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Today is January 27th, which is International Holocaust Remembrance Day, and I'd like to get some stuff off my chest.
First, I'd like to take a minute to point out that it is not Yom HaShoah, which is the day Israel (and by extension large portions of the Jewish diaspora population) uses as Holocaust Remembrance day. Yom HaShoah is on the 27th of Nisan, a date that was selected to commemorate the Warsaw Ghetto Uprising, centering Jewish resistance in our own story. That date was selected nearly five decades before the UN picked January 27th, which was selected to center our white saviors who came to liberate Auschwitz. This is utter bullshit. And no excuses for not being able to handle a moving date on the Gregorian calendar - April 19th would be the Gregorian equivalent, and it was not selected.
Having said that, given how many infographics I've seen over the last four months about how people are increasingly denying or doubting the Holocaust, I figure any day that acknowledges it is a good thing, so yeah, let's take two days to remember. I think it's worth it.
So given that this is the Holocaust Remembrance Day that centers our goyishe friends, let's talk about how our goyishe friends should observe the day.
1. It is likely that you never learned a lot of details about the Holocaust. Holocaust education usually boils down to, "and the Nazis put Jews in camps in order to kill them, and a lot of Jews were killed in gas chambers, and about 6 million died in all." Go learn some details. Read or watch an account from a survivor. Learn about the medical experiments, or the death marches. Learn some details about what the gas chambers were actually like. Try to understand the horror. Learn about the SS St. Louis or the Evian conference in 1938 where almost every country on Earth decided it was better to let the Jews die in Germany than to allow them into their own countries.
2. On that note, take the time to understand that anti-semitism neither began nor ended with the Nazis, and that even the "good guys" were incredibly antisemitic.Try to recognize that the antisemitism that was present where you live right now in the 1930s didn't just disappear, it just went into hiding. Think about where it might be hiding now.
Basically, because this is the Holocaust Remembrance Day for the goyim, I want to focus our remembrance of what happened on the goyim. What did they do? What could they have done to help? Why didn't they? We can come back in May for more Jewish focused learning, but the Holocaust could not have happened without A LOT of willing goyim, and I think we should spend the day remembering them and their actions.
And as a side note: if you happen to read this and you've chosen to spend the day engaging in Holocaust denial or Holocaust inversion, then know that my hope for you is that something happens in your life to teach you empathy and basic human decency. And I hope it isn't pleasant for you.
#holocaust remembrance day#antisemitism#I am expecting social media to be a NIGHTMARE today#it's going to be holocaust inversion all day long#and I'm not going to be surprised by it#but I am going to be infuriated#my hope is that this post reaches one person sometime in the future when the left has moved on to some other thing to be outraged about#and that it triggers growth in them - makes them take a minute to learn something about history#but I don't think that 2024 is gonna be the year for that#the jews are tired
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Once again I find myself enjoying the perfect queerplatonic relationship in a fandom while forced to interact with the most qpr erasing people on the fucking planet 🙃
#it happened with good omens it's happening again with dead boy detectives#and it is infuriating#anyways QPRs for the fucking win#i love qprs#i love what they mean to me#i love what they mean to other people if they have different definitions of qpr#and i love how much of a real and valid relationship qprs are#i love edwin and charles and their beautiful qpr <3#fuck romance and fuck romantic attraction we've had enough of those for gods sake!#i'm fed up today#anyways...#dead boy detectives#good omens#angel talks#personal
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On a further life development...
One of my cats had gone missing. Please pray that he returns home :(
#this is so frustrating#today has been a lot#and I'm getting the flu too#which...for someone like me with asthma...it's infuriating#Ozzie please come back home :(
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can i just be emotional on main for a sec & thank y'all again for sticking with me & supporting my weird little brand here these last few months while i've been like. worse than ever about getting any writing done? just like. hhh. all of u putting up with my shitposts & liking the hcs and whatever else i shove out onto the dash while i'm struggling with energy for replies, and everyone who still wants to plot & develop our dynamics despite me being the WORST at keeping up with dms (& being somehow even worse at being the one to actually initiate dms), and!!!! those of you who continue to indulge me by sending me asks despite the fact that you've been waiting 5 years for me to reply to our thread!!! i appreciate u guys sm, like i don't think u actually understand just how much. i mean this so sincerely: thank you
#writing & chatting with u guys and just shoving our characters together is one of the few things in my life rn that still brings me joy#so it's been really infuriating to be having such a hard time doing it#and that fear of people losing interest or getting bored or annoyed w me because of that struggle doesn't exactly help#it's something i'm working to overcome bc i KNOW those of u who matter are the ones who'll continue to stick around but ajshkfds#idk i've been wading through the existential dread these last few days trying to avoid succumbing to it again & dumb little rp things are#part of what help keep me going. so just like. yeah. thank u sm ;A;#a special shoutout to my newer mutuals too for joining me at a weird time & still sticking around to engage w me despite my slowness#i'm v excited about all of the new dynamics we're building or will eventually build ;u; ♡#anyway. i'll shut up now. sorry for all the blabbering i'm just emotional today and wanted to express my gratitude to all of u ♡♡♡#wanna try to write at some point today but idk if it'll happen or not. we'll see ;~;#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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i'm supposed to be sleeping (went to bed like an hour ago) but i spent a decent chunk of today working on chapters 5 & 6 of as a friend and now my brain refuses to shut the hell up about it. which means that instead of being unconscious i've just spent 20 minutes rewriting the [first morning back at the bunker after everyone knows] scene on my phone, and i genuinely hope that it is actually as funny as it currently seems to my half-asleep brain.
