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thereareeyesinsidethetrees Ā· 4 hours ago
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extension of you by mili is a ford song because please please please please please
lyrics below cut
first thing i learned: i have to breathe
secondly, i learned to eat
to chew on red meat, clean my teeth
before going to sleep
hello, good morning
i learned to speak, describe what i see
there is me, and there is you
who knew everything
teach me how to sing
teach me how to sing
teach me how to sing
da da da-da daā€¦
covered my skin
with pieces of
cotton linen
ā€¦
conserve the most vulnerable part of me
for me
ā€¦
my ribs opened up
made room for beating hearts
stainless steel happens to my shoulder
pierces through my rubbery skin
upgrades me
with a pair of limbs
my head opened up
made room deeper thoughts
contracting
muscles getting bigger
under my rubbery skin
iā€™ve became what i thought was human
ā€¦
my structure expands
further than you
allow me to be
an extension of you
ā€¦
then, i learned there are many more delicacies, tomatoes and cheese
i learned the good and the evil
learned your boundaries
learned your mortality
youā€™re out of service
out of service
out of service
out of service-
aahā€¦
ā€¦
for the first time you failed
and i asked myself
is there meaning at all?
ā€¦
i know that bodies rot
but where are your self?
where are all your thoughts?
ā€¦
i wanted to believe
that ghosts are real
that ghosts are real
ā€¦
there are still many things
that i want to know
stories left untold
does it feel good to love?
to hand out your own?
to hand out your own?
does it feel good to hate?
to shelter oneā€™s self?
to shelter oneā€™s self?
does it feel good to live?
to treasure the now?
to treasure the now?
does it feel good to die?
to live your next life?
to live your next life?
ā€¦
ā€¦da-da-da da daā€¦daā€¦da-da-daā€¦daā€¦da daā€¦
ā€¦da-da-da da daā€¦hmm-hm-hmā€¦
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jaderavenarts Ā· 4 months ago
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@yeehawgust:Ā Week 5: Lone(some) Ranger
I'll be the moon / You'll be the sun / We'll make the day glow / You'll slowly rise / And I will fall (x)
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skittykittybean Ā· 2 months ago
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Woah hey! Did I ever tell anyone that Iā€™m a writer? :3
Well, now I am! Just posted my first story onto VoyceMe for a competition theyā€™re doing. Part of the judging criteria is view numbers. Every click counts!!
(Though reads are appreciated too! X3)
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zehl0w Ā· 4 months ago
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Zenitsu agatsuma has got to be the biggest egg I have ever seen in my entire life
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#zenitsu agatsuma#nezuko kamado#thereā€™s genuinely no way bro doesnā€™t have smth going on with his gender#nezukos bamboo necklace is chewlery btw hehe#I hope I was able to capture the expression of like#just genuine tender yearning#itā€™s something heā€™s always had the longing for but never quite understood where it came from#or even what it was#just a very empty hole in his body that he could only ever describe as self hatred and disgust even if he knew that wasnā€™t quite right#I think when theyā€™re older nezuko would rlly help him like#get comfortable w the idea of actually exploring his identity#heā€™s spent so much of his life just truly and bitterly hating himself to the core#he couldnā€™t stomach the idea of thinking about who he was beyond the surface level#I think nezuko would make him feel so much more okay with himself and help try to get him to a point of at the very least knowing who he is#itā€™s a very long road that zenitsu really honestly isnā€™t sure if heā€™s comfortable with#but he canā€™t help but at least try#if not for himself but for the ache of the child inside himself who has so desperately longed for comfort and love and belonging#he wants to know that child who was so brutally outcasted could eventually find a home#he wants to believe thereā€™s hope for himself#Zenko chan I love you so much#she is so important 2 meā€¦..#sorry transed your zenitsu. no yeah we canā€™t undo it. yeah heā€™s a she now. sorry nothin I can do.
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somegrumpynerd Ā· 3 months ago
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can you make more drawings of your Dadmare AU please?šŸ„ŗ
I really do love the found family concept so much
Y'know what anon? I can and I will and I have, we're so back!!
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Part of the joy of parenthood is finding socks in places they shouldn't be (and knowing that all of your children are liars)
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lover-of-mine Ā· 8 months ago
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Yes, yes, Buck is the guy who likes to fix things and Eddie was crying that he is broken and he can't fix it but the thing is that Buck is never pushing Eddie, he's never forcing the issue, he's just constantly around handing Eddie the tools he needs to fix himself and I'm GONNA SCREAM WHAT IS THIS SHOW DOING?????????????
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So I went searching for special dialogue for a romanced Alistair, who stayed with the wardens, about a HoF who made the ultimate sacrifice. Specifically for what he says in DAI. For reasons.
I know what he says about her when she's alive in DAI, so I was curious if he'd saying anything about her if she's dead, like Leliana and Morrigan do. After reading through all sorts of forms and reddit posts where most of the answers were "huh I dunno what he says in DAI, I've never done that route," I eventually found out what he says.
Nothing.
Romanced Alistair says nothing about a dead HoF in DAI. At first I thought this was odd? Surely there's something referencing the fact that he and the warden were in love? even if just for fanservice like in DA2? Some of the comments on these posts blame it on Bioware doing bad writing again but it's hard to tell if they actually mean that, or if they're conflating "I don't like this" with bad writing because honestly? I disagree.
Intentionally or not, Alistair not saying anything about his dead lover is completely in character for him. He doesn't know the Inquisitor. Why should he tell them anything about the love of his life that he lost ten years ago? He's not as open about that stuff like Leliana or Morrigan.
