#tldr - it's gonna be okay
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Granted I never finished my little pony or even got to cozy glow at all but I see people complain about how she "didnt deserve her fate" bc she was "literally a child" and I feel like its missing how the target audience are also children. Like a 9 year old isnt gonna see cozy glow as "a small baby child who was never given room to redeem herself, she shouldn't have been turned to stone like the other villains" they're gonna see her as "just like that mean girl in school who always picks on me and never gets in trouble for it because the teachers like her, I'm GLAD she got turned to stone! FUCK tiffany!"
#text#in general for childrwns shows or books or what have you#you shouldnt use the 'omg theyre only children...' excuse unless it is actually used in the text#bc the target demo isnt gonna think 'theyre only children' theyre gonna think 'theyre just like me!'#its like whenever there are child protagonists saving the world and adult fans say 'omg theyre child soldiers...'#like its okay if thats what you get from an adult reading but i think you should acknowledge how its SUPPOSED to be for the kid target demo#who will see it and think 'wow that girl is my age (or a couple years older) and doing all sorts of exciting things!'#and then they hope they get to go on an adventure some day#tldr. theres nothing wrong with engaging with art for a younger age range from the pov of an adult#but i think we can ALL get a bit too ahead of ourselves sometimes and forget that it was written for children#and the big bad is supposed to be equivalent to a childs school bully or maybe a slightly grouchy grandma
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@mimimi2d asked for the sinners playing D&D with Dante as DM The sinners chosen were based on me and my friend's top 2 sinners! I finished the sketch the moment I got the notif but I only finished it today sorry that it took so long and I hope you don't mind them looking goofy hehe...
(Limbus Art Requests open in my Ask Box!!!)
#acchan draws#limbus company#limbus company doodles#lcb dante#lcb sinclair#lcb don quixote#lcb outis#lcb ryoshu#okay so I am gonna share my experience playing āD&Dā (it was oversimplified)#I was a cleric who somehow got super good luck as in rolling Nat20s constantly so I was dubbed as the MC#I fell in love with the antagonist and I accidentally killed him (with Nat20 fire ball oops)#and I ended up ruining my friend's (same friend in this post) narrative#he gave up rewriting the story and we never continued playing#tldr I'm both don and sinclair
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if this bothers anyone they can kindly feel free to leave or ignore it or whatever but can we stop flooding the x reader tags with half-baked thinkpieces on why people should or shouldnāt do whatever with their writing. every other post is āyou shouldnāt romanticize [x]ā āyouāre problematic if you do [x]ā āstop writing about [x]ā ā[x] is gross and if you write about it kill yourselfā how about if you donāt like certain content you heed the content warnings, block the tags, donāt interact with it, so on and so forth. of course part of our responsibility as writers, especially ones dealing with sensitive topics, is to label and tag our works appropriately but letās be realāi hardly see any writers (at least within the bsd fandom) who donāt make it abundantly clear what they do/do not write about, interact with, or tolerate. wait until you find out how much fucked up shit happens in real life and how much some person on the internet coping with their trauma by writing self insert fanfiction about a cartoon character doesnāt fucking correlate to the perpetuation of that fucked up shit at all. it doesnāt even have to be that serious. people are going to write and read the content they want and theyāre allowed to and you spilling your complaints all over the x reader tags āto boost attentionā isnāt gonna change that. if you donāt like something ignore, unfollow, block, mind your own business. itās actually super easy
#notice how iām gonna tag this discourse⦠because thatās probably an appropriate tag to use#discourse#also these posts are almost always riddled with kys sentiment. like okay what makes you any holier than what youāre criticizing#donāt even get me started on the whole fiction inherently affects reality#because of course it does#but it doesnāt HAVE to#almost like there might be some nuance#and black and white thinking doesnāt really apply to things rooted in the infinite ways human beings can experience things#yall ever heard of writing as an outlet? š#my detailed descriptions of dazai whacked out of his mind on hard drugs are not manuals for how to live your life btw#cause i guess that needs to be fucking stated#someone having a fucked up kink is not the end of the world. JUST DONT LOOK AT IT!#and if youāre writing dark/sensitive content and not tagging it im squinting real hard at you. tag your shit#tldr tags exist for a reason. use them and use them right? itās what they were fucking invented for#some of u guys donāt pay bills and it shows#reid speaks.į#fanfic discourse
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it's kinda annoying that i can't apply to manager level positions because i don't have managerial experience