#fun fact i actually spent the entire day today working on fic#specifically as a friend / fortress / isosceles / and a lil ficlet i hope to post for the ficwip 5k by the end of the month#because i needed a break from.... wait for it....#working on scripts#yeah that's right i took a break from writing by writing#because here's the thing: writing is simultaneously the most restful and most stressful and most painful#and most exhilarating and most exhausting and most joyful and most infuriating and most comfortable and most difficult and most simple#wonderful awful perfect terrible thing in the world#and if i don't do it i'll die :)#so you see it actually makes perfect sense and i'm clearly very well#cass says things#cass writes things#also hi anon i need to actually try to sleep but i'll reply to you tomorrow <3
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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later#but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head#wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds#I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early#but im just tired of my body not working right#it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines#and stress about some things#but its so infuriating#im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying#maybe i need to take better care of myself idk#anyway I'll shut up now
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I fucking HATE how the fandom treats m.ine. it's so bad 😭
#ash rambles 💚#so many shitty takes... too much time on twitter ruins a man#i hear one more person call him a crazy obsessive yandere and i think I'm actually gonna lose it#he's either portrayed like that or as one half of a ship#his actual character is lost on so many people because oOoOOoOOooOoO mInE wAs GaY#i dont doubt that he likes men. it's just that I've seen so many people be weird about it-#also. it's not fucking sexy to wanna kill your partner. a bullet between the eyes isn't an act of love.#I saw a tweet today about how m.ine actually wanted to kill k.iryu because he thought d.aigo liked k.iryu romantically#and m.ine only wants d.aigo to himself. and THAT'S why m.ine wanted to kill k.iryu.#let that sink in. 😐.#i hate how the fandom treats him SO MUCH#i will sit in my corner here. and i will kiss m#m.ine. and we will kiss a lot. and things are good. we are happy. we are far away from all of that.#I'm not saying every fan of his is horrible. I've seen a lot of great stuff and content! but holy shit I've seen some horrible stuff too#and it's hard to not feel like I'm doing something wrong by shipping with him. by loving a guy who the world has always hated.#and ofc I'm not! but still! even whenever i rb content of him here I'm always so afraid ajdhajsj#like ah yes this is the day i finally get cancelled on tumblr dot com for (checks notes) ... shipping with y.oshitaka m.ine??#I'm honestly afraid to take him up to being an official f/o ajdhajsb i think he'll stay in crush jail a little while longer..#i hate how the fandom perceives him so much!!!!!!! i also just hate the y.akuza fandom in general lmao#i do also like k.iryu so.. I've seen shit 😐#I'll delete this later but oh boy i am in a mood#and i know this isnt the first time I've blogged about this#and for that i do apologize. but i really do love this guy and despite wanting to look for content of him i always end up finding the most#infuriating shit!#i know he's done fucked up things. he's not a great guy. but! our relationship is built on mutual trust and i will NEVER write any of that#creepy obsessive shit that the stupid fandom always portrays him as doing! he's not going to kill someone for getting too close to me-#I'm just... upset- get behind me honey! I'll shield you!#and by kissing him I'm not brushing over any of the shit he does in the game. yes he beheaded that guy. yeah he slapped that orphan.#but i adore him and omg i hit tag limit... oopsie daisy lol sorry guys 😭 I'm really sorry for always talking abt this#you were beautiful 💸
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I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
The lack of content on Itachi in canon is driving me up the wall. A lot of his characterization relies on fan interpretations and opinions you see on the internet because there just isn't enough of it in canon. And people keep interpretating his actions based on their own judgement (sometimes even ignoring what's in canon because it feeds their bias).
A little bit of more stuff on him shouldn't have hurt anyone but we never get to see Itachi as his own person. Despite being as popular as he is, he never gets any exposure that goes beyond Sasuke's characterization. Itachi is there to further Sasuke's story, not to have his own storyline, no matter how interesting it is. If it doesn't help Sasuke's plot, the narrative hardly mentions it. He's only a plot device to carry on with one of the main characters' story.