You know what's actually out of character? Alistair giving a random stranger he met for two seconds an item that belonged to his dead lover because "she doesn't need it anymore."
Wasn't it enough to ruin his face, DA2? Did you really need to throw in some botched fanservice as well?
Wait a minute, Varric's telling this story...
Alright, new headcanon: Varric is, as per usual, full of shit. Alistair did give Hawke an item because he felt bad that he couldn't help them with the qunari except it wasn't anything special. But that's not interesting enough, so Varric lied and said Alistair gave Hawke an item that belongs to THE Hero of Fereldan for the sake of showing how super special Hawke is.
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luminaryofblood Ā· 4 months ago
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... Really though, how WOULD the Hornsent view Morgott or Mohg? WOULD they revere them, for the aspects they bear - the horns, the tail, the wings - or would their hatred toward Marika be that strong that, even for the omen twins, they would still hold contempt?
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theroseredreaper Ā· 7 months ago
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sometimes you meet the protagonist of a shounen high school delinquent anime who just needs people who actually care about him and think ā€œnew child adoptedā€
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sideblogdotjpeg Ā· 16 days ago
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have been thinking about professor sol even. professor bufo with no clearly discernable lesson plan. sol bufo ostensibly martial arts professor who spent two weeks running a yoga and meditation program and shows up to the next class with crochet hooks for everyone. professor bufo who is technically supposed to be assigning grades to students but hasnt given anyone less than an A because "i think they worked really hard and they did a great job :)" (referring to the ugliest and most malformed pot holder anyone has laid eyes upon in their life). professor bufo who is on his way to cluelessly kickstart the sexual awakening of about half the cohort of the academys new students. sol bufo adjunct professor who is gone half the year and his first class back is so immediately and easily baited into going into a long tangent about how cool his friends are. sol who is pretty sure hes easily the most useless professor on campus and almost cries when he sees his little desk overflowing with thank you notes at the end of the year. professor bufo absolutely fucking gloriously hot in the tightest little sweater vest because there were faculty complaints when he wore a crop top to class.
#ramble tag#ive been. ive been thinking.#aum. ultimately i just think.#like launchpad was a place for sol that was . place where he was demeaned abused exploited endangered and used#but he needed a place like that. so badly . really it was like. what else did he have.? the lightkeepers?#sol needed a place that would tell him he had a family . and thats what launchpad was!#launchpad is. if youre smart and talented and hardworking and brave enough then people will love and respect you. and you can belong.#and even if it was conditional sol needed a promise like that so badly .... the life that he dreamed of being within his reach.#so. IDK. i just. think...... and maybe this ooc but . well its POST CANON SO I CAN DO WHATEVER TF I WANT.#i just like to imagine sol as a . like yeah he has a minus one to intelligence and hes silly and stupid and very often incomprehensible. but#like . the kind of person who radiates kindness and passion. and maybe more than anything. unwaveringly believes in you no matter what.#i think. sol is very much a person who . on some level recognises the things he lacked in his life and compensates for it by extending that#to others. loudly and proudly shouting all the time. i want to care for you protect you help you believe in you support you and love you#:-) so. despite him being a . real hot mess. i think he would be a good teacher. even if he does for some reason spend a month teaching#his martial arts class how to cook a mean pasta.#(and not even mentioning sol travelling over bahumia to find kids like him who didnt are in bad situations and need a place where they can#be kids. and extending them a hand ... giving them a home and a space to just fuck around and make silly pots instead of fghting to survive)#ahem . ahem ahem. but WHATEVER#anyway if this is ooc i dont care because . thog dont caare .#this is post canon and this is a sandbox for me to do my silly little tag-yapping
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mueritos Ā· 4 days ago
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happy new meow almost forgot to post my updated fursona ^-^ also drew my bfs fursona, we are cat x dog yaoi!! honestly i started drawing my fursona in an effort to break art block and feel better about my body so that helped lol oh and i played so much viva piƱata last week and thats it yahoo!!
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fullscoreshenanigans Ā· 2 months ago
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Many of thanks to @jabbloo for not only the adorable post-escape RayEms and "Smooch the Cyclops" REN pins (available here) but also the doodle of blushies bippies šŸ§”šŸ¤šŸ–¤šŸ¤šŸ¤
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t-u-i-t-c Ā· 27 days ago
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"We're not just fighting the Hashiliens."
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heyclickadee Ā· 7 months ago
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But seriously, we canā€™t leave Crosshair on ā€œhe thinks he deserves to die.ā€ His redemption arc is incredible and his reconciliations with Omega and Hunter are fantastic (especially with Omega). But he hasnā€™t reconciled with himself yet. Heā€™s not a soldier, a prisoner, or a science experiment anymore. What does he want out of life? Does he want to live in the first place? We actually need to know.
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sukugo Ā· 4 months ago
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Metal as hell that the only person implied to be able to satisfy sukuna is the closest thing to his own modern reincarnation
HELL yeah, it's really about finding yourself, finding that person who gets u in a way that no one else does, can. it's about being able to show yourself, truly experience being urself in ur entirety, living to ur entirety, letting go of ur shackles and freeing urself because. it's. you. and you're able to simply be and have that reciprocated. able to finally fill that little hole that gapes in ur chest and is a weight over u, bc it's all so boring boring boring and unfulfilling. but now. there's. finally something that makes every bit of you blaze and feel like it's worth living. you're not alone.
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dazais-guardian-angel Ā· 9 months ago
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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