and the reason i don't have managerial experience is because i've never been promoted! love that for me :)
#honestly i'm like. it's not gonna happen ever#okay i did apply for one since it didn't explicitly say that you need to have managerial experience as a requirement#but like. they're not gonna consider me at all#sometimes i feel pretty good about how my job search is going#and other times i feel like i'm fucked and i should just do a big massive change or something#instead of just trying to find another job where it'll feel like more of the same y'know?#like. wherever i end up it'll just be another year or two of me being dragged along#and the company/management dangling the promotion carrot in front of my face#and me foolishly going with it#because i don't want to deal with this job market!#i should've left my company last year but i didn't. because i didn't want to deal with the job market#but guess what i'm dealing with right now#(tbf i had some other stuff going on that made me not want to leave my job when i probably should've)#(there were SO many red flags and i just chose to ignore them and hang on)#ugh i'm rambling#anyways the tldr is i don't know what the fuck i'm doing
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Fuck you season five episode nine genuinely some of the worst shit they clobbered together
#just thought abt ir again im suddenly overcome with a sense of hatred and disdain#evwrything about that episode feels so half assed. its just straight up poop from a butt#nick as a character is incredibly annoying and inconsistent. starts out as a tool for exposition(rick trainibg the crows and he tells morty-#how shitty he is. Gee Thanks we definitely couldnt have concluded that from seeing rick train the crows)#only for him to just switch to a huge asshole who wants everyone dead#like. ugh.hes just so surface level and boring and UNNECESSARY. i genuinely believe if he didnt exist the episode would be improved tenfold#because ill admit!!! i like(most of) the r&m scenes!!! their spats are well written!!! i think they should have been a bigger focus;!!!#and dont even get me started on that buzzwordy word salad annoying as fuck speech rick has before he leaves#its so. badly written. its so awkward and so out of character. it genuinely feels like the set up to a rug pull momeny#AND LISTEN!;;;;;!!!!! I DONT HATE THE CONCEPT OF A RICK AND MORTY SPLIT UP#but why do we not see any of it???? god. like we could and Should have had one(1) singular episode where they live their separate lives#show how theyre both doing worse or maybe BETTER without each other while still falling back into old toxic habits#like ok. u have a status quo and all that. but if u cant commit to your split up concept ... well maybe dont force it in as a plot point#that lasts maybe ten minutes in total.#FUUUUCCCCKKKK i hate this episode so much genuinely. i hate ricks speech so much.#ur telling me the worlds most emotionally constipated guy musters up the empathy to remove himself from the toxically codependent dynamic-#he created for his own comfort in one day. he learns all of that in twelve hours or less.#heres my impression of what rick's speech really would have looked like#āhey im gonna uh. spend some time with the crows. i think.ā#and scene#god and what about beth. rick never says anything to the rest of thw family and when he shows up again no one gafs#omg okay. tldr lol fuck this episodw i genuinely hate it so much and nothing will ever make me like it
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how do i turn qantoineās spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoineās vod: LāANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc itās a a joke . but itās also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ādonāt you want to get married?ā#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ādoesnāt have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyoneā#and antoine says āwell butā just a marriageā like itās the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal ā he getting betrayed by others and how#heās fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that heās gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesnāt necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but itās that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how heās tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and thereās an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesnāt like secret keeping but doesnāt seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman iām not sure he understands what heās doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesnāt make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at armās length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole āsecret keepingā stuff in the first place . and not etoiles whoās actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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love how long p5r is so i have stuff to do for ages the only downside is ive managed to avoid more than vague third semester spoilers all these years so i cannot make any work abt it until i reach it n that is... a bit aways.
