#to find where he belongs

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

extension of you by mili is a ford song because please please please please please

lyrics below cut

first thing i learned: i have to breathe

secondly, i learned to eat

to chew on red meat, clean my teeth

before going to sleep

hello, good morning

i learned to speak, describe what i see

there is me, and there is you

who knew everything

teach me how to sing

teach me how to sing

teach me how to sing

da da da-da da…

covered my skin

with pieces of

cotton linen

…

conserve the most vulnerable part of me

for me

…

my ribs opened up

made room for beating hearts

stainless steel happens to my shoulder

pierces through my rubbery skin

upgrades me

with a pair of limbs

my head opened up

made room deeper thoughts

contracting

muscles getting bigger

under my rubbery skin

i’ve became what i thought was human

…

my structure expands

further than you

allow me to be

an extension of you

…

then, i learned there are many more delicacies, tomatoes and cheese

i learned the good and the evil

learned your boundaries

learned your mortality

you’re out of service

out of service

out of service

out of service-

aah…

…

for the first time you failed

and i asked myself

is there meaning at all?

…

i know that bodies rot

but where are your self?

where are all your thoughts?

…

i wanted to believe

that ghosts are real

that ghosts are real

…

there are still many things

that i want to know

stories left untold

does it feel good to love?

to hand out your own?

to hand out your own?

does it feel good to hate?

to shelter one’s self?

to shelter one’s self?

does it feel good to live?

to treasure the now?

to treasure the now?

does it feel good to die?

to live your next life?

to live your next life?

…

…da-da-da da da…da…da-da-da…da…da da…

…da-da-da da da…hmm-hm-hm…

[jaderavenarts]

@yeehawgust: Week 5: Lone(some) Ranger

I'll be the moon / You'll be the sun / We'll make the day glow / You'll slowly rise / And I will fall (x)

[zehl0w]

Zenitsu agatsuma has got to be the biggest egg I have ever seen in my entire life

[lesbiansforkevinday]

In a way the Sunshine Court is Jean’s Pink Pony Club

[somegrumpynerd]

can you make more drawings of your Dadmare AU please?🥺

I really do love the found family concept so much

Y'know what anon? I can and I will and I have, we're so back!!

Part of the joy of parenthood is finding socks in places they shouldn't be (and knowing that all of your children are liars)

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

So I went searching for special dialogue for a romanced Alistair, who stayed with the wardens, about a HoF who made the ultimate sacrifice. Specifically for what he says in DAI. For reasons.

I know what he says about her when she's alive in DAI, so I was curious if he'd saying anything about her if she's dead, like Leliana and Morrigan do. After reading through all sorts of forms and reddit posts where most of the answers were "huh I dunno what he says in DAI, I've never done that route," I eventually found out what he says.

Nothing.

Romanced Alistair says nothing about a dead HoF in DAI. At first I thought this was odd? Surely there's something referencing the fact that he and the warden were in love? even if just for fanservice like in DA2? Some of the comments on these posts blame it on Bioware doing bad writing again but it's hard to tell if they actually mean that, or if they're conflating "I don't like this" with bad writing because honestly? I disagree.

Intentionally or not, Alistair not saying anything about his dead lover is completely in character for him. He doesn't know the Inquisitor. Why should he tell them anything about the love of his life that he lost ten years ago? He's not as open about that stuff like Leliana or Morrigan.

You know what's actually out of character? Alistair giving a random stranger he met for two seconds an item that belonged to his dead lover because "she doesn't need it anymore."

Wasn't it enough to ruin his face, DA2? Did you really need to throw in some botched fanservice as well?

Wait a minute, Varric's telling this story...

Alright, new headcanon: Varric is, as per usual, full of shit. Alistair did give Hawke an item because he felt bad that he couldn't help them with the qunari except it wasn't anything special. But that's not interesting enough, so Varric lied and said Alistair gave Hawke an item that belongs to THE Hero of Fereldan for the sake of showing how super special Hawke is.

[luminaryofblood]

... Really though, how WOULD the Hornsent view Morgott or Mohg? WOULD they revere them, for the aspects they bear - the horns, the tail, the wings - or would their hatred toward Marika be that strong that, even for the omen twins, they would still hold contempt?