And it sucks because there are some loose ends I'd like to know about when it comes to him, though no independent of Sasuke. Only if Kishimoto had spent some more time on Itachi and given some explanations. That would be great
#i'm thankful that he exists#working on fics and not having enough of him is infuriating#he's a complex and a multilayered character that deserved more time on screen#but there's so much more we needed to find out about him#his novels are great but they don't go into detail about some crucial things in canon#there should be some more content on him that focuses on him and Sasuke instead of him in the akatsuki#sighs#itachi#itachi uchiha#uchiha itachi#naruto shippuden#you did us dirty kishimoto#i so want to tag this anti kishimoto but it's useless#i'm just frustrated today for some reason#mine
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#playing felix on saturday. lmao.#yeehaw......#ohhh [DM's brother] I am NOT going to get into this with you and your infuriating dogged contrarianism right now#'ready to die in the next session lol' is a normal bit of banter in any campaign where we think we're about to do something dangerous#and USUALLY the response is like... 'it's fiiiiine we're fiiiiiine' or 'AAAAHH--' or something like... you know matching playfulness#A Normal And We Are Having Fun About It amount of fear of the possibility of bad shit going down lol#I'm already so fucking tired man.#holding myself by the THROAT not to respond 'well we can't even sneeze without knocking over a random deadly encounter so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯'#'well the DM seems hellbent on speedrunning us into a TPK and we're already down one deadly encounter's worth of resources today! so!!'#fucking. whatever.#I think I talked about this after the last session but the INFURIATING THING IS we actually left off on a really cool note!!#but I can't even get into it! because as a player I'm so scared and jaded and already HEAVILY primed for it to Not Be Fun#WHATEVERRRR.#about me#irl frens
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*pacing around in my room because i'm pissed off and need to rant but have no one who cares about those things*
#i swear i'm fucking heated today 😬#the thing with Melissa Barrera getting fired for simply stating a fact is infuriating#personal shit
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UGH.
#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting.#woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow#only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid#and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well#so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans#and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam#i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc.#at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations#and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now#but UGH#and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever.#but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful#and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip#best laid plans#as they say#anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend#and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving#so that's a whole other thing#UGHHHHHHH#fucking#coronavirus
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Today, on my way home from work, my phone battery was dying so I decided to conserve it and listen to the radio instead of the music I have downloaded or Pandora. Gods, I won't do that again.
Why are the only stations that come through in my area six country music stations, one Christian music station (that actually has two different channels blocked out), two Christian talk stations, two 80s music stations, at least four (that I am sure of) news stations, and one classical music station?? (I didn't count one particular station because I have no idea what they have going on; it's such a hit or miss station.)
I eventually settled on the classical music station, yeah.
#my shit#music#i stopped listening to the radio eons ago tbh#i'm far too fussy with my music#the actual reason why tho is because i hate most modern pop (of which there is only like one station i couldn't find today anyway)#and where i live is 90% country music stations for some reason??#but why are there so many country music stations here?? i don't even live in texas 😭😭😭#for a hot minute i was absolutely infuriated by the christian stations because it was back to back like 4 of them#idk why i had such bad luck but worst drive home in a while tbh#no dopamine from that one
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I had discussions (sometimes very heated) with people that are abstentionnists and yk I could understand it to a certain degree even though I don't agree
Today the fucking party created by a Nazi got 1/3 of French seats in European Parliament, and our asshole of a President thought it was THE moment to make us vote again for OUR Parliament.
I no longer understand abstentionnists.
#hel is talking#it infuriates me fr#because if we lose that election that means our prime minister will be far-right#that means a government even more racist climatosceptic antiminorities than we got today#that means I won't feel safe in my own country#and that means of course France didn't learn from history#so please if you're French and seeing this vote for the new legislatives#if you're anywhere else I'm begging you to exerce your fundamental right to vote#it's a right and it is very much in danger to be taken away
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#it's genuinely fucking infuriating that I'm going to wake up tomorrow like nothing happened#i mean#multiple people who had better things to do stopped to check in on today's shitty little tantrum#and for what?#for me to waste their time and effort?#they deserve so much better
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I spent the entire day rendering out the super cut of the Velma review which ended up being a 15gig video file. So I spent all day uploading it to youtube. The video is 4 and a half hours long and contains all the previous 4 parts with no new footage. The 4 parts already on my channel don't have any copyright claims on them.
After spending the entire day doing this, while spending further hours making sure I have every timestamp in the video description which requires me to watch my own 4 and a half video at 1.5 speed which is still at least 3 or so hours long, the video gets a copyright claim on it for 20 seconds of muted footage of the Clone High cartoon where I talk over it.
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So now I have to edit 20 seconds of footage in a 4 and a half hour video, render it out to another 15gig size video file, and then upload that 15gig video to youtube all over again and HOPE no other phantom claims happen despite none of the previous parts already on youtube having any claims on them.
I am so exhausted...
#text post#I'm gonna do it tomorrow but it is infuriating to basically redo all of today's work from scratch#for 20 seconds of muted footage
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Song of the Day: April 19
"Save It for a Rainy Day" by Kenny Chesney
#song of the day#just stuck in my head I guess I can't really think of where it came from#it was raining when I woke up maybe it's as simple as that#work today was not less infuriating but it was less difficult so I'll take it. after work the book asks were very very fun#made a big pot of stewed greens and bootleg jambalaya. very tasty.#daydreaming about making my own country ham. how hard could it be really. only take about eight months. what could go wrong?#(I'm only half-joking. it's a truly unreasonable thing to want to do but I did plan out what I'd need for it#mostly the answer boils down to 'a house'. I just plain don't have room here to salt-cure smoke hang and age a hog leg)#anyway after today's book asks the immediate-to-read pile by my bed has gotten much deeper so I'm gonna get to it
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