#to all the russians... i apologize
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tbh I still think Brock Rumlow was an interesting character and upon further examination way more unsettling a villain than most to me because like. Let’s be real, the second you lay eyes on Robert Redford as Pierce monologuing in his pristine suit and glass office high up in the sky he just screams Evil Politician! at you. You can see it coming a mile away. Meanwhile Rumlow is….Just Some Guy. On the surface, he’s just some side dude. He’s not enhanced, he’s not in some major position of power, he’s just someone who’s really good at what he does and seems dedicated enough to the work and functions well with his team. He respects Steve, might admire him even, but not so much that he gets starry eyed like everybody else. He’s lighthearted but focused, he’s no nonsense, he’s the everyman Steve can relate to way more than spooks like Natasha or Fury.
And okay, maybe what Rumlow does for a living is beat intimidate and kill people, but it’s not like that’s the primary objective, right, because SHIELD are the good guys and this is what Steve does now, too, anyway; except that Steve doesn’t really use any weapons other than the shield, he holds back, he doesn’t carry a gun anymore which is usually fine since he’s dangerous enough without it. But when that leaves him vulnerable, he’s covered: Rumlow’s got his six, and he does it well, and he earns some of his trust. This is familiar to Steve.
And maybe Rumlow’s a little too good, fine, maybe he shoots a guy in the head within the first fifteen minutes of the movie when he doesn’t necessarily have to and then cracks jokes immediately after but that’s alright too, because that guy had Steve at gunpoint and that guy was Bad whereas Rumlow is One of the Good Guys just doing his job, right. Rumlow’s joking around because he’s used to the violence, they’re all used to it, and this is just how it works. They’re just soldiers doing the grunt work and following orders, and this is familiar, too.
Except that they’re not soldiers and this isn’t a war, except that the work is for an intelligence agency whose job it is to hoard and steal information and monitor civilians and orchestrate and sabotage and meddle in internal and external state affairs. Except that the Good Guys, in reality, are extremely grey at best. Except that many of the Good Guys turn out to be Nazis on top of everything else, and it’s not that far of a stretch.
But when it’s all starting to unravel, you’re still thinking well maybe some of these guys didn’t know. Maybe they didn’t do it out of individual belief, and if faced with the right choice, they can be redeemed.
That is until you realize that Rumlow maybe didn’t respect Steve and what he did so much as what Steve could do if only Steve weren’t “weak” in other ways, if Steve had chosen the right side. That it not being personal is less a cop out and more a taunt the same way just following orders has always been, for Rumlow and many many men that came before him and will continue to come after. Until the vault when, by the most charitable of interpretations, Rumlow looks at the Winter Soldier letting himself be smacked around and crying and getting shocked like he’s maybe a little unnerved (if not just downright fascinated) by the whole thing, but not enough that it really changes anything for him, because the end justifies the means and it’s not really his problem, anyway.
Until Sam shows up and Rumlow looks at him like a bird of prey and says This is gonna hurt with a fucking smile on his face, and then you think: shit, man, obviously. How was it not clear from the start.
To me, what makes someone like Rumlow a good villain, even a side one, is not that he’s straight up Insane & Evil™️ or suffering from Tragic Backstory Syndrome or all hopped up on magic superstrength juice or whatever, but precisely the fact that he’s Just Some Guy with a cockroach survival mentality who operates well within the established system and just so happens to be really good at his job - a job that he might’ve even joined thinking it was for a good cause, or because he had something to prove, or simply because it gave him one hell of an excuse to be a bully. Because he either wholeheartedly believes in HYDRA or he just doesn’t give much of a shit either way so long as he gets his due in the end, and both are just as bad.
Because when you strip away all the grand scale superhero theatrics, you’ve seen this before. You’ve seen Rumlows in your school and in your neighborhood and in the military and the cop car patrolling your street. They’re the ones who sometimes say or do somewhat offputting shit but you figure it’s fine because they’re otherwise real nice or charismatic or normal looking, or maybe they work a job that’s framed as helpful or protective or inherently good despite the power dynamics at play, or they share your background and interests and you chat about the weather being crap this time of year.