#i know ive made a few jokes but i generally only know bc i read a bit of a reddit thread#went oh. oh okay maybe i should watch stuff#watched akcs royal slink n then was gonna watch a playthru until p5r suddenly went on mega sale#n now im locked in#its like how i knew how p3 ended for yrs but didnt know more than the vague tldr until i played....#i kniw i will probably sob tho juat like i did w p3#i want to write akc fics so bad but theres this whole side to her i have no idea abt...#been constantly running into new royal stuff n being sooo delighted
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help I'm suddenly waxing extremely emo abt Enid "friendless lone(ly)-wolf but at least free to exist as her truest self" vs. Rad "having friends but at the cost of being completely-utterly trapped by Their opinions/expectations of him", wahhhh,,,,,
#not new territory being tread on here in the slightest but my emotions are SENSITIVE right now okay jhgjjsjfg x'3c#something something Core WoundsTM and the ways different people react/respond to essentially-the-same scenarios I already said it I'm E M O#I was writing up a whole babbleramble which eventually (d?)evolved into this Main PointTM by the end so take the tldr version x'D#anyways I am TIRED I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight lmfao#shut up Wisp#once again my apologies for this going in the tag lolol#OK KO
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#my art#traditional art#ough I will say it outright i know these pieces shouldāve been and COULDVE been better if Iād had more time#I donāt usually work with traditional stuff and these were for an event. anyway!!! itās okay!!! what that means#is that I have so much more to learn!!!#and also even though theyāre not great it was fun to play with mediums. Iām going to do it more often bc thatās how Iāll improve#Iāve always wanted to get good at painting and humans so this is a good jumping off point#anyway tldr what this means is that I might be posting more varied things that arenāt as good in the future#but Iām gonna be brave anyway#sorry for venting a little!!!
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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart#zymtalk#rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st#the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL#i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board#bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route#and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week#then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly#in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized#after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly#SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it#oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi#i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie#[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now#idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim#but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it#anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying š«¶#you are not safe#edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j
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ok hiiii Will!!! just got hit with thoughts of mickey 'n rose again, they are sooooo fun to me. but also i love examining their relationship (romantic or otherwise) and i love hearing other people's thoughts on their relationship. so.... if you have any thoughts abt them please share!
-šŗ Anon
oh i think i have a whole fic about mickey somewhere hold up.
yeah! bit old, but, here. iāve always liked mickey, even back when i was watching the show as a kid. because he was just A Guy, you know. unfair to pit him against the doctor, unfair to judge him for not being who rose chooses. He never did anything wrong.
(And. Well. Not to bring up fandom scuffles, but it is Telling to me how some people feel the need to invent The Wrongs Of Mickey Smith to prove how ābadā he was for rose. āhe told rose not to read his emails, which means he was cheating on her and hiding itā <3 what the fuck are you talking about. asking someone not to read your emails is normal.)
And they get to occupy one of those little relationship niches that I adore, which is like! they broke up and theyāre still friends, still important to each other! mickeyās the one who comes with jackie, following rose from another universe! (mickey & jackie relationship underappreciated btw. the people left behind⦠the absolute rift that tore between them when rose vanished and he was the only suspect and jackie had no one else to blame (but herself. for one last phonecall where she didnāt even ask where rose was.) and then the fact that jackieās the one who mickey says heāll miss most during journeyās end before he leaves. sorry not to get off-track but i love them too. p clear to me that, dating rose or no, mickeyās still a member of the tyler family, esp by the end there.)
theyāre all tangled up and complicated, lines crossed and feelings hurt, but at the end of the day, i think they were better for knowing each other. mickey never would have gotten to step up into his hero role in another dimension and learn how much he was capable of if not for following rose there.
#tldr i love them. i love when characters get tangled up in a rkmantic relationship that isnāt working but donāt come out of it bitter#at the end of the day they were still friends. like. rose left alone in that other dimension for years you have to imagine that mickey was#one of the few people she could rely on. mickey & rose in alternate universe torchwood togetherā¦ā¦#yeah. important to me. they were not perfect for each other and thatās okay. rose took his presence for granted. mickey didnāt know how to#leave. but they got better in the end.#i think she misses him. how could she not.#aksjdkfjskd thatās always my stance on the trapped in another dimension thing. rtdās greatest crime wasnāt separating the doctor and rose.#it was that she *and* tentoo both had friends in that dimension that they will never see again now. sheās never gonna see mickey again.#tentooās part donna and will never get to meet her again. and so on and so forth like. GAH.#ask#šŗ
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hi guys !! so, i cant sleep, aha...but thats finee !! its no specific reason im sure... ą“¦ąµą“¦ą“æĀ“ā½`)
i have ruben with me though !! so its not like im alone or anything ahaha....a pig counts as company, doesnt he ? (ļ½”Ćļ¹Ćļ½”)
you know, since ive been awake thinking....about nothing in particular.....i was thinking back before in last post when i mentioned the whole minecraft thing ? ill spare the details, that story is like....an hour and 19 minutes tops to sit through i swear (*Ā“ā½`*)
but, SO much happened, we were so tired afterwards, id assume we did nothing for atleast a week or so (āøāø ĖįĖāøāø )
BUT like ive been saying, im noooot worried !! theyre capable !! extremely capable im sureee !!! ą“¦ąµą“¦ą“æĀ“ā½`)
but id much rather be in that moment all over again right now than be without them
its silly though !! im just rambling at night aha what am i thinking (Ā“āļ½'')
but yknow, id rather much relive the world for us nearly ending all together, then deal with a week without most of them
BUT like ive been saying, im noooot worried !! theyre capable !! extremely capable im sureee !!! ą“¦ąµą“¦ą“æĀ“ā½`)
cause thats my friends !! we're all strong, we've been through alot, if we work well together theyll still be fine on their own im sureeee im suree !! (˶ᵠᵠįµĖ¶)
or well, atleast i keep trying to believe that right now....
