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#mine#🍓#another end of the year nears with me listening to sad electronic music#to dance away the sorrows and pains of mellifluous existence#another end of the year comes along like a visit from an old friend#one of these days im gonna learn to touch my body with tenderness#a kindness not akin to anything it has felt before#one of these days im gonna learn to touch my soul with understanding#make a home for it in a place so hostile#anyway#check out my#patreon#thats all thank u#Spotify
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Rio: Why are there little handprints all over the walls?
Agatha, whispering: Why are there little handprints all over the walls, wildflower?
Aradia, whispering: Because Abby and I have little hands, mama.
Agatha: Because they have little hands, my love.
#i can't get it out of my head that agatha was the annoying mom with nicky and rio was the cool mom#and now with the twins they have reversed roles#rio is the worried and annoying mom and agatha is the cool mom#but rio will never be as worried as agatha was#i mean she used to took the twins with her to collect souls since they were about 2 years because she couldn't leave the girls alone at home#she must be just a little bit annoying about household stuff while agatha must be much more annoying when it comes to magic#agathario#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha x rio#rio x agatha#rio agatha all along#agatha harkness x rio vidal#rio vidal x agatha harkness#vidarkness#agatha all along incorrect quotes#agathario incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#agathario oc#vidarkness oc
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Give me five whole minutes.
Credits: Me
#I sobbed like a baby during Missing Limbs but I didn't expect the end of Euclid to catch me so bad#but hearing that line. hearing that *song* that has constantly ran rampant in my mind. That I've held so close to my chest? Amazing#absolutely fucking amazing#let alone getting to sing it along with 20k other people#the Espera sounded gorgeous Vessel sounded gorgeous and ii iii and IV played wonderfully well#(about to be a bit vunerable so bear with me)#I said in one of my other posts that 'I think my soul came out of my body for a bit' and I mean that whole heartedly. because this is where#call it an extreme reaction but I felt all my blood go out of my fingers and just this. humungous weight peeling itself off of my shoulders#I jokingly call myself a cockroach a lot because I tend to have bitterly bad luck and just try my best to get back up after it and this jus#I'm describing as I go and it's the hardest thing to illustrate#I felt welcomed. like the warm feeling when you come home and the heatings on in Winter#never will I ever fully be able to execute the thanks I have for what this band has done for me#for what you guys in this community have done for me#this felt like a peak and I think I'll forever being going upwards from here. this and you guys have made the climb so much easier#perhaps the appropriate time to simply say 'worship'#mel's rambles#mel's photos#sleep token#st#teeth of god tour#tog tour#vessel#vessel sleep token#euclid#song euclid#tmbte#sleep token tmbte#take me back to eden#+ again. kindly ignore me crying and singing
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Prof. Trein: Let's talk about the time before magic was a thing–
Ruggie: Nah, too boring
Me: A hyena is gonna die tonight
#TELL ME#FUCKIN TELL ME THE LORE YOU COWARDS#what do you mean “the time before the advent of magic”???#WHERE DID IT COME FROM#do you understand that I could possibly be related to the people who existed before magic arrived at Twisted Wonderland??#do you understand that it might give me a clue on how to go back home???#on how I got there?? on why the Mirror brought me there even though my soul is shapeless???????#TELL ME ALREADY#twisted masquerade#twisted wonderland#devaneios de bellee
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OC-Tober Day 6: Past
Love Bugg was as extraordinary of a puppet as his handlers were puppeteers. It was easy for even the other crew on the show to forget Love Bugg was just an inanimate object. If only they could see him now...
#box art#my ocs#OC-Tober#OC Tober#home at heart#love bugg#Love Bugg as he appeared on his show! he used to have a bowtie!#also this hasn't had a chance to really come up in any capacity but when drawing Love Bugg pre-gaining a soul I draw him without eye shines#and also generally with only the slightest expression changes since the puppeteers are limited in what they can do.
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one of my favorite clark headcanons that i have (that is completely unsupported by canon) is that he's transgender by kryptonian standards. martha and jon kent raised him as a boy and as he grew up he never had any reason to doubt it at all, he was like yeah i'm a boy, makes sense. and then he gets to the fortress of solitude for the first time and it turns out how Gender works on krypton was just Different enough that clark doesn't really fit the kryptonian standards of whatever he was supposed to be. bonus points because this makes him feel like even more of an outsider as a kryptonian, even if he's the last one left.