And every time one of them turns out to be a violent, hateful piece of shit, you’re still somehow surprised then, too, when you really shouldn’t be.
#apologies for the extra long post but I’ve been thinking about why he freaks me out as much as he does#the world is full of brock rumlows is all i’m saying.#and that to me is way more terrifying than evil crazy russians in underground labs or deranged aliens could ever be#brock rumlow#ca: tws#brock rumlow meta#I guess???? hello how the fuck did I get here at 5 pm on a tuesday jesus christ#mcu meta#max.txt
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1-6-19: usa loses to finland in the world juniors gold medal game
#apologies for this being in russian LOL it's all i could find#sad babies :(#ellen dgaf which is so funny#jack hughes#quinn hughes#2019#queue
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I HAVE MADE A DISCOVERY 🦀
#crab#krab#краб#english#romanian#română#russian#русский#belarusian#ukranian#czech#čeština#polish#polski#uzbek#apologies if any of this is incorrect &/or this isn’t the most common word for crab in your language#but so many languages seem to share this word & it makes me happy!#there’s also some languages with krabbe or krabo & other variants but i didn’t want to be editing memes all night#ford speaks#meme#funny
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Ready to Comply.
#Drawing all that leather very nearly ended me#if you heard distant screaming at any time during the day it was me yelling in agony at rendering leather#I kinda like how he turned out though so it was worth it#chaotic art#the winter soldier#winter soldier#bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#also I apologize sincerely if I botched the russian
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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans
#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies#westerner or russian. no other option#westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world#'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened#to eastern europeans during that time#forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too#its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT#god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history#for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people#and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good#FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world#fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough#vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion#i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect#which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea#perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things#idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso#horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me#the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it#(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low#i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like#you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone#will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored
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sometimes i lurk on the 'for you' part of dumblr and i just saw a non-moot's post saying sorry for all the people waiting for them to reply. guess what number was apparently So Much they had to make a public apology
#19. the number was 19 drafts#cue in the tiktok audio: oo fancy pants mcgee over here#u dont know me but i am genuinely so impressed#please take ishtar and do my (40ish) drafts#and lets not even mention the asks#some people are writing like its their job and i am so so so jealous#you will never get a public apology out of me. if u love me u just accept that me replying to you relies on the moon the stars and#some strange russian roulette happening inside my head between all my current and past hyperfixations#out.
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panda express save me save me panda express
#SORRY FOR BEING MIA I traveled for 30 hours cleaned a house got groceries set up for school am getting fucked by stat HR am getting KILLED#by 5 technicals 18CR full load of classes they took the gened I fought for AWAY FROM ME and just general. Pain#I have fundraiser asks I need to get to is why I’m apologizing but also it’s unending I’m so fucking tired already 😭#I GOT TO SEE 54 YEAR OLD RUSSIAN STATISTICS PROFESSOR THOUGHHHHH I MISSED HIM SO MUCHHHHHHHH#be back soon hopefully 🫡#I’m tired of my general life not fundraiser asks for clarification by the way just so we are all clear on that
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names.
#i apologize for the cyrillic#russian is not a language i speak nor write#sugivasi#saichi sugimoto#vasily pavlichenko#golden kamuy#sugily#i literally think about them all the time but it takes me days to draw anything for them#someone please write more abt them on ao3#please. im starving.
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I went down the rabbit hole to check if maybe the original poster was a bot, and no, it's so much worse.
This is not a russian babushka brainwashed by state TV. This is their national elite, the cream of the crop, the intelligentsia that has vast international connections and unlimited access to information.
And yes, his twitter consists of "hail putin"-s and chinese apologism.
