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galeswetdoeeyes · 4 months

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Curse the autistic response of always saying what you mean and being overly specific only to have people be mad at your supposed manipulations and curse the traumatized response of going into a spiral when people change the way they fucking breathe

#i really fucking hate having autism #and a bad childhood #i can never have a moment of fucking peace as long as other people are involved #no one tried to understand #so i strech myself thin trying to break myself down #but the end result is the same and i am left angry #tired and so horribly sad #bc no matter how much effort i put into it #and no matter how much people claim to like me #it never lasts #and im always alone #my therapist says this isnt proof im a bad person but its so difficult to believe her

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loveexpelrevolt · 1 year

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And if you fall asleep? You're exhausted. I don't have that option.

THE WHEEL OF TIME 2.5 | "Damane"

#PLEASE she is so tired and so sad 😭#just one terrible horrible no good very bad day after another #moiraine damodred #the wheel of time #wotedit #wotcentral #wot show spoilers #wot spoilers #wot on prime #wot season 2 #userrobin #userhayf #cinematv #cinemapix #rosamund pike #fantasyedit #tvedit #daniedits

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sukirichi · 1 month

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i’m gonna sound stupid for saying this but i’m acc very upset that real life is keeping me away from being a loser here 😔

#suki rambles #i’m barely at home anymore with how much i spend time outside... and i just wanna sit down and WRITE #but as soon as i come home i’m just so exhausted from studying and travelling that i pushing out a 1k fic-#-which would normally be so easy for me feel so impossivble now #and now i just stare at my wips feeling disappointed in myself that i’m too tired to work on it #me staring at my vampire!kita fic 😔#me staring at my lemurian! rafayel fic 😔#the younger me could’ve stayed up and pulled an all nighter to finish a fic but now i just could NEVEERRRR #i need my 8 hours of sleep or i won’t function for a whole day #and i feel so horrible too that i’m so behind on replying to everyone 🥹#DTD TOO BRUH like i was so dedicated in updating every week but when im FINALLY at the last chapter thats when i get so busy ugh #like i don’t wanna be hard on myself bcos i have written a lot and also this is just a hobby but thats the thing!!#i feel like i’m so busy with adult things that i don’t have enough time for writing (which brings me joy) and i’m sad about it lol #big sigh.#tw: rant

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pixelatedraindrops · 4 months

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Yuma Month: Day 31: Post Game

…for the sake of the world’s happiness.

#Yuma Month 2024 #rain code #master detective archives: rain code #rain code spoilers #yuma kokohead #pixeldoodles #my art #the last day…at last #you can tell I’m drained because this art is not high effort XD #but its still something and I didn’t have too many ideas #I sincerely hope to see Yuma again in the sequel if one is made #he is too complex of a character to just abandon y'know?#and I’ve grown TOO ATTACHED to him #never in my life have I been so connected and obsessed with a male fictional character before #he’s truly something else… I love him so much <3 #anyway this was fun but I am pretty exhausted #I may take a short break art wise for a while ;w;#I'm still sad I missed 2 days but 29 out of 31 isn't bad for my first daily art challenge #I loved yuma too much to not try it.#anyway yay! we all did it! ...kind of lol.#I really do wish I had a better idea for this but I was too tired...#so have the post game scene horribly drawn in my style #first time drawing the pattern on yuma’s cape PROPERLY #tbh him leaving is a good way to show a finale anyway #I hope we see Yuma again... I truly do.#thank you yuma kokohead for existing 💜#and ty to my bestie Kazin for hosting this fun challenge #what a fun way to spend the month of May :3

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alternautxyz · 5 months

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uuhhh in other new that lmk s5 trailer dropped and people are very

mixed

for context the new season is being partly animated by wildbrain i think. flying bark is still working on the show but probably due to all the other projects they've been working on like the atla movie the animation is off.

its understandable that people are upset. lmk has some of the most consistently dynamic and lively animation ive ever seen, and going from that to ok animation kinda sucks. as a culmination of a lot of what the series has been building up to people were inevitably going to be disappointed

at the same time people shouldnt harass animators. like ever. no amount of trying to petition or anything will change the s5, people are just trying to do their job and theres no probably no major changing to the finished product by now. and theres still a lot of that lmk charm in there, and we haven't even seen the whole season yet to judge it. flying bark is still working on it, and even if the animation never reaches the peak of the old seasons it still has the same writers so at least the writing has the chance to live up old standards. idk though we'll just have to wait and see

