#to future me

[julymarte]

A quick sketch i made to go with a few notes i took last night to finally give answer to a question that i got asked ages ago but never replied, this is meant to be a scene that's not relevant to the plot and if i were to draw the comic that would be left off screen so see this as a lil extra but i'll leave you the notes under the cut with a couple useful links for context

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Before you read know that i'm not a good writer, this is not meant to be a fanfiction or anything, it's just a dialogue transcript with some descriptive aid for future me in case i decide to draw it one day, that being said i apologize for the typos gyhjuk enjoy

Scene: serene atmosphere the two are still in bed, Uri resting his head on the back of his hand looks at Pravaal in a tender yet confused way

U: pravaal can I ask you something?

P:mhm~

U: I admitted to you and to myself that I could not move on…but you, you seemed pretty convinced when you said you were over me… Then why this?

P: this what? ( Attention piqued, raises an eye row)

U: y- you know, 'sleeping' with me, I…I know I started it but- did you just take advantage of the moment or do you actually care?

P: my wow, you think so lowly of me? Sighs I do care, I did move on better than you sure, and I was plenty mad at you ad well but….

U: but?

P: I've had several girlfriends and boyfriend after the "alley accident "but none lit the spark quite as you, I liked to tease you but to me it was over especially after how it ended, but I would be a fool if I said I didn't feel anything anymore….so the idea of a second chance at us…(moves Uri's hair from his face with a soft but serious look) we hurt each other in the past, it's a risk, but I want to believe in this

U: (blushing when the fish moves his hair away) I see-

P: (cringe but accurate word, glomps him in a playful way like idk puppies playing with each other future me will understand) not to mention I like this new dynamic going on, prince charming was good sure but the blushy panicked faces you make when you are not in control are sooooo much better

U: gfhfdh STOP IT (blushy panicked face trying to fight off the tickles)

P: ( forehead kith) cute~ (serious again) I want this to work Uri, I'm serious….but I don't want to just be your "mistress"…you have to make a choice there's no going back now

U:( serious too atmosphere change from warm and soft to cold, future me will understand like when a cloud passes by the sun) * deep breath, sits straight* I don't know how Kenah is going to take this…I love you both I…I need to think…

P: (ruffles the pensive Uri's head) take your time (leaves)

U:*sighs and looks outside the window thoughtful*

Uri will later decide to confront Kenah, his girlfriend, about it, he was ready to tell her everything but..well.she was concerned about other matters

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

[soranker]

laios985

[kgdanny02]

I quit architecture

A week ago, I quit architecture… and I’ve never been happier.

It’s not that architecture itself sucked, it’s just that it wasn’t for me. It took me a while to actually make the wise and very much needed decision to leave it behind cause I didn’t want to admit that I made a mistake.

But honestly, if I hadn’t spend a year attending classes for architecture, I wouldn’t have known for sure that it wasn’t for me. I’m still thankful for the experience tho.

That being said, I’ll be focusing a lot more on my art and making videos on YouTube.

[caffeinatedopossum]

Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Must be a Sugondese joke.

[lemongogo]

dont forget what happened to icarus

[buttplughead]

For a moment I thought I had everything I wanted in my life. Career that i always wanted, beautiful partner with a golden heart, freedom to love who i am and who i want…

Well, life is not happy when you have everything. So everything came crumbling down and destroying every piece of me. I am left with all the debris and pain to collect.

To future self

I am doing the best I can to correct everything right now. I hope we are alive, we recovered and we were able to rebuild everything. I hope we have a happy life with the person we loved almost for our entire life. Most importantly we learned to love ourselves and we are no longer hurting people we love.

I hope someday I can come back here and announce that everything worked out the way I wanted it to be.

If not maybe like someone said “See you in another life I just wish it wasn’t like this”.

Maybe in another life…

Some songs that I resonate right now…

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!

(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)

[dominoren]

don’t forget your glasses 🫵🫵🫵

[northernfireart]

read the whole story> here by @clarionglass :)

[evilmafuyu666]

[littlefankingdom]

Bruce died(?) again

Jason: Well, it's my turn.

Dick: What are you talking about?

Jason: Everytime Bruce is gone, one of you starts to act just like him, pushing everyone away, acting as only you can be right, and fighting anyone that gets in your way. Dick did it, Tim did it, even Cass kind of did it. So, this time, I will do it.

Tim: Isn't that how you act all the time?

Jason: Whoa, fuck you. You are so banned from historical drama movie nights.

[hinamie]

spins him around trying to understand the pink mop he calls hair

[bloodyethanol]

im letting the days go by and i dont even have a beautiful house or a beautiful wife