#russia#war in ukraine#not all russians#twitter#propaganda#also @westerners who were flooding my inbox this spring#crying russians will starve to death from sanctions#...#i will be accepting apologies in form of donations to our army
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do people actually research how problematic the band is? all I do is check the country of origin (have to know, I ain't listening to no russians). I don't have energy to research every damn band member like shut tf up. if the fuck-up-ness of the band ain't a known fact (like w burzum, still tho many people just ignore the awfulness of varg just because "uhm I'm not into politics, I just love the music". even some ukrainians (idiots) are like this while knowing damn well he's a nazi pro russian dick. some people are dumb by nature and we can't do a thing about it) or they don't sing about it in their songs I have no way of knowing (forgive me that I'm not gonna waste my time on a dumb research instead of listening to music)
#either way all of those bitches who complain about others listening to problematic artists mostly listen to russian artists themselves#so like mm yeah nuh you still support problematic artists#I'm tired of them teaching everyone how wrong they are while not even being perfect themselves#like look I myself don't listen to hardly problematic bands if I know they are like that but mostly I just don't bother researching#because I don't want to waste my time and energy on the shit that ain't worth it#like it should be so fucking tiring to search every bit of info about every band member lmao#my fave is when “omg you listen to that band? they are racists they once said something inappropriate in a group chat with their#brother in law and now we are cancelling them even tho they've apologized“ while listening to openly pro russian bands cuz ”I like the music#WHY ARE YOU FUCKING ALLOWED TO LISTEN TO THE BAND THAT OPENLY SUPPORTS A TERRORIST STATE YET YOU CALL ME PROBLEMATIC FOR LISTENING TO#THE BAND THAT SAID SOME SHIT ONCE AND APOLOGISED?? LIKE CMON#either way you won't find a perfect band where everyone is pure and innocent so why fucking bother?#smells.like.a.freakshow
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shepherd saying, “war isn’t about friends, it’s about enemies” when friendship is the main reason the 141 find all the missiles and take down hassan just scratches a lovely itch
laswell is able to find out hassan’s in mexico and working with the cartel bc of her friendship with price and gaz, who are already in amsterdam. they’re able to get the jump on him and find out about him shipping the missiles over the atlantic bc of her friendship with alejandro. price and gaz are able to fly to al mazrah in time to intercept aq bc of price’s friendship with nik and they’re able to get laswell back bc of their friendship with farah. soap makes it through las almas and eventually kills hassan in chicago bc he successfully befriended ghost, who stayed behind at his own risk and kept giving him advice he wasn’t required to give
the real treasure was literally the friendships they made along the way
#i didnt expect friendship to be such a core theme in call of duty of all things yet here we are#and its even a personal character arc for ghost#he goes from literally being alone in the games intro to having a team named after him#a team that he trusts with his face#from being so obviously unhappy at having to work with soap to opening up and letting himself get closer to him#and even to a lesser extent alejandro and graves#just to be betrayed by graves#his utter panic at seeing soap injured after being so annoyed by him in al mazrah just hits so hard#and going back to his old behaviour and leaving soap behind just to feel guilty and stay to help him get out is just 🤌🏻#letting soap lead him through the cameras is an olive branch and apology all in one#just him going i trust you to get me through this alive just like you trusted me#like i shouldve trusted you in las almas#just dozens of tiny moments that all boil down to friendship and trust and shepherd only seeing enemies completely blinds him#and ultimately leads to his downfall#‘we dont bury each other do we’ thats the throughline of the entire campaign#even graves not trusting his shadows enough to tell them theyre transporting missiles#maybe if they knew that theydve been more cautious and not been caught off guard by the russians#and hassan never wouldve gotten his hands on them#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#call of duty#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#ghost mw2#soap mactavish#soap mw2#soapghost#general shepherd#kate laswell#we’re a team. ghost team
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I was talking to a guy at the party tonight and he told me he was excited to eat the food on offer (labor day potluck, tons of good home cooks showing off, y'all wish you were there) after a serious bout of food poisoning destroyed his gut biome and he was under doctor's orders to eat nothing but chicken and rice for the past 6 months
I asked him what he'd eaten to get food poisoning and he fucking grinned at me and told me it was a tuna salad sandwich from Subway
#apologies to this man but I laughed HARD at his expense#especially since he KNEW what he DID it was written all over his face LMAO#I'm certain given the choice again he'd choose NOT to get food poisoning but like#props for picking possibly the funniest item to get food poisoning from. of COURSE you got it from Subway tuna salad dude!!#that's like russian roulette with 5 bullets I'd be much more shocked if you DIDN'T
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Wanted to make a post dunking on an idiot who seems to think using the word "genocide" for anything other than the holocaust is disgraceful, then took a look at Wikipedia for some fact checking and got too depressed and sad to do it
#tw genocide#tw death#idk why it feels like this one needs more trigger warnings than usual#tw mass murder#i always thought the holocaust death count (the 5-7m number) included everyone not just the jewish people killed...turns out there's#different counter for the genocide of romani and polish people... also there were apparently 3 million russian POW who got killed that I've#NEVER heard about before. and that's just the stuff i discovered abt the holocaust#the Armenian genocide killed nearly 90% of Armenians in the ottoman empire (i don't think turkey has issued an official apology for that OR#the greek genocide). and you'd think with how many circassians there is where i live I'd've known 97% of them were killed or deported#i get why the idiot i wanted to post about thinks that nazis were “uniquely evil” bc the truth is uhhhhhh much worse#also i think the 2 wikipedia pages on genocides and ethnic cleansings use wildly different sources bc the numbers are all other place
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You know what, time for something more light-hearted and petty for a thousandth post compared to the... ahem... events I've been discussing lately.