#i do think they could have just delayed it after dealing with other projects but with the anniversary lego might have jsut forced them????#and with how the animation industry is i guess they didnt have a choice #tbh im still really sad about the downgrade but after rewatching the trailer a bit more its not that bad despite the tweening #we've been spoiled with the other seasons but i think people will get used to it at some point. maybe #though i cant forgive some of the new stuff like li jing and that dragon tiger duo they do not fit the artstyle at all #though for li jing i think the problem is mostly proportions and how small his eyes look #but the dragon and tigers snouts just look bad.#ok looking at it again i think it looks weird because theyre dissolving. the design's still off but it wasn't as bad as i first thought.#but the proportions and shapes feels like it just isn't from lmk #idk i could nitpick but negativity is tiring and these guys have big shoes to fill for a show they werent prepared for it was inevitable #for any last takeaways please do not be mean to the animators #also studio changes are normal so its not some horrible injustice or the sign of the end times im more upset lego didn't handle it better #i still hope s5 is good and i want to believe it'll still be satisfying by the end the plot so far sounds pretty interesting #or atleast that the atla movie is good enough to compensate #and if im feeling greedy there will be a 6th season that gets better #and there are still good shots throughout all of this so maybe it'll work out with the season as a whole #with how popular it is in china i dont think its out of the question #idk though a lot of information is still up in the air so i guess we just wait #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #alttalks

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satoruxx · 7 hours

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it’s been a few hours and i’m still very angry and upset at this ending like wow ofc i’m mad about gojo not coming back but the overall downfall of this series has me baffled…

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#like wow why did i invest four years of my life into this just for such a shit ending #like even if gojo had to die #why couldn’t we acknowledge him???#after everything he’s done #and he specifically said he didn’t wanna be forgotten #and that’s what happened #but even aside from gojo #SO MANY PLOT HOLES #like wdym you’re gonna tease kenjaku/suguru and then never elaborate????#we don’t even know which one it was #and then why is there still one sukuna finger???#what was the whole point of the story #we went back to the beginning???#i’m so confused #and never talking about megumi’s full potential like gojo was talking about early on #ugh there’s so much #i’m sad bc i didn’t get satoru back #but i think it’s worse that the ending of my literal favorite series could end up so horrible #idk #i’m very tired #jjk spoilers #jjk 271 #jjk leaks

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werebutch · 7 months

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I am told i am evil by my sister and father. Evil. They used that word sincerely. Im quick to anger but I don’t think I’m evil. I certainly would never tell my sisters to end their own lives, and I especially wouldn’t mean it, even in the moment like they do. I’d never threaten suicide to them either. It completely flip flops from me doing nothing in their eyes, and me doing everything, to which they react with thankfulness but never help. Not even when I beg for it. And when I do beg, I’m either met with zero compassion or guilt trips. I think after enough of that, anyone would get angry

#and if you really wanna know the secret. I’m only quick to anger because of the lack of real compassion my family shows me. ✅#aka things build up after so many years and now there’s a really kind of horrible layer of resentment in my relationships w them #ugh I’ll delete this but I’m so tired of this. I go through this every couple weeks. u guys have seen. my sisters are just really good at #convincing me that we’re good. but they also always remind me that that is very conditional #I know I’m repeating myself I’m just so angry and sad to be honest 😭

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ep1thymy · 2 days

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I’m so sad

#I need someone to like #reset my entire life #I’m so tired and sad and fed up all the time #and I need to somehow magically get into a routine and get out of the house and make friends and eat right and exercise #and it’s just so much #and then I have my stupid horrible job as well on top?#I know that no one can help me except myself but oh my god #I feel like a child I need someone else to be in charge and set the boundaries and tell me exactly what we’re going to do today #because when I’m left alone I can’t do it it’s all too much and everything goes to shit #it just all feels like so much and so tiring and boring #anyway im gonna die alone having acheived none of my dreams oh well

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khthonkiss · 3 days

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I’m going to kill myself soon

#own post #can’t really vent this anywhere #and i don’t have much to say about it either #im in a weird place #there is a barrier between me and my friends and my loved ones #and i feel so completely alone #i dont have the energy to be anything but sad anymore #and im just sick of it #the past few years of my life have been so horrible #i dont think i can keep waiting for things to change #i am just so tired #i am happy that things won’t be hard much longer #i think by the end of this month ill have everything in order

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pixlmonkeys · 8 days

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with no exaggeration being hyper empathetic is one of the worst things to happen to me