#[ ooc tags start ]#[ ooc : hello hi okay so im trying a little something...you could say >:) ]#[ ooc : but im going to try scheduling posts throughout the night and ive never done that before so HOPEFULLY i dont mess up ]#[ but basically red's getting no sleep....but i want sleep....and i also dont wanna spam 8 long posts back to back either ]#[ sooo im gonna TRY to schedule posts every hour until i decide it tells enough of what im wanting or until its like morning time ]#[ so yes im posting but if theres any interactions IM NOT IGNORING IT just asleep with scheduled posts ]#[ but yeah no i have....an idea of sorts with this >:)) ]#[ although i apologize in advance if any of the posts sounds out of canon even though this blog is my interpretation either way but ]#[ ill bend canon if i have to because i think itll be.... interesting.... >:) ]#[ tldr: im scheduling posts all night to basically show red not getting sleep and having a crashout over their friends not being there ]#[ kinda ]#[ dont have high expectations but it might be cool if it works out how it does in my head LMAO ]#[ reds all nighter crashout ]#( <- might rename that tag later buut itll be fine i dunno if it rlly is a crashout but for convenience ill call it that rn its midnight as#-im typing all this even though im scheduling this for 1am)#[ red speaks ]#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#avm red#red avm#[ scheduled post ]#[ ooc : ALSO ALSO i forgot to say it earlier amd im mobile browser rn so i cant move tags uhh but FUN FACT ]#[ the 'thatll be an hour and 19 mins story to explain' comment thing ?? thats a reference to how long avm s3 in real time is ]#[ sorry i love sneaking little small details in this stuff hehehe ]#[ red blogs ic ]
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hiiiii i have returned from the depths of the underworld (self imposed hiatus) (3 week break that felt like 3 years)
#posting this then going 2 bed so i actually have incentive to start posting again iāve been meaning to for like. two days now LOL#iāve just been genuinely stressed LMAO but i started reading a new book n getting into new media so things mightttt be okay.#u know its been a wild time if smth convinced me to take a break from tumblr for like a month#n it was lmao. first it was the fatigue then it was the health issues which the fatigue stemmed from#then it was doing work n then it was literally nobody cares am i alive yes am i doing well sure(?)#am i gonna be active WE'LL SEE#genuinely missed my mutuals which is why i was bad at this i still checked in from time 2 time just did not post#im like 5 days off of this being an actual month long break but i was like waittt lemme post smth before#the month ends i dont wanna skip february so yeah#tldr most chronically online person ever thinks that like 3 weeks away from her blog is like 3 years. iam right#my text#š
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this was a long rant boooooo get off the stage#i probs sound like a hectic mess bc i am anyway goodnight happy bhm happy valentines happy february hope it has been kind
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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<
#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together#i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week#all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds#also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn#ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself#but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates#gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard#but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh#and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism#like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since#n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on#its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it#and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions#+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf#so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead#its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths#just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea#but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke#so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close#ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual#happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all#and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves#like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me#and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway#doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3#but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately#but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that#.diaries#okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo
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Tw death, pet death
This is a horrible update i have to give right now but I might not be ok at the con tomorrow. Sorry.
I just got word that my family had to put down my dog I was most attached to from my childhood. Cancer again.
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hello treasure town citizens!! sorry for dropping off the face of the earth AGAIN, i literally just got out of the worst year of my life lol
not even joking i am so glad i am no longer 20, worst year ever, if you offered me 1 million pounds i would still rather not experience that again
but i'm back, and i'm replaying pmdeos for my mental health teehee
#pmd#spindas cafe#spinda lore#i am actually a changed person after the last 12 months#tldr: i was severely mentally ill and then my dad sustained a tbi#live laugh love#im doing better now#my dad is doing better now#it's gonna be okay :)
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