Russian Mind is by far OPN's best album (of the several I've heard anyway) and the fact that it's the only main album with the Oneohtrix Point Never name without a Wikipedia page is flat-out criminal!
Even mid-ass Zones Without People recently got a Wikipedia page? Like, come on! We've gotta end this drought! "Physical Memory" and "Time Decanted" need more attention by any means necessary!
#1000 posts#1000th post#it's been a mostly fun 1000 posts and i thank all of you few who have been with me for it (whether or not it was for any of the mkm stuff)#oneohtrix point never#russian mind#russian mind opn#i apologize if anyone feels offended by the zones without people album slander#it's funny how starting off last year this was maybe my least favorite of the rifts trilogy only for it to just skyrocket over time#now it's flat-out one of my favorite albums of the entire 2000s if not of all time#“physical memory” is definitely one of my favorite late-00s tracks it honestly deserves to be longer than it already is!#honestly the stuff from opn's prime sounds both too new and too old to be from the late 2000s in the sense that it just sounds timeless#opn can still make some good music today but man what i wouldn't give to have at least one more album like russian mind or even returnal...#opn#like when the weakest track by far is still a pretty good closer that's a good sign for a truly legendary album (in my heart anyway)#i know pretty much every fan of early opn has already gushed about “physical memory” but it's real tempting to do it myself#and “time decanted” is majestic too!#2000s electronic music#also funny how opn's had the same record label for a decade-plus after a different label for each of the first SIX albums!#(and that's if you don't count eccojams or instrumental tourist or channel pressure or the dania shapes albums even though i do count them!
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Ooh bubble wants to put razgrom panels on t-shirts sooo badly
#photo#erin talks#I don't have the totr pages on my phone but like the soulmatism in those too#are all my fav ships like this? well comma#in that russian page they're basically apologizing for ruining each other's lives (against their will by the new villain)#oh also the official art like my icon & the shovel one etc
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i am currently registered for SIX CLASSES next semester but thats because i couldn't choose between a viking class or a russian literature class so we'll see how that goes
#and the beauty of it is if i don't like one of them i can just drop it with no consequences bc ill have the other to fulfill the credit#it might be more beneficial to take a course related to my minor but WHATEVERRRR#none of the film classes are offered at good times that don't conflict with my education classes and those i need to take#im taking one minor class next semester which is all my advisor said i need to take#film theory and criticism lets goooo#also the professor with the russian literature class has FANTASTIC reviews literally 100% 5 star reviews#THERES ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON REGISTERED FOR THE CLASS RIGHT NOW THO SO IT MIGHT LITERALLY JUST BE LIKE US THREE HANGING OUT#same thing with the viking class tho bros reviews are glowing#except that class is 100% full cuz its a gen ed too#and this russian literature one is some like 400 level course#BUT NO PREREQS SO IM IN BABEYYYY#anyway next semester yall might be hearing a lot about vikings and russians and im apologizing in advance
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