#do i know what those kryptonian gender customs are? no and i kind of don't care to come up with them#just cuz that's not my favorite thing to do but someone else can if they like my idea#i just love the idea of 1) trans clark 2) clark discovering his heritage but also as he learns more about his heritage#realizing that because of how he was raised- and it was nobody's fault- even though it's the only explanation for why he's so different#from humans he still can't help but feel like he's not a real kryptonian either#brought to you by THIS STARTED AS A FUN HEADCANON FOR HIM TO BE TRANS IN A COOL ALIEN WAY#BUT TURNED OUT TO BE ACTUALLY PROJECTION OF SOME PERSONAL SHIT I HAVE ONLY CONSCIOUSLY THOUGHT ABOUT LIKE TWICE SO OOPS#bluebird.txt#superman#was watching superman 1978 and i don't have any real thoughts about it yet but i'm just rotating in my head#that jor-el said 'this is your home.' when describing krypton.#like. he's never been there. he can never go there. it doesn't exist anymore and he will be raised human.#he will be raised in a world that is so completely unlike his own and he will not grow up with as a kryptonian.#and yet jor-el says of krypton 'this is your home.'#like just give me a moment.#so interesting to me who considers who what. some guy in high school#told me i wasn't mexican because i din't recognize some candies my (cuban) teacher brought back when he visited mexico#he said i wasn't even latino#well first of all that guy was a first-class asshole seriously my kudos to him#for having such an impressive amount of hatred and unhappiness in his little soul#second of all. he didn't think i was latino. my own sister only calls me mexican when it's convenient for her#my parents are proud of their american children and in high school my mexican (as in grew up there) friend wa always proud#to call me a fellow mexican (or at least a chicana)#so i just find it so fascinating that in this movie jor-el says son you will never know your birthplace your parents's home firsthand#but it is your home.#my parents would never EVER call mexico my home i don't think they'd even call it THEIR home#i just. i'm thinking about it a lot.#high fives clark kent in child of immigrants and everything that means swag solidarity
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IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#ashe winters#LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH#ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE#ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like#the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it?#how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember?#who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow.#did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe#maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close#its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at?#AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways#when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what?#maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV#MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT#OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...
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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.
THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)
#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also#on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.
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⚠️⚠️⚠️THIS IS NOT A DRILL, FRIGID EMPRESS IS RERUNNING IN 7.9⚠️⚠️⚠️
#4 YEARS OF WAITING FINALLY OVER AT LONG LAST#GET YOUR CRISTALS READY EVERYONE#MY HOV WILL BE TRULY 100% COMPLETE#ALL OUTFITS ALL GEAR ALL RANK UPS#THIS IS THE MOST EXCITING NEWS I'VE HEARD ABOUT HONKAI SINCE PLAYABLE SIRIN#I'M GENUINELY GONNA CRY#I CAN FINALLY REST AND STOP COPING#I COPED AND HOPED FOR SO LONG#MIHOYO HAVE MY SOUL AND CRISTALS#I'M AT 4K CRISTALS THE OUTFIT IS COMING HOME#honkai impact#honkaiposting#honkaimpact3rd#hi3#hi3rd#herrscher of the void
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With everything we’ve recently gotten about Gojo’s family I really do believe that once he decides you’re it for him - you become his everything and his heart
But you’re his family now too
And what I mean is that his home is with you, the warmth & love of making new family traditions and even sharing in yours becomes sacred, you and him get to create a new loving space together
He not only gets to experience all of this with you but because of you
So you become his warm welcome home, the family he comes home to, his resting place
#I think he’s longed for a warm home and someone to genuinely come home to and love and share his home with#and when you give him that - I think that’s soul bonding for him#anyway I’m gonna go claw my brain out now brb#Gojo 🩵
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Do you know why she is honored as goddess? Bedridden for a long time due to her incomplete celestial roots... a deity everyone thought could not be saved... Lord Xingzhi came to take to the Extranatural Heaven. And cured her. Therefore, the Divine Realm's Heavenly Lord gave her a title: Luotian Goddess – blessings from the sky. The girl blessed by the [ancient] gods.
Li Jia Qi as YOULAN
THE LEGEND OF SHEN LI (2024) 1.17-1.19
#cdramaedit#cdrama#the legend of shen li#li jia qi#jackie li#与凤行#theverylasttofu#took until week two but our girlie lamu came to spice the party ahhhhhhh welcome home baby#that cfensi round-up that one year kinda pointed out a unique talent out of her infinite charms:#can convincingly imitate a medieval painting#idk the specifics but whatever was reworked with her soul made her keen to the three realms' worth of situationship#or truth intuition is her goddess power to begin with *shrugs*#had a preface... excited even about comedy showcase aka her one-sided love rivalry negl i believe in you girls!#youlan's ~attitude~ + quick temper? give the sweetie actual similar friends and not some simps that only revere her being healed#i do believe she'll come around re: misplaced attachments. a bit frightful by way of millenia coma but y'know#let peachkins live and do the cultivation thingy#(did i mishear furongjun - brother appeases sister with 'huang jie'? that's their most normal display rofl)#that said i thought the immortal troops were big gossips but the divine denizens are slowpoke sanctimonious giant snails#and if this was all heaven edition of pass-the-message#they're definitely losing#but it's ok youlan you still and will always be my bébé
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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penelope canonically retreating to her room and refusing food = she puts on some weight, the reason being both lack of physical activity as well as her body being on constant emergency mode (so what little she does eat ends up being stored away bc the body doesnt know when the 'starvation' will end). whats more her constant stress elevates cortisol levels which in and of itself leads to weight gain esp in the abdominal area.