#yes its 2 am just let me ramble #I hate it so much #thinking about people I don’t know and relatives I’ll never meet being sad feels like being stabbed #like it physically hurts to think about #and when my friend goes through a hard time I will get extremely depressed and anxious #and it’s not just people I’m close with it’s Everyone #if some random person in a YouTube comment section says they are sad then I Am Sad now #empathy is supposed to be some beautiful thing but it’s making me depressed #and I can’t just tell myself that I’ll never meet these people or whatever because then I feel like I’m not doing enough #I know that crying over the fact that a relative I’ve never met had mental problems decades ago #isnt going to help in any way #but if I don’t care I’m a terrible person #the one time I put myself first I felt horrible about it #everything is my fault and my responsibility to fix and everyone’s pain is my pain and uuuuuuuughh #it’s never about me even when my mental health is in shambles #I need to make sure everyone else is ok or else I won’t be #and when I can’t fix things for people I feel the worst sense of dread you can imagine #can’t put words to it. it feels like I’m dying. everything is hopeless and I’m in pain and can’t stop crying and blah blah blah #and then I feel guilty because it’s not my problem why am I so upset? I’m just making everything about myself I have no reason to be crying #which makes me cry harder #aaaaaaiiim so tired ill be ok in the morning probably

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thegirlivealwaysbeen · 1 month

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my pinterest btw

#also like idk what my problem is but i’m horribly depressed today WHYYY #very off topic from pinterest but im soosoososo sad and im so tired #kaela.txt

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m3ab · 3 months

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I keep posting headcanons and realizing just how many are about jonouchi, I have so many about yami and Yugi but theyre all so wrapped up in the lore of the au spud and i came up with that in order to talk about them id have to explain the au, which will take forever and a half when i get there

#One day you'll hear about them #They're all so sweet and good #I love them #Ok that's a lie most of them are horrendously sad and horrible to them but in my defense canon set them up for this #It's fine though because we fix it in the end #Idk I'm tired and felt like talking #You'll get the au eventually I promise #Yu-Gi-Oh

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seenthisepisode · 1 year

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(rant in the tags, might be triggering or something)

#not to be a bitch and rant on tumblr but WHERE ELSE this is my diary since 2011 etc.#soooo i've been very alone for the last two weeks because my fiance is in germany at work and i am at home also working #and oir flatmate is spending the last weeks before uni at home so i've been absolutely alone for weeks now #the only time i talk to people is at work and it's starting to have some weird effect on me because.... i miss work lol #because i miss talking to people and just some interaction.... i am generally a loner and i like spending time in my own company!!!!#but #..... thats just too long. i feel bad and alone and unhealthy. and above all sad.#and today i talked to my friend from work like yeah so it's saturday maybe wine in the late evening?? and she said maybe #and then after a few hours it was no soery i can't i am too tired which. VALID girl i understand #but i let myself hope that i won't be alone tonight and idk maybe have some fun some karaoke whatever #and then #well it won't happen #i feel horrible #i shouldn't but i do #i feel like i will start talking to the walls because i've been talking to myself for too long #also i have the massive urge to just get drunk alone but also like what's the point. of anything #personal #alcohol tw #depression tw #uhh

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thecherrygod · 4 months

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wlwvampirism · 5 months

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Crazy how some people will excuse and defend The Boy in the Striped Pajamas, despite being critiqued by the Jewish community and actual Holocaust survivors for not being historically accurate and being disrespectful, because “the ending is sad :( and therefore that means it’s good”

What’s fucking crazier is that an actual Holocaust survivor wrote a bad review explaining all of this and there are non-Jewish motherfuckers replying to him going “Well, actually, this book is a work of fiction :) and to me, a non-Holocaust survivor, I think that what the book represents is this…” like just say you don’t actually care about Holocaust survivors and go. Also, learn to shut the fuck up, because not every thought you have needs to be voiced.

And just because something is “historical fiction” does not mean that it can do whatever it wants and change the facts, especially not if the story you’re trying to tell is one about a real genocide.

#people willing to excuse the most horrible disrespectful books because it ‘made me feel things :(‘ and i’m tired of it #use your fucking critical thinking skills!#they do this same shit with the tattooist of auschwitz too #the book has been heavily criticized for not being accurate neither historically nor to lali and gita sokolov’s story #some of the criticism coming from their own son btw #and people still defend it because ‘oh but the story was so sad and romantic’ like get a fucking grip #do you actually care about learning about the stories of holocaust survivors or do you only care about a palatable story with a tragic—#—tragic backdrop that you can a shed a few tears to because you’re all too fucking obsessed with tragedies #to actually give a shit about real world consequences

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blowflyfag · 5 months

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There’s this. Bird inside a cage feeling that comes with having to live with your parents.

#sad posting while sober? god I’m pathetic #my dad was mean to me and it made me rember every little horrible thing he’s done to me in these small fucjing 20 years #I’m just like. so tired… of constantly being made fun of in the place where I should feel like… safe?#this house is not a home #like I was literally having a great day! and incredible day! and now I just. cant stop crying…#I just want my dad to be nice to me.

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