[theroseredreaper]

sometimes you meet the protagonist of a shounen high school delinquent anime who just needs people who actually care about him and think “new child adopted”

[sideblogdotjpeg]

have been thinking about professor sol even. professor bufo with no clearly discernable lesson plan. sol bufo ostensibly martial arts professor who spent two weeks running a yoga and meditation program and shows up to the next class with crochet hooks for everyone. professor bufo who is technically supposed to be assigning grades to students but hasnt given anyone less than an A because "i think they worked really hard and they did a great job :)" (referring to the ugliest and most malformed pot holder anyone has laid eyes upon in their life). professor bufo who is on his way to cluelessly kickstart the sexual awakening of about half the cohort of the academys new students. sol bufo adjunct professor who is gone half the year and his first class back is so immediately and easily baited into going into a long tangent about how cool his friends are. sol who is pretty sure hes easily the most useless professor on campus and almost cries when he sees his little desk overflowing with thank you notes at the end of the year. professor bufo absolutely fucking gloriously hot in the tightest little sweater vest because there were faculty complaints when he wore a crop top to class.

[javierduffy]

“uh … it’s a bit girly … no?” javier examines himself in the reflection of his knife’s blade, looking this-a way and that, the dark blue of a large silken bow now peeking sheepishly around his neck as it sits gently in his hair. next to him, kieran clams up a smidge, hands still held close to his chest nearby his completed ribbon project on javier’s head. he finds it in himself to wring his hands a time or two rather than immediately undo his work as javier seems to continue to formulate his final opinion. “you … think so? look at me?” kieran asks, politely as a mouse. javier easily complies, turns at his hips and looks behind, up at kieran where he sits on the stump above him.

kieran, as he peers over, can’t help the meadow of flush that blooms over his neck, then his ears, then his nose and his cheeks. he can tell javier is deep in thought by the look on his face, mouth twisted just a might sideways, cocking his mustache awry, and the deep wrinkle sat between his brows. the ribbon he used matches javier’s vest perfectly, and the shine of the silk warms bright in the sun, just like every piece of jewelry and metal javier has adorned himself with. with this ribbon, javier’s hair sits lower on his head, ponytail draped down his nape and more hair framing his face in his bangs. kieran resists an urge to tuck one side back behind his ear.

kieran thinks that he looks like a painting, a muse, a love letter so heartbreakingly full of adoration that the only language it could be written in is bright swipes of pigment on a canvas. as he makes eye contact with the silk squinting around the red of a necktie, he thinks that javier may be right, if ‘girly’ could sum up ’poetry written in effeminate reverence’.

kieran always did think women made better art, wrote better books- found a better way to love. softer. warmer. prettier. like javier.

the world sounds like it’s underwater.

“i think … it’s very pretty. it suits you real well.”

earnest to a fault, the look in kieran’s eye dances gingerly with javier’s internal voice. it dips and sways him, and javier, despite his instinct, finds himself charmed by its rhythm.

“-b-but! i could take it out! if you don’t-“ javier looks down at himself in his knife again, the sunlight filtered through the leaves glinting a yellow green around his dark features, and kieran hands him patience on a silver platter. a rich blue makes friends with bright green quite easy, javier thinks. this is how he must look through kieran’s mossy lens.

“pretty … yes. you know, i think you may be right. i’ll keep it. gracias.”

[fullscoreshenanigans]

Many of thanks to @jabbloo for not only the adorable post-escape RayEms and "Smooch the Cyclops" REN pins (available here) but also the doodle of blushy bippies 🧡🤝🖤🤝🤍

[t-u-i-t-c]

"We're not just fighting the Hashiliens."

[heyclickadee]

But seriously, we can’t leave Crosshair on “he thinks he deserves to die.” His redemption arc is incredible and his reconciliations with Omega and Hunter are fantastic (especially with Omega). But he hasn’t reconciled with himself yet. He’s not a soldier, a prisoner, or a science experiment anymore. What does he want out of life? Does he want to live in the first place? We actually need to know.

[sukugo]

Metal as hell that the only person implied to be able to satisfy sukuna is the closest thing to his own modern reincarnation

HELL yeah, it's really about finding yourself, finding that person who gets u in a way that no one else does, can. it's about being able to show yourself, truly experience being urself in ur entirety, living to ur entirety, letting go of ur shackles and freeing urself because. it's. you. and you're able to simply be and have that reciprocated. able to finally fill that little hole that gapes in ur chest and is a weight over u, bc it's all so boring boring boring and unfulfilling. but now. there's. finally something that makes every bit of you blaze and feel like it's worth living. you're not alone.

[virsancte]

good days aren't easy to come by

[flamingostalker]

Dwalin and his cosmo at the club standing cross-armed on the dance floor like this

Blade 2: Axe of Justice