#tis the season for seasonal depression
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Hit with a wave of seasonal depression and anxiety today 😞. Save me sweet, silly, and stoned sweater man 🥹
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'Tis the season to jingle your balls ✨️
#we interrupt the depression-posting to bring you this solitary smidge of brain buffoonery 👍🏻#my post#softgothbabe#shitpost#christmas shitpost#nsft shitpost#sillyposting#nsft#tis the season
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Muted The sky looked like furrowed fields but the lines were pink on blue; my eyes followed power cables as they criss-crossed icy hills. The air felt still and cold. Cars moved quietly in their lanes. I muted the radio. It felt like the world was waiting. It’s the end of the year, almost Christmas, a tangible struggle- balancing budgets while awaiting a Savior, counting blessings as despair lurks, nostalgia choking us like factory exhaust. Potted trees packaged by eco warriors, LED plastic trees and youtube fireplaces mimic post-war boom amid modern doom, children everywhere are smart and sad in a way that breaks the heart as the world exposes its secrets to anyone who can touch a screen. So we wait. New tires on old roads, ice crackles as winter heaves its last hope forward.
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I have had "Ice Cream Sammy and Pic-a-Nik Basket" floating around in my head for days now. I don't know what it means or where it came from.
"Ice Cream Sammy and The Pic-A-Nik Basket" are definitely their DJ names on their short-lived local radio show
#“you're tuning in to mornings with ice cream sammy and the pic-a-nik basket”#sorry i got your other message a few days ago#i was gonna draw a mini comic about it but i've been turbo depressed#tis the season :/
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to fanfic writes that give human!crowley vision problems/ photosensitivity as a reason for him needing his sunglasses, i will kiss you now get ready to be kissed i will grab you by the lapels and smash my face into yours crowley style
#good omens#good omens 2#aziracrow#crowley#no you don’t understand how much that means ti me#thank you for real#i have been reading so much fanfic to cope with post season 2 depression and seeing this makes me feel so seen
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it’s summer time babey !
#seasonal depression? idk her#pando#video#if i didn’t work from 9am to 3am i would feel even better#but ‘tis the life of an ecologist who works with nocturnal weather-dependent species
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Currently drinking cheap pomegranate wine out of a green solo cup at a winter solstice party, feeling very Persephone coded
#my face#I also listened to evermore on the way here which is Very much a seasonal depression mood#it snowed yesterday. tis the damn season!
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for this time of the year, don't make that same old mistake again.
forgive a little more, take it less personal, go out with that stranger, hug them more, be more accepting.
humans are not meant to be alone. especially in these times.
#thoughts#tis the season#alone for the holidays#being alone#relationships#i love humans#be open#forgiveness#forgive and forget#this is your sign#mental health#change is good#quotes#love#there is absolutely nothing lonelier#seasonal depresh#seasonal depressive disorder
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presently physics is despisable and i am ever so sleepy .
#random thoughts#i ache to read my kafka but also i just want to fall asleep. forever.#and not wake up. and live in my dreams.#and hopefully ciel comes to visit so we can live together.#and that friends come along also and everything is okay there........#seriously i may or may not be starting to experience the first bouts of seasonal depression.#anyway. what are your top three kafka stories ?#mine in descending order: the metamorphosis. a hunger-artist. in the penal colony.#i think the judgment and josefine the singer are tied because i do really like them i do. {:
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Started watching SNW season 2 episode 3 and my eyes literally glazed over the moment they both came out in matching all black hoodie-leather jacket-jeans outfits and I couldn’t keep watching after that
#it was TOOO BOOOOORING for me............I want to see HIJINKS I don't care about augments or war or whatever#the augment thing was fine in the last episode bc it also had a courtoom drama and I /do/ like courtroom dramas and mystery plots#but this one was just La'an and [redacted] having a very boring date on modern day Earth which ties into something something augments Khan#the only fun part was Pelia v_v#my opinion is very biased I really can't stand more grimdark metallic war depression type plots#I skip a lot of the borg stuff on Voyager for that reason ... I'm an early seasons silliness type of guy#I hope the next episode of SNW gets back to aliens and hijinks and people in bright clothing trying to worm their way outta THIS mess#idk if this episode is fun for people who actually do care about/understand the khan stuff and the augments stuff#but please don't explain it to me v_v it will never penetrate my heart#idk how to describe 'grimdark metallic' but it's like Picard...it doesn't feel warm. It's glossy and cold.#I don't like that vibe for star trek v_v#also THIS is what it looks like when I'm not having fun so you see I was telling the truth when I said I had fun the last episode#even though I was making fun of it relentlessly...episodes can be fun-bad and I'll still thoroughly enjoy them I just couldn't get into this#please!!!! -dying- please...the goofs and gags.....#livetweeting#please star trek...the STRANGE (NEW) worlds.....not shitty earth...I'm ON shitty earth!!!
