO #IM HAVING A FUN TIME GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#:c #h.txt

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piplupod · 2 months

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idk there is genuinely something a little bit funny how your body can somehow hurt from the nervous system acting up and your brain can be blaring alarms and you can feel yourself on the verge of crying and yet the whole time you're just kind of sitting separate from it all and being vaguely irritated about the fact that you have to get up and make a dinner for yourself

#today has been. a day.#but! i got to see a few of the old ladies from our yarn group out around town for the first time in a couple months! hurray!#and the sandwiches at the centre for lunch today were very tasty so that is also an epic win #but that nightmare i had has been fucking with me and the beetle issue has been weighing on me the entire time i was out of the house #and then. the spider. i didnt even know we had jumping species in the area djfskl i never rly thought about it before i guess #the spider is. an issue. for more than just the phobia. because it is also going to be like. hhhhhh. the brain interprets spiders as More #i can't ... shake that. especially since i've been hesitantly engaging with the More lately. so to have this happen today. i'm... sigh.#sometimes i want to reach out and touch the More bc life was better when i had it around but dear god i may just get sucked too far into it #and i don't rly want THAT to happen. HMMMM. well goddamn i'm going to have an interesting evening i guess #I HAD A SPIDER ON MY HAND. THAT'S SCARY. i keep remembering that and feeling a shot of adrenaline stab thru me. AUGH.#anyways oh well life goes on the wheel keeps spinning etc etc etc #meals must be made and eaten no matter the situation at hand! death will be patient and the body must be nourished!!!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast #spiders cw

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desi-yearning · 2 months

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Quick rant. Please ignore.

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#I'm so done #with myself tbh #i want to die #im 🤏 close to a breakdown #already cried a bit but #festival day so I'm at my grandma's again #and ✨people✨#why am i even alive #I don't even want to die because it'd break my parents' hearts #i felt kinda loved by my dad today #and.. I don't want to feel so #i wish he got mad at least then I'd feel less guilty #im just..#so fucking scared #i feel like a coward #i actually am one but #sigh what am i even doing with my life #i hope no one has the misfortune of reading this #abhi rants

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hmsmilkbone · 4 months

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I am sorry. I have so much work, and I am very pregnant so I just don't have time to respond to stuff on here as much (or draw, really.) Hoping I can get into a schedule soon which allows me to paint and chat more :(

#i have so little free time #i worked 12 hours today #im just tired #technically i could have been painting the last 2 hours of relaxation #but tbh i am falling asleep #i think it will calm down soon tho #ill do work work in the morning do a class then hopefully have enough left in me for cooking chores and painting/chatting #whew #idk how im going to do this with a kid #trying.... not to think about that actually #wait. no.#frustrating thing: there's no preschool around here for us #preschool in our area is only available if your family is extremely impoverished #there are for-profit daycares and they cost about $2000-$4000 a month #girl i cannot swing that lmao #sigh #i hate being in the US #everybody wants you to have kids but no one wants to do anything with them #like be fr rn no one has the fucking money for $2500/month childcare #im glad people way under the poverty line have good school opportunities but also.. why #the school mentioned many times that they can barely afford to stay open #man #so many people call them and are willing to pay #i understand why they must prioritize people that cant or theyd get pushed out #but theres obviously 1) not enough funding for that school 2) a real threat to lower income families to be able to get in if higher income #families decide to elbow them out and 3) not enough schools here #they are building another preschool which will be available to families who work at certain local businesses #but lmao.... get this... there are only 20 spots available for their preschool. 20. girl what. and it costs $2k/month.#my mom called me the other day after i texted about all this and said she could watch our kid. for $25/hour #feeling a bit cornered here. it's going to be a long 5 or 6 years until kindergarten

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roadkill-dreaming · 4 months

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#tired today #enjoyed the rain and read some comics #my mom liked the action figure i got her #master splinter with the baby turtles #i got my jacket too!!! spent all day beating the shit out of it to wear it in #break it in #whatever #its a little big but im happy #middle school me is freaking out rn #as fucking always im ready for bed #i ordered a new little stash bag that should get here tomorrow hehe its really cute #anyways #sighs #sleepy #pavi talking

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stars-n-spice · 1 year

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So I've got this really great pillow that's shaped like Wrecker's helmet right? It's like my favorite thing ever, looks like this-

ANYWAYS

I've had it for like,, five (?) six (?) months now but despite that, it scared the shit out of me when I woke up today for whatever fucking reason.

I'm waking up, groggy and disoriented and the first thing I see when I open my eyes is Wrecker's helmet staring right back at me.

Bro gave me a fucking heart attack.

Then I realized that I am an idiot and that's a pillow and not, in fact, a 6'6 genetically mutated clone who would actually not even fit in my stuff animal invaded twin bed.

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I hate waking up in the mornings.

#idk why it scared me so bad #ive had it for months #its the first thing i see in the morning sometimes #yet for whatever reason today was the day my brain was going to be like “HEY WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT”#regardless it was an effective way to get me to wake up #sigh #star wars #the bad batch #tbb #tbb wrecker #wrecker #big guy <3 #oh but to have the actual thing :(#i would sleep so well

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kalashtars · 1 year

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i am being so normal right now (this is a lie i'm reading pete wentz livejournal posts)

#damien.txt #sigh it seems like every week my brain chooses a day and goes 'what if we had fob brain rot today'#and i got 'sure but we do this like every day' and it goes 'but what if i made it worse actually'#and then i do something like read old articles or read pete's blogposts <3 #anyways wow sometimes i forget how much this man's words make me feel lmao #me everytime i see a line that eventually becomes a song lyric: FUCK *foams at the mouth*#as we can see. being very clearly normal.

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