tl;dr chubby penelope send fucking t w e e t
#that is it that is the post#cortisol is also known as the stress hormone#helps u wake up & regulates metabolism among other things#it helps you cope with stress but too much of it (much like anything else in life) is not good for you and your health#this has been on my mind for so long#no im not projecting#shush#thinking abt her naiad heritage too#like maybe she can get through long periods without or with very little food but her human body's nutritional needs prevail idk#and then midnight snacks maybe lol#away from the piercing gaze of the wretched suitors and judgemental looks of certain maidservants#chubby penelope for the soul#penelope of ithaca#my beloved muffin#with razor sharp teef#give the cinammon roll some tummy rolls!!#BONUS: when ody comes home they both heal together and side by side#coming to terms with just how merciless the years have been#ody gains healthy weight after years of abuse in ogygia (i hc he purposely denied himself proper food bc thats the only agency he had#as well as the making urself undesirable to the abuser)#and penelope goes for swims and perhaps bonds with telemachus in a new way like races and swimming competitions aw#as well as teaching him some naiad stuff he probably inherited#family healing yay!#:')#btw not saying they go back to their 20 year old physiques#what i am saying is they now take better care of themselves and each other#and one of the ways its reflected is in their frames#i think we need more middle aged odypen art#and age accurate content in general#esp post odyssey
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So I’m doing a bunch of little things I’m calling After Dinner Mints for post final fight Dungeon Meshi (cuz the goal is they’ll be short and sweet) but
It just hit me
Kabru went and kicked Mithrun’s ass into gear after having his last desire removed and not thinking there was anything else to do with his life now
Kabru
Kabru whose whole teen and adult life was about finding a way to get rid of all of the dungeons forever so Utaya couldn’t happen again
Which
Y’know
They just did that
And if Kabru even thinks “well shit what do I do with my life now” Mithrun’s gonna hone in on him like a shark and beat his ass like he did after the “the world is ending and it’s all my fault” soliloquy
Sooooo that might be a slightly longer thing
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#kabru#kabru dungeon meshi#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#kabumisu#also featured in the mints: mithrun following senshi around like a puppy#senshi telling the canaries that actually no no one loves a canary more than a miner#(and then all the canaries following senshi around like baby ducklings)#(except cithis because she’s too cool to have her worldview rocked by one (1) wholesome dwarf)#(she claims)#kabru and rin having a talk about what comes next with no more dungeons#the canaries packing up to go home and hiding kabru in mithrun’s luggage#the canaries packing up to possibly go back to prison but fleki otta and lycion are in mithrun’s luggage#tbh it’s a good thing mithrun doesn’t care about stuff there’s no space left#some naughty soul (probably fleki) making matching shirts that says The Leftovers for mithrun falin and thistle#and probably some other stuff as the demons in my soul demand Scenarios#all for the good ship kabumisu i have a gun#the convicts all ship it pattadol is unconvinced but leaning in#you can’t drop a squad of fantasy tumblr users and expect me not to be deranged about them#spoilers
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JULIE JOYFUL RWAAAAAA
Finally I drew Julie, my baby!! I enjoy her quite a lot and these are the outfits I think she’ll be performing in my au. I mentioned it before in a post that she’s in a band “Joyous!” with her siblings. Might as well say a bit about the lore, basically everyone from the “Welcome Home” cast left Home and ventured into the Real World. Kinda similar to how Barbie leaves her toy world in the movie. So yeah pretty much everyone started their own music career, but Eddie and Frank started a talk show together.
#I think I’m having an art block cause it’s weirdly hard to sit down and draw#Even tho I really wanna#The creative juices are not juicing enough#I’ll still try to doodle cause this au thing is on my mind a lot#ANYWAY I’m thinking about what music genres others would like#Like Julie and her siblings probably pop r&b soul maybe alternative as well#Sally is alt punk rock I thinkkkk#Although she wouldn’t stop at that I mean come on where’s the fun in sticking to one genre?#she would experiment definitely#Poppy is a jazz singer and a frequent guest at Eddie’s and Frank’s talk show#And Barnaby well I decided to stick to hip hop and rap#He would sing in jazz as well#Howdy is a…Dj#Idk why it makes me giggle#LIKE FOUR HANDS AND I AUTOMATICALLY THOUGHT DJ#It’s kinda funny#welcome home#welcome home au#julie joyful#julie welcome home#my art
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