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so my depression has been pretty bad lately. bad enough i had a breakdown earlier this week. i texted my brother, bc he's the only person who knew how bad i was doing, as he lives with me. and i cannot just keep up the charade of mental stability 24/7. so. he tells my mom. which is like, the highest form of sibling betrayal. you don't snitch to your parents. so on top of being in a depression spiral, now i have to worry about my mom, bc i know she's going to be worrying about me. and she overthinks and stresses and fixates. and now i gotta fix that too and i am just so exhausted already
#personal shit#tis the season for depression to kick my ass#and honestly i'm at the lowest point i've been in years#but if my mom knew that she'd never give me any peace#bc she hovers#and i love her but i need room to breathe#ranting
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what the heck have i just read,,,
guys, there are a lot of similarities between all the members of the party. they all are outcasts of some kind, they all share some general traits (hence why they became friends in the first place), and they're all going through similar experiences as a result of their involvement with the upside down and all that.
but they're all unique individuals who all have their own struggles and character arcs and none of them exist purely to give depth to the other -_- parallels exist to add layers to certain aspects of the character's stories and the overall narrative, not to reduce an entire character's journey to those similarities and then proceed to ignore everything else about them. that is such a shallow way to consume the source material we all enjoy :|
it's okei to like certain characters more, and it's okei to point out all the little hints the duffs have left woven throughout the entire show to hint towards what's going to happen next with certain individuals and plot lines,,,
just don't reduce the entirety of one main character's existence to some very specific moments and traits in order to justify or enrich someone else's arc >:\
#✒️#💡#🧸#this is about some random post claiming max “was created” to add onto will's arc btw. which is... yeah...#while somewhat similar in the way they both got targetted by vecna. they each have their own experiences in that regard :\#(the same applies w mike btw. there are some strong madwheeler parallels in s4 but that doesn't mean mike is getting a copy of her arc e.e)#(also. pet peeve of mine (tw // suicide): the post claimed max's s4 arc is confirmation that will is suicidal... /but he isn't/ :|#just like mike isn't suicidal just because he chose to jump off the quarry that one time to save dustin. will telling everyone to close the#gate in s2 was not him being suicidal per se. it was him trying to save his family and friends even if it came at the expense of his life.#yes this ties in to his low self-worth. yes by definition mike and will were technically killing themselves in both these incidents.#and yes both mike and will show signs of them being depressed in different levels and ways. but self-sacrificial tendencies don't#immediately translate to an active pursuit of death. particularly when they only did their thing in moments /when their loved ones were in#peril/ x.x) alas. i digress. just please stop throwing words around and fanfic-icating everything. and please stop taking max's arc#and making it everyone's but hers :\ it was a great representation of survivor's guilt and the conflicting relationship an abusee has with#their abuser and that 3-season-long plot line only works with her -_-#anyway. just be careful of your wording when discussing parallels :\
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i think I’m funny sometimes. but look at the loki tree 🥰
#loki#yggdrasil#my favorite tree 🥰#I found a depressed bitch in my tree#tis the season to protect the multiverse#this tree misses tf outta mobius#I might just be sobbing everytime I look at this thing in the house
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Me: *gets one day off this week*
Also me: *spent the entire day sleeping*
#tis the season i guess#now i don't get a chance to just be depressed#and its back to being depressed and stressed out at work#fucking yay
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The guy at the vape shop just said you look sad girlie I was like yeah thanks for noticing dude.
Do people not have filters anymore? Honestly I didn’t know what to do and just laughed, life sucks rn and I’m glad my face shows it I guess 😂😂😂
#weird af#vape shop chronicles#this guy is always weird though#tis the season for a depression meltdown
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Christmas With Joe Iconis: How the Songwriter's Annual Holiday Extravaganza Is Marking Its 14th Anniversary
Iconis and Family take the stage at 54 Below this weekend for their regular yuletide blowout.
David Gordon | New York City | December 10, 2024
For well over a decade, Tony-nominated songwriter Joe Iconis and his merry band of performers have spread yuletide cheer at 54 Below during his yearly Joe Iconis Christmas Extravaganza. As Iconis and Family gear up for this weekend’s 14th edition of the show (December 13), Iconis took the time to look back on the history of the spectacular and share how hard — but rewarding — it is to put together.
What inspired you to create the Joe Iconis Christmas Extravaganza, and how has it evolved in the 14 years since its inception? I’ve always had an unironic love of Christmas specials of stage and small screen. The Pee-Wee’s Playhouse Christmas Special is among my favorite pieces of art ever, yuletide or not. As a child, I fantasized about having a Christmas special of my very own. In college I’d go to see Charles Busch’s Times Square Angel, performed annually at Theater for a New Audience, and imagine doing something similar if ever given the chance. The Extravaganza — then called the Spectacular, a name that was altered after a cease and desist from Radio City in 2015! — was first performed as a one-night concert at Ars Nova in 2008. It was basically just a typical Iconis & Family concert with some Christmas covers thrown in and one or two scripted moments. I think we had 10 people in the cast which, at the time, was the biggest show I had ever done. It’s grown every year. More songs, more characters, more extravaganza. The show is now a full-scripted musical pretending to be a concert. There are characters that only exist in the world of the Christmas show and, this year more than ever, songs written specifically for the show. Writing the script is basically writing a new full-length musical every year. Can you share some favorite moments or performances that have stuck with you? Annie Golden, as the Rock and Roll Christmas Angel, sings the penultimate song, “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas,” every year. I’ve known Annie as long as I’ve been working professionally in the theater, and I can measure my life in her performances of that song. It’s a moment that is so special to me, and every year I watch her sing it and feel like the luckiest man in the whole world. I also loved the first time we ever did drunk Mrs. Claus [Lorinda Lisitza] and depressed Santa [Jason SweetTooth Williams]. They were the first scripted characters I ever wrote for the show, and they really opened up my mind about what the Extravaganza had the potential to be.
The show features a mix of your signature style and holiday classics. How do you approach blending those two elements in a way that feels unique every year? I have a natural affinity for art that mixes highbrow and lowbrow sensibilities, so the show has real uptown/downtown vibe. There can be an absolutely filthy exchange between the Krampus (Lilly Tobin) and Cyril Von Miserthorpe (our villain, played by Will Roland) one minute, and then a full-blown google-eyed production number that wouldn’t be out of place in a theme park production of 42nd Street the next. I like the tension of smutty material that feels wholesome and vice versa. The Christmas show is also a really nice opportunity for me to write material that is in conversation with present-day America. I wouldn’t go so far as to call the Extravaganza political theater, but I think it has more to say than you might expect. As previously mentioned, I’m a massive Charles Busch fan and the sensibility of the show is partially inspired by Vampire Lesbians of Sodom or Psycho Beach Party. My biggest thing is that the show isn’t cynical and it’s never ironic. We’re never winking at the audience. Everything comes from a genuine love of the characters, holiday traditions, and of scrappy, DIY theater. I’d like to think that the Extravaganza is the best “show you put on in your backyard with your friends” of all time.
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You work with a close-knit group of performers regularly. How does that camaraderie shape the vibe of the Extravaganza each year and the characters they all rotate in playing? We’re like a big rep company. Some people swap roles from year to year based on availability. Some people swap roles for the hell of it. With each edition it becomes harder and harder to come up with new characters and material. At a certain point I always think to myself, “Have I said everything I have to say about Christmas? Am I tapped out?” And then I am, inevitably, inspired by my brilliant family of collaborators. The performers, for sure, but also the creative team, led by director John Simpkins and producer Jennifer Tepper. The work they do on this show is incomprehensible. People don’t realize how gut-wrenchingly hard it is to make these shows, from the planning to the rehearsing to the performing. You have to be deeply insane to keep doing it because it gets more and more impossible every year. But there’s just something in me that can’t stop. All I ever wanna do is make art that I believe in with people I love. The Christmas Extravaganza provides me the most batshit opportunity to do just that. How could I say no to that? What can audiences expect from this year’s show at 54 Below, and are there any surprises or special guests we should be excited about? I can’t give away any secrets but I will say that we have a brand-new opening this year that I’m excited about. It’s our first new opener since 2009. As per usual, I’ve written a few lines that may get me sued, so people can be excited to either be scandalized or delighted by those. In general, the show is definitely the most “anything can happen” performance that I do all year. Because the show involves so many people (between onstage and backstage, I think we’ve got 60+ people working on the show?) the show is rehearsed piecemeal in incredibly well-planned chunks. I would not wish the scheduling of Christmas Extravaganza rehearsals on my worst enemy. This is all just to say that because of the nature of this beast is rehearsed, the only time we are ever able to run it with the full cast is during the performance. There are always surprises and, often, they are surprises that people talk about for years to come.
#this TREASURE both the show & this interview aaaaa#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#joe iconis#the initial '08 ten person biggest show he'd ever done couple scripted moments couple christmas covers....#(which yeah technically this fourteenth show isn't the fourteenth Anniversary as per the hiatus. will roland Not haunted by fosse's ghost)#speaking of; sure more & more Will Roland As Cyril von Miserthorpe Xmas Villain this year confirmation lol#getting filthy & smutty but wholesome or wholesome but smutty with the krampus again are we perhaps#which could just be any given interaction with them lmao but i'll take another krampusfucking year anytime babey#cyril von miserthorpe#first time i know of it's also been confirmed what we've assumed; that radio city threatened Legal Action(tm) behind that name change#that is; from the joe iconis christmas spectacular of yore to the joe iconis christmas extravaganza in more recent years. 'tis the season#this is so good like truly love that Tension Between Material comment & the Never Winking At The Audience#& the effort & the i just wanna write my songs for the people i love & go to the bar when the show is done#& the Most Difficult casting & rehearsing & producing but & i feel like the luckiest man in the whole world & how could i say no to that#& the indeed depressed santa & drunk mrs. claus now staple bits opening up what the spectravaganza Could Be (krampusfucking)#the full blown musical pretending to be a christmas concert Joe Iconis Christmas Extravaganza My So Utterly Deeply Cherished#and the internet making all this joeuvre iconisography enjoyment from afar possible & with interviews & videos & audios....#and a livestream this year =) and tell us all about the stories of Surprises people talk about for years to come#Youtube
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